#<- communication style differences. i just have to find a way to frame my belligerence that its understood.
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my final missive. about knowledge that you cannot use until you know it. been getting so much information. about bikes. that i cannot use until im biking and have an experience. and follow up like.
when im pedaling but its all give like its not clicking into place, whats that about "your going faster than your pedaling, thats what gears are for, u have to turn it up. when higher gear you pedal less, when its lower its easier, but you have to pedal more" ohhh. you told me so much about hills and stopping but im not doing either of those so much yet. but even on flats... okay
an example more of you possibly are likely to understand. ive absorbed so much art advice passively over my life. i cannot make use of it until im doing it enough to have problems of my own. i dont need the metal rendering tutorial before i try making something shiny. once i have and feel that it was hard to keep the tones straight, i see one that tells me i had the right colours, but can use one as base, and work up from there, the general trends of where certain ones are placed.
you dont know until you know you dont know. and then you gotta get there.
#some shit#now if only i could tell ppl in real life. you know its like esoteric understanding or being able to apply a philosophy#its knowledge you have assemble yourself to truly know its meaning#hmm well. im fairing okay with this is great i appreciate it a lot i wouldnt beable to do this without you there doing it so#i knew it could be done. and more literally in both means and knowledge. but can you please stop telling me stuff i cant use#<- communication style differences. i just have to find a way to frame my belligerence that its understood.#(have you tried not being belligerent?) yeah all my life. you new here?#yes obviously i only mentioned biking progress after i found it hard to talk around the hurt knee#what do u take me for a person who can just openly volunteer information?
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