#> put those heart eyes away oh BROTHER. we cant let ppl know we have FEELINGS. šššš«£š«£
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thinkin bout toji n cho gettin involved in my regular life like dnd or whatever aeuegegegehegeh
#jupiter.speaks#ā¤ļø.toji#> bc of how eamonn is an si. i place him in my everyday too lately lets go copin yaippee#> but all that to say. toji helpin setup dnd. he refuses to play bc he says its too nerdy for him but actlly hes just worried abt scarin em#> as in my friends off hes like. okay enjoy ur session :3 goes to the gym n pretends like hes not wishin we could b nappin together#> do u know what i mean like. not in a bad way. in a wish we could spend always 2gther#> same for cho except!!! fully believe he would try n take part#> he doesnt get it at all n he has to sit in on a few sessions. tries v hard to roleplay tho n likes to absorb all the rules.#> omg cho totally rules lawyers. he does. š later is like. are u mad at me. no never!!!!#> but he'd make a really serious character. is like how can i make ur character like mine. no i dont have one im dm sweetheart#> oh š can u be my god then š#> WHATEVERRRR GETTIN AHSBDJDNJ AHABBD#> put those heart eyes away oh BROTHER. we cant let ppl know we have FEELINGS. šššš«£š«£
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this is highkey like a month late (i mean wbk im a chronic scatterbrain procrastinator) and sheās thicccc but without further ado. my skam s4 thoughts.
I first just want to say a couple things: im not a muslim woc so my thoughts on s4 donāt hold as much value as those of a muslim, woc, or a muslim woc. I also donāt know to what degree sanaās representation was true to real life. I made an effort to look for posts from muslim woc on sanaās season but to no real avail, especially given itās been two years since skam ended and a lot of blogs have deactivated, changed urls, or posts have become buried :( [if you know of any good posts regarding sanaās season please lmk!]. from what I can recall in 2017, there were mixed opinions on s4 with most being upset (or at least disappointed) with the ultimate execution of sanaās storyline and I agree w that. while s4 means so much to me and has a really special place in my heart, I do 100% acknowledge its flaws. ok!!!!!! lets get into itš¤
ep1 -as much as I wished isak stayed in kollektivet Iām glad he and even had a rlly sweet happy time this entire season. also evak making their friends move all their furniture while they whisper romantic shit to each other and makeout? peak comedy -you fuckin wish!!! -sana is the one to sayĀ āof course you should tell noora about williamā.. she Knew and still takes the fall for it :( -this opening clip is such a jarring shift into sanaās pov!! e.g. while easy to overlook in previous seasons, sanaās exclusion from the girls is glaringly obvious once weāre looking through her eyes -adding onto that! sana is the friend who notices everyone else- sheās so observant, which hurts even more when you notice her friends donāt do the same (except mayhaps chris- in my heart of hearts I know chris is also the friend who notices and goes unnoticed, but unfortunately we donāt get enough of her and sanaās relationship this season to fully see that) -yousef and the balloon squadās entrance.... ICONIC! also I cant believe for 2 seasons they presented those dickbag nissen 97s as the be all end all of hot amazing boys when the bakka third years were RIGHT THERE like,, the penetrators vs. balloon squad + even? no contest maāam -also! itās so interesting that we literally had no idea sana had a brother, or that yousef etc existed until now? itās as if she has a whole private world at home, separate from her friends and nissen (and I think a theme of this season is those two worlds merging) -im obsessed w the yousana train scene but yousef being the only one who notices sana standing off to the side? ;-; -fy faen is such a stunning clip oh my god. when sana leaves to pray? possibly my favourite skam scene ever. itās exquisite.Ā -sana is so cute and awkward squeezing thru the crowd shsdhgfhshdf I LOVE her love her -the last shot on yousef and noora... oh my GOD oh my god bc like. being that friend who never ever tells your real feelings or your crushes or is vulnerable with your friends?? and then having to listen to them talk about how good your crush would be with someone else (especially one of ur friends) while ur sitting there silently dying inside? and you donāt say anything since you canāt be vulnerable with your friends and u donāt think u stand a chance anyways so. (in the words of s3 noora. I think sana struck a nerve with the emotional unavailability! abbey r u ok) -this episode is a masterpiece and did such a phenomenal job of both introducing us to sanaās perspective while also touching on a multitude of her struggles AND establishing the themes of the season. plus the cinematography, editing, soundtrack and aesthetic...... o baby. (case in point I deadass just rewatched it after writing this)
ep2 -every shot of sana praying is beautiful (and beautifully edited!!) -sanaās room is usually messy... not smart enough to fully analyze this but Iām sure it means somethingĀ -an interesting contrast of whatās expected of her vs. of elias- I canāt speak for muslim families, but I know even in non-muslim families girls are always held to suchhh a higher standard (source: I have 2 brothers rip) -āif you find immaturity charmingā hilarious bc sana actually does in fact find immaturity charmingĀ -whatās interesting is how noora comes across in sanaās POV- kinda obnoxious, kinda ignorant, seemingly perfect (compared to how noora is portrayed in evaās season, for example) -even is one of those ppl who uses the bill gates argument on why dropping out of school makes u richer sdfhfsjskfjfsd -sana staring down the pepsi max squad. fuck em up. -vilde adding magnus to the groupchat jfkjsjfdjfsfsdkj -isak missing eskild :ā) sidenote I fucking live for isak and sanaās chats this season. theyāre literally my lifeblood like....Ā
ep3 -the kiss me scene god I go FERAL -āyou need to pull it towards you, not push it away. okay?āĀ yall mind if i SCREAM!! YOUSEF!!!!!!!!!! -there rlly is something about seeing sana, who in everyone elseās POV comes off as cold and harsh and stoic, just absolutely meltinggg when she talks w yousef like she doesnāt stop smiling sheās so sweet!!!! ahš„° and yousef is 100% that guy who ppl tell āyour gf is so intimidating and ruthless broā and heās like are yāall talking about sana??????? my baby?? my fuckin cinnamon apple????? -yousefās lil smile watching sana peel carrots. 911 itās me again -vilde and sanaās relationship has a really interesting dynamic bc like.. vilde says ignorant shit to sana while also genuinely looking up to her. and sana is probably the harshest to vilde within the group but itās because she actually values their friendship a lotĀ -IM HURT BECAUSE YOU NEVER REPLIED TO MY MEME -sana pulling 2yr old receipts off the top of her head to defend vilde. god I stan -sana doin research taking notes..... shameful she isnāt canonically a virgo (honestly her and isak both but like-) -sheās so soft and smiley w her mamma awh...Ā āof course he likes you, who doesnāt like you?ā her mamma only knows the real, gentle, beautiful loving sana oh im CRY -even is so kind and loving and thoughtful yall mind if i....... -āyou canāt escape the internet girlā foreshadowing mayhaps?
ep4 -david and ulrikke together are fucking hilarious -nooraās āyouāre lucky you donāt have to think about this stuff, heartbreak and thatā :/ itās not just vilde who says ignorant things to sana! -that being said sana and noora are cute asf in the exper5 scene.. dorky noora rise (omg josefine and her yogurt in the bloopers too sjhfkjdf) -I HANDLE BALLS BETTER THAN YOU -the yousana scene is sooo gorgeous whew...... -I always cry a lil bit (ok a lot) when yousef brings up even. and sana knew too. even sweetie ily :( -sana talking about her religion is beautiful. itās so lovely to learn about how she thinks and sees the world. -yousefās smile watching sana leave like ur kidding right....... -āflawless since 99ā³ is so cringey. itās so cringeyyy -sana usesĀ āsmhā I knew we were soulmates
ep5 -eavesdropping on ur parent/brotherās argument is peak sibling culture -when ur always paranoid but ur always right..... -sanaās green jumpsuit sign me up babey -I really really really love elias and sanaās conversation -u dont even realize how tiny sana is until sheās standing next to isak and even -not finding out why yousef avoided the fight and why he kissed noora will haunt me forever (could we not have expanded more on that instead of noorhelm.......) -the parallel of sana washing isakās blood off her hands vs. her washing her hands during maghrib in episode 1. gotta sit down. -vilde gossiping to the pepsimax girls stings SO bad itās just such a betrayal?:( -āthe other girls seem cool, especially noora! sheās so pretty!ā ok much to unpack here but: sana again comparing herself to noora (who she sees as /perfect/)... sana being written off despite putting so much effort and passion into the russ bus while noora, who has done literally nothing and at best is indifferent to russ, is the one they like the most. disgusteng -love will tear us apart.. bitch..... -sana abt to cry god I canāt -if sana is anything like me (I mean I think she is but jkjjkhsdfhfsd). looking stupid is the absolute worst so like, her sending out emails abt being bus boss when she was actually being lied to? being played? and her beingĀ āparanoidā about sara being shady, but deciding hey maybe im just being crazy? except she wasnāt she was right and she Knew!! and sheās probably thinking how dumb it was for her to get her hopes up, everything always ends badly anyways and no one actually likes her :((((((( -dont rlly know what my feelings are on the fight. im not against it bc isak does have a temper but his apparent motive always seemed weak to me?? and god I feel so bad for even
ep6 -forgot about sana getting bullied in middle school yall mind if I sob?? -sana lying and getting defensive bc itās hard to be vulnerable, or because she hates looking stupid? or both?:( -isak looking up dandelions in his textbook just bc even put one behind his ear. I HATE this man -sanaās dad asking if she had a bad day aw :( -all the boys (and sana) wearing black but yousef wearing white.... what does it mean.............. -the carrots are back goddammit -radio station playing during this scene:Ā āif I have to choose between the just non-muslim and the unjust muslim, without any doubt I would choose the non-muslim who is justā -ISAKāS NOSE SFFJDFJFSDKJSDF -sanaās text about chris Iām going to bawl my eyes out.Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āyeah! looking forward (to going to nissen) but a bit worried. donāt knowĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā anyone else starting there.āĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā (J: new friends?)Ā āyes, at least one of them. I have german with her (chris)Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā and sheās very cool!ā -the contrast of how blunt sana came off when weāre first introduced to her vs. how she was really just excited to make a new friend bc she was scared no one would like her :( especially knowing her past with bullying and how nervous she was to start at nissen? chris baby I LOVE YOU thank u ;-; -also sana keeping 2yr old conversations on her phone... same -sana is honestly too smart and scheming and overthinking for her own good. she has these elaborate plans that more-or-less always get ruined by her being more kind than she gives herself credit for (e.g. wanting to protect vilde in s1, clearing isakās name in s4) -everyone in skam texts back so fast smh -chris calling sanaĀ āsonicā...... a moment please -I cannot watch the sana/evak apartment scene without thinking of the bloopers and losing it lmfaoooo.. āthis is where we live. just come inā -ik itās based off fanart but there is little I hate more than their matching outfitsĀ -āremember youāre both geniuses!ā š„ŗevenĀ -once again isak studying is uhhhh me -Ā āyouāre a good personā yall i love isak i really do. he puts his foot in his mouth pretty often and doesnāt have a great brain-to-mouth filter and he can be awkward and rambly and blunt and unsure of what to say in emotional situations but also? heās so genuine. itās just his honest thoughts and he says it bc he cares about sana and knows she needs to hear it!! -į¶ įµįµāæ įµįµįµāæ -sanaās inner turmoil.. thank u iman for inventing acting (ik I havenāt mentioned it much yet but god iman is SUCH a phenomenal actor I owe her my life) -LETS GO BITCHES
ep7 -sana crying silently in her room breaks my fucking heart (IMAN!!!!)Ā -idk how I feel about the instagram plot but sana watching as her plan falls into place and then storming up to sara... pretty bada$$ -āitās creepy it was published but itās more creepy we have a bus boss who talks shit about everyoneā THANK YOU vilde -i love s4 isak thanks -sana and jamillaās chat aw :~) -how awkward do yall think the walk to the bench was lmfao -what sana tells isak is SO powerful and I love it a lot -isak does actually make a good point- the other girls are like that too.Ā -unfortunately I have been in situations isak describes, where you want to learn more about your friendās culture or religion because you care about them and youāre genuinely interested, but you donāt know what questions are okay to ask and you donāt want to sound rude or ignorant, so you ultimately end up asking no questions at all. but I hateĀ that the responsibility is put on sana to constantly educate people bc I cannot imagine how exhausting that must be [[[ok so. I know there are VERY mixed opinions on the bench scene but hereās my dumbass two cents. 1- I genuinely think isak was trying to make sana feel better by attempting to relate to her and pass on advice that really helped him. however, I donāt think isak realized what sana eventually told him- that her experience wearing the hijab is a lot different than isakās experience as a gay man.Ā do I agree with everything isak said? nooo. do I understand why he said it? yeah. 2- it was not isakās place to tell sana norwegians arenāt racist, or not to look for racism in questions. I think thereās some truth to ppl often just being ignorant, and he does add that there are probably a lot of racist people in Norway, but yeah. not great. 3- in conclusion I think while isak shared someĀ meaningful advice w sana, he put his foot in his mouth too and said some stupid shit. im not trying to defend that. I will add, though: a.Ā we actually do see some growth on isakās part. when he and even are yelled at on the street, thatās the moment it clicks for him that oh shit,Ā thisĀ is what sana was talking about. this is what she has to experience? and thatās why he texts noora, āin the speech for sana, you have to include how insanely strong she is. I donāt think many people understand how much bullshit she has to takeā and b. isakās (bad) advice ofĀ ānot looking for the racism in thingsā is ultimately contrasted by yousef (a moc who lived most of his life as a muslim) suggesting instead to show people what islam really is. and thatās so much more meaningful. I think the root of a lot of the issues isak brought up- i.e. ignorance- is a general lack of education, representation, or effort by non-muslim people to seek out information themselves. so sana leading by example and showing what it means to her to be muslim is so much more powerful.]]] -ššš!Ā -BEST BUDS š„ŗ
ep8 -haper du har plass weaving in and out of this episode until the chorus finally breaks when the los losers van shows up...... miss julie š -oh my god the pictures. im a fucking MESS bc theyāre not only significant to the scene and to sana but also like,, as part of our goodbye to the girls?? -the balloon squad and even :( while the timeline of them reconciling within just this week is kinda wack, seeing even back with his friends looking so happy makes my heart uwu so iāll allow it just this once -evaās message to vilde about her and magnus being able to trust each other w/o reading their texts... growth or irony -chris is such a phenomenal friend (and this is why I wanted more of her in s4!!) -sanaās phonecall to the girls breaks my fucking heart bc like. right off the bat sheās finally being vulnerable with them?? telling them about her fears and insecurities and struggles? typing this im gonna start crying lol but god I love her so much. sheās so brave and she put all that on the line bc all she really cares about are her friends, she loves them SO much even if (she thinks) they donāt love her back -lowkey sobbed so hard during the haper du har plass clip I almost threw up and it gave me a headache :)Ā -anyways this is one of my favourite skam clips and god just. the moment you hear the girls calling for sana??? I LOSE it. when sana just starts BEAMING omgš¤§ the girls love sana and support her and if you fuck with sana you fuck with us!!!!!! god. cannot articulate how dear to my heart this scene is. -haper du har plass feels like the end of the episode and the party clip is kinda just tacked on but I love how happy everyone is!! theyāre all drinking champagne (who taught isak how to hold things) and dancing and smilingggg š -yousana rise!!!!!!!!Ā -ok donāt get me wrong I hate william for crashing the party but their entrance slow-mo kinda slaps.... also sana popping up in between noorhelm SENDS me
ep9 -this is the point in the season where the amount of time dedicated to noorhelm is beyond beyond beyond significantly damaging to the story. this is sanaās last episode!! instead of having them makeout in front of williamās car for 20 minutes mayhaps we couldāve had a conversation between the girls and sana, or with her brother (if they had continued the elias alcoholism plotline rip), or maybe even with jamilla or her mamma? like I donāt care at ALL about noora or william. give me anything else. ple a s e -what makes skam scenes so brilliant is their quiet moments!! julie let the scene breathe. not everything needs a tacky song playing over top. -Iāve said this abt like twenty clips now but MAGHRIB. oh my GOD. an absolute masterpiece and definitely tied for my all time favourite skam clip. canāt rlly put into words how stunning it is. & I love sana and yousefās conversation so much. -āof course I brought food! my name is yousef!ā mr. acar youāre the only man I trust
ep10 -as much as my heart yearns for 10 sana episodes I think splitting up the last episode of skam into individual POV clips for different characters was brilliant and such a poignant way to say goodbye :( -okay donāt think about what sana couldāve written in her texts to everyone or ur heart will go sicko mode -I wonāt write anything abt this ep since Iāve already written too much but like.. (elias shouldāve gotten a clip instead of william. pchris can stay because his clip was funny but heās on thin fuckin ice) -kjaere sana was such a beautiful way to say goodbye to skam. so yeah. bye skam. i miss you.Ā
overall āIām not really sure why (possibly a lethal combination of my undying love for sana bakkoush, how much I relate to her, this but my ass was crying EVERY single episode of season 4...... F āIām obsessed with s4ā²s aesthetic. imo the best editing, soundtrack and cinematography of any season!!!! julie is so talented at making each season feel distinct- to me, sanaās season is cool, vibrant colours (aka the late-night sunset aesthetic- gabie i hear u laughing shut up), crisp electronic/pop music and rap, ethereal city nights..... also sana has the best style of any skam character it had to be said āsanaās growth! seeing her open up and be honest and vulnerable with the girls during that phone call. sana sending all of her friends literally the sweetest messages of how much they mean to her and how much she values their relationship. sana being the (MUCH) bigger person and making amends with sara, ingrid etc. I love her so much :ā((( āIāve thought a lot about what I would change in season 4 and honestly? im a mf scatterbrain and have no real, structured ideas. my biggest issue is too much noora. dream s4 would be william staying in london and noora being happy on her own (but not rly on her own bc she has the girls and kollektivet!). as :/ as I am about the noora/yousef plotline, Iām not really sure what Iād do to replace the yousana conflict in ep5. maybe involving elias, or the balloon squad and even? related to that- in lieu of all the noora/noorhelm screentime, I would so much rather have a follow-up plot to eliasās drinking problem bc it was kinda just dropped? at the very least, the william clip shouldāve been eliasās. I also would've killed for more one-on-one scenes with chris (even vilde or eva!), jamilla, even, members of the balloon squad... there are so many interesting stories that couldāve been explored instead of going down the noorhelm rabbithole again. furthermore, I feel like the social media plot was a bit... weak?Ā again Iāve tried thinking of what I wouldāve done instead (while also keeping the haper du har plass clip, yāall can pry that one from my cold dead hands) to little avail. what especially threw me about this plotline is that sana did this in s2 to jamilla, fucked up, and it bit her in the ass. I know that she gets irrational when angry but from a storytelling perspective, it seems repetitive. just.. I feel like there couldāve been a more powerful plot in which sana follows the same character arc. another thing I wouldāve loved to see is beyond the los losers van, an apology from the girls to sana. or even just a conversation where they tell her āhey sana, weāre sorry for not paying attention and weāre sorry for being thoughtless/ignorant.ā an apology from vilde about things sheās said in the past wouldāve been <3. even a gesture! the girls order pizza again but this time itās halal, or they make an effort to learn about sanaās religion and culture. I know itās implied through the letter they write for sana, but a final standalone scene wouldāve been so nice.Ā āiāve noticed soo many remakes do this thing where they like.. water down shitty behaviour of their characters. which like- sure. I would love for everyone to be kind and thoughtful and not as horrible as they could be but also... I think thatās the point of skam? to show that people fuck up, but that doesnāt define them as a person. no one is perfect and no one can be thoughtful and considerate and kind all the time. and often these āproblematicā actions are integral to the story- e.g. elias saying stupid comments to isak (related to isakās internalized homophobia and fear of coming out to his friends), the girl squad being ignorant about what sana can eat, etc. so..... your remake is not better because it erased every horrible action every character has done. (nuance.. where r u.........) ādespite its flaws, I will say- the good moments of season 4? ineffable. I think we sometimes forget that julie literally wrote, directed, and I believe (?) assisted w editing and soundtrack too. i cant imagine doing all that under so much pressure, trying to bring so many storylines to a conclusion whilst simultaneously creating a goodbye-season to a show she put her life into the past two years. Iām so fucking appreciative of her. and you know what? all in all julie wrote some pretty damn beautiful episodes and scenes, and you can tell she loves this show just as much as we do. āand honestly this is maybe one reason Iām more wary of watching remake s4ā²s, bc like.. this season meant SO much bc it was the last season of skam. we knew it was the last season. the final episode is more or less a love letter, a goodbye to the show. whereas w some remakes (do i have to say whomst) itsĀ like.. that love isnt there. itās just another season. yknow? in conclusion I miss skam so much :(
ok whew if ur reading this ur a champion but also why did you just read 5k of me rambling about how much I love sana bakkoush??Ā
#not one coherent or intelligent thing is said in the entirety of this post but enjoy#skam#blabbey#clownfest 2019
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Oversharing Time!!!
(i just made that title up thatās not the official title Iām just Like That)
Ok so @frogyellā tagged my main account (I am BLEST) but thatās for Refined Star Trek Content and this oneās for excellent moodboard content and garbage so hereās the garbage!!! Iām putting it under a cut bc it manipulates your brain to want to read through 85 fuckin facts about me more wow I love science
rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people.
1. last drink: Water! off to a great start
2. last phone call: my local Hot Topic. I feel like I should also mention I work there. But if you donāt know that and steal my phone youāll see I have a contact named Hot Topic
3. last text message: Google sent me a verification code, but the last one I sent was to my brother it saysĀ ākā
4. last song you listened to: Itās called The Horror Of Your Love by Ludo, if I had to delete all but one song on my 121-song Best Enemies playlist Iād keep this one itās Peak and kinda has vore but itās metaphorical. metavoreical, if you will
5. time you cried: during my latest EMDR sesh! I was in Wales and everything it was a Lot I got ice cream after
6. dated someone twice?Ā Big No
7. kissed someone and regretted it? Not really?
8. been cheated on? my ex had 16 anime dating sims downloaded at one point while we were dating does that count
9. lost someone special? yea
10. been depressed? hella
11. gotten drunk and thrown up? Iāve been drunk 1 time and it was when I was playing English handbells at my dadās churchās wassail night but I did not throw up no
fave colors
12. Black
13. Lavendar
14. Light blue
in the last year have youā¦
15. made new friends?Ā Hell Yell!!
16. fallen out of love? k i n d a ? ?
17. laughed until you cried? oh absolutely
18. found out someone was talking about you? OH BOY YUP YUP
19. met someone who changed you? yes! she managed to physically alter my hippocampus without touching it how fuckign whack is that
20. found out who your friends are? Itās always the same miraculous group chat
21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list?Ā sure have
general
22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl? I keep it nice and refined so all of them. My old account is another story
23. do you have any pets? one beautiful and talented cat named Moriarty. A good description is sheās got puppy software on cat hardware.
24. do you want to change your name? listen Iāve been through 4.5 of these fuckers, I like Nate, Iām Quite Finished
25. what did you do for your last birthday? invited 2 pals over, I remember one of them suddenly whipped out I Am The Doctor and the Dr Who theme on the piano out of fuckin nowhere and I was likeĀ āDaniel what the hell youāre so talentedā and then I hardcore dissociated the rest of the day
26. what time did you wake up today?Ā 10:00
27. what were you doing at midnight last night? chatting w @houseofoakdownā and also editing my monstrosity of a fanfiction
28. what is something you cant wait for?Ā Going back to school! then I can graduate in my pajamas and eat creamed corn in celebration
30. what are you listening to right now? the same goddamn playlist, this oneās called Battle Cry by The Family Crest, i cri erytiem
31. have you ever talked to a person named tom? probably???
32. something thats getting on your nerves? my brother vaping in the bathroom with the fan on at 12:30am
33. most visited website: tungle dot hell
34. hair color: I started out blonde af now Iām less blonde but still blonde.
35. long or short hair: short
36. do you have a crush on someone: :[] yes
37. what do you like about yourself: iām hella smart, my moodboards are bangin, my writing is cool af, Iām well-hydrated at all times
38. want any piercings? Big No
39. blood type: A+!!!!! thats me!!!!!
40. nicknames: my brother calls me a goon sometimes
41. relationship status:Ā im married to my laptop
42. zodiac: I was born on the last day of Taurus so Iām a definite Taurus/Gemini power combo
43. pronouns: they/them, tho in some places I use he/him bc The Dysphoria got hog wild enough I decided to pretend to be a trans guy so ppl would take me seriously, but Iām moving more towards they/them everywhere now.Ā
44. fave tv shows: Dr Fuck, Sherlock (Iām armed with a pitchfork and an arsenal of beefed up tv & film knowledge come on fight me), DOWNTON ABBEY
45. tattoos:Ā in August I will get a bee on my right arm and probably a Secret Word in Gallifreyan on my left itāll say fuck
46. right or left handed:Ā one time I was bored in grade 10 and tried to make myself ambidextrous but that was a hassle so Iām firmly right handed. Except in archery.
47. ever had surgery: got all 4 wisom teeth out not long ago! I still need to squirt water in my gum holes so I get all the mushy food out :{
48. piercings:Ā I used to have my ears pierced but theyāre grown tf over now!
49. sport: first of all what the hell is this question looking for second of all I have a red belt (which is 2 below black belt) in Taekwondo. I really need to do that again hhhhhh
50. vacation:Ā i went to England and France in the summer with my family as aĀ āāāgrad tripāāā, it was lots of fun but my collection of sensory issues extended to chomping and I dissociated so intensely in The Louvre my mom told me to go back outside so I wrote fanfiction while listening to 21 Pilots and chatting w my imaginary friends and it took me like 18 hours to process Iād seen The Mona Lisa with mine own 2 eyes. Also the plane was delayed twice bc we used Air Canada for some godforsaken reason and I had 0 hours of sleep when I went to the Sherlock Holmes museum and I started talkin to this bust of Sherlock Holmes and then I hadnāt eaten enough and we were walking to this bookstore and I saidĀ āI need food!ā and my dad saidĀ āWeāll get it AFTERā then I shoutedĀ āIāM GONNA DIEā so I got a BLT from Tesco.Ā
51. trainers:Ā h
more general
52. eating: the last thing I ate was chocolate chips straight out of the bag
53. drinking:Ā I got another cup of water
54. im about to watch:Ā my entire fanfiction to take 3000 notes on consistency. and by watch I mean read
55. waiting for: my brother (not vaping) to get out of the bathroom so I can PEE
56. want: Orphan Black to be on Netflix so I can actually binge watch it then call my grandma about it
57. get married: idk I didnāt think I was a get married person but since realizing Iām a lesbian it seems like a good idea!
58. career: nurse and a writer. I might just move to London and work double time to write enough scripts I have some street cred then pitch a TV adaptation of Faction Paradox to the BBC and win
which is better
59. hugs or kisses: hugs bc it means my friends are in my vicinity not Toronto
60. lips or eyes: uh. eyes???????????
61. shorter or taller: iām 5ā²3ā³ and I would love a tol partner
62. older or younger: i donāt think I care
63. nice arms or stomach: what fresh hell does this mean. Iād like a nice stomach free of gastrointestinal issues and acid reflux. not that I have either of those but just in case
64. hookup or relationship: I have 300 many self-esteem issues so imma say relationship
65. troublemaker or hesitant: AU where I donāt have anxiety and Iām a trouble maker
have you ever
66. kissed a stranger: noop
67. drank hard liquor: I PUT RUM IN THE WASSAIL HELL YEAH also once someone bought me a shot at a queer dance thing bc it was payday and my friend told me to gulp the WHOLE SHOT and then the lemonade so I donāt barf and I was likeĀ ābrah this is too high-stakesā so I poured the vodka in the lemonade and took sips and everyone stared at me
68. lost glasses: in grade 6 and then my mom threatened to make me wear one of those granny glasses chains so I never lost them again
69. turned someone down: ya this kid Cyrus used to chase me around in grade 5 and Iād run away always he was weird af one time he made out with a folder right in front of me in the middle of class
70. sex on first date: probs not at this point but Iām not opposed to the general idea when Iām less w h a c k e dĀ u p
71. broken someones heart: Not that I know of?
72. had your heart broken: c o n s i s t e n t l y in the most fricked up ways god
73. been arrested: no but once I booed at the police bc the local nazis (yeah) were gonna have a rally so we had a counter-rally and I dropped in but there were no nazis except one old dude in a MAGA hat showed up 2 hours late lmao
74. cried when someone died: oui
75. fallen for a friend: Big Lesbian Mood
do you believe in
76. yourself: YA BB
77. miracles: not as such
78. love at first sight: nah
79. santa claus: I wasnāt allowed to believe in Santa as a child bc he wasĀ ātoo much like Godā sad
80. kiss on a first date: ye!
81. angels: big no
other
82. best friendās name: I donāt exactly have a proper best friend but Iām goin with Liam
83. eye colour: blue/grey
84. fave movie: either The Force Awakens (bc I love bb8 and Iām gay 4 Rey) or Interstellar shut up
85. fave actor:Ā uh idk letās go with my brother
WOW THAT WAS LONG JEEš
±ļøUS. Iām tagging @houseofoakdown @spoonietimelordy @gemvictorfromtheponyverse @spockswhales @raesand and that exhausts the ppl I know but youāre all worth quadruple in my heartĀ š
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