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a year ago today stewy came out to the world as a freak bitch
#and then we lost him forever 😞#ive had this in drafts i think since like a week agter the finale but i never fucking finished it till now so here you go :)#succession#stewy hosseini#video#m
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what galacta knight did in time prison
#kirby#galacta knight#meta knight#king dedede#uhm. i drew this to test out my new cintiql#this has been on my mind since i first took a look at galacta knight's story. so like 5 weeks now#i just had to get this out of my system#id included#i wanted to re-do this but i lost the lineart (ms paint ate it idk)#and this has been in my drafts for forever now so im just posting this#kirby fanart#arttag#galadoodles
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In regards to the post I just reblogged (the flag pin) I decided to open the app on my phone to see what ads I’d get and I see this
This is so fucking funny like???? Have they seen the movie Seven????? Brad Pitt puts his whole pussy into portraying the agony and grief in that scene and they try to use it to sell mountain biking equipment??? 😭😭
Like I get it’s lazy advertising and some underpaid intern wrote this (feels too coherent for AI) but still holy shit
#and before people are like wELL iT mAdE yOu TaLk AbOuT tHeM#recall that advertising on tumblr doesn’t work because we’re all too autistic and immune to that shit#I doubt the 10 people that see this post will think oh great I needed a sketchy store to get shit for my actual mountain biker friend!#spoilers I guess but his wife’s head is in the box and also she was pregnant and he didn’t know it yet#it’s part of the killers grand scheme to turn Brad pitts character into the last sin (wrath) by making him so enraged he kills him#also people always reference this line and omit the second in which he says WHATS IN THE FUCKIN BOOOOXX#seven#se7en#tried to post this last night and it got stuck sending. thought it was lost forever#opened tumblr this morning and there was my draft still open
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CURSE
GOJO X READER
He’s always believed that love is the most twisted curse of them all.
It was love that drove his mother to insanity. It was the clan’s love for power and status that made him who he is today. It was love that made Rika the Queen of Curses.
That’s why he couldn’t fault Suguru when he turned against the people they should be protecting because his best friend just loved them more than those he deemed unworthy of their sacrifices.
The thing is, Satoru loves Suguru too. He did; he does. Maybe it was romantic. Maybe it was platonic. Who knows? Does love need a label all the time? Why can’t it just mean "love"? That’s why Satoru never cursed him because he wanted Suguru to be free in the afterlife, even when Suguru asked him.
But Satoru loves you, too. Loves you too much, loves you too deep, loves you so much that he physically aches to see your blood and your life in his hands, and he sees the sands of time running out. Loves you to the point of selfishness.
(love is the most twisted curse of them all.)
He opened his eyes to see his students looking at him, and he grins, stands up from his lying position, and stretches. The memory seems like a fever dream now that he saw his students well and happy.
"Why?"
Megumi scratches his head, Yuuji chuckles awkwardly, and Nobara looks at them both as if telling her male classmates to speak.
"Ah, we’re hungry, sensei." It was Yuuji who spoke first. Nobara and Megumi chimed in, and there is no doubt that this is scripted and their attempt at intervention.
The second years are practicing, but he sees that they watch him closely. No doubt just as worried about him as the first years were.
He’s touched, but they shouldn’t be worried. Sure, there’s a physical ache in his chest after what happened, but he doesn’t feel much apart from it.
They walked together towards the restaurant they picked, and his students matched their pace with him. He smiles when he sees his students laughing and smiling together, but there’s something missing.
He sighs. When are you going to stop being mad at him?
His students stop to look at him, worried about his wellbeing after the whole ordeal. Maybe they’re wondering when he’s going to snap when he stops.
He smiles, relieved. The physical ache was gone when he finally felt your presence by his side, and Yuuta’s eyes widened when he saw that it wasn’t Rika who loomed over them.
Satoru has always known that his love is a curse.
#currently suffering from a writers block or idk ??#many ideas but so hard to start writing them i feel like i'm burn out TT___TT need to get this of the drafts tho#because my boy is back!!#and he's still as beautiful as the day i lost him#my forever husband#gojo satoru x reader#gojo satoru x y/n#jjk x reader#it's 3 in the morning and i havent gotten sleep ;'(#I MISS U SM @ GOJO#reynwrites#reynwrites.jjk
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my beloved imac from 2014 with a cracked screen that i conned my dad into giving me so i had a computer on which to do stupid freelancer shit for him but use primarily for personal use (file storage, use appletv to play streaming sites on our actual tv, play sims) seems to be……engaging in behaviors that for lack of a better way to put this best resemble when my elderly cat started having seizures after a hard summer of kidney problems and we had to be like. oh it’s the end the end? obviously less emotional than that but. you know. she’s had a long good life and maybe it’s her time. that’s okay. all things end. anyway. all this to say we are trying to coax her into not just waking up again but pretty please just giving me two files that are the backbone of the recurring stupid freelancer shit i do every month. please baby i have hand problems i can’t build those templates again. please.………
#also rip to my photos backed up there rip to my huge sims 4 cc folder#but those. well. everything is temporary all things end. i lost all my photos in 2017. i lived. besides most r still on my phone#bc that was a long term work in progress i’ve just been out of space on here for months LOL#but christ the system i have for those was a pain in the ass to set up and it wouldn’t be any less work this time#so eva’s trying to salvage them.…fingers crossed#we knew she was getting old but i kind of thought she’d last forever for her limited uses#like no she can’t take new software updates but she ran mostly smoothly!!! mostly!!!!#but wow she is. hmmmmmmm well she’s dying. Sad!#ok that’s all. pray for my stupid fucking powerpoints and their stupid fucking linked excel sheet#at least i don’t keep my writing on there LOL lotta school stuff but that’s…oh shit some of that might only be on the comp#oh wait no i think i used google drive for those so i could bounce back and forth w my ipad. ok good i had some good essays probably#but my 100k of fic work recently (guys it’s insane i’m writing a BIG FIC…and i’m doing it patience mode im fucking drafting the WHOLE THING)#THAT i back up. that i would be sad to lose. i am so glad i am not losing that. that would be worse than the freelancer bs by FAR#but wow i don’t want to remake those. but if i must i must……#eva’s trying…#a ten is blogging
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Sunday doodles
#you ever just *puts feet on the wall*#or sit upside down off the side of your bed#i saw a post earlier this week I've been trying to find about fearing god#i read it but didn't have time to share my thoughts and i forgot to save it to my drafts so i lost it#anyway they talked about fearing god in service today#the overlap of related events like this scares me all the time#like... i know this stuff just happens and they had this sermon planned for months and it's coincidental#''but what if god is actually real and this is him trying to talk to me? what if he's trying to move me back on track?''#that's something i can't help but think#i'm starting to think I'll never know what is real and whether there's a god and if i really am setting myself up to burn in hell#i have to make a choice whether to leave my friends and hide who I am and go back to the church#or be myself and enjoy my time alive knowing what could be waiting for me when I go#I know that sounds extremely dramatic but it's something I think about a lot#it's one thing for someone to have never gotten to known God#but some say that the one unforgivable sin - the only thing that can keep you out of heaven forever...#...is knowing god and accepting him in your heart but then turning your back on him#I've done those rituals; been baptized and taken communion and said the famous prayer#if that unforgivable sin is true then I guess i've already made my choice; there really is no going back for me haha#damn right that god is scary lol#not tagging the game because I monolouged too much lmao#doodles#sunday doodles#depressing sunday doodle posts have arrived once again#dw im chilling today just lost in thought#was able to put in pto so i get the day to reflect on the very important things 21 year olds think about#things like ''what could've been'' and ''how do i want to draw my next fluffy boy''
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lesson learned: i am an idiot
#it's not like i've been using tumblr forever and know that they'd rather die than let me save an ask as a draft#i am sorry akaashi x med school reader anon i lost ur request RIGHT AS I WAS ABOUT TO POST IT BUT DW MY ACTUAL WRITING IS IN A GOOGLE DOC#i would've cried if i lost everything#ness' brainvomit <3
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Moral Orel is literally a lost masterpiece I'm not even joking
It calls out a lot of real life problems
But people just don't like medias that speak the truth nowadays
I'm glad it didn't turn into lost media, because to me lost media is like my horror recommendations list
Fr, like Moral Orel speaks so much truth about shit that normally no one would even talk about. We, as Moral Orel fans, know this. The problem with not religion itself but the hypocrisy of the people that follow it is what's the show is about. I know there are people who talk about the show much better than I could possibly so check out those videos on yt.
Oh and I agree with you on the whole 'lost media' thing because I too believed that lost media is a horror form created not by those who actually believe in media that was actually lost, but those who turned it into somewhat of a creepypasta story. I don't really mind those because I loved those when I was a kid. However, it kinda gives actual lost media a bad rep in a way (maybe?). But that's just what i think.
Thanks for the ask! Sorry for taking too long to answer. I thought I had to catch up on some asks, but apparently not. Thanks for reading this if you did! I understand if you didn't.
#answer#not an ask#more like a statement#but ill respond nonetheless#ask#ask response#moral orel#lost media#camellia talks about stuff#fyi i saved this in my drafts and it took forever to find lol#glad i did#also if you want my genuine thoughts of the show then let me know#otherwise
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SHHH SH HEYYY HEY DONT TELL ANYONE BUT... ive been workin on smth since BITB came out..... itsa lil musical animatic involvin kian and becky.... ITS NO WHERE NEAR DONE YET but loooook look im puttin lil screenshots under the cut. its supposed to go along with Am I In Heaven? by King Gizzard n the Lizard Wizard. infact yknow what cmere come sit with be bc ALOT of songs from the 'IM IN YOUR MIND FUZZ' album makes me think about becky and kian. oh my god. those two make me so damn emotional. like Her and I was the first one to rly resonate with me, and EMPTY was another good one, all just stuff about. yknow LOVE!! doomed by the narrative yet burning SO SO brightly in its last moments, holding hands, playing music, THEY WERE SO IN LOVE WITH YOU THAT THE COPY OF THEM LOVED YOU, AND YOUR COPY LOVES THEM TOO. WHAT A BEAUTIFUL, CRUMBLING, BURNING, HISSING, SQUIRMING, MELTING, CLICKING LOVE STORY..
GET OVER HERE N SCREAM WITH MEEE I LOVE SCREAMING ABOUT THINGS
#THIS IS A DRAFT that i made like. months ago. woopsie.#BUT IM CHIPPING AWAY AT IT AGAIN. IT CANT STAY UNFINISHED FOREVER. ONE DAY YOU WILL ALL SEE! YOULL ALL SSSEEEE!!!!!!!#no reblogs either this stays between US!!!!!!!!!!#and if you guys like it enough i might post an old fuckin wip i have all packaged together on youtube. its a VIDEO it goes w the MUSIC!!#SOUND WITH THE MOVING IMAGE?? IVE ONLY EVER DONE IT ONCE!!!#ill post the Lord of Lightning animatic i made on tumblr when i get the chance. in the meantime i ahve it posted on twitter. GO FETCH#but THIS SECOND ONE is out there.. all synced together..#but its a wip and its rough and old and scuffed and i HATE IT. my son whom i wish was dead#but you can see it. for the small small price of uh. begging.#also ouuhh my god i love becky and kian so much... they make me so emotional.. SOMETHING ABT DOOMED SHIPS...#even as the boat sinks these two clung together so tightly. they really really did love eachother so much. even after ten years of ROTTING#of sitting and waiting and wondering 'where is she?' is she lost? hurt? did something happen? is she okay? did she even want to be here?#does she hate me? did she leave because she hated me? she never wanted to see me again? where is she? where is she? guess ill write a song#FOR TEN YEARS. when i was just busy. i was distracted. so much came up. things got serious. my dream became clear and i had to chase it#i didnt know you were waiting. im sorry. i should have chased the thought of you more. but i was busy. i was just busy.#i wish that i could apologize with the throat that was my own. i hope this copy will suffice. i hope this copy will suffice. UGH
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writing down my thoughts on mag 59 just feels like another one of god’s sick little games.
#tma#the magnus archives#mag 59#kill me now#loved the episode but#there’s just SO much to talk about uuuuuugghhhhhh#i’ve hit rock bottom in terms of sanity#love this podcast forever and always#but why must it punish me for my hubris like this#i lost a big chunk of my initial draft due to a saving error :(#at least my theory about the box was right let’s fucking gooooooo
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#I lost my shit at 5 am this morning thinking about this#like a cat yeah? why look for him? Blaine’s a teenager they’re lazy. put out his favorite jacket and hope the coffee lures him back#their uncles like YOU DIDNT EVEN T R Y ? and they’re like DONT SHOUT AT ME I LOOKED AROUND WHILE I WALKED HOME THAT NIGHT#I RATTLED SOME COFFEE BEANS BEFORE I WENT TO BED EVERY NIGHT IDK. MAYBE HE WAS JUST LOST#what could’ve been. they could’ve all gotten along maybe. cuz like. deb and pep WERE looking for spader#:(((( I’m eating this episode alive still sorry. it never ends#edit: ill just post this thing separately but i drew it too lol. this has been in my drafts for forever#but fr. if pep had just told blaine what was up. cmon. maybe.#not art
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i think i would have gone loco if jo and aoki got to meet up just once after ichi breaks through to him like. the damage to my psyche id have wouldve been immeasurable, irreparable even
#snap chats#im at the vet waiting for my dog please listen to shit thats been tormenting me for months#finally releasing all of my drafted thoughts im ill and im free#srry i know i talked bout it already in todays ask but im still thinking about it#this is also inspod by one of my twitter mutuals saying aoki’s death was the only foreseeable path for him like girl i thought we were fam#but no 😭 ill stand by forever that him dying was legit so dumb and unnecessary idc idc 😭#anyway. let me begin. because its not as if aoki wasnt conscious of jo constantly tailing him#take a shot every time i quote the Lost Dog comment its just such a good line and just exposes jo its my everything ok leave me alone#but please just like. in the weird timeline where jo and aoki did get to be cellmates- or at least were in the same cell block right#id throw up and cry if aoki looked at jo differently that day. like it doesnt help that jo’s without all his flash and flair#hes just in slacks and his hairs all tussled and he just looks So Normal. like hes Not a murderer#as soon as that warden bring aoki in i know jo movin to see him with all the love and concern only a father got#aokid never say sorry i just know hed be awkward as hell in jo’s presence now#like if aoki really did take ichis words to heart and starts to actually see jo as his family and as someone who cares about him for him#id kill myself on the spot thats why they had to kill aoki#no id die and throw up if aoki just outright asks jo if he does care about him or something like that#jo gonna need to muster up every ounce of his will to say he does not because he doesnt but because hes Just Like That. hes a hard nut#but he loves his kid more than anything and im gonna tear my organs out thinking about it#jo your kid sucks but ik you still love him thats the worst part#i wanna write or draw somethin with them in jail together so bad but i always get distracted#and again i have comms to do today.#OH BUT SPEAKING OF MY DUMB ASS DOG GOT LYME DISEASE 😭😭😭#they said he should be fine in like six months if we’re good with meds but still.... this is lame.....#ALSO I FOUND OUT MY POM MIX IS PREDOMINANTLY A PAPILLON..... thats fucked up yo butterfly dog...#ok im gonna go be insane idk how much else i could elaborate on this bye bye
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You ever make the severe mistake of liking a post so you can reblog it later?
(don't- that's the devil talking- you will not reblog it later)
#indi's night talk#I forget about those almost instantly and then remember like a week/several weeks later and by then it's too late#forever lost to the like abyss#and I STILL DO IT#I really should just. have a tag for those posts#but sometimes they're like. I wanna Say something on them so by the time I get around to Editing them after rbing it won't matter anymore#I don't think it makes any sense but that's my stupid brain logic#oh and I won't put them in my drafts bc I already have 300 posts I need to clear out of there and they stress me out
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I want to finish so many projects but I'll be damned, I don't want to work on them.
I have like four comic drafts in my files. Some of them are likely never being finished. The ones I want to finish, I want to finish Now and mess around with cool ideas and composition but realistically, considering my schedule it'll take a couple weeks at minimum, depending on how many references I want to look up/make and how tired I'll be for the next couple weeks.
How on earth do comic artists have the patience to finish such lovely pages. I scribble out the draft and feel like I've scratched the itch to get an idea down, at the same time as wanting to claw out my hair because it's not perfect. Duh it's not perfect, it's barely inked and you rushed through the anatomy to get everything down. And even if i finished quick, I'll feel like I rushed it. But ahhh I don't have the patience right now.
#yapping#i've had a mega man comic languishing in drafts since June last year#i really like some of the pages but I've lost love for the main idea so it'll probably stay a wip forever#trying to subscribe to 'finish it fast and move on to a new thing' because otherwise#Will spend the same time that could've gone to 10 pieces on 1 big one
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i cant believe im saying this but i really wish 'no filter' hadnt been co-opted to mean 'im a dick and i say mean things on purpose' because ive met someone with practically no filter and its great. of course what i mean by that is that anytime a thought pops into her head, she says it out loud, and often regrets it which leads to more thoughts spewing from her face. it is almost always hilarious, except for the uncommon event of her saying something that actually steps on someones feelings, in which case she apologizes. because you can be a good person AND have no filter.
#todays been a weird day for me so ive made bunches of random text posts#most will never see the light of day#some may. like this one. others might stay in the drafts forever#lost and forgotten to time
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congratulations to the newly wed couple
thank you to everyone who has not only purchased the comic, but also had kind words to say in tags and through asks!! I am away for holiday for most of this month, and I have been/will be largely offline on account of this*-- but please know that my heart is incredibly full to know people like this story!!
(*any posts that go up here have been scheduled before I left)
A few recurring questions I'll answer here real quick:
Will Sacred Bodies have a physical print? Yes! I would like to self-publish this book after the fair is concluded and sell it at conventions and through my online store.
What are the Ba'It based off of? Their body/limb plan is based on pteradons!! with some bat and bird anatomy thrown in. Garaang are semi-bipedal so that makes the silhouette even weirder, but you see some quadrupedal stances in the comic and it might make more sense then. I don't want to post or talk too much about some of the minutae of their design, as it is part of the story itself. :}
What medium did you use for the comic? It's all digital; I used Clip Studio Paint to draw the entire thing. I use the base watercolour and design pencil brushes that come with the programme. How long did it take you to make the comic? It's a little hard to estimate-- initial ideas, visdev and writing drafts were intermitent at the start of the year; once I landed on the story, finalising the script would've taken no longer than a week of recurring writing and editing. It's the actual drawing that takes forever, unfortunately. I started thumbnailing around April, and pencilling, colours and painting were a 10-11 hour work-day commitment for most of June and July. (I lost a lot of work-time in May cause I fell ill, womp womp). I'd probably say it was 4 - 5 months of labour. Are you going to write more stories in this world? I would really like to! I have a lot of ideas rattling in my head for the Valley of the World-- the place that the folk of the Spire have escaped. That being said, I have a whole graphic novel to finish first! It has been pushed back on account (but not exclusively because) of me working on my SBCF entries the last couple years, and I don't want to neglect it any further!! (it's 350+ full colour pages though so it was always going to be a huge undertaking)
Thank you again for the outpouring of enthusiasm and support; it means the world!
#art#sbcf#scrb#monster#I'm basically on the first ever holiday I've gotten to take in my entire adult life#so these two things happening at the same time is supercharging me with happiness#I'm really sorry that I won't be able to address any of the lovely messages until I am back!
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