#<- tagging her bc i am vaguing about her HAHAHAHA

[moe-broey]

Also. Hey. 👁️👁️

(from when I was going through Paralogues a while back, I personally thought this duo was stupid/didn't make any sense at first glance but....... rotating these lines in my fucking brain. What did they mean by this 🧍)

[thisisbabalabashamalamadingdong]

Get To Know Me Tag

I'm trying to post this for the fifth time I really hate Tumblr

Tagged by the amazing @whenyoujustwannawrite follow her if you like some Fine Writing™

Rules: Answer and tag people you want to get to know better.

Name: Deniz, I also go with Your Local Mermaid

Gender: Tbh cis female but I was prettty sure I was "%80 a boy" between the ages 7-12 so that's a fun(!) story of how I became so obsessed with fucking gender norms over

Star Sign: Cancer. God, if you're out there, thanks for the irony

Height: 165 cm and I'm stuck here

Time: is an illusion you fuck

Birthday: 4th of July

Favorite Bands: Haven't had a list since I stopped being a Full Time Emo lol but I'm into Nouvelle Vague again these days

Favorite Solo Artists: Can anyone actually decide these stuff? Bc congrats eh but MIKA is one of my fave people and singers in the world check him out

Songs Stuck In My Head: shit ok yesterday I was really tired of studying and kinda sad I guess or at least pissed of lol so I opened my musics to shuffle and suddenly I saw All Is Well (Aal Iz Well??) (from 3 Idiots) I downloaded it way long ago when I first watched it and idk I listened to it for the first time in a long while and it felt sO good I stg it was amazing and it's been in my head for two days and it's just sad bc I can't fuckin sing it properly and I need to rewatch it but my computer's crapped its pants again

Last Movie I Watched: Call Me By Your Name. I'm not sure I'll be able to eat a peach again but it is sO worth it

Last TV Show I Watched: Rewatched a few episodes of House MD

What I Post: Literally anything?? Memes, occasional depressive shit, occasional positive shit, deepish stuff and sometimes if my brain is functional (or not) enough, poemish things. I'm your local dashboard blog.

Last Thing I Googled: isopropyl alcohol

Do I Get Asks?: Nopity nope

Why My URL?: When I first signed up I was actually 12 and knew nothing about Tumblr accept the pages on Facebook that post screenshots of funny posts and memes and my URL, at first, was something with my name I guess something shit and I loved how people had very funny (and inappropriate, thanks 12 year old brain) URLs. I have l idea how I thought of this one I really don't remember but I still love it so much I can find out who My People are (it's a quote from Suite Life with Zack&Cody)

Following Blogs: HAHAHAHA I JUST CHECKED AND IT'S 1175 ok I guess I haven't unfollowed literally anyone?? since I signed up I'M TOO LAZY FLR AN UNFOLLOWING SPREE

Followers: 3 Peaches Worth

Favorite Colors: Dark and slightly shiny space purple but also matte and dark purple and nearly every shade of blue and I used to hate pink but I'm into very very soft pink these days

Hours of Sleep: Usually 5 I swear I'm gonna die from sleep deprivation someday

Lucky Number: I could never understand how people chose these and I actually don't have one

But also 7

Instruments: vocals and piano (not very good at singing but that doesn't prevent me from singing everywhere and all the time)

What I’m Wearing: pjs it's 1.30 am ffs

How Many Blankets I Sleep With:1

Dream Job: idk what you humans mean as a proper job but I really want to be a writer

Dream Trip: used to be London now I'm not sure but France probably and London

Favorite Foods: Meat. Just any good recipe that involves well cooked meat and a nice sauce

Or just kebab

Nationality: Turkish

Favorite Song At The Moment: Visions Of Gideon - Sufjan Stevens (from CMBYN)

Languages I Speak: Turkish, English, a few years of German classes in school did no good, and a little bit a little bit of French I taught myself

I'm tagging: @tra-la-laaa @hicmicikiptagelesingelmiyor @dcswoop @thenightwhispers @happymealsandsolangelo @arkakoltuktaunutulankiz

[celestialriptide]

taggy q’s!

Thank you my dear @commodorecliche for tagging me!

The rules: Answer these 85 q’s then tag some peeps!

I’m not sure who to tag, so I’ll just go with @ideal-mina and @viktorthicciforov and @authordrive and leave it at that for now

THE LAST 1. DRINK: sweet tea 2. PHONE CALL: the jakester/close friend 3. TEXT MESSAGE: maribae. check her outtttttt atttttt >>> :) :) :) @viktorthicciforov :) :) :) 4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: THIS BEAUTIFUL PIECE OF ART yall probably think im joking 5. TIME YOU CRIED: i dunno honestly i cry a lot 6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: i dont think ive technically dated anyone more than once 7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: ehh 8. BEEN CHEATED ON: Yes. 9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: Yeah. 10. BEEN DEPRESSED: um yes, i have depression  11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: oh of course 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS 12. purple 13. blue 14. red IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU 15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: yupperooskies 16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: unfortunately. 17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: i think so 18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: ooooooh yeah, man. 19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: not particularly 20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: not really no 21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: i have not kissed someone in almost two years.

GENERAL 22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: like most of them. all except like 15? and even them i’ve known for 7 years. 23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: i live with five chihuahuas: Sasha, Clifford, Mika, Nora and Navi 24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: yupp i’d love to see Ryn on my legal docs 25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY: i worked a 10 hour shift :) and then died :) im still bitter :) she wouldn’t let me leave :) because she bought a cake :) and didnt want it brought in until nearly :) 8pm :) even tho i had been there since 9 :) with no break :) on my fucking :) birthday :) 26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP: uhhhhhhhh like 1pm lmao 27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: i have the vague idea that i was reading, but i dont remember 11:30-1:15 28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: the void h a l l o w e e n 29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: couple of hours ago, i still live at home 31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: the call of the void the ambient noise of living on a military base 32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: yeah, i think he died a few years ago. i miss him. 33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: being unemployed, living at home, not being independent, my mental state, lots of things 34. MOST VISITED WEBSITE: i would say tumblr, but it’s ao3. 35. HAIR COLOUR: im a bleach blond, with brown roots bc im lazy and dont feel like upkeep 36. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: short, but still longer than i like 37. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: subtly screams: MARIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII 38. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: mnyeh. nothing really i reckon 39. PIERCINGS: i’ve got a standard tongue piercing, a monroe, right nostril, and then i’ve got 7/16th plugs 40. BLOOD TYPE: i honestly dont heckin know my guy 41. NICKNAME: uhm. void and, uh, vore. lmao. there’s probably more but these are the ones i see daily. 42. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: a single useless pringle, i think? i dont think im dating anyone, maybe 43. ZODIAC: im keith (scorpio power yall) 44. PRONOUNS: he/him pls pls pls 45. FAVOURITE TV SHOW: got that VLD and Rick & Morty grind yall GoT doesnt count its just part of my life at this point 46. TATTOOS: 3ish. This swirly star neverland skully thing on my left foot, a bird on my right shoulder, mars/moon/stars on my left wrist that matches my mother and oldest younger brother, and vaguelly some blotches of color on my right foot that dont count anymore because you cant really see them unless you Know. 47. RIGHT OR LEFT HANDED: right handed, left hand can be used for some things. 48. SURGERY: galbladder, tonsils/adnoids, and wisdom teeth.

50. SPORT: i’ve never been a sport but i always enjoyed the idea of playing volleyball. 51. VACATION: all my vacations are home. @ tennessee whats good i miss you  52. PAIR OF TRAINERS: idk like the only shoes i own rn are like vans MORE GENERAL 53. EATING: i nothing atm, but i do love eating. 54. DRINKING: sweet tea 55. I’M ABOUT TO: bounce between writing some more and playing overwatch 56. WAITING FOR: the void to take me a job 57. WANT: to enter the void to take my longboard out, but it’s too hilly here and im still new 58. GET MARRIED: one day probably i like the idea of proposing to someone.

WHICH IS BETTER: 60. HUGS OR KISSES: meh. idk. depends on who i guess 61. LIPS OR EYES: can i get a uhhhhh b o t h 62. SHORTER OR TALLER: meh 63. OLDER OR YOUNGER: either or 64. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: i am a slut for some nice arms 65. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: idk. 66. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: little bit of both. im hesitantly a troublemaker. HAVE YOU EVER: 67. KISSED A STRANGER: neh. 68. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: ooohyes. 69. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: i lost 6 months worth of contacts once 70. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: yesssssss 71. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: does it count if it wasnt a date at all, just hanging out that ended up there bc yes? but we didnt have a date so 72. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: idk maybe probably wait yeah sorry 73. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: ahahahaha yea 74. BEEN ARRESTED: nopers 75. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: vaguely. the concept of death is something that vaguely affects me. i generally end up crying a few months after the death, if at all 76. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: ye DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 77. YOURSELF: meh 78. MIRACLES: not exactly 79. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: lust, yes. love, no. 80. SANTA CLAUS: i believe that there was probably once a man that sparked the legend but santa as the current urban myth is a m y t h 81. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: sure 82. ANGELS: in a way. OTHER: 84. EYE COLOUR: hazel 85. FAVOURITE MOVIE: donnie darko or howls moving caste