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ghxst-bird · 25 days ago

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((I will never shut up about all the parallels in jjk))

#yes I’m still on my crap about Yuji being a parallel to Suguru #look I just think it’s so tragedy coded ok #Gojo was meant to be the executioner of both #I am not okay #also the parallel of Gojo drawing out the execution order indefinitely #both Suguru and Yuji lived on borrowed time at Gojo’s hands #Gojo was like: ok nice this time I won’t get attached to the vessel and since I already killed my bf there’s nothing more to lose #Gojo- seeing what a cinnamon roll yuji is: oh no #i’m just sad okay #urghhhh #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #satosugu #yuji itadori #jjk itadori #angst #digital art #geto suguru #gojo and yuji #gojo satoru #Art #doodle #sketch #quick painting #painting #fanart #fanfiction #Gojo repeatedly talking of the impending execution is his way of psyching himself up for it #also the fear of Megumi trying to be the executioner instead as a sick way of comfort for Yuji #like no sir Satoru’s been there done that he will not allow Megumi to subject himself to that kind of pain

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pityroadart · 2 years ago

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me, painting Spock yet again? of course!

watercolour & polychromos coloured pencils on cold pressed 100% cotton paper, 15 x 15 cm

#star trek fanart #star trek aos #spock #zachary quinto #aos spock #for real though I've been feeling like crap for a multitude of reasons lately and hadn't had chance to use my watercolours for months #when normally watercolour painting is as essential to me as seeing friends or eating dessert #which is to say I'll survive without doing it regularly but I won't *live*#so I painted this whilst off sick from work and while it didn't fix me I do feel a little better than I did for it #my art #my trek art #watercolour #coloured pencil

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sunydays · 1 year ago

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Some warm up doodles with some stupid notes I drew while I’m sick. Idk lol

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katnissdoesnotfollowback · 8 months ago

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No witchy Wednesday this week. Life decided NO.

#Mr kdnfb made me socialize two days in a row this weekend #bah humbug #it was fun but man did I crash on Sunday night #sick child #broken shit in the house leading to hurricane season is not a good idea #took a golf ball sized rock to my windshield #so that was fun #both my kids are now done with school for the summer #which means they’re already bored #and one of them is learning to drive #and he’s doing fine but it’s still a little stressful for me 😬#and of course the job search decided this week would be #feast time where we’re all these jobs six months ago?!?!?#so I’ve been applying to those which takes time #instead of working on my fics #also I might be headed back to a library #not the same one but in the same county cooperative #so my former coworkers gave me the stink eye when I asked them for references #now if I can just get a freaking interview….#but I’m qualified for those jobs #like recently have experience #and if I can just get SOMETHING #it buys me time to do internships #or crap editing or writing jobs to check that experience box #on my resume

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icewindandboringhorror · 2 months ago

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It's always interesting to hear about people's weird/unexpected "alternate life paths". Like, something that you could have done with your life, a job you almost took, a school you almost went to, etc - that was still actually realistic enough that it could have happened, but NOW it seems to not suit your current personality.

Like for example, I currently hate advertising (how manipulative it is, brands trying to be 'relatable', social media amplifying it to an obnoxious extreme, etc.) so much that even seeing a little ad before a youtube video is grating to even witness, but there was a point in time where I was genuinely seriously considering going into marketing/making commercials as a career lol. Or like, I have a relative who was very inclined to be a pastor when they were younger, even though today they're a super strong atheist, etc. etc.

#BECAUSE I knew I really liked filming and editing things and doing set design and costume design (from having done little bits of that #here and there in media classes and my own stuff - i used to be a lot more into making videos than I am now). BUT I was always thinking #that a movie is WAAY to big and long. even a short film. So I was trying to think of ways I could still like #have the fun of scouting locations to film and dressing up actors and etc. etc. without it having to be a Huge Million Dollar Production #on tv show or movie level. SO then I was thinking about like... just doing commercials. Or music videos. Like shorter things where I still #get the fun of the filming and everything but it's less of an intensive long term project.#So there is an alternate version of me (I suppose if i somehow did not end up having physical and mental health issues #as badly somehow.. or like.. randomly came into wealth and was able to pay my way through a nice college despite missing #days constantly being out because I'm sick or something lol) that works in some corporate advertising office coming up with commercials #and directing or filming them or doing the sets for them or something in that general vicinity.#I also was considering being a corporate psychologist. or whatever its called.. oh from google:#''Industrial and organizational (I/O) psychologists study and assess individual group and organization dynamics in the workplace''#I don't think I even knew what the job entailed. I was at the time just thinking like.. the type of person that comes into a business offic #and gives everyone personality assessments or does MBTI or big-5 testing crap for whatever reason that some businesses get that #done for people. Really i just wanted to be in a Corporate Big Office setting yet still do psychology. Because I used to be really fixated #on living in a big city. Like the ideas of everything being walkable. picking up a coffee in the morning. walking to my job in a Big #Skyscraper Building. people watching in a huge hotel lobby for lunch. flying frequently (I love airplanes and airports aesthetically).#living in an apartment with a giant window overlooking the city. etc. etc. BUT that was before i had really BEEN to a city. Then I actually #hung around a city a few times and went places and I was like... AUGh... The Sensory Overwhelm.. cars people lights loudness noise scary #everything happening all at once. etc. etc. (though even when I wanted to live in a city i NEVER strove for the Night Life. when i say I #enjoy city imagery I mean like... in the day time. Many people who like cities talk about The Night Life and post pictures of cities all #lit up at night and clubs and dancing and restaurants. none of that EVER appealed to me. perhaps a sign I am not a real city person. Like #I am NOT standing in a crowded bar full of loud people in the middle of the night lol.. get AWAY from me!!) but I do adore the #architecture of like bright white clean sterile modern spaces like huge airport lobbies or malls or etc. I think thats what reminded me of #city and what I liked about the idea of that life. Like I always LOVED the layout of schools and hospitals and trainstations and public #transport in general. Though even then I knew enough that I would not be a good architect/city planner. so I guess my adoration for those #spaces was merely to be channeled into LIVING there. but then I realized I didn't even really want to do that that much. I mean I still #definitely aim to live NEAR a city. like the little areas outside of it. I would never live in a rural place 4 hours from anything. I liter #ally just COULDNT since I need close access to hospitals sometimes lol. But I used to want to live in the CENTER of citites like high rise #condo. and now I'm like.... eh....... perhaps a smaller quieter walkable space nearby lol.. ANYWAY.. alternate me in my Business Suit eheh

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martyrbat · 1 year ago

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so many of you talk about the cruel adults in your childhood that negatively effected you and caused lifelong insecurity yet you're still perfectly fine with being that mean stranger to any kid that has the misfortune of existing around you and thats just really gross !!!

#like i get kids can be overwhelming for a various amount of reasons but its not going to kill you to treat children with basic human decency #adults can be just as overwhelming or annoying—if not more. yet if you talked to an another adult the same way you do to a kid #then ppl would fucking hate you and not want to be around you because youre not being cool and witty—youre just mean!!!#everyone has experienced the frustration of being a kid being mistreated by an adult. some more than others #rather its ignoring your bodily autonomy (from sa and assault to hugging you when you don't want to be touched to not letting you #make your own harmless choices like a haircut or whatever). everyone has been talked down to or had their opinion treated like its nothing #or that their thoughts or input doesn't matter. everyone has a childhood experience with a mean or judgemental adult #yet over and over ppl are fine just repeating that cycle of abuse and hatred #like youre a young adult and youre still getting treated like shit by older ones. but youre able to have a drink or you graduated or smthn #so now you feel like you earned that right to be judgemental & angry & mean to a group of people that didnt fucking do anything to you #anyways. this is because im sick and had to go to the store to get groceries and meds #so its a 20 minute walk to the nearest store in 108 degrees bc i dont have gas money and then in the store im ofc using a face mask #like im sweaty and feel disgusting and like shit but this kid was SO fucking excited about his spiderman toy and wanted to talk and #his mom said ‘i told you no one wants to hear about that crap leave her alone’ and like?? no fuck off let a kid be happy?? hes not fucking #doing anything wrong?? so we talked and he showed me the little tiy that lights up and asked if i saw the new spiderverse movie #and i told him i havent! so he asked why so i explained i have photosensitivity and what that means and why i cant see it #(‘even though i heard its super cool!’) and HE WAS SO SWEET... like immediately hid the toy because oh! flashing lights can hurt me!#and then immediately said dont worry because he'll tell me about it so its like i saw it instead!#and like. guys imma be honest with you. i stilm got no fucking idea what this movie's plot is.#but you bet your fucking ass i was pretending like i was following along & was going ‘no way!’ ‘so it's a parallel universe...?’ ‘oh wow!’#like yea its unnecessary. i felt oike i was gonna collapse and im still struggling to breathe at home now. but also i been the kid #who just wanted to talk about my interests and no one wanted to or was dismissing it.#i know it's not a end of the world deal but i also know that crushing feeling. you gotta be the kindness you want to see in the world yknow #anyways. be nice to kids or im not going to be nice to you. they're one of the most vulnerable members of our society and deserves kindness

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idiosyncraticrednebula · 1 year ago

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To find out that all of the people who accused Michael Jackson of being a c***d m****ter and harassed him about him for decades are finally getting exposed for being exactly what they accused him of is oddly satisfying for the fact that this vindicates Michael even more than before, but it's also infuriating for the trauma and pain they severely inflicted upon that innocent man for years and years and how that led to his self-destruction. All of this because they wanted to cover their own predatory behinds.

#michael jackson #hollyweird #txt #mj was and still is their damn scapegoat!#they figured that due to michael's already mysterious and private nature and his “quirkies” they could shed ALL the light on him to cover #their own nefarious crimes #and no michael was never friends with that man and he never once visited his island for any reason #michael met him once in 2002 at one of his house's for financial advice but that didn't work out in the end anyway #the woman in the documents specified that she never offered michael a “massage”#michael was never implicated in that crap. michael was never that type of man #michael was never the type of man to abuse his position of power and exploit those under his authority #he never took advantage of the naivety of others for his own selfish gain. michael was not that type of person!!!!!#he did not have it in him to do that to people. if anything people did that to michael ALL the time #people took advantage of his kindness and naivety all the time #michael was not a perpetrator but a VICTIM. a constant one at that #michael knew how that crap felt like and did not want to inflict upon everybody else #and he specially did not want to hurt children in ANY capacity. that was not his character at goddamn all #he fought for children's rights and safety. michael was very probably a safe haven for A LOT child actors as well #he helped disadvantaged and disfranchised people. people need to stop the damn lies #i'm so sick of people lying on that man's name. it's been nearly 15 years FIFTEEN YEARS!!!!!!#LET HIM REST IN PEACE

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sunlightfeeling · 1 month ago

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the thing nobody tells you about traveling to the big city is that you’re pretty much guaranteed to get sick…

#….or maybe i just have shit luck lol #because even wearing a mask everywhere ive managed to get sick by my brother…#…and then never actually get fully better before having a sore throat flare up 😒#tbf SO many people are coughing-sniffley on the trains..#..it would have been a miracle if i didnt get sick esp with how crowded they’ve been the last two days #traveling but not like in basketball #aka today is a napping day esp because i really dont want to feel like crap for the play #also it’s prob hella crowded on the streets today so maybe it’s for the best that i dont go out lol

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pawzofchaos · 11 months ago

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Toxic yaoi Alzeck Fanart when🥺

Sighhh take this lazy doodle before I go to bed soon 😔

#Kinda burned out I’ve been sick my throat feels like crap rn #paws draws #my art #ask #tsi #alzeck

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sherlock-is-ace · 3 months ago

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#so fucking sick of mold and humidity!!!#this winter was absolute shit and crap!#after spending like 3 full days cleaning my entire house i just find out that MY FUCKING BED was covered in moldy bits at the bottom...#i've been sleeping on mold this hole time #UGH #at least it's not like black mold or something truly dangerous but still! fucking hate it here #you'd think i live in a dump... i don't! but my house is made out of cardboard so it gets damp easily in winter #when every window is shut and the heating is on #the condensation is hell so everything gets wet...#although now that my matress and full bed are outside getting some sun (clouds actually)#i think i'm FINALLY done with the cleaning... i fucking hope so at least #i better not find any more fucking mold or humidity spots anywhere else 👀#i'm so tired lol #angel talks #personal #i promise i don't live like a pig! my house is actually pretty clean i prommie! dkfjhdkfg

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hoshinomulti · 4 months ago

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Apparently, no matter which app i go to, I get harassed no matter what I do or say. Nobody gives a crap about anything I do anymore. Maybe I should just stop liking things for toddlers and actually do something with my life

#【 ooc 】 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑮𝑰𝑹𝑳 𝑼𝑵𝑫𝑬𝑹 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑯𝑶𝑶𝑫 - 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹 𝑴𝑼𝑵 #tw vent #tw negative #(seriously this is so annoying #and it mostly happened on Instagram and Twitter #im happy that i deactivated my Twitter account #cuz i kept getting harassed for liking tadc and Poppy Playtime and it was getting on my nerves #but the harassment doesn't even stop there #my mood has been really crap lately and this is the main reason #im getting sick of this)

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jrueships · 1 year ago

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tbh tho i think my art is fugly af LMFAO

#not in a '>w< eeeek! i wish i could drawww 🥺 i can only cobble such measle crap with my lowly peasant paws.. *unveils mona lisa*'#sense but like a my style makes me want to hurl whenever i look at it bcs it's a constant reminder that it can only be what i can make it be #and bcs it looks bad to me then that means i cant make things look good if u get my sense like #idk man 😭!! im just sick of being scribbly!! and not clean! i wanna ink my art! have crisp lines! dark lines!!#not have to put stupid darkening filters on everything bcs i cant color or shade so my art is just stuck with the blinding white background #well the frustration is more how i CAN color and shade.. i CAN ink my lines with a darker one #lets not excuse my laziness now cmon ted omg dumbass bitch #it's just that doing so makes me . crazy #my attention span like. crumbles when i try to add color or ink over lines bcs thats Such a commitment to me #i HATE leaving things unfinished when it seems so monumental #like unfinished sketches or prompts? fine. those are sketches. little prompts. even if u post it it's shit #but starting big things is a COMMITMENT.. with CONSEQUENCES ! ! i just want to avoid them ig #it's like im stuck between art being a fun lil past time and being a perfectionist actually so no. no it is not #but also i NEED to draw i NEED to write SOMETHING! SOMETHING!! then i realize the weight of things and purposefully hinder myself #then later hate myself for hindering even tho it felt so good and right in the beginning ORGHH or WHATEVER #idk one of my friends told me my style reminded them of the new tmnt movie (which has been praised yeah #for like beautiful ugliness tho) and like. i KNOW it's a compliment... but. why did it make me Feel 😭 like i wanted to rip my art 2 shreds #once i lined my art and my friend (an artist i admire) said smthin like 'omg finally! ted lined art! gorgeous!'#& i KNOW. I KNOW IT'S A COMPLIMENT. BUT WHY AM I THINKING LIKE. SO VIOLENT. NOT ABT THEM. BUT MY SHIT NOW #like UGHHH i just HATE feeling trapped and helpless when actually theres help available but im just DUM!! JUST LINE UR ART TED #art is like playing sport is like making good grades is like working well is like being a good friend is like being a good person #literally. just be GOOD.#it's all a performance to me ARGHARGH! I HATE THE JOKER! I HATE BEING CRINGE@! RAGGHH I HATE THIS SHIT #<- mfs when no basketball #mfw i cannot avoid enlightenment via the meaningless distractions i codepently craveRAGGHG!!!!!!1!

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non-un-topo · 1 year ago

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Wish there was an elixir that wasn't alcohol that you could take that just makes you write/draw and not care about the quality of your work or about what your potential audience might think