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jidai · 4 years ago

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jidai’s budget mutuals/friends appreciation

Hi, all! I’m quite late with this but I decided to put a small friends and mutual appreciations post in hopes of brightening up the end of this year a little bit. ❤️ If you were tagged, please make sure to check below for a small little message from me. However, I want to make it very clear that I truly appreciate all of my mutuals. You guys brighten up my dash and always reblog or create so many funny and creative posts. I just wanted to give a few special shout outs to those that have taken out the time to reach out and interacted with me past my ask box or we just see each other often.

The messages are ordered by your URL, so you might have to scroll for awhile before you see your messages. I’m so sorry lmao.

Happy New Years, everyone!

@25th, Nonnie, the Young Genius. bro, remind me how old you are 🧍‍♀️ Like my brain CANNOT fathom the thought that you’re so skilled at SO many things and you’re not even in your twenties??? PLEASE SPARE THE TALENT. i will even accept crumbs. But I’m writing to tell you that you are such a wonderful presence on my dash. I always look forward to your gfx. They’re so SO good and you’re improving from one post to another. Like WOW. Now, you’re even starting an art blog, too? You’re so dedicated to the arts. I respect that a lot. Your hard work and commitment will bring you very far in life, whatever you decide to do.

I love interacting with you. You’re such a big sweetheart and full of positivity and energy. I look forward to seeing more of your art and gfx ❤️

@biscuitwalk, Dann, the AK Wiz. Dann, I know you’re not as active on here so idk when or if you will ever read this but I want to say that I miss you and your creations so, so much. I will say it a hundred times over and OVER but you inspire me so goddamn much. You have no fucking idea. Your works are absolutely gorgeous and unique. I can look at it once and I can instantly recognize your style (and your cute lil’ pufferfish <3). The way you utilize colors and implement various techniques, shapes, textures into your work. Goddamn, you’re so good. I always look to your work if I ever need inspiration and they help me brainstorm. God, I wish I could put it into words how much I adore your works.

We didn’t really talk for long but you seemed like such a kind and fun person to be around. I wish you the best in your future endeavors, wherever you are. Stay safe <3

@elriccs, Mirai, the Short King. 🧍‍♀️ ok look I know, I know I’m TERRIBLE at replying to you and I’m so fucking sorry. I absolutely love to talk to you but my dumbass cannot seem to reply in a timely manner LASELKSAL. That’s on me and I gotta do better. Anyways!!! Thank you SO fucking much for always leaving such kind messages on my work. I swear to god you’re one of my biggest hype man and I ALWAYS look forward to reading your tags. They’re so funny and it makes me all tingly and happy inside. Bro, like, you just radiate big fun vibes, bro. I really hope that I can get to know you better so I can just insult you until it’s too late to walk away </3

And of course, let me also remind you that I love your works so much. They way that you utilize your textures and those muted colors... OOMPH *chefs kiss* I will always love--

@lockhvrts, Em the Soulsborne GOD. hi em 🥺 it’s been awhile since I’ve had a proper conversation with you and I hope you’re doing okay! I miss you and our conversations where we do nothing but geek out and complain about the game industry lmao. if you manage to read this, I just wanted to let you know I miss your presence here. It’s been kinda dull not seeing your beautiful soulsborne gifs and your game rants. Let’s catch up soon. <3 stay safe and well!

@nathanprescutt, Benn, the Man. BENNNNNNNN. I love you a lot bro. I know we haven’t had long conversations for some time and I hope I can change that! You were my first friend on this blog and I will always appreciate it. I remember us just geeking out over your works and how I would always send you a gfx request like once a week LMAO. The one thing that I have always appreciated about you was the fact that you’re very opinionated (if not, very vocal on your stance on things) and you hold your ground. There were a few time where you encouraged me to speak on topics that I think I shouldn’t and that stuck with me for quite awhile. I’m still a nervous rambling mess when it comes to debates but just know that the one time you supported me to voice my opinion--I hold it very dear to my heart.

While I don’t spend much time together, I will always remember our animal crossing session. It was so much fun just trashing and chilling on your island. Especially the bar :( that bar was fucking AMAZING. Maybe once FFXVI comes out, we can geek out hehe

Also, thank you so much for sending in photos of all your doggos, omg. I miss seeing them so much I hope they’re doing well. Stay hot, my German bro lol. Ich bin sehr dankbar, so eine tolle Freundin zu haben. ❤️❤️❤️

@noxdivina, Lin the Big Dick Daddy Kind. The church is open for business bitch and I’m here to preach the GOSPEL.

Okay, jokes aside, I’m really happy that we became mutuals. You’ve always give off this like, mysterious cosmic vibe (????? huh). And your selfies just further proves that you are wtf. But you’re always so kind to those that you interact with. You’re an absolutely sweetheart and like I just want to give you a giant hug every time we interact. You’re such a soft human being. It’s so nice being around you. It’s like being tossed in the oven and baked at 250 degrees F for 25 minutes. And to boot you’re really talented, hello? God really said let there be a perfect human being and yeeted you into the universe. Thank you for always leaving such kind messages and words in my DM/askbox/works. I cherish them so much. I hope I can get to know you better in the future bc you’re rad, bro <3

anyways, updated drawing of u and maya:

i always assume you’re in a black fur parka 24/7 and maya is coatless neck down. also deck me with those jacked arms of yours thanks 🧍‍♀️

(edit: fuck i forgot to draw a PARTY HAT ON MAYA IM SORRY)

@rokuseis, Sei, the Dumber.

i have nothing to say to you go away you banana hater ASELKSAEKL

BITCH, you doo bee getting on my nerve 24/7/365 🧍‍♀️ you were an unexpected but a very welcomed addition to my life. I can’t believe we really went 1 fuckin’ year without speaking to each other and then suddenly our friendship blew up because over a stupid BANANA. Now you gotta deal with me and my stupid, random, crude ass messages daily. I cannot. Clown to clown communication. But thank you so much bitch for being there for me and telling all of these funny ass stories and life experiences.

I know I don’t say it a lot because when we talk it’s literally just dogs barking at each other but I want to make it clear now: I love your humor and vibe so much. You never fail to make me laugh anytime I talk to you and I appreciate it so much. I can’t tell you how many times I felt better after talking to you. Even though sometimes your fucking jab hits hard and I end up actually inSULTED BY IT. But thank you for becoming my friend and I look forward to all of our stupid moments together. Looking forward to shitting in your sink when I finally fly to your home <3

@wolfamongthem, Anna, the Grinch. Please don’t hurt me for that title. I'm just saying if someone needs a live casting, it’ll be u. Anyways, did you know that I was so fucking intimidated by you for a long ass time, even before we became mutuals aseljas LMAO. I always see your gifs around on explore and they’re so gorgeous and then I look at your text posts and it’s u roasting people like there’s no tomorrow- 🧍‍♀️ bitch I was SCARED OF U KSKS. Now that I’ve talked to you a few times, you’re really funny like where do you find those reaction memes????? Like bro you and your shitposts is my morning cup of coffee.

Anyways, in 2021 I expect a full-fledge review of all AAA games from you-- no more shit talking in the tags let it all out BITCH. Thank you for being such a great mutual! I look forward to see what weird shit you will send me the next time we talk lmao

@zenien, Selm, the I’m-gay-for-Lady-Maria-or-anything-that-moves-in-BB-Bitch™. ok bitch if I’m being honest I wrote yours last so my brain is FRIED. so everything i say from here is raw from the HEARt cause that’s all I got left. But anyhow, we savin’ the best for last! honestly, i didn’t expect you to barge into my life like that. i really didn’t. i was just gonna keep admiring with my 7 feet (2.1336 meters) pole. I’m glad you made the first move because look where we are wtf 🧍‍♀️ friends??? I wouldn’t believe you if you told me that in 2014 when I first followed you lmao.

You’re such a kind soul. I know you may disagree but I’m determined to convince you. I can’t tell you how much I want to thank you for taking the time to talk to me during my rough bits. It’s like sitting on a wooden bench in a park during sunset and you sit next to me, just enjoying the vast sky. You radiate such peaceful energy. It’s very calming. Or you know, 2 seconds later i’m suddenly suplexed by your 40 tons of insults like what--

Thank you for everything, so far. Truly. It’s been so fun listening to you talk about your Bloodborne journey and see your reactions live. It’s been so fun to see you post your graphics and it continues to blow me away. It’s been so fun hearing about your life and the stories of your adulthood. Every words that we have exchanged, I hold dearly to my heart--more than you ever know. Love u bitch.

#for mutuals #mutuals don't ask about your titles i was being quirky LMAO #this took so long so i hope it works properly sksks #it hasn't been proofread so enjoy the mess

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lordseochangbin · 5 years ago

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i wish it rained every saturday

a/n: lee felix angst + fluff. haha i love fefe, not proofread

for @0325stay ,, almost based on the cute guy that works at my local starbucks that ive literally never talked to sksk

“remember y/n, you can only write ONE WORD on the coffee order? no ‘girl with ugly pants’ or ‘cute boy thats comes every saturday when it rains”. thats just stupid’”

“that’s literally all you ally, now shut up. i actually write THEIR NAME on THEIR ORDER like youre supposed to” you closed the door to the coffee grains and passed ally, giving her a little shove to credit her obnoxious behavior.

ally rolled her eyes, about to grab your shoulders on the spot before the bell rang near the entrance. thats right, it was saturday.. and it was raining. you felt a sudden pressure applied to your arms before you found yourself on the floor

“hi this is lordseochangbin’s coffee room [i hate how i implemented my user but i didn't feel like making up a name], how can i help you?” ally straightened her apron, giving a quick “don’t you dare fuck this up for me” look before diverting her attention back to the blonde boy.

he was pretty, you had to admit. freckles spotted on his cheeks like a pretty dalmatian, you couldn't help but the count them all as if he were yours. but of course, it was a never ending count and the time to hand over a coffee to his table and say “here your coffee! -insert fake ass smile here-” was not enough to comply.

and how could you not notice that jawline? from the floor captured a good angle of his, and for a second you despised the insects on the wooden ground that you forgot to sweep earlier for they had rights to simply look up and see what others may call the sun. but as this all processed through you brain you noticed it wasn’t the ants looking at him- it was him looking at you.

“yeah i think i’ll get that” he nodded to quickly reassure himself. he smiled without his teeth, his lips forming a sideways line. kinda like that one emoji. “also.. are you okay?” he pointed to you.

ally raised her eyebrows in shock before turning to see you on the floor “oh yeah shes-”

“im fine” you got up, brushing your knees off of the dust “thanks for asking”. you shot him a quick smile, quickly returned by himself before he could say, “no problem, and dont make it to ‘cute boy that comes every saturday when it rains’, some people actually read that you know?”

you almost bursted in laughter as the boy walked away. leather jacket, black ripped jeans, and black doc martins. he seemed like the boy of your dreams, and now that you had experienced a bitter taste of his personality you liked it. not to the point like black roast but, somewhat sweet like vanilla. you loved it.

ally threw the small sized cup to you, the name tag unfilled and order still remaining. “chop chop!! get that coffee making, im gonna go apply some perfume and when i get back have that ready so i can give it to him”

you rolled your eyes at ally, “fine” you muttered under your breath before turning on the coffee grinder, staring outside the window at the pouring rain

you noticed felix as well, staring outside with his wireless headphones in his ears. his lips pursed, and you could tell he was humming a really good song or just really thirsty.

after making the coffee you realized ally was probably doing her makeup as well, and as a few minutes passed by you assumed she may have been doing her hair. but the poor boy looked like he couldn’t wait any longer, so you picked up the coffee before realizing it had no name on it.

with a marker in your hand, you’d realized he never really told you what to put. nor what to call him. he just told you what you shouldn’t call him. after a few seconds of contemplating, you decided to act like ally. except not in a few words, in one word.

thats what you wrote on the coffee cup before giving it to some other waitress to give to him. you watched from behind the counter as he received the coffee, taking it in his hand before checking out the name tag. “how” you could hear the words leave his inaudibly leave his lips and the hint of curiousness behind it.

your plan was working.

the next few days consisted of pure boredom. getting bullied by ally behind the counter and having to stay late at night as well. one week finally passed and you kept your hopes up that the weather app was correct, it would be raining. and the 80% chance gave you the strength to wake up and do your hair. for no reason though, because you knew ally would want to take his order and ally would want to talk to him.

but just in case, what’s to lose in dressing up decent for once?

you were on your break when felix came this time, but instead of ordering he walked straight to your table. your looking around in case he was mistaken as he sat across from you.

“hey, you’re the girl from earlier right?” he asked, dropping his things on the table in front of you.

“yeah, the one on the floor” you laughed to yourself

“my god” felix laughed along with you, sympathetically shaking his head “im so sorry about that”

“you knew why i was there?” you asked curiously

“oh come on, i know the little secret messages from your friend over the counter. but i really like your coffee, when are you back on your shift?”

“i never thought a guy would ask me to get back to work” you responded sarcastically, looking outside as the water droplets hit the cobblestone floor

“hey now, i just really like your coffee. can I get the usual pleaseeeee” felix begging in a baby-like voice caught your eye as you stared into his puppy eyes, immediately making you fall for them.

you quickly rolled your eyes before getting up from your chair, “fineee”

felix smiled at you, his cheeks turning a faint pink shade as he watched you go to the coffee grinder. “thank youuu”

you quickly put together his favorite order and gave it to ally, stealing a sharpie to write down a word on the name tag

really

“seriously?” ally asked, “can’t you just write down his name?”

“i don’t know his name, shouldn’t you?”

ally took the coffee from you, “watch me, ill get his name and his number” she was on her way to felix, placing his coffee in front of him and sitting in your seat from before.

you watched felix grab the coffee, looking at the word in awe. he picked it up, staring at post sides for a possible hidden message which made you chuckle considering he was more intrigued by the cup than the girl in front of him.

he looked towards the front counters, maybe in hopes of seeing you there but no- you hid behind as he walked out into the cold ran. and from there, according to the weather app, it wouldn’t rain until another 2 weeks.

the next saturday you didn’t expect his arrival. you constantly imagined it however. the way he’d take down his umbrella the second the door shut behind him, looking around for any open tables to accommodate. his pretty outfits made it harder not to fall in love as well, but you had to admit: a boy that came every saturday when it rained. why every saturday? why only when it rained?? it was a mystery behind a perfect man and you were the only one that speculated about it.

“hey y/n, can you do my midnight shift today? the cute boy isn’t coming so there’s no point in staying?” ally asked, her purse already in her hands

“you don’t think i have anything better to do?” you responded before getting a quick response.

“no, probably not. but i do, so see you later!”

and before you knew it ally was out the door.

you watched as people drank their coffees and read books or socialized with others. it was nice to know that people were still innocent enough to spend their saturdays like this. in a coffee shop like you were. but you knew they were doing so much better than you, better than the girl that was wishing itd rained this saturday, so you can give a message to the cute boy.

when everyone started to leave, you began to clean up before looking outside at the downpour. “mother nature, a little too late to comply to my wishes” you muttered to yourself. but almost on cue, you jumped on the spot as you saw the cute boy rush in- this time without an umbrella- into the store.

“am i too late?!” he asked, his heart beating out of his chest and his hair wet from the weather outside.

“dude you’re like soaking wet-”

“where’s the girl?!” he interrupted, looking past you to see no one there

“what girl?” you asked

“the girl that’s always behind the counter, always giving me those stupid messages. god, all i can think about is how her message will end. i have two words but i can’t seem to figure out the rest?! im 100% sure i have an idea but-“

“wait...” you interrupted, dropping your mop to the floor “you didn’t think ANYTHING of those messages? like maybe they actually came from someone’s heart or something?”

“oh come on” felix retorted, “it’s obviously she just likes me cause she thinks im cute or something. i mean who writes messages on coffee cups?”

shy girls that work till 12pm and get bullied by their own co-workers. you thought to yourself

“me... i do” you said in a somewhat like whisper but loud enough for him to hear

“it was you?” he responded in shock

“yes, but if it really meant nothing then i apologize. im sorry i bothered you with my ‘stupid messages’”

“no no!!” the boy grabbed your hands, holding them in his palm. they were freezing cold and no matter how much you hated him in that moment you wanted to hold them forever. “im sorry.. i didn’t mean it like that”

“yes you did, the whole idea was dumb and im sorry for that”

“y/n..” he read off your tag, “finish the message. i promise i won’t judge” he gave your hands a little squeeze making you look into his dark brown eyes. his breaths were softer in the moment, making your heart beat increase and you felt him come closer to you.

“i really... i really like you” you said, closing your eyes at how stupid it sounded at loud.

“you really like me?” he questioned, looking into your eyes as your slowly opened them

you nodded your head before he could pull you into a hug, “i really like you too, almost as much as i like your coffee”

#lee felix #felix lee #stray kids felix #felix fluff #felix angst #stray kids angst #stray kids fluff #stray kids #stray kids imagines #stray kids au #skz au #skz #skz imagines #skz fluff #skz angst

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ingayderzim · 5 years ago

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not to be that person who asks a googleable question but wtf is hazbin hotel bc i googled it and the only “critical” thing i could find was a typo-ridden article of someone saying it has good animation and its haters are stupid. i was able to glean what it is/what it’s about but idk about the discourse lmao

Im actually so glad u asked this. Here's the lowdown, this is my definitive answer to hazbin shit from here on out, unless new info comes about of course.

Hazbin hotel is an independent cartoon by vivziepop. Most people (that ive seen) have agreed that the pilot of the show really isnt that great but the reason it has so many fans is bc of the entertaining livestreams, massive amounts of canon content produced (she has had these characters for years), unique art style, and the characters. (Ass ugly but unique.)

Its haters are totally justified bc of some of the "controversial" (read: bad) things vivziepop has done. Here's the conclusion that my friends and classmates (several of whom are Black, one Hispanic woman, and one trans woman...nellie if ur reading this i 💜 u) and i came to after discussing this stuff. I am NOT saying "well my black/trans friend said it's ok so i dont have to think about it!" this is based on a few different conversations that my friends and i have had about this topic so what im saying is that my opinion was formed by talking about this situation with multiple people affected by the controversy.

One controversial thing is a drawing u can easily find on google (called beastiality.jpg i believe?) It's a cropped (chest and up, but hes obv naked) drawing of vivziepops character, drawn by vivziepop, moaning, with a snake around him. The character is 17. Many people have interpreted this as child porn. I dont think this image is pornographic, i think it's a stupid joke (it was even tagged as a joke iirc) and completely inappropriate but since it's 8 years old on top of not being porn, i think it's just an example of a dumb drawing. That being said, i would NEVER argue that someone who is uncomfortable w the drawing (im uncomfortable with it! It's gross just not porn) or considers it porn is wrong. They are entitled to that opinion and i would never expose them to vivziepops work or talk about her stuff around them if they expressed to me that they disliked the image.

Another thing is that she drew a doodle of two racist TERFs. This is the one where my friends of color, my friends who are black, and my friends who are trans women took the lead. I sat back for this part and here's their and my opinion on this after talking about it and verbally going through this whole situation.

She was following these women (who had done blackface and stuff) and drew art of them. The art was a "quick doodle" that she did apologize for and she said she didn't realize the extent of their beliefs. She knew they werent great but hadnt consumed much of their content in depth. I believe her bc while ive never followed anyone as bad, ive certainly followed some pieces of shit and didnt notice for months simply bc im not online all the time and bc of the volume of people i follow, combined with the non chronological algorithms lately.

At the risk of screwing myself, im going to admit that there was about a year or so of my life where i enjoyed The Amazing Atheist. I was even subbed to him. I was a nonbinary lesbian (2 things he cant stand lmaoo) in catholic school and therefore i strictly watched his videos about theological stuff since thats what was frustrating me at the time. I had no clue the type of evil racist, transphobic, homophobic (yes ik hes bi), misogynistic things he thought, said, and did, bc i didnt watch those videos. I literally only watched select theological ones that could be of use to me while edgily debating my teachers (sorry mrs macdougal but u had it coming). I was about 15 at the time and im 19 now. Im sorry to everyone i hurt by ever having supported him. I had one of his quotes written in the inside of my religion notebook in high school. I regretted it and ripped the page out the moment i discovered the truth about him. I cant stress enough how much I HATE HIM. Thats an example of what i think happened here tho.

One of my friends who is a trans woman said (paraphrasing) "i think the worst thing shes done is that terf art but i believe the apology especially bc it was a quick drawing."

That being said, i would NEVER argue with someone who wanted nothing to do w vivziepop bc of this. That's their right. 100%. I would never expose them to her work after that.

The last thing i remember is something about a pedophilic couple in a comic but i heard it was a 17 year old and a 19 year old. Im 19 and if one of my peers did that i wouldnt say pedophile but id say ur a fucking weirdo, BUT, the kids were fake and being written by an adult so i can totally see her thinking that age gap is much less of a big deal than it really is. Like she forgot what it's like at this age. Idk how true any of that part is tho, i heard that info entirely secondhand.

Another thing to do with racism is that there's a joke within the show where one character says to the other

"don't get your taco in a twist"

"Was that supposed to be racist or sexist?"

"Whichever one pisses you off more"

I thought that was gross but one of my friends pointed out that vivziepop is of el salvadorian descent so that's her business. Like if i made a lesbian joke of equal or greater offensiveness than that and someone tried to call me lesbophobic over it id be like "that's literally my territory."

Oh speaking of which that character's name is vaggie and shes a lesbian but it's not pronounced w the same G you'd hear in "vagina." Vivziepop seems to name characters weirdly (like how in helluva boss theres a guy named blitzo and the o is silent) so maybe it's a pussy joke but i have no idea.

The animation was.................better than i could do, i wanna say the faces and gestures were good but god i remember there was a part with a car and my gf had to pause so i could laugh my ass off at it. I wouldn't describe the animation as a highlight but i liked the style in motion i thought it was a fun change. Vivziepops style is not appealing imo but i appreciate it as an art student and as someone whose friends all like she ra and steven universe where every character looks the goddamn motherfucking same, and while its chaotic and i dont care for it, the style actually works way better in motion than you'd think.

A good rule that i def use is to assume hazbin fans are guilty until proven innocent. If someone says they dont care about the discourse surrounding it and like it no matter what, RUN! They would support the show even if the creator was in fact a pedophile, or had done the blackface/was a terf herself! They probably support some horrible ppl and are probably "anti antis." A lot of them are minors tho so i'd say block and move on.

So, do i like it or not? Im an art student and all my friends like it so while i didnt think it was funny, i do fuck with it. At the convention this weekend my friends and i had a convo that led to me drawing an ahego hoodie where the faces were angel dust (a character's) face. It was a joke that i could make a killing by selling that in a booth at a con.

Theres really nothing compelling about the show but my friends like it so i join in on their conversations, and i do have a soft spot for angel dust bc he's like a worse, less amazing and gorgeous version of one of my characters, Candy, the love of my life.

A lot of people say the show was edgy/offensive and maybe im just desensitized but besides the taco thing i didnt pick up on that whatsoever??? The Archer episode "Swiss Miss" is worse than helluva boss and hazbin combined and even archer isn't offensive.

Im probably not aware of all the "discourse" (aka people being reasonably uncomfortable by weird and bad shit this random woman has done, and other ppl saying their opinions are wrong when it's literally just an opinion about a show) so if anything she's done isnt included in here it's not to defend vivziepop, this is genuinely all i know. I wouldnt describe myself as a fan of hers.

#hazbin hotel #anon

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athena-athena · 6 years ago

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Give Up the Past (Kraglin x Reader)

Request from @celticheart72 : "How about a protective prompt for Kraglin. The reader saying to Peter or Yondu, "Please, don't tell him." in reference to Kraglin maybe about someone the reader is afraid of that she has to deal with on a job."

This ended up a lot longer than I intended, but I had a ton of fun writing it, and I hope you like it!

Tagged: @animeaniseed @misfitgirlwrites

“Gotta job fer ya, Y/N.”

“What is it, Captain?”

“Need ya ta go to Xelia and retrieve somethin’ fer me. I got a buyer who’ll pay triple what it’s worth if we can get it to ‘im by the end of the week. I’d go myself, but I got another job to do.”

“Oh, um, sounds good. Shouldn’t be a problem.”

“Ya sure?” He looked at you closely, and you averted your eyes.

“Yeah. I just haven’t been to Xelia in a while… was hoping I’d never have to go back.”

You shrugged as if it wasn’t a big deal, but your heart was beating faster and you were beginning to sweat. You hoped Yondu wouldn’t notice, but he noticed everything, even if he didn’t always mention anything about it.

“I can send somebody else if ya ain’t up fer it,” he told you.

“Oh, no, it’s fine. I’ll be fine.”

“What happened to ya on Xelia?”

You weren’t sure how much to tell him. You didn’t want him to think you were weak, and you didn’t want to fail the mission, and therefore fail him, but you also hated talking about your past. You thought he deserved the truth, though. If it hadn’t been for him, you’d probably still be on Xelia, basically living as a slave to Krendiss Venkarth. You hadn’t meant to get wrapped up in that sordid world, but you’d met Venkarth when you were very young and impressionable, and it had all happened so fast. He’d made you feel special at a time when you had only felt awkward and unloved, and by the time you’d realized what kind of person he actually was, it was too late for you to leave.

Three Years Earlier

It was only due to dumb luck that you’d managed to escape. You had been at a local bar, the Minotaur, with Venkarth one night when Yondu, though you hadn’t known him at the time, and his crew had barged in, attracting everyone’s attention, but especially Venkarth’s. He always wanted to be the center of attention – he ruled the area, as far as he was concerned, and he didn’t take kindly to anyone else coming in and taking over. Things would quickly get violent if he ever felt threatened, and he definitely felt threatened when Yondu, alpha male that he was, showed up and took over control of the bar. You could see Venkarth tense up as Yondu told a joke that had the whole bar laughing, and were just waiting for him to snap. Venkarth stood up, and you slid down a little more in your seat. He walked over to the table where Yondu was holding court, and you suddenly realized this was the first time in weeks that Venkarth had left you alone in public. His thugs were all surrounding Yondu’s table and weren’t paying a bit of attention to you. It was now or never. You quickly slid out of the booth and hurried out of the back door.

You ended up in an alley, and you weren’t sure which way to go. You wouldn’t have time to go back to Venkarth’s place to get any of your things, and you definitely couldn’t go home. He’d have his men looking for you as soon as he realized you were gone, which wouldn’t take long, and those were the first two places he would look. Knowing time was of the essence, you just started running, and hoped a plan would come to you as you ran. You turned the corner at the end of the alley, and ran right into someone, knocking both of you to the ground.

You hit the ground hard, and felt the breath leave your body.

“Sorry, miss! Here, lemme help ya up.”

You realized the man you had knocked down was already standing, and he was holding his hand out to you. You hesitantly took hold of his outstretched hand, and he easily pulled you to your feet.

“Th-thank you. I’m so sorry for running into you. I… I’ve got to go, I’m sorry!” You suddenly remembered Venkarth, and as much as you wanted to stay and talk to this tall stranger, you knew you didn’t have time. If Venkarth caught you talking to a strange man, he’d kill both of you. You started to run off again, but the man stopped you when he asked, “Wait! Are ye okay? Is somethin’ wrong?”

You knew you shouldn’t stay. You knew it was a bad idea to hang around so close to the bar where Venkarth was still inside, probably already realizing you were gone, but you couldn’t help it. There was just something about this stranger who had already been kinder to you in one minute than anyone else had been to you in the last year.

“No, it’s okay. I just… need to get away from here.”

“Where ya headed?”

“I have no idea. I just can’t stay here.”

“I can walk ya home, if ya like.”

“I… can’t go home.”

The man showed no surprise at this statement. Maybe he couldn’t go home, either.

“Ya need a job? Cap’n’s been lookin’ fer somebody to help our cook out. Can ya cook?”

You were so caught off guard that you momentarily forgot about Venkarth, and took a step closer to the stranger. “Yeah. Yeah, I love to cook, actually.”

“Okay, well if yer interested in bein’ a cook’s apprentice on a ship, I bet the Cap’n’d be glad ta talk to ya ‘bout it. C’mon, he’s at the Minotaur right now, probably have a good shot at gettin’ the job if ya talk to ‘im after he’s had a few drinks.”

Hearing the name of the bar brought you back to your senses. “I can’t go back there.”

You figured he could see the panic in your eyes, as he took a step closer and reached out to touch your arm, but he seemed to think better of it. His face flushed a light blue, and he stepped back again. “K, well I can take ya to the ship, an’ we can wait on ‘im there, if ya want?”

“Okay, that sounds good. Where’s the ship? Can we go now?”

“Not far, c’mon.”

He started walking off, and you only hesitated for a moment before you followed him. You couldn’t believe you were about to get on a space ship with a complete stranger. What if it was all a ploy to kidnap you? But desperate times called for desperate measures, and almost anything would be better than living another day in Venkarth’s shadow.

“Name’s Kraglin, by the way.”

“I’m Y/N.”

He nodded, then you both walked in silence for a while. You could hear loud noises in the distance �� clearly a bar brawl had broken out, and you were pretty sure Venkarth was right in the middle of it. You faintly heard what sounded like sharp whistling, but thought you might have just imagined it.

“Um, can we walk a little faster?”

“Oh, yeah, no problem.” Kraglin picked up his pace, and you gratefully fell into step beside him. You kept glancing back over your shoulder, afraid you’d see Venkarth running up behind you each time.

“Somethin’ wrong?”

You hesitated. Something about him invited you to open up and tell him everything, but after spending a year living in fear of Venkarth, you found it hard to trust anyone. “No, everything’s fine. I’m just a little jumpy tonight.”

“Well, we’re almost at the ship. Just ‘round this corner an’ down the street a little ways.”

Leaving the sounds of the nightlife behind, you entered a quiet street where several space ships were docked.

Kraglin pointed, and told you, “It’s the one at the end.”

When you reached the ship, Kraglin entered a code on the control pad by the entrance, and the door slid open.

He walked inside, and, after just a moment’s hesitation, you took a deep breath, and followed him inside. The door slid shut behind you and you panicked for a moment before you realized that there was almost no way for Venkarth to find you here. It may have been a mistake for you to get on a stranger’s ship, but at least it would be a mistake that would get you away from Venkarth. You breathed a sigh of relief, and turned to Kraglin.

“Thank you. For telling me about this job, and letting me wait on the ship.”

“It’s nothin’.” He sat down on a crate in the corner, and you realized he wasn’t going to take you any farther inside the ship. He might be kind, but he wasn’t stupid. You realized you were as much a stranger to him as he was to you, and knew he was going to wait and let the Captain, whoever that was, decide whether you’d be allowed on the ship itself.

“So, how long do you think the Captain will be?”

“Dunno, depends on how much fun he’s havin’.”

“Oh.”

You sighed. This could be a long wait. You only hoped that Venkarth’s search wouldn’t include all the space ships docked in town.

You sat down on a crate on the other side of the small room, prepared to wait for a while, but suddenly the doors slid open again, and the same blue Centaurian from the Minotaur stomped inside. Kraglin jumped up and saluted. “Cap’n!”

“What the hell’s goin’ on in here, Kraglin?”

You wondered if you might have made a mistake in agreeing to meet the Captain. He seemed angry, and definitely not in a mood to hire someone.

“Got someone in’trested in bein’ Cook’s apprentice.”

“That right?”

He looked you up and down, and you straightened your spine. You weren’t going to show weakness to him, even though you were afraid he’d kill you where you stood just for daring to be on his ship when he returned.

“Ya cook, girlie?”

“Yes.”

“Ya any good?”

“Yes.” You were good by some standards, anyway, and you didn’t figure a crew full of space pirates would have high standards.

“Ya got a problem bein’ part of a group of Ravagers?

A year ago you probably would have said yes, but after the shady things you’d been involved in with Venkarth, you could honestly say living with a group of Ravagers sounded down-right innocent.

“No problem at all.”

“Good. Ya got the job.”

“What? Just like that?”

“Yeah. Ya need to go get anythin’ ‘fore we leave?”

“No.”

“Good. C’mon, Kraglin, we’re leavin�� now.”

“Aye, Cap’n.” He saluted again, then walked to the door leading to the interior of the ship and entered another code.

You followed the two men onto the Eclector proper and into your new life, and never looked back.

You never told Kraglin or Yondu about your life before on Xelia, and you never mentioned Venkarth. Not when Yondu described the fight between himself and Venkarth in the Minotaur after you’d left. Not when he talked about how much he wished he’d put an arrow through his head instead of letting him leave the bar. Not even after you and Kraglin started a relationship and he asked you about your past. You figured the past was the past and you had no plans to ever go back to Xelia, and definitely no plans to ever see Venkarth again.

So when Yondu asked you to go back to Xelia and retrieve something for him, you knew he had no idea that the very thought of going back made you sick. You knew if he had even a clue about your life there, he wouldn’t have asked you. But you also didn’t want Venkarth to dictate your life anymore. You were tired of living in fear of him, and after three years of living on a Ravager ship, you felt a little more confident about your chances of standing up to him. There was still a small part of you, however, that was scared to death that he would find you and take you back and you’d never see Kraglin or the others again.

Yondu was still looking at you expectantly, and you finally said, “I just… didn’t have a good life there. I was with someone who wasn’t a good person, someone I’d rather not see again.”

“Did he hurt ya?”

You couldn’t lie to Yondu – he’d see right through you anyway, so there was no point in trying. “Yes.”

“I’ll kill ‘im. Who is it?”

“Nobody, it doesn’t matter now.”

“Like hell it doesn’t!”

“Yondu, please!”

“Ya know what, ferget the job, ya ain’t goin’. I’ll send somebody else.”

“Yondu, no, I can do this! I swear, it’s not that big of a deal.”

“It is a big deal, and yer gonna tell me who he is.”

You sighed. “Fine. Do you remember Krendiss Venkarth?” Even saying his name made you shudder.

Yondu cursed and you flinched. “I knew I shoulda killed him when I had the chance!”

He looked angrier than you’d ever seen him. “Please don’t tell Kraglin. It’s in the past, I don’t want him to worry about me. I want to do this job.”

“He worries about ya anyway, me not tellin’ ‘im ‘bout this ain’t gonna make a difference. I still don’t think it’s a good idea fer ya to go now that I know ‘bout you an’ Venkarth.”

“I need to do this alone. Please. I’m so tired of being afraid. I need to prove that I can handle myself when there’s a chance of him being around. I can’t always hide behind you, Kraglin, or the others.”

Even though you could tell he wasn’t happy about it, he finally nodded. “Ya don’t need ta prove yerself, girl. But I understand. Fine, ya can go, but ya get in there, do the job, an’ get back to the ship. If ya even get a whisper of Venkarth, ya ferget the mission and get back here. An’ ya better call me if anythin’ happens – don’t even think about handlin’ him on yer own if he happens to show up. I swear I’ll kill ya myself if ya don’t call fer backup when ya need it.”

“I promise, I won’t even see him. He won’t be expecting me to be back, and I’ll just do the job and leave.”

“An’ I won’t tell Kraglin...”

“Thank you so much, Yon-...”

“...but you will.”

“What?”

“Yer gonna tell him yerself. Or the job’s off.”

You sighed again. “Fine, I’ll tell him as soon as I get back.”

“Ya better.”

You were more nervous than you could ever remember being, and you didn’t know if you’d even be able to walk off the ship, much less finish the job. You took a deep breath to try to steady your nerves. You heard your communicator beep and Kraglin’s face popped up on the screen. Despite your nervousness, it brought a smile to your face.

You picked up the communicator and pressed the button to answer. “Hey, Kraglin!”

“Hey, Y/N, how’s it goin’?”

“Good. I’m getting ready to go on that job for Yondu. How’s your mission going?”

“It’s goin’ fine. I jus’ miss ya.”

“I miss you, too. You’ll be back soon, though, and then we can spend some well-deserved alone time together.”

“I like the sound a that.” He grinned, and you couldn’t help smiling back, even though you knew you’d have to have a serious conversation with him about Venkarth before you’d get any “alone time” with him.

“Me, too. And there’s, um, something we need to talk about when you get back.”

“Somethin’ bad?”

“Oh, no, don’t worry, it’s nothing bad.”

He looked relieved, yet still concerned, at your words. “Okay, well, we should be back in a couple a days, then we can have plenty a time fer talkin’… an’ other things.”

You bit your lip, then answered, “I can’t wait.”

“See ya soon. Love ya, Y/N.”

“I love you too, Kraglin.”

Rather than feeling relieved after your conversation with Kraglin, you now felt more worried than before. What if he didn’t take the news well? You hadn’t technically lied to him, but you supposed lying by omission was just as bad. You just hated thinking about that time in your life, and, if you were honest with yourself, you were afraid that Kraglin would think less of you and decide he didn’t want you anymore. You suddenly realized that he needed to be the one to make that decision, though, and you felt worse than ever that you had withheld part of yourself just so he wouldn’t leave. You wanted him to love you for all of you, and not just the parts that you had chosen to show him.

Taking a deep breath, you tried to push thoughts of what might happen with Kraglin to the back of your mind. You had to concentrate on the task at hand – landing on Xelia, finishing your job for Yondu, and getting back to the Eclector, all without being noticed by Venkarth.

You chose one of the M-ships that the rest of the crew had left behind when they’d left for their own missions, and headed towards Xelia. You were determined to finish this job for Yondu so you could prove once and for all that you had overcome your fear of Venkarth, and could finally move on with your life. A life that would hopefully still include Kraglin after you told him that truth about your past.

The closer you got to Xelia, the more worried you became. What if something went wrong? What if you got hurt? You’d never been on a job by yourself, and you suddenly thought that Yondu must have been out of his mind to allow you to do this one on your own. Even though you’d joined the crew as the cook’s apprentice, Yondu made everyone train and go on missions occasionally, but this would be the first time you’d been on one alone, and you weren’t sure that you could handle it. And then, looming ever present in the back of your mind – what if you were captured by Venkarth again? Even the thought was too much to bear, and you shook your head, trying to concentrate on Yondu’s instructions. It should be a fairly straightforward mission. One of Yondu’s contacts was in possession of a particular item that was extremely valuable, and, unfortunately for the contact, illegal, on Terra, and Yondu had a buyer who was willing to pay extremely well if Yondu could get the item to him discreetly. All you had to do was meet the contact at the designated rendezvous point, discreetly swap bags (one of which held 500,000 units, the other the delicate item in question), and keep walking. No talking, no hanging around. Just in and out and back to the ship.

You landed the M-ship, grabbed the bag and double-checked that the units were still there, then took a deep breath. You knew exactly where the meeting point was, considering you had been there many times with Venkarth, and you only hoped that his business kept him on the other side of town today. You passed the shops and places of business that you used to frequent in a previous life, and said a silent thanks that your life was so different now. Sure, being a Ravager wasn’t exactly on the up and up, but at least it wasn’t as bad as being with Venkarth.

You spotted the meeting point, and felt a stab of fear. You pulled your hood down over your face, and hoped it would be enough to keep anyone from recognizing you. Walking inside the dark establishment, you sauntered over to the predetermined meeting place, and recognized the description of the man you were supposed to meet. You leaned against the bar next to him, nonchalantly placed your bag on the floor between the two of you, and nodded, while looking around the room. The man stretched, leaned down and picked up your bag, leaving an identical one in its place, and walked out. You picked up the remaining bag, and walked out of the back exit. You couldn’t believe it had been so easy, and couldn’t help the skip in your step as you headed back to the ship.

“Well, well, well. If it isn’t the long-lost Y/N.” The sound of that cruel voice filled you with fear. It was Grolmatu, Venkarth’s number one thug. “Venkarth’s gonna be so happy to see you again.”

You reached for your wrist communicator to signal Yondu, but Grolmatu was too fast for you. He roughly grabbed your arm and ripped the communicator off your wrist before you could even react. “I don’t think you’ll be needing to call anyone. Venkarth’s gonna take good care of you.”

“Please, no, let me go!”

“What? You mean you ain’t looking forward to being reunited with Venkarth? He won’t be pleased to hear that.”

“Please,” you whispered, but you knew it was no use. Grolmatu loved nothing more than being cruel, and you had no doubt that whatever Venkarth had in store for you was definitely going to be cruel.

Still holding onto your arm, he pulled you into an alley, then shoved you into a waiting hovercar. He ripped the blaster out of its holster on your hip, and placed it in his own holster.

This couldn’t be happening! It was your worst nightmare come to life, and there was nothing you could do. You couldn’t believe you’d forgotten every single bit of training you’d received from the Ravagers. How could you have forgotten you had a weapon? But hearing Grolmatu’s voice had taken you right back to the year you had spent with Venkarth, when you had definitely not been armed, and had not had a chance of escape. And now you were right back in the same situation. The same scared girl, just waiting to be told what to do. You watched as Grolmatu went through your bag.

“Now what do we have here? Who are you working for, Y/N, that you’d be picking up such a rare treasure? Venkarth won’t be too happy to hear you’re working for someone else.”��

“Nobody,” you whispered.

“Nobody, huh? I doubt you’re able to pay for this stuff on your own, so you’ve got to be working for somebody. But don’t worry about telling me. Venkarth will get the name out of you pretty quick.”

You were afraid he was probably right. The last thing you wanted to do was give him Yondu’s name, but you weren’t sure how long you could hold out once Venkarth got a hold of you. And as far as Venkarth would be concerned, Yondu had stolen you from him, and he wouldn’t take that lying down. And if Yondu got involved, so would Kraglin, and you didn’t want either of them to suffer for your mistakes, especially Kraglin. You could only hope Yondu wouldn’t tell Kraglin where you were, and maybe he could move on with his life, because there was no way Venkarth was letting you out alive a second time.

You felt the hovercar come to a halt, and your fear spiked when Grolmatu opened the door and pulled you out. You tried to pull away from him, but his grip was too strong. He pulled you into the warehouse that you recognized as Venkarth’s headquarters, and you thought your legs would give out. You had hoped never to be in this place again, yet here you were, with no chance of escape once those doors closed behind you. You struggled harder, but it was no use. You heard the doors slam closed, and you started to silently cry. He pulled you into a side room, one you knew Venkarth spent most of his time in, and it felt like you’d never left in the first place. Maybe the last three years had never happened. Maybe it had all been an elaborate dream. Maybe you’d never met Yondu or Kraglin, never fallen in love with the latter. No, you couldn’t even lie to yourself – you knew falling in love with Kraglin was real. You wished you could see him one last time, but knew that wouldn’t happen now.

Suddenly you were pulled out of your thoughts by the voice you hoped never to hear again. Venkarth’s.

“Look who’s finally returned to me,” he said, standing up and holding his arms out to you.

When you didn’t move, he tilted his head, and continued, “What? No hug for me? You haven’t missed me?” He leered at you, then added, “I’ve thought of you every day since you disappeared. Thought of how I would make you pay for running away from me. I told you that you’d never be able to escape me forever, and here’s the proof. I bet you thought you were rid of me for good, didn’t you? Who helped you? Huh? Who did you convince to take you away from Xelia?”

When you didn’t answer, he walked closer to you and roughly grabbed your arm. You knew you’d have a bruise tomorrow. You only hoped that was the worst you’d have tomorrow.

“I said, who took you away from me?”

“We did.”

Venkarth wheeled around, dragging you with him, and you saw Kraglin, along with several other Ravagers, filing in from the back door.

“Grolmatu, don’t just stand there, get them!”

But the Ravagers were too fast for them, their weapons already drawn. They started firing, and Venkarth’s thugs ran for cover. Unfortunately, Venkarth still had a tight grip on your arm, and he pulled you down beside him, behind a large crate. Your heart was beating out of your chest, and your only concern was for Kraglin. You didn’t care what happened to you, as long as he made it out safely.

“Drop your weapons or she dies!” Venkarth shouted. You knew he wasn’t bluffing. So did the Ravagers, apparently, as you heard several weapons hit the ground.

“Let her go, an’ we’ll leave peacefully,” shouted Kraglin.

Venkarth stood up, dragging you to a standing position beside him. “I don’t usually let go of things that belong to me. She slipped away once, but she won’t do so again.”

“She ain’t yers, and yeah, I reckon she’ll be leavin’ again.”

Venkarth laughed mirthlessly. “And just who is going to take her from me? You’re all unarmed now, but my men aren’t.”

“We ain’t all unarmed.” You heard a sharp whistle and all four of Venkarth’s men hit the floor, dead.

“What the - ?” Venkarth spun around to see Yondu walk into the room. “You Ravager scum! I thought I’d seen the last of you at the Minotaur.”

“Believe me, I wish that’d been the last time I had to lay eyes on ya, ya worthless piece a trash! I shoulda killed ya when I had the chance. Now let her go!”

His ruby eyes flashed, and for the first time you understood why he was a feared Ravager Captain.

Venkarth didn’t respond, but you saw him lift his laser cannon to fire it at Yondu. Yondu didn’t react and for a fleeting moment you didn’t understand why he wasn’t going to protect himself. Then you heard Kraglin yell, “No!”, and the sound of a quad blaster firing, then Venkarth’s grip on your arm slackened. He fell to his knees, then collapsed onto his side. You couldn’t believe it. He was dead. Your nightmare was finally over.

“Y/N! Y/N, are ya okay?” You suddenly realized you were in Kraglin’s arms, and you started to cry from relief.

“I’m so sorry, Kraglin.”

“Shhh… ain’t no need to apologize. I’m just glad yer okay. Jus’… jus’ don’t ever scare me like that again.”

“I won’t, I promise.”

He cradled your face in his hands and kissed you. “I love you more than life itself, Y/N. I don’t wanna lose ya.”

“I love you, too, Kraglin. So much.” You kissed him again, then he lifted you in his arms and carried you back to the Eclector, away from Xelia for the last time.

Later, when you were back on the ship and had calmed down some, you were talking to Yondu and Kraglin in your quarters.

“So how did y’all find me? I was never able to call you for help.”

“Didn’t matter if ya called or not, that wrist communicator had a tracking signal built in, an’ I activated it before ya left. Ya didn’t think I’d let ya go off on yer own without tracking ya somehow, did ya?” replied Yondu.

You rolled your eyes. “I should have known you wouldn’t give in that easily. Not that I’m complaining, mind you.”

“Yeah, I didn’t figure you minded being tracked if it meant saving yer life,” he smirked. “When the signal went dead, I knew somethin’ was wrong, so I sent the last coordinates to Kraglin, an’ headed there myself, in case he didn’t make it in time.”

“And how did you get back so fast?” you asked Kraglin. “I thought you still had a couple of days left on your mission…”

“Oh, we finished early, an’ I was gonna surprise ya tonight. But when the Cap’n told us what was goin’ on an’ sent us the coordinates of yer tracking unit, we went through a few jump points an’ made it back just in time to see that jerk drag ya into that building. We snuck in the back, an’ Yondu musta got there right after us.”

“Yeah, I saw y’all goin’ in the back, so I decided to go on in the front.”

“Well, I can never repay y’all for saving me, seriously. Y’all will never know how much it means to me.”

Yondu waved vaguely in your direction, then stood up and said, “Don’t mention it. I need ta go check on the rest a the crew. Can’t leave ‘em alone too long, ya know. Figure y’all need some alone time, anyway.” He winked at the two of you, then walked out, closing the door behind him.

You smiled shyly at Kraglin, and he wrapped his arm around you, pulling you closer to him.

“When I thought I might lose ya today, I didn’t know what ta do.”

“Kraglin...”

“No, lemme finish. I realized I cared fer ya more’n I thought. Realized I’d die if somethin’ ever happened to ya. An’ I know we’re Ravagers, an’ there’s a chance we could die on ever’ mission, but I swear I’ll do whatever it takes to keep ya safe. As long as there’s breath in me, I’ll protect ya.”

You were speechless. You didn’t know Kraglin could be so sentimental, but you could tell he meant every word, even if he was blushing a light blue.

Your smile grew wider, and you pulled him to you, kissing him soundly.

When you both came up for air several minutes later, you whispered against his lips, “I love you so much, Kraglin. More than you could ever imagine.”

His only response was to pick you up and carry you to your bed, whispering, “I love you, too, Y/N.”

#kraglin x reader #kraglin #yondu udonta #yondu #guardians of the galaxy #gotg #gotg2 #my writing

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queenannedoll · 6 years ago

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i wasn’t tagged by anyone but i’m procrastinating so bear with me

rules: answer 21 questions and tag 21 people you’d like to know more about

🌱 nickname

ari

🌱 star sign

capricorn

🌱 height

160cm :’)

🌱 last film i saw

i honest to god don’t remember bc lately i fall asleep as soon as i sit in front of the tv

🌱 last thing i googled

whether morrissey had covered running up that hill by kate bush (unfortunately he hasn’t)

🌱 favorite musicians

kpop: loona, twice, izone, wjsn, exo, snsd, wjsn

non kpop: the smiths, florence + the machine, BRITNEY

🌱 song stuck in my head

I’D BE RUNNING UP THAT ROooOOAD RUNNING UP THAT HIIiiiiILL with no pro-bleh-ehm

🌱 other blogs

@manyeo0

🌱 do i get asks

no and it’s better that way

🌱 following

155...the height of shakira

🌱 followers

my mom, my bf and my cat

🌱 amount of sleep

8 hours, sometimes more, sometimes less

�� lucky number

🌱 what i’m wearing

skinny jeans and an oversized pastel pullover

🌱 dream job

cat shelter master!!!!

🌱 dream trip

i want to see prague and london again!!! and tokyo and seoul

🌱 instruments i play

i can play the flute but very badly so it doesn’t count

🌱 languages i speak

italian, english and german, i used to know spanish and a bit of korean and russian but i had to devote myself fulltime to german and forgot everything else :/

🌱 favorite foods

pizza, breakfast cereals (the unhealthy kind), any kind of cheese, rice, anything lychee flavored except actual lychees

🌱 random facts

1. like most cats (no f*rry) im scared to death by sudden noises and movements, and i need 589490605 hours of sleep

2. i tend to lose myself in supermarkets and shopping malls, including the one i work in

3. i relate to mr bean on a deep spiritual level

4. i’m getting married in little more than a month and i still haven’t got the rings major rip

5. i’m an extremely picky eater but won’t cook unless threatened with starvation

6. my sense of humor is very stupid and im brought to tears by shit like this

🌱 favorite songs

1. there’s a light that never goes out - the smiths

2. bigmouth strikes again - the smiths

3. stay with me - chanyeol ft. punch

4. be mine - infinite

5. running up that hill - kate bush

🌱 my aesthetic

pastel + plants + white furniture, also check my aes blog @manyeo0

i tag @mauloveskpop @the-ooverdose @cupidjooheon @happycakeycake @saehrom @femmexprince and whoever wants to do it especially if we’re mutuals!!!

#me #about #scroll past this im just bored

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acidwaste · 6 years ago

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hey so it seems i’ve forgot to do a l o t of tag memes, and i’m lucky i drafted a big bunch of them! lots of questions overlapped so i did my best to answer in different ways, sorry for the lateness! also @ the people that tagged me here, i wouldn't hesitate to kill for you

@natcaptor / @gayspaced

name: leon or lionel!

nicknames: literally the only nickname I’ve been referred to is “big gay” and like. word!

gender: im pretty sure im a guy, i have been kinda 🤔🤔🤔 abt my gender identity since around november-ish though

star sign: sagittarius!

height: 6’1! i’m told that I’m tall but my uncle is 6’7 so...

time: 3:36pm rn! ive been watching video essays and binging music all afternoon

birthday: december 9th!

favourite bands: animal collective, beach house, camp cope, car seat headrest, death grips, fleet foxes, florence + the machine, gang of youths, glass animals, gorillaz, hop along, iceage, idles, kero kero bonito, mgmt, miike snow, modest mouse, run the jewels, superorganism, the avalanches, the cat empire, the go! team, the mountain goats, the wombats, xiu xiu

favourite solo artists: alex lahey, anderson .paak, ariana grande, billie eilish, bjork, cashmere cat, charli xcx, courtney barnett, cupcakke, d.r.a.m, eric taxxon, frank ocean, gfoty, hatchie, janelle monae, jeff rosenstock, joanna newsom, jorja smith, jpegmafia, kacey musgraves, kali uchis, kendrick lamar, khalid, kimbra, lorde, mac demarco, madeon, mick jenkins, mitski, oneohtrix point never, perfume genius, ravyn lenae, rina sawayama, serpentwithfeet, sophie, st. vincent, sza, vince staples

song stuck in my head: caramelo duro | miguel // kali uchis! its a bop, miguel is one of the few singers that can convincingly make sex jams

last movie i watched: deadpool 2! it was even better than the first, which is a feat in itself ngl

when did i create my blog: december 2016??? i only started using it properly in february last year tho

last thing i googled: “im in my mums car broom broom.” dont @ me

do i have any other blogs: yeah, plenty actually!! i have blogs for aesthetic (@moltenstar), general inspo (@wverns), flight rising (@szarising, kinda inactive?), and overwatch (@blackhardts) tbh the vast majority of my ‘sideblogs’ are just saved urls H

do i get asks: when i say stupid shit like “rung has the ass of a dilf but the dick of a cockroach”

why i chose my url: that one panel where kobd have a vacation at the acid wastes because fuck its finally canon babey!

following: 1,767, which is kinda horrifying!!

followers: 890?? somehow??? thats almost One Whole Thousand and i don't even make content

average hours of sleep: around 6 or 7!! n e v e r more though

lucky number: 43 and 64!!

instruments: i'm too poor to afford music lessons or instruments jsbddsjknfs

what am i wearing: a grey shirt and nothing on my bottom half so my [redacted] is hanging tf out, i should put on some damn clothes

dream job: oooo uhhh, i’m studying to get an education degree rn because i’d love to teach children (around grade 3-4s preferably because i'm too jittery to handle anyone younger and older kids probs won't listen to me as much as i lack plenty of assertiveness), but!! i’d honestly love to be a musician, one of those underground ones that get lots of critical acclaim

dream trip: one day i wanna gather up some friends and just go on a road trip! idm where we go to, as long as we just have fun and just! adventure!

favourite foods: rare steak, mashed potatoes, eggs, and energy shakes made with like. fruit / cheese / yoghurt / oats / chia seeds ! protein is a large part of my diet

nationality: new zealand, but living in australia

favourite song right now: best part | daniel caesar // h.e.r - gosh i need to re-listen to daniel’s album again, i don’t remember this beautiful song being there and that’s a crime

@damndesi / @novarebel / @luciform-philogynist

APPEARANCE - I am 5'7 or taller - I wear glasses - I have at least one tattoo (but I am getting a tā moko in December, I believe) - I have at least one piercing (planning to get a nose ring, like a bull!) - I have blonde hair - I have brown eyes - I have short hair - My abs are at least somewhat defined (b a r e l y) - I have or had braces

PERSONALITY - I love meeting new people - People tell me I am funny - Helping others with their problems is a big priority of mine - I enjoy physical challenges - I enjoy mental challenges - I am playfully rude to people I know - I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it - There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY - I can sing well - I can play an instrument - I can do over 30 pushups without stopping (barely) - I am a fast runner - I can draw well - I have a good memory - I am good at doing math in my head - I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute - I have beaten at least 2 people arm wrestling - I can make at least 3 recipes from scratch - I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES - I enjoy sports - I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else - I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else - I have learned a new song in the past week - I exercise at least once a week - I have gone for runs at least once a week in warmer months - I have drawn something in the past month - I enjoy writing - Fandoms are my #1 priority - I do some form of Martial arts

EXPERIENCES - I have had my first kiss - I have had alcohol (tastes like shit) - I have scored a winning point in a sport - I have watched an entire TV series in one sitting - I have been at an overnight event - I have been in a taxi - I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year - I have beaten a video game in one day - I have visited another country - I have been to one of my favorite bands concerts

MY LIFE - I have one person that I consider to be my Best Friend - I live relatively close to my school/work - My parents are still together - I have at least one sibling - I live in the United States - There is snow where I live right now - I have hung out with a friend in the past month - I have a smart phone - I own at least 15 CDs - I share my room with someone

RELATIONSHIPS - I am in a Relationship - I have a crush on a celebrity - I have a crush on someone I know - I’ve been in at least 3 relationships - I have never been in a Relationship - I have admitted my feelings to a crush - I get crushes easily - I have had a crush for over a year - I have been in a relationship for over a year - I have had feelings for a friend

RANDOM - I have break-danced - I know a person named Jamie - I have had a teacher that has a name that is hard to pronounce - I have dyed my hair - I’m listening to a song on repeat right now - I have punched someone in the past week - I know someone who has gone to jail - I have broken a bone (do fractures count?) - I have eaten a waffle today - I know what I want to do in life - I speak at least two languages (not fluently) - I have made a new friend in the past year

@smstransformers

age: 16

birthplace: auckland, nz

current time: 4:19 pm rn!!!

drink you last had: i just skulled half a liter of water whoops

favourite song: jesus etc. | wilco if we're talking abt an all-time favourite

grossest memory: accidentally swallowing a bee when i was seven years old (somehow nothing bad happened?)

horror, yes or no: not unless it’s an incredibly tame horror t b h, my threshold for scariness is very low

in love: i believe so!

jealous of people: lots of times, over really dumb things

love by first sight or should I walk by again: i believe that infatuation can exist at first sight but true love not so much. wish that could happen tho :C

middle name: shane!

siblings: my sister is eight years old, and my brother is seven!

one wish: EZ, make my anxiety disappear, i’d have a much more productive life

song i last sang: jupiter | haiku hands

time i woke up: 7:13, woke up immediately because i usually like to wake at 6:30

underwear colour: blue + purble

vacation destination: auckland / kingston / sydney!

worst habit: not remembering to make my goddamn bed, it looks like garbage

favourite food: mashed potatoes….

zodiac sign: sagittarius !!!

@alyonian

relationship status:

at the moment i’m single! and while being in a relationship sounds brilliant, the last two relationships i was involved in? didn’t work out to say the least, lucky i’m still young

favourite colour:

it’s been emerald green for the longest time but orange seems to be dethroning it at a steady pace

lipstick or chapstick:

i haven’t used chapstick since i was six but i probably should use it again, water is my substitute rn fdghdgh - and i haven’t ever used lipstick in any capacity? so i’d have to go with the former

last song i listened to:

the space traveller’s lullaby | kamasi washington - i’m trying to get through his second album rn (i left off on the second disk yesterday) and while everything he makes is undeniably amazing, it’s? a three hour album? i don’t have the attention span for his spiritual jazz, as great as it is

last movie:

monsters inc is playing on the television right now, i’ll go with that! the animation aged kinda badly but it’s still such a fun movie! sidenote: james p. sullivan? a childhood crush, so this gives me memories

top 3 tv shows/podcasts/comics:

i rarely, if ever, venture into these forms of media but! if i had to answer, i’d say;

unbreakable kimmy schmidt / parks & recreation / luke cage

taz / mbmbam (i havent like. watched a full episode of either but they seem cool,)

tf idw / …………. yeah that’s it, i’ve never read anything else. probably should!

additional favs:

my friends, writing (in theory), listening to video essays, learning music theory + instruments and understanding audio production software

top 3 bands / artists:

HHH okay if i had to limit my choices to just three artists, uh. lorde, the mountain goats, and sophie. i couldnt even fit janelle in i hate th is

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@alyonian

color(s): light colors are always nice and pleasant, though anything peachy and sandy are the best! orange (specially pastel orange) is like. the best thing

last band t-shirt i bought: usually merchandising is very expensive and i dont have the money to accommodate that, but like. i do recall having a wiggles shirt when i was five. i wore it all the time, shjdjgsksd im sure that counts

last band i saw live: i almost went to splendor in the grass last year with family, which wasn't only cool since i’ve never been out of the state since i immigrated - the festival was in queensland, which is around a two hour flight from victoria - but the lineup was pretty fuckin lit too! the xx, haim, peking duk, tash sultana, future islands, vallis alps, a.b original,, i was p excited! unfortunately my uncle fell ill and so they had to give the tickets to extended family :( otherwise, i haven't been to a single concert in my life

last song i listened to: street fighter mas | kamasi washington - up to this song on the album and i really fuckin dig this! also the video is hypnotizing

last movie i watched: monsters inc is about to finish and up next is monsters university! which like…. honestly, this is an extremely unpopular opinion but, i like it just as much as the original? my opinion might be skewed because i’m a monster [hugger], but i like everything abt the movie! except for the finale of the scare games and the last five minutes of the movie, both were just. dreadful.

last three tv shows i watched: if aggretsuko counts that’s the last series i watched of my own volition, which is a miracle in itself considering that’s legit only the second anime i’ve watched to completion (the first being shirokuma cafe, which i probably need to re-watch). otherwise, the last two shows i had beared witness to were thirteen reasons why and queer eye bc my cousin put them on! that first show i could completely do without but queer eye is iconique

last 3 characters i identified with: grimlock (legit. all of them), urdnot grunt (mass effect) and vector the crocodile (sth), i’m not sure what this says about me other than Big

book(s) i’m currently reading: i’m reading ‘maus’ by art spiegelman at the moment, for the third time i believe? i believe my classmates are supposed to be writing an essay on this next term and shit, this novel is heartbreaking, i haven't been this emotional when reading a book than… ever, really. it’s a recommendation of the highest caliber

@victorion

name: leon / lionel, i picked up the second name because i was in a server with an admin that was also a Leon™

nickname: besides ‘Big Gay’ i also have the nickname ‘lemon lion’ which is! nice!!

zodiac sign: archer man

height: Tall™

language(s) spoken: english / some maori + italian

fav fruit: watermelons (only when in season)

fav scent: the smell of a freezer tbh? it just smells Nice i don’t know how to properly explain it

fav season: spring! the breezes are welcoming without being overbearingly freezing

fav color: ornge,,,,

fav animal: SHARKS + CROCS + FERRETS

coffee, tea or hot chocolate: tea! with some milk tho

average hrs of sleep: too little

fav fictional character: One character?????? uhhhhhhh……. like. biggest cc right now is either idw skids or oz from monster prom

no. of blankets you sleep with: depending on my mood but i’d say the average is like, 3??

fav songs: i quickly whipped up some songs i listen to

fav artists: i came to the realization that i like acts that are considered ‘bad’ like maroon 5/drake/lil yachty etc in specific doses… i wouldn't call them good yet, but! i have no beef and thats good

fav books: remember ‘where the wild things are’??? that shit was like. literal childhood, man.. :happytears: i really need to look for a copy again

@thonany-klieme

name: leon / lionel, interchangeable really

gender: male, im probs an nb guy

star sign: sagittarius!

height: 6’1

sexuality: gay??? im not sure, im mostly attracted to other guys but i have had very brief crushes on girls + nb people? sexuality’s confusing so im gonna just latch to the gaybel (gay label) for now

lock screen image: its the album cover of 1992 deluxe by princess nokia, tho it was “T Hanos” a few days ago since i change it often - my home screen is venom but his torso says ‘fuck machine’

ever had a crush on a teacher: no??

where do you see yourself in ten years: ideally i’m teaching kids math n english, realistically i’m probably going down with the political climate

if you could go anywhere, where would you go: new zealand!! or the netherlands

what was your favorite halloween costume: halloween is not big at all where i live, the only time i tried trick or treating was when i was like 7?? i threw a bedsheet on myself and pretended to be a ghost, though since there were no eyeholes + the sheet was blue, it looked more like i was just a moving lump

last kiss: never had one

have you ever been to las vegas: nah and i dont plan to?? how do you handle regular days of 40C wtf

favorite pair of shoes: i have this pair of jandals that ive worn for a fair bit longer than my other pair of shoes, tho i only wear them in summer + very warm nights

favorite book: ngl its. ‘the very hungry caterpillar’ by eric carle. i just, love it alot and i cant explain w h y

#acid.txt #this took a while but :wahoo:

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onlyjihoons · 7 years ago

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collegebf! daniel

a/n; happy birthday to kang choding hehe,, dedicated for my dearest mother @mongniel aurora until she disowned me so im trying to validate myself and also the loyal mom, ariane @deepdickdaniel

(repost bc the tags werent working)moodboard will be uploaded in a seperate post soon!

major: vetinary

minor: sports science

honestly took up vetinary bc of peter and rooney

so he could save on the fees to the vet

though he puts up a strong front he is often a kultz and actually really soft??

likes kids too and often swings by the early childhood department to visit minhyun

but let’s face it, animals like him better than the babies do

has a phobia of insects, especially flying ones

hence cant join practical lessons that involves specimen or live insects

his classmates would be kind enough to share with him the notes they took in class, but he would rather fail the topic than look at notes of insects

there was once his friend, ong threw a fake spider whilst daniel was studying and he screamed, pushing off the seemingly 1 ton table and chair away from him

ong was like,,, “are you sure he wants to be a vet next time”

despite his phobia of insects, he will actually grin and bear it when he needs to remove lice from animals

red bull and gummy addict, but more likely to die of shock from insects than diabetes

you will always spot a can of red bull on his lecture desk, and bet 10 bucks it has a love note attached to it from his admirers

fairly popular in school, because a soft, tall and cute guy doing vetinary?? he just screams boyfriend material in that white lab coat

and glasses slipping down his nosebridge just makes him look even more cuter

loves dancing as a hobby so he took it up as his minor

does b-boying and modern dance, looks equally hot in both

when the school hall is filled with girls, it is either some kpop boy band is performing, or daniel and his dance group, wanna one are performing

has so much charisma in his dancing, the idea of “cute daniel” gets thrown away

but a cute bunny most of the time who is addicted to gummies

surprisingly, hasn’t dated a lot as contrast to rumours that he’s a fuckboy

he really hates fucking around with others’ feelings… despite being choding(childish) around his hyungs of wanna one

meanwhile you,, a medicine student trying to keep up with the expectations of society

to be honest, you’re doing well

but not well enough to enter the top hospitals of seoul

and you’re here on scholarship anyway, might as well make use of it to make your parents proud

you’re your parents’ only child too, the pressure to do well is also quite high

you barely dated, the only time was in high school where you were a foolish teenager dating your best friend

you did have classmates confessing to you though, but everything stayed platonic

they weren’t upset surprisingly, they were more than willing to be friends with you too

eventually they found their other halves, but are still good friends with you

you were glad guys in your faculty were understanding,, unlike some that disliked you after that

you were friends with jaehwan, your old friend since the both of you were in diapers

he took up music, and ended up having lots of college scholarship offers

he eventually went to your college, despite it not one of his first few choices

“my friend would die a lonely virgin if i didnt help her with her love life”

“shut up jaehwan, 80% of your girlfriends broke up with you because your laugh is annoying”

“i dId NOT aSk for this sLaNdEr”

anyway, you had no idea how jaehwan ended up in wanna one(and daniel’s roomate), depite his “boom boom-bastic” dance skills

winkwonk

but that boy’s vocals can reach to the gods in heaven and appease them

he tried to matchmake you with all of the members of wanna one(excluding the minors of course) but it all failed because your friend was the worst at being discreet

the lords of venus eventually shined upon you when daniel was sent to your faculty for “emergency” treatment

“y/n,,, we need you to fix daniel, quick.” jaehwan said breathlessly over the phone

“if he needs a one night stand, im not an option, you know that, kim jaehwan.”

“no, that stupid boy accidentally cut himself while trying to disect a frog… and he’s bleeding a lot.”

“oh the flower boy from vetinary?” you nodded as you took your first aid kit, “but you aren’t even majoring in vetinary, jaehwan, what are you doing with daniel?”

“he called me to call you– ok nevermind, i’ll explain to you later, we’re on our way to your faculty. wait for us outside the medicine labs.”

“uh okay.”

so there you were, waiting outside the medicine labs with your first aid kit

seconds later, you saw 3 boys running towards you, one visibly taller than the other 2

you could finally make out their faces, it was jaehwan, daniel and another boy, wonwoo whom you were friends with due to jaehwan’s failed matchmaking

“y/n,, i think daniel is gonna suffer from anaemia…”

you tried to stifle your laughter as you examined the cardigan wrapped around daniel’s hand

“he won’t. don’t worry.” you assured them as you unraveled the cardigan, “let’s just hope it’s nothing too deep…”

when you revealed the wound, it was just a minor cut, though not as minor as a paper cut but definitely bleeding

you glared at jaehwan, who smiled sheepishly and resigned to his death after you treated daniel

you dressed the wound quickly, lips pursed in concentration

what you didnt notice was daniel’s gaze, which was on you the whole time

he had a weird feeling in his stomach, he wanted to use his other hand to run it through your hair

he tried to shake it off, but he got more and more attracted to you when he saw your eyes meeting his to make sure he isnt uncomfortable

this wasnt the first time daniel saw you though, he often saw you on jaehwan’s lockscreen, as your friend had set the selca both of you took as his lockscreen

as much as daniel wanted to meet you, he didn’t want to give you the wrong impression because of his rumours

and now he finally did, but he was pretty sure you’re gonna hate him for being over-reacting

“done,” you patted his dressing and pushed his hand towards him, “it’s nothing too deep, don’t worry. but make sure to take it off when you’re showering, if you need any help just give me a call.”

daniel shot you one of his signature eyesmiles, “thank you so much, i’m sorry i had to make you rush down for me…”

“no its fine! just call me whenever. i hope you get well soon.” you smiled, then tiptoed to daniel’s ear, “just don’t tell jaehwan though, he can be a little, nosey.”

you were lying if you said daniel wasn’t attractive and totally did not win you over with his eyesmile in the span of 3 seconds

“and kim jaehwan, you owe me a meal. for helping your friend and putting up with your drama.”

at this point, daniel was totally smitten

everyone could see it, even the members of wanna one started teasing him about it

“i can set you up with a date with y/n if you want–”

“no i dont like her peter and rooney are my girlfriends”

daniel totally did not ask almost everyone in his faculty for your number

when he finally had the guts to text you, he was all giddy when you replied, jumping up whenever he heard the personalized notification just for your contact

meanwhile, while you were talking to daniel, you really loved it when he talks about animals, it seemed like all time has stopped in the world and his passion for taking care of animals is just so attractive

and he didnt seem like the usual fuckboy everyone perceived him to be

one day, daniel asked you out for a pizza date, and you immediately agreed

because free pizza and a cute date, why not

the both of you ended up going to laundry pizza, just bc daniel said ioi went there to take their album jacket photos there LOL

but the pizza there was good so you weren’t complaining

daniel ended up paying for the both of you, after 15 minutes of rentless argument over who should pay

the both of you also went to the arcade, wasting your money on those claw machines

you didn’t get anything, but you had fun throwing airballs at the basketball machine thingy

daniel walked you back pretty early, because he knew you had a morning lecture the next morning

not gonna lie, you wanted to stay longer but daniel was not gonna have any of it

daniel walked you till your doorstep, and your hands were fumbling through your purse for your keys

looks like someone forgot their keys,,,

you laughed humourlessly as you tried to open the locked door, but only for daniel to giggle along with you

your roomate was out too, and she wouldn’t be back till the next morning

“i dont think its safe for you to be sleeping outside, why dont you stay over at my place?”

“im–”

“ok let’s go”

you didnt even say anything and here you are, at daniel’s dorm, unsure of what to do

just watching daniel hastily clean up his dorm is quite amusing

“jaehwan wont be back till really late, he has an event to attend to.” daniel smiled as he proceeeds to kick the sweet wrappers under the sofa, “i’m sorry you have to put up with this, y/n.”

“no, no, thank you for letting me stay here, or i’ll be freezing in the cold right now.” you shook your head, yawning

“do you want a change of clothes? i have a hoodie you can wear…hopefully”

you never knew you would be staying in daniel’s dorm, on his bed, in his hoodie

until today

you slept fairly well, with daniel’s scent invading all your senses

until you felt something on your foot

you woke up, scared

the thing kept probing at your feet, and soon it was licking it

you screamed, and soon enough daniel ran into his room to see what happned

“y-y/n?” he rubbed his eyes as he turned on the lights, “what happened?”

“s-something was at my foot”

daniel moved the sheets, and he found rooney peacefully sleeping on the foot of the bed

“i’m sorry, rooney always likes to invade the bed in the middle of the night,,, i should’ve told you earlier”

“it’s fine, i was just too shocked hahaha”

silence

“maybe i’ll sleep with you, so peter and rooney wont disturb us”

you stared at daniel, as he quickly waved his hands, “no, no, i wont do anything, i swear, you can end me if i do.”

neither of you could sleep, so daniel nudged you

“y/n… i know its weird to say this but,, i like you”

well that was really weird

“i don’t expect you to accept me and all but i just wanna let you know that i–”

you cut daniel off with a kiss, as he sneakily snaked his arms around your waist to bring you closer

after a good like, 20 seconds, you pulled away, “me, rejecting kang daniel?? no way.”

ever since the both of you started dating, jaehwan started to brag about himself, saying that the both of you were a couple thanks to him,,,

but would shut up immediately after he sees you in the vicinity because he would be running away from you

a very cute relationship, daniel would always wrap his arms around your shoulders and snuggle you close to him

instant ramen dates are a big thing and you always have to clean up after daniel

but he helps of course, after hearing you nag at him for the nth time

he would always make you a bento before your papers, with a note that says, “with this bento, you will do well! fighting! love, daniel”

and vice versa, you would bake him muffins too

sweetest boyfriend, but the type to say pick up lines to annoy the heck out of you

they arent even smooth, theyre hella bad

and yes, kang choding still exists

you have to physically stop him from buying/eating more gummies or his teeth would rot

since daniel is relatively bigger in size, you would always steal his clothes and he would always wonder how his clothes would mysteriously go missing

he would know the answer when he sees you the next morning

the whole campus ships the both of you sm

please love kang daniel

#wanna one scenarios #kang daniel #wanna one

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effervescentmind · 5 years ago

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Entry 24: 04.14.20 @ 11:40 p.m.

I’m in my room, sitting in my green armchair with my laptop on top of stools.

Alright. it’s been four days and I have a little bit of tea and thoughts to share. I’ve been teaching myself some coding for a little over a month and, a few weeks ago saw a tweet that Stanford (University) was offering a free programming course. I followed the link to a website stating that the class was a five-week intro programming course. They have this awesome program called Karel. It’s very similar to Python. Stanford wanted to offer it to a small amount of people to test run something they were working towards in the future. They also stated that it wouldn’t be considered college credit as for the instructors were volunteering. I figured it would be good to apply and get some more computer science knowledge. I applied and had to read some material to solve three programming problems. They also gave you a bonus one that took me about four hours to figure out. I videotaped my solution because I was so proud of myself lol.

When I submitted my application, I received an email stating that I would receive an email by the tenth. Forgot to mention that I did this on the fourth. I got the email on the eleventh stating that I was accepted and apologizing for the late response. I was so happy! I went through my profile and finished setting up my account. It really feel like this was a sign for me. I mean before I decided to go this route, I never saw things online about technology. I’m more of an animal lover/philosophy nerd type. But as soon as I decided to learn a new skill, those things started appearing in my life. I don’t know maybe it’s not a sign, maybe it’s the government or an algorithm spying on me lol.

Anyway, the class started yesterday, and I really like how they set everything up, the organization of the lectures and inbox. The Inbox functions like a live chat/thread. There are specific tags added to each new thread which can be clicked to show other threads with the corresponding tags. It’s cool but flawed in one aspect. On Mondays and Wednesdays, they schedule to have a question live time. You get to ask the Instructor whatever you want but instead of a live video chat or a room, they are using the thread. So, the teacher made a new thread, and everyone has to comment on it to ask questions. Its very hard to keep up when 3000 people are online asking shit at the same time. There are a million new notifications and some people are just ass kissing or asking stupid questions that aren’t about the class. Hardly any of the important questions get answered because there are too many people commenting.

They have split up all the students now and have assigned chat time with an Instructor. Mine will be on Thursday at 4. I don’t know how many people are in my group but I’m hoping it’ll be a better experience than that thread craziness. Also, when people comment on any thread or make a thread, you get a notification. It pops up on the right sign of the screen, blocking half of any message or comment you are currently reading. And you can’t turn it off, it’s so irritating. But the Instructors are nice, organized and knowledgeable. I really enjoy Karel. It’s fun and challenging.

Our course required us to download python and use Karel within it. It’s like programming inception lol. They sent us a guide on how to download it, set it up and gave us a link to our first assignment. Karel was supposed to be opened in Python and prewritten codes had to be solved. I had a difficult time getting everything downloaded correctly and finding the assignments but managed to import them into Python. I just haven’t been able to do my assignments because I can’t pull up the Karel world that displays, you’re coding. I could write a code, but I won’t know what Karel is actually doing without seeing it move.

I created a thread asking for help with my issue and have had no luck. People keep asking me if I downloaded Python correctly. I did. And some people proceed to explain how to import the projects and worlds which I clearly did because I’m asking about the damn assignment!! People just comment to see themselves comment. Luckily, we will be able to use Karel on its own starting tomorrow. Well, at least that’s what one of the handouts said. I hope so because I really want to do this course and practice.

#diary

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jugxbets · 7 years ago

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Archie's Little Sister: Chapter Nine

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anyways, ill say bye now... i hope ure well rested and have a good day!! (wait, i remember what i wanted to ask!! at least i think this is what i wanted to ask? anywys, do u know what u want to do now that ure finished w school? if u dont mind me asking, of course, i understand if u think its a bit personal!) ok, now im done, have a good day!! take care and stay hydrated!! (and now i really did send u a bunch of asks..)

omg i hope u dont mind but ill be answering the stuff from ur last ask here (the one where i… deleted everything) under cut bc itll be 2x longer now

so first !!!!! how i got into kpop!!! it was thanks to my good pal (@.briwoon) boxy! i follow her on twitter and despite her being a day6 stan twt i had her unmuted anyway bc.. after years of being an anime blog on tumblr and seeing all my anime mutuals slowly converting into kpop blogs one by one i was able to filter the kpop out of my brain?? smth like that since back then i wasnt into kpop and i didnt want to unfollow since im mutuals with most of them :-0

another backstory - i was one of those people who never saw themselves getting into kpop? and i think the main reason was bc i thought liking kpop would make u seem lame?? due to the influence from people around me?? but as years went by and as my mutuals changed interests it stopped bothering me and that mindset kind of just? faded away bc who am i to call other people’s happiness bad?? but despite being okay with it i never really made the move to get into any groups lmao that was until i got tired of my interest at that time (seiyuu, japanese voice actors) and my interests would always. not last?? idk so maybe thats why i didnt want to get invested but it happened regardless

anyway usually i wouldnt take notice of her rts but this . this beautiful man with orange hair and minion glasses caught my eye when i was scrolling through my timeline and i was like o worm? oh mu god? hes beautiful? so i slid into her dms and asked her whomst the beautiful man was and she sent me all their mvs after that from congratulations to i smile (the most recent mv at that time, late june) for me to watch :-D now at that time, from what little knowledge i had of kpop.. i understood that groups would be singing and dancing so i was prepared to see some sick moves or smth?? but then. i clicked on miss i smile and my wig flew off? bc… wtf.? they were playing instruments???? and they sounded good ??? so i was like oh my god? a band??????

before day6 i also had (have) a preference for bands and the way their music sounds so i was like?? ready to just. get on board yknow?? i watched how can i say and i saw the lanky noodle wearing glasses and i was like o fuck mu life? i caved and asked boxy for their names and other information and best decision of my life bc.. they really make me happy!!! after that like the day after ? myabe they did a vlive and i was like o shit? what do i do… so i downloaded the vapp and wowie i love it? its my second home…… i watched every vlive they had at that time and i thought that was a lot… (it isnt, compared to mx) and i was just rly content??

(ok i know u asked for kpop and not … day6 or other groups bc im gonna talk abt how i got into mx and astro too bc…… how can i Not.. u can skip this part tho i just wanna ramble abt my loves? ill tell u when u can continue)

that was peak happiness for me at that time.. until… boxy started talking about monsta x in our groupchat (with @.tokayhk) and she would just ramble abt this kihyun fella (who i vaguely knew bc my real life friend likes him and mx and i bought her his pc before along with the guilty clan part 2) so i was like hmm interesting… and honestly? i wasnt going to get into monsta x i really wasnt planning on asking her abt them (since i was scared id lose interest in day6 right after) but then.. she started linking videos and i .. my resolve crumbled down as i heard monsta x yelling and … this beautiful cover (which boxy sent to show us how powerful kihyuns vocals are but i was 2 focused on mister aka minhyukku) and she told us how funny these monsta men are and i was like o h no…………….. eventually one day in late august i asked her to tell me more about these monstas…… aftert that i watched every mxray episode (starting from season 2 bc i dont know 1 comes before 2) and even though i didnt know anyone who was on screen except jooheon i found it really funny and?? it made me laugh so much i love mx?? ya… boxys kind of like my guardian angel?? shes really the reason im living tbh… introducing me to all these lovely people?? thank u miss boxy i love u

now. for the astrosus….. they were a bit different.. because i didnt have boxys help and they were the first group i took interest in solely bymyself so i knew i was in for a wild ride (at first, i couldnt even differentiate brian from sungjin in day6 lmao) after stanning monsta x and day6 i became more?? open to kpop and i started watching unhelpful guides on youtube bc . they were funnie and idk its nice??/ and i stumbled upon the astro one (which wasnt that funny but more helpful than anythng) and i was like. oh worm? the cicada group… bc i watched a short clip of them catching that stupid cicada in their office as it appeared on my tl one day so i clicked on the video ..and after watching that it led me to another video of astro being extra for 6 minutes and those six minutes/????? best six minutes of my life because theyre so fnny and they made me laugh a lot? (combined with the editing from op) so bc they were funnie i decided to look them up and read their profiles/??? i watched their nimdle video and only knew mj bc his tag was the two letters m and j lol but it really made me bust both of my lungs i just?? laughed A Lot

im not sure how i managed to put name to face so quickly but it mightve been bc after the nimdle videos i watched every ddoca and astro play as well as their vlives available bc.. i just inhale the content at godspeed??

for mx and astro i was drawn in by their personalities before their music because they were on more variety shows and had more chances to show dorky they all are which made it way quicker for me to fall for the two groups??? for day6 its a bit sad but the weekly scheduled vlives arent enough for me to tell what kind of people they are (although those r still hilarious) i just wish they would go on more variety shows?? its understandable if they themselves dont want to be on any shows though!!! i love all 3 groups with all my heart :-D

ok if u skipped u can start from here ill be answering the questions now lmao

FIRSTof all,,,,, youre learning how to drive?? thats so cool >:-0 we’re not allowed to learn until we’re like...?? 18?? or 21 idk but not so Soon :-( and its cute u think abt me (or of what to say) but pleaseth stay safe... i hope ur driving lessons go smoothly until u end theM!!! hopefully youll be able to get ur licence :-D

aNDD!!! the thought of drinking warm tea when its cold outside.. is so ?? nice to think about hecc u better drink that tEA and enjoy it !!!! stay warm and comfy miss RM ..... and it even snows there????? thats so cool tbh ?? (i love snow but maybe thats bc it doesnt snow here so i dont know the tru evil of snow but like.... its so.... white and fluffy??) i would ask u 2 take pics and show me but alas...... the time is not right :-( do u know when we’re allowed to expose ourselves?? i forgot rip... but its sometime next month right im excited???? since its near my birthday !!!!!

ok now to answer this ask no i actually have no clue what i want to be after i finish school?? yikEs but last year i (jokingly) said i wanted to be a farmer??? idk if i might actually do that probably not i guess im just freestyling (going with the flow) for now we’ll see where life takes me

and like i said u can ask me anything !!! im fine with it :-) alsooooo please dont ever feel bad about sending too many asks bc its a lovely thing to wake up to and i just?? get rly happy when i see all the asks in my activity :-D!!

#asks #rachel maria #oohh my this got really long #its already the next day so ill quickly answer the nxt set

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monstabaebae · 7 years ago

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Ocean Waves

Plot: When you plan a day at the beach with your friends, and your enemy, Changkyun tags along. Genre: Fluff, Beach AU, Teasing and fluffy Changkyun~ Word Count: 4k

Closing your eyes, you inhaled the scent of the warm air around you. It was summer, and usually you hated the heat, but the wind carried a nice breeze.

It was your day off from work, and you had decided to spend the day at the beach. The beach was an annual ritual since you had moved from your hometown to the big city, finding solace from the busy life along the sandy beach and crystal waters. You had almost missed this special day because of work, but a friend happily took your shift, and you quickly ran home to get ready for your summer trip.

Placing your shades over your eyes, you peeked into your bag to glance at your phone. You had invited six of your closest friends to the beach. They knew how important it was to you to have this special day each summer, taking a break from busy schedules and school. You couldn’t wait to see them and have some fun in the sun.

Some messages had popped up on your screen. Five texts and one voicemail. You decided to check the voicemail first.

Raising your phone to your ear, you heard the voice of your co-worker and close friend, Kihyun. He was sassy and annoying, but had a good head on his shoulders.

“Hey, squirt!” You rolled your eyes at his nickname for you. “I’m gonna be running a little late. I had to pick up Hyunwoo and Hyungwon, and they forgot sunscreen so we’re picking out sunscreen… Hey! You need SPF 50!” You heard him call to someone nearby. “Anyway, I’ll be there soon. Minhyuk and Wonho should be there soon, and they’re bringing Changkyun with them.”

You nearly felt your eyes pop out of your head. No way… Changkyun was going to be with you? The most annoying, hot friend of Kihyun’s that never stopped smirking? No way, no way, there was no way you could spend time with him.

Even though you were reacting to a voicemail, it was like Kihyun could hear your thoughts. His voice hummed into your ear. “I know what you’re thinking. Just give the kid a chance. We’re going to have lots of fun today, I promise. The boys should be there within the next hour. See you in a few hours, doll.”

As soon as the line went done, you checked the time on your phone. The voicemail had been sent an hour ago, you hadn’t gotten it because you had put your phone on silent…

Meaning…

“Found you!”

Biting your lip, you mentally cursed yourself for not being better prepared for this moment. Keeping your sunglasses perched on your nose, you put on your best smile and turned around to face the newcomer. Or, better yet, newcomers.

All you registered was bare chest. Two bare chests hugging the life out of you. You couldn’t help but laugh as Minhyuk lung onto you like a koala, Hoseok pouting behind him and quickly tugging the younger off of you with one strong tug of his arm.

Once tame, Minhyuk fixed his hair and smiled brightly at you. “Sorry it took us so long! We had to find a parking space!”

“Speaking of parking,” Hoseok hummed, glancing around with his hands on his waist. “Where did Changkyun go?”

“Right here.” A familiar deep voice resonated from behind your two friends. The same voice that made your skin crawl and your eyes roll before you could stop it.

Im Changkyun. He looked different than when you last saw him. His arms looked slightly bigger, his face looked sharper and… did he color his hair? It looked oddly good at him.

“Like what you see?” You had no idea you were staring at him, until you saw his lips moving. They curled into his infamous smirk, instantly bringing you back to reality.

“Actually, yes. You as a cabby.” You laughed, taking him in full view. He was lugging no less than three duffel bags, two beach umbrellas, three towels and a beach ball. It was almost painful to look at, but the sight made you grin.

Changkyun rolled his eyes with a puff, dropping the items onto the sand. Beside him, Minhyuk whined and began to check it anything was damaged, while Hoseok swatted the youngest’s head. “Yah! Why did you drop the stuff like that? I should make you carry everything up and down the beach.”

You laughed behind your hand as Changkyun sulked, his deep eyes sending you a glare before he began to set up the towels and umbrellas. You sat down in the sand, glancing at your enemy, remembering the first time you had met him.

You and Kihyun worked in a bookstore. He had gotten you the job a year prior, giving you a good recommendation since you had been friends since middle school. The two of you were inseparable for years, and you spent almost every day with him.

Soon, Minhyuk came back from his college studies and needed a job, while Hoseok helped to stock the store during the weekday morning shifts. You were all awkward at first, but soon, you became close friends. Before long, all of you became like a family, even Hyungwon and Hyungwon, who worked at the café in the bookstore.

Then, Changkyun came along.

He was a classmate of Kihyun’s, and the two were close. He was quiet at first, nerdy even, as he sat with your group when it came time for the store to close at night. You hardly spoke to him, he was almost… cute back then.

You were brought back from your thoughts, as Minhyuk waved his hand in front of your face. “You okay?” The blonde asked, his eyes filled with concern as he looked you over.

Not wanting him to worry, you smiled and nodded. “I’m fine. I just need to go for a swim, cool down a bit.”

Sliding off your shirt, you stretched your arm and adjusted your swimsuit straps. It was a black one-piece, showcasing your gently curved physique. You quickly ran to the water, laughing as Minhyuk and Hoseok wolf-whistled behind you.

Once you entered the water, all you felt was peace. No matter how stressed you were, every time you were in water, everything became calm. You let yourself drift on the surface, closing your eyes as the water carried you gently on the waves.

You would have to invest in a pool, because only coming here once a year, was just not cutting it for you. You slowly transitioned into a breast stroke, your body working in sync like a machine as you began to glide through the water. You let your body stretch and arch to the freeing sensation, lost in the liquid peace around you.

You lost track of time, letting yourself go for a while before you came back to reality. Running a hand through your drenched hair, you glanced at the shore. You spotted Wonho and Minhyuk putting on sunscreen, waving to you with big smiles and sunglasses on their noses. You waved back, hoping they would join you soon.

You began to make your way out of the water, wondering if Kihyun and the rest of the boys were almost to the beach. It wasn’t a party until everyone was present, and you were missing your best friend.

Looking around, you realized Changkyun was missing. He could’ve been using the bathroom on the pier, or maybe he had gone back to the car to grab something, but you found yourself worried.

You scanned the shore, until you spotted him. He was sitting at the edge of the sand, his weight rested on his knees as he ran his hands through the damp sand. Small waves crashed against his toes, but he didn’t seem to notice or seem to care, his eyes on the ground before him.

You couldn’t help but feel bad. He looked lonely sitting like that, and even though you weren’t the biggest fan of him, the last thing you wanted to see was him by himself.

Walking out of the water as best as you could (your body was slightly numb from swimming so much), you waded over to him, covering his body in your shadow.

Changkyun was still at first, his eyes adjusting to the lack of light, before he looked up at you. “Sup?” He asked, his voice a low rumble in his chest.

You cleared your throat, feeling stupid. You hadn’t thought of anything to say on the way over, so there you were, struggling to come up with an excuse for your concern. “…I was just, wondering what you were doing.”

His dark brown eyes searched your face, his face blank as he tried to find any hint of sarcasm or a rude punchline. When he found none, he shrugged. “I was looking at shells.”

“Shells?” You echoed, glancing at his hands. Shells of different shades, colors and sizes were piled by his feet, along with some beautifully shaped rocks and stones. You were entranced by their beauty, how they glittered in the sunlight.

“Yeah. I collect them.” He nodded, his eyes traveling back to the sand. His hands were covered in sand, and his fingers looked wrinkled from the water. He looked cold.

Before you could even register a thought, you were suddenly walking over to where the boys were seated, and grabbed two towels. Wrapping one around yourself, you walked back to Changkyun and sat down on the sand beside him.

He adjusted the grey muscle-tee he was wearing, his eyes slightly squinted from the sun as he looked over the water. You enjoyed the silence and took the chance to look him over. You admired the way the sun glistened on his face, how content he looked. Was he always this calm?

“You know, I’ve never been to this beach before.” His voice startled you, as did the change in his gaze. His head was turned, so he was looking right at you. You didn’t have your sunglasses on, so you could see the depths of his eyes, how easy it would be to get lost in them…

You suddenly remembered he had said something and quickly responded. “Y-Yeah, I didn’t visit this place until last year. I used to use the community pool near my apartment, but it got annoying. So, Kihyun told me about this place one day at work. It’s his favorite hangout spot. I’ve been coming here ever since.”

Changkyun nodded slowly, the two of you enjoying the crash of the waves. Then, he smiled, the smallest of dimples showing. “What goes on in that head of yours?”

“What do you mean?” You asked, raising an eyebrow. Since when did he ask questions about you? Where was the snarky, obnoxious Changkyun you were used to? You wanted that Changkyun back.

“I don’t mean any offence,” He laughed softly, the sound smooth like silk. “I meant, whenever you talk to someone, or me, you always seem to be lost in thought. You always look so… peaceful and free, I almost feel bad whenever I talk to you.”

“You never talk to me…” You mumbled, trying to hide the blush on your cheeks by adjusting your hair into a high ponytail.

“Because you’re so feisty.” He countered, sticking his tongue out at you. That tongue of his should be illegal.

Trying to save face, you glanced at your nails. “I’m only feisty because you’re such a hothead.”

“I’m the hothead?” He echoed, eyes wide in shock.

“Yes, you, Changkyun.” You rolled your eyes. He was so frustrating.

He mulled over your words, licking his lips slowly. Then, he nodded his head, as though coming to terms with something. “Fine, you think I’m feisty?” He asked, slowly getting to his feet.

“I do.” You huffed, trying to figure out his intentions with your eyes.

“I think it’s mutual. So, what do you say we, cool down?” Without waiting for a response, he picked you up, one arm cradling your legs and the other cradling your back. You flailed, trying to remove yourself from his grip, but he was like steel, holding you in place with a grin.

“Im Changkyun, I swear to god I’m going to kick your ass!” You cursed, trying to swat at his head and tug his hair.

He laughed, the sound carefree and genuine as he winked, flicking his tongue at you. “Talk dirty to me, baby.”

The action all but stunned you, suddenly at a loss for words. “You-!”

With an evil grin, he waded into the water and tossed you in, face-first. He threw himself after you with a cheer, enjoying the waves before swimming over to you to check you over.

You were seething. You could’ve made the water around you boil with the amount of anger that was inside of you. Not waiting, you grabbed him by the arm, your grip firm as you tried to reach for his neck. “You are so dead- “

“It was just a joke!” He whined, whined, giving you a puppy dog pout while trying to escape your grip.

You refused to let up, deciding to just push him away and swim a few feet away. “You’re so annoying.”

All you could hear was the roar of the water around you, and the breeze on the wind. Neither of you said a word, waiting for the other to break the silence.

Changkyun broke the silence, with a question that could barely be heard over the ocean. “Do you… really dislike me that much?”

“Yes.” You responded without thinking, instantly regretting your word. You didn’t want this conversation, not now, not ever, but your stupid mouth had triggered this. You seriously needed a filter for your thoughts to go into.

You could almost feel the disappointment from the boy behind you, and you refused to turn around.

“May I ask why?” He hummed, his voice a bit stronger as he moved around you. He wasn’t coming closer, but he was moving in a pattern that mirrored pacing.

You closed your eyes. You were in water, but this time, peace was nowhere to be found. There was no wave to lose yourself in, no amount of water could cover you or hide you from view. You had to face this moment, no matter how ugly it was.

“…I was jealous. I thought you were taking Kihyun from me. I thought you were replacing me.” You whispered, your voice smaller than a raindrop as you fiddled with your fingers. A strong wind hit you, sending you shivering to your core.

You felt his arms wrap around you, strong and secure despite his lean frame. He was shielding you from the wind, rubbing your arms as though you were made of glass.

“Why are you...?” You murmured, looking back at him with a confused gaze.

His touch made you feel nothing but shame. You were jealous of this man, because you thought he was taking your best friend from you. And even as you told him, he still wanted to help you, just like when you first met him.

You were stuck on a difficult math problem, and Kihyun was nowhere to be found. Changkyun had recently purchased a book, and was glancing through it when he noticed your struggle.

You remembered the way he placed his hand onto your paper, reading the question to you and slowly teaching you the methods needed to solve it. Before long, the entire page was done, and every problem was correct.

He was staring at you the same was he did back then: gentle, shy, and most of all, understanding. “I’m sorry… I should’ve tried harder to get to know you more. But I was so shy… I had no idea how to approach you and as a result, I ended up hurting you. I’m so sorry.”

You couldn’t believe what you were hearing. Was he actually blaming himself, for your jealousy?

Cupping his cheeks, you forced him to look into your eyes. “You did nothing wrong. It was all me. I had this mental image that you were this jerk trying to steal my best friend, but I should’ve realized how immature I was. I’m the one who’s sorry.”

His eyes were filled with surprise, the expression making you smile. “Are you… actually apologizing to me? Woah, the impossible has become possible.”

You rolled your eyes as he smirked, pulling away to splash him. “You’re such a pain.”

“I’m your pain, baby.” He winked, dodging your splash before giving you a splash back.

You squeaked, a bit to high-pitched for your liking, and glared at him. Sensing danger, he quickly pinned you to his chest, restricting your arms with his as you struggled.

“You’re not really mad at me. You know you like me.” He grinned, tilting his head and flashing his tongue at you.

You had no response to that statement, keeping your eyes on the mole on his neck. It was so cute and tiny, you wanted to take a picture of it for some odd reason. Maybe post it on the internet and make some money with it.

“Wait, you actually like me?” He asked, nearly making you choke.

“W-Why would I like you?! You’re so annoying, and obnoxious… You and your stupid, handsome face and your pretty eyes. Ugh, go away!” Feeling your face burn, you poked him in the side and started to swim back to shore.

However, fate had other things in store for you. He suddenly grabbed your hand (by this point, you were tired of being pulled), and made you look at him. His eyes were searching, his expression bewildered as he tried to slow down his heart rate.

“You… Do you like me?” He asked, his voice filled with nervousness, curiosity and something else you couldn’t name.

You wanted to say no, your mind was telling you to roll your eyes and walk away. You wanted things to go back to normal, to the hate relationship you shared with him and you didn’t have to worry about emotions or feelings.

But your heart was saying something completely different. The reason you hated him so much, wasn’t fully because of Kihyun. It started off as jealousy, but before you knew it, your jealousy turned into something more.

You found yourself looking for him whenever you were at work, found yourself worrying about him if he was absent or sick, and even thought about him before you went to sleep. The color of his hair, the way his eyes curled when he smiled and his bright smile when he laughed.

You found yourself wanting him. And as a result, you fell for him.

Looking into his eyes, you could see his sincerity, see the person he had been trying to show that you refused to see. Hating him was an excuse, an excuse you couldn’t use anymore.

Taking a deep breath, you nodded. “Yeah, I like you.”

He blinked, his face blank. You thought he had misheard you. “Changkyun?”

“W-Who do you like?” He asked, craning his neck and leaning in close. “I couldn’t hear.”

“You.” You huffed, getting embarrassed.

“I’m sorry. One more time?” He cupped his hand to his ear, a smile playing on his lips as he teased you.

“Maybe I should just show you.” Cupping his cheeks, you leaned in and placed your lips over his. He was shocked at first, but soon his lips began to mold with yours. It was a passionate kiss, and your mouths fit together like a lock and key. He was addicting and sweet, the kiss tasting of salt and sunshine. You couldn’t get enough.

Before long, you parted for air, your face flushed and breathless. His face mirrored yours, his eyes filled with awe as he caressed your cheek, brushing some hair from your eyes.

“So, you definitely like me?” He whispered, a goofy grin on his lips.

“Yes, I like you, Changkyun.” You laughed, flicking his chest.

“Good, because I’ve been crushing on you since we met. I’m glad we finally came to confess our attraction to one another.” He nodded, humming as his face became a content blank. “Kihyun was right about the sarcasm, it really did work.”

“He what?” You deadpanned.

“He told me that having his sense of humor would attract you. I guess it worked.” He grinned, winking at you before leading you to the shore to warm you up.

On the shore, you spotted Hyungwon and Hyunwoo cooking some burgers on a grill they must’ve brought in their car. Wonho was busy sun tanning, while their friend Jooheon was making sand castles with Minhyuk.

Kihyun was putting on some sunscreen, when he spotted you and Changkyun, hand in hand. “Have you two actually managed not to kill each other? I’m impressed!”

Changkyun smiled shyly as Hoseok whistled, while you eyed Kihyun up and down. “Yeah, now that I found out where he gets his attitude from, I have no reason to be mad at him.”

Kihyun’s smile faltered, his eyes growing wide as he took a step back. “H-He said he wanted to talk to you and I taught him the best way I could- “

“I’m not mad.” You smiled, stopping his words with a shake of your head.

Kihyun, who’s hands were raised in a silent plead, froze. “Wait, you’re not?”

“You’re not?” Minhyuk echoed, looking up from his work with a soft laugh. He knew how much you hated snarky humor, and knew how much you wanted to hurt both boys for it, so he was fully surprised by your revelation.

You remembered the feeling of hating Changkyun for taking Kihyun from you, how betrayed you felt. Then, to find out that Kihyun was secretly helping the younger, just so he could talk to you and get closer to you made you feel silly. You smiled at the irony.

“I’ll let it slide, just this once.” You hummed, patting your friend’s head with a smile. “In exchange, you have to drive me to and from work every day for a week.”

“Deal.” Kihyun nodded, not wanting to get his ass beat. Then, he hesitated. “Will Changkyun be allowed on these rides? I don’t want the two of you making out in the backseat.”

“You’ll have to wait and see. He does get his dirty mind from you.” You laughed and walked back to Changkyun, the youngest drying off his hair before smiling at you.

“I’m still not used to you being this nice to me. Will I wake up tomorrow and find out this was all a dream?” He questioned with playful eyes, wrapping his arms around your waist.

“No, this is all real.” You hugged his neck, swaying with him slowly. The radio was playing near the grill, but the two of you danced to your own beat, in your own world.

“Can I have evidence of this moment? I have to have concrete proof.” He pouted, nuzzling his nose against yours.

You looked into his dark eyes and smiled, leaning in to place a soft kiss on his lips. Above, fireworks began to go off, the boys screaming and jumping around in excitement.

Pulling away to watch the show, Changkyun hugged you close to his side as you both watched the shower of colors fill the sky. It was a sight to see, the cascades of shimmers and bends of color forever etching itself into your mind, along with everything that happened today.

You went from hating your worst enemy, to finding out that he liked you as much as you (secretly) liked him. He wasn’t a jerk, or an asshole, or mean. He was soft, funny, kind and most of all, perfect.

“Oh, and by the way,” Changkyun whispered in your ear. “Most of my humor may have been taught by Kihyun, but I’m naturally naughty. You’re in for a real treat, having me around.”

Laughing, you nudged his hip with yours. “Oh boy. You are a keeper, Im.”

He pecked your forehead, then your lips with a whisper. “And I’m all yours.”

A/N: I have been meaning to write an I.M fic and here it is! It was supposed to be smut but I still haven’t seen the new MV with IM and Jooheon but I keep seeing images and I’m stressed and hnnng I hope you guys enjoyed this! Changkyun is my UB in Monsta X, so I’m happy to have shown him some love! He will definitely get more stories along the way, but I have to focus on the other members first. Thank you all for the support and follows! It is much appreciated and I love you all! xoxo ~S

#monsta x #monsta x imagines #changkyun #monsta x i.m #monsta x fanfic #changkyun fluff #changkyun fic #this gif has me dead #this boy is the death of me #and what a beautiful way to die #monstabaebae

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kkukkung · 8 years ago

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it makes me happy that wonho gets to go to his mums cafe? it seems like he goes there a lot and i wouldn't really expect him to get that much freedom or free time? so i'm really happy ahhh +other idols going there! i hope the other members go sometimes toooo

jdjfienzhd you’re so pretty!!!! I love your hair! 😭me too!!!!!! tbh i’m still so surprised he gets to do that??? feel like generally monsta x has a lot more freedom than they did in 2015 + the first half of 2016, especially bc i’m p sure they have their phones and idk… just generally they seem to be so much more comfortable navigating the industry and it makes me happy :’>

more replies (dated oldest to newest) under the cut~

youre so beautiful i cry

omg… i…. thank you im sry im replying so so late (so late that… i forgot the context for it….) but rly… thank u… idk how to respond adequately to kind anons but rly i think ur all so so lovely for taking the time just to tell someone something nice like this tyvm i hope ur faring well anon and ur… v beautiful too i Know it… 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

Don’t look @ me but minhyuk in the kihyun cooking vlive was S*xy he was a lil dirty and mean and Real Boy™ it was……h*t anyways whns he gonna kick flip me outta this hemisphere

shut up fjfkhsggjk me too he’s like… such a dirty sock sometimes but he’s MY dirty sock u know… my favourite minhyuk is when he peels off his 50000 layers of fake personas and u see a glimmer of chaotic glee flit by in his alien countenance i love him sm sm sm when he’s a bit gross n mean n Filthy…. that’s my boy!!!!!!! that’s my boY!!!

tbh i never really thought Kihyun is perverted so i was a little suprised when it came up, and some people are saying now that they felt it (lol?), u said you also knew it, im sorry this so stupid but im really confused, like i dunno i always knew kihyun had an attitude but a perv ? lmao (not conplaining, just confused and a little lost, love ya) bye

omg lol sorry darling this isn’t stupid at all! i was 50% kidding 50% srs… he’s not… like actually ~perverted~ (none of them rly are??? but mb ck has the most Curiosity and he + mh make the most… dirty jokes… + wonho sometimes but he’s more happy in his softness ANYWAY) idk this is a bit irrelevant but just to explain, language-wise i always associate korean closer w chinese so even if im watching smth in eng sub i translate the subs into… chinese… kind of… to understand it better… and the word 변태 (byuntae) is the equivalent of 变态 (biantai) in chinese and while it means pervert/perverted it’s also just a general term for being strange/abnormal (in fact that’s its correct/real meaning + the former is more slang)… i think minhyuk was playing around with the connotations of it as well as just poking fun at kihyun bc he likes seeing kihyun look indignant! that said my 50% srsness in relation to this is… bc… um… i see kihyun as being… mb… into Some Things skjhfgkj but i won’t elaborate here!

minhyuk called wonho “hoseokie-hyung” once during fighter promotions if you didn’t know already 👀

me: *digging a 165cm long hole in the exact shape of my body* this is fine

Kihyun just wants to take up space .. as much as possible 💦😩

(this was in relation to when i called him out for manspreading…) maximum surface area for more efficient diffusion of his [redacted] [redacted]

Do you check out blogs?? hehe

yes sure jus like…. link me… jkfshg i tend to follow content creators/ppl who write interesting tags and i try not to follow anyone too much younger/older than me, that’s abt all! :>

minhyuk cuddling on jooheon during the no exist prologue was so 👌👌 sapping all of jooheon’s warmth while looking so soft and cute how does minhyuk do it 😩😩

it’s rly his Thing hm hm not to get… sappy but he’s so… full of love and jus wants to be physically close w everyone also when will he stop playing w his bottom lip… official minhyuk emoticon: >:3c

Annie your new mobile theme is so pink and pretty!!!!

tysm!!! sorry this is a late reply so it’s not… entirely relevant anymore jhsgfg but… i think i’m always going to have a pastel colour + bunny theme on this blog it’s my Branding now…. ty ty! 💖

“Reminds me of raw chicken” lmaooooo same 😂😂

(in relation to this post fjdkshg) i lov my uncooked chicken boy

U kno that clip of Michael Scott on the office where he yells “I’m gonna kill myself and it’s your fault” that’s me…. every time monsta x do something….. every time they change their hair colour….. I want death….I’m such a dramatic hoe

me!!!! too!!!! rly a lot more excited for monsta x’s new hair colours than i am… abt Most Things lol… happy w everyone’s hair colours except wonho’s ://// pls go darker

i legit think your tags are the best thing ever

lov u! my tags are v messy and mostly whatever goes thru my mind in that given moment before i hit the rb tbh but i’m glad u enjoy them! 💖💖

What’s your favorite wonho pic?

currently:

Omg have u seen that mnet ep that had mx on right after their debut and it had hyorin and soyou on too and minhyuk was litrally. Losing his mind like they talked about his ideal type comment I think and soyou called him cute and then later he got put on soyou’s team for some game and he straight up lost his mind he was so excited dlfmgnk can he. Relax for one sec

jkdfshggkjsjdkfh i don’t remember this???? i feel like i probably watched smth like it a long time ago like i rmbr a few very awkward mx/sistar interactions after they just debuted. but this. i have to find this and watch it gjkshkjdfg. minhyuk has… no chill he’s not capable of being a normal human being… but also why is this me i would.. die if soyou looked @ me so umm……………lov my relatable man… my love rival… real talk it’s v cute that he likes her n i think generally lmh has a good people sense/knows what he wants from others

(the anon w the younger brother here!) he .. actually said wonho looked like a wolf???? im so ?????? abt that like where did it come from … also jooheon looks like a friend, changkyun just looks “overwhelmingly fed up” apparently????, and according to him hyungwon just has the （ ͡° _ゝ ͡° ） face ,,v interesting …

(part 1 of this!) omgggg this is still v cute i don’t see the ?? wolfiness of wonho (i am… after all… tumgler user bunnywonho…), but i can see how jooheon is shaped like a friend + ck is… finished… done… a lil bit dead inside-looking but not Really like that, n hyungwon… sjhfg i can… kinda see that too… ty for sharing this btw it’s v wholesome

♥️ sending you good vibes –an admirer

omg PLEASE “an admirer” ur too much… thank u though im sending good vibes back sweetheart 💕💕💕💕 got plenty of Good Feelings lately ily thank u thank u 💕

MINHYUK MAKES YOU THINK HE’S GOOD AND PURE. THEN HE BECOMES THIS EVIL LITTLE THING. LIKE A PUPPY CONSTANTLY BITING YOUR FEET

i feel like minhyuk stans are divided btwn… wanting to Love him intensely n lowkey wanting 2 smack him ??

BYE WHAT TH DOES “Die under kihyun” MEAN

(in relation to the tags on this post jkgfhsjkhf) IDK i think i just meant he isn’t as…. bullied w kihyun as the other members often are?? they operate on the same level… it wasn’t anything dirty if u were thinking it was…👀👀👀 im a pure stan w a bunny themed blog…

So do you have a link to this sexuality analysis 👀

SORRY for the late reply it’s just here! don’t rly agree w some of it but other parts were insightful!

jdjfienzhd you’re so pretty!!!! I love your hair! 😭

hfddsjfkjsfjk thank u i’m jus…. a bean…. navigating the cosmos at the same time as monsta x…. and u, cutie……….. tysm my ego grows bigger w every nice msg i get… hope smth good happens to u today ily! 💓💓

that video of the guy ripping his pants n his dick flopping out is wonhos nightmare during every performance when he has to wear tight clothes

BE QUIET JKSHGSF I NEVER READ THIS ASK

is wonho turning 25 or 26?? im confused

he was born in 1993 officially (altho there is some speculation abt whether or not he was rly born in 92) but if we’re going by that then technically he’s turned 24, korean age 25 (bc ur 1 when ur born)… but he’s 26 by the lunar calendar… v confusing i know

Wow can’t believe youre a wonhoe anti 😕😕😕😖😖😖😧😧😧🤒🤒🤒🤒🤒

shh sdhjgkf but real talk i love wonho + minhyuk in v different… unquantifiable ways :’00

#ask #compilation #will answer some of the other... qs that require longer replies when it's not 3am rip #i rly rly rly do appreciate everyone who sends me questions thank u im sry im so shit at replying #OH and messenger replies yikes im sry ill get on those soon too #gnight now ty + ily <3 #Anonymous #edit: added 2 more bc i forgot them rip sorry

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supaliaxpress · 8 years ago

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A Gift for You

I want to take this time to thank each and every one of my followers, to everyone who has sent me a message (including Anon), to even people who sent me hate messages, to everyone who has liked/reblogged my reviews and posts, and to everyone else who does’t follow me but follow my review tag. You guys are the MVPs for your faith in my reviews and support, for reading my fuckin long reviews! I don’t know how you guys do it, but I applaud you wholeheartedly. I joined the Goblin fandom 4 episodes late and started this blog on December 14th with one post about Our Homegirl Eun-Tak because she deserved so much more recognition compared to the hate she was receiving. However, my side blog became official on December 16th when it became public (I was having some technical issues lol) and I got my first 5 followers! It made me so happy >.< But then I got more and more messages, likes, and reblogs, with each review I wrote. My inbox slowly became more filled with your amazing messages. Some of you even call me sunbae/senpai and that still makes me blush. I received so many notifications of people who messaged me using the IM. I began to learn more about each and every one of you who approached me and before I knew it... we became fangirling buddies and Goblin Trash! And most of all, one month later... I woke up to the notification that I have over 800 followers! WHERE DID YOU ALL COME FROM?! :O You have no idea how shocked I am.

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So this is my post to show my appreciation for you. For everything. I’ve written my very first fan fiction and what better honor than for it be on Goblin! Honestly, it’s not the best but I truly hope you enjoy it and that you get something out of it whether it be a smile or a laugh. ^^ Gamsahamnida!

A Wet Surprise

Synopsis: Shin accompanies Eun-Tak to Tae-Hee’s last game of the season, but Shin’s jealousy gets a little out of hand. (I’m so sorry... I just live for Shin’s jealousy over Tae-Hee lmao... and GR is KS x ET #1 shipper!)

This story was inspired by these posts about Gong Yoo in a towel, lol (post 1 and 2)

Pairing: Kim Shin x Ji Eun-Tak

Word Count: 3,018

Genre: A little Angst, Fluff, Romance, Slight NSFW?, Basically to fulfill my needs for my OTP lol

“Ji Eun-Tak, what do you think you’re looking at, hah?!”

Eun-Tak rolled her eyes in amusement at the obviously aggravated goblin. Tae-Hee oppa had messaged Eun-tak a few days ago if she could come see their last game of the season. Of course she said yes… it was the least she could do for her oppa who had done so much for her when they were kids. But the trouble was actually getting to the game in one piece because a certain goblin wouldn’t let her go on her own. Eun-tak stole a glance towards Shin. A small giggle slipped from between her rosy lips while looking at a very aggravated goblin whose arms were crossed in front of his chest, as he looked in the opposite direction as if to ignore her.

“Ahjussi, let me enjoy the game at least… after all… Tae-Hee oppa invited me to this game. It would only be fair if I actually watched him play, right?” Eun-tak tugged at Shin’s right sleeve trying to get his attention.

Shin exhaled a heavy sigh in defeat, faced her, and pointed towards Tae-Hee at home plate: “Araso… Araso… you can watch the game but you can’t look at Tae-Hee.”

“Haaa?! Ahjussi! Why can’t I watch Tae-Hee oppa?” Eun-tak exclaimed while shaking Shin’s left arm. Eun-tak was confused as to why she couldn’t watch oppa play… not like he was naked. She just wanted to see him hit the ball, just like he did when he was a child, once more before he went overseas. And best of all, she was enjoying the game with the best company she could ever imagine to experience it with.

After a few seconds of Eun-tak’s pleading, something snapped. “Aigo… It’s because he’s handsome, right?” Shin could feel his whole face burn... but he couldn’t tell if it was due to anger, embarrassment, or a mixture of both. “Of course young girls like you, come to games like these, to fawn over boys like him! Boys who are good at sports and have a nice body to look at! Fine! If you want to look at him… just look at him! There’s nothing for me to envy anyways. I was the one who granted him the miracle just like any other!”

Tae-Hee hit a homerun, but unfortunately both Shin and Eun-Tak missed the big hit. The drive home was silent. Tae-Hee’s team won the game.

“So, Eun-Tak… how’d you like the game? Uhhh… Eun-tak? Yeoboseyo?”

“Ahhh, I’m so sorry oppa!” Eun-Tak mentally cursed at herself for being in a daze while Tae-Hee was speaking with her. She firmly grasped her phone, “Oh, the game… it was so much fun! You were so cool!”

“You don’t have to say that just to cheer me… up even though we lost the game.”

Ah. Ji Eun-Tak, you are so stupid! “I’m sorry oppa, you’re right, but you were still really cool. Really! Oh, look at the time; you must be tired from your game so I’ll let you rest. Good night.”

“Good night, Eun-Tak.” Tae-Hee looked at his phone… “But we actually won.”

Eun-tak fell onto her bed and hugged her only friend who listened to her. “You know, Mr. Buckwheat, I think I hurt Tae-Hee oppa’s feelings. But even more, I think Ahjussi was hurt.” She closed her eyes and pulled Mr. Buckwheat closer to her chest, “Because of him, I couldn’t even focus on the game.”

Foolish goblin. Shin paced back and forth in front of his bed. All he could think about was how Eun-tak’s face fell when he shouted those harsh words at her. Her tears. “Kim Shin, maybe you should have asked her to pull the sword. Death would have been a wise choice in that situation.” He stopped in his tracks as he heard Eun-tak fall onto her bed. “She must be asleep now… because of you, I can’t sleep.”

Stretching her arms in the air, “What a good night’s res–” Pit-pat… pit-pat… The sound of raindrops softly knocked on her window as Eun-Tak slowly opened her eyes to confirm her unwelcomed visitor. Rain. At the end of Autumn.

“Anyo… haseyo… Mr. Reaper.” It didn’t feel like a good morning at all with the gloomy weather… with a certain gloomy god.

“Good morning…” Reaper paused for moment – deciding whether if she would know the answer or not. Well, if it concerned that person… who else would it be? “Missing Soul, there’s something I must ask of you. It’s about that –”

“Goblin… is who you’re going to say, right?”

“Ah, well… yes, you’re correct about that. But…” He stuttered to think about what to say next, “I was ACTUALLY going to first ask about Ms. Sun-Hee. Yes.” Feeling embarrassed that he was even slightly worried about that goblin confused Reaper beyond reason, but that goblin had been acting oddly all morning. No… to be more precise… all night, and especially with the unannounced weather. It certainly ruined his plans to walk around with Sunny after work. “Because of him, he ruined my plans with her, so I was going to ask for your help.”

“Oh, my help… I’m sorry, but I don’t think I’ll be able to help you with this one.” Eun-tak casted her eyes towards the floor in guilt as the memories of yesterday’s event flooded her mind. It wasn’t his fault. She should never have said those words in the first place. It was selfish of her. For a moment, she almost forgot that it had happened yesterday, but perhaps she was only fooling herself because she hasn’t spoken with Shin ever since. “I think it would be best if you just visit Ms. Boss at her restaurant.”

“If you got into an argument. Just apologize. That goblin always listens to you.”

Reaper watched her shoulders slump forwards as she shuffled to the kitchen. Something definitely happened between those two and he wasn’t about to get into the middle of it. However, he couldn’t let this situation slide either… knowing that the rain would continue to fall for as long as that goblin was sad. “Aish, those two better repay me back for all that I do for them.”

At the seaside shore where they first met, Shin gazed out into the endless ocean. The smell of salt stung the air… as well as his eyes.

“There’s nothing for me to envy anyways. I was the one who granted him the miracle just like any other! ... Without me, you wouldn’t be able to see your Tae-Hee!” Once the words left his mouth, he immediately wished he could take them back.

“So… Ahjussi… I see…” Shin’s words choked Eun-tak as she struggled to string her own words together in a barely faint whisper… trying to understand what he meant, “I’m just like any other… to you, then? I’m sorry… I forgot that I’m only just a small passing moment… in your long life. I never asked to be one of your miracles.”

“Eun-Tak… I didn’t mean that….” Shin reached for her shoulders to comfort her, but he dropped his hand. The words that he wanted to really say, the actions that he wanted to really show… he couldn’t do them at the sight of the slight movement of her shoulders because he was the reason for it.

Stupid rain. Stop falling. Well, if it wasn’t for his insensible jealousy that snapped, perhaps they could have at least enjoyed the game… perhaps he could have at least enjoyed seeing Eun-Tak have fun at the game. That was most important and yet he ruined it for her. He glanced at his watch and noticed the time… how long has he been standing here for? “I should return now… it’s almost time for lunch.”

The front door swung open and a gust of cold wind blew out a few candles. Shin walked in with a bag of groceries and a drenched coat. “Reaper, you are doing laundry?” He quickly disposed his coat in front of Reaper and placed the groceries on the counter all in a matter of seconds. “Dry this for me then.”

“These are already dry!”

But it was a second too late to lecture the goblin as he quickly entered his bedroom and shut the door. However, Reaper had already anticipated this much, such as the saying, “Sometimes you have to give people a taste of their own medicine.” Besides, that person never does the laundry.

It seemed like hours had already passed and yet it was only noon. The notes in front of her seemed to float off the page… just like her mind. Is it still raining? Is he still sad? Is it still thundering? Is he still mad? Ah… even in times like this, all she could think about was him. “I want to talk with you…”

“Missing Soul.” A sudden knock at her bedroom door awoke her from her thoughts.

She clucked her tongue at the sudden abruption, while walking towards the door, “Aiyaa, Mr. Reaper… can’t you read the sign, it says—”

“Please don’t disturb.” Reaper quoted through the door. “Now would you please open this door? I have a request for you.”

Letting out a deep sigh, Eun-Tak opened the door while giving the Reaper her best-displeased face she could muster… slightly twitching the corner of her mouth and scrunching her nose. Though she was relieved for the distraction because she couldn’t focus on her notes anyways.

She cleared her throat, “Ehem, this better be good for wasting my precious studying time.”

Reaper handed freshly cleaned and neatly folded towels to Eun-Tak. She gave the towels a look of confusion. “Um, Mr. Reaper… I already have enough towels.”

“No, these are for the goblin. He doesn’t have any more towels because he never does his laundry. So can you go place these in his bathroom?” Reaper slightly bowed his head, “Sorry and thank you. I figured it would be best for his bride to enter his room… when he’s not around… instead of me.”

She stared at Shin’s bedroom wooden door… more like a tall door that stood in between her and Shin. She shook her head to clear her mind and took a deep gulp as she placed her hand on the doorknob. The doorknob was cold to the touch as she softly turned it with her hand. Eun-Tak murmured politely as she stepped into Shin’s room, “Excuse me.” With a quick glance to ensure Shin was indeed not present, she let out a sigh of relief. “It’s so lonely in here. Ah, there’s the bathroom… did he forget to turn off the lights?”

It didn’t really help to take a shower right after standing in the rain for so long –specifically if he just stood there in cold silence, again... like he did at the ocean. Even after attempting to wash away the deep sadness that enveloped his entire being with a shower, it was no match to cleanse him of Eun-Tak’s tears. He punched his fist against the wet shower wall as he tried to think of a way to invite her to lunch, in an approachable way, in a few minutes.

Maybe he could pretend like it never happened?

No. He immediately shook his head at the atrocious idea.

Maybe he could apologize by taking her on a trip to Canada?

Yes. He grinned widely at the pleasant idea. She would like that.

He turned and opened the shower door, while happily humming with the widest grin at the thought of them enjoying some delicious steak together.

She turned the knob and opened the bathroom door, while thinking to herself she would quickly place the towels on the rack and get out.

Perhaps time froze because the water dripping from the showerhead stopped midway. Perhaps Eun-Tak was dreaming because she saw the godliest creature in her life stand before her in the bathroom. Perhaps Shin was too excited for his date with Eun-Tak as he saw her before him with the most gorgeous red lips and blushed cheeks – that he could almost kiss her. But one thing was for sure; they could sense the beating of each other’s pounding hearts, hear the sound of each other’s hiked breaths, and feel each other’s burning gazes. This was real.

“Ah… AHHH… AHHHH! Why?! Why?! Why are you standing there Ji Eun-Tak?!” Aghast and back to reality, Shin hurriedly motioned for Eun-Tak to close the door while reaching for a tow— Why the hell was there no towel?!

“Ah… Ahjussi! You’re here! Well… I mean there! Well… In the bathroom!”

Oh dear god, since she was born and was given this miraculous life… she always tried to live a pure and good one that her mother would see fit. But bless her soul today, as her mind tried to refuse the thought… but her eyes could not help but travel on their on accord. The glow from the glistening beads of water on his body was not making it any easier. His broad shoulders that can protect you from any danger. His slender abs that can crush you with one glance at them. His… Daebak… my mister’s asset is well gifted. Eun-Tak slapped herself. What the hell are you thinking about at a time like this?!

In desperation… Shin did the one thing he could only do in that moment since his powers did not work on Eun-Tak, he teleported himself from the shower door to the front of his bedroom door. The story of the lonely and great goblin.

Reaper heard screams coming from Shin’s room and smiled contently at this masterpiece. It was fun to mess with that goblin.

“Oi! Let me borrow that towel!”

Perhaps God was not only on Reaper’s side today either, for he witnessed the most disturbing thing, other than missing souls, in his 300 years as a grim reaper… a naked goblin.

“I’ll have to meet Ms. Sun-Hee, whether rain or shine today, to purify my eyes.” Reaper looked out the window, “Oh, it seems the rain has stopped.”

Shin wrapped the towel around his waist as he entered his bathroom. “You! Why did you enter without knocking?”

“Ahjussi… I know! Mr. Reaper… he was the one who told me to come in here and place your towels!” Eun-Tak squinted her eyes to avoid Shin’s piercing gaze. It was stupid of her to believe that grim reaper. Why would he purposely lie to her unless… ‘If you got into an argument. Just apologize. That goblin always listens to you.’

“Tsk. That Reaper… I’m going to—”

“Mianhe.” Eun-Tak whispered. Words fumbled out of her mouth, “Really… I’m sorry for what I said yesterday… it wasn’t your fault at all. I shouldn’t feel entitled just because I’m the Goblin’s bride. It’s because of you; I’m still alive and breathing well. I’m also sorry for walking in on you. I didn’t mean to stare so much… it’s just I—”

Before Eun-Tak could finish her sentence, her lips met with Shin’s wet lips and the scent of his freshly washed hair. She wasn’t sure whether it was because they had an argument yesterday or that she was missing Shin’s presence, but her mind completely went blank as the white towels she was supposed to deliver fell to the floor.

She wrapped her slender arms around his muscular shoulders as he gently lifted her onto the bathroom counter so that he could see her entire visage. He planted short kisses along her jaw line and caressed her face – the feel of her skin drove him crazy. Eun-Tak let out a soft moan at Shin’s touch and a feeling he’d never experienced before in all of his 939 years enveloped him. But what drove him crazier was when she nibbled on his bottom lip asking for more attention and he happily replied. Her lips were so soft… so plump… so sweet. He tasted her lips tentatively with his tongue, asking for permission. Eun-Tak – with a gasp of surprise – parted her shaking lips as his tongue slipped in between, while evoking feelings from within her that she’d never imagine. Their tongues tangled in a dance while they explored each other’s mouths... going deeper and growing hotter with every second. Their foreheads pressed, they parted for air while heavily panting against each other… unable to make sense of what just happened.

“You…. Eun-Tak…. You don’t need to apologize.” Shin panted in between, trying to recollect his thoughts. “I want you to feel entitled… because… because… you have been special to me long before—” Shin cupped her face so that he could gaze directly into her bright endless-brown eyes, “Long before I’ve met you as my bride. I did not make you. You are the miracle. Remember that.”

Before she knew it, tears welled up in her eyes and she couldn’t make out the medley of emotions she was feeling. With just a single phrase from him, all of her worries were swept away. She realized… that was all that she wanted to know… the feeling of being wanted and accepted for who she was. Not just because he was the goblin. Not just because she was his bride. Because they made each other happy.

“Also, I’m sorry too.” Shin whispered into her ear. “I was… jealous because you kept looking at Tae-Hee that it made me almost regret helping him.”

Eun-Tak giggled. “Ahjussi, Tae-Hee oppa is indeed handsome and talented…”

“You don’t need to remind m—”

Eun-Tak grabbed Shin’s face towards her so that this time, it was her gazing into his deep mysterious dark-brown eyes: “My mister is the most handsome and talented of all!” She scrunched her nose as she pecked his lips. “Remember that! Oh, and has the best body too! Hehe… you should start showing off more. You’d be even cooler.”

Grinning from ear to ear, Shin embraced her tightly and cooed in her silky hair: “Araso… Araso… I’ll start showing off more so you won’t stare at other boys. By the way, Eun-Tak, what do you want for desert after lunch?”

“Hmm… Seconds please.”

#Goblin #the lonely shining goblin #Goblin the Lonely and Great God #tvn goblin #goblin fan fiction #ji eun tak #kim shin #kdrama #OMG MY FIRST FAN FIC LOL #Hmmm it came out okay for writing it over night haha #please enjoy #please love the otp #appreciation post #SupaliaStories

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sacred-arrow-writes · 8 years ago

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Twelve Days of Christmas. On the Eighth Day of Christmas-

A/N: In which each day, Kagome gives Inuyasha a gift signed by his Secret Santa in hopes of bringing back his Christmas Spirit.

I got the idea from Hallmark as a prompt. Im just using the idea for the story, the only thing I kept the same from the movie is the newspaper and some of the S.S. notes, so don’t sue. I do not own Hallmark or Inuyasha and Co. So, enjoy! I’ll post a ficlet a day until December 25th. Enjoy everyone!

Last chapter I posted said chapter Eight, but I mistyped. It was chapter SEVEN and this is the real chapter EIGHT. I went back and changed it, but whatever. Anyway, this is a cliffy -YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED- but I did it for a reason.

Anyway, to my main squeezes once more. This is for you.

@keichanz @mmhinman @inunanna @kagomeforever @akiza-hades-rose @purekagome @grapefruitwannabe @adorableears7

Day Eight December 19, 2016:

---IK---

The bedroom door creaked open as two different kinds of footsteps padded across the hardwood floor. The large bed positioned in the middle of the master bedroom, dipped as the invading parties jumped on the slumbering half-demon in the center. "Wake up!"

Inuyasha nearly had a heart attack as his golden orbs flew open. Gasping for breath and clutching his chest, he came face to face with his niece and his dog. As much as he wanted to say what he was really feeling, he took a deep breath before opening his mouth. "Rin, you scared the hell outta me. What are you doing here?"

Rin rolled her eyes and giggled. "Daddy and mommy are down stairs making breakfast and I was told to come wake ya up!" Bang barked happily next to his owner.

Groaning, Inuyasha threw the duvet off, swung his legs over the side of the bed and stood up. He pulled on a tee-shirt to go with his sweats before he made his way back to Rin. "Come on squirt." He bent down and let the giddy little girl jump on his back as she rode piggy-back down the stairs.

Inuyasha turned the corner to his kitchen, Bang hot on his heels, and placed Rin on a bar stool. "What the hell are y'all doin' here so early on a Monday? I have things to do before I go into work."

Kagura smirked, placing a bowl of dog food on the floor for Bang, whom ran as fast as he could to gobble it up. "We know what you have planned. I wish you would just ask her out and stop pussy-footing around."

Inuyasha cut his eyes at her and growled. "Mind your own, wind wit-." When a large hand made contact with the back of his head, Inuyasha squeaked and turned to see his brother leaning against the counter.

"What your tone, little brother. I'd hate to kill you so close to Christmas." Rin made an audible gasp at her father. He cut his golden eyes to her. "Oh fine. I hate to maim you so close to Christmas."

"That ain't much better, daddy."

The daiyoukai shrugged. "To answer your crude question, Kagura has some things to do in town today and since Rin is out of school for the holidays, she is tagging along to do some shopping."

"I closed the shop up today so I could get everything we need for Christmas day. Besides, since this year your heart seems to have grown three sizes, -thanks to a one Miss. Kagome Higurashi-, you'll be spending Christmas with us. We came by to see how you're doing is all."

Inuyasha snarled and flopped down on a bar stool next to Rin. "I don't get why you didn't cook breakfast at your own home."

Kagura's crimson gaze lifted from the bowl of pancake mix and settled on his face and unruly hair. "Well, would you like for me to take my famous pancake batter and leave?" His ears rotated in her direction.

Inuyasha gulped. "Um- no. No, you, Rin and the pancakes can stay, but can he leave?" A clawed thumb was tossed up in Sesshomaru's direction.

Kagura laughed. "So plans for today? I know with who, but what are you two going to do?"

"I haven't made it to get my parcel yet, but its-"

"Right here." Sesshomaru slid the familiar brown package across the counter. "I stopped by to sign some paperwork this morning and Sango met me at the front door. Said to give you this and it would save her a trip out here."

"Thanks." Inuyasha mumbled.

Finishing the last of the pancakes in the skillet, the wind sorceress wiped her hands on the red apron she sported and leaned against the counter on her forearms. "Well?"

"Well what?"

"Open it stupid." The words held no venom or hate as she slid the package to her brother-in-law.

Sighing at the three sets of eyes on him, Inuyasha took the package and ripped it open. A red, glossy box met their stares and on the lid was an old-timey movie reel with a box of popcorn decorated with white, black, yellow and red stock paper. He removed the lid and out fell the note. Rin picked it up and smiled. Inside the box was a string of popcorn.

On the Eighth Day of Christmas,

My Secret Santa gave to thee;

The colors of Christmas,

Are oh so Bright.

But nothing beats,

The black and white.

Merry Christmas, your Secret Santa.

"That's clever." Sesshomaru mused. "A traditional black and white movie. I don't think I would have ever thought of that."

"That's because you're an ignoramus." Inuyasha mumbled. Once again a large hand made contact with the back of his head. "Stop doing that!" He growled. The oldest Tashio merely crossed his arms with an eye roll.

Flipping four large pancakes on a plate, Kagura slid it to Inuyasha with a smile. "I take it you're going to invite Kagome?"

"Yeah." No one missed the faint blush that spread across his nose.

Snatching the plate from her Uncle with a smirk, she lifted the canister of syrup. "So, any idea who the real S.S is, Uncle Ash?" Rin asked, pouring a glob of thick, sugary goodness on her pancakes.

"Those were mine!" He whined before Kagura slid another plate to him. He gathered it up and scooted down a seat from his niece. Sticking his tongue out, he poured some syrup on his stack and took a large bite out of the side. "No."

"No?" Rin sighed. "It's romantic right?" The females smiled dreamily as the men rolled their eyes.

"Inuyasha, do you plan to watch this movie tonight?"

Around another mouthful, -which was too much for a human to consume at once- Inuyasha nodded. "Ye'h. W'y?"

"Because tonight is the new moon." The fork clattered against the plate. "I take that as you forgot all about it."

"Ugh! I hate this time of the month. Geeze, it's like having a damn period."

Kagura snorted. "Yeah right. Menstrual cycles are ten times worse than loosing your demonic side for one night. Ours last five to seven days and we actual bleed out of our-"

"AH! Shuddup! Shut the hell up!" Inuyasha shouted as he pinned his ears back. "I'm sorry I brought it up."

"Does Kagome know about it?"

"I guess she'll find out tonight." Inuyasha scarfed down his breakfast and made a beeline for his room. He needed to get out of his house before blood was really shed and no, not the female kind. He shuddered at the thought.

---IK---

Kikyou giggled as Suikotsu kissed her neck as she made omlets for the three of them. "Stop, before Kagome walks in here." Her fiancee smiled against her smooth skin, but the assault did not waver.

"Too late." Kagome gagged as she covered her eyes with a delicate hand. "Get a room."

"I would love to, if your sister would put down the spatula."

Another round of mock gagging noises ensued. "Grosssss."

"Oh shuddup you. If it was Inuyasha you'd be all giddy." Kikyou placed three omlets on three different plates with a side of coffee. "See, that bright, red flush speaks volumes."

Kagome was indeed quite red at the mention of Inuyasha. "Whatever." She took a plate and a cup of coffee. "Anyway, 'Kotsu, are you planning on keeping the house you own in Harperville or are you going to finally move around here? It's a pain to drive an hour just to see you."

"I was thinking the exact same thing. Finish y'all's breakfast. I have a surprise." He wiggled his brows as he took a bite of his omlet and groaned. "Oh gods, Kiki, this is fantastic." He took another big bite.

"Pace yourself." The twins warned.

As soon as the food was eaten, the coffee was drank and the table cleared, the three made their way out the door. "So what's the surprise?"

"Kags, if I told you, it wouldn't be a surprise."

She huffed and puffed out her cheeks. "Meanie."

Kikyou laughed and wrapped her arms around Suikotu's for warmth. "I'm excited!" With a laugh from the man beside her, he bent down and kissed her temple.

Across town near Hilltop, where Inuyasha and Kagome had their fifth day together, black, iron fencing with a large gate, surrounded a beautiful two story, New England-style colonial house. The exterior was white clapboard with dark, gray shutters and front door. The roof was steep-slanted with three triangular, casement windows and narrow eaves. The best feature was the covered, front porch that extended form one end of the house to the other with white pillars and rails. Kikyou and Kagome stared far longer than Suikotsu thought they would as he leaned over to close both of their gaping mouths.

"Well?"

"It's beautiful!" Kagome exclaimed as she leaned against the fence. "I didn't know they remodeled it!"

"Last month they finished. You never noticed?" He asked and all she did was shake her head with stars in her eyes.

Clearing her throat, Kikyou looked up at him. "What are you trying to say by showing us this? Because I know you."

Kagome looked back at the two of them. "Who lives here now?"

Kikyou turned back to the house. "I don-" The sound of jangling keys cut her off.

"You and I do, or we will after the wedding." He placed the keys in her palm.

Tears gathered in her brown orbs as she stared at her hand, her twin's squeals in the background fell on her deaf ears. Kikyou looked up. "Are you serious? Don't mess with me because this is like, the greatest gift ever and if you're pulling my leg, so help me 'Kot-" He bent down, embraced her tightly and planted his lips firmly against hers. Kikyou gasped then kissed back with equal fever.

Kagome pulled out her cell with a quiet awe, and snapped a couple of photos. Kikyou would want to add this to her best-things-to-ever-happen-to-me box. When they pulled apart, tears were falling down her sister's cheeks and both their faces were deep red. When he confirmed that it was indeed their home, Kagome laughed. "Let's go check it out!"

---IK---

It was nearing six o'clock when Kagome was making her way back the Gazette. Inuyasha had sent her a text earlier in the day to ask her to meet him there that night so he could share his latest gift with her. Of course she already knew what it was, but she didn't know what movie it was going to be or where. As soon as the large, brick building came into view, so did a head of black hair and deep brown eyes. Kagome was taken back as she slowed her pace. Who is that? In her defense, he was handsome, very handsome, but nothing compared to Inuyasha.

Kagome hesitated before nearing the door. "Can I help you?"

"Yeah, I'm waiting on a beautiful woman to accompany me to a movie. You wouldn't happen to be free would you?" That voice was just so familiar.

Pervert much? Her cheeks flushed as she turned away. "Well- that's great and all, but I actually have a date with someone else, so if you would ex-"

"Kagome, it's me. I'm Inuyasha."

Her heart skipped a beat as she turned around to face him. "Inu- what the crap? You're human?!"

He laughed. "Yeah. I'm half-demon remember? I turn human on the night of the new moon." He gestured up to the sky and she followed his now blunt finger up to the moonless sky. Yup, no moon in sight.

"Oh, I feel stupid. I read that before in one of my grandfather's old books. I can't believe I never even asked. You know I knew your voice sounded familiar."

Inuyasha leaned close to her. "It's nice to know you'd turn down a good-looking stranger for my half-demonic self." His breath fanned against her cold cheeks.

"Yea- wait, who said anything about good-looking?!" She stuttered.

He only laughed and pulled her into his side. "Come on. I have a movie picked out, since my latest gift was to watch a black and white movie with popcorn!"

"Really? That's really cool! I love black and white movies! What did you pick?"

"A classic. A Christmas Carol from 1951. I also have a large box of buttered popcorn. You in?"

"I am so in!" She was getting excited. "Where will we be watching this movie?"

"My house of course. Come on, wench." His brown eyes sparkled in the street lights and Kagome's heart melted once more.

Tucked into his side, Kagome snuggled in a little bit deeper as he guided them to his home. This was a great idea. He seems so much more Christmas-y. She tried to hold in her giggles.

Inuyasha was holding her a bit to tightly, but he blamed the cold, snowy weather. After all, wasn’t he supposed to keep her warm? As they neared his house, -which was now decorated with a ton of christmas lights around the edges of the roof and windows- his only hope was that his family was gone. They ascended the stairs and before they walked in, Inuyasha turned her to him and smiled.

Kagome was about to ask about the delay, until she looked up and noticed a bundle of mistletoe dangling from a red ribbon above the doorway.

"My niece and sister-in-law decorated the house today, including the outside."

Kagome grinned. "Oh really? Well, then I guess we shouldn't waste all their hard work then." She fisted his red scarf and brought him down to her level. As her pink lips pressed against his, he only wished he could smell her scent that usually engulfed him at a time like this. Instead, he wrapped his arms around her waist and deepened the kiss. Her tongue danced with his as they explored the other's moist cavern. Hands moved from body to hair in a matter of seconds and soon the kiss was no longer gentle, but full of raw passion and hunger.

When air became to much, they parted. Inuyasha cursed his human side in that moment when he could no longer hold his breath as long. His eyes focused on her delicate face, swollen lips and her pink tongue that slid along her bottom lip before disappearing back inside. "That was amazing." She whispered.

Inuyasha nodded as he wiped a stray snowflake from her reddened cheek. "It was, but let's get inside, you're freezing."

They shared the same hundred-mega-watt-smile as they crossed the threshold and closed the door with a soft click.

---To Be Continued---

Until tomorrow my loves. Check back and see what day nine has in store for our favorite couple!

#cliff hanger #@i'm sorry but not sorry #it all happens for a reason #inukag #inuyasha #kagome #12DOC #i will go down with these ships

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