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zemnarihah · 2 years ago

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i literally NEED to get my nostrils pierced but like i have this thing where i want all my piercings to be symmetrical so im like well i cant get them one at a time but also i know its a pretty painful piercing and it hurts more to get two at once and also the healing could be hard bc i sleep on my side so one side will always be getting bumped but it will bug me literally so much if i only have one side done augh

#i think im waiting a little bit anyway partly bc it will be the most extreme thing i have done in terms of my look since i got my septum #done and i think my parents will be weird abt it. which is crazy to be concerned abt that lol but deep down i am still scared of conflict #w them even as an adult #and also they are going to be helping pay for the rest of my school when i inevitably run out of my savings and im like on their insurance #and stuff so i dont want to make them too mad.honestly i dont think they would like cut me off over smth like that but still.#maybe i should just do it gradually. i could tell them i like took my septum out in favor of a nostril ring and just flip it up and that #would be less extreme. hm #idkkkkk its dumb. i hate this i feel like a highschooler why cant i just look how i wanna look #i am going to get my tragus done pretty soon bc i want to add to my ears. so thats fine i think ears are free game #zem diary #<instating this tag for posts like this that are just like personal ramblings so feel free to blacklist it

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