#<- just in case. don’t wanna trigger anyone with these ramblings about my brainweird

[solena2]

does it count as intrusive thoughts if i’m just like. completely unbothered by the weird shit my brain comes up with sometimes. because like people always get really weirded out if i mention that being near anyone shorter than me fills with a nigh uncontrollable urge to pick up and throw them so i can only assume that’s not a standard desire we all grapple with. and i know most people don’t think about cannibalism nearly as often as i do. but do they count as intrusive if i’m just chill with it?? like sometimes the Weird Thoughts (tm) are like morally objectionable or my brain will try to get me to echolalia a slur or something but i just like. visualize slam dunking those ones in a garbage can and then tossing a grenade in which usually works. i always assumed having occasional Weird Fucked Up thoughts is just like. yknow. a thing everyone has? but i’m beginning to get the impression that i have it More