#>:((( makes me very upset bc !!! sbsjsbsk its !!!! >:(
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RANT AHEAD I NEED TO GET OUT MY EXCITED ENERY AKSVKSSVKSVSKDBDK
okay okay okay
cm is a piano exam you take to level up for piano (you get like certificates so it kinda like makes you leveling up a Thing) and i took mine before march started and!!
I DID REALLY GOOD!!!!! um so!!! basically when you take the cm the Highest thing you can earn out of it is playing at a convention!! that lets students play (1) song to recognize how amazing they did and- I GOT IT????????? shsjdvsks im so- AHH I GOT THE NEWS LIKE 2 HOURS AGO BUT IM STILL!!! you need to get like good and excellents on your cm and i did ? somehow??? so!!! out All of my teacher’s students only (2) got it (including me!!! AJSVKDVSJD) and!! omg!!! my evaluator really really liked my pieces and she said that she went rlly easy on my sight reading bc she wanted me to play at the convention AHHHH!!!! her exact last words on her notes to my teacher are: “Ask her to keep working :)” OH MY GODDDD !!!! she said a lot of pieces (i had 4! so id say like all of them i think?) had really good musicality!!! and Morning Bell!!! ( @blueseakelp reposted my post of it if you wanna check it out! (god i love ash so much literally-)) is the song ill submit to the um convention!! (its online and in July!!!) um what else? idk she said ‘i enjoyed your performance’ more than once which just- AHHHH i genuinely Cant believe i got? into it (AND ITS CALLED THE ‘mtac state convention’ HOW IMPORTANT DOES THAT SOUND!!!???? THATS SO COOL) and !! idk im just!! omgomgomg!!!! aksvksvsjd im just really really excited hahaha!!! AHHH!!! *i* got the highest thing a person can get out of cm?? HOW !!! this is Really incomprehensible but im just really Really excited bc? its like a really fancy? thing and *I was chosen to be in it* ???? HOW????????? im just really!!! ah im really happy i got into it!!!! okay okay i think thats it? im just !!! really !!!!! AH!!! I ACTUALLY GOT IT? okay okay bye guys!! ilyall and i hope youre all doing lovely 💛💜💚🫂
#sad here bc i also need to rant abt parents >:(#father dearest didnt even congratulate me or my sister literally wtff#HE LITERSLLY J U S T TOLD ME TO CHECK MY TEST AND WUIZ GRADE SINCE I SAID THEY DIDNT GO WELL#NO CONGRATULATIONS AT A L L#>:((( makes me very upset bc !!! sbsjsbsk its !!!! >:(#and mother dearest is more suprised with my sister passing than me getting into the convention like- she was talking abt my sister more than#me and like- Seriously?????#pain and fucking suffering#but i dint give a shit i did good and i dont need my parents to be nice to me.#>:(#anyways!!! im really happy with myself like !!! ahhh go me!!!#i love you guys! bye bye <3
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