#[Did I have fun? 85% yes. 15% it was suffering lol]

[ofstarsandskies]

Bad End+ Skit -- Elle's Adopted Father(?)

After many an hour fiddling with such and such, I made a thing that is related to a thread I was going to start with @thosetaleskids. But even without context of the post, I thought it'd be fun to shed light on how BE+ Victor treats BE+ Ludger. In that it's not great. lol

Enjoy friends!

[natsuki-oz]

Can’t even ask me one bloody question? Suffer by doing all 100.

1. What’s your philosophy in life? Make the people you love happy and care for them.

2. What’s the one thing you would like to change about yourself? I’d like to get a little less possessive about people.

3. Are you religious or spiritual? None of them.

4. Do you consider yourself an introvert or an extrovert? A little bit of both.

5. Which parent are you closer to and why? I was closer to my mother. Why? Because she loved me.

6. What was the best phase in your life? The bandtimes.

7. What was the worst phase in your life? Losing my mother.

8. Is what you’re doing now what you always wanted to do growing up? Not really but I grew up knowing there would be a time I would do it.

9. What makes you feel accomplished? Laying on the couch in the evening, looking at my happy son who cuddles against me and smile about life isn’t as bad as I sometimes think.

10. What’s your favorite book/movie of all time and why did it speak to you so much? movie: Gran Tourino - Because I like how people care for each other. book: too many.

11. What is a relationship deal breaker for you? Cheating, lying, hurting my son in any way.

12. Are you more into looks or brains? Brains.

13. Would you ever take back someone who cheated? Maybe. But rather no.

14. How do you feel about sharing your password with your partner? There are passwords that are too secret but it would be okay to share my password for the private phone and my private notebook. And the code to my apartment.

15. When do you think a person is ready for marriage? When they have been with their partner for a longer time or have gone through a tough time together and both trust each other.

16. What kind of parent do you think you will be? I am a loving father, wanting the best for my child. Sometimes a little bit too careful about him.

17. What would you do if your parents didn’t like your partner? Wouldn’t be a problem since they’re both not here anymore. I’d have a problem with it if my mother wouldn’t like the person..

18. Who is that one person you can talk to about just anything? Maki, the girl who is my best friend since 5 years by now.

19. Do you usually stay friends with your exes? Usually not but I do have friends that are my exes.

20. Have you ever lost someone close to you? Yes.

21. If you are in a bad mood, do you prefer to be left alone or have someone to cheer you up? It’s up to why I am in a bad mood.

22. What’s an ideal weekend for you? There are different types of an ideal weekend.

23. What do you think of best friends of the opposite sex? Not a problem?

24. Do you judge a book by its cover? Yes but I like to be convinced of their true self by talking.

25. Are you confrontational? Usually not.

26. When was the last time you broke someone’s heart? Me? Never I think.

27. Would you relocate for love? I would but I am not able to.

28. Did you ever write a journal? No.

29. What are you most thankful for? My son and the times I’ve had with my band.

30. Do you believe in second chances? Yes. But mostly they don’t work out.

31. What’s the one thing that people always misunderstand about you? That I am just someone to be fucked by.

32. What is your idea of a perfect vacation? No matter where, no matter what, just having fun together with the person I go on vacation with.

33. What did your past relationship teach you? That real love exists even if you don’t really fit together.

34. What are your thoughts on online dating or tinder? People that just want to fuck.

35. What’s on your bucket list this year? I don’t have one.

36. When have you felt your biggest adrenaline rush? Oh, I can’t tell here.

37. What is the craziest thing you’ve ever done and would you do it again? I can’t remember right now to be honest. But I guess so because I’m still alive even if I did it.

38. If a genie granted you 3 wishes right now, what would you wish for? All time safety for my son, finding love, no war.

39. What’s your biggest regret in life? Already answered.

40. What do you think about when you’re by yourself? That’s too private.

41. Does your job make you happy? Already answered.

42. What did you want to be when you were younger? Already answered at question 99.

43. Why did your last relationship end? ...we just had different plans of life.

45. What’s been your biggest mistake so far in life and what did you learn from it? Too private.

46. Where is your favorite place in the entire world to go? My bed.

47. What are your top five favorite movies? - GranTourino - The 5th wave - Zootopia - Secrets in the Hot Spring - Black Mirror series.

48. What are some of your favorite songs? OZ - Rain Delay, CELL - Jikogenkyu Paradox Royz - Higanbana, Portion Boys - Niin Kuin Ennenin

49. What qualities do you admire about your parents? Already answered.

50. How would you describe your best friend? Pure soul, beautiful woman.

51. What’s your favorite hobby to do alone? Singing.

52. What’s something you can’t go a day without doing? Taking a shower.

53. What’s the most spontaneous thing you’ve done lately? I’m always spontaneous so I can’t really tell.

54. What’s the craziest thing you’ve ever done for love? Hahaha. That’s a secret.

55. What’s your biggest pet peeve? People in advertising in TV that brush their teeth without toothpaste.

56. Why do you think you’re still single? Because I’m an idiot, maybe too pervy, maybe too caring, too tall, too old, too weird, too boring, too dangerous, ....

57. What accomplishment are you most proud of? Running the family business well.

58. What is one dream you have yet to accomplish? Raising my son to be a good man, finding someone to love and marry.

59. What is your greatest fear? Losing my son and my friends.

60. What are three things you value most about a person? Honesty, stupid jokes, caring for other people

61. Who are five people you are closest with? Maki, Kizasi, Takashi, Hiro, Mitsuki

62. What is the greatest struggle you’ve overcome? Talking normally to people

63. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be? New Zealand

64. What’s the most exciting thing that’s happened this past year? Nothing special happened this year I think.

65. What’s your favorite beer? All Sapporo kinds.

66. What’s one thing that bothers you most about the world today? People fighting too much about nonsense

67. Who are you closer with your mom or your dad? Mother.

68. If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be? Didn’t I answer this already? Being less possessive about people I like.

69. If you could change one thing about the world what would it be? No war.

70. Who was your favorite teacher and why? I just had one and he was ok.

71. What sport did you fall in love with? I like most kinds of sports but bedsports are the best, haha.

72. What is the weirdest thing about you? I cook and bake very well.

73. What was your longest relationship? My last one which lasted 2 years.

74. What would your best friend say is your best quality? Having a weird humour, caring for them.

75. Who is your favorite historical figure? I don’t have one because I haven’t met any of them.

76. What made you choose the college you went to? I didn’t choose it.

77. If you could tell your former self one thing right now what would it be? Never give up fighting.

78. What food could you not live without? Udon.

79. Dogs or Cats? Both.

80. What’s closest you’ve ever come to being arrested? Hahahaha.

81. What was your best birthday? The birthday I spent with Aggy.

82. What’s one thing you wish you knew how to do? Flirting.

83. Where’s one place you’d like to go that you haven’t been? New Zealand.

84. What was the last book you read? And when? Sleeping beauties by Stephen King, a year ago.

85. Where do you usually get your news? TV, newspapers.

86. What are some of your own personal goals in the next 5 years? Same as now.

87. What would you consider your greatest accomplishment so far? Raised my son well.

88. If you could get away with anything that you do? Everything that I am doing right now.

89. Who is your greatest hero? My mother.

90. What’s the greatest risk you’ve ever taken? My life to safe someone’s.

91. Why are we here? Because our spaceships crashed down to this world.

92. If heaven is real and you died tomorrow, would you get in? Not really.

93. Do you believe in fate? Yes

94. How do you think people see you? As an arrogant, pervy rich guy with a big D.

95. If you had the ability to erase something that you did in the past, what would it be? Saving my mother.

96. What song makes you unconditionally happy? Don’t stop me now by Queen

97. If you could have anybody else’s life, who’s would you take? I haven’t thought about this until now.

98. What fictional character do you most relate to? I don’t know..? (Maybe Jiwon Ahn from BJ Alex, lol. With a little bit of Myung-Dae.)

99. If I asked you at age 5 what you wanted to be when you grew up, what would you say? Already done!

100. What is your biggest irrational fear? Already done!

[woodenwedges]

1 through 100. Let's go! Answer em aaaalll!

Omg Kate you’re absolute mad!!! Thanks tho’ I love answering these things ❤️😁Hoo boy here we go!1. What is you middle name?Don’t have one! Neither does my brother.2. How old are you?203. When is your birthday?The 15th of may 🌸4. What is your zodiac sign?Taurus ♉️🐃5. What is your favorite color?Baby pink! 6. What’s your lucky number?Dunno about lucky number but my favorite number is 77. Do you have any pets?Yep! Two dogs.One sweet, blonde girl named Emsi (based on the danish word Emsig meaning officious)And a neurotic chihuahua named Henry. We got them both cause their owners no longer could take care of them and I love them to the moon and back ❤️8. Where are you from?Hirtshals in Denmark! I love my town to death9. How tall are you?Uuuh around like 1,65 m10. What shoe size are you?3911. How many pairs of shoes do you own?Too many.... we get a lot of free stuff so I have a lot. Probably around 10 pairs?12. What was your last dream about?The only thing I remember from my last dream was that I got a pimple on my forehead lol13. What talents do you have?I’m good at art, dancing and just performing in general and I’m getting pretty good with makeup!14. Are you psychic in any way?Nope15. Favorite song?Right now it’s brain damage and eclipse from The Dark Side of The Moonby Pink Floyd. They remind me of my mom ❤️16. Favorite movie?Don’t actually have one! But the last film I think I saw was carol and I absolutely loved it.17. Who would be your ideal partner?Just someone who’s intelligent and kind I guess! And has a similar sense of humor18. Do you want children?I do, but I’m probably never gonna birth any cause I have an illness I don’t want to risk transferring and also might be going on T soon!!19. Do you want a church wedding?I don’t really care20. Are you religious?Nah. I’m a spiritual atheist21. Have you ever been to the hospital?Only as a visitor. I’ve gone to the emergency room but I’ve never been admitted.22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?Nope23. Have you ever met any celebrities?My cousins a model who’s dating one of the Danish x-factor judges so yea.24. Baths or showers?BATHS25. What color socks are you wearing?White. I prefer just plain whites rn, but there’s was a time in my life where I always wore fun, colorful socks and never matching them26. Have you ever been famous?Lol no but a stranger did come up to me last week and told me she’s a huge fan of my work ❤️ a lot of the locals like my watercolor portraits27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?Honestly yea I do fantasize a lot about it 28. What type of music do you like?Music is a huge part of my life! My main Spotify playlist is 161 hours now and it’s all extremely diverse!The only music I don’t particularly like is blues and trap cause i find it boring. Right now I’m really into old grungy rock, punk, experimental stuff, rap and disco 💃🏼 29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?Sure have! I did it countless times this summer at the beach. There’s nothing more freeing than swimming naked in the ocean 💙30. How many pillows do you sleep with?Just one, but it’s a really good one. Oh and sometimes and extra one just to cuddle 31. What position do you usually sleep in?Fetus position is my fav but I’m trying not to do that cause it’s bad for your back32. How big is your house?Pretty big. Two stories plus a garage where my friends and I hang out. And also a two bedroom annex33. What do you typically have for breakfast?Toast or oatmeal with nuts and berries34. Have you ever fired a gun?No35. Have you ever tried archery?I tried it a couple of weeks ago and it was really fun! 36. Favorite clean word?I like words like clean and crystal and chemical 37. Favorite swear word?Fuck.38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?Don’t remember. Pretty long. But I’ve started to be very careful with sleep cause my mental health REALLY depends on it39. Do you have any scars?Lots. Anything from self-harm to getting burned by a marshmallow lmao40. Have you ever had a secret ?Bitch my whole personality used to be a secret. So yea a lot41. Are you a good liar?Yup. I’m very creative and anxious so if I feel like I’ve done something I shouldn’t I immediately have a good lie ready. Also I’ve had some problems with compulsive lying whoops42. Are you a good judge of character?Nooo not really cause I always feel bad for disliking ppl so I force myself to keep an open mind. But I’ve learned to just follow my instincts a bit more43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?I’m pretty good at like southern American accents and also an American accent In Danish is so fun and cute. 44. Do you have a strong accent?It’s pretty strong. I used to fake a British accent out of embarrassment but then I started feeling pretentious so I let it go45. What is your favorite accent?I love a Colombian accent and French ofc. Also Indian and Chinese. Oh and a lot of African ones too, especially the ppl from Congo! But I love accents in general. They’re literally my go to ASMR trigger46. What is your personality type?INFP47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?My winter jacket... my mom wanted to buy me one that was new and when we finally found one that didn’t give me dysphoria I was so excited I forgot to look at the price tag... and she just bought it for me anyway.48. Can you curl your tongue?Yea and I can stick it between my tooth gap49. Are you an innie or an outie?Outie all the way50. Left or right handed?Right51. Are you scared of spiders?No, I used to have pretty severe arachnophobia but i worked through it and now I actually really love them! Also I don’t care how scared you are of them, don’t you dare kill them in front of me! That makes me so uncomfortable. Just let me know there’s a spider and I’ll get it safely outside for you 52. Favorite food?Love sushi with crab meat or fried shrimp!53. Favorite foreign food?Well probably sushi? Lol. Or anything Italian!54. Are you a clean or messy person?Super messy but I’m trying my best!55. Most used phrased?“Bid I det sure æble”. Basically “bite the bullet” in English 56. Most used word?Probably bitch. I use it in an affectionate manner towards friends lmao57. How long does it take for you to get ready?Very, very long58. Do you have much of an ego?Yea I think so59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?Suck60. Do you talk to yourself?Nope. 61. Do you sing to yourself?Yes!62. Are you a good singer?I’m decent. Think I could get good if I got a vocal coach63. Biggest Fear?Getting ridiculed, being misunderstood and being unwanted 64. Are you a gossip?I love gossip...65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?I don’t really know sry!66. Do you like long or short hair?Love all hair. I love running my fingers through long hair. I prefer short hair for me tho67. Can you name all 50 states of America?LOL NO68. Favorite school subject?I really liked art and foreign language classes69. Extrovert or Introvert?HUGE introvert!70. Have you ever been scuba diving?No but I’d love to try it!71. What makes you nervous?Public embarrassment is a big one. But racism, homophobia, transphobia and misogyny will also make me very, very nervous.72. Are you scared of the dark?Not at all73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?Depends on the mistakes? Never on like grammar and stuff like that.74. Are you ticklish?Very. I can tickle myself. But then again I am schizophrenic lol75. Have you ever started a rumor?Once in high school my friends and I started a rumor that I was “a hermaphrodite” and we kept it going for years. At first it was just to fuck with people but then I started getting like a kick from it. For some reason I loved the idea of people thinking I was intersex. Aaaand that was the start of me getting gender identity issues lol76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?I used to teach dancing lessons for kids at a local church lol does that count?77. Have you ever drank underage?Only a couple of beers. But the drinking age is here is 15 so that’s not a huge problem 78. Have you ever done drugs?a couple of times. Done ecstasy and Valium once which was really fun. And I’ve tried speed a couple of times but it has no effect on me. I also love weed if you consider that a drug 79. Who was your first real crush?Had a huge crush on a guy at my boarding school. And also a girl at the school... they became a couple and I remember wanting to die asdgsa80. How many piercings do you have?None! Had a septum once, but I never had my ears pierced as a child or anything 81. Can you roll your Rs?“Yea82. How fast can you type?Pretty fast!83. How fast can you run?I’m not a great runner but I’m getting better84. What color is your hair?Blonde85. What color is your eyes?Green86. What are you allergic to?Nothing. Tho I do get allergic reactions to extreme swifts in temperature 87. Do you keep a journal?Yup!88. What do your parents do?Both retired now but my dad used to be a fisherman and my mom ran a daycare and later worked with elderly people who suffered from dementia. 89. Do you like your age?Yea?90. What makes you angry?It takes a lot to get me angry but unnecessary hate and harassment usually gets me to tick91. Do you like your own name?I really like it actually! 92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?I have but I don’t remember them... think I repressed those daydreams when I decided never to bear children :(93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?Idc94. What are you strengths?Intellectuality, kindness, curiosity, creativity and bravery. Also I get a lot of praise for being so open and aware of my mental illnesses and for fighting so fiercely to get healthy. 95. What are your weaknesses?Bad self criticism, naïvety, laziness and having trouble asking for help and taking initiative 96. How did you get your name?My brother decided it.97. Were your ancestors royalty?Pff highly doubt it98. Do you have any scars?Already answered this99. Color of your bedspread?That really popular, white IKEA one with flowers100. Color of your room?White, although I cover them up with posters, drawings and sometimes literal trash when i get psychotic cause white walls make me hallucinate like crazyThis was a fucking blast!!! Thanks Kate 😚❤️

[arimamary-main]

Tagged by @shawn-and-aiden-frost-9 :D

Rules: Answer these 85 statements about yourselves, then tag 20 people.

@emypony @atsuyafubukii @eterna09 @funips @producktions ah to hell with this this is was pain and I don’t want to make other fifteen people to suffer

Last

1. Drink - Water 2. Phone Call - A rl friend. Awkward af. 3. Text Message - I think it was “of course I’m going“ 4. Song you listened to - Circles by GUMI 5. Time you cried - This... Tuesday I think. I was a weird day.

Ever

6. Dated someone twice? - Nope! 7. Kissed someone and regretted it - I doubt it. 8. Been cheated on - Nope. But I might murder him/her. 9. Lost someone special - Yeah, it was painful, or at least it felt like I lost them back them. But I just got them back. 10. Been depressed - I just got out of that dark pit that swallow every bit of my self-worth, love, and aspirations. 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up - I can’t drink until that point XD.

Fave colors

12. Blue 13. Red 14. Orange/yellow/violet

In the last year, have you…

15. Made new friends - I have new people in the social media sites I have been for a while, so yes! 16. Fallen out of love - In, out, I don’t even know anymore. 17. Laughed until you cried - It’s been a while since that has happened :(. I love laughing tho. 18. Found out someone was talking about you - I feel like no one ever speaks about me XD. I don’t really care if it’s gossip or bad-mouthing. 19. Met someone who changed you - Do OCs count? Yeah, they do. 20. Found out who your friends are - Not really. 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook friends list - I wish XD.

General

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know irl - Pretty much everyone. Not that I’m close to all of them. 23. Do you have any pets - I want a cat! Make them two! 24. Do you want to change your name -  It’s average af but nope. 25. What did you do for your last birthday - Don’t remind me.... 26. What time did you wake up today - Seven a.m I need sleep Zzzzzz 27. What were you doing at midnight last night - In my tablet talking to a friend. It was fun :3 28. What is something you can’t wait for - Of course it’s Inazuma Eleven. Also Heaven’s Feel and getting my first paycheck lol 29. [There is no number 29 in the list I got tagged in, so…] (I’m too lazy to delete this ha) 30. What are you listening to right now - Human voices. 31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - I really wonder if someone will ever answer this with “yeah, he was a jerk“ or “he was really nice“. 32. Something that’s getting on your nerves - Stereotypes and abuse :D 33. Most visited website - Tumblr and Kissanime. What is life? 34. Hair color - Black. 35. Long or short hair - Long-ish? It’s shoulder-length. 36. Do you have a crush on someone - Not anymore, I think. 37. What do you like about yourself - The fact that I make jokes 24/7 and no can stop mehh!!! 38. Want any piercings - Nope! 39. Blood type - O- 40. Nicknames - I like to be called Mary and online younger people call me Mary-san which is really cute. 41. Relationship status - Single. You shall not take my freedom! 42. Zodiac - Gemini~ 43. Pronouns - She/her 44. Fave TV show - Future Inazuma Eleven Ares :D. Otherwise My Cat From Hell and animal documentaries. 45. Tattoos - Nope. I’m not into that tho I respect tattoo artists. They are cool 46. Right or left handed - Right 47. Ever had surgery - Yeah, when I was younger. It wasn’t pretty... 48. Piercings - Are earlobe piercings still piercings. 49. Sport - I’m not dedicated to sports but I like gold and perhaps badminton. 50. Vacation - What is that? XD. Going to new places is like a vacation to me.

More general

52. Eating - 53. Drinking - 54. I’m about to watch - How I hurriedly edit my Valentine’s Day fic lol 55. Waiting for - My class to start XD. 56. Want - A cute plushie by Tokyo Otaku Mode, a commission from Zafiro, two cats, work hard and have fun! 57. Get married - I can barely take care of myself XD. 58. Career - Environmental Scientist or Graphic Designer :D

Which is better

59. Hugs or kisses - Hugs are good~ 60. Lips or eyes - 61. Shorter or taller - Tall people are intimidating so shorter XD 62. Older or younger - I don’t have a preference. I should be starting to act like an adult but I still act like a child haha. 63. Nice arms or stomach - Face is everything to me 64. Hookup or relationship - A nice long relationship <3 65. Troublemaker or hesitant - Damn it, hesitant is cute. I’m the troublemaker or so I tell myself XD.

Have you ever

66. Kissed a stranger - Kissing is a greeting where I was raised so I guess it’s a yes. 67. Drank hard liquor - I think vodka, tequila and rum. Rum is yummy X3. 68. Lost glasses - Not lost lost but from time to time I can’t find them for a day XD 69. Turned someone down - I remember doing so but it seemed like a joke so I’m not really counting it. 70. Sex on first date - No... 71. Broken someone’s heart - Perhaps not romantically but I can’t deny someone might have felt betrayed with something I have said or done. 72. Had your heart broken - My romantic life in a nutshell. 73. Been arrested - I pray that never happens. 74. Cried when someone died - I help back the tears 75. Fallen for a friend - My romantic life in a nutshell.

Do you believe in

76. Yourself - Of course! 77. Miracles - Yup! 78. Love at first sight - It’s attraction at first sight. 79. Santa Claus - Used to. Once, I spend the night in a plastic house with my cousin when we were little to catch him in the act XD. 80. Kiss on a first date - Never been on a date! It would be embarrassing af. 81. Angels - I do. Angels are cool

Other

82. Best friend’s name - I won’t disclose that info 83. Eye color - Very dark brown that looks back 84. Fave movie - I don’t actively rewatch movies but FullMetal Alchemist Conqueror of Shamballa had a special place in my otaku heart 85. Fave actor - Favorite voice actor in my case XD. Miyano Mamoru, Shimono Hiro, Kaji Yuuki, I forgot Erwin/Sebastian’s VA but that one, and others I don’t have on top of my head. But they are a lot.

This was hella long and I don’t want to do it again XD.

[packitandgo]

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 some people. I was tagged by @jamthedingus (ILY DI)

LAST:

1. Drink: Pepsi

2. Phone call: mm... I wanna say my pharmacy?

3. Text message: heck if I know!! my phone doesn't have service right now lol

4. Song you listen to: the suffering game ost! specifically storm top dog

5. Time you cried: last week when I listened to ep 66 of taz (I'm still crying about lucretia tbh)

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: Nope

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: not really!

8. Been cheated on: nah

9. Lost someone special: not really

10. Been depressed: HA

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: lmao yes, like... last week it was Embarrassing

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12. anything in the aqua teal range

13. Mulberry

14. orange shades

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: heck yeah

16. Fallen out of love:... kind? of?? it's confusing lol

17. Laughed until you cried: like last night!

18. Found out someone was talking about you: well I found out my gfbf rambled about me to her chat group A LOT MORE than i thought (#^^#)ゞ

20. Found out who your friends are: uhhh sure?

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: AM I EVEN FB FRIENDS WITH AMBER. i dont even know

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: technically all of them?? but i actually Remember very few of them

23. Do you have any pets: a very fluffy skittish kitty named Dinah!!

24. Do you want to change your name: nah im good!

25. What did you do for your last birthday: had like 5 friends over for wine n pizza!

26. What time do you wake up: 10 or 11

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: chilling on tumblr while listening to mbmbam

28. Name something you can’t wait for: my day off tomorrow!

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: end of august when she left the country haha

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: KNOWING I WAS INTO GIRLS EARLIER instead of dealing w jealousy n internalised shit

31. What are you listening to right now: how to be a heartbreaker

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: there's a chef named tom where i work!

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: when we get TOO MANY EXTRA people at work n have to add a shit ton of new place settings and run out of food

34. Most visited website: tumblr, ao3, ... tbh thats like IT lmao

35. Mole/s: 2 on my face by my mouth, 2 or 3 on my neck, and then LOTS elsewhere too

36. Mark/s: mmm not rly? a few random scars on my legs i guess

37. Childhood dream: lmao i think it was to be a teacher bc school?? was all i knew???

38. Hair color: dark dirty blonde

39. Long or short hair: shoulder length! but i need to cut it soon

40. Do you have a crush on someone: mmm ye n im dating her (IM V LUCKY)

41. What do you like about yourself: uhhhhh idk? eyes i guess?

42. Piercings: just my earlobes

43. Blood type: O

44. Nicknames: jenna, skya

45. Relationship status: happy <3

46. Zodiac: aries! with a sag moon

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favorite TV Show: GUH idk? probably galavant or leverage or b99... or pnf or FMAB or or or

50. Right or left hand: left!

51. Surgery: dont think ive had any!!

52. Hair dyed in different color: SOMEDAY when i dont work in customer service i maybe want like./.. blue or purple

53. Sport: haikyuu!! (u meant sports anime, right?)

55. Vacation: greece!!! chilling on a beach n seeing historical sites. OR california/west coast in general to visit friends n road trip OR toronto...

56. Pair of trainers: uhhh i have. some? yes. they're p cool actually they're black n aqua n have POCKETS

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: like... right now? nothing.. i just had matcha gelato tho!

58. Drinking: WATER

59. I’m about to: nap while i wait for my video game to re-download

62. Want: a bigger bed n more snuggles

63. Get married: hides face

64. Career: professional Napper. idk bruh i dont rly want a career i just want enough money to buy all the shit i want n feel secure in life, yanno?

65. Hugs or kisses: OH MAN THATS SO HARD??? but. i think hugs? esp if we're including cuddles.

66. Lips or eyes: both?

67. Shorter or taller: DEPENDS but im gonna go with shorter

68. Older or younger:  older

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms!! in that i want strong arms of my own n also they make me flush (soft stomachs ARE nice stomachs)

71. Sensitive or loud: ???

72. Hook up or relationship: relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: t-troublemaker? iguess??

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a Stranger: nope i only kiss friends +

75. Drank hard liquor:  ya

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: CONSTANTLY

77. Turned someone down: LMAO no, ive never had to

78. Sex on the first date: not for meee

79. Broken someone’s heart: i REALLY doubt it haha

80. Had your heart broken: not really

81. Been arrested: nope

82. Cried when someone died: once or twice

83. Fallen for a friend: OFTEN

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84: Yourself: ... im working on it

85. Miracles: why not

86. Love at first sight: like yes, love no

87. Santa Claus: i love tim allen

88. Kiss on the first date: sure!

OTHER:

90. Current best friend name: kelcee

91. Eye color: blue~

92. Favorite movie: MUCH ADO ABOUT NOTHING

SO MANY QUESTIONS it was fun tho~

i’m tagging... @boudiscanon @abstract-sunshine @acesiren @rlyqueer @zheenterprize and anyone else who wants to do it~~

[vampiretheory]

Devynn @deitykeith mentioned me in their post, and I thought it’d be a fun little time killer to do this 

Last: 1. Drink: Black coffee 2. Phone call: My mum, she’s the only one that calls me hah 3. Text message: Devynn! 4. Song you listened to: Liquid smoke by Infected mushroom (currently) 5. Time you cried: I don’t even remember what I did 5 minutes ago

Have You: 6. Dated someone twice: No, I haven’t dated a lot. 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Yup 8. Been cheated on: Never  9. Lost someone special: Romantically, no. But otherwise yes. 10. Been depressed: Oh have I ever... (I suffer my dudes) 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: No

List 3 Favourite Colours: Red, purple, cool toned colours (also black, but that’s obvious)

In the Last Year Have You: 15. Made new friends: Yes (Nate @deitypidge <3) 16. Fallen out of love: Unsure 17. Laughed until you cried: Yes (shout out to my deitysquad) 18. Found out someone was talking about you: No 19. Met someone who changed you: Not really, no 20: Found out who your friends are: Yes, after graduating it became very clear. 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Yes

General: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I don’t know if there are people I have never met, so I think all of them. 23. Do you have any pets: My freagle dog, Milo. 24. Do you want to change your name: I do, but I also love my current name. 25. What did you do for your last birthday: It’s almost a year ago so I don’t remember 26. What time did you wake up: 5 am. 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sleeping 28. Name something you can’t wait for: Getting paid 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: This morning 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: My body 31. What are you listening to right now: Liquid smoke still 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes, a good friend of my parents 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: My body. (literally and figuratively) My roommates thinking playing music at 10 pm loudly is acceptable 34. Most visited websites: Youtube, twitter, ao3, tumblr, I guess 35. Elementary: Yes 36. High School: Just graduated Danish high school 37. University: I want to, but don’t know if I have the mental capacity 38. Hair colour: Black, but my blonde roots are starting to show. 39. Long or short hair: It’s on the longer side of the short spectrum currently 40. Do you have a crush on someone: No 41. What do you like about yourself: My English and fashion sense. That’s it. 42. Piercings: Septum, industrial bar, three in my left lobe and two in my right lobe. 43. Blood type: No idea, but I would like to know 44. Nickname: Goth dad, that’s it. I’m not the type to get nicknames... 45. Relationship status: Lonely 46. Zodiac: Scorpio (sagittarius cusp) 47. Pronouns: He/him 48. Favourite TV show: uh..... vld? 49. Tattoos: None 50. Right or left hand: Right

First 51. Surgery: Have never had it 52. Hair dyed in different colour: Purple (ugly) stripes when I was 11, full hair was bright blue in 2011 53. Sport: Swimming 55. Pair of trainers: Unsure

More General: 56. Eating: Nothing right now 57. Drinking: Nothing 58. I’m about to go: I’m at work.. 59. Waiting for: Getting off work, money. 60. Want: Games 61. Get married: ? 62. Career: Currently I’m an assistant producer/editor at a film company 63. Favourite Artist: Too many 64. Place you want to travel to: Home... But Tokyo also 65. Favourite Subject: Chemistry

Which Is Better: 66. Hugs or kisses: I like kisses, but hugs are also good. Why not both? 67. Lips or eyes: Eyes 68. Shorter or taller: Don’t care, I like tall guys, but I feel good around shorter guys (not in a mean way tho lol) 69. Older or younger: Don’t care 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: ...... Arms??? 71. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive probably, I like a mix of both, but tend to avoid people that are too loud. 72. Hookup or relationship: Relationship, even though I don’t know how to do either 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: uh

Have You Ever: 74. Kissed a stranger: A peck, yes 75. Drank hard liquor: I guess? 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: I had a pair of glasses that got stolen once 77. Turned someone down: Maybe, unsure 78. Sex on the first date: No 79. Broken someone’s heart: Twice 80. Had your heart broken: Kinda, not really 81. Been arrested: No 82. Cried when someone died: Yes 83. Fallen for a friend: Yese

Do You Believe In: 84. Yourself: No 85. Miracles: Not really 86. Love at first sight: Not love, but infatuation 87. Santa Claus: No 88. Kiss on the first date: Yes 89. Angels: I don’t know, but I don’t see them as christian. 

Other: 90. Current best friend’s name: I don’t have “one” best friend. I only hang out with my closest friends, so if I hang out with you, know you’re one of them. 91. Eye color: Green with hazel centre I think 92. Favourite movie: I still love Princess Mononoke, but otherwise I don’t really watch movies all that much.

I’m tagging everyone who wants to do it, say I tagged you!

[soap-brain]

‘sup i got tagged by @elroymarvelous (and i need to stop using ‘sup as a greeting jesus christ *tips fedora*)

aaand i’m tagging @bottomkirk @greetings-from-the-suffer-puppet @isthisspockspeaking @lieutenant-sapphic @loststarlight @wordssometimesfail @trappist-1p @autisticarchieandrews @greenjimkirk @plaidshirtjimkirk @jamest-kirk @subinnnnn @tomatosdumpster @thetardisismysoulanimal @random-fandoms-trash @thatpunktrekkie and anyone else who wants to do this! just consider yourself tagged :)

 THE LAST

1. Drink: black tea

2. Phone call: my dad? i think? i don’t call people unless i can’t totally avoid it

3. Text message: @isthisspockspeaking

4. Song you listened to: we built this city by starship

5. Time you cried: ???? probably last week or tomorrow

6. Dated someone twice: njoope

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: i’m unkissed, therefore...

8. Been cheated on: nah

9. Lost someone special: yup

10. Been depressed: lkjsldfjslfjklasjdflajs life is hell atm so yes, constantly

11. Gotten drunk + thrown up: literally every time i have as much as two cocktails?? i don’t get it tbh. and i didn’t even really get drunnk

3 Favorite Colors

12. yellow

13. blue

14. green

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

15. Made new friends: yup!

16. Fallen out of love: didn’t even fall in love so falling out of it is kinda difficult

17. Laughed until you cried: the aquarium incident in physics lab the week before last. i’ve never laughed so hard in my life i think. cried again when we rehashed it

18. Found out someone was talking about you: i guess?? but i knew it already, and it wasn’t bad stuff

19. Met someone who changed you: uhh? maybe

20. Found out who your friends are: (does this year count as last year?? do we mean last calendar year or last 12 months? cause then HELL YES jesus)

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook page: thank god no lol

GENERAL:

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: almost all of them, but there’re a couple where i only assume who they are tbh

23. do you have any pets: ... five cactuses. i bet that counts :p

24. do you want to change your name: i wrote a wonderful monologue about how ravenna is actually p great and i’m learning to be her at @greetings-from-the-suffer-puppet a couple days ago or so. my name makes me pretty damn unique, and i like it!

25. what did you do for your last birthday: went out to dinner with my family and got drinks with an ex-friend later

26. what time did you wake up: I OVERSLEPT AND WOKE UP AT TEN AM MY ALARM WAS FOR 6:30 FUCK ME

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: uh. @bottomkirk uhhh MADE ME watch the dramatic readings of my immortal

28. name something you can’t wait for: august 1, 2017, around 2pm (i’ll be done with my chem final by then and probably also through the post-final breakdown and hopefully already packing / having packed my suitcase)

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: two weeks ago (ish)

31. what are you listening to right now: the two illustrious construction zones a street over :D and whatever else comes through the window. also rain pattering

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes my dad’s best friend’s name is tom and he’s a cool dude. weird, since he’s an artist, but cool

33. something that is getting on your nerves: well i’m mostly done with being insanely annoyed by the spn fandom, so atm it’s the mcu

34. most visited website: tumblurb

35. hair colour: ???? it’s like a dark blonde in places but the tips are light blonde. i’m considering becoming a redhead over the summer :D

36. long or short hair: mine? long. on people? whatever floats their boat

37. do you have a crush on someone: no

38. what do you like about yourself: ???? i think i’m getting a really good grip on my life but it does contain lots of internal crying

39. piercings: two in both ear lobes

40. blood type: 0+ i think. i’m sure about the 0 but i forgot my rhesus type

41. nickname: i don’t have one :( please give me one?

42. relationship status: single pringle terrified to mingle

44. pronouns: she/her

45. favourite tv show: wtf kinda question is that. tos all the way

46. tattoos: i WANT but i’m so broke i don’t quite know how to afford food for the next two weeks haha

47. right or left handed: right

48. surgery: a couple minor ones, once getting my wisdom teeth out and once having a dark birthmark removed. also i think i had to get one of my milk teeth removed by the dentist :D also there was the glass table incident. me and my sisters all have actual scars from that glass table. i p much slit my lip on it and you can still see the scar! fun times! my other sister has a small piece of her ear missing bc of that table :D

50. sport: horseback riding (*cries* i wish i had a stable here), yoga, running

51. vacation: THIS STUPID QUESTION IS IN ALL THESE THINGS AND I JUST HAVE TOO MANY ANSWERS!! ugh. FINE. let’s do this as per the distance these places are away from me. berlin. the netherlands. sweden. the uk. iceland. italy (esp rome, venice and ravenna), france. greece (all the ancient cultures yay). barcelona. idk whether egypt is safe atm but egypt (the pyramids and that all). south africa. japan. china. australia. chile. brazil. mexico. the usa (a roadtrip. you know, the classic. also nyc??? i miss you. also hey i have friendos there!!). canada. OUTER FUCKING SPACE LIKE WHOA

52. pair of trainers: does this mean the shoes or a coach?? i do own shoes if that is the question. several even.

MORE GENERAL

53. eating: rn? nothing. but there will likely be pancakes today

54. drinking: water, and obscene amounts of black tea

55. I’m about to: study (lmao procrastination ftw)

56. waiting for: august 1, 2017, 2pm

57. want: a fucking break

58. get married: maybe

59. career: doctor!! (hey what do you call a nerdy doctor? a DORKtor ahhahahaha love me please)

54. drinking: as in alcohol?? ehh. i have half an apple cider in the fridge, and other than that there’re like two cocktails i like to drink, maybe three

WHICH IS BETTER:

60. hugs or kisses: i’m touch starved so i’m a slut for any kind of physical attention tbh

61. lips or eyes: i like lips cause then you can speak and eat food. i like eyes for seeing (though mine have a glitch. i need an expansion pack for them)

62. shorter or taller: i’m tall. small people are ok but you need to be careful so you don’t lose them in your purse

63. older or younger: ??? well i like kids and seniors can be assholes but also vice versa so idk 

64. nice arms or nice stomach: arms bring the food. stomach holds the food. GoodTM (personally? i’d like for my arms to stop having acne and for my stomach to be flat. thank)

65. hookup or relationship: relationship

66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant (i only pretend to be tough lmao)

HAVE YOU EVER:

67. kissed a stranger: nah

68. drank hard liquor: what qualifies as hard?? i’ve had vodka in my drinks, but they were cocktails, so ?? (actually we made moscow mules when i visited my parents and the recipe said to put in 4 cl of vodka but i’m PRETTY sure my dad put in more)

69. lost glasses/contact lenses: akjslöfdjasldfjasldf fuck me up. yes. also broken them. also you try to have -5 dpt and find your fucking glasses. i can see 20ish cm in front of my face clearly. when i lose my glasses i’m essentially fucked

70. turned someone down: yes, and it was a good idea

71. sex on the first date: ha no

73. had your heart broken: sure

74. been arrested: :D (no)

75. cried when someone died: irl? cried when someone almost died. movies? yes.

76. fallen for a friend: nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

77. yourself: i guess so, yeah!

78. miracles: “magic is just science that you don’t understand yet”

79. love at first sight: no

80. santa claus: excuse you, this is americawashing. in germany we have the christkind. fuck off

81. kiss on the first date: maybe??

82. angels: ehhhh

OTHER:

84. eye colour: slate grey

85. favourite movie: Wonder Woman (2017) dir. Patty Jenkins (elroy wrote this and imma leave this here), also the one with the whales, transporter 3 and a very specific version of cinderella

[louisinawetsuit]

I was tag by @champagnelarrie and had fun doing this so thank you 😊 hopefully those I've tag will join in on the fun and anyone who I haven't tagged but sees this hopefully will do it as well. So in no particular order I tag @hogwartzlou @mullinhore @alldayeveryday1daf @goddamnlouis @guesswhatyourealoser @bravestmanintheworld @they-feel-the-same @prettygoodfromhere @styloueh @afangirlfantasy @acertaintwistedtenderness @disenchanteddeath @always-in-my-heartx @justholdonharry Here's mine - LAST [1] drink: coffee with kalua [2] phone call: brother [3] text message: friend for her birthday [4] song you listened to: Broken by Xenia Ghali [5] time you cried: probably two months ago when I had to move but I'm glad I did [6] dated someone twice: Date? What's that? [7] been cheated on: never as far as I know [8] kissed someone and regretted it: never [9] lost someone special: My daddy almost five years ago [10] been depressed: a few years ago was not good times but thankfully music kept me going [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: like two years ago. Try not to go that far when I drink to avoid doing just that. LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] blue [13] blue [14] and now green ;-) IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: yes [16] fallen out of love: no [17] laughed until you cried: oh for sure. Laughter really is good medicine for the soul [18] found out someone was talking about you: my old boss cause he realizes he lost a great employee and treated me like crap when I gave my two weeks notice but now he's suffering for it [19] met someone who changed you: not in the last year but someone who helped me be more open and let my walls down a bit [20] found out who your true friends are: not really but because of my move I've found the people who want to keep our friendship alive and take time to stay in touch long distance [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: no I don't really Facebook but in any case no to the kissing (see question 22 lol) [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them they're all family and friends [23] do you have any pets: sadly no though I live with two dogs, one cat, two turtles and one hamster [24] do you want to change your name: no but I usually go by a shortened version since it's a little long at four syllables [25] what did you do for your last birthday: just dinner with friends but it was nice [26] what time did you wake up: its Sunday and I slept in till 11:00 almost [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: catching up on The Originals [28] name something you cannot wait for: My knight in shinning armor lol but no really I guess Louis' new single. I really can't wait to hear it [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: a few minutes ago [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: to believe I can find my contentment again [31] what are you listening to right now: Nothing right now cause I'm concentrating on this [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: Yes one of my bosses who was a great guy [33] something that is getting on your nerves: stupid drivers [34] most visited website: probably tumblr yup just checked my battery usage and almost double of what the next one down the line was [35] elementary: just fun and friends [36] high school: Not a bad experience though I had to work harder but we had fun too especially senior year [37] college: One year and then I quit [38] hair colour: naturally black but right now brown [39] long or short hair: I like short cause it's easier to maintain but I'm thinking of growing it out some [40] do you have a crush on someone: sadly no [41] what do you like about yourself?: I think I'm a nice person and try to help others though sometimes it's taken as being weak [42] piercings: Just my ears don't think I'll venture further than that [43] blood type: B+ [44] nickname: V [45] relationship status: single [46] zodiac sign: libra [47] pronouns: she/her [48] fav tv show(s): ugh was vampire diaries but right now probably so you think you can dance [49] tattoos: yes, two. One I like to refer to as my satanic symbol but it's just a Celtic knot and the other which hurt like hell is my sons footprint from birth on my foot [50] right or left handed: right FIRST… [51] surgery: thankfully never [52] piercing: ears [53] best friend: kelly [54] sport: swimming [55] vacation: camping on Long Island. So relaxing with nothing to do but chill out and beach days [56] pair of trainers: reebok [57] eating: the customary cooked and mashed veggies but not from a jar. Mom made it fresh daily for her wee baby [58] drinking: Booby milk from mom [59] i’m about to: watch a movie probably [60] listening to: nothing right now [61] waiting for: Mr. Right [62] want: to smoke but I won't cause it's so bad for you so I don't [63] get married: never say never but no. Been there done that and NO [64] career: probably missed my calling to be a teacher but right now I'm a bookkeeper YOUR TYPE… [65] hugs or kisses: hugs for sure they're like tea where they will fix almost anything [66] lips or eyes: eyes [67] shorter or taller: taller but just a little bit [68] older or younger: younger but just a little bit too [69] romantic or spontaneous: romantic [70] nice arms or nice stomach: no preference just nice I guess. A good person to be honest [71] sensitive or loud: Sensitive [72] hook up or relationship: I'd like a relationship but after being on my own for so long I hope I can sustain one if it comes along [73] troublemaker or hesitant: Uh neither I think HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger?: well not total stranger I knew his name and talked to him for a few hours first [75] drank hard liquor?: yes but usually mixed with something no shots [76] lost glasses/contact lenses?: no never but I have broken a pair once [77] turned someone down: yes [78] sex on first date?: NO [79] broken someone’s heart?: yeah unfortunately but then he broke mine as well [80] had your own heart broken?: yes see above :'-( [81] been arrested? hell no I would probably die before they ever got me in the police car [82] cried when someone died? YES [83] fallen for a friend: no DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself?: fo sure [85] miracles?: yes [86] love at first sight?: no but yes to lust at first sight [87] santa claus? No but I wish I did still [88] kiss on the first date?: sure if you feel like a spark is there why not [89] angels?: yes [90] current best friend’s name: mitzy [91] eye colour: dark brown [92] favourite movies: Mary Freakin Poppins!!!

[joplayingjaks]

85 Things

Rules: Answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people.

I was tagged by @lonerofshalott! Thank you!! These are always really fun :)

The Last 1. Drink - Coke 2. Phone call - Mom 3. Text message - @atomicody 4. Song you listened to -  5. Time you cried - Its so often idk lolol 6. Dated somebody twice - Never have 7. Kissed somebody and regretted it - Never happened 8. Have been cheated on - Never 9. Lost someone special - Ahh yeah 10. Been depressed - Lol as if there was a specific last time I was 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up - Lmao this has never and will never happen

Favorite Colors 12. To wear - Black, grey, red/maroon, pink 13. Shade of blue - Deep, dark royal blues and pastels 14. Shade of pink - No salmon or hot pink, almost any pastel pink, as long as it’s not too purpley or bubblegummy

In The Last Year Have You 15. Made new friends - Yes :) 16. Fallen out of love - No 17. Laughed until you cried - So much, yes  18. Found out somebody was talking about you - Yes, but not in a bad way tho 19. Met somebody who changed you - Absolutely yes <3 (but also i had a couple cool coworkers and professors that where kinda influential)  20. Found out who your friends are - I suppose yes lol 21. Kissed somebody on your Facebook list - Lol yes

General 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life? - Almost all of them. any ones i dont im gonna be introduced to eventually through the bf 23. Do you have any pets? - SADLY NO, not yet 24. Do you want to change your name? - Nope 25. What did you do for your last birthday? - Hung out with friends 26. What time did you wake up? - Today i woke up at noon, and the only reason i managed that was becase i set an alarm lmao 27. What were you doing at midnight? - Talking to bf <3 28. Name something you can’t wait for? - My trip to michigan!! 29. When was the last time you saw your mom? - Last night 30. What are you listening to right now? - The fan in my brother’s room down the hall 31. Have you ever talked to somebody named Tom? - Like, several different people yeah 32. Something that is getting on your nerves - Not having the funds to pay off loans and fix my car and go on my trip 33. Most visited website - Facebook and pinterest 34. Hair color - Ashy blonde 35. Long or short hair? - Usually as short as possible tbh (i have my sides cut to a 1/4 in) but actually i think im gonna work on growing it out a little because i want an audrey hepburn pixie cut <3 36. Do you have a crush on somebody? - I have a big giant crush on @atomicody! heck i guess the jig is up, confessing my love right here right now 37. What do you like about yourself? - Im a meme with a good #aesthetic and i guess im p decent at the music thing lol 38. Piercings - Two on each earlobe and a ring in my nose 39. Blood type - Absolutely no idea lol 40. Nickname - Jak, jo, jay, jordo, jardin, bun, bug, and many more. idk why im so nicknameable lol 41. Relationship status - Taken :3 43. Zodiac - Scorpio 44. Pronouns - She/They 45. Favorite TV shows - Preacher is top tier rn, but tbh im really far behind, i havent been watching any tv much lately 46. Tattoos - I want so many, but thatll have to wait a while ;-; 47. Right or left handed - Right 48. Surgery - Only a few minor things like wisdom teeth and tonsils 49. Piercing - #38?? 50. Sport - I watch mma sometimes, but i am not about that #SportsLife 51. Vacation - Idk how im supposed to answer this? my next vaca will be my trip to michigan hopefully soon 52. Pair of trainers - I love me my black hightop converse 53. Eating - ?? okey im not eating currently? i would love to be tho, i gotta drag myself outta bed and go eat some cereal or pizza or something lmao okay actually i did go downstairs and get a bowl of cereal im gouda 54. Fave drink - Hmm.. strawberry soda, creme soda, smoothies, milkshakes and malts, milk, orange juice, and baja blast freezes 55. What you’re up to - This 56. Waiting for - Michigan trip/visiting Codyyy 57. Want - The end of bigotry and oppression and violence, for less “value” to be placed on physical wealth, for people to not have to suffer for or without basic needs, for people to use green energy because gdang its been ready for ages, to live my life contentedly and without regret, to be with the people i love, to move out and begin my life, to be able to fulfill my passions 58. Get married - Lol no 59. Career - Well, i went to school a little bit for graphic design, thats not happening it looks like. so far my employment history is McHell and a gas station and next is looking like walmart... sooo hopefully i actually have some miracle happen + hard work and i can do music 60. Hugs or kisses: Both pleassse 61. Lips or eyes - I mean, i know someone with really really pretty eyes :33 62. Shorter or taller - I dont have a preference for anything lmao (but he kinda smol lolol cute) 64. Nice arms or nice stomach - :33 I mean both, but those arms tho lol 65. Hook up or relationship - Relationship 66. Troublemaker or hesitant - ? 67. Kissed a stranger - Lol no 68. Drank hard liquor - LMao nope 69. Lost glasses/contact lenses - OMg yes, i lost my glasses a couple times and i was like, Oh god please dont make me go through this day without being able to see or judge distance please 70. Turned someone down - Few times 71. Sex on first date - NO lmao no 72. Broken someone’s heart - Probably, but hopefully not 73. Had your heart broken - Not romantically, but people who said they were my friends and family, yes 74. Been arrested - LOLL no 75. Cried when someone died - A few times, yes 76. Fallen for a friend - I mean kinda since i was friendo first with the bf lol

Do You Believe In 77. Yourself - Lol 78. Miracles - No 79. Love at first sight - No 80. Santa Claus - Nope lol 81. Kiss on the first date - Personally no, but you do you 82. Angels - Nope

Other 83. Current best friends names - Cody, kayla, ryan 84. Eye color - Blue 85. Favorite movie - TREASURE PLANET always

Tagging: @atomicody, @starsarelimitless, @captainsprklz, @ameliabedeliagoesonline, @nuttysaladtree, @ anyone who wants to, please im really terrible at tagging people because i dont want to seem weird lol

[doubleox515]

Get to know me tag

Tagged by the bff: @mintowls Right, let’s do this

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

LAST:

1. Drink: Water 2. Phone call: Mum 3. Text message: “Made it home <3 have fun tonight and I hope things go well with ***” - to one of my friends (not gonna say the names for privacy reasons) 4. Song you listened to: Doom Dada - T.O.P 5. Time you cried: same as Mona, yesterday RIP

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: Nope, not interested 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Nah, never been kissed haha... 8. Been cheated on: Nope 9. Lost someone special: Yeah 10. Been depressed: Idk if i would classify it as depression but... I certainly had a long period of time where I felt like I was depressed and the like... so idk really 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Never been drunk and never want to be. Ever

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: Bright yellow, crimson and maroon

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: Yeah! 16. Fallen out of love: Nah 17. Laughed until you cried: Oh man, so many times 18. Found out someone was talking about you: HAHA funny story: I found out that some people in high school genuinely thought that a friend of mine and I were dating :’D  19. Met someone who changed you: Nah, that was last year <3 20. Found out who your friends are: I’ve known who my friends are for years already 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Depends on what you mean by kiss. Platonic kisses, for sure, several. Kisses on lips/romantically? Nah

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Pretty much all of them, save for a couple 23. Do you have any pets: Noooo but I want one so bad ; A ; 24. Do you want to change your name: Nope!  25. What did you do for your last Birthday: Nothing except uni work and family dinner with mum and the brother c: tried to organise something with the gang but we were all suffering the horror of uni/assessments hahahahahha.... so that didn’t work 26. What time did you wake up: I think 1pm today LOL  27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Talking to friends and crying rip 28. Name something you can’t wait for: End of uni omg... 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: About half an hour ago 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: Too many things to list   31. What are you listening right now: A music mix that has a bunch of soundtracks and the like 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yeah, there was a guy in my year in primary who was called Tom 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: “my lack of creativity” quote by Mona = me  34. Most visited website: deviantART, Tumblr

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME

35. Mole/s: Several 36. Mark/s: Hah definitely 37. Childhood dream: Oh man, I wanted to be an actor for years 38. Hair color: Brown 39. Long or short hair: Neother long nor short - it’s in the middle 40. Do you have a crush on someone: It’s complicated 41. What do you like about yourself: Is nothing an option?  42. Piercings: None, but I wanna get my ears pierced again 43. Blood type: Uh... A+ I think??? I have no clue 44. Nickname: Don’t have one 45. Relationship status: It’s complicated 46. Zodiac: Taurus 47. Pronouns: She/Her 48. Favorite TV Show: Hetalia, Haikyuu!!, plus a shit ton more 49. Tattoos: None, but I kinda want one on my wrist... 50. Right or left hand: Right 51. Surgery: Never had one and I hope I never have to have one 52. Hair dyed in different color: Redddd~ It was only from a box from Coles that lasted for, like, a week, but it was pretty rad! And I had highlights when I was in year 8 or something. Never again.  53. Sport: I did dance for years and now I’m looking to start volleyball in the new semester! 55. Vacation: Man, everywhere - but first stop would be America. I want to meet someone for the first time ASAP 56. Pair of trainers: Yeah?? Maybe??

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: Nothing right now 58. Drinking: Water 59. I’m about to: Probably get ready for bed haha, then maybe some writing 61. Waiting for: idek anymore 62. Want: To be a better writer/friend 63. Get married: Most likely not, but that may change... who knows?  64. Career: The dream is to be an author! Still a student at the moment

WHICH IS BETTER

65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs 66. Lips or eyes: Eyes 67. Shorter or taller: Depends...  68. Older or younger: Also depends... 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: DEPENDS... 71. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive 72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a Stranger: Nah 75. Drank hard liquor: Yup! Vodka, whiskey, rum... and I think scotch too? Also tequila but I hated it 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: Nah 77. Turned someone down: Yes I have - once in primary school and once in y senior year of high school 78. Sex on the first date: Nah 79. Broken someone’s heart: Probably those two guys I turned down  80. Had your heart broken: Sorta?? 81. Been arrested: Nah 82. Cried when someone died: Yes 83. Fallen for a friend: HAHAHA... shit, yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: Lol never 85. Miracles: Sometimes, yeah 86. Love at first sight: Ehhhh... kinda, not really?? 87. Santa Claus: Lol no 88. Kiss on the first date: I guess?? Depends I suppose...

OTHER:

90. Current best friend name: Monaaaa :D 91. Eye color: Hazel, more towards the green side 92. Favorite movie: A Silent Voice (I AGREE WITH MONA, THIS MOVIE MADE ME DIE), Wonder Woman, Tangled

NOW, TAG 20 PEOPLE: (20 people what 20 people RIP) @diamond-depot @ash-soka @emphitere

[cuntboysupreme]

I dare you to answer all of them

Okay but you have to read all of them ;P1: How tall or short do you wish you were?I wish I was taller than I am. I wish I was 5'8" or so. 2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not)I really like big dogs, but if this is a dream I want a lion.3: Do you have a favorite clothing style?I either dress like I'm a skater dude or like I'm emo, but I like the pastel grunge scene. I just can't afford or pull that off.4: What was your favorite video game growing up?Super Mario Sunshine probably. Or Pikmin. 5: What three things/people do you think of most each day:My boyfriend Logan, my mother, and probably homestuck (please save me from this suffering where everything reminds me of homestuck)6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say?Self-destructive depressed piece of sunshine. Please feed.7: What is your opinion on [insert person/thing here]?I can't answer this one without a prompt.8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic]I took this test once. I think I was phlegmatic???? Fuck man i don't remember.Update: I just took it real quick I am indeed phlegmatic as fuck. Next is sanguine, shortly after that is melancholic and last is choleric, which i was not much like.9: Are you ticklish?Yes.10: Are you allergic to anything?Pollen??? I guess??11: What’s your sexuality?Pansexual, but I find myself leaning towards masculine people because I'm trash 12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa?cocoa13: Are you a cat or dog person?Yes. People would say I'm a dog person, but I love cats too.14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson?Merperson.15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber?Not really16: How tall are you?5'6"17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to?lol, I've already changed my name and it's Zu18: How much do you weigh? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!]shrug probably like 190?19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits?Sure why not20: Do you like space or the ocean more?the ocean scares me so space21: Are you religious?Kind of. I was raised Jewish, but my beliefs are more agnostic.22: Pet peeves?Chewing loudly, dishonesty, putting a mess in my space, being manipulative.23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal [opposite of nocturnal]?I am nocturnal so the other one24: Favorite constellation?I'm pretty sure??? there's like these two bears in the sky??? and like one is a mom?? and the other is a baby bear??? yeah that one25: Favorite star?My boyfriend Logan, the brightest thing in my life26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls?i do not like dolls because they scare me27: Any phobias or fears?Thunderstorms and being lied to28: Do you think global warming is real?Yes??????29: Do you believe in reincarnation?Sure why not30: Favorite movie?Scott PIlgrim Vs. The World 31: Do you get scared easily?I want to say yes32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime?If fish do not count then 3 and if fish do count then fuck idk33: Blog rate? [You’ll rate the blog of the one who’s asking.]i know that logan sent this but since its anon im not gonna do it heh34: What is a color that calms you?yellow i think35: Where would you like to travel and/or live?Not America36: Where were you born?Detroit, Michigan37: What is your eye color?I would call it hazel but that's not doing it justice38: Introvert or extrovert?introvert39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs?shrug 40: Hugs or kisses?high fives41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now?LOGAN42: Who is someone you love deeply?My mother43: Any piercings you want?Cartilage 44: Do you like tattoos and piercings?Yes45: Do you smoke or have you ever done so?I do not smoke cigarettes46: Talk about your crush, if you have one!My boyfriend is actually the best in the world ever but he lives in Ann Arbor which is closer to where I'm from than where I live now and it makes me sad that he lives so very far away because he is a cutie patootie and i wanna be gay and kiss his face47: What is a sound you really hate?chewing gum loudly48: A sound you really love?Music i guess49: Can you do a backflip?no50: Can you do the splits?yes!51: Favorite actor and/or actress?no52: Favorite movie?I already answered this53: How are you feeling right now?I'm okay. I'm kinda doing this to break while doing my homework.54: What color would you like your hair to be right now?I want it to be pink and purple but i'm not currently in posession of my hair dye55: When did you feel happiest?i have no idea56: Something that calms you down?Music57: Have any mental disorders? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!]Depression, anxiety58: What does your URL mean?it was 2 am and i thought it was the funniest thing in the world59: What three words describe you the most?1. trans 2. sad 3. gay60: Do you believe in evolution?science61: What makes you unfollow a blog?posting something i strongly disagree with or something that triggers me62: What makes you follow a blog?they post content i like??63: Favorite kind of person:decent human beings64: Favorite animal(s):big dogs65: Name three of your favorite blogs.1. i 2. don't 3. know66: Favorite emoticon:sparkle heart67: Favorite meme:the dog in the room thats on fire and it says "I'm fine."68: What is your MBTI personality type?INFP69: What is your star sign?Taurus70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog?YES71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most?Steven universe shirt, dark jeans, beanie, sneakers.72: Post a selfie or two?/tagged/my-face73: Do you have platform shoes?i used to74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself?i can sing the alphabet backwards75: Can you do a front flip?no76: Do you like birds?sure77: Do you like to swim?i suppose78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you?you cannot fall while swimming79: Something you wish didn’t exist:there are many things80: Some thing you wish did exist:time travel81: Piercings you have?both my ears are pierced and my septum is pierced82: Something you really enjoy doing:watching su83: Favorite person to talk to:logan84: What was your first impression of Tumblr?I would go on omegle and people would just send "WHAT IS AIR" and then disconnect85: How many followers do you have?36486: Can you run a mile within ten minutes?no87: Do your socks always match?no88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely?yes89: What are your birthstones?emerald90: If you were an animal, which one would you be?probably an otter, but a chubby one91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be?idk92: A store you hate?shrug93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day?i have no idea94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds?fly. i dont want to hear other peoples thoughts95: Do you like to wear camo?no96: Winter or summer?summer97: How long can you hold your breath for?i have no idea98: Least favorite person?the guy who sexually assaulted me99: Someone you look up to:my mother100: A store you love?belmont army surplus101: Favorite type of shoessneakers102: Where do you live?Chicago103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why?no104: What is your favorite mineral or gem?i think sapphires are cool you can get them in any color105: Do you drink milk?a lot106: Do you like bugs?sure107: Do you like spiders?if they arent in my space i dont mine108: Something you get paranoid about?Everything.109: Can you draw:no110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked?any question related to my genitals111: A question you hate being asked?any question related to my genitals112: Ever been bitten by a spider?yes113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach?yes114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days?sunny115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now:Logan.116: Favorite cloud type:none117: What color do you wish the sky was?i like it being blue118: Do you have freckles?on my shoulders119: Favorite thing about a person:eyes or voice120: Fruits or vegetables?cucumbers121: Something you want to do right now:see logan122: Is the ocean or sky prettier?depends on where you are and what time it is.123: Sweet or sour foods?sweet124: Bright or dim lights?dim125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature?what is this question asking me126: Something you hate about Tumblr:mobile127: Something you love about Tumblr:mobile128: What do you think about the least?how would i know what it is i think about the least129: What would you want written on your tombstone?"he ded"130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now?no one131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself?being trans132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures?yes133: Computer or TV?computer134: Do you like roller coasters?yes135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness?no136: Are your ears lobed or attached?attatched. my boyfriend talks about it sometimes. otherwise i would not know137: Do you believe in karma?sure138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are?-25139: What nicknames do you have/have had?Zuzu, zuzu pet, zulander, zeus, zubat, etc140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends?probably.141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink?yes several142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others?i do not think that everything i do is good but i also do not think that my influence on people can be quantified in "good" or "bad" measurements143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts/help?giving 144: What makes you angrywhen people do things i asked them not to145: How many languages do you speak fluently?two146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binary people?boys147: Are you androgynous?i guess??? sometimes i dont pass but i code myself as male pretty hardcore148: Favorite physical thing about yourself:my hair or my eyes149: Favorite thing about your personality:i like how patient i am150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person.1. logan 2. laura jane grace 3. my dog151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose?i do not want to live in the past this is the best it has ever been for trans people and it's still horrible.152: Do you like BuzzFeed?Sometimes i like the content they produce153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? [If you have one.]We met through a mutual friend 154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons?i love platonic kisses!155: Do you like to play with others’ hair?yesssssss156: What embarrasses you?when people point out things about myself that i wish they didnt notice157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious:seeing someone i dont like158: Biggest lie you have ever told:"I'm a girl"159: How many people are you following?622160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)?15,234 on my main161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)?0162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)?20,548163: Last time you cried and why:i dunno and probably because i'm Sad164: Do you have long or short hair?short165: Longest your hair has ever been: to my waist166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religon?im not getting into this167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created?no i wasnt there and i probably never will be168: Do you like to wear makeup?not really my thing but i think its awesome169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds?no170: Did you answer the questions you were asked truthfully?yes

[beecckkyyblog]

Random question and answers

1) Zodiac sign? Cancer.

2) Eye colour? Green, have a yellowish ring around my pupil.

3) Tall or short? I’m fun size! ;)

4) Are you ticklish? Very!!!

5) Are you an easy going person? Yeah I think I am.

6) are you outgoing or shy? Both.

7) Introvert or Extrovert? Ambivert.

8) Tea or coffee? I love both but I’ll go with Coffee.

9) What are you listening to right now? Fleetwood Mac - The Chain

10) Reading or writing? Writing.

11) Pepsi or Coke? Coke.

12) What was your dream job growing up? Acting and Singing.

13) Pets? I have a beautiful feather baby, goldfish and I did have a beautiful fur baby but she sadly passed away last year. :(

14) Do you like deep conversations? I absolutely love them! :)  ♥    

15) Do you have trust issues? No, but break my trust and I will be sure to never trust you again.

16) Ever suffered in silence? Yeah, many times. :(

17) Ever fallen in love? Yeah, sure have.♥

18) Ever loved so hard it hurt? ohh yes. :(

19) Ever secretly liked someone? Yeah a few times, haven’t we all? hehe. :P

20) Ever had your heart broken? Yeah.

21) Ever had someone like you? not sure.

22) Ever hid a secret? Yeah.

23) Do you miss anyone? Yeah.

24) Do you talk about your feelings or hide them? Both.

25) Last person you spoke to? Dad.

26) Last person who sent you a message? Hayley.

27) Last phone call? Hayley.

28) Last thing you ate? Chocolate

29) Last book you read? Shane Dawson - It gets worse.

30) Last song you listened too? Joni Mitchell- Big Yellow Taxi 

31) Last person you hugged? Pip.

32) Last person who saw you crying? Pip.

33) Favorite band? Fleetwood Mac and One Direction♥

34) Favorite musician? Harry Styles ♥

35) Favorite youtuber? Shane Dawson and Jeffree Star ♥

35) Favorite song? Sweet Creature ♥

36) Favorite Colour? Yellow.

37) Favorite Pokemon? Pikachu!

38) Favorite alcohol beverage? Bourbon and coke.

39) Favorite soft drink? Coke.

40) Favorite fruit? Mango.

41) Favorite bottoms? Jeans!!!

42) Favorite animal? Dogs.

43) Favorite food? oooo, Spaghetti, Potatoes, Pizza!

44) What did you do today? Cleaned and sung :)

45) Wanna travel? Yeah!

46) Wanna get married? Don’t really care if I do or don’t. at the end of the day It’s just a piece of paper

47) Want kids? NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

48) What makes you happy? Friends, Singing, Music, Dancing, Laughing, Animals, Being around awesome genuine pure loving people.

49) One thing you love? Cuddles ♥

50) Do you believe in love at first sight? Honestly how can you “Love” someone you don’t know or just met? Love comes later.

51) Do you believe in Ghosts/Spirits? Yes.

52) Do you believe in Angels? Yes.

53) Do you believe in miracles? Yes.

54) Do you believe in love? Yes.

55) If you could go back to school, would you? No, NOPE!

56) Do you think Aliens are real? Yes.

57) What is your childhood memory of what you wanted to be when you grew up? I said to a teacher I wanted to be a dog when i got older, yes you heard that right I wanted to be a 4 legged fur dog. hehehehe. :P

58) Favorite childhood board game? Cluedo.

59) Childhood nicknames? Becky Boo, Becarena, Bec, BeckStar, Reb and Dog Girl.

60) Favorite place to go on holidays as a Kid? My grandparents place up at Tea Gardens ♥  I miss that place so much!

61) Who can you trust with all your heart and soul? Pip ♥

62) What do you find attractive? Nice, Genuine, pure, good heart, funny, mentally mature, easy going.

63) how old are you? 24 Years old.

64) Is there something you wish you could tell someone? Yeah.

65) What social media do you use most? Facebook.

66) How old were you when you had your first kiss? 17 years old.

67) What did you have for dinner? KFC.

68) What footy team do you go for? Dragons.

69) Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? No ;) Let’s talk about the birds and the bees… hehe ;)

70) the longest you’ve been single? LOL, my whole life!

71) Something you want right in this moment? Cuddles.

72) Name 1 of your favorite quotes? Treat People With Kindness - Harry Styles

73) What kind of people you dislike? People who treat others like crap,  Lieing, gas-lighting, narcissistic little pricks!

74) What kind of people do you like? Nice, genuine, loving, supportive, good hearts.

75) Do you miss someone in heaven? Yeah. :(

76) Is it nighttime where you are? Yeah.

77) Any siblings? yeah I have one brother.

78) Any tattoos? No, maybe one day!

79? Been overseas? Yeah.

80) Have you been high? Yep, High as a kite! :P tehe.

81) Have you smoked? Yeah.

82) Is it easy to make you smile? Yeah. :)

83) Last thing you touched not computer-related? Can of coke.

84)Tell me about the shirt/shirts you’re wearing? over sized T-shirt

85) Do you know what you’re wearing tomorrow? probs shorts and top/

86) Are you craving something? Yeah.

87) What do you hear right now? Music.

88) Have you ever been hurt by someone you never thought would hurt you? Yeah, many times.

89) Is there anyone you want to come see you? Yeah.

90) Have you ever had a wish come true? Yeah. :)

91) Do you like surprises? yeah! :)  

92) Are you a worry wart? yep!

93) Do you believe in Soul connections? Yeah!! sure do! :)  ♥ ♥

94) When was your last vacation? Where did you go? 7 years ago. I went to Adelaide!

95) What did you do for your last birthday? Cried myself to sleep.

96) Ever been bullied? Yeah.. :(

97) Where was your profile pic on Facebook taken? Bicentennial Park.

98) Do you have a good memory? Hell yeah I do.

99) pretended to be happy? Yeah, we all have at times.

100) What are you gonna do for the rest of the night? Vibe to some Music :) :)

[chumimiiiin]

Lolita 100 questions tag

1. Screen-name and date of birth, please tell us these~

Chumimiin/Alice, 6/6 2. Height, weight, clothing size, and shoe size? 1,65 m / 54 kg / M / 39 3. Why did you start to dress lolita?

I fell in love with the lolita aesthetic at a really young age, when I discovered Japanese culture and subcultures. For years and years I wished I could be able to wear such gorgeous clothes once I grew up, so many years later my dream came true 4. Which style of lolita do you like? My favourite style is classic, but I love old school as well. Also I have a thing for sweet otome! 5. Express in your own words, the ideal of your above answer.

Various elements and colours that look really good together and a key concept that keeps everything united. 6. Do you have piercings? Where? Both earlobes. 7. Which brands do you like? Innocent World, Emily Temple Cute, Victorian Maiden, Baby the Stars Shine Bright. 8. Which are your favourite clothes (that you have)? Westminster JSK and Crown Jewels JSK by IW, Twinkle Tartan Heart Pocket JSK 9. How many lolita friends do you have? IDK MANY but unfortunately I don’t see them very often.

10. What do you love most about lolita? The huge variety of prints, the love for details and gorgeous materials, the femininity and the creativity you necessarily need to coordinate various items for an outfit.

11. What do you hate about it? Any pet peeves? Not really. I’m just kinda sad this fashion is dying in my country.

12. What lolita magazines do you read? I don’t read any magazine on regular basis, but I own a couple of Kera.

13. Headdresses, bonnets or ribbons/hairbows? Berets and simple bows. 14. Do you wear bloomers? No but I’d love to own a pair of old school ones! 15. Do you tie headdresses at the front or in the back? Always at the front! You must SUFFER lmao 16. Who is your favourite band/type of music? I listen to many different genres, but my favourites atm are folk rock and lo-fi. 17. What is your phone ring tone~? A boring one 18. Do you go to concerts in lolita? Noooo I’m not crazy enough 19. For people who attend concerts: do you headbang there? It depends 20. What colours do you like? Pink, bordeaux, black, gold. 21. What are your hobbies? Drawing, cosplay, workout, taking long walks, watching movies/shows/documentaries. 22. If you have any favourite perfumes, please tell us. La Petite Robe Noire by Guerlain. It’s perfect for lolita fashion. 23. Is there anything you are careful of in lolita? About my dresses and makeup.

24. Do you have any favourite haunts to go to in lolita? Not really, I like to go to different places each time. 25. How many times a week do you dress lolita? I used to dress it really often, now it’s been 4 months since the last time I wore it (too hot here). 26. Please tell us an embarrassing story from when you were a lolita beginner. Since I used to lurk A LOT on the Internet before getting to actually wear lolita, I never had a super embarrassing ita phase, although my first coord wasn’t that good... 27. What is your current hairstyle and colour? Short curly dark brown hair. Not very suited for lolita but whatevs.

28. What is your lolita history?

Discovery : It was 2007, I believe

First real item : 2013. I went to Tokyo and bought some stuff from Bodyline and Closet Child

In between : lurking and lurking and lurking and crying over the beauty I couldn’t have.

29. Do you store your clothes in a special place? In one half of my closet. 30. Did you ever think about quitting lolita? What was the reason? I kinda lost interest in it during this year, but I’m falling again 31. What is your motto? I’m bad with mottos lmao 32. What are your dreams of the future? Being able to find my way and be happy. 33. “This person is so perfect for lolita!” - Do you ever think that about certain celebrities? No. 34. Are there any products/items of which you have with a fond memory? Westminster JSK, it was my dream dress and I was so happy when it came in the mail I was about to cry. 35. What was your first item? I can’t remember, maybe an OP from Bodyline. 36. Do you have a signature pose for photos? No, I keep it simple 37. What is your heart’s bible? [book/magazine/CD/etc…] IDK I can’t choose just one thing. 38. What is the best height (cm) for heels? 6 cm  39. Do you wear tiaras? No, I don’t like them. 40. Do you think you want to try prince style? What kind of prince? Gothic/dark prince? Or “prince on a white horse” style? I’d like to try it! I’d like to go for “gorgeous young prince living in a fairy tale” style. 41. What types of lace do you like? Torchon lace and some laces used by IW. 42. Do you own a doll? Does owning it give you fun, childish feelings? No, but I think they’re beautiful. 43. What is in your lolita bag? Wallet, phone, keys, pochette with emergency makeup (?), earphones, power bank. 44. What is your favourite flower? Hydrangeas. 45. Right now, what is your favourite accessory? An offbrand necklace with pearls and a crown pendant. 46. Please recommend some cosmetics. Revolution palettes, NYX epic ink eyeliner, Urban Decay contour palette 47. With eye-tape your eyes look like a doll’s! What eyelashes will you wear? NYX’s. 48. What is your eye makeup for these eyelashes? I like to change it every time 49. Red Lipstick? Blue? Black? Pink? Pink or soft orange. Or gradient lips with dark red/pink. 50. Which nail polish do you normally choose? Pink, bordeaux or black. 51. Have you ever changed in a train station bathroom? No. 52. What do you think of “twin” and “triplet” lolitas? Super cute! 53. How do you keep in shape for lolita? Recommend something. I keep in shape for my health, not for a fashion... 

54. Do you keep calm when you wear lolita alone in public? Not really, but I try to ignore everyone by listening to music and minding my business. 55. How much do you spend per month on clothes/accessories? I don’t spend much money anymore. 56. Was there a time lag between knowing about lolita and dressing in the fashion? Yes, I couldn’t afford it for a long time. 57. What is your most expensive lolita item? Westminster JSK 58. It takes a lot of money to be a lolita. How do you save? I work and resell stuff I don’t need anymore. 59. Just a little secret here… How much have you spent so far on lolita, roughly? I don’t know, some thousands of € 60. Is there a brand shop you want near where you live? IW, Emily Temple Cute, Leur Getter.

61. “Man, what a rip-off!!” Have you ever thought that about a store? Some AP dresses look cheap af in real life... 62. Do you shop online? If so, put the good & bad points here to advise others. Good point: huge variety of stuff. Bad point: shipping is expensive most of the times. 63. Is there a secret person/shop that you have commissioned a dress just for you from? No. 64. “I can never have that/see that happening!! But I will always want it!!” Is there a brand you think this of? Jane Marple and Victorian Maiden stuff, because it’s too expensive. Also, my ultimate dream dress: Lotta JSK in green by IW.

65. What do you do with the clothes you don’t want anymore? I try selling them. 66. What is your most recent purchase? (Even non-lolita.) Queen Mary Fragrance JSK in pink by ETC (my otome dream dress!) 67. Is there an item you love that you can’t buy/seem to find? Lots of Victorian Maiden stuff and veeeery old dresses 68. What do you think of people who only wear lolita to concerts? Do they really exist? 69. What do you think of lolitas without makeup? If they feel comfortable with no makeup, good for them. 70. Another lolita is wearing the same coordinate/clothes as you!! What do you do? ”TWEEEEEEEENSSSSS” 71. What age should you stop wearing lolita? when I get tired of it. I don’t think my anagraphic age would matter. 72. When do you think you should graduate from lolita? And why? See previous answer. 73. “You should stop doing that!!! >_<” What must a lolita not do? Passive-aggressively harassing other lolitas. I mean, what are you, 12? 74. “A lolita should be ‘this’!” What do you think that should be? A person who has fun with this fashion. 75. Besides #73, is there anything you should definitely not do while wearing lolita? Anything socially unacceptable/illegal lmao. 76. What do you think of men in lolita? Same thing of women in lolita. 77. Did you change yourself to be a lolita? I try to act more feminine.

78. What does your family and other people think of you dressing lolita? And do you accept it? My mother loves it, my sister thinks it’s a weird hobby and kind of a waste of money, but she likes it overall. 79. How do you wear lolita in the boiling mid-summer? No. 80. Have you gone to school or work in lolita? Both.

81. How do you dress normally? Very genderless. 82. Do you think twice about buying second-hand clothes? I avoid buying items in very bad conditions. 83. Do you have a boyfriend? (or husband?) Does he understand lolita? No. 84. Please tell us about your ideal man. I don’t have one. 85. What lolita has left a big, shiny impression on you so far? Fanny Rosie

86. Have you made your own clothes? What are they like? No but I want to sew something soon. 87. Have you made your own accessories? What did you make? I made a bow and two straw hats. 88. Think about the best item you have made! What is it? One of the hats. It has white and lilac flowers and a gingham ribbon. 89. Please tell us about the most perfect lolita coordination you wear. I don’t really remember lol 90. Do you admire someone? What are they like? IDK 91. “One day I will go on a date with that person.” What would you like to wear for him? Not lolita.

92. If you want one, what type of store would you open in the future? A multibrand j-fashion store. 93. Something catches your eye. What is this motif? Flowers, keys, crowns, gingham, books. 94. Would you dress your child in lolita? I don’t want children. 95. How much do you spend on one outfit? 200/350 € 96. “This is lolita!!” Please say what you would say this about. Something with good quality lace and bows. 97. “I have always wanted to try that once!” What, in the lolita world, have you wanted to try wearing? Ouji! 98. Look at yourself in lolita. In one word/phrase, how would you express your style/image? Well balanced. 99. What is your lolita ideal? Having a wardrobe I’d be proud of. 100. Thank you for taking this baton!! Tell us what you think! It took me 27 years but it was fun

[survivorathena-allstars]

Ep. 3: “Shrek Can Heck the Heck Off” ~ Duncan

So tribal occurred and I guess expectingly, everything went as planned. I was really nervous and I don't know why... probably since it's All Stars and everyone is here to not only impress, but to play. We're the recruits and it means that in the past we've shown definitive reasons as to why we had the chance to bypass the application process and immediately enter. It's wild. Overall, i'm fine with tribal. I would've enjoyed Julia a big longer and wouldn't have minded if she stayed, but when so many people are like "you've been so disconnected" etc, there's only so much I can personally do to reroute that. I really am hoping our tribe pulls through in this upcoming immunity. I just don't want to deal with the stress from last time, and i'm scared that I could be in danger. There is an alliance of 7 (now excluding only Duncan & Sam) but EVERYONE talks to Duncan - including myself, he's really nice - and Sam is just generically popular for whatever reason. They're both extremely active, maybe not as much in PMs as the tribe chat, but still are. This then creates the potential of a flip. I would be totally down to do so in the event that it's just... an easy thing to execute. When looking into long term, there's many people who despite how much I like them personally, are huge threats due to their connections on the other tribe. Of course I have Dana, who will work with me but obviously we'll cut one another if the time comes. But there's bigger cliques of people I guess. Emily is mutually friends with EVERYONE - and I adore her so much that it sucks. Ashvika is a legend, also really liked. Duncan has friends on the other side. It's just like... there's many groups of two-four people and it's an interesting dynamic to put as an obstacle. I guess we'll see how things go and how well people think around this and plan accordingly. Also the archipelago is RUDE! thank you. 

Ali Update! So, I survived tribal, but I've officially been hexed so I guess I may as well give up! But ultimately, while it was ugly to vote out Julia, I think going into a swap, we don't want to be the totally dominate tribe in numbers, so perhaps losing a member (or potentially two, even though I have no idea who that would be) could work to our benefit? Who can ever be sure! With that said, I am concerned going into another tribal, in that the options are either our alliance of 7, Duncan or Sam. And like.... all those options are ugly. I don't want any of those happening.... So, (and it looks like we will need to win two challenges to do this) we need to win the next two challenges basically! Which has like a 25% chance of happening, but I do think a music video challenge does actually favour our tribe, so hopefully we can win the next one too! With regards to the swap, it does look like we are gonna have an #ugly four tribes of four swap, but my theory is for each tribal at that stage, two of the four tribes will go to tribal? So it'll be tribals of like 7 or 8 people! we will see I guess, but right now, I am focusing on not having the awful task of voting out another member of this phenomenal tribe! Toodles ALSO I HAVE A VIDEO CONFESSIONAL THAT IS TAKING YEAAAAAAARS TO UPLOAD, ughhhh.

Well my plan went off without a hitch this round. I was able to get an alliance formed with Ali, Ashvika, Emily, JD, Ruthie, and Zachary to have the majority going into the last vote. We also made sure to keep Samuel and Duncan looped in so that it was a nice, easy, vote out for Julia. I love controlling votes, yes I do. So far I haven't found anything in the Archipelago. I can't spell that and I'm not going to look it up so I'm going to call it the Islands of Death.  Every time someone has searched we've gotten a notice saying that they were tired but mine never have. Where are they going? What are they doing? Suspicious. I do know that whatever advantage was with the artifacts is gone now. Someone completed the task faster than I did. I have a feeling it might have been something dumb like a double vote so I'm not that worried. Based on the rules, I think there's only going to be one hidden immunity idol and you're going to have to work your ass off to earn it. Athena, Charlotte, and idols don't go hand in hand. I'm only good at finding them in other games. Looks like we're just going to have to keep winning so I'm never at risk!

I’ve said this already but can lily be on my tribe thanks I want a tribe swap

I love my majority alliance yes I do! Honestly this game feels like one where I'm gonna make some solid friends, and even though I'm inevitably gonna have to make some rough decisions if I wanna make it to the end again, I'm gonna be close with these people for a while. And that feels really good!

the hosts hate me. they truly do. a music video challenge. my tribe is doing Shrek. and I am doing suffering.

I have been so frickin unlucky in the archipelago. It really sucks. And I feel like I've searched the whole thing already like wtf! Ugh. Anyway, I'm super excited about our challenge. I love music videos and as long as everyone can go all out, I'll be happy! So far I have Charlotte's videos but that's it. I don't mind though because um I haven't recorded my stuff either lmao! But we're winning and that's that on that.

Everyone: loves All Stars and is having a great time Me: 

Lily is (still) talking shit about me and whining in people's pms all because "i haven't talked to her." Fun fact: I DID!!!! That's right- I, the person who was targeted immediately and grew a social game to survive, struck up a conversation with a person who voted me out. And you know what the wildest part is? It went well!! I thought ok maybe we made progress and we'll be chill and cordial from here on out. But apparently that wasn't enough for her. We're strangers!!! What do you want good morning and goodnight texts?? Get over yourself- like what are you 16?? Oh wait she is, which would explain why she has all these great expectations and why me not moving heaven and earth to be her best friend bothers her. I got news for you sis: I'm doing my best goddammit while you rely on a bunch of relationships from prior seasons. Yeah I said it and I can back it up: I knew 1 person on our tribe when all stars began and yet turned the 9-1 vote against me in the FIRST FUCKING ROUND to 6-4 me staying; I built a solid alliance of 5 (we poached Cameron lol); I give every challenge my all; and I maintain decent relationships with 85% of the tribe. But because Lily happened to fall in that 15% and hasn't gotten a fruit basket, I have to put up with her shit until one of us leaves

Also I walk on eggshells in this tribe and I can barely breathe without someone having a fucking opinion. Talk to this person, make more of an effort with that person even though they're being immature, don't work with this person, trust that person, change your part in the music video even though there's nothing fucking wrong with playing Gingy from Shrek, don't mind us as we change OUR ROLES every hour because it's fine who cares if the clock is ticking. I love my tribe and they mean well but I'm 23 years old my gameplay isn't a democracy. Speaking of democracy, Elaenia is back to flopping because we can't make any executive decisions about our music video!! So here I am, mentally preparing myself to talk to everyone in the tribe tomorrow so Lily's campaign against me, which she'll whip out once we lose, will fall on deaf ears. You see what I'm talking about?? This is ONE of 2 orgs I'm in that I've been in for 6 DAYS while my job is trying to kill me. HOW HAS IT NOT EVEN BEEN A WEEK

Am I seriously about to get my second idol? I'm SCREAMING. For THIS idol, what I need to do is not talk in any public chats for 24 hours. So, I sent this lie to the whole tribe that I was silenced by someone on the other tribe and honestly I'm screaming. I've evolved and become a complete liar, this is disgustening. But now I am gonna feel less bad about telling Emily about my idol (even though I don't actually regret it that much!) I feel like telling someone about me having an idol is smart, that way if I am getting votes, they can clue me in! With this now too, I can have my own second layer of protection that they dont know about mwahahahaa. I honestly cant believe how much of a liar I have become!

I made a video confession but I was angrier than I should’ve been and so I’m typing this out because it’ll probably make more sense. So earlier today, Ali messaged me and tells me that he accidentally went to the bridge instead of clifface and I didn’t think much of it. So when I go archipelago searching, I row > path 1 > climb > complete the challenge > clifface > climb > do the simple task. NOW. The simple task is to not talk in the tribe chat for twenty four hours. HUH. At first I didn’t think anything of it, but then I remembered Ali got a very similar disadvantage only he said that someone ELSE gave him this disadvantage. So at first I’m like. Oh. This is a little weird. But I go ahead and message everyone and tell them about my disadvantage and how I won’t be talking in the tribe chat anymore. Then something occurs to me: Ali could be??? Lying to me??? So I sent him the quotes from my host chat and he immediately confessed to lying. And I tell him it’s totally fine. I’m not upset. I understand what he did and like? I can’t be mad because I was going to do the exact same thing. Now Ali is saying he’s going to give the idol. So this is amazing. I’m getting an idol no matter what so yeet. We’re talking about what to do with Duncan now. I think he’s gonna come clean. And like nskwbwjwjwjw this is such a mess! But I gotta help Ali and get him out of this predicament because this is what FRIENDS are FOR!!! Whew. Anyways I’m gonna drive home now goodbye.

i dont deserving anything, especially jaybee in other news, my game is a mess and im the mestress. emily also got silenced... I'd be shocked if my whole tribe even remotely trusts me, and I feel like a complete flop. emily is being so nice about it, but if I was her, i'd never trust me ever again ________________________________________________________________ Over the past 24 hours, I have completely ruined my game. Duncan quite rightly doesn't trust me anymore, and I'm so mad at myself for not trusting him sooner. This is the third game in a row where I've been mad at losing someone's trust and I'm so disappointed in myself. I don't want to be, but I deserve to be voted out next. 100%

I don't think I've made a  confessional in awhile and I want to do this before I get called out so. I'm hoping we'll win the music video thing just because I...don't want to go back to tribal. Not with this group of people at least. I myself feel safe and secure, but then again I felt safe and secure at the first tribal and then the tribe as a group assassinated me, like a meaner Murder on the Orient Express situation. I don't think I'll go home but??? I never know with these demons.   So anyway I found this...thing in the Archipelago. To get it I have to make sure we lose the next challenge. Not really sure how I'll do that but I guess we'll have to find out. It's kinda a win-lose situation because...like I said...I don't want to go to tribal. But maybe this can help me...maybe. I'm like completely in the dark so I don't really know anything but anything will help! 

hhhhh WOW I'm so worried! I took a look at our final video for the lip sync and while it generally looks good, theres also the issue that... i filmed in portrait mode. shit. i REALLY hope that doesnt cost us the win, because i know people despise that (and for good reason) and I dont wanna deal with tribal because I dont know shit about filming, since I'll probably be made a target for that (if not me, maybe jack bc he didn't do anything but also idk if i'd wanna do that because he did say he was uncomfortable with it)

FUCK WE LOST! AND FUCK SHREK TOO!

Literally just cried because of how wholesome the video Amanda Lynn made is, like that just made my night and I know this isn't related to the game but I really just love this cast and this game so much and I'm so happy to be a part of it :')

Me? Forgetting that confessions are a thing very briefly? Yes. I was like... how can I get out all my anger about the music video results? Um? I can CONFESS since I can't FUCKING TALK IN THE TRIBE CHAT! God damn I'm so upset about these results I'm not even kidding I could... rip my fucking hair out. I worked so hard on that video and I'm not saying Cameron didn't work hard on his but I am saying that our video was 10x better. Yes theirs had a theme but like,,,,,,, we were so enthusiastic and cute and positive and wholesome the whole vibe to our video was fun and LILY RECORDED IN PORTRAIT I LOVE HER SHE'S MY WIFE BUT COME ON LILY DON'T DO THAT and like the quality was bad too!! And I just... what the fuck we were really honestly truly robbed. Like I loved Owen as the Fairy Godmother that was hilarious and Will as Prince Charming really was so funny but also FUCK THEM IM SO FUCKING MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO AMOUNT OF EXCLAMATION POINTS CAN EXPRESS MY ANGER RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW I HAVE TO GO TO TRIBAL AND IT'S LOOKING LIKE SAM IS GONNA GO AND LIKE I UNDERSTAND BACK HE DIDN'T LIKE CONTRIBUTE A WHOLE LOT TO THE CHALLENGE AND ALSO HIS SOCIAL GAME IS KINDA SHITTY BUT DUNCAN IS REALLY PUSHING TO NOT GO FOR SAM AND GO FOR LIKE JD OR CHARLOTTE AND IM LIEK FDLKFKLSDDAS STOP IT??????????? I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH THIS VOTE BECAUSE I LOVE AND CARE ABOUT EVERYONE AND EVERYONE ON THIS TRIBE HAS PULLED THEIR WEIGHT IN SOME WAY AND PROVEN THAT THEY DESERVE TO BE HERE BUT FJKLSDJFKLSDJLFSDLKFSLKDFS I AM GONNA SHIT MYSELF okay sorry to be all in caps for a little bit but Vireao was just fucking robbed know THAT also we have 100% participation SUCK IT!!! Also I called it that Jack wasn't gonna contribute I knew that boy hated music videos and I was RELYING on him not contributing and like losing his tribe points. But we still lost. And the judges made mean comments except "Except for the axe welding earth destroyer. Real star of the video there. Did you make an earth just to destroy it?? I'm nervous!" that made me feel good. I'm an axe welding earth destroyer lol... but I'm also a fucking loser. Okay long ass confession done goodbye cruel world

Ok so I shouldn’t be up but like y’all know I get off work late and play catch up for like 2 hours + don’t sleep normal people hours so I’m really happy we won, mainly because that means I’m 100% safe. That’s how you’re supposed to feel but when you’re paranoid, facts help you sleep better at night. I went from comfortably being Gingy to taking one for the team and stepping up to be Shrek hours before the deadline; so even if we had lost my logic was that I contributed enough deep in the clutch to be seen more as a saving grace rather than a threat or dead weight. Highkey I feel like I’m playing harder than I really want to but these hoes backed me into a corner and every time I try to go under the radar people start running their mouth. Elaenia was branded the underdogs but I feel like the underdog of the underdogs. Yes I’m on varsity and yes I can sit with everyone at lunch but is it enough? Almost being first boot really did a number on me and I literally play day to day. I am not 18th place and I’m even happier that one of the Goliaths will fall- it truly puts a smile on my face My gut is telling me Karen wasn’t the source of getting me out; I think I just want to believe that so I can be at ease but it couldn’t be that simple. The next logical choice is Lily or Kevin buuuuut what if it’s not? What if one of these people who voted with me actually started the entire chain of events? Is Jack lying and does actually know who the source is? Is Lily not the messiest person on Elaenia? Am I justified in watching my back and being wary of everyone, allies included? Reasons why I can’t with this game. It’s a mind fuck and my brain is a whore lmao

I just took a nap now i'm regenerated. 2 hours? WOO! I think it's my time. Maybe i'm just hallucinating and paranoid - but I tend to have decent awareness of what's going on and how people interact with me, but at the same time I have a huge habit of over reading situations. Point is, everyone's being very short with me. Duncan, a person who is usually exciting and lovely, is responding with one word excerpts. Perhaps he's tired but... yeah. Emily is also similar. She hasn't changed her speech patterns in my opinion, but in the manner of what's been happening, it's just more noticeable. If I could just you know... have a say - why not Sam? I understand the 7 person alliance is not going to remain unitedly intact, but that's one easy vote. Not only did he send a 4 second clip (then a 9 second lipsync) to Emily in the last two hours, but he's been the most inactive. I do think he's a great guy, I really do - but it's stressing me out. I think Emily maybe wanted to flip though. I always mention Emily in every confessional I make but that's for a few reasons. First, she's really sweet and enjoyable and I like her. Second, she's really well connected and like a spider web of relations, so being good with her could maybe put me 1-up. Third, i'm literally being her so-called lapdog (by myself, that is). But it's all with good intent of course. Point is before I rambled was that she suspects that our group isn't tight and that we soon will require to flip since a 7 person group is a gigantic majority, and despite the fact that an upcoming swap is glooming in the distance, it is a threatening perspective. If she wanted to flip on someone, unless it was one of a few people (Ashvika... and Charlotte, I guess) I would easily be on board. I like the others, Ali and Ruthie and everyone, but i'll play cutthroat. I'm here to get myself one day further!!!! Not really. Kind of. Who knows. Nonetheless it's a great thought process, and i've been interested in it myself prior to her acknowledgement. I don't want to be blatant cause for some dumb reason I think i'm walking on thin ice, but it's there... it's a potential possibility. Duncan's very well connected so I sincerely doubt anyone would vote him out next, after Sam. Hmm... Also, I really love boulders so i've been trucking on through and now I just need 5 more days (after the 23rd) to search and i'll either find something or realized i've been wasting my time, with higher probability on the latter option. 

So I was really hoping that it wasn't going to come to this because I don't wanna vote out Sam and Duncan ciao know that they are numbers for me over Charlotte... Which for me is what this game is coming down to, me Vs Charlotte, I dont even care who wins the series so long as I can take her out lol. But I wonder if that was why she left them out of the alliance chat she throw me and Ali in. Cus she knew that with such a small number on the outside that it would be easy to get rid of the people I would most likely work with.... She claimed not to be strategic but I know better. 

I'm so frustrated. I understand tribal is not a fun subject kiddos but it's something that needs to be done and no one is talking to me. Perhaps they all unitedly agree to vote me out, but I really hope not and I don't think that'd be good for various reasons!! Who knows though.  Well, people know, just not me. I'm going to try to encourage a Sam vote or a potential flip but... that'll be whatever the others want.

Fuck I’m pissed that we lost! Grrrr. I literally never want to watch shrek ever again. Shrek can heck the heck off 

Upset we lost immunity, hope it’s an easy tribal 

AH FUCK NVM WE DID IT AAAAAAAAA IM SO PROUD I was especially flattered that Milissa enjoyed the growing nose thing for Pinocchio, I was really proud of that idea ;w; now if only I had filmed horizontally

I’m out of town. Didn’t help with the challenge. We still won. Interested to see who goes on the other tribe. My social game is weak. The end.

WE ARE SHREK ICONS

This vote is going to be beyond crazy. I’ll update you once I actually figure out what is going on

So I just filmed a video confessional, but I think I need to write out my thoughts since I'm so conflicted. God, just write murdered by Shrek on my tombstone. Anyway, first things first... How blessed are we all to know Emily? Oscar-worthy director, sane person, just inspiration. She helped handle the mess that was my silence idol challenge confusion. She is honestly the best ally I could ask for, and I am so blessed to know her, as a friend and ally. Soppy time over. Time for GAME AKJLFDAkljafd. So, I have decided I need to reassess my core allies. In this game, I need to realise that everyone is of course gonna have an agenda, so its important to coalesce with all the people with motivations similar to mine. Because we share our info, Emily definitely falls into that category, which is why she is my main ally right now. Beyond that, I feel really good about Zach atm. He is so nice and great to talk to, and I think in an alliance sense we really click? So that's why I am really here for the "EAZy Votes" alliance (Me,Zach & Emily) because I really feel those are two solid allies I'd love to work with going forwards. From that point, I also get great vibes from Charlotte & Ashvika as people I'd like to work with going forward in the game. Charlotte is a smart cookie, she knows her stuff, is super sociable and a great person to work with. So like... I'm down to clown with Charlotte. Ashvika is the only person left on the tribe who I didn't have some sort of relationship with preseason, but she is honestly just so nice. She is someone I'd truly love to work with going forwards. Ruthie, my cracked disney queen, is someone who I think would be a great and loyal ally, and like... who doesn't want some Ruthie in their life? That leaves my Emathia chums Duncan,JD & Sam. Sam is a great guy, and someone I always have a place in my soft hort for, but I just think he has for some reason struggle to ingratiate himself within the tribe, which has just made him such a target and means keeping him is like... a big move. Duncan and JD are so conflicting for me. JD has become much more cracked since Emathia, and I am down to crack some eggs, but not the whole batch... So she is scary to work with long term. Duncan I find really hard. As a friend, I love him SOOOOO much, and I always will do. I just get super freaked out, because his agenda is very different to mine (as is JDs). They don't know Zach or Ruthie while I do, which makes it hard to find plans that we agree on? Like with Julia, it was easy, but now it gets harder..... ACK, I dont know. Basically, this whole game is too much for my poor soft hort. 

This is going to be the most dark sided season of survivor. This round sam is going home (according to what I know) and I actually don’t want him out. Apparently San has just not been putting in the work in order to make friends with everybody. And I’m like sam! This is all stars! You should be performing your ass off in all aspects. Now granted I have Emily to look out for my ass but I’m also looking out for myself. It’s just Ugly because the one time I want to work closely with Sam and make amends I won’t have the chance to. JD made an emathia alliance chat so I think she wants to save sam but she isn’t pushing for it and people were being indecisive. So after thinking about it for about 12 hours I decided fuck it. It’s premerge, I cannot make any big moves rn, I’m not going to play my idol on sam. And sam is not my closest ally right now so I can’t stick out my neck to save him. JD told me she didn’t care to work with zac Ashvika and ruthie and t shook me. I’m the only one left not in that seven but that’s the only crack I need to survive another round if we were to lose again. Sidenote? I’m not happy with Ali like at all. He and Emily both found the path to the idol but couldn’t speak in the tribe chat or any alliance chats for 24 hours. Emily told us the truth but Ali told us before Emily found the path, that he was being punished. Like this makes me feel better about being closer to Emily in the game. I’m really hoping to survive the night obviously, and it’s going to suck to see sam go but this is all stars so I guess All is Fair in Love and War. And I want to win this war.

AHHH MAYBE I HAVE FOUND SOMETHING!!! I'm mid little mini challenge and I love mastermind, SURELY I can crack this quickly!  I really need to win something, our tribe is dwindling down and i don't feel safe at all!

wiiiiiiii I am going to submit a Better Confessional when I get home from Christmas just making sure I get something in this time :) I’m happy we won the music video!!!!! And I’m so excited to see who goes home from the other tribe oops!

hello sweet confessional. I don't have much 4 u, but let me say that Owen as the fairy godmother and Autumn cutting her onion made our video iconique as fuck. Made me love my alliance that much more. I keep forgetting to pretend to socialize with the other people on my tribe so they don't want to vote me out, like i'm doing a TERRIBLE job. With the exception of Autumn, the rest of my alliance is also close with people on the outside of our group, which lowkey sucks but..wig! Catch me getting idoled out honestly. Also i'm probably getting voted out because i'm friends with Zach and like umm no. Idk yall i'm paranoid and I took an exam today so like thinking? it's a no from me.

i love emily so much she could wear stilettos or cleats and do the cha cha slide (two stomps this time!!) on my face and i would thank her

hey so i'm about to save the world by doing a challenge!!!!! aaahhhh!! i don't know what'll happen if i win, but I need to repeat verbatim a phrase from everyone in the tribe chat. kind of thinking that i'll just do it all at once. we'll see you on the other side! oh yeah and it has to be done within the next hour.

HOWDY YALL SOOOOOO I was kind of worried that the other tribe would go fuckin ALL OUT in the music video but our shrek strategy really paid off??? Now that Julia is gone it's going to be super interesting seeing how the dynamics of that tribe split up. I don't think it's going to be another unanimous vote. If Ali and JD stick together, probably with Sam.... And Ruthie/Ali were close af in festive. Emily seems good with everyone. Idk???? I can't see Charlotte Duncan or Zach going either? Ashvika could be in danger tbh but that's so fuckin ugly. I don't want any of them gone but if I had my pick I think JD going would be good for me. She's an obstacle in my relationship with Ali. But who knows! My tribe is really lucky we pulled out a win. I think tension is still rising surrounding Lily being a threat but there's been talk of Jack or Lily having something from the archipelago. SPEAKING OF WHICH I FINALLY FOUND SOMETHING OMFG DSKADJFHKJ so at the beginning I was exclusively looking under these boulders and I started going in phone number order..248-7....then I stopped. I caved and grabbed a torch bc there were only two left. But then I realized a bunch of people prob grabbed the torch and got everything from there so I stressed out and returned my torch in order to go BACK to the boulders...and did the next digit of my phone umber....AND HAD TO DO A CHALLNGE! I basically got an extra vote that can only be used at f14 or f7 which is kinda useless to me for a while but it's better than nothing. And it is also a legacy thing I believe so I'll pass it down. nice. I feel like I've been getting even closer to Will this round. I like him a lot and I think he hopefully trusts me as well. I thought I'd be closer with Dana and Cameron but Will is someone that I really wanna go far with and he's the first person I told about my vote thing. I told Cameron too, he's my first ally and rn prob my best ally. Autumn and Dana I've continued to talk to too. I haven't messaged Jack that much oops but he a freak !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fjskahdfj not rlly but I dont want to work with him. I would if I had to but for now I want him gone! Sorry! Although I like how presst he seems to be that Emily cut him. I'm trying to make a snapchat group with my alliances bc teams that snap together stay together. But I'm scared of a swap coming soon :( i love our tribe and the other people I do rlly wanna play with but I want them to kill each other a bit more first. also I've been tyring to figure out why the other two premerge buffs are completely different fonts and designs but i cant do anythin about it rn so might as well not worry about it! if the game changes up I'll change with it

like okay i'm gonna succeed in the challenge but uh it's blatantly obvious that i'm going for something. but this is ALL STARS Y'ALL GOTTA RISK IT TO GET THE BISCUIT RIGHT??? (pls let me win this game)

Ack, I'm really scared Duncan is gonna idol Sam! Also, I feel bad for Sam, he is doing my parroting challenge :( [04:31] Duncan: in every season [02:33] Samuel Rutan: in every season

This vote has been an absolute roller coaster because Duncan has been pushing hard to save Sam and like... people aren't budging. Except JD is actually so cracked? She made an Emathia alliance now she's voting out Sam? And Charlotte messaged me saying she thinks that JD would flip on us??? And honestly this whole vote has been so nerve wracking and like I pretty much feel safe because I worked so hard on that music video but also? I contributed a whole lot to the scavenger hunt in Crossroads and they VOTED ME THE FUCK OUT so I mean WHO FUCKING KNOWS they could be plotting to get me out I don't KNOW!!! But I've been talking to Zach a whole lot more and he's such a nice person and I love him and I want to work with him going forward. FUck tribal is starting I'm so fucking scared

YOU GUYS I AM SO ASHAMED THAT I THOUGHT SAM'S NAME WAS FREAKING SAMUEL like what the heck, what's wrong with me? WHY AM I SUCH A DING A LING???? UGHSDFLJDSFLSJFLSDFJ

I don't really have much to confess right now but I love building my edgic!! It's interesting that our tribe is very divided right now in terms of majority/minority alliance and that the other tribe has had two unanimous votes...very interesting...But as the days go on I feel more and more connected to my alliance of five and can see that the other 4 have made basically no effort to talk to me since the Karen vote (like we've talked about things aside from the game) but like...Kevin doesn't talk to me at all, Madison's lowkey sketchy even though she's a queen, and Jack and Lily haven't talked to me since I apologized for keeping them out of the Karen vote. Also a note - anyone can say "I would've voted with you" and that's an easy lie to tell. So it doesn't really sway me when they tell me that about voting Karen out.

Sam becomes the 3rd person voted out of Athena All Stars in a 8-1 vote. You can see Sam’s preseason interview here.

[kayciej-4]

130 Questions About Myself:

A – Accidents 01. Have you ever been in a car accident?- No 02. Do you have a lot of scars?- Yes 03. Have you ever been in a fist fight with someone?- No 04. Have you ever seriously hurt anyone by mistake?- No 05. Have you ever had stitches? Where?- Yes; under my chin B – Beauty 06. Do you consider yourself beautiful?- I suppose 07. Are you self conscious of how you look?- Sometimes 08. Do you put on a lot of makeup?- Not really (only for the club lol) 09. Would you ever consider getting plastic surgery?- Nope 10. What do you think makes a person beautiful?- If you're ugly on the inside, it doesn't matter what you look like. Personality is key. C – Consequences 11. What was the longest amount of time you’ve been grounded for?- Most of High School lol 12. What would you do if you got pregnant, keep it or have an abortion?- At this point in my life, keep it 13. Do you ever think about how your actions affect other people?- Most of the time yes 14. What do you think is the worst punishment someone could give you?- Being disappointed in me 15. What is one thing you wish you didn’t do, just because it wasn’t worth it in the end?- Almost giving up on life and in school D – Dealing 16. When you are mad at someone, how do you show them?- I straight up tell them 17. Name a time when you had to be strong.- Almost all the time 18. Have you ever dealt with a divorce or parents fighting? Any kind of abuse at home?- My parents were never married so I've been back and forth between them my whole life. My mom and stepdad used to fight basically every day. 19. When people at school don’t accept you, or have problems with you, how do you react?- I don't care what people think of me. 20. Have you ever lost someone to death? Explain how you got through it: Yes; it was very hard but I fought through and I went to a councilor a few times to help with the grieving. E – Experience 21. Have you ever had a job? Any volunteer jobs?- I've had 3 jobs in my life 22. Do you think that you are sexually experienced, or not at all?- Yes 23. Have you gone through a lot emotionally, or has life been easy thus far?- I've gone through way to much and I'm still so young 24. Do you think you are ready to be on your own (have your own home, job, etc.)?- I'm not ready quite yet, but I'm definitely looking forward to it 25. How old do you act?- Growing old is mandatory, growing up is optional. F – Family 26. Is there anyone in your family you don’t talk to? Why?- I don't talk to my moms side of the family cuz they're crazy and trashy, and my dads side live in other states so it's hard to keep in touch. I have my immediate family and close friends. 27. If you had to choose, family or friends?- Friends 28. Can you tell your parents or one of your parents anything?- Usually I tell my mom everything 29. Do you have any siblings? If so, do you ever get jealous of them?- I have 2 and no I don't. They're both 10/11 years younger than me 30. How often do you spend ‘quality time’ with family members?- Not too often due to working G – Growing 31. How tall are you? How tall do you wish you were?- 5'3"; and I'm content with my height 32. Do you think that you have grown more in the past year than any year before that?- I haven't grown since the 7th grade lol 33. As a person, do you think you are mature for your age or still act childish?- I am mature for my age, but I know when to have fun 34. Are you scared to think that one day you will turn 30, then 40, then 50?- Not scared, it's just weird to think about 35. Do you believe you still have a lot to learn?- Oh definitely H – Hope 36. Love – real or not?- Yes 37. Are you a pessimist of an optimist?- Optimist 38. Do you believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason, or do you think that our actions lead the way?- Actions 39. Do you think that after we die our spirit is still alive?- Yes 40. What gives you hope when you just feel like dying?- My best friend and my boyfriend I – Issues 41. Do you suffer from depression or constant sadness/loneliness?- Depression, anxiety, PTSD, panic attacks, probably ADD. 42. Do you have any type of disease or disability?- No 43. Are you currently in a hard relationship or have bad luck with the opposite sex?- In a relationship 44. Do you think that you are alone in this world?- No 45. How often do you think about death, suicide or running away?- I used to a lot back in school but I haven't since I graduated J – Jokes 46. Say a word or phrase that would not be funny to anyone but you & one of your friends (an inside joke): PUDDING 47. Are you usually the one who makes people laugh,Or the other way around?- I can be funny sometimes lol 48. Do you cry when you laugh hard?- Yes 49. Write down a hilarious moment you had with someone that makes you laugh to this day: My friend stayed the night and she raised her hand in dead ass sleep and said "teacher, I need an apple!" I told her the next morning and we couldn't stop laughing. 50. Do you ever get in trouble for laughing or talking a lot during class?- I did lol K – Knowledge 51. The purpose of school: to learn, to cause trouble or to hang out with friends?- To learn but I didn't learn shit 52. Do people refer to you as smart, dumb, or average?- Average 53. What was the highest grade you have received (full course mark) ever?- An A I guess 54. What was your last average? This year would you like to maintain it or aim higher?- I graduated with a 2.5 GPA 55. What do you find the most interesting subject to be (to study or to talk about)?- I loved my electives. Chorus and other arts classes. Oh and I took Psychology. L – Love 56. Are you currently in love? If not, have you been before?- Yes ❤️ 57. Do people around you show you a lot of love (tell you they love you, hug you, kiss you, etc.)?- Yes 58. Is love worth it?- Yes 59. Do you hate it when girls in their young teenage years say they ‘love’ someone that they’ve been dating for a few months?- Yes 60. Does it take a lot for you to say you love someone, or is it just a word?- It takes a lot M – Money 61. Do you believe that money makes the world go round?- Basically 62. Is your family on the poor side, average, or above average when it comes to money?- Average 63. Are you saving up for college/university, or planning to?- No 64. Would you rather win millions of dollars & be set for life, or find the perfect person to marry & start a family with?- 2nd one 65. On a scale of 1-10, how important is money to you?- 10 cuz it keeps me going N – Naughty 66. Are you a virgin?- No 67. What do you think about doing sexual things with someone you’re not going out with?- I don't 68. Do you know anybody you consider a ’slut’? What makes you say that?- Yes; they just constantly screw around with other people and not care about themselves or the other person 69. If you could, would you erase some things you did in the past or make it so you did more?- I could erase some stuff 70. Do you consider yourself more nice or more naughty? (You can’t say both)- Both O – Openness 71. How long does it take for you to open up to someone?- Usually a while (unless I'm high or I really feel that trusting vibe) 72. What does it take for you to fully trust someone?- Haven't thought about that really 73. Are you generally untrusting towards people because of past experiences, or any other reason?- Yes, especially if I get a bad vibe 74. When are you comfortable with someone sexually?- Takes a lonnnggggg time 75. When it comes to parents and close friends, what’s the limit of what you can tell them?- I tell my besties and boyfriend everything. Parents, not so much. P – Positive 76. Have you ever had an experience with someone that didn’t necessarily end positively? If so, would you rather erase the memory of that person because of the sad times or keep the memory of that person because of the good times?- Yes and I want those memories and that person to be gone. 77. Do you agree with the saying: better to have loved and lost than not have loved at all?- Kinda 78. Are you more optimistic or pessimistic? What do you try to be?- Optimistic! 79. Do you agree that something good can come out of everything?- Yes 80. Have you ever had a time where something really bad happened, but something really good happened because of it? If so, please exlain what it was: If she would've never broken my heart, I would've never found the amazing guy I'm in love with today ❤️ Q – Questions 81. When faced with a problem, do you ask for help or try to figure it out yourself?- I try to figure it out first, then ask 82. Do you often question the world and how we came about? What are some things you would like to know about creation?- I do sometimes if I'm zoned out or trying to fall asleep 83. Do you think the government is truthful? If you could ask the president one question, what would it be?- Fuck the government.; To Trump "What the fuck is wrong in your fucked up head?" 84. When someone does something wrong to you, do you confront them and ask them why they did it or just let it go?- Both; depends on the situation 85. What is one unsolved mystery about the world that you want answers to?- Why does the US government suck? R – Respect 86. How do you show respect?- Respect is show when given. Depends on the situation 87. What can someone do for you to lose all respect for them?- ^ 88. Do you respect your teachers, parents, and other authority figures?- Yes 89. When you are disrespectful to your parents, what is the punishment?- I get yelled at 90. If someone is mean to you, are you mean back or do you kill them with kindness?- Depends on the situation S – School 91. If you are still in school, what grade will you be going into?- GRADUATED IN 2016 92. When will you graduate high school/college?- ^ and no college 93. After high school, what did you do/are you planning to do?- I'm working and saving money to move out and I want my own photography/dance studio 94. Do you like or hate school? What do you like/hate about it?- I hated school 95. Have you ever been suspended, expelled, or dropped out of school?- Nope T – Temptation 96. Have you ever done something wrong, knowing it was wrong, because something inside of you said it was okay?- Yes and no 97. Has anyone ever pressured you to smoke or drink? Did you do it?- No one pressured me but I've done both 98. Did you ever cheat on someone? Why did you do it? Hell no 99. Did you ever want to do something sexual with someone you didn’t really know or love What did you end up doing?- Yes but I didn't do anything about it 100. Do you give in to temptation easily, or are you more independent and strong willed?- I'm independent U – Unique 102. Do you do a lot of things because your friends are doing it?- No 103. Do you follow trends, wear whatever you want, or wear really unique pieces?- I do/wear/say whatever I want 104. Do you give in easily to peer pressure? Do you do things such as smoke, drink, or have casual sex?- No; I smoke and drink 105. What makes you different from people your age?- Nothing V – Value 106. What’s the most expensive thing in your room?- My phone lol 107. What’s more valuable: your life or the lives of your loved ones? Would you sacrifice your life for other people?- The people I love; Yes 108. What is something you value not because it cost a lot, but because it means a lot to you?- The promise ring my boyfriend gave me 109. If there was a fire in your house/apartment, what is the first thing you would grab?- Kids and pets (if I have any) 110. Do you think past memories and experiences are more valuable than what could possibly happen in the future?- No W – Wishes 111. If you had three wishes, what would they be?- I wish I got paid more, I wish I had a better camera, I wish I was a better dancer 112. Would you rather wish yourself to be happy, or your loved ones?- Loved ones 113. Do you believe that wishes come true if you really believe in them?- Yes, but you gotta work for it 114. Have you ever had a wish come true? If so, what was that wish?- Yes, I got a Jeep 115. Do you find wishing for things a waste of time because everything that’s meant to happen, will happen?- Yes Y – You 121. Are you more independent or social?- Both 122. What is something that makes you very mad when you see it?- People hating and shitting on things that aren't actually affecting them 123. Do you think that you have potential to do great things?- Yes 124. Do you think people are born a certain way, or develop their personalities based on what they go through in life?- 2nd one 125. Do you think people are generally good?- Yes Z – Zest 126. Are you currently happy with your life? Why or why not?- Yes and no; I have amazing friends and family and boyfriend and job, but I wish I had more money to help me reach my goals 127. Do you go on FacebookCraze.com to get facebook survey’s and quizzes like this one?- No 128. When change occurs, do you get scared or are you excited for it?- It doesn't scare me but sometimes I get nervous and excited 129. Do you like to try new things, meet new people?- Yes 130. What is the most motivational thing in the world?- Knowing that I have so much support from everyone I love.

[themaddykinz]

Tag Game!

Another tag from mama @kollectionn!! Honestly this is retty fun. Glad I’m doing all of these at once~

Rules: Tag 20 people lol I don’t know 20 people

THE LAST… 1.Drink: Water. The weather in the summer where I live GETS HOT

2.Phone call: I called my mom to tell her when I got home safe but my dad answered lol

3.Text message: ‘Ok’ to my dad when he told me mom would pick me up from a friend’s house

4.Song you listened to: ‘My R’  cover by rachie. Actually a has a deep meaning about suicide

5.Time you cried: Like two days ago when my mom yelled at me (yeah im v sensitive dont touch me) for talking back to her whoops. Don’t mess with a Chinese mom.

6.Dated someone twice: Nope

7.Been cheated on: Nope

8.Kissed someone and regretted it: Nope

9.Lost someone special: Yes. My uncle died recently, but I’m fine

10.Been depressed: Every time I see my friends hang out without me. Or every time I see a Koreos video because I’ll never be good enough to get in DX

11.Gotten drunk and thrown up: I’m not old enough to drink soooo no

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

Fuchsia

Pastel Pink

Baby Blue

15.Made new friends:  Yee dawg

16.Fallen out of love: I wanna say yes... But idk if I ever loved him in the first place :/

17.Laughed until you cried: Probably

18.Found out someone was talking about you: I’ve had strong suspicions

19.Met someone who changed you: Definitely

20.Found out who your true friends are: Yes and no?

21.Kissed someone on your Facebook list: I got no facebook lol

GENERAL…

22.How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: refer to 21

23.Do you have any pets: Yes. A red-eared slider turtle named Pierre

24.Do you want to change your name: I mean... I don’t see why I need to

25.What did you do for your last birthday: Went for sushi and saw the Beauty and the Beast live-action movie with some friends. Oh, and had Chinese cake.

26.What time did you wake up: 10am because I stayed up until 2pm the night before (and I’ll probably do the same tonight too)

27.What were you doing at midnight last night: Showering

28.Name something you cannot wait for: KCONLA 2017 and EXO’s summer comeback... and college (I know all the suffering college kids are gonna come at me for this)

29.When was the last time you saw your mother: like 15 minutes ago before she went to bed

30.What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wish I got into art at a much earlier age

31.What are you listening to right now: Some youtuber reacting to exosexo vines

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Probably...?

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: THIS HEAT, I’M SWEATING BUCKETSS

34. Most visited website: pornhub tumblr

35. Elementary: FC

36. High School: YL

37.College/university: N/A

^lol try to figure this shit out

38.Hair color: Black

39.Long or short hair: Medium...?

40.Do you have a crush on someone: Not really

41.What do you like about yourself: My intuitions about people and what they’re like are usually correct

42.Piercings: I used to have my ears pierced

43.Blood type: I’d ask my mom but she be sleepin’

44.Nickname: Well... Maddy... cuz my actual name is Madison

45.Relationship status: Single dawg

46.Zodiac sign: Pisces... all the stereotypes are true for me

47.Pronouns: She, her, it

48.Favorite tv show: Does anime count? Because at the moment, Nanbaka is my jam

49.Tattoos: Nope

50.Right or left hand: Right

51.Surgery: Nope

52.Piercings: … *squints at question 42*

54.Sport: Figure Skating (for 13 years!)

55.Vacation: My fave vacation? Any type of cruise probably

57.Eating: Air

58.Drinking: Water

59.I’m about to: Do the other tag I was tagged in

60.Listening to: … *squints at question 31* … well now it’s an Algergian boy reacting to EXO’s sexy moments lol

61.Waiting for: death 62.Want: death

63.Get married: One day...

64.Career: I volunteer at the library every week and work part time at Yogurtland

65.Hugs or kisses: Both

66.Lips or eyes: Eyes. The windows to the soul

67.Shorter or taller: Taller. And that’s not a hard thing to be since I’m like 5 feet

68.Older or younger: Older, but in my last relationship. he was younger so XD

70.Nice arms or nice stomach: Nice stomach...?

71.Sensitive or loud: They can be both

72.Hook up or relationship: Relationship obviously

73.Troublemaker or hesitant: Depends on the setting/scenario

HAVE YOU EVER… 74.Kissed a stranger?: Nope

75.Drank hard liquor?: Can’t drink

76.Lost glasses contact/lenses?: Yessssss and it suckeddddddd

77.Turned someone down?: Probably

78.Sex on first date?: What no

79.Broken someone’s heart?: I hope not

80.Had your heart broken?: Thankfully no

81.Been arrested?: Nope

82.Cried when someone died?: Yes

83.Fallen for a friend?: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 84.Yourself?: Most of the time 85.Miracles?: Maybe... 86.Love at first sight?: No 87.Santa Claus?: No 88.Kiss on the first date?: Sure 89.Angels?: Yes. 12 of them. EXO. lol

OTHER… 90.Current best friend’s name: Ashley and Sabrina 91.Eye color: Brown 92.Favorite movie: The Phoenix Priestess

WHOO that was a long one. Not tagging anyone as always lmao