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"I fucking hate Asli." The words came out unprompted. With the two catching up and rewatching some Marvel films together, she was reminded of a conversation that her and the tiny anthropologist had recently. One that would not leave Zeynep's damn head. "So, I was telling her about my favourite movie scores, yeah? Well, I brought up the Jurassic Park theme song, obviously, and the little shit was all, 'Oh! Did you know? The scene that takes place in San Jose is inaccurate, because San Jose is in the middle of Costa Rica near mountains and is nowhere near the Caribbean Sea nor Pacific Ocean!'" Scoffing, she shook her head. Rolling her eyes slightly. "Like? Okay, nerd, thanks for the cool fact. However... However. I tried watching Jurassic Park last night and I could not get her voice out of my damn head once I got to that scene. So! If a miniature brunette goes missing, you and Eli are obviously taking the blame for me."

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[fatuismooches]

I'am not okay i'am not okay I'am not okay i'am not okay I'am not okay i'am not okay I'am not okay i'am not okay I'am not okay i'am not okay I'am not okay i'am not okay I'am not okay i'am not okay-

Capitano is so cool 😭 why is he so fckng cool like why, his design?? Omg *chef's kiss*, his voice?? (Even though he only says "Hmph" Like brother Hanu from HSR) *on my knees* i'll do anything for u sir, also why he really gives off "a man with a few words" vibes from that trailer 😭 like omfg why he is so hot- i really hope that i would be there when his banner arrives 🙏

Anyways hello smooches 👉👈 i hope u are doing well. I'm sorry that i've become one of ur silent reader since i'm not feeling really well for the past few months (and also bcs i'm too shy to share a new idea of Capitano and also Dottore), but i can assure u i still love reading ur fic especially that one Dotty fic u made 🙂 (i'm still hurt and salty from Dotty decided to kill baby zandik for a gnosis, bcs if it were me, i would definitely throwing hands against him- like how dare u 😭💔) also the fact that it connects with ur other fic where reader gives Omega a silent treatment after what he have done is so HNNNNNNGGGGFFGGHGGFGH- 🙏🛐. The angst is so good that it still lingers in my mind to this day 😩👌.

Also pls take care of urself smooches, i know that a lot of us have said this many times, but i just want to say thank u for all of the content u bring to us. Ur writings of the Harbingers really keeps me going through this hard time and u don't understand how much ur content means to me (and probably to everyone too). I wish u a good health smooches and good fortune with ur future 🙏🛐

-🥝 (sorry for dissapearing)

🥝 ANON!!!! I MISSED YOU SM!!! (i see you in my notif bar which made me very happy but im also really happy to see you in my inbox <33) When i saw Capitano i IMMEDIATELY thought of you bc i know you've loved him for YEARS- HE'S FINALLY HERE AND BEAUTIFUL! :D but YA .. I CAN'T BELIEVE HE ONLY SAID HMPH... 😔 i wish for more but I'll take it... (wdbewud and not Hanu but that's so accurate, i always choose the *do a cool grunt* option whenever i have the chance, i also wonder who you main in HSR? 👀 And did you see we can also see the outline of Capitano's nose/mouth... ewdewidb)

And 🥝 anon you don't need to apologize!!! It's absolutely fine, i just want you to put yourself first and take care. I know i can't do much but i hope the best for you and better health ❤️ I am glad you are enjoying my writings though :) and YA... i think we all love Dottie... but we would also ALL fight him for what he did... me included, I'll join you. AH AND THE FICS CONNECTING... i honestly didn't think of that but YES. i do love writing angst because of the reactions tbh 😌

Thank you for your kind words <3 i am always happy to provide for you and everyone else! I'm glad i can do something for you :) please take care of yourself too 🥝 anon!!!! ❤️❤️❤️ and i wish you the same thing 💕 (and whenever you feel up to sharing that idea of yours, feel free, don't be shy!! 🙏)

[bluelolblue]

what are the top five characters from john wick that you would trust with your drink at a club? :3 (assuming that you go to one)

AYAYYAY

I would trust:

Santino - I think he's quite respectful when it comes to things like this. He doesn't want no trouble, especially if it's a person he cares for (me :3). I would trust him. I trust my handsome man

John - Do I even have to explain? My man is a sweetie and a respectful guy, and he'd kill if anyone tries to put anything into my drink. Kill ya with a pencil :P

Ares - Yes. She's really loyal, so I trust her. Yeah, also dead if ya try anything with the drink.

Gianna - The D'Antonio siblings don't want no trouble with that, and she genuinely seems like a person who wouldn't allow any kind of nasty business on her watch

The Tracker (Mr. Nobody) - I'm also trusting him, he's giving a good vibe with that

Thanks for the ask I LOVE YAPPING :D!!!

Pls feel free to ask me more! <3

[lyssak09]

Hello :D

I love your writings!!!!

And I love your dbd Yandere Leon x killer reader story :3 can you pls make a part two? I would love to know how it will continues :D

Thank you so much for your amazing work!!!!!!

Also have a good day :D

Of course! Your super sweet I'm so glad you like my writing. So I actually started working on a part 2 after seeing your comment. But your ask just really made me work more on it. So thank you for requesting! Also, I tried to make this as gender friendly as possible. If I messed up anywhere Im so sorry. I hope you guys enjoy it 💙

Yandere Leon with Killer! Reader pt 2

Leon is a clingy needy dude after he's yonked you from the killer's realm. So expect a lot of cuddling, no personal space, and following you everywhere you go in the apartment. 

He isn’t THAT weird, and lets you use the bathroom in peace.

You think anyway.

The best part about him following you like a puppy is the fact that you can basically make him do anything with a simple sentence. 

You could ask for water, and he will zoom over the fridge to get you some water.

Hungry?

Food has been cooked and brought to you.

You are treated like a god dang queen/king/royalty. 

As you should be.

He took you without your permission, and has been keeping you basically hostage. 

This is the least that he could do for you. 

Now, is his cooking very good?

Not really.

He is used to cooking food over a fire and, after joining The Entity’s realm, not eating at all.

If someone came to visit you guys (99.98% not gonna happen but it doesn't hurt to hope) like a friend of his, who didn’t hate him for kidnapping you, he would be giving them a death glare until they leave. Lucky for them that they're friends with Leon or else you'd have a giant mess to clean up and some laundry to do if ya catch my drift.

Btw, Leon 100% wants you to be his house spouse.

You are so missed by your friends. And are enraged and appalled that Leon has done this to you and is able to.

A lot of the killers don’t care tho, since they’ve seen much worse.

But the survivors do, they're also extra pissed he is the one who did kill them for a while as of late.

But hey, not everything was too bad. 

He let you have hobbies, as long as you were still inside of the apartment.

Like sewing.

If you were really interested in it, he would ask you to sew some of his old clothes with big holes.

“Y/N,” he would whisper, before sitting down next to you. You were just sewing up old holes in a pillow case that you found in the back of the closet, hoping to maybe get some use out of it. “Can you sew up this hole for me?"He showed you an old, black shirt with a bullet hole on the chest. “Laurie got me good with a pallet, it put a hole in my shirt, and I haven’t been able to find someone to repair it.”

If you try to stab him with the needle or scissors to skedaddle then your butt is gonna get whooped. 

"WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?" He yelled at you while you tried to break the front door down. "To get away from you! Duh!" You replied before body slamming the door. Leon let out a string of curses as he quickly wrapped his wound with scraps of fabric from the table. Leon soon grabbed you by your waist and dragged you to the bedroom. "Damn it! Let go of me!!" You screamed and held on to the door frame of the bedroom. Leon covered your mouth and pulled you into the room. "You have no reason to scream yet." He hissed in your ear and shut the door. 

If you like reading, he would ask force ou to read to him.

“But, if the werewolf liked the girl, then why wouldn’t he keep her? Isn’t that what you’re supposed to do?” he asked. You rolled your eyes, "because the vampire one already had dibs on her. And healthy relationships don't involve kidnapping!" You told him and continued reading. "They obviously don't love her like I love you" Leon mumbled.

If you like drawing, he would ask to see what you’re drawing and he would try to make sure to get stuff for you to draw more. 

Like pencils and pens.

“What are you drawing?” He would ask, standing above you as you leaned over the table. “Is it a zombie?”

“No.”

“A cat?”

“No.”

“What is it?”

“It’s a tree.”

"Oh…"

Leon would frame and or put any drawings or doodles on the fridge.

If you have other hobbies, he would try his best to get you stuff to be able to do the things you loved. 

If he couldn’t, he would watch you and learn what you were doing.

If he had to go to a trial while you were at the house by yourself, he would lock the doors and take the key.

That way you wouldn’t be able to get out while he was gone.

While that did stop you from getting out, it did allow you some time alone without him hovering over you.

You could do whatever you pleased for the few hours that he was gone. 

Wanted to catch up on some extra sleep that got taken away from you?

Then nap time it is!

Want to draw something without him looking over your shoulder?

Freedom to draw whatever you want.

Though, you would have to hide them, since he does go through your stuff regularly.

Especially your drawing notebooks.

But remember, he had to find things that were hidden before he was forced into The Entity’s realm. 

So it won’t be easy to try and hide things from him.

Especially if he is suspicious of you hiding something.

“What did you do today?” He asked, walking through the door and plopping on the couch next to you. “Nothing much really, just took a nap and tidied up a bit.”. “Then why are the pencils out of place and why are their smudge marks on the table?” He asked, looking at you. He knew you were lying about what you were doing. “I know you were drawing.” He looked at you with an upset glare, “You don’t have to lie about what you do when I’m gone, you know I love your drawings.” He grabbed both of your hands in one of his, his other hand on your upper arm, “Where is it? I would love to see it.”. “I told you, I didn’t draw today. I tidied up, and that included moving some of the drawings I’ve already made.” You ripped your hands away from his. He started to get angry. "Why are you lying to me?" Leon yanked to towards him. "You didn't draw some boy or girl you think like like right? Because I'm the only one you can see in that way!" He was growling at this point. "Damn it Leon! I didn't draw today, and besides, is it really such a bad thing if I don't want you to see my drawings?" You were sweating now. You may or may not have drawn a hot character you had a crush on. But what's the harm in that? And aren't you allowed to have some privacy? "DON'T FUCKIN LIE TO ME!" he screamed and pinned you to the wall. You got the wind knocked outta you. "You know I don't like secrets." You stayed silent.  “I’m going to find it, even if I have to turn this whole place upside down!"

Yeah…he doesn't like secrets

Especially from you. Couples share everything right?

But if you dont draw and play games instead then maybe you get a game system or a game boy.

Or whatever you need/want for your hobbies

Anywaaays when he is forced to chill in the Killer camp he likes to ease drop on the killers and survivors who were you friends before you got yonked. (Yes you were friends with most of the survivors. You were a pretty friendly and chill killer) 

Leon started to hear rumors of him making a deal with the entity. Which wasn't wrong. But he still didn't you two to be discussed about with these asshats

He also started to hear your friends talk about plans to take you back and beat the utter crap outta our RPD boi.

But sadly for you, that's not happening. The Entity has gotten so much rage from Leon taking his anger out on his once friends. (He gets angry because someone isn't reciprocating his feelings fast enough. 

And Entity is also getting rage and despair from the survivors

To be perfectly honest, I don't think you're ever getting out. Leon's kills is more than making up for you no longer being able to do trials. So the entity is probably gonna leave you in Leon's hands. Forever

"You're mine you got that?" He hissed at you as you kicked and screamed at him to let you go. You had just tried to escape again and Leon caught you. "DO YOU UNDERSTAND?!" Leon screamed and dug his nails into your jaw, breaking the skin and causing blood to trail down your neck. You mumbled out a yes. "Good, because you're never leaving me."

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Maybe one day the Entity decided to let you guys out into the real world for a while since Leon has been so so useful as of late 

That also meant everyone could join.

Leon was pissed about this idea. He only wanted you and nobody else.

Besides, his ex-teammates aren’t probably the happiest with him

You know, killing them and all that.

Killers also didn’t really like him either.

They missed you being around the campfire with them.

But he made a deal, and The Entity was one to never let their side of the deal fail. 

Neither was Leon though.

He always kept his side of the deal.

And he wasn’t going to let anyone else come near you.

You already knew that though, and it wasn’t like you haven’t tried to bargain with The Entity either. 

But at least you could enjoy a day in the real world near your friends. 

So, yay

[bowandcurtsey]

Can I get a Mereoleona x f! Plus size reader. The reader is the vice captain of the black bulls.(with nacht gone)

She has a fat crush on Mereoleona and she gets drunk with the black bulls one night and it slips so they hold a mixer for her. Yami let’s it slip and you tell charlottes that yami has a crush on her and storm out. anything can happen after pls I would appreciate it very much. Would love a happy ending but you do whatever you’d like 💚

Very much appreciated-🐝

Hello lovely little bee!! <3 Thank you for this request, I'll try my best to do it! But I think it'll be short and sweet! Thank you for waiting and I'm sorry it took me so long to get to your request!! D:

Mereoleona Vermillion x f! reader ft. The black bulls & Charlotte Roselei

tw: unchecked work

You on your.. 8th glass of wine? You don't even remember. Your head was light, you were carefree and emotional at the same time, the bulls were all high with the amount of liquor they have just consumed.

"Come dance wit usssss~" Vanessa pulled at your hand.

"Nnnoooo. I'm tiredd." you let out a huff.

"Something bothering ya, vice captain?" Zora was sitting across the table, "you seem a little distracted."

"Ehhh? Tell us!" Asta came over upon hearing you were bothered by something. He was so loud that now everyone was staring at you.

"We're family aren't we?" Yami gave you a smirk, "maybe we could help."

"Sigh, what do you guys know about the matters of the heart?" you rolled your eyes at your rowdy members.

There was a sound gasp from them.

"I'm very sure you do not love that person more than I love my Marie." Gauche suddenly spoke up.

"I do, okay!" whether it was the alcohol that encouraged you, you had no idea, but what happened next was totally a slip of your tongue, "I love Mereo as much as you love Marie."

The gasp was heard again but it was louder this time and you realised what you just said.

"SISGOLEON?!" Yami shouted at the top of his lungs, "YOU LIKE THAT CRAZY WOMAN?!"

"She's not crazy!!" you defended her, "She's crazily attractive, cute, sexy..."

"Okay okay, we don't want to know the details vice capt." Zora cut your off.

"We can help!!" Charmy sounded determined, "We'll arrange a chance for you!!"

"We'll convince Mereoleona to come!" Vanessa chimed in.

-----

And that was how you ended up here, dressed nicely in front of your crush, hyperventilating because you're too nervous to even function properly.

"Whoa, the food here is good!" Mereo was stuffing food into her mouth.

"Why are we here again?" Charlotte questioned, she was also freaking out internally at being in the same space as Yami was.

"We've decided to celebrate international womens' day and show appreciation to all our female captains!" Vanessa explained eloquently, "We're all for girl power!"

"Eat up!!" Charmy's sheeps loaded more food on the table.

"Then why is this fella here?" Mereo signalled at Yami, who was enjoying his food.

"Oi. This is my base, of course I'm here duh." Yami raised a brow at her.

"But it's for the women! Can't you just buzz off or something for a day, are you very free?" Mereo started squabbling with your Captain.

"Eh, I'm always free for free food." Yami scoffed at her, continuing with his meal.

---

Hours into the dinner, Yami and Mereo were pretty high, they both duelled each other to alcohol challenges and went through barrels of beer.

"Is there more alcohol here?" Mereo waved her empty cup, "Do you have whisky? I want one that's 30 year old and above!"

"Oi oi, don't push it sisgoleon, that one's expensive." Yami squinted at her, it's only for special occasions."

"It is a special occasion today, aren't we here to celebrate girl power!" she exclaimed.

"We're here because y/n wants to tell you she likes you dammit." Yami blurted out.

"Y/n what?!" she said

"Y/n likes Mereo?" Charlotte repeated after Yami in shock.

Yami scratched the back of his head and grinned sheepishly at you. You wanted to kill your captain right then and there.

"Really?" Mereo questioned you herself, and you could feel the heat spreading from your head all the way to your toes.

"Y-yeah! Just like how Yami likes you Charlotte!" you blurted out and ran away from the dining hall.

"WHAT?" Yami exclaimed after you, before looking at charlotte who has gotten all red. The blue rose captain heard an explosion in her mind and she quickly stood up and ran as fast as she could out of the base, knocking down everything in her way.

"Huh. She hates me that much huh?" Yami scoffed, continuing his feast. That problem was for another day altogether.

"spit it out brats, what's the deal?" Mereo had everyone grabbed by the head with her fire paws.

"Ow ow ow!" Magna tried to get free, "y/n told us she liked you and we just wanted to help her!!"

"eh? but she ran away?" the lioness raised her brows at the bulls.

"I think she just didn't know how to react, mdm." Zora gave her an unimpressed look, "if your feelings are mutual then go after her."

"I-if you don't feel the same w-way t-tell her too!!" Grey managed to squeak. "I t-think she w-would want to k-know!"

"Her room's on the 2nd floor," Yami smirked at the Vermillion, already knowing her answer since her ki was different now.

"Stop smirking you idiot!" Mereo let everyone down and went up the stairs.

-----

"eh, y/n." Mereo knocked on your door, "can I come in?"

You were still dying from your embarrassment but the thought of Mereo being in your room made you really happy. Since it was already this bad, it couldn't get any worst right?

"o-ok."

She walked in and closed the door behind her, you pursed your lips when your eyes both met. Both your cheeks wore a tinge of pink on them.

Mereo cleared her throat, "erm.. could you explain what's going on? Because the bulls made me very confused earlier on." she lied. She already knew what was going on she just wanted to hear it from your properly.

You took in a deep breathe and exhaled. It was now or never, "I let it slip one day that I... like you. And they wanted to help me to set up a chance for me to confess to you."

You hugged your knees closer to your chest while searching into her blue eyes for a fraction of an answer.

"Well, coincidentally I feel the same for you as well." she chuckled at little, looking at you with steady and confident eyes.

You blinked. Your lips parted but the room was still in silence.

"You okay y/n?" she raised a brow at you.

"I just.. didn't expect this." you managed to squeak out, your heart ramming against your ribcage, about to suffocate your lungs with its rampage.

"What's there not to like about you?" she shrugged nonchalantly, "you're smart and funny, you dress so well that you always show off your sexy curves and you're good at fighting.."

She paused as she looked at you, "what do you like about me anyway? I'm rowdy and rough on the edges."

"You're so charming and sexy too! You're actually kind and soft on the inside and you care about everyone even though you don't seem like it." you started blabbering on.

"so..." she gave you a smirk, "I guess we should go out, we're both so great, we'd make a perfect couple, huh?"

You giggled and nodded, you couldn't contain your happiness as you grinned from ear to ear. "yes we would!"

-end-

[hqrbinger]

last words of a shooting star.

request; they comfort you after you lose a loved one. pairings; hu tao, kujou sara, and thoma, x reader (no pronouns used) warnings; hurt/comfort, no beta, he/him pronouns for the passed loved one, lots of huggies, theyre all a bit repetitive but its the same prompt for different charas what can ya do notes; for my lovely shima anon <3 sorry i cut raiden out, i struggled so much trying to fit her into this prompt ;; i hope these charas are okay !! also i think this actually made me start simping for hu tao help i want her to hug me n kiss my head pls

also !! we are so close to 200 :D i'll be planning an event soon <3

song; last words of a shooting star- mitski

hu tao tries her best. she believes that death is simply just part of life, there's nothing to be upset about since the dead are only crossing over, but when she finds you sobbing in your home after the late passing of one of your family members she's speechless.

when facing someone crying over death, which is something hu tao deals with almost daily, she opts to try and explain why sadness is pointless and unnecessary. but seeing you break down for the first time made her realize one thing.

she hated, hated seeing you cry.

she approached you slowly, unsure and inexperienced, not really knowing what to do or where to start. she shrugged out of her heavy coat and placed it gently over your shoulders, patting your back lightly before sitting down next to you. your eyes widened when meeting hu tao's uncharacteristically soft gaze, free from her typical mischief and playfulness, leaving only affection and sympathy. a gentle smile on her lips as she enveloped you into a hug.

"he crossed safely," she murmured, hands rubbing calming circles over your back.

this only made you sob harder, burying your face into her silk undershirt, incoherent 'thank you's' coming out between cries. whispering sweet nothings and ignoring the lump in her throat, hu tao held you closer.

as a war general, kujou sara knows what loss feels like. but even though she's seen soldiers from all walks of life be cut down and killed right before her eyes, she's never experienced the death of a family member. as a tengu adopted into the kujou clan, she doesn't even know the feeling of having immediate blood-related family.

after you had received the news you had tried to put on a brave face, trying your best to stay strong in front of the strongest woman you knew. but sara, being ever-so-observant, saw right through you, though you still refused to allow yourself to be vulnerable.

sara was worried about you. while she wasn't accustomed to loss through death, she was all-too aware of the loneliness. she wanted nothing more than to tell you that she was there for you, that you were able to be open with her, but strong words of affection and comfort were not her strong suit.

however, one night she woke to your muffled crying, your body turned as far from hers as possible as you cried late-night tears into your tear-stained pillow. she sat up abruptly, starling you as you started babbling apologies, but you were quickly cut off by her arms quickly wrapping around you. she pulled you into her, holding you tight, her sudden display of affection catching you off guard. she simply held you for a while, struggling to find the right words, only running her hands up and down your arm soothingly, pressing intermittent kisses to the top of your head.

"i'm... here for you," her soft, sweet voice filled your eyes with new tears as you clung to her even tighter. "i don't want you to feel alone."

as soon as he heard the news, thoma was all over you. he had immediately rushed to town to pick up some comfort food, making sure to grab all of your favorites before making a beeline for your home. however, when he got there, he found you huddled under the covers in your bedroom, your soft cries just breaking his heart.

he set the snacks down on the bedside table before sitting next to your quivering form, patting your back softly.

"love?" he whispered, gently pulling the blanket away from your face so he could press a kiss to your forehead.

upon seeing him you practically leapt into his arms, clinging him and burying your face into his chest. thoma wrapped his arms around your waist, rocking you slowly.

for thoma, your happiness was his top priority. knowing that you were hurting hurt him too, and all he wanted was to make you smile again.

"it's okay," he cooed, stroking your hair. "everything's going to be okay."

no matter what, where, or when: thoma vowed he would always be there for you.

[blackhallow]

milfyuki 4 eva !!! but fr tho i wonder what yuki was like before her milformation/transformilfation and what exactly did spur this all on (mommy issues??????) (im so proud of my creation, i think, maybe, who knows!)

todo was like the starting point and nobamaki were the ones that made the whole transformation i think and then after that its free reign at her house

(part 2 of the series: "oh ya the apartment is like a super secret secure place !!" part 3: "toge mixed food dye with the shampoo and the 3rd tv broke")

i am so invested and entertained by your writing and i rly hope u can tell

satoru having a midlife crisis abt adulthood felt real (a little too real to the point where ngl i felt attacked too....everything okay???!?!?!?) but at the same time sir??? are u okay??? ( i love it when writers make satoru depressed but like the humor coping type i just love angst i love it so much pls hurt me more i love crying over fictional characters )

aoi's sister on her way to turn tsumiki apeshit i will always live for!! nobara just like me fr she would rather go thru a full on elaborate plan involving vandalism shit rather than doing her homework we love a relatable queen i hate homework too

i am so invested and entertained by your writing and i rly hope u can tell

MAN sdjfdsjhs I think about Yuki a lot. I think about Yuki every day, she's just always spinning in my brain like a rotisserie chicken I love her, I do wonder why she decided to randomly take in a boy she saw fighting on the side of the road, like??? She's so ridiculous, she's so shady, she's so funny, she could kill everyone (probably), she contains multitudes. Anyways. I have a lot of very specific headcanons about her backstory I'm sure one day I'll write them down lmao. They don't involve mommy issues but now you've given me even more stuff to think about...

This ask is absolutely taking me out skdhfsk you're so funny anon. The contrast between all 3 parts of the series is honestly one of my favorite things ever, idk what was I thinking. And I'm really glad you're invested!! :D

Poor Gojo lmfao, maybe I was projecting on him when I wrote that scene honestly, I'm still not sure, and humorous angst always hits different... Also not you calling Nobara "Aoi's sister" I'm going to scream they're the weirdest family ever :) Unfortunately for everyone involved (except us because we will be entertained), Nobara will continue to be a menace hehe.... Thanks for this ask, it made me laugh a lot!

[uygmoeb]

ndjajska sometimes just an hour long shower must happen ya know? it cleanses the soul or something lol but to answer your question, i have been alright save for getting sick with a cold D: I'm feeling my throat more as well so that's just swell lol. so I'm on medicine and tea with honey lockdown mode. how about you if i may ask? hopefully not getting sick like me! but no that is understandable, while it cam be tempting to like, go back to comfort of something from before. sometimes it is better to stick to how things are and especially if they are treating you well!

oof that sounds tricky to habdle if not careful! i use photopea and it is a good program to use for gfx and gifs. a bit tricky to use but it has basic ps aspects so if ever feeling a bit on the wild side as i like to say, you can give that a try to see if it is better for you! you may never know, it may treat you well ^_^ if you need help with gifs i can be happy to help. I'm new myself but i can tell you the basic info for sure! ah procrastination, my dear old friend xD yeah i can relate. it is why i joke and call myself a lazy panda hdjajshs BUT i saw the edit and you said you fixed what you did originally and yayayayy!! I'm proud of ya auggie!! this calls for a happy dance *happy dances*

no you made perfect sense love!! that is very much true!! cc on here while do carry tumblr on their backs i agree, are still normal people ya know? they do this and we are grateful BuT that doesn't mean they are better than everyone else (and the same can be said for idols for sure! we are fans and we can support but they are human still) and we shouldn't like, bow down to their feet as they say ya know? oof sadly once you are apart of the overthinking train, you cannot get off. i tried my dear bean, but alas =/ a mood though! or like after you sent it and then they dont reply (which of course is normal) but you cannot help but overthink did yhe text not sound too mean? and you stare at it for like a while and then try to send a more lightheated text just to be sure hdjajdjs.

aww *blushies* this actually made me smile ahh, hehe i am really like honored you said that! ^0^ i always want to have someome feel comfy when talking to me so to know that you feel like that, i feel like i did my job! (oof since when did the holidays come so quickly like what is concept of time? but besides being sick i am excited as well!! i am itching to release my gifts hehe) ~moa Santa aka please send and don't get lost cx

oh no love :( getting sick is no good, i hope u can feel better soon my dear :( what kind of tea do u drink w/ honey?? or is it just like. normal tea ? but i've been ok!! work has been.. interesting just bc ive been getting to know some of the people better and theyre.. interesting.. some people are odd to me and not in a bad way, just a 'ive never met anyone like this idk how to act around u' kind of way hskfhgks

so ive been thinking about trying out actual ps and just. buying it bc i love to make art so much but this program is killing me and my motivation is getting dragged through the dirt :/ but i may try that first !! i actually tried making gifs at one point and ive never given up on something so fast.. i have much admiration and appreciation for gif makers bc i.. cannot lol but a lazy panda pls thats so cute actually :( thank u tho love <3

ccs really do carry tumblr huh? hskfhsk i think about this all the time, but like,, if a big enough chunk of the gif making community left tumblr would be... a shell of what it was and not nearly enough people appreciate them like they should :( esp with all the posts i see about stolen content like cmon y'all.. remember how we were talking about sending nice anons?? one of my favorite things to do is send really nice ones to ccs that make gifs and gfx bc i know some of them put in a lot of work for such little in return.. but i also know they make them bc it makes them happy and they love the content they're creating for but still, somebody has to give them the appreciation they deserve >:(

ive actually gotten a lot better with my overthinking lately honestly, and a lot has to do with the fact that i like. dont rlly have friends anymore LMAO but idk,, for some things i just cant bring myself to care enough to overthink.. atleast not in the moment however when i try to go to sleep? prime overthinking time :)

so i have a random question for u. what music have u been listening to lately? ive been listening to the same stuff over and over again and im getting sick of it which is bad and i need smth else hskgjlds

[tayegi]

Bro! I'm so scared for what Jungkook's gonna do now that he found out what happened between Jimin and the mc. I legit thought he was gonna hit her, but now that he walked out I have a feeling he went out to find Jimin and things could go really bad and its nerve wrecking. Jk is really obsessive and the fact that she was anxious the whole time, I don't blame her. Tbh, I was scared of you updating a new chapter because I knew shit was about to go down, but the worst has yet to even come.

Anonymous said:Sorry cuz I might have sent an ask prematurely. Anyways, I feel really feel bad for the OC with Jungkook being so controlling and manipulative and Jimin neglecting her and putting her second to Jungkook. Personally I don't see an ending where the OC ends with either or where Jungkook and Jimin get together. I hope they find a way out of this toxic situation they found themselves in. Thanks you for the update by the way! It was an entertaining read. ^^

Anonymous said:Dude, I feel so bad for the OC. Being controlled and manipulated by Jungkook while simultaneously being put second by Jimin

Anonymous said:omfg i just read equilibrium 12 and i was literally so scared the entire time. holy shit, i really hope Jimin figures out whats happening and does something :/

Anonymous said:daaaamn lu the latest chapter of equilibrium gave me the chills at 1am :") as someone very lacking of sleep rn, i feel bad that the oc can't get proper rest with jjk around.. cant wait for the day she finally stands up for herself!!!! (if she ever does)

Anonymous said:Jimin has to know something is up. He may have been blindsided by jk while he was there, but Mc was too obvious when he was gone. Also, jks reaction to the condom confused me. I was expecting him to be furious and get violent. Is this to show how unstable he is? That one moment his "love" (really just possessiveness) is crushing (threat) the next it's "sweet" (the necklace) and the next it's like this. Or is it cuz this "victim" act Mc will blame herself and stay (violence could drive her away)

Anonymous said:Her situation makes me sick. It makes me feel like puking. The worst part is that this can happen to anyone. They can be strong and take no bs, but if someone like jk manages to weasel into their Iives, it can all be stripped down. And most won't consciously realize "this is abuse" and/or can't go through the steps to get out. Like the Mc knows this isn't right, but doesn't/can't leave. I feel trapped just reading, can't imagine what it feels like to actually be in that situation

Anonymous said:This is the second time she's thought he'd hit her omfg pls gurl run away 😭😭😭

Anonymous said:I read the the new chapter of Equilibrium and it's amazing how you convey feelings. I feel really uncomfortable thinking about the relationship between the three, it seems so unhealthy and destroying. Jimin is using her body, Jungkook treats her like a possession and the oc does nothing to get out of that and even encourages this behavior even. She wants to run after Jungkook and there are so many more examples that I have to reread it later. Thank you for writing and sharing your work ♥♥♥

Anonymous said:Oh god I read the new Equilibrium chapter and holy shit Jungkook is getting more and more terrifying. It's amazing how well you depict the character's fear towards him and I really really wish she would just leave and run away but seeing how the story is playing out so far I don't see that happening... even I feel fear for her D: that just goes to show how well you write out the events of the story and the character's emotions/reactions to them!!

Anonymous said:The entirety of the new chapter of Equilibrium had me screaming 'everyone should just gtfo of that awful, toxic relationship' Like everytime the OC was worried about the backlash from JK just for kissing Jimin. Bitch, that's fucking psychological abuse, I wish the characters would realize that its not healthy or okay in the slightest. Props for writing such a nuanced story & capturing common relationship tropes in media that are glorified as romantic but are actual abusive af. Love you :)

Anonymous said:Equilibrium got me fucked up. I honestly don't know what to feel but I don't feel great reading about abuse when I have to wait for what happens next (no rush honestly stories like this just make me think to no end about what's next and gives me secondhand nerves) but I just cannot stop. I'm just so worried about everything going on in this relationship and how unhealthy it is. On another note, thank you for another great chapter, I'm sure how it'll play out will have me shook.

Anonymous said:Ahhh, I had a feeling you had updated today for some reason!! Thanks!

Anonymous said:Oh man it's getting so intense with the new chapter...I'm actually getting kind for scared for Jimin now with possessive Jungkook raging all over the place. Just hoping Jimin might actually catch on with Y/N's actions :( MY GOSH DOES JIMIN EVEN LIKE Y/N WHAT"S GOING ON LIKE SERIOUSLY! Jungkook you are now officially on the bottom of my list lol

kyarybunny said:It's unnerving to read how 'safe' was used to explain Jungkook's absence... So many examples of this being abusive. Plus she thought he was about to hit her?!? Also reading the climax (ha) between her&Jimin was like a let down (on his part, not u) He probably felt hurt when the response was immediately addressing Jungkook (That quick exit) but he didn't even try to reciprocate :/ or even look her in the face smh... But YOU'RE SO GREAT AT WRITING it made me upset in a good way! I enjoyed reading~

Anonymous said:AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA fuck nvm. I can't do this. My hearts hurting. I just want to take her out of there. Kick that asshole in the face. Keep her safe and protected from shit holes like him. I can't read this tonight. I'm not gonna be able to sleep. See ya tomorrow. I'll try again tomorrow. Shit lu you're gonna kill me one day. Either you or bigshit. You both have the amazing abilities to drop stuff when it's least expected but when it's the most effective. K peace. C ya tomorrow

Anonymous said:Ah you really surprised me with that new chapter of equilibrium was about to go to bed then I saw it and just had to read it. The writing is really well done, the possessiveness that Jungkook displays towards the oc is so scary, and poor jimin doesn't suspect a thing. And that ending scene was so scary to read I didn't know what he was going to do when he found out. I really loved it. Can't wait to see how the story progresses from here. 😊

Anonymous said:OMFFF SHITS GOING DOWWWNNNN!!!! Low key super worried but high key super keen to see what happens next! Another amazing piece of writing as always! xxx

Anonymous said:both of oc's boyfriends are assholes omg and ones fucking crazy

Anonymous said:Jungkook is being kind of dick, on the one hand I get he feels betrayed, but it doesn't excuse the possessive nature! He wanted to be in a poly Relationship! He doesn't get to call the shots. Jimin is no better, the MC isn't innocent either and it's so good. You write such complex literary characters.

Anonymous said:newest chap of Equilibrium was so good. i could honestly feel the reader's fear. i actually got sick to my stomach, i was so frightened. like a++++ job with that writing, you got some mad skills, girl.

AH THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR RECOGNIZING PSYCHOLOGICAL AND MENTAL ABUSE!!! the girls from previous chapters who thought this was “sexy” seriously scared the shit out of me. Nothing of this is acceptable whatsoever. It’s completely unhealthy and all of the characters need to get out of this situation, tbh haha

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