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inactivesimblrr · 6 years ago

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get to know me tag!

tagged by @literalite (thank u lamer clone!) n im not tagging anyone bc.............. every1 i think i know has already been tagged so thats calm, there r 125 questions below!

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Pat[REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED]

2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? pat

3. BIRTHDAY? 23rd of nov!!!!! <3 (2001)

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK SERIES? hmhmhnnnn,,,,, lotr, the hobbit, harry potter, anything from the grishaverse,,, idk man i like books a lot,,, the raven cycle,,, hnmgmg,,

5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS OR GHOSTS? aliens 100% i believe in them! ghosts? i mean... i half kind of do half dont but my kind of ghost aint the same as the usual idea of a ghost yanno? mine r nicer <3

6. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? leigh bardugo, tolkien, i would say j.k rowling but shes trash! her books r good tho ://

7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION? ??? idk so im gon pretend this means podcast and in that case im listening to the black tapes rn!

8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING? matcha or strawberry!!!!!!

9. WHAT WORD WOULD YOU USE OFTEN TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING GREAT OR WONDERFUL? thats swag (i began using it ironically but now i cant stop)

10. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONG? uhhh eve or the wonderful world by mark joshua! orrr shiloh by little chief!!

11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD? grinned

12. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO? walking back to georgia by jim croce

13. WHAT TV SHOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR EVERYBODY TO WATCH? honestly.... drop dead diva... im sorry.... but tbh i dont watch tv all that often!! ACTUALLUY HECK i would def recommend merlin the bbc tv series and ofc sherlock the tv series but keep in mind both those recs will rip out your heart MULTIPLE times,

14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TO WATCH WHEN YOU’RE FEELING DOWN? .......... im down all the time lolol but tbh all the harry potter films + the 1st fantastic beasts movie, all the lotr films and all the hobbit films AND sherlock both the rdj and jude law films and then the bbc sherlock christmas special the abominable bride

15. DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? yah! my all time favourite game is tes oblivion!! it has been my fav since i was 6!

16. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? my life not working out the way i want to!! i want my life to be happy and long and spent with the people i love and not having 2 worry abt money or health!!!

17. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? i think maybe my ability to find everything funny??

18. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? my temper is beyond vicious honestly like im not kidding my temper is.... disgusting

19. DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS BETTER? birds

20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? winter

21. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP? nah!

22. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU MISS FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD? im still a kid im only 17!!! and uh,, i miss the innocence!! i miss being oblivious!!

23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? i dont have one!

24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? brownn w/ a bit of green!

25. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? dark brown!

26. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE? my parents and my family!

27. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU TRUST? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

28. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? jude law, sebastian stan, emma stone

29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXCITED ABOUT/FOR SOMETHING? back to school shopping!! also i get to eat fried chicken and cheesecake tonight because even tho my birthday was yesterday im celebrating it today!!!!

30. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST OBSESSION? stationery??? video games?? FOOD??

31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? jane and the dragon!

32. WHO OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER CAN YOU TELL ANYTHING TO, IF ANYONE? i dont know what a male is sorry

33. ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? a baby bit only

34. DO YOU HAVE ANY UNUSUAL PHOBIAS? n’aw i dont think so!

35. DO YOU PREFER TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA OR BEHIND IT? i mean... if i weren’t as ugly as i am id love to be in front of a camera doing fun acting stuff or whatnot! but bc i am ugly im usually behind the camera + i do film at school!

36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? lettering/calligraphy!

37. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? what if its us by becky abertalli + adam silvera (its so cute but the ending was.... not satisfactory...)

38. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? fantastic beasts the crimes of grindelwald!!!

39. WHAT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? used 2 play piano, accordion, and violin! but i dont do tht anymore!

40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL? bird!!

41. WHAT ARE YOUR TOP 5 FAVORITE TUMBLR BLOGS THAT YOU FOLLOW? too many 2 pick from !!! im srry!

42. WHAT SUPERPOWER DO YOU WISH YOU HAD? gdgs all of them!!!!! maybe the power to warp reality bc i could do anything then?? a reality where im married to jude law or emma stone? done, a reality where i have all the powers in the world? done

43. WHEN AND WHERE DO YOU FEEL MOST AT PEACE? a cliff somewhere where its cold and the water is vicious underneath!

44. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? babies, animals, happy couples, pregnant people, old people, a lot of things really!

45. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? i used 2 do karate but now i dont do sports!

46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? idfsng idk! strawberry milkshake maybe?? matcha boba??? milk!!

47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A HAND-WRITTEN LETTER OR NOTE TO SOMEBODY? last week!!! i love handwriting!

48. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? nah!

49. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? ppl who r rude for no reason and also ppl at school who just pick on other ppl for no reason looking at you rahni teagan and the other f*ckheads!!! hope u die literally i know thats a horrible thing to say but you all deserve it

50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? i went to two twenty one pilot concerts!! the first one was in the forum in melbourne and then the other one was a few years or one year later and it was in a sold out stadium!! both were in the mosh! and then idk if this counts as a concert but i went to and did the meet and greet for dan and phil’s first tour! i dont like them anymore tho ! ://

51. ARE YOU VEGAN/VEGETARIAN? no way in HELL!!!!

52. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? a lot of things!!! famous actress, spy, war general, prime minister, pro wrestler, explorer, cartographer, filmmaker, architect, interior designer, dragon, PIRATE

53. WHAT FICTIONAL WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? i know this is a bad idea but honestly the harry potter universe PROVIDED i had magic!! bc like,,, yah

54. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT? a lot of things! my future mainly lol :(

55. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? no but i gotta say sometimes in the middle of the night when i wake up and the undefined shape my clothes sitting on my desk chair looks like That i get a bit worried yanno it looks like a demon im not gonna lie

56. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? ya but i dont htink im any good at it!

57. HAVE YOU EVER SKIPPED SCHOOL? only due to sickness, funerals, or holidays!

58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE ON THE PLANET? my house! OR the cliffs of moher :o)

59. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? in some old old old european castle in the middle of nowhere on a mountain and next to the sea

60. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? nuu :( but i do feed a lot of birds that come to my house and ive named them and love them even if the lorikeets dont love me back which is fine!!!! :(

61. ARE YOU MORE OF AN EARLY BIRD OR A NIGHT OWL? early bird i guess

62. DO YOU LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS BETTER? sunsets??

63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DRIVE? yes! but i dont have my full lisence only my learner’s permit!!

64. DO YOU PREFER EARBUDS OR HEADPHONES? headphones (noise cancelling!!)

65. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? yup!! they were green!!

66. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC? soft rock, indie folk, indie-everything mainly except for indie-rock,,, country music dont hate my i love country music as long as its certain country music!! aint having none of this keith urban rubbish in my house!! we only listen 2 the james taylor brand of country music in this house!!! so i guess country folk. folk music in general is my jam!!! i love ballads as well and ofc blues!! theres so many more jbdsgjbas but i cant possibly list all of it!!!

67. WHO IS YOUR HERO? the idea of me living out the future i want if that makes sense!

68. DO YOU READ COMIC BOOKS? yah!!

69. WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST ANGRY? a lot of things honestly!!!! 2 many to list im really passionate!

70. DO YOU PREFER TO READ ON AN ELECTRONIC DEVICE OR WITH A REAL BOOK? real book but i read more on electronic devices bc its easy and i dont have to worry about lights !!

71. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? idk!!!!!!!! maybe history!

72. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? nup!! im an only child thanK GOD

73. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? movie tickets to crimes against grindelwald last night!!

74. HOW TALL ARE YOU? i think im like 176cm??

75. CAN YOU COOK? only if i have a recipe! but i can make really good drinks (non alcoholic ofc!!)

76. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU LOVE? rainy weather, good literature, my family

77. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU HATE? hubris, wrath, pococurantism

78. DO YOU HAVE MORE FEMALE FRIENDS OR MORE MALE FRIENDS? female

79. WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION? ?????????? who knows

80. WHERE DO YOU CURRENTLY LIVE? australia!!

81. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED? my group chat

82. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? my birthday yesterday lol

83. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBER? dont want youtube tht much anymore tbh

84. DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE SELFIES? nah

85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE APP? procreate

86. WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT(S) LIKE? incredibly close with both parents but fight with my dad like cats n dogs

87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOREIGN ACCENT? irish or strong strong american or posh english also scottish

88. WHAT IS A PLACE THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO, BUT YOU WANT TO VISIT? israel, republic of ireland, and so many more places like nksgskbgs i cant list them also all the nordic countries

89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 3

90. CAN YOU JUGGLE? no

91. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? nah

92. DO YOU FIND OUTER SPACE OF THE DEEP OCEAN TO BE MORE INTERESTING? both!!!!!!

93. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE A DAREDEVIL? daring in terms of i like to do things that could potentially kill me for the adrenaline rush but not daring in terms of introducing myself to other ppl lol

94. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? nah thank GOD

95. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? oui

96. CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS? non

97. HOW OFTEN DO YOU ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT SOMETHING? ill happily admit i’m wrong provided the other person wasnt a douchebag about it but even then ill admit im wrong! aint no shame in recognising ur wrong ma dude

98. DO YOU PREFER THE FOREST OR THE BEACH? dont like the beach but i love the sea?? so forest i guess bc i dont like sand

99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ADVICE THAT ANYONE HAS EVER GIVEN YOU? "two things stand like stone, kindness in another’s trouble, courage in your own” - adam lindsay gordon

100. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR? an excellent one, but i dislike lying and value honesty so!!

101. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE? ssssss slytherin!

102. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF? ya

103. ARE YOU AN INTROVERT OR AN EXTROVERT? cop out answer here but it depends on the situation

104. DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL/DIARY? yes

105. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES? depends

106. IF YOU FOUND A WALLET FULL OF MONEY ON THE GROUND, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? try and find the owner and track em down but if i cant ill hand it in to the place where it was lost

107. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE CAPABLE OF CHANGE? yes

108. ARE YOU TICKLISH? yes

109. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE? yes

110. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? ears but theyre closed up!!

111. WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER DO YOU WISH WAS REAL? thorin oakenshield

112. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? nah

113. WHAT IS THE BEST DECISION THAT YOU’VE MADE IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? ? idk man

114. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? no, too many bad people are living good lives right now

115. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS? nope! perfect vision here my dude!

116. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? in the future i want 1 child only

117. WHO IS THE SMARTEST PERSON YOU KNOW? my little cousin

118. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MEMORY? a Lot

119. HAVE YOU EVER PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER? a few times only, but i value sleep

120. WHAT COLOR ARE MOST OF YOU CLOTHES? black and green

121. DO YOU LIKE ADVENTURES? hell ya !

122. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV? audience member for the xfactor!

123. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 17

124. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE? “so comes snow after fire, and even dragons have their endings.” -tolkien OR “always seek the giant.”

125. DO YOU PREFER SWEET OR SAVORY FOODS? savoury

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mini-pretzel · 6 years ago

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alright dude yea EVERY NUMBER FOR SWEETHEART ASKS

… what have i signed up for?

//cracks knuckles

grab a juice box, grab a snack.

we’ll be here for a while. what have i gotten myself into

1. Talk about your first love.

oh jesus. i actually recently found my old journal lol

from way back when. 2009 i think? i was 13 or some shit. jesus. ok. so my first love was actually over the internet.

yeah, i know. nowadays we’re spoiled with tinder n shit, but back in 2009, all we had was myspace and msn and i met this fucker on skype.

i was so ahead of my time.

anyway, it was october 25, 2009.

here’s a snippet from my journal entry:

well i met a guy on skype. he’s a month younger cause my b-day is on oct 14 and his is on nov 18. but i don’t mind it.

yoooo i was into younger guys even at 13, jfc hahhaa //kill me jk hmu

and then on the next page hahahhaa omg

december 2, 2009

well me and ___ are no longer together. well we never began. he broke my heart two times already. going in depression. please don’t bother. first love, ha!

omfg damn, two months. yeah, that lasted long. also old me: ur so dramatic lol

also i was a feisty lil fella, jeez.

2. What’s the most beautiful songs you’ve ever heard in your opinion?

this one

3. How’s your heart feeling right now?

a lil stressed. im like, hoping i can get through all of these questions without my computer crashing. pray 4 me.

4. What kind of self care is your favorite to do?

ok, first thing to note, i fucking love self care. like, too much if im honest.

baths with bubbles and nice smelling scents, lotions, a face mask, taking my time with washing my face and hair and putting on the cutest clothes after. also snacks, always snacks.

when im feeling like spending money: massage. full body. best thing ever. i treat myself to it at least once a year for my b-day.

5. What’s your skincare routine?

ok so i just got a new skincare line. it’s from nature republic. i have a cleanser, a toner and a moisturizer. it’s fairly simple (unlike 9 steps in korean ahhahha, but like i’ll probably get there in time) also i have a peel mask that smells like bananas that i put on twice a week to get rid of dead skin cells. oh and sometimes i do korean face masks, too.

6. How did you get to be so beautiful?

answered that q here

7. Do you have any stuffed animals?

NO! //hides them all away

8. Best trip you’ve ever been on?

thailand. my parents took me w/ them on their honeymoon.

lol idek why either. trust me.

i was just there for the swimming, riding elephants, getting food poisoning and downing two banana splits in one afternoon. good times.

9. Favorite thing about your room?

i live in a jungle. but also in an art gallery cause my mom buys paintings online and resells them, but it’s become such a habit for her they are literally EVERYWHEREE I CANNOT.

also sorry mom i keep forgetting to water the GAZILLION plants THAT YOU HAVE MOVED INTO MY ROOM FOR SOME REASON. they’ll be dead by the time ur home. srry ilyyyyy.

also tae hmu if u want some paintings. i got way too many.

10. Opinion on love?

dude. idk. i mean. it’s definitely not something one can describe easily or fully grasp.

im still waiting for my big love to come along, so like, we can talk about that when we get there.

otherwise, i’ll say this quote that i heard in a song:

give your heart, but keep your head.

11. Are you affectionate?

with certain people. im weird.

with some people im like no, don’t touch me pls. i bite and scratch.

and with others you cannot get them out of my death love grip.

12. Who do you look up to?

i look up to bts a lot. they’re doing a lot of good and they’re very respectable artists.

but i also look up to a lot of writers on here because i want to create worlds and writings like them. i won’t tag them cause rip them trying to find why i tagged them in this long ass post haha.

13. Favorite poet?

@psycho-slytherin

lol sorry bae

ur gonna have to scroll to find out why i tagged u. and then go red and yell at me. hahah.

i also like silentium! by Fyodor Tyutchev

also everything by pushkin (esp ‘i loved you’ fuck that one gets me every time). seriously. that man isn’t called the golden poet in our country for nothing.

i actually don’t read a lot of poetry nowadays unless its my own or my friends’

but im open to recommendations

14. Song that makes you happy? How about one that calms you down when you’re in a bad place?

answered here!

15. Do you play an instrument?

lol no. i was almost taught the piano (lol rip me, i wanna kill my younger lazy ass self) and i dabbled into learning the violin. but that’s like a whole story and a half hahahaha.

16. Do you do art? Using what (pencil, watercolor, etc)?

i used to pencil draw, nothing special tho. a lot of naked ppl lol. butts n boobs were my fave. also pecks whoo.

17. Do you dance? What style of dance?

i don’t! but i want to. i’ve been looking into dancing schools. i might do hip hop n stuff. see if i have the rhythm, i can’t tell from just jumping around my room lol

18. What’s your zodiac sign? Do you believe in astrology?

im a libra yo. diplomatic and indecisive af.

i kinda do? there’s some sense there, but it’s too vague. i think ppl need to look into their charts to really grasp their character.

and for some it may not be true at all, so like. idk. we’re all just doing our best here.

19. Favorite old film?

a russian film that i always watch over the new year. my mom would always joke that the new year doesn’t start till we watch it lol

the irony of fate

20. What’s your hairstyle?

idk

tell

21. What weather is the most beautiful, in your opinion?

cloudy but warm. so there’s not too much sun but u can enjoy a nice walk outside without getting rained on.

22. What upsets you most about the world?

i only have two hands but there are so many cats and dogs. i cannot pet all of them.

23. Are you in love right now?

answered ;)

24. Do you have a crush? If so, talk about them!

here u go

25. Do you have pets? Talk about something sweet about them!

i don’t! but i wish i did i would shower them with my love.

but @the-trth-untold dogs are the cutest and @psycho-slytherin cats make my day. pls spam meeeee. also i love @paristae cat too.

26. Do you have a lucky number?

yup. 22.

27. Have you ever wished on a star? What about on a fallen eyelash?

i’ve never seen a fallen star, so no.

but i’ve wished on a fallen eyelash, always.

28. Do you believe emoji spells to work?

emoji spells??

bruh i’ve never even heard of it till this ask wtf is that shit

bruh i mean if it works for ppl all power to them??? idk i never tried it

29. Do you believe in magic in general?

i believe in magic tricks. but magic died for me when santa stopped existing.

30. What’s the most beautiful thing in life, In your opinion?

here

31. Opinion on the color pink? What about baby blue?

gorgeous colors. i quite like mauve pink and deep dark blue tho.

but baby blue looks amazing on some folks. oof.

32. What instrumental sound is your favorite?

piano. always.

33. Do you like the sound of wind? What about the sound of rain?

answered :)

34. Who makes you happy?

bts and all of my mutuals

35. What makes you happy?

sleep, food, music, writing, cuddles. and forehead kisses.

also more listed here

36. Imagine your ideal life, the life you wish to make, what will that look like?

i live in a nice apartment. doesn’t have to be expensive, just nice and clean with wooden floors and spacious windows.

i have all the necessities that i need and im never lonely.

i have also touched countless hearts by my books and am able to live comfortably just from my works.

haha. you said ideal, right?

also have someone to spend it with. someone i’d write poetry about daily. a bestfriend first and foremost before a lover.

37. Do you wear makeup? If so what’s your favorite type of makeup or specific makeup product? Favorite store to buy makeup?

answered this fella here

38. Do you wear dresses? If so what’s your favorite dress you own?

i used to have dresses. but not anymore.

i liked the long sleeve sweater black one i had with a low cut. it was gorgeous. i dont have much of boobage but i always felt like i was sexy in it.

39. Ever been heartbroken? How do you deal with it?

yep. you just kind of take it one day at a time. some days will be better than the last. some days you’ll cry a little harder and some days you move on a little further. it takes time. make sure you have good people around you so you don’t fall into depression.

40. Who’s your closest friend? What do you love about them?

ah, to be honest i don’t have a closest friend. i’ve always been the kind of person that always had friends around her but never anyone too deep. and i kinda wish i did. i just don’t know who would come to fill that spot. people always leave, so i kind of gave up assigning that spot. i think the people that want to be in that spot will show themselves and tell me. otherwise i will not assume or assign.

41. Introvert or extrovert?

introvert. but i have my moments. i can be charming and friendly when i want to.

42. Do you like MBTI? What’s your MBTI?

i had to look it up cause i forgot what it was lol

i took the test a while back: im infp.

there’s not a lot of us, apparently. which is cool. shout out to all infps out there!

43. Would you be a fairy, a mermaid, a vampire, a siren, or an angel?

hmmm. what kind of fairy tho? lol

maybe vampire? idk i’d be a sexy immortal lady that’d bite innocent boys and girls that just want to have a good time lol

44. What’s the best song a friend has ever introduced to you?

this oneee

45. Parlez-vous français?

no~

46. Most beautiful place you’ve been to?

butchart gardens

47. Where/when do you truly feel at home?

here

48. Does smiling put you in a better mood? Try it right now, you’re smile is gorgeous!

kdjfalkfjdlkdsaf //hides

this ask is flirting with me…

well that’s as much action as im going to get this new years eve lol

49. Favorite shoe you own?

my sweet rose gold kicks, yo.

50. Can you walk in stilettos? Do you like them?

lol no. i cannot. and i do not. im not made for heels. im tall enough as it is.

51. Do you feel loved?

every time i talk to my mutuals yes //cry

52. How do you express love to those you care about?

by saying cute words and by clinging to them like a koala.

53. Favorite term(s) of endearment?

sweetheart, dear, idk im just like anything honestly. love, baby. go crazy.

i also love mean terms like idiot and stuff. or nicknames that hold inside jokes, something between the two of you only.

54. Most romantic thing someone’s ever done for you?

hasn’t happened yet. so yeah. any takers? lol

55. When is the happiest you’ve ever been?

reading a good book for the first time. or just experiencing something new that i end up loving for the first time. nothing can replace that first feeling.

56. Are you happy right now?

happy im almost done hahhahahahaa. ha.

no but srsly i am

57. What makes you smile?

stupid jokes. puns. someone laughing and showing themselves fully.

58. Do you laugh a lot?

i mean. i think so? i try. i make jokes a lot and laugh at myself if that counts?

59. What’s your favorite kind of aesthetic?

ughhhh comfy bf aestheticcc

60. Do you want to marry for love or for some other reason (like money)?

i have a sour view on marriage. so only if i love someone hard enough. but even then i don’t know if i’ll do it. it hurts too much to think about marriage and wedding rings for me.

61. What would your dream wedding look like? Do you want to get married?

see above.

62. Favorite flower?

orchid.

63. Favorite artist?

claude monet.

64. Favorite music artist?

bts lol

no surprises there.

65. How kind do you think you are? Is kindness important to you?

its not something for me to decide. i try to be kind to everyone, but how it is interpreted is different for everyone. i’d like to think i’m kind.

and yes, very important. especially being kind to yourself.

66. Ever made a playlist for someone?

yes i have. i love making playlists for people. i don’t get asked that enough.

67. Do you have anything you do to physically comfort you when your sad? Such as a favorite blanket? Or a relaxing bath?

music. music always helps. and tea.

ideally i’d love for someone to massage my scalp, but hahah no one’s been able to do it the right way. when it’s done right i melt and forget about everything.

68. Early bird or night owl?

night owl.

moonchild, lol

69. Morning routine?

wake up, look in the mirror, look away from the mirror, go back to bed.

70. Night routine?

SHOWER N NICE SMELLING LOTIONS. AND SKINCAREEEEEE OOOOF.

also fresh sheets.

71. What is the most lovely quality a person could have in your opinion?

answered here

72. Do you cry often? Does crying help you get the emotions out? Do you feel better after?

i only cry when i watch or read something. and it does help. i always feel better after. but i tend to keep my emotions hidden away, the negative ones at least.

73. Do you like hugs?

i love hugs. come hug me, bro.

u must smell nice tho.

74. When was the last time you kissed someone?

august.

75. Are you small or tall?

tall. 175cm.

76. Do you like wholesome memes?

answered

77. Favorite thing about the past?

cd players. chia pet commercials. flip phones. mom jeans.

78. Do you ever wonder about the future?

all the time. esp mine. i have no idea what the fuck im doing.

79. Have you ever lived in a different country than you currently live in?

yep. i’ve lived in america and canada before. and traveled a lot.

80. Do you like plane flights? Airports?

i don’t mind flying. and depends on the airport. some are better than others.

81. Sunrises or sunsets?

sunrises. every day is a new day~

82. The beach or a forest?

bitch- i mean beach. :)

83. What time of day do you tend to be in the best mood?

any time i am eating. or sleeping. or reading.

im so close to being done omg. this is fun tho.

84. Do you push yourself to act together and in a good mood even when you aren’t?

always. ain’t nobody gonna deal with that baggage lol

85. Favorite kind of tree?

japanese maple tree

86. Do you care about the health of the Earth?

i mean i don’t even care about my health that much tbh, i need to work on that.

87. What did you like most about your childhood, if anything?

that i got to travel and learned english very young.

88. Do you read a lot? What’s your favorite book?

answered here

89. What are you most nostalgic for at the moment?

old school disney

90. What’s your favorite personality trait you have?

answered this bad boi here

91. List at least ONE thing you love about your appearance.

eyes. have to work on my ass tho. squats baby.

92. When was the last time you truly felt calm, without much of anything to worry about?

after a massage.

93. Do you worry a lot?

eh, i worry enough, i suppose. there’s just some stuff you can’t control.

94. The dazzling lights of the city or the relaxing countryside?

dazzling lights of the city. especially in the evening. and in the winter. ahhhhh. someone hold my hand and walk with meeeeee.

95. Ever changed the shoelaces on one of your shoes? For what reason?

no i haven’t had that pleasure, lol

maybe next year

96. Favorite pastry?

BUTTER. CROISSANT.

97. Do you like doing little acts of kindness?

yes. uwu

98. How’s your day/night going?

well im finally done with this ask holy shit, and i need to resume writing my namjoon fic so… fantastic. i also have noodles. whoooo.

thank you for reading this whole damn mess of an ask.

ily

#ask #asks #the-trth-untold #klsfjflksa #omg i can't believe i did all of that #holy shit #lkdsjflkda #about #seriously

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wretchedstar · 7 years ago

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A . AGE : 17 years old (will turn 18 in Nov 28) B . BIRTHPLACE : Hospital Sultanah Aminah, Johor Bahru C . CURRENT TIME : 10:30am D . DRINK YOU HAD LAST : Kickapoo Joy Juice E . EASIEST PERSON(S) TO TALK TO : @crystalryx my precious besties since i was in deviantart for 1 year while here was after both of us deactivated at DA up until now. i would said that it’s been 4 years we knew each other through internet and i really loved to talks to her about our ocs, doing rping in chat/tumblr and also talks shit about jjba mostly how asshole is my joot is although she doesnt know much jjba lol. I also started to feel more comfortable to talks with @poncylookingredhead as i feel like im talking with my relative hehe;;; other than this both, @bubblemom is also nice too and i like how she making MMD <333 coz of her i started to ship caesarxjoot too xDD lastly @jrs-personal-nightmare who was the first person i became so close with as i got into tumblr. i had been friend with for 3 years. he may no longer rping and doesn’t like anime but i still consider him as my dearest friend and i would loves to know him more <3 F . FAVORITE SONG(S) : I loves all the song I heard except rock/metal song coz it makes me headache-- but I mostly loved a songs by heiakim and also piano/music box song for calming myself from negative feeling. H . HORROR YES OR HORROR NO : I’m both. Coz sometimes I would said Yes and No. I . IN LOVE ? : Mac 2014 until August 2017 with arabic guy it's my fault in the first place and i super regrets of what i had done on him J . JEALOUS OF PEOPLE : Always but I try my best not showing that I do. L . LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT OR SHOULD I WALK BY AGAIN ? : I do had once as I was 14y.o at secondary school but sadly i being decline by him and ended up being a jokes by them M. MIDDLE NAME(S) : Aini N . NUMBER OF SIBLINGS : 6 siblings. 5 brothers 1 sister(it’s me) O . ONE WISH : I hopes everyone is happy without me coz im useless af and bad on everything Q . QUESTION YOU’RE ALWAYS ASKED : How are you? :3 R . REASON(S) TO SMILE : To stay positive and not cry over something silly S . SONG YOU SANG LAST : City Lights by Kagamine Rin T . TOP 3 FICTIONAL CHARACTERS : Jotaro Kujo(JJBA), Bardock(DBZ) and Dante(DMC) U . UNDERWEAR & COLOR : Secret V . VACATION : Anywhere in Malaysia only W . WHEN’S YOUR BIRTHDAY : Nov 28 X . X - RAYS : uhh what? Y . YOUR FAVORITE FOOD : Chinese Fried Rice and Mee Teow Hong Kong Z . ZODIAC SIGN : Sagittarius

Tagged by: @hiddenemeralds okay that weird i cant tag ya cherry Tagging : no one unless ya didnt done this yet

#I sleep him with my stand power ★ OOC #long post

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moonprizmz · 7 years ago

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I was tagged by @heyimbasic :)

rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better

1. nicknames: AJ, Pird, Little Lyssa

2. gender: Female

3. star sign: Aquarius

4. height: A little under 5′4 1/2

5. time: 10:25pm

6. birthday: Feb. 4

7. favorite bands: Fall Out Boy, the 1975, Big Bang, 2NE1 (rip), SNSD, KARD, EXID, P!ATD, BlackPink, AKMU, Red Velvet (oh look majority of them are kpop)

8. favorite solo artists: Taeyeon, Sam Smith, G-Dragon, Bruno Mars, Jay Park, Zion. T, Ailee (surprise surprise, more kpop)

9. song stuck in my head: Peek-a-Boo by Red Velvet, Black Suit by Super Junior, and You in Me by KARD have been on rotate through my head for like the past 2 weeks

10. last movie I watched: In theaters was Thor: Ragnarok

11. last show I watched: The Punisher (but I haven’t finished yet, I’m on like ep 6)

12. when did I create my blog: holy hell Nov 2013

13. what do I post: Shows/movies/music/etc. that I’m a fan of, memes/dumb stuff, occasionally art/aesthetic stuff and sorta sad quote things

14. last thing I googled: Weakness for fairy type pokemon (I’ve been playing Poekmon Moon recently)

15. do i have any other blogs: Lol I have like 4 other ones. I have a headcanon blog I don’t really use anymore (but if you wanna check it out http://fandomheadcnnons.tumblr.com/ ;)). I also have a sorta nsfw one where I also dump more feelings posts that I don’t really wana post in my main. Then I have 2 other ones I don’t use (trying to figure out a use for one of them though)

16. do i get asks: Lol once in like a blue moon

17. why i chose my url: It’s like a play on CL’s (another kpop person) title “the baddest female” but I just self-proclaimed myself as weird (insert gif of Jughead’s cringe weird monologue). And the “eyes” part is cuz I like anime and their most recognizable character feature are their eyes. I’ve been trying to figure out a new url for FOREVER though so I feel less cringey :/

18. following: 474

19. followers: 146

21. average hours of sleep: Ranges from like 4-14 depending on if it’s a weekday/weekend and if I have something to do

22. lucky number: 4

23. instruments: Piano but I literally never practice so I’m awful at it now. I used to play violin in elementary school

24. what am I wearing: My old high school PE shirt and obnoxiously green sweatpants from Pink

26. Dream job: Uhh... I guess I’ve kinda decided on being an occupational therapist for the time being (I’ve never really been passionate about a career except for when I was a kid and I wanted to be an actress/singer/artist all at once)

27. dream trip: Explore all of Japan and not just Tokyo, but also explore more of Tokyo cuz there’s literally so much to do there.

28. favorite food: Whoo boy, any dish involving noodles, sushi, Japanese food in general, CEASAR SALAD, chili cheese fries, big soft pretzels, apple pie, frozen yogurt (honestly I could keep going)

29. Nationality: Filipino American

30. favorite song right now: Uhhhh... tied between Why by Taeyeon, Mr. Brightside by the Killers, and Don’t Recall by KARD (I literally hate “pick your fave” questions cuz I’m the most indecisive person on the planet :/)

I’ll tag @vazquesadilla @nokchanim @pimpdaddylenin @hemnalini @jvllibee @ambulantics @loveandjustice @momo-oba-chan @eligible-lesbian @hannahjo and anyone else who wants to (tag me if you do yo!)

#tags #tag you're it #my posts #tag #heyimbasic #i should figure out a set tag for these kinds of things

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kusunokihime-a · 7 years ago

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ABOUT THE MUN

in general:

REAL NAME: Sylvéra

NICKNAME: Sylvie, Sylv, silverware, derg mom, mom, etc :3

AGE: 25 (I can still say that for another week or so lmao)

SEXUALITY: Panromantic/grey ace

GENDER: Pretty much agender tbh - don’t care about pronouns tho~

ARE YOU A MORNING PERSON?: hA, no. I’d be nocturnal if I could help it

WHEN SWIMMING, DO YOU PREFER TO DO IT IN THE OCEAN, OR IN A LAKE?: Definitely a lake. Not a fan of salt water

on tumblr:

ANYONE YOU WOULD LIKE TO MEET IN REAL LIFE?: Oh man, like...so many people??? Mey and Alec and Dani and Boo and Meg and Salome and K and just...ALL OF THE PEOPLE??? I’ve made so many awesome friends, I need the chance to smoosh your cheeks and tell you I love you

ANYONE YOU HAVE MET IN REAL LIFE?: Sadly no

WHEN DID YOU FIRST JOIN? HOW OLD IS YOUR CURRENT ACCOUNT?: Well, first blog was Nov 18, 2015. This one I THINK was Aug 28, 2016? Ish

ANY PEEVES?: ...I guess just being rude??? Don’t boss people around, don’t start fights, don’t god mode, don’t steal content...stuff like that?

UNPOPULAR OPINION: ...uh...I think too many people take all of this too seriously...? As in, like...just getting all uppity about things that really...aren’t a big deal. But that’s just me. I’m very difficult to make angry lol

feelings:

DO YOU EASILY GET JEALOUS?: Ehh...I used to? And I guess sometimes I still do. But anymore I just roll with what happens. I don’t like to bring negativity here - this is my happy space where I’m with friends and get to do what I love :3

DO YOU EASILY GET ANGRY?: Nah~ Just in regards to certain things, which basically boil down to abuse. AKA things like anon hate, empty callouts, etc

ARE YOU EASY TO CHEER UP?: ...honestly, yeah? I do, admittedly, get depressed a lot more than I try to let on here - as I said, I like this to be a positive space for myself. But the people here always seem to know how to brighten my day when it’s grey ;w;

WHAT’S THE MOST HURTFUL THING SOMEONE COULD DO TO YOU?: ...I guess just...yell at me? Idek. I’d like to think I don’t do anything to give anyone reason, so...I’d be more hurt that I was being wrongly accused? That being said, I am NOT perfect, and if I make a mistake, I wanna know! But you don’t have to be rude about it in turn. I’m not the sort to do anything willfully to hurt someone. If I did, it wasn’t on purpose, and I want to learn from it!

WHAT’S THE MOST HURTFUL THING SOMEONE HAS DONE TO YOU?: ...well, it’s not something that bothers me now, but dropping me without any prior warning? And only finding out what was wrong LATER through someone else...and the reason was, in my opinion, exceedingly childish and not worth throwing away a friendship. But hey, I’m happy with those I know now - I can’t complain. That actually all led to a lot of better things for me :3

ARE YOU GOOD AT HIDING YOUR EMOTIONS?: ...I...can be, but not really ^^; Ryū and I have that in common, lol

WHAT’S THE VERY BEST WAY TO CHEER YOU UP?: Just...talk to me? Often just...having something to tear me away from my bad mindset is enough. Send me silly things. Tell me a cheesy joke. GUSH ABOUT OUR MUSES. I’m a simple person x3

RELATIONSHIPS:

ARE YOU CURRENTLY IN A RELATIONSHIP?: Nope

DO YOU CURRENTLY HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE?: ...m...maybe? >_> It’s no one here, though

IF YES, MIGHT THAT SOMEONE BE READING THIS?: Honestly it’s a possibility, I dunno if they check THIS Tumblr, but I think they do my art one, at any rate xD

DO YOU KISS ON THE FIRST DATE?: I’ve only “dated” one person, and it didn’t happen then. So honestly, I’m not sure? I think it would be very circumstantial. Touch is a big deal for me, so...it’s likely a no, but I can’t say for certain.

DO YOU PREFER GOING OUT, OR STAYING HOME, WHEN IT COMES TO DATES?: ...depends? Anymore I would say staying in, because my anxiety and my illness makes going out difficult ^^;

THINGS:

FAVORITE DRINK: Tea :3 Usually just black, or with lemonade~

FAVORITE FOOD: ...chocolate xD Ooh and potatoes lol

MOST CALMING PLACE?: At the river, but I don’t really get to go there anymore

MOST STRESSFUL PLACE?: ...anywhere not here ^^;

MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?: ...as dumb as it sounds, I’m gonna say my hard drive. It’s got all of my writing, all of my work on it. I’d be devastated to lose what’s on it.

TAG SOME PEOPLE (IF YOU WANT TO):

TAGGED BY: I stoled it from @snakesage cuz I’m a rebel (¬ ‿¬) TAGGING: @kyuuzuchiha @ascxndinggg @flakclad @frogprinceus @hirasenshi @gentlegrace @abyssaldespair @sarcinatus @twofoxesandasnake @quiet-kunoichi @cinderspewed @flamexroar @littlelilypetal @masterofwar @witheredblossom @younguchihasuvivor and anyone else who wanna do the thing :3 Just steal it and say I tagged ya!

#who? me? [ about mun ]#as we scroll [ dash game ]#long post

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heshenyun · 7 years ago

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45 days of tsukkiyama

🍰 Tsukki: 27.Sep - 🎂 Yams: 10.Nov

As some of you may know Tsuk and Yama aren’t too far apart in age and I like the headcanon that Tsukishima teases Yams in the meantime, when they’re apart for a month only to say Yams finally caught up on his birthday in november.

So I had the idea of doing a little “sketch” month for that time. Everyday a sketch to fix lazy me not drawing at all recently and also for relieving stress! I will probably not draw all the stuff and also not in the order I made here and add even more prompt ideas if the ones here don’t fit my mood!

Also from time to time I’ll just reblog this post with the used prompts marked as crossed or italics and with the added ideas, so you know what’s new!

Feel free to join, if you want!! If you do so, please tag it as #45daysoftsukyam because I’d love to see what you do out of the prompts! I myself will keep the stuff sfw, so it would be nice to keep it for everyone viewable!

1. baking/cooking 2. trying to fit into the old onesie, preferably tsuk’s too small dino onesie, he caught boi, yam giggles 3. yam kindergarten teacher au, tsuk the kid 4. triple thread of yam/tsuk, confused yam/tsuk 5. artist yam/writer tsuk 6. wrestling JOHN CENA yam 7. dance au 8. BNHA crossover 9. autumn clothes and fall walks 10. star gazing 11. sick at home 12. hogwarts au 13. sleepy cuddles in bed 14. hairstylist au 15. fem!tsuk and fem!yam in some gorgeous galaxy dresses 16. vampire au 17. merman au 18. omegaverse bite marks 19. yam plays the ukulele/acoustic guitar while tsuk is writing songs 20. smol tsuk gifts yam a big dog plush & he still kept that big doggo plush till now 21. POKEMON ONESIES 22. pranked at training camp 23. piggy ride with smol tsukkiyama 24. leaning on the other’s shoulder 25. lazy kisses 26. drying hair 27. ice skating or/vs inline-skating 28. flowers 29. insomnia 30. tickle attack 31. graduating 32. soulmate au 33. hanahaki disease 34. coffee shop 35. halloween!!! onesies or delightful dork costumes 36. hot cups of tea/hot chocolate and a selfcare day (or weekend) 37. tsukkiyama au from another artist 38. doubt 39. library 40. first kiss 41. travelling 42. panic attacks 43. deaf!tsuk/deaf!yam, voiceless!tsuk/voiceless!yam; a silent voice au 44. after highschool talks and uneasiness 45. Yam caught up (tho he’s only about a month younger lol) - bridge to terabithia au - wishes and dreams - inspired by a song

#45daysoftsukyam #tsukkiyama #haikyuu!!#birthdays #yamatsukki #tsukishima kei #yamaguchi tadashi #more like i am half of october not in so i am not too sure how much i can draw in advance haha #bnha #masterpost??#art challenge #oh and btw i wanted to push my drawing a bit again so i won't write any of these prompts but ofc you can join with writing too

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eloarei · 7 years ago

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Okay, so my friend Lila (perhaps foolishly) expressed an interest in hearing about the fandoms I've been into in the past-since-we've-really-talked, and I'm now an old woman of 28 whole years so time kinda flies by like a supersonic jet now, so I'm gonna start back about 2 years ago, because that still feels 'recent' to me. Under a cut for your convenience (given that 99.5% of you probably don’t want to read it). Also, I bolded the important things so you can just skim through it haha ^^; And I added pictures because... pictures! also, I tagged a few people, but not so much because I wanted them to see it, but because they were relevant to my story. So don’t feel obligated to read this, if that’s you. I wasn’t trying to get your attention, I just wanted to credit you properly.

September 2015 -- SO! This time two years ago, I was (I think) making a valiant effort to try to finish my darling long-fic, Rogue, so I guess you could say I was in the HINABN fandom. (It's one of my on-and-off fandoms; I don't think I'll ever fall out of it completely. You know, in fact, I'd call it on-and-on. I'm always into it, just in different intensities.) (I didn't come remotely close to finishing Rogue then. It took me until March of THIS year to finish it. ^^; )

October 2015 -- Around that time, One Punch Man came out, so I was deinitely into that. I've always loved Madhouse, so chances are I'm gonna be nuts for anything they make. OPM was a really fun series, though my involvement was mostly watching the show and reblogging shitloads of fanart. I read a few fics, but never got involved in making any myself. I had a vague idea about like some evil-Saitama x hacked-Genos fic which would have been called Genocide, as a play on their fantastic ship name, Genosai. I'm still waiting for season 2. Just... waiting patiently over here.

November 2015/ May 2016 -- Then, Fallout 4 came out. I didn't play it, but boy did I ever fall in love with the beautiful robot man everyone was posting about, Nick Valentine. I like to play games in order though (even though everyone said you didn't have to with this series), so I got Fallout 3 (the oldest one easily available on any system I own) for Christmas and was CRAZY hooked. I spent the first month of 2016 pretty much exclusively playing FO3 (and reading @chocochipbiscuit 's fantastic rarepair longfic, Jinxed. lol I felt so blessed that someone else had thought to ship the main character with the big frightening loyal intelligent monster companion. <3 (Fawkes is still the best.) Then I played the sequel, Fallout: New Vegas, but unfortunately it's the glitchiest damn game in existence, so even though I loved it, I couldn't put as much time into it as I wanted. BUT then Jason bought me Fallout 4 and I was just head over heels, wow. I put over 250 hours in the game, and still didn't beat it, because wandering around post-apocalyptic ruins was way more entertaining than finishing the story. XD; So basically the first half of 2016 was entirely consumed by Fallout, and my love for Nick Valentine. I conceptualized a fic, but didn't let myself write it because I was still in the process of trying to finish Rogue. (I also spent THE REST OF MY LIFE being pissed that you couldn't romance Nick Valentine in the game, even though there were so many other options and he was the one that just, ugh, just MADE SENSE! and you couldn't do it! *rages*)

June 2016 -- Around June, Pokemon GO came out, so I actually spent large portions of the summer walking around (can you believe it?!) and catching the 'mons. September 2016 -- When it started to cool down, around September, I somehow got into Back To The Future, and I'm not really sure how it happened. I just realized one day that I'd never fully seen the movies, so I sat down and watched them, fell in love, and then sat down and played the Telltale game, and fell in love more. (Young Emmett is so precious.) I spent probably the majority of October reading @irisbleufic Mammett stories, which are fantastic, and then started writing my own. (See recent WIPS list post for the depressing number of BttF fics I started and never finished. I did finish one, at least.) (Fanart below is by Fightbeast, who is a pretty great artist =D)

November 2016 -- November was NaNoWriMo, so I don't remember anything except wildly attempting to write my heart out. Oh, and starting to watch Yuri on Ice. Hoo, wow, that was a fun ride. My friend @tempuslunam came over to watch it with me every week. It was fantastic. I didn't get involved in any fic or anything though; I guess it was just good enough how it was haha. December 2016 -- In December, I was riding the end of the BttF wave and crashing head-on into the Overwatch fandom. I'd been kind of into it for months, but it just grew in Nov and Dec, and I spent the whole two weeks surrounding Christmas reading a massive and fantastic McCree/Hanzo fic called Hang the Fool. I still REALLY love the fandom, even though I'm not currently involved in reading or writing for it. McHanzo, Reaper76, and Roadrat are my main ships. God I'm so glad it's a big fandom. Most of my fandoms are usually way too small. (The picture below is Tracer; not part of my ships, but a good character, and the face of the series. She’s a cutie. =3)

Oh, I also started reading this webcomic called Long Exposure. It’s about a gross bully with a longstanding crush on a nerd, and also they get superpowers?

Janurary 2017 -- January, I was flip-flopping between the various games I'd gotten for Christmas, and then in February I got Final Fantasy Fifteen and went totally nuts over it for the next month or two. Met @nomadsky through her wonderful fics, and started WAY TOO MANY of my own fics. As with BttF, I only finished one.

March 2017 - In March, I finished my longfic, Rogue, spent several days just overwhelmed about it and feeling so proud of myself and happy and empty all at the same time. Then I jumped into Mass Effect Andromeda. This was fun because a) I love the Mass Effect series, and b) I went into it without knowing anything about it. Fell in love with the beautiful alien Jaal, then was pissed because you couldn't romance him (having Nick Valentine flashbacks) even though he kept flirting with you, and then was flooded with relief because oh okay actual you can. Also fell in love with the sad story of Avitus Rix and Macen Barro, and I started writing a story about them but never finished it.

April / June 2017 -- In April my friend came to visit, so I kind of forgot everything I was doing, and when she left I decided to hardcore get back to my writing, so I picked up that Fallout 4 Nick Valentine fic I conceptualized the previous year and did basically just that for the next few months. July 2017 -- In July, I a) accidentally remembered that I love Jak and Daxter, and minorly got back into that and started writing a fic I'd meant to write for years, and b) accidentally stumbled upon a One Piece mobile game (Treasure Cruise, which, btw, is the best OP game available for the simple reason that all the dumb side characters I love are playable) that reminded me that I love the series, and made me start rewatching that and writing more Cobymeppo fic. (Oh my LORD! I’d never seen this precious Coby until I googled it! He must have been a rare/seasonal character! I have the more common forms of them.)

AAAAND that's pretty much where I'm at now, still kind of balancing those fandoms and quite a few older ones. Other things I watched but didn't necessarily get involved in the fandom for: -- Noragami. Stumbled upon this one without ever hearing about it on tumblr. I love it. (lol I can't believe how straight all my ships are though! And they're still so good!) I'm hoping season 3 happens eventually. -- Ore Monogatari. Saw like two clips on tumblr and instantly went, "oop, well gotta go watch that immediately." It's now one of my favorite anime, super precious. Jason even watched it with me and agrees that it's top notch.

-- Mob Psycho 100. Everyone was watching this last November-ish, and I just didn't for some reason? It's by the same author as One Punch Man, but for some reason I didn't think I was gonna like it as much? Um. But I did. Well, differently, but it's still good.

-- Wander over Yonder. It was around this time that I sat down and just tore through the first season. Cute show, but I haven't managed to watch season 2 yet, somehow. -- The Phantom of the Opera. Like literally all I wanted to do for 2 weeks was listen to the soundtrack. BAD ASS main theme, I love it.

Now the only thing I'm really specifically looking forward to (besides the continuation of any current series) is the movie The Shape of Water, because yes please I can always use more human/monster love, good gosh.

And there's my fandom breakdown from the past two years!!! =D =D =D Of course, I'm more than happy to go into more detail about any of them, of course. =3 (Just TRY to get me to stop talking about my interests; you can't! XD;;; )

#good god this was long sorry #elo talks

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animocity · 7 years ago

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tagged by @lowkey-avenger

still don’t know why you follow my trash account lmao, but thanks bro

rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better.

1. nicknames: Q, and old man (don’t ask lol)

2. gender: ? What’s that???

3. star sign: scorpio

4. height: 5'7″

5. time: 7:13 pm

6. birthday: Nov 15th

7. favorite bands: fob, panic!, Dorothy

8. favorite solo artists: lady gaga, Melanie Martinez, dodie, Lana Del Rey

9. song stuck in my head: The “I” in Lie by Patrick Stump, and Summer Bummer by Lana Del Rey

10. last movie I watched: Get Out (that shit was so fucking good, oh my god)

11. last show I watched: teen wolf

12. when did I create my blog: two years ago I think

13. what do I post: hp, good ol’ memes, and basically anything else I tagged lol

14. last thing I googled: “clandestine”

15. do you have any other blogs: I have like 20+ side blogs but I never use ‘em

16. do you get asks: sometimes, but more would be hella tight

17. why did you choose your url: I wanted a simple url lol

18. following: 97 cursed blogs

19. followers: 213, it seems so small compared to my 1.3k on ig (not that I’m complaining)

20. favorite colors: green and purple

21. average hours of sleep: 10 or 11

22. lucky number: 7, 6, and 9 (I have a thing w numbers and hate having 6 in front of 7 when I’m talking abt my faves)

23. instruments: clarinet, sax, and a lil but of violin

24. what am I wearing: shorts and the t shirt I always wear when I dye or bleach my hair

25. how many blankets do I sleep with: two

26. dream job: forensic chemist

27. dream trip: seattle, only bc I wanna move there

28. favorite food: hot cheetos, spaghetti, and pizza

29. nationality: mexican american

30. favorite song right now: The “I” in Lie, Summer Bummer, Million Reasons, Bad Liar

tagging: @maplehoofkisses, @awsumsomethingperson, @ginnnywecsley, @harrystylescouk, @ass-tria, @call-me-tears, @estrelladda, @fandom-rivergem, @fakesiriusblack, @grxvityboy, @igotlostincapetown, @killemwithsass, @macncharlie, @manners-potter, @nonbinarydavid, @obsessed-and-phallen, @rwby-nerd, @shiverssivan, @siriuslyharry, @themindoflaeela, @themoonoversoho, @thekingofstupidity,

I have no idea how many ppl I tagged but oh well. I tagged all the ppl I know from memory who I think follow me back? Anyways, y'all obviously don’t have to do this, and maybe if no body I tagged does this we can all just pretend this never happened lmao

#tagged #this took way too long to do #i only watched teen wolf bc i needed to watch /some/ show #tagged shit

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13flowersandfoxes · 8 years ago

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Uhhh how about 1-100 please? 😘

1. What is you middle name?Nope 2. How old are you?20 3. When is your birthday?Nov 27 4. What is your zodiac sign?Sagittarius  5. What is your favorite color?Purple or green 6. What’s your lucky number?Look at my URL :) 7. Do you have any pets?A cat and a dog 8. Where are you from?Southern California  9. How tall are you?5'11 10. What shoe size are you? 10 11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?A lot 12. What was your last dream about?I dunno.  13. What talents do you have?Being weird. Annoying cats and people. Cooking. Drinking Dr Pepper and water. But really I dunno.  14. Are you psychic in any way?No. closest thing is i read people and their emotions pretty well but I don’t consider that psychic, just sensitive to people’s emotions.  15. Favorite song?Sea Green See Blue by Lily Allen 16. Favorite movie?I have too many and I’m too tired to think of that.  17. Who would be your ideal partner?Someone who is honest, attentive, loving, polite. Supportive. Not dependent on me and doesn’t expect that of me either, encourages what I love, and shows interest in it. Basically I want someone who doesn’t make me doubt myself and doesn’t depend on me (cause I’m not strong enough for the kind of guys who do that to me TBH)  18. Do you want children?Possibly. I doubt myself and my abilities and patience in that realm, I definitely don’t want a lot of kids. 2-3 is probably what I’d want if I had them. For now I’m happy with animals though cause they don’t drain me as much.  19. Do you want a church wedding?Yes.  20. Are you religious?Yes.  21. Have you ever been to the hospital?Lol yes.  22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?Nope. Have been taken from home in a cop car though 😉 23. Have you ever met any celebrities?A few, mostly comic con. I think Paul mcgann or John Rhys Davies are like my favorite memories. Also this one actor who was a minor elf in lotr. 24. Baths or showers?Both 25. What color socks are you wearing?None 26. Have you ever been famous?Tumblr is the most famous I’ve been.

Or maybe when I screamed at the top of my lungs at a “make the most noise” contest during a raffle at my sisters college orientation. It was to win a stuffed tiger (the school mascot, but to me I just cared cause it was a tiger). I was left by myself to watch the tickets while my family went somewhere real quick and I really wanted it since the beginning of the raffle, so I just belted out the biggest scream I’ve ever done. Like everyone else was adults going “yeahhhhh” and here I am a little 9 year old just shrieking for a tiger toy.

I still have it. Lol. The judge was super impressed by my determination.  27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?I’ve fantasized about it at times, as I do with lots of different lifestyles, and some things would be nice but I’d struggle with having my life picked to pieces and being criticized. I can hardly handle a mean asshole on this website lol.  28. What type of music do you like?Rock, alternative, etc 29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?No 30. How many pillows do you sleep with?2 31. What position do you usually sleep in?Sides 32. How big is your house?Fairly big. 2 huge living rooms, a kitchen and dining room, “5” bedrooms and 3 baths and utility room. It’s 2 stories. I know it might sound massive to some of you, but it’s actually on the small side where I live, I’ve been in my friends house who claims her house is average and it’s practically a mansion, like 3 floors, huge yard, gorgeous looking. My house is pretty cheaply built holy shit I can’t even begin to tell you how shitty they built my house. The space is great but still. My old house in California was 3 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms, and fairly outdated on some of the style but it was well built and gorgeous I miss it so much. (That was a stupidly long answer lol) 33. What do you typically have for breakfast?Nothing, sometimes cereal 34. Have you ever fired a gun?Yeah! 😊  35. Have you ever tried archery?Yes I have and I wanna learn to be better at it! 36. Favorite clean word????? 37. Favorite swear word????? 38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?I’m not sure 39. Do you have any scars?A few. Some nasty surgery scars, softball, self harm, and a scar from playing tag in 5th grade 40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?A couple times I think 41. Are you a good liar?Not really 42. Are you a good judge of character?Sometimes but I generally don’t trust people especially if I feel like they’re taking my friends  43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?A few. Southern. Scottish. English. Aussie. That’s about it.  44. Do you have a strong accent?If you think of a plain American accent with no particular “regionalism” as strong 45. What is your favorite accent?Scottish I guess  46. What is your personality type?You mean like infj? 47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?I’m not sure. I have a few expensive pieces 😬  48. Can you curl your tongue?Yes 49. Are you an innie or an outie?what in the fuck does this mean******* 50. Left or right handed?Right 51. Are you scared of spiders?Not really. Not a particular fan though 52. Favorite food?I dunnooooooo 53. Favorite foreign food?Mexican is like my comfort food 54. Are you a clean or messy person?Messy person who tries to be neat 55. Most used phrased?I dunno I really hate these kinds of questions 56. Most used word?^^^^^^ 57. How long does it take for you to get ready?5-60 minutes. Just depends  58. Do you have much of an ego?Depends on the day 59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?Both 60. Do you talk to yourself?Not a lot 61. Do you sing to yourself?Sometimes  62. Are you a good singer?I’m able to carry a tune well but I don’t like the actual sound of my voice. 63. Biggest Fear?Being alone and unloved  64. Are you a gossip?A bit I guess? I don’t do it to be petty I just like knowing things. I’ve never spread false information, and it’s always stayed within a tight circle of friends.  65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?Carol, Before We Go and Schindlers List are all up there.  66. Do you like long or short hair?For myself I like long hair 67. Can you name all 50 states of America?Most likely 68. Favorite school subject?History or psych 69. Extrovert or Introvert?Introvert 70. Have you ever been scuba diving?No 71. What makes you nervous?Social interaction  72. Are you scared of the dark?Slightly. It’s a childhood fear that I still carry a bit but I don’t mind it unless I think about it and let my imagination go 73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?Sometimes. I’m lazy with my name even though I hate it 74. Are you ticklish?…..  75. Have you ever started a rumor?Not that I recall but I won’t claim innocence cause nobody is innocent of petty shit 76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?Kind of. I was somewhat the assistant manager at my last job. And I tend to get put in leadership positions  77. Have you ever drank underage?No 78. Have you ever done drugs?No 79. Who was your first real crush?Besides a kindergarten one? Maybe I guess shea my neighbor as a kid 80. How many piercings do you have?Just the pair of daiths 81. Can you roll your Rs?“Sometimes yes, sometimes no 82. How fast can you type?I dunno 83. How fast can you run?Not very 84. What color is your hair?Red 85. What color is your eyes?Green 86. What are you allergic to?Morphine 87. Do you keep a journal?I’m trying to do one I came up with an idea for.  88. What do your parents do?My mom works at a retailer, my dad is an engineer.  89. Do you like your age?I guess.  90. What makes you angry?People who are unnecessarily mean.  91. Do you like your own name?Yes.  92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?A few. I think a daughter may be an Elizabeth, Rose, or Billie, and a boy may be a Rory, Aster, or McKay.  93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?I’d like one of each but if I’d have to choose one probably a girl TBH cause my family is mostly girls. I mean I always seem to befriend more guys but say I was alone with a daughter (which I’d hope not to be) I’d know more about girls and their bodies 94. What are you strengths?Fashion, makeup, cooking. Caring too damn much. Idk.  95. What are your weaknesses?Google BPD. Lol 96. How did you get your name?Hana Highway in Hawaii. Made my mom super sick. So did being pregnant with me. She connected the dots. Name idea. And it stuck.  97. Were your ancestors royalty?Yeah my mom likes to do research on this and there’s some distant relation to English royalty 98. Do you have any scars?This same question is already in here 99. Color of your bedspread?Tan with blue. It’s pretty.  100. Color of your room?My mom said she repainted it! Idk to what yet, but it’s been pink and yellow as a reminder of the 4 year old that used to live in my room so I’m gonna be so happy

#asks #hana answers

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mcrw-mama · 8 years ago

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All about your first born

I got tagged by the fantastically awesome @blue-eyesandbow-ties so here it goes 1. Was your first pregnancy planned? No but we had talked about having kids (more for him, my first) 2. Were you married? Uh not technically... 3. What was your reaction to finding out you were pregnant? Shocked, first words out of my mouth were 'are you fucking kidding me?!' Since I didn't think I was 4. Were you induced? Yup 5. How old were you? 28 when I got pregnant (Nov) 29(Dec 24th my b-day) when I found out in middle of Jan 6. Who did you have in the delivery room? Husband and best friend 7. How did you find out? I thought I was getting sick from whatever was going around, so I went to buy some cold medication and just for shits and giggles bought a pregnancy test as well. I didn't think I was pregnant based on the circumstances, had just gotten back from the cruise (omg food=weight gain, Christmas+shopping after coming back from said vacation= stress, stress+weight gain= no period) SURPRISE, PREGNANT! 8. Did you want to find out the sex? Uh yeah, jumped at that chance! I don't do surprises, especially ones that take 9mths to find out lol 9. Due Date? August 16th 2015. 10. Did you deliver early or late? Super early July 3rd 11. Did you have morning sickness? More like 24/7 the only time I wasn't sick was when I was sleeping lol 12. What did you crave? Nothing out of the ordinary 13. How many pounds did you gain? A lot. I have no idea 14. What was the sex of the baby? Girl💜 15. Did you have any problems? Omg where do I start? Lol long story short I had developed hypertension, not only that but the placenta and the umbilical cord completely shit the bed on the one job they were supposed to do and epically failed. She stopped growing properly and was compensating by using her brain. The placenta was starting to calcify as well😅. The day I had her, it was discovered thru ultrasound that I was developing pre-eclampsia. 16. Where did you give birth? Foothills Medical Center in Calgary 17. How many hours were you in labor? Um in total 9hrs I think? 18. How much did your baby weigh? 3lbs 7oz 19. What did you name the baby? Maddie Cecile Roberta 20. How old is your first born today? 1.5yrs today!! 😂 I tag @mommylogic, @parentinginplaid, @doubletroublemom, @missslissa, @raisingfinley, @zodiacmom, @toddlertimes, @cheese-and-rice-seriously for their sotories❤

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blissfulhighh · 7 years ago

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I’m gonna vent a little on here because I got some bad news and I’m sad 😞 & no one knows me personally on here. I’ll call this:

The Life of being a Drug Addicts Sister.

I have three brothers and they’re all on meth. Here’s a little backstory to kind of understand what’s going on now.

My dad married his first wife back when he was 28. They had three boys. The oldest is H, the middle one is G, and the youngest one is C. My dad and his wife had a house in Mexico and my dad would go back and forth from California to Mexico. His wife didn’t have papers, and it took a while to fix her papers. They eventually had their first born in Mexico, (H). When everything was all set for her to enter the U.S. they moved and found a home in California where my dad would work. Soon came their second child, (G). A few years later they had their last child, (C). My dad would work 6 days a week and 12 hours a day. His wife also worked but a part time job, so she can be home with the kids. I believe it was September 24th, early in the morning she unfortunately got into a car accident. She died instantly. She left behind her three babies at the ages of (H) 9 years old , (G) 6 years old, & (C) 2 year old. My dad eventually married my mom, and a year later they had me. Honestly, it was not easy for my mom. The kids (H & G) didn’t want my mom there, which is understandable. They knew who their mom was & didn’t want anyone else taking her spot. My mom had no intentions on ever taking her spot or making them call her mom or anything they didn’t want to do. They eventually warmed up to her. My mom raised them as best as she could & treated/loved them as if they were her own kids.

To be honest, I have the best momories with my three brothers. They NEVER made me feel any different because i had a different mom than them. I remember (C) taught me how to ride my bike without my training wheels but I crashed the first time because I didn’t know how to stop lol I remember (G) telling me funny stories one night because I had a nightmare & how to tie my shoes lol. I remember (H) taught me how to not take shit from anybody, to always stand up for myself. We would all play Pokémon ALL day. We would watch rugrats, spongebob, and rocketpower was our favorite. I remember being traumatized after I watched chucky and threw all my dolls away! Lol

My oldest brother (H) eventually started getting into trouble with the police at the age of 14. He had friends that weren’t the best influences, and they would go around town tagging on walls. Not gonna lie, my brothers graffiti was pretty sick. Lol but ever since then my parents have struggled with trying to get him into the right path. He eventually moved in with his girlfriend and had his apartment, a stable job, things were looking good for him.

My other brother (G), is or I should say was the smartest person I knew. He always had good comments from his teachers and always had straight A’s. He had a bright future ahead of him. He would give me and (C) the best advice for school, life, etc.

The youngest of the three (C), was not the best in school. I’d say he was street smart instead of book smart lol. We were the closest, probably because we were the closest in age. He also taught me to not take shit from anyone. They made me one tough cookie lol.

I grew up such a tomboy lol My brothers wouldn’t let me listen to what they would call “little bitch” music lol thanks to them I grew to love a genre of music that people would be surprised that I listen to now because I eventually became such a girly girl listening to fucken Taylor Swift & Justin Bieber lol.

I still remember the first incident that happened. I was 15 years old when I found out that the oldest (H) was smoking crystal. (H) had moved back home with us because it didn’t work out with the girlfriend he dad. I had just came home from cheer practice & I found (H) & (C) fighting because (H) was tweaking it at the house. I didn’t say anything to my parents because... I don’t know why I didn’t but I should have.. maybe things would be different. Ever since that day, little did I know my life would change forever. One year my parents, (C), & I went to Mexico in December. (C) decided he wanted to go to ATL with his moms sister because he got tired of living in California.

I remember crying and telling (H) to stop doing drugs. It was changing him to someone i didn’t even recognize. I thought that was the worst it would get. I look back now and laugh because it got so much worse. He got so bad sooo fast. He would hang out with his little tweaker friends and bring them to the house. He had this one friend AJ, that’s his real name; I’m telling y’all his real name because fuck him lol. He would STAYYYYY going to the house hella on one. My parents told him relentlessly that he ain’t welcome. Aj obviously doesn’t give a fuck because he kept going. My dad didn’t know what else to do, so he bought him a plane ticket to ATL so he can sober up while he was staying with his moms sister which (C) was also there. (C) eventually came back home because he was homesick, but (H) stayed over there. Let me tell y’all. (H) got sooooooo FAT, I was beyond happy because when he was home with us, he was nothing but bones. I thought it was going to be different, I thought he would change his life for the better. (H) eventually came back home also because he was also homesick. Not going to lie, I was skeptical because he was 2 years sober and I didn’t want him to go back to the way he was. He came back Nov. 29 and TWO weeks later... he started tweaking agian. My heart was shattered, I was completely let down.

During this time, (G) met a girl (X) and eventually they were unseparatable. (G) had a stable job, and (X) did too. They lived together in an apartment in the city. They first had a little fubaby that I adored and loved because my furbaby was his brother lol a little down the road (X) gave us the best news, she was pregnant! the first baby in the family! Little baby (P) was about 8 months when things started to spiral out of control.

At this point, (H) was out of his mind. He had literally first fought everyone at the house at this point including my dad, well besides my mom. I remember (G & C) literally fighting him for him to either stop doing drugs or to get the fuck out. This was in February 2017. The cops were called at least 4 times a week. Things obviously didn’t get better but (H) moved in with my dads sister so things were ok.

Here’s when things get weird.. (G) was being really weird, and paranoid. He always kept saying that people were out to get him. He was building this shed for my dad because he was going to school for construction and wanted to build something. He got really paranoid at work also, saying that they were plotting against him to get him fired. So he quit. He started building that shed full time now. He wouldn’t leave the house till like 3 am. Which my dad was really concerned. I also had a bad feeling, he had never ever acted that way. I should’ve seen the signs they were so clear and I’m my face.. I would find globies & baggies in his trailer where he kept his tools which he was the ONLY one that had keys to it. He would always blame (H) but I should’ve known.. I was in denial. (G) could not be smoking crystal, that would be ridiculous he knows better than that especially dealing with (H). The one thing I never thought would happen, happened. (G) was tweaking it too. Little after that, I found out (C) was too.

One day (G) & (C) & (H) & AJ we’re outside and I was inside with some friends. I hear yelling & I knew they were fighting. So went outside. (H) tried to stab (G) in the eye with scissors. If it wasn’t for (G) wearing glasses, he probably would’ve got stabbed. (G) pressed charges, and (H) was booked in jail. It’s sad to say but I was relieved. There was nights I would go out looking for him to come home. Some days I worried if he would even come back. (G) was wrongfully imprisoned because he was at a certain place at the wrong time. There was a robbery at a bar & (G) walked by & they assaulted him & robbed him too. (G) came home and our house got raided at 3 am because they thought (G) did it. He was in jail for about 2 weeks & was let out July 15. & guess what (H) was let out July 16. It was bittersweet to see (H). I have to be honest. My mom & I did go visit him in jail various times & gave him money so he can buy food because I felt bad because jail food does not sound appetizing. (H) was sober and I thought I was getting through to him. Literally a DAY later they started tweaking again. And once again I was let down, completely and utterly disappointed. (C) was changing dramatically as well. There’s things I’ve seen and heard that I will never forget. I’ve witnessed too many traumatizing situations. I’ve witnessed (G) trying to run over (C). They all changed from day to night so quickly. They all fought all the time. It hurt me so much because they were not the same loving brothers that I fondly remember. I tried so hard and far too many times to try to get them to change. The last fight I had got in was with (C). It tore me apart, it broke me. He said foul things to me but the one thing the ONE thing that pushed me over the edge.. “ I have no sister “ in that moment I couldn’t handle it anymore. My depression was at its worst and hearing that since we were so close destroyed my soul. I went into my room completely numb, just defeated. I overdosed on promethazine. I just wanted everything to be over at the moment. I didn’t want to feel the pain anymore. You know some people wake up from nightmares and realize it was just a dream.. well everyday I would wake up to my nightmare realizing it’s very real. I was transferred to a behavioral center from the hospital which was fucken traumatizing. I was there for 3 days, which were the longest days of my life. But I can say I learned a lot while I was there. I joke about it now, like fuckkkk I actually went to a behavioral center my life is fucken dope. but it all seriousness, for the people that are severely depressed, I recommend going to a center. There are therapist that talk to you on a daily basis & groups that you participate in that you can vent and share what brought you there. Sometimes it’s good to just talk to people that you don’t know who you are and no judgement from what you share. The first thing I did was eat Carl’s Jr. when I was released lol.

(G) was so far gone, he was a completely different person. He would ask us if we were ourselves and ask for our social security numbers to see if it was really us or if we were sent from the government to spy on him. He honestly resembled schizophrenic behavior. I will forever remember what (H) told me.. “HES JUST BEING CREATIVE” (X) put a restraining order on (G) because he was relentlessly harassing her at her home & didn’t want baby (P) to be near (G) because it’s honestly scary to be around someone like that. He violated the restraining order and was thankfully put in jail. During this time I no longer communicated with any of them. I decided that I needed a break from all the drama and sadness. So I bought a plane ticket to Mexico for October 15th. I didn’t tell anyone, besides my parents. (G) was let out October 3rd I believe. It was hard for me but I learned the hard way. I didn’t talk to (H, G, C). I didn’t want to go through the pain again. Because let’s be real. Once you get a taste of that drug and you get hooked on it, there’s not a question if you’ll ever go back on it.. it’s a matter of time WHEN you go back on it. I’m not saying all people can’t sober up from it but from MY experience they always go back.

So here we are December 27. I called (X) and she let me know (G) is back on it. I knew he would eventually but I wanted him to change his life for his daughters. (H, G, C) will never be the same, and I’ve accepted it. My parents, (X), friends, and I have tried numerous times to get them to change but they don’t want to. I learned the hard way that you can’t change people in who you want them to be. I always thought that it was because they lost their mother that they fell into drugs. I don’t know what it’s like to lose a parent, but I know I’m my heart their mother wouldn’t want this life for them.

As for me, I quit my job & I stopped going to school so I could stay home to protect my mother from them just in case they ever did anything. I stopped living my life because I was trying to save theirs. I’m going to try ONE last time to try to get them to go to rehab. But I have to start living my life, I’m 22 years old, I’m too young to be feeling like I’m 40. I’m putting them in Gods hands. Nothing is going to stop me from my plans and dreams. I’m going to work hard, so my parents won’t have to. They’ve been through enough. I am the one who is going to look after my parents when they get old. I can honestly say, this made me a stronger person. I’m no longer in that mentality where I wanted life to just end for me. Life is so beautiful & too precious to be sad. So here’s to 2018, nothing but smiles & happiness.

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stvlti · 7 years ago

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tag game

i was tagged by @thedirevvolf a while ago and i finally found this again while i was clearing out my likes today, so here it is!

rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better

i’m tagging @kcgane @delivrygod @drawthelinestoallconstellations @amanythingbutdead @alius-alia @light-kun @mymelodyisme @not-a-p0rn-blog @lawlietismyfavorite @transboynoriaki (i’m not tagging 20 but anybody else interested can do this too)

1. nicknames: well Eugenia is already a nickname of sorts? it’s not a birth-name. close friends have also called me Eugene in the past. 2. gender: girl 3. star sign: scorpio 4. height: 166 cm (5′5) 5. time: 5:19 PM (UTC +08:00) 6. birthday: 11 Nov 7. favorite bands: MCR, The Honey Trees, Paramore, The NBHD, etc. 8. favorite solo artists: Ivana Wong 王菀之, Lorde, Halsey (mostly for her aesthetic and what she stands for tbh), Declan McKenna (ditto), etc. i never list Lana Del Rey as a fave because her lyrics could be so vapid, also she goes flat sometimes. 9. song stuck in my head: if it counts, before i sat down with a jazzy chill Spotify playlist i actually had Lorde’s “Writer in the Dark” stuck in my head (i kept singing the refrain out loud too). 10. last movie i watched: Baby Driver 11. last show i watched: Black Mirror s3 (damn, it’s been a while since i watched any TV) 12. when did i create my blog: my oldest one was made in 2012 shortly after i entered bandom (there’s a funny and sorta cringey story here, pm me if you wanna know). i lost login details to it in 2014 so i started using my secondary account full-time, which was probably created ‘13 or ‘14. that one got deleted last month, as some of you may know, and now i have this third replacement acc that’s freshly made. 13. what do i post: fandom shit, some aes stuff (mostly for themes i click with and moodboards for some of my fics and WIPs), memes and shitposts, etc. 14. last thing i googled: "UTC +0800” 15. do i have any other blogs: well like i said my first account’s dead but it’s @sxftly-outspxken if you feel like snooping. i also have a nonfandom personal that i use as a scrapbook for more academic topics and literary discussions @politelysubversive.

please visit my writer’s blog @pocketsizedthoughts tho i’m hungry for traffic #spon

16. do i get asks: yes, sometimes. i get the same amount whether or not i reblog an ask meme tbh. (which is to say mutuals don’t respond to ask memes much ;_; this was already the case before i deleted and lost all ~600 followers) 17. why i chose my url: well as you may know my URL for the second replacement account was @stvltiloqvent. i originally re-registered under that URL, but i realised starting fresh gave me an opportunity to rebrand, so to speak, to keep future employers off my tail should they go stalk through all my links on the webs. (as, with my old archive gone, i don’t have to worry about the nsfw stuff there.) so i’ve shortened the url to just “stvlti”. it’s still meant to be pronounced like the root word “stulti-” (as in “stultiloquent”) tho. 18. following: 148 19. followers: 77 (i’m slowly getting there... this is the first time in a long while i’m following more blogs than i’ve got followers on here!!) 21. average hours of sleep: 6~8 22. lucky number: i don’t really have one, but i’d like to think good things come in 3s (3 is my fave no.) 23. instruments: the clarinet, once upon a time (i stopped playing after Year 10 and i haven’t picked it back up since. i got a Grade 8 ABRSM certificate tho) 24. what am i wearing: a hand-me-down ClubMed tee 26. dream job: a freelance writer dabbling in film / TV production. (i’ll dream on,,, i know my executive dysfunction prevents me from living that lifestyle any time soon.) 27. dream trip: i don’t really have one. would love to explore some abandoned places. still haven’t gone to Auschwitz so that’s on my list. also Pripyat in Ukraine. and some abandoned theme parks too 👌👌 28. favourite food: you know what’s heaven on earth? freshly-caught uni sashimi + a big bowl of rice 😋 (i haven’t had that opportunity to get something like that since my trip to Osaka when i was 9, tho.) some less specific choices: teriyaki grilled eel rice; risotto (any type’s fine although i do prefer truffle sauce risotto); triple chocolate muffin (reheated with a melty core <3) OR chocolate lava cakes

29. nationality: Chinese 30. favorite song right now: i can’t choose. guess i’ll go with Spendtime Palace’s “Sonora” just because it’s an earworm stuck in my head 10 or 20 times a week lol

#tag meme #food ment #long post

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