#[01] threads . . . allie hayes

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open: anyone about the muse: allie hayes. 23. actress. pansexual. post the score. based on: plot

⸻ "is this some kind of fucking joke?" allie demanded, mix of anger and sadness mixing in the pools of her blue eyes. the wedding invite was clutched between her fingers as she approached them outside their house. even to this day the actress had their whole routine memorized like it was her very own. all the memories flooded through her brain like a taunting movie. the feelings she had suppressed for them after the break up now fighting it way back to the surface no matter how much allie tried to wrestle it down. she couldn't believe they had the balls to write such a message on the back of her invite -- i'm marrying someone else but you're the true love of my life. "what the fuck do you expect me to do with this? i'm not some . . . some home wrecker. did you think i'd run here and beg for you back or something? beg you not to marry them?"

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⸻ "like yours' was any better?" allie challenged, running a hand through her hair in exasperation. why was she here? why did she let her intrusive thoughts carry her feet all the way over to his house? apparently the actress was losing her damn mind. had no common sense left in her body otherwise she wouldn't even be here right now. but damn ryder and his damn claws that were still dug deep into her. "i just needed you to know, okay? you don't have to do anything with it. you got to say your piece on that stupid invitation so now it was my turn. you opened this can of worms, not me. and now . . . now i can't stop freaking thinking about it."

when he let her in, those words were the last thing he ever expected to hear coming from allie's lips. ever since she slammed that invitation against his chest, they hadn't talked. "i..allie, i get married tomorrow," he says it almost as if he's trying to convince himself that he was actually going through with the wedding. "i didn't think i'd ever see you again after you practically threw that invitation at me." god, he can't ignore how his heart aches for her as he looks at allie. how he's just aching to touch her -- feel her skin against his again.

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⸻ "it feels like the whole universe is against us," allie admitted, huffing out a breath as she whirred around to face isaac. she hated how dramatic she sounded. sure, allie was an actress, but that didn't mean the actress enjoyed when she acted dramatic. sometimes it was set so deep into her core that it just spilled out of her. it was a wonder that isaac even wanted to fix anything between them at all. "do you truly believe we can get back to how we were? that we'll overcome whatever the hell this is right now?"

"no, you didn't, allie." isaac's words had a small bite to them, frustration getting to him. "you're saying that like you've already made up your mind that there's no fixing us." brows furrowed as he looked at her. there's an ache that hits his heart when he does. "you just..you need to let me try, al."

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⸻ "i can't stop thinking about you," allie admitted, stepping into the house and gnawing at her lower lip. she hated this. hated that ryder had once again burrowed up underneath her skin. attached there and not letting go. just when she thought she was finally through with him . . . he came back with a vengeance every time. "what you wrote to me on that damned invitation."

closed starter for: @greedaeye

"you, uh.." ryder was officially at a loss of words, seeing allie standing right in front of him. after their last conversation, he wasn't entirely sure he'd ever see her again. he'd deserve it though -- he was an ass after all. "what are you doing here?"

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⸻ "yeah because i heard all that i needed to. how can you possibly fix this? fix us?"

closed starter for: @greedaeye / from this meme.

"You've only heard his point of view. You never asked mine."