#[ panda speaks ] — ooc answered .

[ferinehuntressmoved]

⭐️

*  ―  𝑺𝑯𝑶𝑼𝑻-𝑶𝑼𝑻𝑺 𝑶𝑭 𝑨𝑾𝑬𝑺𝑶𝑴𝑬𝑵𝑬𝑺𝑺. -> ⭐️ ― convincing portrayal of a canon character

oh god, can I just cheat? Because, honestly, I feel like everyone I follow has great portrayal's to their muses. Like, one thing I try to say is that canon characters, everyone is going to write them different. The way I write Caitlyn won't be the way someone else does but that doesn't make anyone's potrayal less convincing then the other.

So yes, I'm going to cheat and literally tag everyone. This might get long; but I can, by no means, ignore anyone.

@shimmerbeasts - Amazing in depth unique potrayals of Silco, Sevika, Jinx, Vi, Warwick/Vander, and Naafiri @decidentia - A beautiful portrayal of Vi @gauntlets-shot - Wild interactions with her Vi @ofspvrta - A wonderful portrayal of Kassandra of Sparta @ambrosius-goldenlion - A great voice to Ambrosius Goldenloin @goldenfists - A wild punch card of Sett @knifvd - A beautiful portrayal of Soraka and Lux (my first soraka <3) @heredis-sanguinis - A dark twist voice ot Vladimir (which we still need to write &lt;3) @piltover-sharpshooter - A different portrayal of Caitlyn (I love how different our girls are). @blackrosesmatron - A villainous love for LeBlanc. @couturiere - A sweet portrayal of Gwen (love the mythmaker voice choice!) @jynxd - A unique canon divergent portrayal of Jinx @pitgritted - A great portrayal of Sett (I also say your Taric is amazing too!) @realmyths - A grand portrayal of Vi (and all the many other muses you have) @knightinsourarmor - A wonderful potrayal of Silco, Mel, and Vi. @torntruth - Lovely portrayals of Seyka and Vi.

Also tagging other blogs, which I have not actively talked with or do not write with, but they deserve mentions too! @raytm, @hellfirecascade, @tacetferrum, @darkbound, @moonlightviigil, @nightmarefuele, @fearsgod, @kinkouu

This is literally everyone I follow XD So yeah, I'm cheating and saying everyone has their own unique but amazing potrayal to muses that, it would not be fair to say one is better then the other XD.

[feraldames]

☆ put this star into the inbox of your favourite blogs. it's time to spread positivity!

<3333 !!!

I'm so late but omfg, thank you <333

[ferinehuntress]

Hi! I just wanted to say I love the way you write Aylin so much. Any time you update it makes my day and I have notifications turned on on all of your threads to never miss anything.

I hope you have a wonderful day💗

oh. My. Goodness.

I saw this last night Anon, and this brought the biggest smile to my face. Aylin is one of my absolute favorite characters to write, there is something about her just, I love her drive, her power, her retribution that is often associated with villiany and evil, and yet she uses it in the hands of good and she is a good person. And yet I love that, she has this softness, tenderness, and just, there is SOOO MUCH about Aylin That I love.

And it just makes my day, that you love the way I write her. I stive to bring to live the way she is in the game. With the same unique style of dialogue, her poetic display in the words and yet ensuring that it isn't done in a comical or unreal way. Like I want her to feel real in every aspect I can.

I'm literally just, oh this made my day, so much! And I hope you get to see more threads with her because I have no plans to stop anytime soon <3 She's one of my favorites and definitely the top of my muse list.

[movedtoferinehuntress]

okay, I... don't know why people feel the need to "inform" me about stuff of people I don't even know? This is... so weird. Its almost like they are TRYING to start drama. Seriously, don't send me anons about this or that.

Worse part is I couldn't even block the anon, just >.> leave me alone. Was about to come out with guns blazing to protect my friend but now we are just both confused.

[valiantthearts]

[ panda speaks ] — ooc . [ panda speaks ] — answered . [ panda speaks ] — self promo . [ panda speaks ] — promo . [ panda speaks ] — psa . [ panda speaks ] — positivity . [ panda speaks ] — mun likes . [ panda speaks ] — anon love . [ panda speaks ] — memes . [ panda speaks ] — masterlist . [ panda speaks ] — resources . [ panda speaks ] — tracker . [ panda speaks ] — personal games . [ panda speaks ] — my artwork .

[lightfeltmemories]

toge inumaki; general boyfriend headcanons

note: my first work related to jjk, and i can't lie, i like the funny cursed speech user he's a cutie, so, here are some sfw mainly fluff headcanons if he was your boyfriend, if he's ooc i apologize, don't chew my asshole a new one i'm new here. (some of my headcanons are also inspired from some i saw on tik tok), requests are open for any jjk character (yes, even mahito) if you want to see more content like this.

tags & warnings: mentions of period products.

to start, since he can't exactly speak, it's going to be difficult to speak with you, so, if you manage to snag his phone number things will be a whole lot easier for the both of you, and thus, gives him the confidence to ask you out (please say yes.)

someone like panda or maki will probably let you know beforehand like a "yeah he likes you" or something.

but once you say yes, you'll have pretty much contemplated on whether or not you've found your soulmate.

he likes getting active with you, playing sports and such, even if you're not the best at it, he still sees it as a form of bonding and quality time, may or may not get a bit too competitive sometimes and you will cry if he wins too many times.

you are not exempt from his trolling, if anything, you're more susceptible, he won't do anything too over the top though, just some lighthearted fun the both of you can enjoy.

is definitely the type to send a meme to keep the convo going, and a reaction image when you say something that calls for the right opportunity to send it.

loves cuddling and watching movies or youtube videos with you, mainly the latter,

(over text) calls you babe or baby, or even a weird nicknamed variation of your name, doesn't mind if you call him bro since he'll do the same to you.

not the jealous type, unless someone says something to or about you that makes you uncomfortable (uses his cursed speech to tell them to shit their pants), isn't very controlling either, doesn't care about what you wear out.

but this doesn't mean he won't let people know you're his, such as walking beside you or hand in hand.

posts you on his instagram, he's insanely cheeky and cringe about it too, a picture of the two of you together at a carnival and the caption is "my world" or something of that nature, straight middle school cornball shit.

he also has loads of pictures of you... doing whatever, he may or may not have snuck a picture of you sleeping once or twice, he couldn't help it, you were cute.

if you were to ever ask him the question "would you still love me if i was a worm" his answer would be a sarcastic "no."

doesn't let you steal his food.

is the type to ask "what size is your pussy" when he's going to get tampons/pads for you, probably much to your annoyance, he also doesn't have much shame in doing it, either.

he's very protective of you, and wants to keep you safe.

mixed on pda, he's affectionate but not shameless about it, he'll give you a kiss on the cheek, a peck on the lips, or a hug.

when looking through his phone he doesn't have much going on, and definitely doesn't text anyone else romantically, he doesn't even like selfies of other girls, that man is loyal hands down, and expects the same for you.

he cooks for you sometimes, but can also teach you how to if you don't know how.

doesn't care much for gender roles.

doesn't mind being big spoon or little spoon, as long as he gets to sleep next to you.

loves seeing you in his clothes, with your scent tied to it and all.

likes going to parks and fun events with you.

he definitely wants to marry you one day, not too sure on kids, though.

he loves you more than anything and you know that. :)

[twiishaa]

yuji x reader ; wc 1.21k warnings okay so the random lines in italics are your thoughts okay ... characters are VERY ooc i fear i just wanted to write something like cute n cafe ... my terrible writing makes a comeback ヽ(o＾▽＾o)ノ

it was within the final hours of you shift, and as closing time was in sight the café was getting increasingly empty; the work rush was over and the sun had just begun to set. you took the free time to wipe down the tables and just as you got back to your counter you heard the bell ring. a group of teenagers walked through the door, obviously enticed by the scent coming from outside.

oh, the one with pink hair’s pretty cute… you thought to yourself.

they were all joking between themselves, quickly filling up the silence in the café with their silly jokes. there were three of them— a girl, with a light brown bob and what you thought had to be the classiest tote bag you'd seen, and two guys: one tall, with black, spiky hair and a face that lacked emotion of any sort, and the one you spotted before, slightly shorter than the dark-haired, with a muted pink shade of hair. he was the one talking the most- and the loudest- between the three of them, while the girl was answering him and the other one just adding a few sentences here and there. you put your customer service smile on and welcomed them in.

“what can I get you guys?” you asked them while getting the tablet ready to process their orders.

the girl subtly nudged the pink haired boy and whispered something which caused him to blush and nudge her back, but harder. she giggled at his response.

oh, he’s cute…

“uh, could we get a flat white, a…” the girl started. she looked at the sonic the hedgehog-haired guy behind her.

“an iced americano, please,” he said. dang. he speaks. the girl looked at the pink haired one now, signalling him to order.

“and ill have uhhh…” he looked at the menu above your head, when you noticed he had the prettiest chestnut brown eyes you’d seen, and a matching scar, or something, underneath each of them. you were scared that you'd stared at his eyes too long, so you looked away. you could stare at them forever, you thought.

“a chai latte please!” the other two looked at him with faces of confusion and utter disgust.

“itadori when have you ever liked chai lattes…” the girl sighed.

“I’ve always gotten them! you guys just never go with me; I end up going with panda and todo…” the pink haired one said, in a somewhat whiny tone.

cute.

your nails made a satisfying noise as you finished entering their order onto the system. “right!" you said, looking up.

"would you like anything else with that?”

the pink one looked at the other two, then at the display of baked goods. he looked for a while. “a coffee cake please!”

after they finished ordering, the three of them sat down in the seats right at the counter, as there wasn’t anyone else. while preparing their drinks, you learnt that the girl, the dark-haired one and the cute one were called nobara, megumi and yuji, respectively. they went to some high school called ‘jujutsu high’; safe to say you’d never heard of it before, which explained why you hadn’t seen them around either. you joined in some of their conversations and banter as the aroma of fresh coffee started to drift throughout the air in the small café, bringing the cosy feel you loved so much.

yuji scooted closer to you as you passed the three their drinks from across the counter. he was just about to start talking when a new song started playing, which caught his attention.

“oh, I love this song! do you choose the music in here?”  he started tapping his finger to the beat of the song quietly.

you laughed quietly in response. “well yeah. I have a playlist that I just put on shuffle during my shift. I love this artist’s songs, i think most of them are in this playlist...”

his statement caused the two of you to begin a conversation about music, and as it slowly morphed into favourite movies and media in general, you began to realise that the two of you had really similar tastes. it felt like something clicked between the two of you, there was something different about his cheerful smile, you could feel it. every time yuji laughed at one of your jokes, you felt something flutter in your chest and your cheeks heat up a little. you didn’t believe in love at first sight before, but now…

for yuji, it was safe to say he was internally panicking. ever since nobara nudged him at the beginning and whispered an “ooh they’re cute, they’re so your type!” into his ear, it was all he could think about. he hoped you couldn’t see his face turn a deeper shade of red every time you smiled. trying to focus on his drink instead of looking like a weirdo by staring holes into your back every time you turned around, he stared at the cream and the sprinkle of masala atop his chai latte.

in the seats next to yuji, nobara said softly, as to not interrupt your conversation, to megumi: “I told you they were itadori’s type. I can tell these kinds of things,” megumi nodded, and took a sip out of his drink.

soon, the sky became dark, and the café had been open for way longer than it should’ve. looking at the time, yuji exclaimed something about being late, thanked you for your time, and the three of them left after paying, which was another episode in itself. staring longingly out the window into the now black night sky, you mentally reprimanded yourself for not asking for yuji's number or something. he was so sweet, and you felt a ‘connection’ with him, as cliché as it sounded… maybe someone else will pop up soon in your life, or something. you sighed; it was a busy day, and the fatigue from rush hour was getting to you now. it was lucky that you had cleaned up earlier while serving those three, as you didn’t have the energy to now. yawning, you picked up your bag and locked the building, the chill of the night air hitting you suddenly as you stepped outside. while walking back to your apartment, you absentmindedly read through the receipt from yuji and the others. as you reached the bottom of the receipt, you noticed something in pen ink written at the bottom. huh… one of them must’ve added something.

I wonder what it says?

there was a number– and a small note, which read:

‘text me when you get the chance! or don’t… haha

ur super cute btw (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)

-yuji ☆’

oh my gosh!

squealing, you made a mental note to text him once you got back and jumped a little out of excitement, earning you some looks from the few people on the street.

oh my god. he is so cute.

note guys ... what if i said i haven't finished shibuya arc yet... im too scared AAAAAA but yuji is my pookie and i think i did him very badly here and it's very ooc i know but dont tell me okay („• ᴗ •„) feel free to send in recs or something idk bye love you

[benevolentindigo]

"Hello, visitors. It's... Nice to be able to commune here..."

"I hope that all of you are nicer this time around..."

//Pfp by @whilvlc :D

(Read below for more info :3)

Fear Parody account run by @brokerplushsg :D

Hai gang, Blueflame here, but y'all can call me Blue for short. I'm currently 16 so ya, I am a minor (so shoo, weird adult accounts) Uhhhh this is my first time roleplaying on tumblr so don't mind me if I make mistakes 😭 djdhdjdhdkdhdhjdhdhd (But def not my first time rping in general)

Shoutout to @fearfulpurple for inspiration to start this account lol (Go check their parody too :D)

Also if y'all curious no I don't have a schedule for posting, I just do whenever I wanna. And if I am taking particular long to answer a certain question, its probably because im drawing it lol-

If u wish to contact me, Dms are always open so feel free to pop by. :D Also I have discord and I'm most active there so if u want it, just dm me. :3

My favourite post I've made so far:

"To deny my existence, is to accept death."

- Fear

Also ig imma put some mostly obvious boundaries here too because like I wanna keep this as a safe space-

No NSFW (Self explanitory)

No political stuff/troubling real world stuff (Here is not the right place for such things)

Don't be too mean/rude (like a little is fine for the sake of rp but like don't take it too far)

Don't be weird in the bad way (Dont be too freaky with fear or just do stuff that makes people uncomfortable in general)

Roleplay info

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Anything associated with Roleplay is in chat font.

Anything associated with Fear is Purple.

Anything associated with a Phobia is Pink.

Anything associated with players/NPCs/people in general is rainbow.

Anything associated with narration is white.

Other characters not specified here may have their own unique colored text.

"Spoken dialogue is in quotations."

*Actions start and ends with asterisks and are in italics*

//OOC have double slashes before the message.

//OORP have double slashes before the message, and is in normal font.

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Headcanons

General info:

Their MBTI personality type is ISFP-T, also known as the Turbulent Adventurer. (Ngl I'm surprised when I got these results when I did the test in character but eh it surprising fits)

Their Toastology is Galic Butter Toast. (I did it for the funnies)

They are surprisingly proficient with the guzheng if given one.

They have mixed feelings for Kikuo's songs. A few they find comfort in (Like Song of the Night and Astral Travel), many they find disturbing (Like Dust Dust Curse and Love me, Love me, Love me), and some they have conflicting feelings about. (Like Let's go to Heaven and Welcome to the Star Inn.)

Since they are a manifestation of an abstract concept, it does not associate with any gender nor does it have any preference in pronouns because frankly, they do not care.

Despite not associating with any gender, they are slightly leaning more towards being feminine presenting, but it can depend on who they are interacting with.

Nobody can agree on what their voice truely sounds like, as everyone hears it a little differently, but generally, they are soft spoken, only loud when scared or pissed off.

Technically, they could speak in any language, but they prefer English and Japanese.

Despite being the embodiment of fear, they have certain things that they are personally more afraid of, like bees, thunder and most of all, death.

When feeling threatened or just angry in general, they would growl, it sounding very similar to the rustling of leaves.

When they scream, it sounds similar to that of a Banshee. Very loud and ear piercing.

When startled, they would raise their arms and open up their claws, somewhat similar to how red pandas react when startled.

Normally they do not really swear, but if you somehow made them VERY pissed off, they would begin swearing like a sailor.

Despite Fear being ageless due to being an abstract concept, it still can be considered the "oldest" of the vices as they were developed as a survival adaptation in the very, very, distant past, about 500 million years ago. This also explains their more, primordial and tree like appearance, representing security and uncertainty at the same time.

Their anon account is @anonymous-hyacinth :D (for the sake of rp pls act like ya don't know who they are until revealed)

Abilities/Biology:

They are similar to Shimenawa, Leshy, dryads (more specifically a hamadryad), and Banshees.

They are connected to the Fear Forest as it's their domain, and they are one with all the trees. Thus they have the powers and abilities to manipulate and change the forest at will.

They are connected to each tree in the Fear Forest through the root system, kinda like IRL trees.

They are able to feel and sense through the trees due to their connections. Therefore if one tree were to get damaged, or even chopped down, Fear would feel the pain too.

Fear and the trees of the Fear Forest function a little more like purple sulfur bacterias living in deep caves rather than actual plants, having roots that sink deep into the depths of the dreamscape to gather minerals like memories and thoughts to keep growing.

They "eat" food (burgers, colas, apples, etc) with their roots, bringing it into the ground and breaking it up into smaller, more soluble pieces with their roots, or just straight up absorb it if it's already like a drink.

They have the ability to extend and retract their roots, as well as partially extend it above ground. (As shown in their Shockwave attack.)

Fear barely moves from their position, but if they really need too, they would need to retract their roots fully, before dragging their body along the ground with their arms, moving in a similar way to stick insects. They can be surprisingly fast if need be, but that doesn't change the fact it's very uncomfortable for them to be dragging around their body like that.

Their "torso" and "leg" are slightly flexible, but not to the point where they could "sit". At that point it's the equivalent of breaking their spine.

It's "Tree form" is their true form, they just shapeshift into their more humanoid one when interacting with others or engaging in combat.

In their "Tree form", they are able to have a better connection with the forest, making it easier to manipulate and change the environment of their domain.

Normally, they sleep in their "Tree form", unless suddenly knocked unconscious like using the Comatose ball.

Fear has a velvety texture around their main body, with their limbs feeling more bark like. The tuffs of "leaves" sticking out from the side of their body feel especially soft.

When put under extreme stress, the "fuzz" on their body would fall off. It does not make them look that visually different, except the tuffs on the side of their body are bare twigs, but now all of their body would have the bark like texture.

Depending on who they are talking too, they can mimic the voice of others that said person knows about. Most of the time, they use this ability to remind or comfort. However when needed, they can use it to threaten.

Having connections with animals due to being an essential survival instinct, they are able to communicate with them with ease.

Despite usually being soft, their voice can be quite powerful, as when they Screech like using Total Dismay, they can temporarily paralyse those they target.

Phobias are born from the sap of the trees in the Fear forest, and it's technically their blood too.

When stressed, the roots of the trees can excrete their sap, and thus Fear can use it to summon Phobias.

When Phobias use Rebirth, what is left of them is usually quite sticky, and what falls onto the ground usually gets absorbed back into the trees, ready to spring out again if needed to defend Fear.

Aside from Rebirth, Phobias can also bite and latch on as attacks unlike ingame.

Phobias act like slimes behaviour wise. Very curious. Have quite an appetite too.

Being naturally intuitive and observant of the world, they have a special insight and connection to every other embodiment. Thats how they know of the true nature of Hatred and how Greed and Solitude had been defeated before them.

Being an abstract concept, they, along with all the other residents in Dreamworld cannot be truly "killed", even when they are, they would some way eventually be rebirthed. Still doesn't change the fact that it's still a very unpleasant experience, especially for Fear, and they themselves really hate being "killed off" for many, various reasons.

If for some reason, Fear dies, the sturdiest tree in the Fear forest, would slowly become the new "Fear", kind of like how the alpha male clownfish chages and takes the place of a dominant female when the female dies off. (It's still the same Fear, just slightly different body)

When needing to revive, if there are no available trees in the Fear forest, like all are burned to the ground or chopped into stumps, new saplings would grow out from the stumps/soil from underground roots and grow into new trees, and depending on the damage, recovery might take weeks, months or maybe even a year.

To truly get rid of fear, not only must all the trees in the fear forest needs to be cut down, but all of their roots must be rid as well, which is definitely very tedious due to the amount of it as well as them branching far and deep into the crevices of the mind, it's etched into our behaviour after all. Even if a single centimeter of root remained, it can and will eventually grow back the entire forest.

Relationships:

They are generally netural towards most entities in Dream World.

They find Greed annoying sometimes.

They are friends with Solitude, even somewhat considering them like a sibling.

They are genuinely afraid of Hatred, and would avoid it as much as they could.

They hate Hatred as much as they fear it, so despite their fear, if they see others getting hurt by it, they would throw hands at it. (Probably also #1 Hatred hater)

Fear, Greed and Solitude barely see face to face, as there is not really much reason to meet up. And even if they do, they would meet up at Fear's domain due to their mobility issues.

Out of the trio, Fear knows every other member the most, as well as being the member of the trio that knows about Hatred the most aside from that one missing member.

They genuinely look out for players, despite being afraid of them sometimes.

They treat Phobias as their pets and adores them greatly if they so happen to summon one.

Design guide

Stylisation:

This is how I do the effect for the pics lol, just posting this here for reference for myself or if u want, u can take inspiration or use it with credit :D (Done in Ibis paint btw)

I might change it in the future tho-

[eye-m-always-watching]

𝓨𝓞𝓤 𝓒𝓐𝓝'𝓣 𝓦𝓐𝓚𝓔 𝓤𝓟, 𝓒𝓐𝓝 𝓨𝓞𝓤?

[Yaoiverse roleplay blog ran by @raphaels-zone] [Admin only knows English but will provide translations due to the nature of Purgatory, feel free to correct translations. All blogs associated can be found linked in this sheet.]

Things to be 〈 AWARE 〉 of about 『 The Watcher 』; (TBA)

⛓ Will respond to any pronouns, sometimes defaults to speaking in the Third Person

⛓ It is very serious and will not tend to joke with posts or interact unnecessarily with sinners.

⛓ The Watcher is all-seeing. The Watcher is watching. YOU are my enemy. Repent.

⛓ The Island of Purgatory used to be a Federation Experiment, It was Reset and Left to Rot. Due to this The Watcher does not hold much care for The Federation.

⛓ The Watcher is an unknown entity, it is not entirely machine but it is no more entirely flesh either.

GENERAL TAGS;

🃩 # Judgement calls ; I answer ; general posts

🃩 # Watching ; Waiting ; end of thread

🃩 # Incoming Calls ; asks

🃩 # Repentance ; Reflection ; Flashbacks

🃩 # eyes closed ; out of character / ooc

⛓ # Yaoiverse - Roleplay General Tag

⛓ # Straightverse - Angst/Heavy Rp Tag

⛓ # Yuriverse - NONCANON interactions

⛓ # Sexoverse - Suggestive Tag

SINNERS;

[CRAB];

#false prophet ; blind faith (Sneeg) ; @theholyfork

#once a sinner; always a sinner (Axozer) ; @yaxozer

# spared by Death ; punished in Life (Natalan) ; @deaths-obedient-servant

# dirty feathers ; tainted purity (Duxo) ; @lapaloma-dearriba

# poisoned waters ; rippling tides (Condi) ; @shapeshiftingdreams

# blinding lights ; greedy mouth (Jack) ; @radioactive-television

[AXOLOTL];

[CAPPYBARA];

[GOOSE];

# (Tiba) ; @hidden-maple-leaf

[PANDA];

# a fool's wish ; deceiving dreams (Ethan) ; @servermaid

# a wishful fool ; hiding truth (Mynthos) ; @jus-de-mynthos

# (Soring) ; @soaringchu

# (Kenny) ;

[SQUIRREL];

# blood covered hands ; shared guilt (Pac) ; @packedtazer

# fast to lift a shield ; faster to swing a blade (Jvnq) ;

# in sheep's clothing ; a devil's skin (Shubble) ; @shubblehood

[RACCOON];

# flames of desire ; a rose's thorns (Gauxinim) ; @voce-e-solteiro

[CROW];

OUTSIDE FORCES;

X X X

Dearest Memories;

X X X

[melsworldofmuses-to-be-deleted]

Tag Dump Pt. 1

OOC Tags

out of voices (ooc tag) of ashes and embers (about the trash panda mun) shout it to the f*cking heavens (psa) behold ; a lovely (follower promotions) deserving of good things and happiness (follower appreciations) shut up and take my love (not so daily compliments) compliments? dafuq are those? (nice messages) i am shameless ; plz love me (self promotions) from out of ashes (trash panda speaks ; mun answers) a wild mel appears (mun face) the power of positivity (feel good posts) queuing voices (queue tag) mel does photoshop without photoshop (my edits) mel makes things ; not very good mind you but she makes things (my graphics) dumping my trash on the dash (tag dump) begone from existence (posts to delete)

[melsworldofmusesarchived]

Tag Dumps Pt. 1

OOC Tags

out of words (ooc tag) of ashes and embers (about the trash panda mun) shout it to the f*cking heavens (psa) behold ; a lovely (follower promotions) deserving of good things and happiness (follower appreciations) shut up and take my love (not so daily compliments) compliments? dafuq are those? (nice messages) i am shameless ; plz love me (self promotions) from out of ashes (trash panda speaks ; mun answers) a wild mel appears (mun face) the power of positivity (feel good posts) world of queues (queue tag) mel does photoshop without photoshop (my edits) mel makes things ; not very good mind you but she makes things (my graphics) dumping my trash on the dash (tag dump) begone from existence (posts to delete)

[ferinehuntressmoved]

I'm calling out Jinx on her freakishly long braids and the fact THEY ARE INSANE TO DRAW JUST JFKLSD;AJFKSDLA;FJKSDAL;JFKSL;A

[feraldames]

☆ put this star into the inbox of your favourite blogs. it's time to spread positivity!

fsdjafl;djask!!!! I love you <3 I will never not tell you that lol.

[ferinehuntress]

Positivity for @shimmerbeasts ?

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　Oh man, you just opened up a flood gate wolfy XDD

　Okay, so I met Miss T (@shimmerbeasts) within a week of starting my first blog. That was back in June, about the beginning of June can I binge watched Arcane and then a second time before going 'damn, I'm making Caitlyn thanks!' So I kind of went on a search for people who play Vi. Not because I wanted a ship, but because that is probably one of the easiest people to write with Caitlyn was Vi due to the team-up/partnership, etc...

　I was just a nervous little cat, I was like 'pleease, I love your writing follow me'. Yeah, the moment they followed, it was just instant YEEEESSSSHHH and now we are here and still spazzing about arcane and characters and all the wild shenanigans we can come up with.

　Miss T has been through thick and thin with me, and honestly, I don't think I would still be writing if she hadn't been there. I think I would have packed up my bags and given up on writing again cause sometimes, things are extremely difficult to deal with. But she's been the best thing to happen to me in this fandom, and someone I refuse to ever let go of. She's one of my best friends, and I never get tired of talking with her. Whether we are talking about arcane, or real life, venting about matters when need to get off our chest or just helping to process, I've never had someone understand me in such a way as Miss T. I swear it's like finding a 'long lost sister' and not even realizing I was missing one.

　I know I express it all the time, and I will not stop, at just how amazing and sweet Miss T is and how I love her blogs but also, the fact that as a person, she is incredible. I love her so much and I will never regret joining the arcane fandom because she is the best thing that has come from it.

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i’d love to know where you feel caitlyn’s kindness comes from and how she was able to keep it when being raised in a place like Piltover. 😘

Okay, so I usually answer these with Caitlyn but this one seems more like a meta of my view of how I write her so ^_^

Caitlyn's kindness stems naturally from herself. The wild thing is, Caitlyn could have grown up to be like any other Piltovan child. Many I don't doubt are arrogant, pretentious, and believe they are better due to position/status/money, etc… I mean, we see that in the way Salo and Hoskel carry themselves, and even Cassandra shows traits of such things like the way she calls Vi "A stray" like she also, too, has an air of arrogance that she is better then certain people.

So Caitlyn could have grown up to reflect a lot of these terrible traits that Piltover cultivates and encourages in the position between lower and high house and in turn the major imbalance of power between Piltover and Zaun.

However, I like to think a lot of Caitlyn's development stems from Grayson. Even that brief scene we see form Grayson has Grayson quietly pushing Caitlyn in certain morality views. She never tells Caitlyn what to think, but she gives her morality questions.

"Begs to question, young Kiramman, what are you shooting for,"

So in my canon, Grayson wasn't just there for that shooting competition, Grayson is a close friend of the Kiramman household so I have it that Grayson is Caitlyn's godmother. She is far more involved in Caitlyn's life then her own mother at times. Grayson is the one who taught Caitlyn humility and how to respect people. Just because she is of high household, does not give her a right to treat other people poorly. Grayson lead her carefully, providing morality questions to allow Caitlyn to grow in her own choices and believes.

"Do you believe your position provides you a standard to live by, or a standard to help others?" "Little Lamb, look out there. What do you see? Look at the people, watch them. What can you notice?" "Caitlyn, sometimes its not enough to see. You have to listen. Are your ears open?"

Grayson is always seeking to cultivate in Caitlyn someone who looks out for people, to see them not as money, tools, or people who are to be controlled. She wants her to empathize with people, to see their struggles and their joys. She also was trying to ensure that Caitlyn watched out not just for people but herself. Keeping her eyes open and to see things that everyone else misses.

She encouraged kindness and empathy because without those, Caitlyn could not possible help people she wanted to. Grayson I think saw a part of herself in Caitlyn. That drive, that ingeniuty, and that want to serve and protect. Grayson wasn't shaping her to be an enforcer, she was trying to guide her in the means of being a protector. without kindness and empathy, Caitlyn would grow bitter and cold and become part of the corruption that Piltover often revolves around in.

Now pass that to her adult years.

Caitlyn has always deemed herself a misfit. She doesn't fit in with the other kids and adults, not just because of her empathy but because she isn't a manipulative deceiver who is looking to get more for herself. So Caitlyn, often times, while she couldn't help like she wanted to at first, would often be kind to those who needed it. A small child that might have been crying at a festival, or an elderly woman who needed help that everyone else ignored. She kept her eyes open to those who needed reassurance, or even a small moment to be seen and heard. Caitlyn understands invisibility far more then anyone else, she doesn't feel visible to most people so if she sees someone who needs a bit of kindness, she gives it. these simple but small acts provide Caitlyn a view of someone who smiles back, says thank you, or just looks as if their day was made.

"One simple act of kindness sends a ripple effect across time,"

To see how her Kindness impacts people, even as simple as just touching their shoulder and giving them assistance in some way, shows Caitlyn that Grayson was right. Sometimes the best thing she can do is give someone a smile and show them that she sees them and is there to help.

So despite the harshness of Piltover and their corrupted standards and even the violence in Zaun; Caitlyn learns to look for the light in the dark. She looks for the beauty in the dim light. She watches people and sees what's going on, and even Zaun has beauty within the alleys and bloody roads. She keeps my mind open and finds what many others might blinded to.

She holds onto these things, often leaning on a lot of Grayson's teachings because they really shaped how she views the world and how she's developed her own way of thinking.

Kindness is not a weakness. empathy, in Caitlyn's eyes, is her greatest strength.

[bruiiser-blog]

WAIT BOB ABUSES HELGA?! Fuck no...i really gotta watch hey arnold now 8/

Well…. Not physically in the show. Just emotionally/neglectful, but the physical part is more so my headcanon of it since I don’t think it would be that far of a reach given Bob’s personality and pretty bad anger problems since he’s already emotionally and mentally abusive. 

He has bonded with Helga on a few occasions and I loved those eps but take it from someone who’s kinda lived it, people with abusive personalities often deeply love and respect the people that they hurt most of the time it’s an issue of power/control. I’m not saying he just randomly goes around beating the crap out of Helga either I need to be clear about that– it’s normally just one or two slaps across the face which is still very wrong and I don’t condone hurting a child or anyone for that matter.