#[ halfwayapologies —— all of my angels are gone， stuck with these demons now / ft. hisrepentance. ]

[fcundwings]

@hisrepentance gets pain and misery for being a dick earlier

                    he  should’ve  known  by  the  CRASHING  &  cursing  coming  from  the  bathroom  ,  followed  be  heavy  ,  angry  footsteps  / / /  should’ve  KNOWN  he  couldn’t  keep  secrets  from  her  .  he’s  already  sunken  into  the  couch  by  the  time  she’s  downstairs  ,  shoving dime bags  into  his  face  &  her  words  fall  onto  𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚏  𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜  .  hands  make  no  effort  to  catch  the  baggies  as  they  fall  to  his  lap  &  couch  cushions  ,  blue  eyes  EXPERTLY  avoiding  her  gaze  &  (  𝐈𝐓'𝐒  𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐅𝐔𝐋𝐋𝐘  𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓  𝐎𝐅  𝐊𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐑𝐀  𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐒𝐀𝐌𝐄  𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘  𝐀  𝐃𝐄𝐂𝐀𝐃𝐄  𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐎𝐑  ——  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐀𝐆𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐙𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐏𝐏𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓  𝐎𝐍  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐕𝐄  𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐑  𝐎𝐋𝐃'𝐒  𝐅𝐀𝐂𝐄  ,  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐙𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍  𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓  𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒  𝐃𝐑𝐔𝐆  𝐖𝐀𝐒  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐎𝐍  𝐒𝐇𝐄   𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑  𝐇𝐀𝐃  𝐀  𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑  ——  )  he  actually  LAUGHS  .  deep  ,  guttural  ,  PAINED  .                       ❛  𝐲𝐨𝐮  𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭  𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠  𝐠𝐞𝐭  𝐢𝐭  ,  𝐝𝐨  𝐲𝐨𝐮  ?  ❜  fingers  finally  pick  up  one  of  the  baggies  ,  holding  it  gently  ,  close  like  it  was  some  𝚏𝚛𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚕𝚎  thing  that  could  break  at  any  moment  [  .  .  .  ]  but  he’s  the  only  FRAGILE  creature  here  ,  with  bruises  along  his  arms  that  made  a  map  of  his  own  MISERY  .  tears  burn  his  eyes  ,  but  that  pain  doesn’t  compare  to  the  agonizing  reminder  of  past  mistakes  that  now  littered  his  back  / / /  part  of  him  wished  he  had  DIED  on  that  field  ,  because  at  least  he  wouldn’t  have  to  live  with  those  𝚐𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚝𝚜  ,  but  𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒚  𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈  &  𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒄𝒍𝒆  𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒚  always  seemed  to  kick  his  ass  into  gear  .   ❛  𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞  𝐚𝐧  𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐭  ,  𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬  𝐚𝐧  𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐭  ——  𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧'𝐭  𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫  𝐡𝐨𝐰  𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧'  𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝  𝐲𝐨𝐮  𝐭𝐫𝐲  .  ❜

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[ mercilesskingpin —— words， how little they mean when you’re a little too late / ft. hisrepentance. ] [ reydelosmayas —— my world’s nothing when you’re gone / ft. hisrepentance. ] [ wantdtruth —— you know your own darkness & still， that doesn’t stop you from finding your light / ft. hisrepentance. ]     [ fightershevrt —— & i realize in an instant that i’ve known you all along / ft. hisrepentance. ] [ streetblade —— no one is more hated than he who speaks the truth / ft. hisrepentance. ] [ lostfingers —— things are never quite as scary when you’ve got a best friend / ft. hisrepentance. ] [ kinghailed —— the only man a girl can depend on is her daddy ft. hisrepentance. ] [ mybadtm —— a smile’s worth a hundred grand / ft. hisrepentance. ]     [ remembersshit —— i crawl towards your cracks of light / ft. hisrepentance. ] [ belfastbutcher —— i gave her the diamond she dreamed of / ft. hisrepentance. ]     [ unholymayhem —— i will choose her happiness over mine every time / ft. hisrepentance. ] [ halfwayapologies —— all of my angels are gone， stuck with these demons now / ft. hisrepentance. ] [ mistakeslearned —— the monsters turned out to be just trees / ft. hisrepentance. ] [ starsdisappeared —— any day spent with you is my favorite day / ft. hisrepentance. ] [ asesinodedios —— you’re an act of god’s creation / ft. hisrepentance. ] [ gangsterzen —— whatever this world comes to， i will watch you & protect you / ft. hisrepentance. ] [ knowledgepowered —— in the abyss， she took the parts you broke & converted them into swords / ft. hisrepentance. ] [ emperatrizmaya —— i knew this was gonna blossom into something beautiful / ft. hisrepentance. ] [ haloaflame —— if my asshole dad could do it， i can too / ft. hisrepentance. ] [ elsecretvrio —— i remember it all when you used to laugh loud / ft. hisrepentance. ]