#[[ Evil Rick was not amused reading this xD ]]

[countlessrealities]

💚 { and for Evil Rick & E-Rick because why not ? xD @thcpresidcnt }

Shipping interest checker || Always accepting !

[[ Let me write a little intro here, ‘cause I feel like I have to (even if no one but you and I will read this x’D First of all, I’m fucking wheezing, because this is us trolling our muses SO much xD And secondly, on a more serious note, you’re the only one allowed to send ship memes to Evil Rick ‘cause he’s exclusive with one of your muses x’D ]]

Have we discussed shipping before?: yes || no [[ unless...does E-Rick’s weird temporary crush counts? xD well, we have discussed them being...not at each other’s throat (which mostly goes for Evil Rick because E-Rick would be happy to be friendly with his “colleague” xD ]]

My interest level overall: I’ve wanted this for so long || can’t wait || I think it’ll be fun || kinda feeling it || maybe with a lot of plotting || I need to think about it || not interested, sorry || I don’t even know what to reply to this x’DDD [[ We both know it’s a no on both sides, but LMAO for the funsies? Or for the NOT funsies because it would be an even more toxic relationship than the one that E-Rick has with his boss xD ]]

How we should do this: jump right in || slow burn || pre-established || build up to it in a thread || anything goes [[ Slow burn to Evil Rick being “I might not think anymore that you’re a complete waste of space” which, let’s be honest, it’s great progress x’D ]]

Dynamics I want to try out with our ship: friends to lovers || rivals to lovers || enemies to lovers || mutual pining || battle couple || childhood friends || high school sweethearts || star crossed lovers || long time lovers || old married couple || newlyweds || sickeningly sweet couple || secret lovers || fake dating/marriage || best friends hiding their feelings || arranged marriage || soulmates || other [[one night stand??? colleagues to something???]] [[ ...I just can’t take this seriously. But the fake dating scenario...I had to mark it down because it’s absolutely hilarious xD ]]

[madamwhisper]

I need you (Negan x Reader)

Warning; Attempted Suicide, suicidal, Self harm, despression, Negan.

A Negan x reader fanfiction. Where the read is suffering heavily with her depression. I have not reached season 7 personally so some things will not follow the walking dead guide line. As I know Daryl was taken away by Negan and some what returned... I think XD just dont be angry when I end up twisting the walking dead plot to fit the Fanfic.....

Part 2

Words - 935

Gif does not belong to me

She laid once again within the hospital bed within Alexandria. Blooded bandages still around both her wrist. This wasn't the first time she had done something like this. Wanting to end her life and join those of the dead. But every time she attempts to sub come to her desires. Why did she always want to end her life? she didn't know. It was always on her mind, as if someone is controlling her. Her past kept on creeping up on her, before the dead began to walk. From parents disowning her for their new husband and wife. Her child hood friend giving her a hard time from taking money and pushing her away due to finally having a lover. One man always stops her: Daryl Dixon. However this time it wasn't the hunter, it wasn't anyone from the camp. But the most hated man around; Negan.

Doing his usual scouting from one house to another. Amusing himself with the looks, people of Alexandria gave him. Within his mind he planned on sending one of his saviours to dig around. But something caught his eye with this one particular house. Its front door was wide open, somewhat left unattended. Having his curiosity take hold of him. Negan made his way in. "Honey! I'm home!" He sings at the top of his lungs. Making sure his presence is known. The man reminded standing there. A grin appearing over his lips. There wasn't any can of answer, no noise what so ever. Until he turned on his heels. A whimper of some sorts echoed throughout the house; quiet but hearable. Curiosity once again took over the man's body. Having him follow the cry. The whimpering had lead him up to the bedroom. Upon opening the door, Negan could not believe what he saw. "Fucking hell doll!" He ran to her side. Her palms were sitting in the sink, blood covering both hands and her wrists. Tears damping her eyes, cheeks and mixing with the crimson. Before she could even attempt to focus what was happening. Her mind was blacking out. She only saw what she thought was Daryl's hands rushing to cover the slices

God knows how long she had been out. But as she came too her eyes landed upon the hand curled within one of hers. It was gentle and soft? Confusion had circled her mind. Knowing fully well that the hunter's hands were far more rougher and a little bit more dirty. Who did this belong too? It wasn't Rick's either. Slowly turning her head to the man next to her bed. She couldn't believe her eyes. Why was he there? Holding her hand. Even sitting at her bedside. Was he the one that saved her? frowning, "Negan?" Her voice was that of a whisper, that grabbed the man's attention. "Wh-where's Daryl?" "Thank fuck!" His voice boomed, completely ignoring her second question. "I thought you was a goner, baby doll" Negan tightened his grip on her right hand, causing her eyes to dart down with fright. "Shhh, its alright" Negan cooed. "Just rest that sweet fucking head of yours" He raised his free hand. Running it through her hair. Negan's eyes falling down to her lips. Witnessing them open once again. "[Y/n].... my name.... [y/n]" "Well the pleasure is all mine, [y/n]"

Negan remained with her for the whole day. Every now and then one of his saviours would enter the building. Poor Denise having to put up with the big man and his minions. But she put up with their not so friendly manner, for [y/n] sake.  When ever his minions 'disturbed' him. It is mostly because Rick kept asking questions. Wanting to check up on [y/n]. Each time Negan would turn him away. Stating that she is okay and for them to speak to the doctor. It as if Negan had claimed the young lady. Even though deep down someone else wanted her for himself. [y/n] wasn't fully sure as to why Negan was even sitting with her. Well still sitting there. He had kept her company, even when she felt her eyes grow heavy and fall sleep. The gentleness of his thumb rubbing over the back of her hand, wasn't helping. Negan didn't say a word to her, only when she wake up a little. Or when she mumbled a little thank you. Of course she could hear his booming voice when ever someone came close to them. [y/n] didn't understand the thoughtfulness of such an evil man. He killed so many humans for his own gain. He somewhat forced women to be his wives, promising they will be very well looked after. Of course that was true, or from what she had heard. [y/n] never had the pleasure of meeting his wives. To her she believed it to be okay to have such luxuries and to return the favour with sex. The idea of being wanted even if it's just for bodily pleasure. The more [y/n] thought about it. The more she began to struggle. Her hands turning into fist, even the one hand holding tightly against the man's next to her. Tears began to roll gently down her cheeks. "You should have just let me die" She spoke with such anger, alerting Negan with confused look. "No body wants me here, I'm just a burden. Even on runs I just slow people down!" [y/n] roared, sitting up as tears continued to fall from her eyes. Her outburst alerted Rick and Daryl outside, having those too rush to her side.

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