#>_> i actually have a lot of muse for graha

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//So currently the muses I have on this blog are - Zephirin, Adelphel, Asahi and Fandaniel.  Not on this blog but still muses I have currently - Emet-Selch, Elidibus, Lahabrea, Hythlodaeus, Zenos, G’raha, WoL I also had blogs set up for other WoLs and one put aside for Myste 

More than likely, I will be returning Zephirin to his own blog. Asahi and Fandaniel will likely get a shared blog. Adelphel might get his own blog as a sideblog to Zeph, or will just be also a muse on Zeph’s blog. I will be for sure keeping Hythlodaeus as I love him very much.  Zenos, Graha and my WoL blogs are going to be put aside for a while at least. I do want to keep trying with my Unsundered but I’m undecided 

Basically, I dont feel great overall in this RPC. I feel overall disliked and I have such a long blacklist that doesnt always work because I’ve gotten really sensitive and just taken a lot of hits to my self esteem. I am only still here because I adore my muses themselves, and theres a couple people I still really want to write with. Because the fandom is currently rather small, its hard for me to distract from the bad feelings and such. If Endwalker brings new blogs, I might feel better but I dont know. Going back to an old RPC is reminding me that tumblr can actually make me happy instead of anxious and sad, which is definately showing how this blog affects me.

Thanks for sticking with me I guess?

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questions continued

grape: if you could take a vacation anywhere in the world, where would you go?

I would go solo or with my best friend (Jonah) to ireland and scotland to those amazing misty islands, they look stunning. 

banana: favorite horror movies?

anything by alfred hitchcock, i know they’re technically more thrillers, so lets go Psycho!

blackberry: is your life an action film, a comedy, a romantic comedy, or drama?

ohhhh this is so good, definatly not an action film, kinda a comedy when i do dumb shit or say weird things. romantic comedy, it has been for about 6 months actually, and its hopefully winding up and season 2 will be a long way away, drama a little bit, i probably dont help myself, but that makes life interesting i guess 

pomegranate: when do you feel the most confident?

physically, when i’m wearing a funky, comfortable flattering outfit and looking the best i can, to be confident, you have to have strength and belief in yourself, so when i have a goal, purpose or project which i can focus and deliver the best results it feels awesome. Sosuccess and rest makes me feel confdent i guess 

cantaloupe: what are your parents' names?

mum - Louise Anne Collette

dad - Graha Douglas 

guava: dark & dramatic makeup or natural makeup?

mmmm natural is boring, but dark and dramtic isnt always appropriate and requires A LOT of time.. so natural sadly...

tangelo: if you could be any mythical creature, which would you be?

(tangelos are so fking cool) i would be a mermaid!!!! obsessed when i was younger 

plum: favorite clothing brands?

i love things from this vintage store Mrs Peel, but general brands, Zara, Country road, princess highway, a few others but thats top secret 

coconut: favorite perfume?

i love chanel which my mum wears, and ilove my perfume, modern muse le rouge by estee lauder