#[ main ] ー behold your one and only perfect idol!

[loveslied]

* AI HOSHINO VERSES

this is a updated and compiled list of my muse's verses, complete with tags to match. last updated 5/9/24.

BEHOLD YOUR ONE AND ONLY PERFECT IDOL!

main verse

follows canon up to her death

ages 16-20

default verse for crossover interactions

[ main ] ー behold your one and only perfect idol!

ai hoshino is a well-known pop sensation in japan, taking the world by storm with not only her performances but also her infectious personality, the love she showers upon her supporters both on and offstage. but that is just the side of herself she shows to the public; in truth, ai hoshino is a chronic liar, unable to feel love at all despite what she constantly claims. at some point when she turns sixteen, she goes on a hiatus from her idol work, claiming to have personal health issues that she needs to sort out. the reality of it all, however, is that ai is pregnant with twins, keeping the truth of the matter out of public eye for fear of scrutiny or worse.

NO ONE TAUGHT ME HOW TO PRAY.

past verse

takes place before the series

ages 10-16

[ past ] ー no one taught me how to pray.

following her mother's arrest on theft charges, ai hoshino becomes orphaned, living in an orphanage for the duration of her mother's jail time. however, due to negligence following the woman's release from prison, ai was forced to continue living life inside the walls of that same children's home. when she turns twelve, ai is scouted by the president of strawberry productions and starts out her career as an idol, soon rising to stardom on a path of falsehood as b-komachi's center.

I'LL BEAR THIS WEIGHT TO KEEP YOU SAFE.

project moon verse

set anywhere within the pjm universe

ages 16-20

[ project moon ] ー i'll bear this weight to keep you safe.

originally a young entertainer of the city, ai hoshino realized she needed more income if she was going to raise her twins in the harsh concrete jungle that was the city. she's scouted by a fixer office soon after quitting the entertainment industry, and she works hard at her job for the pay. one of the other fixers of said office promises to help get her kids placed in foster care should anything happen to her. one day, however, ai's taking her kids out to play for once when, out of nowhere, she has her first encounter with a distortion — an old fan of hers who had started to go insane after word got out that she quit entertaining. standing her ground to protect her children, she tries to fight back, remembering her training. however, she has no clue what she's up against, so she ends up heavily injured and left to die. the distorted man strangely enough has enough heart left to leave the young twins alone, so he leaves, satisfied. ai clutches her kids tight and tells her she loves them, and that they're going to have a better life than she could ever give them before dying. though her death isn't forever, as Ai wakes up a while later as a bloodfiend. her first instinct and only remaining memories relate to her death and to kill the man who did this to her. and she does!! slowly she regains chunks of her memory, and thus decides to stay away from her children as much as she yearns to see them again. in this state, she knows she could accidentally hurt them. and that's the last thing she wants.

EMBRACED BY THE SNOW / I LOVE YOU SO.

honkai: star rail verse

request only

plotted with @fortifice

ages 12 and onwards

[ honkai: star rail ] — embraced by the snow / i love you so.

ai hoshino is a young idol who spreads hope through song on belobog, catching the attention of serval landau, who offers to take her into their family once she hears of the girl's tragic past as an orphan in the underworld. gepard becomes a doting older brother upon the young woman, ensuring that even when she has to go on hiatus in order to hide her pregnancy from the public eye, ai is well off and protected. when her twins are around 3 or 4 years old, ai has just announced a tour outside of belobog, reaching out to places such as the xianzhou luofu and even penacony, and a couple of days before she's set to leave, a stranger, later revealed to be one of her fans, shows up at the landau household to confront her, and if it isn't for gepard's swiftness, she likely would have been killed by the other man. after returning from her tour, she lives a peaceful life with her adoptive family and her children.

CARMINE DESIRE AND A SECOND CHANCE AT LIFE.

general horror verse

inspired by a.merica/n ho.rror st.ory and the wit.ch and the b/eas.t

set at age 20

[ horror ] — carmine desire and a second chance at life.

they say that once you enter the land of the dead, you cannot return to the life you had.  yet one girl was different —   the desires of a mother who died too young were so strong that she managed to make it back to the land of the living out of pure spite. but just because you can self-resurrect does not guarantee that you will be able to come back the same as you once were.  if one were to look too closely at ai hoshino, they would notice that her body doesn’t move quite right, that she feels colder to the touch than she should. the former idol is now a shell of who she used to be, a monster in human skin. her children are none the wiser, but one day, they’re sure to find out the truth. ai is dreading the day they learn, the day they run from her because of what she is.  the day she’ll be all alone again.  shrouded in lies and smiles, she’s luring her former fans to sacrifice themselves for her, and she’ll continue to gorge on the blood of the innocent if it keeps her from perishing again.  they say that if you die twice, you’re gone for good, and your soul may never escape the void.

[loveslied]

she doesn't know what to say, not at all ............ she balls up her fists and sighs, lowering her gaze. okay. she's talking to herself. she must be delusional. but deep down, somehow, she detects sincerity in the apparition's pleas. she takes a moment to collect herself. " fine. what do i need to do ? "

❝ you know just as well as i do that there's no camera. ❞

ai's words are quick and to the point, she's talking with herself... there's no need to mask her true intentions behind pretty lies. ❝ even the man who got you pregnant wouldn't leak that to the press. ❞ there were many things he'd do, but that... that wasn't one of them. ❝ i can help you-- if you'll let me. ❞ she's the only one that could - neither director ichigo nor miyako could help with this...

...because neither of them expected her death with it happened to her. they only knew of the aftermath.

❝ unless you want to end up like i did. ❞

[loveslied]

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[loveslied]

she hadn't noticed how stressed she had appeared in that moment. though ai supposed that was because she was so good at hiding herself from the world that even she was blind to the truth, the teen having immersed herself in the world of lies for the sake of her career. so when concern was pointed out from the other, she released tension she hadn't realized she was holding, starry purples glancing up at dizzy from her spot on the ground. she must have been stressing over her unborn twins so much that the paper she held was stained with water and ink. she didn't realize she had been crying, either, and it was only now that she noticed the way that already-dried tears were stinging at her porcelain cheeks.

"oh! hey!" ai greeted with a smile, trying to ignore the sinking feeling creeping up the back of her neck like vines snaking up a spire. "hm? oh, no, i'm fine!" the stars in her eyes seemed to shine brighter with each lie she uttered. "i'm just.... worried i won't be a good mother to them, is all." the idol placed a palm upon her stomach as she spoke. "but, if you're insistent, dizz, then i suppose i can join you for a bit!" grunting softly as she pushed herself off the ground, she soon stood beside her companion, lips upturning in her signature grin.

 even the most stalwart of people had their limits. “ i am sorry if i pulled you from something of import. ”  her tone soft, dizzy was perceptive and keen.  much more than people would at times give her credit for.  she may have been part gear, but she liked to believe she understood humans  ..  it was a damnable curiosity.  sometimes for the worst, but then also for the better.  “  i sometimes find that tasks are much easier completed after a break.  that is, to have a fresh perspective when re - approaching it.  ”  she’d noticed  ..  they had looked stressed, and she had made it her own personal goal for them to get some fresh air.  “  won’t you accompany me for a bit .. ?whatever it is that you were doing, i’m sure it’s important  ..  yet, you must look after yourself.  ”

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