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[atsumiye]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY (again hehe). i hope it was amazingggg. your even looks so cute🤧 my favorite color is sage green, my character of choice is the one and only kuroo tetsurō && where i would celebrate my birhtday would probably be a family dinner at my house where he would have to meet my extended family aka all my crazy cousins. BUT ANWYAYS happy happy birthday riya. i hope it was the best. also i can’t believe you didn’t die taking ochem😭 i’m jealous

hehhe thank you so so much jayyy <33 i also have an absurd amount of crazy cousins so this got personal lmao.

pls this was like 2-3 years ago and if you asked me anything about chem now i think i would start sobbing HA

"tetsu, you know we can always cancel! my aunt will only be mad for like 5 days and then we can just celebrate at home." you scream across your bedroom, hoping he might change his mind.

"no its alright, im excited to meet everyone! plus im pretty sure everyone will love me." he exits out of the bathroom, finally dressed, and walks towards you, letting you brush out a few wrinkles at the top of his shirt.

"im not worried about them not liking you, you're great," you plant a kiss on his nose with a smile, "im worried about you meeting my entire kinda insane family and then running, never to be seen again."

he laughs before placing he hands on your shoulders, leaning down to kiss the crown of your head, "you're wrong" he pulls you into a hug, "i would be seen again just not by you." you giggle, hitting his chest as he joins you with laughter. he squeezes you tighter before ushering you out of the room, to head to your aunt's home.

as your family greets you with wishes of 'happy birthday', 'when are you getting married' and 'how many kids do you guys plan to have', kuroo makes his way through each family member. not leaving the conversation until the other person is laughing or cooing over your choice of a boyfriend.

he even went as far as memorizing each family members name and something about them so he had a conversation starter. he played with the younger cousins until he was out of breath, talked to each aunt, uncle and older cousin about god knows what. he even spoke to your grandparents for what seemed like hours.

and after a long night of your family fawning over kuroo, you were ready to head home and head to bed.

"okay but how did you know my grandma collects those weird life like dolls? i didn't share that with you for a reason." you sit in front of your vanity as you question him, going through your night routine. he walks up behind you and places his chin on your shoulder, "i think you made her entire month, no one in the family talks to her about those because she can go on for hours."

he smiles before kissing your cheek once, twice then three times and turns back to look at you in the mirror, "happy birthday sweetheart."

kuroo will never let you know about his 3 hour long call with your mom the night before, full of memorization with flash cards and hearing random facts about each and every member in the family. or the countless warnings your mom had given him about topics to avoid.

and he thinks that he could go the rest of his life without hearing about the dolls again. (but if its for you, he would do it again in a heartbeat)

[sweetwriters]

Dear @simpfortetsu

jay. hello love-bug :) you may know who is sending you this, you may not. all i can hope for is is that this reaches you, and finds you well in not just health, but in spirits and in heart.

i don’t know if you understand how much joy your writing gives me. reading it reminds me of warmth in winter; of spring melting into summer as the heat rolls on. it’s the reminder of love and heartache; of dewey-eyes and sleepy minds smiling and echoing words we yearn to hear. your writing leaves me in an epiphany and i fall in love with every story you post, no matter the lengths or the character. for it’s the feeling and the passion within every piece published that i see, the dedication with every word, and the time you take in order to bring it to perfection. your writing is beautiful, and i’m ever so grateful i even get the chance to read it.

and yet, even with all of that, the feeling i get when i call you my friend is tenfold the amount of joy i get when reading a piece by you. if i may be honest, i used to be a follower; a big fan of yours, back in the day. your fics were easily recognizable to me— not because of anything negative, of course, but because they always meant that much to me. the day you and i became friends is the day i sat in my room and had a moment of panic, because i’d just befriended someone who was an idol to me for so long. and now, as a person who gets to call you a best friend, im so happy i didn’t chicken out on the chance to become closer to you as friends. i love you and your kindness, your sweet words and your welcoming aura. you’re one of the kindest people i know, and well as the silliest and funniest. i’m so grateful to know you, and thank you for being one of my best friends. i love you so much, thank you for everything :)

With love, anon

[hajimine]

hey hey!! congrats on your 3k milestone🤩 i was wondering if i could request a tartarus matchup for haikyuu please :))my pronouns are she/her and i don’t have a gender preference. three facts about me are that i live on caffeine, preferably in tea form. i am an avid thrifter/make my own clothes sometimes. anddd i work at an ice cream shop:) congrats again my friend!! i love your writing and you deserve the world💓

✾ — 𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐄'𝐒 𝐏𝐈𝐂𝐊 : 𝐒𝐔𝐆𝐀𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐀 𝐊𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐇𝐈

+ you guys probably met at a coffeshop where he’s the barista. soon enough, you became a regular and suga has your order memorized. one day, after lots of teasing and threats encouragement from his fellow co-workers, he finally managed to write his number on the paper cup with a smiley face to end it off. as soon as you noticed this, you looked up at him and snorted, and suga thinks he felt cupid’s arrow pierce through his heart.

+ soon after you guys started dating, suga notices that you had a great sense of style, and your clothes seem to always hug your figure perfectly. he thought that you were simply a god at digging through racks of clothes in the department stores, but he realizes that that wasn’t the case when you invited him to go thrift shopping with you.

“soooo, how do i look?” he twirls around dramatically, letting you admire your picks. the dark brown slacks were a little too big for him on the waist, but that’s an easy fix. the beige sweater vest, however, fit him perfectly. “you look amazing, koushi! you totally have this cool librarian vibe going on!” you grin. your boyfriend walks over to you, pulling you in by your hips. “a cool librarian huh? am i cool enough to take you out for dinner then? mcdonalds, my treat this time.” he gives you a short peck on the lips, a soft smile dancing on his rosy colored lips.

✉️ — from lex; thank you sm for your kind words omg !! i hope you like this angel <33

𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚄𝙽𝙳𝙴𝚁𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙻𝙳 : 𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚄𝚂 — 𝙲𝙻𝙾𝚂𝙴𝙳

[tsukishumai]

okay suga was my first love but iwaizumi is one of my current loves (him and kuroo)😩 HES SO FINE. ugh. i too sm obsessed

THAT MAN IS LITERALLY SO FINE , when I tell you he singlehandedly led me into this downward spiral, I’m pretty sure the first fic I ever read was an Iwa fic

[sourstars]

🎸 hehe hey bestie🤧 this looks fun

I COMPLETELY MISSED THIS OFNGJCK

BUT HERE THEY ARE <3333

send 🎸 and i’ll make a playlist of 5+ songs from my music on shuffle!

today’s songs areeeeeeee:

p.y.t by michael jackson

coffee by tori kelly

scorton’s creek by isaac dunbar

level of concern by twenty-one pilots

tomorrow never dies by 5 seconds of summer

d’you have a car? by swmrs

buttercup by finn askew

eight by charlie burg

backseat rider by sarah kays

mime by isaac dunbar

bonus:

onion boy by isaac dunbar

my ex’s best friend by MGK

[kuroopaisen]

um hello. i just want to say that i am IN LOVE with the way that you write. like i stumbled upon one of your series and now i just can’t get enough?? it’s really nice to read all of your pieces (lol sorry if you’ve been getting a lot of notice saying i liked your stuff) especially when i want to take breaks from school. i just, uh, yeah. how do i say that your writing gives me serotonin but like in a more descriptive way because i love it a lot :) anyways i hope you’re having a great day/night and that you keep up writing because you’re amazing at it 💜💜

T-T T-T T-T THANK YOU SO MUCH I’M FDLJFDLKJFD i simply do not deserve-- 

and do not worry about notifs, i don’t check them all that often and if i see someone going on a liking spree it always makes me smile :’) and i hope my fics are helping you get through school! if i’m delivering any serotonin at all i’m doing my job correctly 

[tsukkismoonlight]

ahaha hey bestieee🤪 i’ve been working on a sakusa fic for a minute now and it seems like it would fit perfectly for your collab hehe. it’s an immortal au where the reader and sakusa are the only known immortals :) uhh it is an angst, but i’ll send you a description asap. i’m so excited

Y e s i am so hyped !!! I will go and add you right now !!!!

(Alsoooo you should join that discord buddy)

[eitelle]

FUCK I HAVE TO DO A NEW CHAPTEE TODAY

[mimi-cee-hq]

Candy Cane Confession - Kuroo x f!reader

Summary: Kuroo hadn't seen you since you were kids. After you were introduced as his new co-worker, he didn't understand why you were upset at him. But it took a trip to the convenience store and a lot of candy canes to fix it – as well as paying a month of rent.

Genre, etc.: fluff, cute, getting together, childhood friends to lovers, co-workers

Words: 1.7k

Author's Notes: Hi @simpfortetsu! Happy Birthday and Merry Christmas! I'm your secret santa. :) I really hope you like this!

Thank you @momochimo for organizing this secret santa fic exchange and @spriteandnicotine for beta-reading this fic!

*****

Kuroo drove past the Family Mart before turning into the driveway of the low-rise apartment, parking just before the pile of red leaves. His breath hitched. They had renovated the stairs, railings and even the roof. Would it still be there?

He told himself he was here on a whim, but his bank account would say otherwise. He simply didn't understand why you had snapped like that.

He ended up paying for a month's rent to get access to his old apartment, the one you frequently visited when you were kids. You had often bickered with him during your meals together. That was ages ago.

The door clicked open after he turned the key. Kuroo carried in an old step ladder and sighed in relief at his former bedroom. They hadn't changed anything. Kuroo stepped onto the ladder and wiggled the board on the ceiling. He took a peek inside. The attic was dusty. He should've brought a mask.

He picked up the old shoebox, surprised it was still in one piece. Inside contained a teddy bear with a santa hat, an old slinky toy, and a collection of tiny cars, all the things he cherished as a kid. He had gotten upset when his parents told him he couldn't go back and get them after the move.

Kuroo picked up the only book in the box and smiled to himself. You had given it to him. His fingers flipped through the pages before his eyes widened at the back cover of the book.

He slapped his forehead.

"I'm an idiot."

*****

The first time Kuroo saw you again was in the middle of the coffee room at the office.

"Y-Y/n?" he stammered, trying not to spit out his coffee. "What are you doing here?"

His shock turned into joy, his grin wide. He almost wanted to hug you – even though he knew you'd likely just shove him away.

He thought you'd be happy to see him, or at least snap at him for not keeping in touch after he moved. But instead, you bit your lip and hurried back to your desk. Kuroo raised a brow. He didn't expect that at all.

You were the same as he remembered, friendly with your new co-workers just like you were with him years ago, throwing a few teasing jabs here and there when you got comfortable. Kuroo couldn't help but smile as you adjusted to being on his team.

He learned you were single, not that he was keeping track. You used to be best friends before he moved. That was why you were different from his other co-workers, he told himself.

You had often shared your toys with him, not expecting any in return. Yet you also liked to mess with him by situating him next to a puddle before jumping in and splashing him with dirty water.

He had a lot of memories with you, which was why he thought you could handle a joke or two from him. You knew what he was like around the office and often rolled your eyes at him.

But today was different.

"So you’re still into that volleyball manga, huh?��� Kuroo said, elbowing you. You had a wallpaper on your desktop for all your coworkers to see. You didn’t mind them knowing your love for the manga. 

You took a deep breath before answering. “Mmhmm," you said, putting on a smile. “Of course I do. The manga is done but the anime is still going.”

Kuroo eyed the characters on the screen. “I bet you like this one,” he points to the tall one with black hair. “He’s probably your type.”

You stammered before clearing your throat. That was an interesting reaction. Kuroo held back a grin.

“I’d bet you'd be his type."

You got up from your chair, causing Kuroo to flinch. You turned to him with the smile you only wore when he really pushed your buttons.

“Kuroo-san, that’s not very professional of you, is it?”

"What?"

“Just… stop making fun of me.”

“What? You think I’m making fun of you?”

“What else would it be?”

“But I–”

“Look Kuroo, I don’t have time for this," you snapped, pinching the bridge of your nose. "I’m a new hire and I need to work my butt off to make sure they keep me here. I do not need you bothering me right now.”

You grabbed your laptop and left your desk, leaving Kuroo stunned.

What just happened?

*****

Kuroo placed his drink back on the table as you chatted away with your coworkers. The team was at a restaurant to belatedly welcome you to the team. You were enjoying yourself, but Kuroo couldn't help but feel a pit in his stomach as you sat beside him.

After that day, you had grown more distant from him. Yet, you'd do small gestures for him like leaving a coffee for him in the morning. He couldn't figure out what was running through your mind. He thought he had a good grasp of reading people's emotions but that didn't help when he didn't understand your actions in the first place.

That was when the listing of his old apartment had caught his eye. He thought perhaps there would be some clues there. Surely enough, he had figured out one piece of the puzzle. But there was something still missing.

"So Y/n, who's the best looking on the team?" a co-worker asked you from across the table.

"Kisami-san!" you said in a heartbeat. "I wish I knew how to do make-up like her!"

"C'mon, you know that's not what I meant."

"You need to ask her in a way where there's no easy way out," Kisami replied with a smirk. She turned to you and asked, "Who on the team would you date?"

Kuroo's palms began to sweat as he fiddled with the candy cane in front of him. He loosened his tie and studied the menu in front of him.

He glanced at you. Your eyes met his.

You downed the last bit of your water and slammed the glass on the table. "Y-you're going to get me in trouble! Do co-workers date anyway?"

"In trouble? Most definitely not," Kisami laughed. "Our company doesn't mind that. It's only a hypothetical question anyway."

Kuroo's eyes widened as you struggled to give an answer. His heart skipped a beat. He figured out the last piece of the puzzle.

*****

Kuroo sat in the car, waiting at your house. The team had to set up for the company's Christmas party tonight. He was originally supposed to pick up another coworker but he secretly begged her not to come and join the two of you.

You opened the car door and the cold, winter air rushed in. Shivering, you placed the dress you'd wear later on your lap. You needed to move freely to hang up decorations after all.

"Here, I can put your dress on the back seat," Kuroo offered after he turned up the heater. You handed it to him without saying a word.

The drive was quiet but Kuroo had expected this. He hoped that would change after today.

"I need to pass by the convenience store," he mentioned. "I forgot something."

He bent over to open the trunk and dashed out to grab his backpack. Hopefully, you didn't suspect anything.

Once inside the store, he gave you a call, mentioning he had left his wallet in the car. He did it purposely of course. He didn't know how else to get you in here.

He watched as you rushed in with his wallet in hand, checking your phone every two seconds. You were worried about getting to the venue on time, but Kuroo ensured it would be fine if the two of you were a little late.

You turned into the aisle and Kuroo froze. He had forgotten what to say. So he simply revealed the bouquet of candy canes he prepared for you.

"Before you say anything, I'm not making fun of you," he blurted out. "I– I only read the note in the manga–" he placed a palm over his face "–a month ago."

Your eyes slowly grew wide.

"Hey. I like you," said the note on the back of your favourite manga, the one you had given to him years ago, the one in that old shoebox. "So you'd better buy me a candy cane in return. I'll be at Family Mart at 4pm. - Y/n."

"Well, it's not 4pm… but we're at Family Mart even though it's not the same one," he continued. "And I have all of these candy canes…"

You gaped at him.

"Y/n… I…" Kuroo blushed even more. "UGHHH I can't do it. It's too cheesy!!! I even practiced this in front of the mirror!!"

You began to giggle at his reactions.

"I'm sorry. I can't believe I never read it. I'm sorry you've been waiting so long." Kuroo had felt horrible after reading that handwritten note.

"I never waited," you said with a smirk. "I had forgotten all about it." Kuroo knew that glint in your eyes.

He walked up to you and placed a hand on his hip. He narrowed his eyes at you. "Yeah right," he said with a grin. "You're acting all sweet now because I finally remembered."

"Hey! What was I supposed to do? Did you really expect me to wait over a decade for your reply?"

"Well, you sure were bitter about it."

You crossed your arms and rolled your eyes. "I was embarrassed, not bitter." You tapped his nose. "I thought you had read it and wanted to make fun of me. You did promise me you'd read it."

Kuroo couldn't retort to that. He ruffled his hair vigorously. "Ughhhh. Fine. Just be my date for the Christmas party okay?"

"If that makes you happy," you shrugged with another eye roll.

"Fine."

"Fine."

Kuroo stared down at you but your eyes didn't relent.

You both snorted out a laugh.

"I forgot what I was planning on telling you," Kuroo said. "Basically, I'm sorry. I was an idiot."

"It's fine," you said with a large grin and wrapped your arms around him.

Kuroo's eyes turned into crescents. He had finally gotten his friend back and even asked you out.

"Thank you for the candy canes."

*****

I hope you liked it!

Please check out my other stories if you liked this one. (I also have a Google form for my taglist if anyone is interested.) There's also the masterlist of the Secret Santa exchange. :)

[joyaphoria]

to her monster. 

part 𝐈/0 - a letter of healing

pairing: various x f!reader

© 𝘫𝘰𝘺𝘢𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘢

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Bokuto’s letter to Y/N, dated October 16, 2019 — Two days after the interrogation, and the day after police had found out (part of) the truth about Y/N.

Dear Y/N,

I write this in hopes that it might reach you someday, that wherever you are now, this paper might find you.

I can’t remember if I’ve said thank you yet, but if I have, I probably haven’t said it enough.

To think that you weren’t as sweet and quiet as you made yourself to be around me, is hard to believe. The things the police were saying were so terrible, so unlike you... and yet a part of me knows that it’s the truth. That you weren’t the humble girl you led me to see you as.

You’ve always been strange, always knew so much about me and what I was going through.

They’re painting you as a monster, and I know that is what you are. However, this letter is not for the monster that you hid — but for the sweet girl that you disguised yourself as.

You once told me that even the cruelest monsters felt emotions, because they were made, not born. Without me knowing, you proved this to me because despite the monster you were, you used the knowledge you had to help me, while you wore your quiet-girl facade.

And so I write this letter for a girl that meant a lot to me, and to a girl who understood what I felt when no one else did.

To the girl who turned funerals into celebrations, and who opened my eyes to the war that was raging within me. To the girl that told me to fight for myself, because she saw the worth in me that I couldn’t.

I write this for the once-innocent girl who was unwillingly made into a monster, and I pray that she may one day come back to show me her true face.

Thank you, Y/N — for healing me.

          Yours Truly, Bokuto.

Bokuto’s letter was later sent out with the three written by the other witnesses -- those you will see further into our story.

And so, the story of Healing begins.

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[atsumiye]

oh queen riya. how did you survive anatomy and physiology?? i have to know all the muscles by tomorrow :))))) and their origins, insertions and actions

i hope all your exams are going well and if you don’t have any exams this week that just your general studies are. mwah 💓

tbh i guessed my way through anatomy😁 and after speaking with a lot of physicians and such you literally never use anatomy and physiology for the most part!! it’s a lot of info though so flashcards worked and actually pointing it out on yourself heheh

good luck with your studying today!! my only exam this week got pushed to next week so i’m v happy :D mwahhh

[sweetwriters]

Dear @simpfortetsu

hi jay! i wanted to come here and just say i love your work. i can feel how much love you put into each of them and how much effort you put into the things you do! i just thought i’d say it’s visible and it’s very much appreciated <3

With love, anon.

[tsukishumai]

love galore already taking a top spot in my favorite series that i’m reading rn😩 i can’t decide whether i like hikari or if i don’t bc maybe she was just drunk too?? but this has me feeling all the feelings an im super excited to read more <33

AACKKK thank you so much I’m so happy u like it 🥺 hmm I’m not sure how to feel about hikari at this point either 🤔 can’t wait for u to see what comes next!

love galore

[sourstars]

sangria, pomegranate and rosewood🤩

hope you’re feeling better loser. don’t forget to drink wata :))

i am tyvm honeypie, rn i’m just eating a bit and finishing another request so i can post it tmmw!

send me a shade of red!

sangria: to what extent do you enjoy sour candy?

100000000000000/10. my favorite type of candy in the world. chocolate? second rate. starburst? what’s that? don’t know her. sour patches????? sour straws??? fun dip??? juicy drops???? now & laters?????? lemonheads???? baby bottle pop?? fucking glorious bye if anyone told me they don’t like sour candy i don’t trust them LAMAOAO

pomegranate: favourite and least favourite fruits?

i love raspberries, pomegranate (heh), blueberries and blackberries the most! i hate watermelon, cantaloupe, honeydew, and i absolutely fucking hate coconuts with my entire body.

rosewood: have you ever had a penpal? would you like one now?

no i haven’t and i totally would!! i would love to press flowers and put little trinkets in the envelopes for a pen pal :’)) but i doubt i’ll ever have one lolol

[simpfortetsu]

— jay! she/they! 9teen! welcome lovelies <3

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reading: love galore by @/tsukishimai & put a ring on it by @/atsumiye

working on: pandora’s event piece & tanaka angst :)

last updated 07 november 2021

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[tsukkismoonlight]

✧Starlight Festival ✧

•A two person celebration hosted by @simpfortetsu and yours truly! Jay is suuuuper close to her next milestone and has decided to celebrate it early! And on my end...well this just sounds fun !! So let's get into it!

☆What even is the Starlight Festival?

•The activities include getting match ups, headcannons and lockscreens ! Of course you can also talk about your favorite characters or ideas with us! We love to chat with our buddies !

☆How do I take part ?

•Simple! All we need you to do is start with sending us your starsign! You could also just send your favorite constellation ! Both Jay and myself will write headcannons so you can ask either of us for those ! The event runs today, August 17th till August 24th !

•Jay will be taking requests for match ups and I will be taking lockscreen requests!

☆What all will I need to send ?

• For your request send in your starsign (can be your sun, moon, whichever) or favorite constellation or other star/space theme! Just so we can all have a little fun !

•For headcanons; the usual rules apply, just ask for a character and whatever theme/specifc idea you'd like !

•For lockscreen requests All info is optional! I might need your name, favorite color, season, favorite character(s), favorite aesthetics and any extra info on pictures/phrases/etc of things that you *do not* want !

•For match up requests, we might need a general description of you, can be looks or personality or both, if comfortable you can send in a picture of yourself!

☆We are super excited for this event! I think Jay's post for this is a little more informational than mine so check out hers over on @simpfortetsu !