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[avalanchesbestfrenemy]

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[ He snatches his bucket hat, putting it on.

Ehe-I don't look half bad in this, do Iiii—...

[....the "dude are you ok" stare

[ now renamed the "why are you blushing so much" stare

..Snrk—

"I wonder if Snow and Cozy are around somewhere..."

[whiterexpper]

Here we go...

Edit2 : removed the nevermore tag for a reason vv

Edit; removed the nevermore tag because

1) nevermore has NOTHING to do with this situation, nevermore is a comic, this is completely different drama that involves a horrible person. Nevermore is a GREAT webtoon that brought a second family together for me, Im not hating on the comic. Im only involving the tag to gather attention to another side issue (its not bigger than the crimson issue. That issue is the main issue and the victims need more focus than anything).

So I haven't said anything about previous events so far, and my point still stands as I will remain quiet as everything has just come to a head with it all. It'll still sit here and marinate and reveal everything about the drama. A lot of people don't know, but all of this drama that happened? (Not the crimson drama, the previous drama about the mass ban) Has happened because Nora (or Sardonyx) personally went out of her way to lie and tell everyone what was happening. Most of the bans were innocent, if not all. And I was scooped up into it by nora herself and told the same shit, and I was only told the right issues involving it because someone who is close friends came forward about it all, and told me and showed me the truth.

Nora(Sardonyx) has had a hold on every dramatic situation, she has lied, been a hypocrite, a two face, and has shown she cannot be trusted. She has decided to talk shit and speak about all of this to a 13 year old, and Nora is 27. Everyone knows this, she is a manipulator who will try her best to make others look bad to get the heat off her back. Another issue with nora is previous conversations I've had with her, in light of them, some of the conversations we've had, she has made toxic remarks towards others. Bad mouthed almost every patreon, and has dragged me into it. I tried to match her jokes, tried to be friendly and laugh along with her. And in that, I'm sorry on my end. I never intended to hurt others, but she has. Again, I dont have any of these screenshots because I did leave any server I was associated with her in, and can't prove it on my end. She probably could, with cherry picked screenshots and edited ones as well.

I again apologize on my end for that, she has manipulated me through every part of our dms and has influenced me to be just as bad of a person. I've learned to be better, and I have talked with one of the people she has talked bad about and we are both on good terms. If no one knows this by now, she is still in the main server, after showing proof of her Threatening to kidnap and torture, her nasty remarks, she has tried to tell others that another person is Homophobic, which was untrue and that would have resulted in a ban. In the end, she's still there. And She's getting away with threats and others. I highly recommended staying away from her, as she has lied, manipulated and bought her way through everyone.

Another issue with nora is her banner situation, she has used NSFW fan art as a banner, fully exposed, unblurred fan art. Not going at the artist, but Nora using that art as her main banner on discord has resulted in minors seeing it. She has spoken to two people who asked her to change in, because they and others were uncomfortable and this was her response.

She used the main nevermore discord, a server that had NOTHING to do with the situation. Also her lying in this reply, she talks to minors. (Not in the crimson disgusting way-) but she does actively dm minors at the time it happened. She wasn't considerate. And the kidnap and torture mention, well. She never got banned for threatening two people.

I blocked out the other person and the victims names, as I don't know if they want to be named or not. Some people know who she is but for the sake of tumblr, I'm blurring her out. Through some of mine and her dms, there was some playful flirting going back and forth. Note on playful, by the way, but her being engaged and having a partner and telling me she thought all of it was real? Someone needs to hold her hand when they tell her this....(not me, dont let me go near that crazy woman she might K&T me too...)

But yeah, they were playful, pretty heavy flirting and it got detailed, SURE, its PLAYFUL FLIRTING. it happens. But her saying she's a "lesbian in a straight relationship"? Someone needs to hold her hand and to tell her AGAIN because this just aint it...

But she's still there, I've left the main nevermore server because of her. Because of her lies and manipulation, she has dragged others into this. People who had no involvement in this, but thats her way. She has done it before, DMing other people because she can't fight her own battles. She has to have others do it.

In the end, all I have to say is, Nora (sardonyx) is the one behind all the drama that happens, and will continue to be the one and will continue to get away with it. I highly advise to keep your distance from her , if not well...none of this would have been posted if she didn't go around acting like a 14 year old and spreading rumors about me.

Nora, if you're reading this, tell Eric i feel so bad for him to end up with someone as pathetic as you. And that the person you wanted to get freaky with found out how much of a horrible person you are. And I hope others do the same.

anyway..be careful with her or you might end up kidnapped and tortured <3

(stay safe)

[judithan-xing]

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Furries/Mechas just because I can't guarantee the quality.

Genderbends that are binary-to-binary. I find them reductive and hurtful. (Trans characters are a-okay obviously, I myself am trans)

Group shots of More Than Three characters (up to three is fine), I just don't have the mental fortitude for that many characters interacting. Ordering a bulk order of say, chibis or something is a different matter and is entirely up to discretion.

H*zbin H*tel anything. I'm sorry but they're so fucking ugly.

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Ship art of any nature (OC x OC, OC x Canon, Selfship, etc etc, I'm not here to judge)

Pokemon, MLP, and Sonic style furries.

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Any specific pose provided I'm given a reference

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[porygon-supremacy]

[Meanwhile, off-screen (via rotomblr DMs)...]

PC: Torrent, hey honey... I'm sorry for not talking with you; I've been having trouble with gliscord lately. Do you have time to talk?

To: helo auntie yes i hav tim 2 talk

PC: I'm glad... I saw your rotomblr posts recently; I'm worried.

To: am sory 4 wory u auntie. . . wil try 2 do betr

PC: Hey... It's okay. You don't have to apologize for how you feel, dear.

PC: Sometimes, things happen, and they're out of our control. That's never your fault.

PC: You're allowed to be upset about it. You don't have to go around trying to make things better.

PC: And honey, whoever called you awful doesn't know a single thing about you, I'm sure. You're wonderful! I've seen how many friends you've made; I don't think you'd make as many friends as you do if you weren't. And people like you as you are now.

To: but mama hav frends and she cal herself awful

PC: That's... More her mind is convincing herself of that, than an actual fact. But tell me - do you think she's awful?

To: no, nevr! mama is so nic and specil!

PC: Then who's to say it's any different for you?

To: i gues it mak sens... but y person say it 2 me and othr frends?

PC: Sometimes, people will say things with the intent to upset someone else. There can be multiple reasons... Often either out of fear, or perhaps they're hurting... Or they do it for a sense of control.

To: lik boss ardos...

PC: Like Ardos, yes...

To: i forgot peopl can be lik that somtim. oop.

PC: It's okay, honey. If anything, it's nice that you see so much good in the world for that. Don't let anyone or anything take that away, okay? But also try your best to keep yourself safe.

PC: I love you, and so does your mama, and your siblings, and your cousins, and all of your friends. And they love you for just the way you are. You don't ever have to change a thing.

To: thank u auntie i lov u 2

To: tel belle and circuit that i also lov them!

PC: I will. You take it easy if you can, okay?

To: u 2, auntie!

[bookwormcosplays]

Seeking Possible Friendships

I am here to seek out possible friendships. I had many friends before, but now I am looking for something specific that I don't currently have and wish I did. This friendship would need communication, respect, and an education on racism/bias because I can't deal with ignorance on the subject. My dream job is to be an actor not a teacher. I am asking for possible friendships, but understand we just might not click.

This was originally a joke and then it became serious

For this friendship, I will let you know I am more sociable on some days than others. I will not always be in the mood for conversation and I hope you will accept that. And sometimes, I'm just not on my phone (especially nowadays). I also do not want to be anyone's partner so if I feel like you are becoming clingy to a point where you feel like you should be the only thing I pay attention to then I will swiftly remove myself from the situation.

A little about my love language. I love playing games with friends. Video games, board games, etc. If you are into something, I will immediately try to hop onto it. I might not like it, but I will give it a chance if you like it. I'm not the most talkative so doing activities is the best for me to get to know other people, but I'm fine to just talk.

Friendship listing requirements

Aroace-- I just want to have conversations that don't deal with relationships all the time

Activist--not performative, I want someone who would show up to protests with me (if I had a car) and someone who actually boycotts when it's called for

20 years old or older-- this is self explanatory

Bonuses (aren't required but I would enjoy)

Black-- Just would love to have another black friend who can relate to me more

Cosplayer-- I love cosplay and I would love to cosplay with other people one day at conventions

D&D-- I like being a dm and I would love to have more friends join my campaigns

Dry Humor-- I tend to have a dry humor that people get or don't get so I just want to equal out the playing field and have another dry humored friend

Fellow mask wearer-- you wear a mask like a decent human (but literally even the most progressive people won't wear masks so I've frankly given up) it would be nice to be with others who wear their masks

Filmmaker-- I say filmmaker but anything to do with the filmmaking process like writing, editing, animating, lighting, etc. I would love to have someone I can talk film creation with and maybe make short films together.

Not into H*zb*n H*tel/H*lluva B*ss/Dr**m SMP-- if you are though just don't engage with me about it because I'm uninterested

Not a pr* sh*pper-- I had a really bad experience with one "friend" where they really derailed if you get what I'm saying and I just don't feel super comfortable because I don't want to ever go through that again where they claim it's just fiction and then they start doing said things in fiction in real life (but as long as you don't talk about it or argue with me about it and don't start acting out what you're reading I can maybe get past it we'll see that's why it's a bonus instead of a requirement)

If this job interests you, message me or comment on this post.

[baby-beelzeburger]

☆ My Moon, My Stars, and Everything In Between ☆

❧ Summary: It was the perfect night for stargazing with the love of your life. And a perfect opportunity for you to fall even more in love with him.

❧ A/N: Based on this post. As soon as I read it, I genuinely couldn’t hold myself back from writing about it. It’s just so soft. So, thank you @/birds-have-teeth and that anon for the inspiration☆

As I was writing this, the song “Perfect” By Ed Sheeran kept popping into my head, so I might’ve gotten a little bit of inspiration from it as well.

❧ Word count: 1,303

Tag list: @sunshine-honeybaby // @gentlecourt // @snowymaltese​ // @honey-desires​

​If you would like to be added or removed from the tag list, dm me or shoot me an ask to let me know. Thank you so much, have a lovely day☆ ​

It was out of the blue one day that you tugged on Izuku's sleeve to get his attention. You both had been watching a documentary about quirks that played on the dorm's common room tv, though you had been more preoccupied by other thoughts. Izuku was listening intently, absorbed into the screen while you considered a question you'd been thinking about for a while. And when he felt you pull on him, he was looking at you in an instant. 

"Hey, 'Zuku, Would you like to go stargazing with me tonight?" 

Tonight was going to be the perfect conditions for it. Completely clear skies, no signs of rain or anything. The moon was going to be full, too. No better time then now. 

Izuku loved the idea of sitting with you under the stars. He couldn't imagine anything he'd rather be do instead. Plus, It was Friday. The week was winding down, and stargazing was the perfect thing to do to settle into your weekend.

When night time rolled around, you had dragged Izuku outside with more excitement then he'd seen you with in a while. You brought a few of your favorite snacks and drinks with you so you wouldn't have to go back inside at any point. You brought out two blankets as well, one for you so sit on and one for you to wrap yourselves in to keep out the night time chill. You spread out one of the blankets into the grass next to the pavement and settled down on top. The moon was so bright that it bathed the UA campus in an illuminating light.

You sat wrapped up in your blanket together for a while, munching on snacks and talking about your week, music playing softly on your phone. Songs that Izuku recognized from the playlist you had made for him. When a particular favorite song of yours started playing, a song with a sweet and slow melody, you jumped up onto your feet with the excitement of a small puppy.

"Dance with me?" You ask, giving him your hand. He took it, pulling himself up until he was standing. You tug him away from the blanket until the grass tickles the sides of your feet. You wrap your arms around his neck and he holds his around your waist. You rested your head against his chest. You could hear his heart thumping, a soft but steadily rising beat. 

Your bodies swayed to the rhythm. Occasionally he would part from you to give you a twirl. You would to the same to him in return and the two of you would giggle in response. You moved as one, no longer Izuku and Y/n, but something else entirely. Two people joined together in a culmination of their undying love.

When the song ended your lips met before you pulled away, but you were back in each others arms the moment you both sat back down. You guided him to lay down with you and your arms found each other again. Izuku slid the blanket back over your shivering forms until the combination of both of your body's heat and the blanket were warming you up again.

"Do you know anything about constellations?" You ask him as your eyes are drawn to the heavens. UA was high above the rest of the city so the light pollution was minimum. With this, you were able to see the stars with definite clarity.

He hums, his eyes drawing upwards, then nods.

"A little." 

Izuku starts pointing constellations out to you, telling you facts about each one. And when he runs out of real ones to tell you about, you take turns making them up. 

As he was explaining to you an Eraser Head shaped cluster of stars, you turned to face him. You were elated that he seemed to be enjoying himself. You'd always wanted to go stargazing with someone, and you couldn't imagine anyone better then your most favorite person in the world. Though, in truth, a part of you had just wanted to see what he would look like under the moonlight. He was already so gorgeous that you just knew the soft, milky glow would accentuate his features in the best way. 

You were absolutely right. He looked like an angel under the night’s white glow.  An angel sent to Earth to fix this messed up world. An angel sent to melt away your pain and turn it all into tenderness and warmth, all for him.

Izuku laughed at something and turned to you, only to be shocked to find you already looking back. He felt his heart trip over itself when your eyes met. Unsurprisingly, you were both thinking the same thing as you gazed at each other. 

"Do you know how beautiful you are to me?"

You sit up. Izuku's eyes follow you until you're all the way up, sitting cross legged and facing him. He gives you a questioning look, though it only lasts a split second, up until you're leaning over with one hand cupping his cheek. You looked at him as if he were the most priceless gem. He wasn't sure he'd be able to take that look much longer, wasn't even sure he deserved it, but he held out just so he could stay staring up into your eyes. Even after knowing you for so long, he couldn't get enough of how gorgeous your eyes were. 

Slowly, your thumb started tracing his cheekbone. He shivered, your hands still a little chilled from the night air, but leaned into your touch regardless. Your touch was something else he could never get enough of. Even if your fingertips were icicles he'd still let you touch him as you pleased. As long as he could feel you, he'd be happy. 

"I've always loved your freckles," You say, removing your hand so that your pointer finger could trace the spots and find some more constellations of your own, "You're like a little galaxy."

You considered your words. Then, with a smile and a shake of your head you added, "No. You're my little galaxy."

Really, it was true. Some people would say that their lover was their whole world. But that wasn't enough for you when it came to Izuku. Didn't even come close to describing the importance of him in your heart. Yes, a galaxy was much more fitting. 

Izuku's previously lidded eyes went wide and you watched them immediately flood with tears. You knew your boyfriend just tended to get emotional in moments like these, but you asked him if he was okay anyway. 

"Yeah," he says, resting his hand against yours, "I'm just overwhelmed by how much you mean to me sometimes."

His strong arms wrapped around you, pulling you back down towards him. His face went to the juncture of your shoulder and neck, meeting it with the softest kiss you'd ever received. 

"If I'm your galaxy then you're my universe," He whispered into your skin, so low you almost didn't catch it. But you did, and it made you feel like there were butterflies running rampant in your stomach. Or perhaps stars would be a better fitting analogy. Like tiny little stars in your tummy. Glowing, fueled by your lover's adoration for you. He never fails to make you feel like you're the only person in the world. 

You pulled his face from your neck so that you could curl up against his chest instead. You laid like that for a while, just two galaxies drifting within the space of each others arms. Like two universes melting and merging into one. You knew you could stay forever like that and you'd be the happiest person in the world. Nothing but you and Izuku in the endless expanse of your love.

[allthingsarmin]

Hello, can i please request an armin x reader but it’s a modern au where armin is a nerd and the reader is popular, feel free to ignore if you don’t like the idea :)

Thank you for your request, anon! I really hope you like it, and I can always rewrite it if it’s not the way you imagined. Also, sorry it is a little long - I think I got carried away with this prompt haha.

The beginning might be a little angsty, but the ending is cute ^_^

GN!Reader

Warnings: one cuss word, mentions of self-doubt, kissing

Word Count: 2,346

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Things change - sometimes for the better - like how Armin finally cut his bob-length hair and now has a handsome undercut that suits his jawline and like how you are finally growing taller since it seemed like forever that Armin was the taller one.

Things change - sometimes for the worse - like how you and Armin used to be so close in grade school, but now in college, your relationship is made up of awkward smiles in the hallways, small waves when passing each other in the library, and unfinished conversations on SnapChat.

Things fade - relationships come to an end, people move on, and that’s just life. Look at you now, from a quiet person to a popular student known for your humorous remarks, angelic facial features, a delightful sense of style, and your beautifully color-coded notes. You capture hearts with your smile, and you never fail to make anyone laugh with your stupidly funny puns and nonsense. To put it simply, Armin is a bit different - well, you could say nerdy. Quiet, polite, and has as much passion for the world as he does intelligence. Always heavily invested in school and studying as you could almost always find his nose in between the pages of a book or study guide. Poor Armin - not known for his sweet personality or his above average intelligence. Definitely not known for his sense of style but always comes to class dressed in a rather dashing blazer and keeps a couple Kleenex tissues in his left pocket. Armin barely has any friends, - if any - but he always makes sure to hold the door open for strangers, smile at teachers when entering the classroom, and send you a “Happy Birthday!” text every year.

Some things don’t fade - like Armin’s feelings for you even after you two grew apart and he was forced to watch you from the sidelines. How could he not be so deeply in love with you? When you two were close, you coddled up with each other and read books about the ocean, learning about sharks and so naively believing in the theory of Atlantis. You stayed over at each other’s houses and studied together as well as comforted each other if one of you didn’t do as well as you expected on a test. You used to braid his long blond locks as he told you stories about his grandfather. During the summers, you would use chalk to draw a picture of you two on the blistering sidewalks outside his house, and he would give you handmade bookmarks as a present. Even though you two have grown apart, he is still in love with you, watching you laugh from far away. The way your eyes squint out of happiness and the sound of your hearty laughter makes his body heat up and his cheeks rosy. The way you sometimes send him “Good luck!” texts for when there’s a big test in a class you both are taking makes him smile with teary eyes since it seems that you have in fact not forgotten about him and his intense anxiety when it comes to test-taking. The way you ran up to Armin and gripped his arm when you unexpectedly saw him in the campus coffee shop that one time sent a euphoric tingle throughout his body that made him forget how to breathe properly. How could he not love you when you were always there for him, when you remembered every personal detail he told you during late-night childhood sleepovers, when you tried your best to make him love himself? Armin wants so badly to tell you how important you are to him, how he wants to protect you from everything bad in the world, how he wants to wrap his arms around you and listen to your heartbeat… you are just so hard to reach. He is a nerd, a loser, and you are so popular, surrounded by endless amounts of friends… he’s sure your contacts are completely full and DMs flooding with people who are interested in you and are a lot better than him. What was the point in even trying?

Luckily for Armin, you feel the same way. To be honest with yourself, your stupid jokes, loud laughter, and wide smiles were really just a cover-up for how deeply sad you are. No matter how many friends you have or instant messages you receive from strangers online, you feel incredibly alone because none of them are him. Popularity doesn't matter to you anymore - you just miss your best friend so terribly. You missed walking on the beach together, splashing each other with the salty waves, making study-flashcards together, and being able to touch his beautiful blond hair whenever you wanted. Armin’s birthday is coming up, and you want to make your move and do something big for him that would let him know how special he is to you. This time, it wouldn’t involve loads of friends or a loud party with that overly social and fake personality of yours.

You text Armin: “Hey Armin! We haven’t talked in awhile, but your birthday is this Saturday, and I would like to meet up with you. Are you free to go to the beach on Saturday? I want to give you a present, and I just want to catch up with you. I miss my friend!”

Armin read the text with relief. Even if he couldn’t have you the way he wanted, he still wanted more than anything to reconnect with his old friend. “It’s good to hear from you, y/n! I have no plans for Saturday, so of course we can meet up… around 7pm if that’s okay. I want to watch the sunset! And I miss you too…”

Saturday:

It is November, which means it’s cold. At the beach in November? Even colder, so you make sure to dress warmly.

It is 6:59pm, and you trudge through the moist sand, the harsh wind bearing itself against your face making the tip of your nose turn a bright pink as you grip your hoodie close to your body. In the distance, you see Armin sitting on the sand, shoes off and wearing a dark green sweatshirt with a black beanie. Sitting next to him was his backpack - of course he was the type to bring his school work with him while you always brought your violently vibrating phone with you everywhere.

You release a tired breath as you sit next to him in the sand, setting the bag of presents down beside you and keeping your cold hands in your hoodie pocket. A big smile is on your face as you ask him: “Aren’t you cold, Armin? Why don’t you have your shoes on?!” Armin laughs as he turns his face toward you. At this point, you can see how red his cheeks really are, and this is really the first time you’ve noticed how handsome he actually is. The softness of his blond eyelashes beautifully contrast with the sharpness of his jawline. His smile is soft, and his deep blue eyes pierce into yours. “Hahaha, I don’t know. I just haven’t been to the beach in a long time…” he trails off. “It’s ‘cuz you’re so popular now that you don’t have time to hang out with me,” he states in a playfully butt-hurt tone though you can sense that he is indeed a little upset about it. The waves hitting the shore fill the awkward silence between you two. “I know,” you softly say, “but I think about you all the time. I miss you, and I hope we can be close friends again,” you confess. Armin feels his heart flutter when you say that you miss him. He wants to tell you he loves you and wants to reassure you that he’d always be there for you, but instead he pats you on the back. “It’s okay! I was just joking,” he awkwardly laughs. “Of course we are friends, and I hope we can be even closer too.”

He glances to your side. “What’s in the bag?” he inquires. “Oh!” you exclaim, seemingly as if you forgot about it. You rush to give him the bag and shove it into his arms. “It’s just some stuff I got you for your birthday.”

He rummages through it, going through the endless amount of tissue paper on the top. He pulls out a light blue sweater first.

“It’s almost winter, so I figured I’d give you something warm. I think this color…” you pause and hesitantly reach up to adjust his beautiful blond bangs, “... would look good on you.”

You both make eye contact for a second and quickly look away from each other. “Haha, it’s beautiful, y/n. Thank you!” You are just about to say ‘no problem’ before he is quickly taking off his green sweatshirt and replacing it with the light blue one, his very toned abs peeking through the plain white t-shirt he had on underneath the sweatshirt. You feel your cheeks grow warm and instantly look away. Armin notices and chuckles to himself. He would honestly never mind if you wanted to look at them or even touch them.

“Now, onto the second one,” you say, trying to change the subject. Armin pulls out two matching, homemade bracelets that feature a seashell on both of them. He looks at them silently and intently.

“I made matching bracelets!” you say proudly. “They’re like friendship bracelets, so we both have to wear them all the time! You aren’t allowed to take it off!” you joke.

“They’re so pretty, y/n,” he whispers as he stares at the shells, a sparkle in his eyes. He immediately puts it on and gently takes your wrist to put yours on.

“There,” he says contently, carefully placing your wrist in your lap.

You two sit silently next to each other, shoulders brushing against one another and watching the waves as the sun casts a dull orange and purple glow across the sky. The sounds of waves crashing against the shore and the squawking birds in the sky cancel out the noises of Armin softly crying.

Once you notice, you quickly snap your head around. “Armin, are you okay?” you ask, extremely worried.

“Thank you for the presents, y/n,” he sniffles. “You have always done stuff like this for me,” Armin continues as he gets flashbacks of you two running across the beach and gawking at beautiful seashells, telling jokes to each other in grade school when it was supposed to be reading time, and making funny drawings of each other. “I’ve never told you thank you - for being there for me and comforting me all those times, and just letting me be myself. It’s been such a long time since we’ve done anything together. I miss making you laugh, and I miss going to the library with you and asking you about your day.”

At this point, you feel like crying too because you feel the exact same. You spent so much of your life wanting to fit in, and you finally became popular but at what cost? You nearly forgot about the most important person to you, the one person that actually cares about you.

“I love you,” Armin suddenly blurts out, a tear running down his face. “I want to be yours, and I want you to be mine,” he says so quietly that it’s borderline pathetic. You swear your heart stopped when he said that. You feel a burning sensation all along your body as you forget about the cold air hitting your face, and you feel your breathing stop. The uncertainty you felt that kept you awake every night about whether Armin thought of you the same, all the self-doubt, all the guilt about leaving your friend behind, had been erased in an instant.

The silence between you two is unbearably awkward, and with confidence you seemingly pull out of nowhere, you throw yourself onto Armin’s lips, your arms enclosing his broad shoulders, and both of you falling sideways into the wet sand. Armin, at first shocked, passionately kisses back and links onto your soft lips. The tips of your noses are cold, but you both eventually succumb to each other's warmth. You both pull away to catch some breath. Armin gently wraps his arms around your waist and pulls you closer to him as you bury your head in the crook of his neck. Even after all this time, he still smells the same - vanilla and cedarwood. “I love you too,” you softly say. Noticing that you both are practically wallowing in the sand by now, you apologize. “Also, sorry I ruined your new sweatshirt. There’s sand all over it,” you laugh.

“Oh, it’s okay,” he reassures, shyly placing a kiss on your forehead. “Want to watch the sunset with me?” You nod your head enthusiastically, a smile you couldn’t help leave your lips.

“Oh, fuck,” you quitely exclaim.

“What’s wrong?” Armin asks in a concerned tone.

“I forgot I have an essay due at 11:59 tonight.”

Armin busts out laughing - a sound you wouldn’t mind hearing for the rest of your life even though he’s laughing at your poor planning.

“When the sun finally sets, we can go back to my dorm, and I can help you with it if that’s alright with you,” he politely offers.

“Sure!” you happily reply.

You both sit up and face the horizon. The sun was almost gone, and the sky was a heavenly pink color while the sea began to look indigo. Your hands were linked with Armin’s, and for the first time in a long time, you felt warm despite the air getting cooler.

Getting ready to go to Armin’s dorm, he grabs his backpack and his dark green sweatshirt. You get up and check your phone, not at all caring that you have nearly fifty missed text messages and missed calls asking why you didn’t come to the weekly campus party.

You finally have all that you need.

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I really hoped you liked it! Requests are open ~ I have another request that will be posted soon.

[flamma-nocturna]

-to all who find this, hi! name's Vo, short for Violet, and I'll be your host for my lovely little dumpster blog!

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💜Pokémon (ultra beasts especially h- 💜💜💜)

💜Just Shapes & Beats

Drawn to Life

Project Arrhythmia

Splatoon

Hollow Knight

💜Transformers

Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask

Portal/Portal 2

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-NSFW (bruh for the love of all that's holy and not, no horny around here)

-IRL Current Events (news, politics, drama, etc.) (only SOMETIMES it'd be ok)

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H*zbin H*tel or H*lluva B*ss (pain)

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MC*YT stuff (i.e. Dre*m smp, etc.) (yeesh)

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are racist (including and especially wh*te supr*macist)

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are a n*zi or support them

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are xenophobic

do/fetishize/support (r*pe, p*dophilia, inc*st)

or are, in any way, shape, or form, a huge piece of shit, akin to the aforementioned.

^And if you even dare to cross my path, I will have you blocked/reported on sight.

[orionsangel86]

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You know when I first joined Twitter I had many reservations. I had always heard that Twitter fandom was pretty toxic and for that reason I tried to avoid it as long as possible. Eventually with Tumblr slowly dying I just went for it. I was... pretty damn naive when I joined up.

I have always said, over and over again, that my main reason for even being in fandom was to meet new people and make new friendships that would outlast Supernatural. At this point in time I feel I have accomplished this, though I am always open to making new friends. I like to think, that this being my primary reason for being here, it makes me a genuine person. I am not altogether that interested in popularity, getting the most followers, making my opinion the one everyone MUST believe in, and I never had much interest in “fighting” antis first hand. Sure I liked writing meta and would defend myself if I was attacked, but seeking out drama and forcing my opinion on others were never things that I cared about.

Twitter changed me. I said I was naive, and I was particularly naive to people seeking me out, being super nice to me, inviting me into lots of various fandom GCs and welcoming me with open arms. When people do that, you feel loved, you feel like you are a part of something, and very quickly it can become addictive. You very easily start feeling like those people are your friends, and you get protective of them. You support them, stand up for them, and turn a blind eye when their behaviour gives you pause.

The other thing you should know about me is that I am an empath. Sometimes this is a strength, and sometimes it is a weakness. I hate the idea of upsetting people, and I feel strongly towards those who are upset. I always try to see different points of view in a situation, and I am very consciencous of offending people - When I have offended others, I tend to dwell on it for a long time afterwards, wanting to make things right. But I also think that being empathic can make me prone to manipulation. Especially of the emotional kind. When that happens I can get defensive myself, when I suspect emotional manipulation I shut down very quickly, and I can get spiteful towards it. It’s a defense mechanism. I often regret my actions later. I feel like Twitter fandom has brought out some of my nastier qualities, but I feel that I need to explain where I think this has come from.

I was invited into a GC that in hindsight, was a bad place. It was supposedly a place created to vent about things that upset us, and to keep an eye on that “other” side of fandom - the bronlys. It was a secret place, you must never talk about this GC, I was told. This GC didn’t exist. I’m going to talk about this GC, and in doing so will probably get attacked, subtweeted, called out directly, called a liar, exposed for being this that and whatever, probably have my private DMs shared, and yeah... a whole bunch of shit probably. I’m altogether not prepared for any of that, but since I have that whole bunch blocked now, I’m hoping any shit they say about me will blow over. Anyone who truly knows me, knows I am not the person they make me out to be anyway.

When I first joined that GC the point was to call out hate towards the cast and the writers. To find tagged tweets and bullying and harassment and make sure that the wider fandom knew exactly who the problem people were. I believed in that process. I believed that we were doing good for the fandom in making newer fans aware of who needed to be avoided, as I had heard stories first hand of people who had come into fandom reached out to bigger fandom accounts and immediately been shut down and bullied just for saying they liked Castiel or shipped Dean and Cas. I was angry at those hateful people and wanted some kind of justice for them, so yeah, I joined in happily with the call outs.

But over the past year, things have changed. First, it was not just calling out bronlies, it was calling out extreme stans, who also tagged the writers in their hate. Sure, I wasn’t happy that anyone was tagging the writers in hate, so fuck those people. They can go to hell. I’ll support the calling out of those names too. Then, when people started turning on meta writers like me and taking the piss out of our meta, calling it bullshit and mocking us, it was hurtful, so when that GC rallied together to support me and my fellow meta writers and call out those assholes I was all for it. They were screencapping my meta and calling me deluded after all, why shouldn’t I defend myself and get my friends to help? People in fandom can be dicks when they want to be. But then again, so can we all.

Then it got weird. I think people in fandom started getting nervous about the final season announcement and how the show would end. Cas stans started getting extremely negative about his chances for survival. Destiel shippers started complaining about Destiel being queerbaiting and planning on going after the writers if it didn’t go canon. These were people who I was mutuals with, whose accounts I followed, and whose opinions, whilst they were kind of upsetting for me as a positive fan, were untagged personal opinions and not hate. Those people weren’t attacking positive fans, though sometimes discussions got heated, arguably it got heated on both sides. When the GC started going after those people I started feeling uncomfortable. But I kept quiet. This, I have come to realise, was a huge mistake.

Suddenly other fans were fighting against the GC people. They (we) were called “the fandom police” and “the bully squad” by so many others. I started noticing how other fans, fellow Destiel shippers, were blocking me and avoiding me for my associations with this group. I watched as the GC people started slagging off accounts that were my long time mutuals, my close friends, people I had met in real life and knew to be good people all because they had voiced a slightly negative opinion about the show. If you are relatively well known in Supernatural fandom, chances are this GC has slagged you off.

At the same time, I had watched how some of my friends within the GC “clique” had started changing, how their behaviour online was becoming aggressive and mean. How they were antagonistic and bullyish. My friends. People who I knew were good people before. The dog piling, the condescending tones, the entitled sense of righteousness, it all added up. I started trying to voice my concerns, both to people I was close to within the GC privately, and timidly within the GC itself - for which I was shut down. I started reconsidering my own behaviour online. Had I too acted like this? Had I also aggressively gone after people for simply voicing a negative opinion? Had I also shown myself to be exactly what this GC was supposed to be fighting against?

Some of the others privately admitted to feeling the same way. Some of us backed off and stopped associating with the main GC accounts. We kept our distance from them, some I know muted them. But none of us left the GC. I wish I had back then rather than letting it escalate further.

It had once again got worse from just going after people with negative opinions, now they were going after anyone who disagreed with their specific opinions. Either you agree with us, or you are an idiot. I couldn’t stomach it anymore. My friend, who was also in the GC, decided to query this new line of thinking because she disagreed with the “big opinion”. This is what kicked off all the drama. I’m not going to go into detail about it because otherwise it’ll get too obvious and personal and I want to keep this vague because whilst these people have hurt me and spread lies about me I actually don’t intend to call them out personally or reveal whose who in the group.

Just know this. By the time I eventually spoke up it was apparantly too late. My admittence of my discomfort was seen as a betrayal. There were private DMs in which I got defensive and snapped back whilst emotional about basically losing all my closest Twitter friends, and some messages I sent which I am not proud of. If they get out, fair enough. Judge me all you like. Just understand that I was extremely upset and confused how no one else apparantly saw the issues I was seeing; that this GC was indeed bullying and policing fandom, and that these people were intimidating, threatening, and manipulating everyone into believing they were victims.

I tried to let it drop, I tried to ignore it. I wanted to keep quiet. But my quitting the GC, my request to those who were calmer and less inclined towards bad behaviour to at least keep the ones who were bullying fandom in line, didn’t stop them. Their behaviour has only escalated further and Twitter fandom right now is an awful place because of it. The bronlys must be laughing at us, because Destiel fandom has turned cannabalistic.

I spoke out recently. I tried to keep it vague in a tweet about the recent drama in general. But one thing I said gets pulled out separately and suddenly I’m the big bad wolf invalidating people and I’m a horrible person who is clearly fetishising destiel as I want them to fuck on the map table apparantly?!?! I mean, this is what these people do. They take something and blow it up. They twist your words, they basically throw a dictionary of large complex words at you claiming you are x,y,and z. they use terms like gaslighting and strawmanning aimed at you and in the confusion it takes you forever to actually realise that they are doing those things themselves. Constantly. To everyone.

Look I took it too far. I subtweeted too. I exhibited those bad behaviours as well. Hell, I learned from the best after all. I was in that GC for a year. Of course I am still trying to unlearn those behaviours. I am not proud of my behaviour on Twitter. After this post, I will try to do be better. Everyday. I will be better. I apologise to anyone I may have hurt by supporting and encouraging that behaviour.

I have had mutual friends tell me privately that I need to stop. What upsets me, is that those mutuals aren’t exactly telling the others to stop too. No. Those were the mutuals who stayed quiet whilst those particular people just constantly attacked and bullied everyone. So I’m sorry, but this is me not stopping, this is me making one last post on the topic. This is me telling my story as I see it. This is me pouring my heart out and getting it off my chest. This is my truth. I’m not spinning lies here, I’m not trying to twist anything, because I think I also come across quite badly. But the recent accusations against me, claiming I don’t care for anyone else in fandom, that my calling out “so called bullying” is just my personal vendetta against people who used to be my friends. Well, yes. Technically you’d be right there, they did used to be my friends, but no. Where you are wrong, is saying I don’t care. Because if I didn’t care about the bullying that I am STILL seeing on my timeline via upset mutuals reacting to the hurtful tweets of those I have blocked, I would just ignore it and not cause myself further drama. If I didn’t 100% believe those people were bullies, they’d still be my friends. I wouldn’t have called them out. Why would I put myself through all this if I didn’t 100% believe what I’ve been saying? That’s just madness.

Because here’s the thing, I HATE bullies. I have been bullied my whole fucking life, and what I hate MORE than that, was that through that GC I also became something that I hated. Because by associating with them for that year, I might as well have called myself a bully too. And that I just can’t forgive.

So my reason for writing this post is twofold.

1. Yes, it’s to defend the lies spread against me. So that those wondering if I am actually a fake bitch with a vendetta against certain people can make up their own minds. Perhaps this post exasperates that, or in your minds confirms their accusations about me. Maybe it does. I would argue that I am not fake. This isn’t fake. This is my personal truth and a very personal account of things that have greatly hurt me and caused me much internal conflict over the past few months. Those people who I am accusing (whose names I have left out to stupidly protect their privacy because believe it or not I’m not a bitch who encourages harassment against anyone even people I consider bullies) will never admit that their behaviour is wrong. They will continue to attempt to convince anyone who asks that I turned on them for no reason, or because I blindly follow my friend who they are also attacking and exposing right now for getting emotional and taking a DM convo too far. If you choose to believe them that is your right, clearly you and I were never close enough for you to trust my word over the words of people whose behaviour is clearly and proudly splashed all over their own social media accounts. Frankly, if you see all that, and still believe that behaviour is okay, you are no friend of mine.

2. It’s because I want people to know that actually, through all the pain and drama and emotion and loss of friendship, and conflict and struggle with my mental health, I do care. I care too damn much. If I didn’t I wouldn’t have spent an hour of my Sunday writing this out. Because this has been toiling and whirling inside me painfully for months and I am fed up of it. I had to write it down. I had to get it out of me. I want these people out of my life for good, but I can’t sit by and let bullies continue to manipulate my fandom, my mutuals, my friends who I see encouraged by their behaviour to imitate it. They are unfortunately very good at encouraging others to also partake in their behaviour. Please do not fall for it. Please consider your tone when tweeting or replying to someone with an opposing opinion. Please don’t feed bad behaviour by liking it and tweeting it just because you agree with the specific opinion buried within the condescension. Please don’t throw around strong accusations like homophobia against your fellow queer fans just because they have different desires from this dumb show that we all love.

If you can all do that for me, then I will promise to do it for you too.

I am terrified to post this post. I know that in doing so I am burning quite a few bridges. I know that those I accuse will do everything in their power to make out that I am insane, that I am a psycho. I know that I am exposing myself to more attacks, more harassment. I am sure there will be plenty of twitter threads dragging my name through the mud. They’ll dismiss all of this, call it bullshit, once again claim its just my personal vendetta against certain people. I guess I’m hoping that by anticipating all this and writing it down, it might give those people pause to just stop and leave me be. Stop the cycle of bad behaviour that has caused all this escalation and go back to enjoying the show without policing everyone else.

At this point I just want everyone to know the truth. Whether you believe it or not is your prerogative. This show ends in a few months time and I just want to enjoy it without seeing bullying in my timeline. That’s what this has always been about.

We must stand up to bullying. We must not let it ruin the final few months of this show. This post is my final word on the topic. I won’t respond to anything else. I won’t respond to any threats, any subtweets against me going forward. Hateful anons will be blocked. I won’t respond to anyone asking me for more info and I have no intention of naming people personally or giving more clues as to the GC or the people who were in it. So please don’t ask. Just keep an eye out for bad behaviour in fandom and if you see it, block or mute the source, only call it out if you know you have the mental capabilities to tackle the gaslighting. But absolutely do not support it. Do not feed the bullies as attention is what they want most of all, that and making their words the only words fandom follows.

I am done with this now. I won’t discuss this more.

[his-eyes-of-silver-and-blood]

Howdy! My name is Leon Nightwick, and i just found a lump in my cat sons stomach. I had already found one on my other cat, Gracie, and been saving, but now this has become increasingly urgent.

Heres my loving babies

Black and white cat is Bean and the grey is Gracie. They are 3 and 15 in that order..

Gracie is a senior cat, and I am even more worried for her health than Beans but now i can't save up for this without doing this....

Im opening emergency comissions.

on top of the needs of my loving felines, i am also in need of money for a basic wheelchair due to intense chronic pain symptoms. so please at least read through!

currently, i only have paypal.

From this point on I am going off my usual price list and modifying the template I made for myself from here. Thank you, please read on

Read the whole post!!!!! Please!!!

RULES:

Be kind! I'll get yours done eventually, this isn't exactly first come first serve.

There will be no discussion of the DNI portion of this post. None. Failure to comply with this portion of the rules will result in an immediate block.

Here are some art examples!

old!!!^^^^^^^^^

more recent sonic style^^^^^^^^

^^^^^^this is about six or seven months old!^^^

I can do: Sonic, MLP, Anthro, Feral, Demons, Fan Art, Humanoids (not great at regular people though!), Vocaloid, Clowns anything outside of the dni I can try to do for you, with the exeption of something like South Park. I hate that show, please dont make me draw it..

traditional prices are not included but if you would like traditional art, ask for the price of the category you want. there is no colour in my trad but there is high detail shading, for a price.

Pixel prices!:

Headshot: 5-10USD, flat colour bg included

Half body(anthro only):10-20USD, flat bg included

Full body: Anywhere from 10 to 40 USD depending on how complex your character is! Flat BG included

Blinkie(they blink!):+5USD to your order!

Breathing(includes blink)+8USD

Digital Prices!:

what kind of colour you want will factor into the price!

colour options: Sketch, Line, Mono, Flat, Light Shade, Heavy Shade. include this in your order!

Headshot:10USD-20USD depending on how complex

Bust:15USD-30USD depending on how complex

Half body:20USD-40USD depending on how complex

Full body:30USD-100USD depending on how complex

Please note that i will always try to keep your price as low as possible, I'm not trying to take everything I can get out of you, just what I need for the art and labour costs.

Digital BG price!:

Flat colour/White or Transparent: Free! (If you want transparent then I may have to ask for another of your socials because tumblr eats it sometimes...

Colour Spray: 1USD

Spray Mixer:1USD per every 3 Colours!

Want a Spray over a flat colour? The flat is free so please just say for example, "Orange Spray over pink please!" And I'll put it in! They don't have to be over white!

Melty:2USD

(A drip or melt pattern, I don't have an example ready. Can be shaded, 3D shaded, or flat)

Melty Mix!!:3USD per every 2 Colours!

(Two or more melts, layered. A gradient melty of two is only two dollars, so dont worry.)

You can always ask for flat melties, they dont have to be shaded!

Swirls:2USD! No example below, its just a huge swirl in the background thats kinda like the spray

Mix and match if you like! 3 to 5 USD for your Mixer!

Pride Flags: heck yeah broski 1USD, if you provide your own image its freeee

Detailed backgrounds: this here depends on what you want, we'll talk on what sounds good for the price and add up from there. Dont worry, I wont try to run it super high on ya.

Pixel BG:

Flat is ALWAYS included, but if you want white please let me know! Im not sure how to make it transparent but if you ask I'll see if I can!

Gradient:1USD, three colour MAXIMUM

Stripes: 1USD

Pride flags: heck yeah bro thats epic, 3 USD for more than 5 colours.

HOMOPHOBES, TRANSPHOBES, EXCLUS, MAPS AND THEIR SUPPORTERS, RACISTS, DDLG/CGL(RE), TRUSCUM, TRANSMEDS, ANTI-MOGAI, ANTI-KIN, ANTI  FUJOSHI/FUDANSHI, ANTI AGERE (NONSEXUAL ONLY), TERFS, PRO-ANA, H*ZBIN H*TEL/V*VZIE P*P FANS/SUPPORTERS PEOPLE WHO USE COVID-19 AS A JOKE DO NOT TOUCH MY POSTS.

Dont wanna buy from me but have a few extra dollars to spare? Dm me!

PLEASE show your friends, I dont want this to turn into something terrible.....

[cloudystevie]

now to spammith your asks with the story: so theres this guy, we'll call him 'M'. now M and i used to be in dungeons and dragons together, but before that i sat infront of him in science- this was like a year and a half afo- and we would talk about string theory and physics and all that jazz- now i developed a crush on M and naturally joined D&D for 2 reasons, a) to be in my natural habitat and b) i liked him- this is where it gets good (to be continued in next ask)

now, M is kind of a prick, but not in the douchebag way- more of the "im smart- kneel before me peasants" way- which is actually why i think he started to like me- cause i could challenge him on an intellectual level- so naturally he's the DM (the god of our D&D game basicallY) and naturally im new- so he took pity on me- and helped me (i lowkey knew how to play- just wanted that 'beginners luck' aka help frm everyone else-) and basically- we would text EVERY DAY- like for HOURS-

and because of that- we grew pretty close- like sharing deep secrets type close- and i considered him a very good friend *besides my huge crush on him* so- one day- i tell him, over text, that i like him. and homeboy likes me back- so i go cool- vibes- and then HE GHOSTS ME- THIS MOFO FUCKING GHOSTS ME- LIEK I DIDNT TELL HIM DEEP SECRETS OF MINE- LIEK WE DIDNT TALK FOR HOURS OVER TEXT- now now now- dick move, right? well- *sorry next ask- cliffhanger vibes ;)*

if you thought that was a dick move? guess what? about two months later we're texting and he tels me that he didnt actually like me and it was "teenage lust" like bitch- you are just- i stg- i hated myself for liking him- and we were really good friends- now this may make you wonder of why i wanted to get him a fox squishmallow- well before all this- he got me disney land sally (like jack, zero, and sally) mickey ears- and they are literally so cute🥺 (ill post a pic later) but basicallly-

we still talk now, every now and then, we're okay-ish friends- and his birthday passed- and i told him "yo- i'll get you a bday pres because its what i do for all my friends" AND I FUCKING SWEAR TO YOU- HE SEEMED DISSAPOINTED WHEN I SAID FRIENDS AND I JUST ASKDJGASD- now im confused- so fun vibes- also he said that my best friend is the more likeable choice between us so- *awkward thumbs up* fun vibes :D

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lots to unoack here. first of all thank u for the delicious storytime bestie! basically what im getting is M is a dickhead and dont get with him if he asks because he ghosted you first and now all of a sudden he’s disappointed you called him a friend??? nah baby thats not gonna work 😐 in conclusion all men are trash

[blacckestrose]

I was tagged by @sweetpeajeon thank you 💞💞

How are you feeling today? Actually I'm not feeling too good right now. I have a lot going on and I feel like having an anxiety attack any minute now

What is the best thing that happened in 2020 to you so far? I have gotten new friends during this isolation because of tumblr and I forever grateful for that. I love you all 💞 you can always hit my dm, I'm open for every convo, love you 💞

Favorite song at the moment? BTS - Moon

Last movie you watched in the cinema? I don't even remember 😭😭

Favorite movie? Marvel movies

Favorite TV Show? Friends

TV show you’re watching currently? Syke, 9-1-1, Friends

Dream job? Something to do with travelling

What languages do you speak? Finnish, Swedish and English

What languages do you want to learn? Korean, Italian, German, Japanese, Heprew

Dream vacation? Seoul, Tel Aviv, Melbourne, Hanoi, Tokyo

If you could listen to one album for the rest of your life, which one would it be? Dark & Wild, because it's the album of the whole fucking existence

What song got you into Kpop? It was either MAMA or Best of Me

Are you currently watching Kdramas? What was you last Kdrama? No I am not

Your ultimate Kpop party song that brights up your mood always? The Rose - RED or BTS - We Are Bulletproof pt2

Last song you listened to? Nadav Guedj - Golden Boy

What’s one thing you have most in common with your bias? I think I'm also in need of my own space and my own time like Yoongi, and I'm really shy when I'm with group of people I don't know but I'm very comfortable and I talk a lot when I'm with people I know and love

@memeofthesoul @jinniestan @jinstantnoodle @kiahna-laurelin @dreamboykth @heavyinmyarms @kookie-off-his-kookie @flowerkth @flowershobi @lost-midnight-flower @seokjinniesmoon @hopefish15

[crisis247]

So I have this friend right she’s a very extremely close friend that I have known for four years now and recently she just like jokingly confessed to me and it was a very confusing situation cos it was a prank and she texted me on insta and said ‘hey ik were not hat close but I like you’ so I was like ???? We’re literally best friends? And then more confusion ensued and in the end I realized that insta had a new update where the dms appear as the persons display name and not their username and she had changed her display name to another guy friend and that was the prank BUT I didn’t have the update so it just came up as her username. The worst part was that she told me before this that she likes someone but she didn’t tell me and who and I pushed her a little maybe a little too much but after I realized I dropped it cos I didn’t want to get her annoyed but when she “confessed” to me I started panicking cos 1. I don’t like her like that and 2. I pushed her so I felt so guilty because I was the person she liked and that was a major dick move. But we sorted it out and she told me I’m too close to her for her to like me and so we sorted it out.

BUT

the thing is this is not the first time she has “jokingly confessed” and because she’s done this once before already I’m suspicious that she actually likes me (obviously nothing wrong with that) it’s just suspicious and her liking me will obviously only be awkward for a bit but it wouldn’t come between our friendship and I honestly I hope she’d just tel me the truth,,,,, :/

[gilbertbeilshit]

Supplemental Information: HaKokhav HaBa L’Tumblrvizion 2019

Howdy fellas. This is just a (more) casual post regarding the points breakdown and some of my thoughts on the songs and how things went for my @tmblrvision national final.

The Breakdown

Here is the link to the spreadsheet where I kept a running tab of the points. As it’s already been said, 20 votes were cast, and the winner changed by the last 6 votes or so. Carakukly actually was solidly in the lead by 20 points or so until several votes came in giving A-WA top points and Carakukly less.

Stephane Legar was the only act to not receive a single 12 points, but he managed to earn 3rd place by earning 5 10 points and being in the top 4 of 13 votes. Sarit Hadad and Offer Nissim earned 6 10 points, the most of any act, but only avoided the bottom 4 10 times, dropping their average.

The most controversial acts were Static and Ben El, and Nathan Goshen. Both earned 4 12 points, the most behind A-WA’s 5, but Nathan Goshen earned 4 1 points, while Static and Ben El earned 5. However, Nathan Goshen was more consistently middling with the votes, while Static and Ben El often were either in the top 3 or 2 or the bottom 3 or 2, ending up in their tie.

Elai Botner and Aviv Alush were the only act to not make it to the 100 point mark, mainly due to the fact that they were in the bottom 4 of a whopping 15 votes. IMRI, who finished 7th, was in a similar position by coming bottom 4 with 10 votes, albeit he started strong.

My Thoughts

Here is my personal ranking and opinions:

12: Static and Ben El - Gumigam: I have been obsessed with this song since I first heard it driving around Tel Aviv in an Uber. I listen to it all the time, I force Molly to listen to it all the time when we’re driving, I’m out here like גומיגם שוקובו מה קרה. It just slaps, y’all. I’m kinda disappointed it didn’t do very well, but it’s definitely one of those “you either love it or hate it on the first listen” kind of songs. I was like “wtf is this” when I first heard it, but fortunately I decided to shazam it and now here I am, a Static and Ben El clown.

10: Stephane Legar - Comme ci Comme ça: I was so shocked when I first heard this, I thought he was French. I found this on a top Israeli songs of 2018 (that aren’t Netta’s or Omer Adam’s) article and I looked him up. Yep, he’s born and raised Israeli to Togolese parents, which explains why he speaks French fluently. That aside, the song is incredibly catchy and fun, and I’m glad it made it to 3rd.

8: A-WA - Mudbira: A deserved winner. I was worried this wasn’t going to do well for the reasons people give for not liking Pali się or Samo Shampioni, and it was controversial to an extent. However, it goes to show that I know nothing about what folks like or will vote for. Fun fact: I was originally torn between Mudbira and Hana Mash Hu al Yaman, but ended up going for Mudbira because I thought more people would like it.

6: Carakukly - Catching (Oy Oy Oy): I first heard this sitting in an Uber on the way back from one of the semis while we were in Tel Aviv. It was the first song I shazamed while I was there specifically to build this national final, and it’s a good thing I did. It’s very catchy, modern, and enjoyable; it’s no wonder it was winning for a good minute there.

4: Elai Botner and Aviv Alush - The closest to you: I quite like this song; it’s a fun sort of summer beach time-road trip rock. I found it on the same article that I found Comme ci Comme ça. I’m kinda sad it came last, but not surprised, and something has to come last (I’m just glad it wasn’t Gumigam lol).

3: IMRI - Imrico: I’m glad IMRI’s back out there making music, and Imrico is a fun lil tune if I do say so myself. It’s nice, but I don’t feel strongly enough about it to put it any higher, unfortunately.

2: Sarit Hadad x Offer Nissim - SHUFUNI: It’s pretty good and it has a cool kinda sound to it, but my issue with Imrico also applies here: I don’t like it more than the other songs to put it above them. I can see why others like it though.

1: Nathan Goshen - I miss you: Like I said about The closest to you, something has to come last. I miss you isn’t bad or boring by any means, but I personally find it the least interesting of the 8 songs. I was surprised to see how many 12 points it received, but again, what do I know about what people will go for?

Extra Credits

Before signups, I had 11 songs in my Israeli national final playlist, but I thought 11 was too many since I prefer less to more. Rather than cut songs myself, I asked three individuals, who will remain anonymous (unless they would like to make their involvement public), to sift through my playlist and pick 3 songs to delete and then explain why those 3. After considering their inputs, I ended up cutting these 3 songs:

Dennis Lloyd - GFY

Amir ve Ben - Loop

and... Netta - Nana Banana

Why?

GFY: 2 of the 3 recommended cutting it because they believed it would be unpopular with the audience or that it didn’t really work for them. 1 of them straight up hated it.

Loop: 2 of the 3 recommended cutting it simply because it was boring.

Nana Banana: 2 of the 3 recommended cutting it because they were concerned that it would take the national final by storm and blow everything out of the water because it’s Netta and then flop in the contest, because it’s Netta, she won last year, you have 2 former ESC artists why aren’t you more creative in choosing artists, etc. This was different from the first 2 because, rather than it would be unlikable, it would be controversial and would ultimately work against itself.

I ended up agreeing to cut these songs because 1) 2 of 3 people agreed that each song in question should be cut, which I found compelling, 2) I thought their reasons were sound, and 3) I was more willing to cut these songs than any of the 8 I have now.

Songs that were recommended to be cut, but ultimately stayed:

Elai Botner and Aviv Alush - The closest to you

IMRI - Imrico

A-WA - Mudbira (lol)

Do you think it was a good call to cut these songs? Would you have preferred they stayed in? Would you have cut any songs at all, replaced some or all of the cut songs with 1, 2, or 3 of the songs that stayed in, or cut more songs in general?

That’s all I have for now, if you want to DM me on Discord to talk more about this, feel free.

[thevikingwoman]

27, 28 and 29 for the asks? :)

Thank you!

27. What do you hate more: Coming up with titles or writing summaries?

This is a hard one? Since most of what I do is shorts, I don’t usually have to do summaries and titles are bad enough. I’d say summaries, just because I’m less experienced in writing them.

28. If someone were to draw a piece of fanart for your story, which story would it be and what would the picture be of?

Is this a wishlist? Lol - all the stories! All the things!

Right now, I’d love some more Temporal Arrangements art. I’d love to have a drawing of the rooftop scene, with full background especially. Or just an illustration of Arlathan as I imagine it? (It’s hard to find artists who do scenery and when they do, they justifiably charge quite a bit)

I also considered this ask and was thinking I should see if Lauren has open commissions and do a sketch page for Together, my ot3 fic.

29. Do you have a beta reader? Why/Why not?

I don’t, for a couple of reasons.

I’m a little fragile with my writing and I worry a beta reader will pick everything apart?

I write very slow, and I edit myself many times - I don’t usually write something ‘finished’, so by the time I’m ready to show it to someone else, I’ve spend so much time with it I don’t want to do another round of editing?

On top of this, I feel my writing is my own - I don’t want anyone to change my voice. Maybe I meant for my sentences to be like this? And I know I’d second guess myself if I got corrections. I also kind of want my writing to reflect me? If it’s awful, it’s awful - it’s mine.

I think Word does a pretty good job of spelling and grammar checking, and if I have further questions I’ll ask a friend who is a native English speaker, usually @galadrieljones or @buttsonthebeach or @idrelle-miocovani ❤️

I have used a sensitivity reader, however, I asked @tel-abelas-mofo to look over my writing the first time I did BDSM and they also helped me with tags. I don’t think I need it anymore, because I’m both more confident and more confident in where to gather my information. It was very valuable.

(Note tho - if any reader spots a strictly grammar/spelling mistake please dm me lol I want it fixed)

Fanfic asks!

[itspixelberrychoicestime]

A Date with a Ghost part. 5

Book(s): The Freshmore Series x Haunting of Braidwood Manor

Summary: After My Classmate’s (Ghostly) Girlfriend, Hannah (HOBM MC) and Eleanor decided to have a double date with Kaitlyn and Emily (TF MC). And things get weird.| It’s the day after the date, and there’s some things that aren’t in the clear.

Rating: T

Genre: Crossover

Paring(s): Kaitlyn x TF MC, Eleanor x HOBM MC

Tags: @kennaxval @almogchoices @jbzxls @brooke-1515 @mfackenthal @helentwombly

Notes: PLEASE COMMENT/ REBLOG/ DM ME IF YOU WANT TO BE TAGGED IN FUTURE STORIES!!

Parts: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 (You are here!), 6, 7

Kaitlyn woke up to have Emily in her arms. She smiled and kissed her forehead, and moved of out her bed, making sure Emily wouldn’t wake up. She was naked from the night before and took out a fresh pair of undergarments and clothes from her drawers. After getting dressed, she got out of her room and closed the door behind her.

Despite the great sex they had, Kaitlyn hated it when things don’t go out her way. The song was overdue and the Battle of the Bands was still weeks away, so she kicked herself for not finishing something she was good at.

She was sitting in the kitchen table eating cereal and spotted Zack coming downstairs. 

“Morning.” Zack said before he went to the fridge to take out a gallon of orange juice.

Kaitlyn mumbled a “Good Morning.” Zack raised in eyebrow and said, ”What’s up? Was the date that bad?”

Kaitlyn sighed. “No, it was fine. It’s the song.” 

Zack sat across from her. He poured his drink to a cup. “You still haven’t finished it?”

She shook her head. “This is so stupid, I usually get these finished before we have band rehearsals and poof! I got nothing today.” She banged her head against the table.

Zack chuckled. “Take my advice, doing that doesn’t work.”

Kaitlyn flipped him off. “Shut up!” Zack laughed.

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Hannah drank her second cup of coffee. Last night wasn’t great after the nightmares Eleanor was getting. She kept jumping from their bed and was crying profusely. Hannah had to comfort her to sleep until it happened again and again throughout the night.

Eleanor was now sleeping. Hannah felt awful about her girlfriend not being okay. She looked at her phone and it read 7:20 AM. 

She was grateful it was a Saturday, so no classes until Monday. She went to their room to get her clothes and towel to go shower.

Even showering, the time of being able to not worry about anything, Hannah was still concern about her. She thought to herself loudly, “What am I gonna do?”

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Kaitlyn went to her room to find Emily not there.

“She’s probably in her room.” She thought. She grabbed her guitar from her case and went downstairs. She went to the house’s gazebo to set up band rehearsal.

Half an hour later, Amara, Anissa and Rachel showed up.

“So Kait, where’s the song you write from your genius brain?” Rachel asked.

Kaitlyn shrugged.

The other girls looked at each other with a confused look.

“What’s up?” Amara asked her.

“I didn’t get to finish the song.” Kaitlyn muttered. She hung her head in shame.

The girls didn’t have anything to say. Kaitlyn spoke up. “Look, I know I wasn’t suppose to finish it, but this entire week I was on a roll, but now I got nothing .”

Anissa gave her a comfort hand on the shoulder. “Don’t worry about it. We know the whole house situation, so it’s okay if you gave yourself a break.”

Kaitlyn frowned, “But I didn’t! I know the house is a big deal, but the Battle of the Bands is important to me too.”

The other girls stood quiet until Kaitlyn grabbed her guitar. She sighed, “Let’s start practicing.”

The girls assembled to position and did their soundcheck. Amara started counting off. “ONE, TWO, THREE, FOUR!”

After rehearsal, the three girls left at around 2 PM. Kaitlyn got inside the house to try more attempts.

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Eleanor isn’t how you call tech- savvy. She could barely use a microwave and at least know how to use a phone and doesn’t know how to text without getting frustrated. That wasn’t a problem though as Eleanor pretty much resided in Hannah’s dorm while her girlfriend’s in class. However, Eleanor had to find a way to communicate with Hannah by using her old phone. The screen was cracked but not to the point she’s unable to use it at all, but Eleanor was still grateful. The old phone still has some contacts, one of them being Kaitlyn, which had the called id as “Kaitlyn from Anthro.” 

She hesitated to message Kaitlyn. Hannah by then was taking a nap after her shower and Eleanor looked over her shoulder to see her. Eleanor unlocked the phone and went to the messaging app to find old text from others she didn’t know about. When she found Kaitlyn’s tread, she was thinking about to write.

Eleanor bit her lip and typed the letters one by one. It took her at best ten minutes to get one sentence. She had meant to write: “Kaitlyn, this is Eleanor. There’s something I need to talk to you and Emily about.”

Instead the text was: “KiAtlyn, tis is EllA nor. Ther’S SomThIng I neded to talk to youansd Emily abot.

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 Kaitlyn was strumming her guitar as she was figuring out the chorus.

See you in my dreams, Feel you in the dark, Loving you everywhere.

“No...” She scribbled off the last line from her notes. 

She did it again.

See you in my dreams, Feel you in the dark, Touching every inch.

“Goddammit!” She aggressively crossed the other line. 

She got a “ding!” sound from her phone. She picked it up and read the text. She raised her eyebrows. It took her a moment for get what the text is about.

Kaitlyn: Sure! What’s up?

Eleanor: I donot tHin K it IS approprIAte fo me to tel YOu ovE the phOn,

Kaitlyn: That’s fine. You wanna hang talk about this in person?

Eleanor: YeS.

Kaitlyn wondered what was she talking about. She texted Emily.

Kaitlyn: Hey babe, Eleanor just texted me telling me that she needs to talk about something...?

Emily: ?

Kaitlyn: I thought that too, but I think this is serious

Emily: Maybe it’s about her and Hannah?

Kaitlyn: Nah, there’s no way anything is happening between them. They didn’t give me that vibe yesterday.

Ding!  Kaitlyn got Eleanor’s text, which read:

CO uld Yuo meeT mE at BRaidwood Manor? 

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Eleanor bit the fingernail of her thumb. She shook her leg of nervousness as she waited mere minutes of Kaityln’s reply.

Hannah woke up and saw her girlfriend doing something.

“El?”

Eleanor turned around with the phone in hand.

“-Wait, are you texting someone?”

Ding! Eleanor looked at the text.

Kaitlyn: Sure! When?

Hannah asked, “Who’re you talk to?”

“Um, no one...”

“El, you can tell me anything.”

Eleanor took a deep breath. “I don’t want you to be mad.”

“There’s no way I could be mad.”

“Very well... I was messaging Kaitlyn.”

“How did you get-?”

“You still had her number on your old phone.” Eleanor answered. “I asked her if we could meet up in the manor.”

“What?” Hannah asked, confused.

Eleanor raised her hand in defense. “I could explain! You know those dreams I’ve been getting from last night?”

With a solemn look, Hannah nodded. “Well, yeah.”

“Well, those dreams were memories. About my old life.”

“About how you and your brothers and sister-”

A pained looked ran across Eleanor’s face. Hannah apologized. Eleanor nodded. “I think they’re a sign.”

Hannah wrapped her arms around her. “I know what you mean.”

Eleanor began to cry. “Why does this have to happen to me?”

“I don’t know... But if you think it’s a good idea to do this, I’ll be right there by your side. May I...?” Hannah signaled to grabbed Eleanor’s phone. Eleanor gave it to her and read the last text Kaitlyn sent.

“The choice is yours, what day is good for you?”

Eleanor bit her lip and took the phone. She typed in and sent the text.

“TOmor Row after noon.”