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r0tt3n-gvtz · 2 months ago

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HIIII!!! *throws Usaihara stuff at you*

im so sorry if i get any of this wrong its all from memory but

usaihara is a pregame danganronpa fan comic thingy of shuichi saihara :3 it sounds so weird when i explain it but i swear its rlly good its this thingy where Shuichi invited his friends to a party, but then none of his friends show up, meaning he had to change his day (the change part is important ‼️) so then he was pissed and so he killed them, starting w Maki, but then after Maki he realized he missed some calls from Kokichi so hes like oh darn and then Kokichi showed up at his door, running away as he saw Makis body, but then shuichi was like ermmm okay i'll jst go to Rantaro, so he killed Rantaro during the Hells Kitchen arc, then goes to see Kokichi in the forest, the same place they used to go when they were kids to see the bunnies, the bunnies are a RLLY big part of Usaihara :3 so then while Shuichi is on his way, Kokichi finds Kaedes body and panics, then Shuichi shows up and sorta hust blacks out for a moment and accidentally stabs his shoulder, but shuichi is like nah man its all good but then Kokichi makes Shuichi realize he fucked up and so shuichi is like "oh." and thats also when one of my fav quotes comes from "jeez… ive messed up again, havent i? its so hard to tell when ive fucked up…" and hes so real for that (usaihara is pretty high up on my kin list aside from the insane and murder part) but then shuichi is like okay i cant back out now and so he goes to kill Tsumugi next, letting Kokichi survive cuz im 99% sure the creator ships saioma so then he goes to Tsumugis house and breaks in, but then in there Tsumugi is like what the frick man you just broke so many laws i didnt even get an invite so then Shuichi realized "oh dear i forgot to give out the invites. this was all for nothing. oopsies.." but still hes like ermmm too late fuck you and tries killing again, then tsumugi escapes <33 some other things that r important in it is the bunnies and change during usaihara, the bunnies represent change, that shows during the flashback of Kokichi and Shuichi going out to the forest to see the bunnies but the bunnies werent there, making Shuichi panic and making Kokichi realize how little shuichi can handle change, but then Shuichi finds the bunnies so that whole part is kinda like, shuichi CANT STAND change at all and he would do anything to put things back to normal. as well as the quote "my job is done when the bunnies are back where they belong." meaning that Shuichi can only stop when everything is back to normal, even if it means killing his friends as well, its called Usaihara cuz usami means bunny so usami + saihara = usaihara, and saihara has the bunny ears on his hat as well to go with the bunnies and change usaihara is legit so me aside from the insanity and murder

again, im so sorry if i got any of this wrong

its all from memory and the fandom is like nonexistent so i cant just ask ppl if im right

but also im still trying to figure out whag happened in the end, the "i dont understand why rabbits run when i try to catch them, but i understand why they hide."

but my fav quote is "my job is done when the rabbits are back where they belong" or "jeez... ive messed up again? its so hard to tell when i've fucked up..." or "i want to hate you. i want to be mad. instead, i just feel sad."

but also i LOVE the part where kokichi is talking about the day the bunnies werent there that spring "there was a place in the woods we used to go to as kids. every spring, rabbits used to nest there. one spring, we had trouble finding the rabbits. it was such a little thing. such a simple thing, but it made me realize how little Saihara can handle change." and also the "you're crying. you're crying because you dont know what to do. you're crying because theres nothing you CAN do."

i have made a redraw of the "you're doing it again. putting your hand in front of your face." "of course you only notice when i fall back into my old habits! do you even realize what you've done?!" "what ive done..??? jeez... ive messed up again... jts so hard to tell when ive fucked up... what have i...? is that so? no, that doesnt even make sense ... i would never do that!!!" and ive also made a redraw of the part with tsumugi and saihara in the "SERIOUSLY, IF YOU DONT SHUT UP IM GOING TO LOSE MY FUCKING MIND." "i think you've already got that covered." both of them with my OCs and ive made my own AU with my OCs in place of danganronpa characters, the ones i have so far is Zack as Tsumugi, Moxxie as Kokichi, and Flame as Usaihara :3

#usaihara #i literally LOVE usaihara.#if anyone knows more PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tell me if i messed up or missed anything

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salaciousslut · 10 months ago

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You flatter me too much, sweetheart<3 i hope you had a good nap! Youre too cute<33 I just got home from work and im a bit tired but i refuse to nap🫣

I dont think it'd be much of an inconvenience for me ☺️Tbh getting myself back to sleep is usually the wrong choice, i wake up less rested 🫣 i have no clue why

Yeah🥺 we should be allowed to. Capitalism fucking sucks🙄

You get it<3 i love gossip, its literally so fun to just be a hater with other ppl over a few drinks 🤭 dogs are cute but im low key allergic to them and it breaks me bc theyre such goofballs and i just wanna let them cuddle up with me. Once upon a time i didnt have an allergy and my family had a dog, i miss the dog a lot. But what kind of pet would you get if you could?

such a good nap!! now im with friends and drknking hehehe! vodka, cran-mango juice, a lil lemon, and ginger beer. also a few shots oopsies hehe come here or into mt dmsss i wanna get to know uuuu

nooo are you not a napper?? i love naps, once 3pm hits, i get sooooo sleepy. girl naps are a vital part of my life.

ahhh i know what you mean!!! going back to sleep is soo hard and honestly a waste of time

im such a hater but im also a lover so its fun to just gossip and talk shit hehe!!

oooh i love cats and dogs but really any per is good as long as i can cuddle them sometimes!! but booo i hate that ur allergic to dogs

#ci answers #butch my beloved

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oopsiespooks · 1 year ago

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Omg spooks hiii!!!!!! I didnt know you were on tumblr too :D i hope i get to see more of your lovely art on the dash when you open shop <33

(Its finniigan btw this is just my main lol,,, when will tumblr mobile let us send asks from sideblogs T.T)

i am yesyes !! this is technically my new account as tumblr had an oopsie and deleted my whole ass blog when i tried to delete a sideblog i didnt want q_q

maybe soon i can open my shop hmm.... will have to prep the coding as it took me a whole day to do my accent shop lol

(hope ur good w me posting this as it's the only way i can reply to this message!!)

#finn-shitposts #asks

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ppnuggie · 3 years ago

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TFP! SHOCKWAVE x reader — fluff

　『　shockwave ,, gender neutral human reader 』

-> shockwave as a househubby <33

— fluff ,, sfw ,, househubby shockwave

— its been on my mind for a while ,, tfp shockwave just gives me bottom vibes ,, hes a nice mech ,, takes place after the war ,, shockwave found himself content with this ,, bc he also still gets to do research and experiments

— still doing requests and they are open ,, i just wanted to make this of shockwave ,, bc besides skyfire ,, he’s my other favorite <33 maybe hes kinda ooc in this ,, my apologies

— its very long ,, very very long <//3 oopsies

• after the war ,, you had been previously held as hostage on the nemesis ,, usually placed under shockwave and soundwave’s control ,, since they were responsible enough to look after you ,, starscream having tried to murder you a few times and megatron feeling that you would be better with someone else

• long story short ,, you have yourself a big tiddy robot hubby ,, it happened and no one even knows why or how ,, nor do the two of you

• shockwave does a good job at being a househusband ,, he gets his independence to do what he pleases ,, and a lovely partner ,, who gives him affection in return for him staying at home and not being a terrorist

• he takes good care of the place ,, making sure its clean and nothing is out of place ,, he even cooks too ,, since he had taken an interest more into human cultures and what they do ,, function ,, eat and all

• he’s really good at making european dishes ,, mainly german dishes but hes also makes good thai dishes ,, though he will make sure you do get your nutrients and vitamins ,, acting more like a mother at that time

• “ shockwave ,, i’m alright , ” you’d say as he keeps trying you take the drink he prepared for you ,, “ but you need your vitamins b and d !! ” he’d argue

• he loves you ,, despite him saying he’s emotionless ,, but look where he ended up ,, anyways he loves you very much and cares for your health ,, and you probably don’t or do take good care of your health

• he made it clear that he will be taking care of your health ,, to which you grumbled about being able to do it yourself but he doesnt listen

• besides ,, if it means coming home to a damned good meal ,, who’s to complain ?

• since he is free to do his experimenting ,, he took the time to learn more about earth ,, since he never had the chance to during the war

• sometimes when you get home ,, he’ll tell you weird facts about the world that you probably or probably don’t already know

• “ did you know that the earth was once dry ? ” he’d ask ,, his antennas high up with interest and confidence ,, to which you’d nod to ,, and then they’d droop

• though when he’s not worrying over your health and wellbeing ,, which is often ,, or not experimenting around ,, there are these soft moments you spend with him

• like this one time you took him in his holoform to a zoo ,, which he was conflicted about and had mixed feelings ,, but he did enjoy looking at the creatures ,, especially the lemurs

• he liked the lemurs a lot ,, and he doesnt know why ,, going on about how its illogical but their little beady eyes stare at him and he melts

• or when he tried to convince you take home little ducklings ,, which you had to explain that they already had a mother

• “ you could be their adult figure ,, we can make a small pond for them and raise them , ” he says ,, trying to negotiate with you ,, holding their little fuzzy yellow bodies in his servo ,, but you forbid him from taking home any creature he finds

• but he didnt listen and brought home a raccoon ,, saying that the creature forced him to be taken to your house ,, which you were not amused about

• shockwave has changed for the better after the war ,, and its been proven with how he treats you and the environment around him

• no longer is he the decepticon’s lead scientist ,, but instead a free mech being himself with someone he has feelings for

• he does wish you a good morning when you leave for work ,, and has your lunch packed for the day ,, reminding you to eat it and not forget how important it is that your get your vitamins ,, to which you mindlessly nod to

• which usually leaves him wanting a goodbye kiss in the morning ,, arms crossed as he stares at you getting ready to leave ,, and he wont let you forget his kiss either

• though when he feels your lips against the side of his helm ,, his antennas droop and he gets all mushy ,, saying goodbye as you leave

• he really does love you ,, and wants to be the best for you ,, which is why he’s trying to help himself become a better mech

• to not revert to his old ways ,, because never has he ever felt like this before ,, not even before or during the war ,, and hes very grateful to you for still loving him ,, despite his past

#transformers x reader #x reader #🌌.tfp #tfp x reader #tfp #shockwave x reader #x gender neutral reader #shockwave #tfp shockwave #hes a househusband now #<33 #tfp shockwave x reader #🌌.shockwave

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adultphobic · 5 years ago

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1-50

WHEW ok its gonna be under cut

1: do you have a crush on anyone?

yeah… :(

2: what’s your favorite candy?

i like gummy bears and chocolate a lot!!

3: favorite love song?

lov song by cavetown!

4: what was your first kiss like?

ive never kissed anybody where i consented

5: what was your last kiss like?

same as above

6: sexual/romantic orientation?

IM GAY… i think… i like men

7: do you prefer poems or love letters?

ive never written or been the reciever of either so.. i am not sure… lover letters maybe?

8: favorite fanfic trope?

hmmm…. i like fake dating! i like a lot of tropes….

9: have you ever been in love?

yea… rarely if ever mutual tho

10: favorite milkshake flavor?

vanilla bcs im p… basic… maybe cookies and cream?

11: dinner dates or brunch dates?

dinner i guess

12: favorite flowers?

do dandelions count

13: favorite perfume/cologne?

i do not know i dont wear either…

14: favorite candle scent?

i dont know a lot of candle scents oopsie

15: what’s your ideal first date?

hm…. video games bcs im basic and public places scare me

16: favorite love story?

not sure

17: what’s the most attractive thing a person could wear?

…. suit maybe? suits r cool.. Im… Bit gay for men in suits

18: chocolate, vanilla, or red velvet?

chocolate

19: snow, rain, or sun?

sun!

20 sweetest romantic memory?

god i wish i had one to share

21: favorite dating sim (and favorite character)?

ive never rlly gotten to play dating sims unless u count when i played cr*sh cr*sh with l*** or ddlc..

22: fictional crushes?

….. ben wyatt… and finn nd poe from star wars

23: dream wedding?

idk… i think abt getting married a lot but its different every time

24 snow, rain, or sun?

sun

25: what makes you blush?

just ppl beign nice… i rlly like being complimented even tho im not good at like… accepting compliments… A LOT OF THINGS BUT IM…. yeah…

26: do you believe in soulmates?

in a good place kinda way, yea!

27: denim jackets, leather jackets, or bomber jackets?

FUCK I LOVE JACKETS I CANT CHOOSE JUST ONE…

28: what’s your sign?

taurus!

29: are you single?

SADLY…. im not the most lovable

30: do you prefer to charm, or be charmed?

I WANNA LIKE… CHARM AND FLIRT AND STUFF BUT IDK HOW…. so i guess its gotta be be charmed until i like… Understand… im rlly oblivious tho so like.. either way im screwed

31: guitar or piano?

uhhh hm… guitar i guess.. piano is good too tho…

32: favorite romcom (or any romantic movie)?

if i were caught watching a romantic movie i would get in a lot of trouble so i dont… watch any

33: do you fall in love easily?

sometimes yea… it sucks bcs i love so intensely too

34: valentine’s decorations: yay or nay?

YES YES YES YES

35: would you prefer to propose or be proposed to? what’s your dream proposal?

GOD id love to propose but i have such a fear of rejection.. id be willing too tho… and hm… i am not sure… just imaginning being proposed to makes me all furhgu5hguhjtjunjntj

36: cloud gazing or star gazing?

hm.. star gazing… both r great tho

37: do you like to dance?

YES IM RLLY BAD AT IT THO… I DONT>.. KNOW HOW TO

38: what’s your OTP?

already answered but its finnpoe

39: kittens or puppies?

i love both SOOO MUCH but id have to choose puppies bcs im allergic to cats

40: coffee, hot chocolate, or tea?

hm... hot chocolate

41: favorite soda?

i dont drink soda... the bubbles hurt

42: do you prefer gazing wistfully out the window or lying dramatically over the sofa?

i guess the winddow but both sound like me asdfghjk

43: favorite ABBA song?

whats abba

44: fuck/marry/kill? (anons name 3 people of your choice)

you didnt give me ppl ben

45: favorite pajamas?

i jiust sleep in my boxers and a shirt or two

46: favorite liquor?

not sure bcs im 15 and ive only done drugs not drink

47: do you think about love a lot?

YEAH... A LOT.. WAY TOO MUCH

48: a walk in the park or a walk on the beach?

i guess a walk in the park

49: hand kisses or nose kisses?

IF I CANT CHOOSE BOTH I GUESS HAND BCS THTS JUST>... RLLY ROMANTIC

50: what’s your dreamhouse?

at this point? anywhere but here

#himbophobes #asks #ben tag

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alkalinerock · 5 years ago

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50 questions air

thank you @kisamas i love talking about myself

1. What takes up too much of your time? im double fisting ffxiv and three houses rn im swear im gonna beat nier one day and i recently got bloodstained so i might fuck around with that :)

2. What makes your day better? eating something tasty and then im happy :) i also like it when i talk w/ the pals makes me feel good

3. What’s the best thing that happened to you today? I am thinking about making mashed potatos i will i promise and it will b the best thing today

4. What fictional place would you like to go to? if i could visit some ffxiv maps like crystarium would b cool. n like, id visit inkopolis (i wanna b squiddo) and ryme city would be dope as hell would love a shinx buddy

5. Are you good at giving advice? i feel like i am but i feel like i still have so much more to learn about imparting wisdom. i was thinking about this the other night n as funny as this sounds i heard a lot of good advice on tumblr. mainly realizing how simple but important the small things are. “i’m proud of you” or “you did really well”. and i like giving advice i think it makes people feel less alone when theyre dealing with situations. if nothing else thats what i want to accomplish

6. Do you have a mental illness? idk i feel like i do but i never officially got diagnosed we got no health insurance. a lot of ppl tell me that im depressed and i think i believe it too but i always tell them im gonna remain impartial about it until i (finally) get a chance to talk to a profreshinal

7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis? ya a few years ago after class id take like, a nap daily. and most of the times i wake up unable 2 move. sometimes im in like, a bad position where my face is a little too close to my pillow and its hard to breathe. i havent gotten it in a while but it sure does stink.

8. What musician inspires you the most? i dont think any musician INSPIRES me but octopath’s composer yasunori nishiki really makes me wanna be like “quit your job join my octopath band”

9. Have you ever fallen in love? yeah it rocked but things didnt always work out but i learned a lot in the end

10. What’s your dream date? never rly thought about this kinda stuff i dont really fantasize about my ideal date. i think the best things in life happen spontaneously. i think.

11. What do others notice about you? i like 2 talk about myself and that im cute and smart funny and handsome and my meat is huge :)

12. What’s an annoying habit you have? i play a lot of osu!taiko so i have this finger tapping habit and a lot of like anxious tics like shaking my leg i bite my nails n whatever i do this n that a lot

13. Do you still talk to your first love? yea we’re like still best friends

14. How many exes do you have? two too

15. How many songs are in your playlist? i have many playlists i have soundcloud playlists for like. anime music/future funk/game music/etc. my spotify playlists have like. hundreds of songs. my youtube playlist also have like. hundreds of songs. some things i listen to on a daily basis i havent even saved so it just keeps growing.

16. What instruments can you play? i used to b able to play geetar, piano, clarinent but ive forgotten everything since

17. What do you have the most pictures of? animals n other stuff

18. Where would you like to go before you die? oh wow uhhh like. i have general locations but nothing specific. it’d be nice to visit japan and see korea (finally) n then like new zealand. i know it doesnt sound exciting but i’d be happy to be anywhere.

19. What’s your zodiac? tavros

20. Do you relate to it? sometimes but i take astrology with a grain of sand anyways

21. What is happiness to you? chillin

22. Are you going through anything right now? tryin 2 get a job. get my AA.

23. What’s the worst decision you ever made? hmmm i have made many bad decisions but nothing stands on top as my worst. i think anything that falls under the category of “mistreating my friends because of my short-sightedness” is considered the worst.

24. What’s your favorite store? food stores

25. What’s your opinion about abortion? pro

26. Do you keep a bucket list? nop

27. Do you have a favorite album? no lol

28. What do you want for your birthday? uhm. better earphones?

29. What are people’s first impressions of you? im silly maybe

30. What age do you seem according to most people? a little younger than i am.

31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping? on the dresser next to my bed or like. on my bed next to me in a safe corner

32. What word do you say the most? idk maybe like. epic. or. legit. or fuck.

33. What’s the oldest age you would date? i donno lol maybe like. 1000.

34. What’s the youngest you would date? my age and above lol wtf

35. What job/career do most people say would suit you? any job that requires, like, talking. on two occasions ive heard ppl say that i have a voice suited for customer service (like, ehh?? i just talk politely lol) but like. counseling too i guess.

36. What’s your favorite music genre? most genres but lately ive been listening to anime op/eds and bideo game music and bandori songs and like. brockhampton or like. outrun. this n that.

37. If you could live in any country in the world, where would it be? i donno... i don really think about this stuff

38. What is your current favorite song? fire bird by roselia (lol)

39. How long have you had this blog for? for a while idr how long maybe like. 5 yrs

40. What are you excited for? these maybe mashed potatoes im gonna make LOL

41. Are you a better talker or listener? i think im both. i prefer to listen and i think depending on my conversation partner i think listening is more important

42. What was the last productive thing you did? i got out of bed brushed my teeth and got something to drink. i know its not much but ive really been makin an effort to improve my....””””mornings””””. ive been waking up at like 1-2pm these days so the least i could do is get my day started right

43. What do you want for Christmas? something rly good to eat!!

44. What class do you get the best grades in? i dont look at my grades LMAO i do like. OK on most of my classes but somtimes i make an oopsie whoopsie and lose a lot of points becuase im forgetful and stupid

45. On a scale of 1-10, how are you feeling right now? like. 7. 10 being like, i just ate something really great and im chillin w/ the homies. im 7 becase i ate something sorta tasty and im chillin but no homies. n im thinkin about the mash potatoe im going to maybe make

46. What can you see yourself doing in ten years? uhm. maybe teaching? doing something like, being sillay with my pals. i dont think about the future i just kinda just. Do.

47. When did you get your first heartbreak? never rly the breakups were my responsibility becos i was mentally immature so i tend to like, think about what i did wrong.

48. What age do you want to get married? ahh im not rly thinking about this but itd be nice to have a gf first LOL these future oriented questions be like. “idk!”

49. What career did you want to have as a child? yuusha

50. What do you crave right now? despite what ive been saying about thos mash potatoes i really want like. a good burger or somethin. i just wanna eat something free and tasty!!

@gurmza @learnosaurusrex @advancewars2 do it and please read over my answers very carefully i will test you on this on discord without warning

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wtfdoiknow-wtf · 5 years ago

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ytf not

1. Are looks important in a relationship?

yes

2. Are relationships ever worth it?

yes

3. Are you a virgin?

4. Are you in a relationship?

yes

5. Are you in love?

yes

6. Are you single this year?

7. Can you commit to one person?

yes

8. Describe your crush

my crush is my boyfriend how boring

9. Describe your perfect mate

no such thing as perfect

10. Do you believe in love at first sight?

yes

11. Do you ever want to get married?

yes

12. Do you forgive betrayal?

sometimes

13. Do you get jealous easily?

depends

14. Do you have a crush on anyone?

15. Do you have any piercings?

yes 7

16. Do you have any tattoos?

yes 7

17. Do you like kissing in public?

sure

20. Do you shower every day?

sometimes

21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

yes

24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

yes

25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?

i am

26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

yes

27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?

28. Have you ever been cheated on?

not that i know of but probably lol

29. Have you ever cheated on someone?

30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?

nope i mean like maybe a boob job if i had money but nah

31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?

both

32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?

yup

33. Have you ever had sex with a man?

yes

34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?

yes

35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

everyday

36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?

yes lol

37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

lol yup most of my exes

38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

currently

39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?

not that i remember

41. Have you had sex so far this year?

42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?

lol this is a dumb question

43. How long was your longest relationship?

1 year and 1 month and countinggg

44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?

not counting before high school...so 4 gfs 2 bfs

45. How many people did you kiss in 2011? LOL idk but probably a handful i was a sloot

46. How many times did you have sex last year?

idfk a lot

47. How old are you?

48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

boi bye

49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?

i cant pick one favorite. but probably how sweet, caring, and loving he is.

50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?

HAHAHAHA ew no id slam the door

51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?

idk if id do absolutely everything for anyone lol

52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?

yes. because we either grew apart or i realized having shitty people in my life wasn’t worth it

53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

not to my knowledge

54. Is there someone you will never forget?

lots

55. Share a relationship story.

56. State 8 facts about your body

im 5′3. im 120 pounds. i have brown hair. i have brown eyes. my fingers and toes have really bad circulation. my butt is my best feature. my tummy is cute too. i got small yitties.

57. Things you want to say to an ex

fuck all yalls

58. What are five ways to win your heart?

59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)

60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?

2 and a half years

61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?

idk tbh

62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?

i think a lot of things are sexy if its from the right person

63. What is your definition of “having sex”?

straight sex and gay sex are different but ive done both so ive always said if it feels like ur having sex then ur having sex lol

64. What is your definition of cheating?

being physical with someone else or talking about being physical to someone else

65. What is your favourite foreplay routine?

psh thats a lil pers

66. What is your favourite roleplay?

“

67. What is your idea of the perfect date?

anywhere and anything with the right person

68. What is your sexual orientation?

bi/pan

69. What turns you off?

someone shorter than me cuz that would be so weird lol

70. What turns you on?

a lot lol

71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?

idk if this is the kinkiest but i recently had a dream i had a threesome with my boyfriend and megan fox and hfdjkurfdfhghalhg

72. What words do you like to hear during sex?

my name and baby and that feels good. lol im basic

73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?

i already have the sweetest

74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?

style

75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?

i cant think rn..lol

76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?

i used to be way sweeter than i am now lol

77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?

whatever floats ur boat

78. What’s your dirtiest secret?

;)

79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?

lol this morning for a dumbass reason

80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?

a few minutes ago

81. Who are five people you find attractive?

my boyfriend, lip from shameless, ed westwick, megan fox, demi lovato, margot robbie. thats 6 but had to make it even lol

82. Who is the last person you hugged?

idr..i think my friend kendra tbh

83. Who was your first kiss with?

this boy gavin lol

84. Why did your last relationship fail?

because i dated someone i didnt have feelings for. lmao oopsie

85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?

yea i have

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EPISODE 10 "If he has an idol, color me 17 different shades of shook." - Brian

Alex C going home is literally making this the best day of my life... The only thing that's better is knowing that there's a VERY good chance he also left with an idol in his pocket, which is one idol out of the game, on top of the person I didn't want here the most. Now it's just Sarah, and a loose Kendall left vs the world, and they won't make it anywhere. Another great thing about this round is that Brian won immunity for our whole tribe, so now we're safe and guaranteed a spot in the top 14. I'm honestly not surprised I made it this far, but now I really just need to continue to lay low, with the consistent maintaining of control of our tribe. The one thing that was interesting this round is that Alex C. apparently found an idol for the Brawn tribe, and had to give it to a member of the Brawn tribe, so he chose Drew, as to where Drew gave it right back to him (all according to Drew), which now means that either Drew is coming up with some BULL FICACTA (Jewish term, don't judge) or he's actually telling the truth, and there's a very good chance Alex C, the dumbass of all dumbasses, left the game with an idol in his pocket. Other than that, there isn't much to add to this round unfortunately. At least now I know about idols and how they work, and that the Brawn one is out of play. I wouldn't be surprised if another idol has already been found, but I'm getting no luck looking for it. I think I'm going to propose to my alliance with Drew, Steffen, Ashton, Trace and Dom that we need to all compare notes and look for it together to get it, but what that really means is that there's a VERY good chance that if Dom finds it, he's going to give it to Trace, if Drew or Steffen find it, they're going to give it to me, and if I find it I'm definitely giving it to Steffen. I have enough people willing to give me an idol because they think it'll help me out, and you BEST BELIEVE I am not giving that idol back like Drew did.... What a fucking bozo

I just have to reiterate how happy I am that Alex C is gone. I just can't believe it. I think Sarah is going to think I had something to do with this, but oops?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ChGisl7_61M&feature=youtu.be

So considering we won immunity, I figured it'd be a pretty lul day for me, and I'd be able to just calm the fuck down for a half a second, but clearly that was never going to happen because so much information got thrown at me yesterday from Drew, and I didn't even expect that information to come my way but it did. Firstly, Drew found the Beauty idol, and had to will it to someone on my tribe, and OF COURSE he picked me, and then I gave it back to him as a sign of trust (same I did with Steffen) and I know when I ask him for the idol as well, if I'm in trouble, then he'd easily give it to me, which is fucking fantastic. ON TOP OF THAT, I found out that Kendall told Drew that Sarah I guess found the Brawn idol, willed it to Crow? and then ended up getting it back (at least that's how I assume Sarah got the idol, and again, her having the idol is all hingent on what Kendall told Drew, and then Drew relaying that to me). Now I am very aware of every idol in the game (minus a potential Villains super idol), which is actually amazing because I am 99% sure I am the only one that knows about Drew's idol and Steffen/my idol because Steffen and Drew were both VERY focused on not telling anyone, and I'm assuming that Crow/Sarah/Kendall/Drew/I know about Sarah's idol, but Kendall has no idea that she made that oopsie, and that it's going to come back to bite her. Being immune is awesome, and people are anticipating a f14 merge, but I just don't think it's realistic. I think we're merging at 12 or 11, and we have a swap after this, which would be pretty awesome. Going into this later phase of the game, the only thing I have to worry about at this point is an angry Pippa and a potentially still bitter Sarah, because I went after her during the joint tribal, so I just need to be careful of that. I am overly confident in A LOT of my relationships, but I'm NEVER going to be too confident, not making too many concrete deals when we get to merge because I know that people talk. I am done offering deals and alliances, and I'm going to let my social game shine through and just get included in as much as I can, and show that I am game to work with anyone, so that way I can continue to know more than anyone. Knowing the most in this game shows that you're an incredible player, and definitely holding onto more information about idols than everyone in the game is already impressive, and I have the Isaac move on my resume, and now I have to get to merge and be ready to make more important moves.

okay jk I misunderstood Drew. Sarah does not have an idol. Kendall was planning to tell Sarah that Drew had an idol, so this way Sarah could run to the Villains on the Brawn tribe and tell them that Drew had an "idol," which is funny enough because Kendall doesn't know that Drew actually has an idol, so that plan would've blown up the fact that Drew actually has one. On 9/15/17, at 10:35 AM, Drewbert wrote: > lol yeah still no word on where the Hero, Villain, or Brain idol is LOL YEA LUL I HAVE THE HEROES/VILLAINS IDOL, and I am quite sure there's only one of them, so you just don't know buddy ;) I've been thinking about it, and definitely going to the finals with any combination of Dom/Trace/Ashton is my best bet. I legitimately hope that we can get to the final six of this game with that alliance that I have, and then let my f3 with Trace and Dom reign through, and then I can maybe beast it out. As much as Steffen and Drew trust me, and honestly I trust them the same, them getting to finals could result in a big loss for me, but I do know that they are arguably two of the biggest players left in the game, along with Sarah and Tommy and Brian, so now I know that those people are going to be under fire more than others. I just need to continue to target weaker players I'm not working with, so that way I can let the targets be the main threats until at least final seven, and then people might start looking at me and I'm going to have to start making moves. My ideal situation is that I can truly blow the fuck out of people's games if they get me once, I use my "second chance" idol that Steffen and I share, and then convince Drew that the next round I need to borrow his idol, but hopefully this is later in the game, and will turn to the point that I am the biggest threat, and then I just have to find a way to steamroll to the end. I know this game isn't going to be easy, but I'm very ready for merge and I'm ready to start this merge off right and start making power moves and make a name for myself. People don't see this underdog coming.

Current Alliances: Trace - Ride or Die Steffen - Ride or Die Drew - Ride or Die JT^2 - Tommy and Trace Drinking a cold one with the boys - Dom and Trace Menninists - Ashton, Trace, Dom, Steffen, Drew Solomans - Andrew, Steffen, Pippa Disbanded 30s Alliance? - Kendall, Andrew, Pippa, Drew Cross Tribal Pregame Friends Deal - Crow, Brian, Steffen I really just need to spend some time on Jonathan in the near future because he's the only one, who I don't have much with, but from what I heard, he was the bottom of the villains, so it shouldn't be too difficult, but there's also a great chance he goes home this round. Praying for more alliances and mixed deals to fall into my lap. This is only the beginning, and another alliance made is another opportunity to better position myself. Just staying as cautious as possible

I also need to not ask Andrew what’s happening at tribal because he’s going to think I’m playing too hard and that I’m being intrusive, and especially after I most recently screwed him over, I gotta just tread lightly with him and continue to prove to him that he can trust me. Where it’s funny, because the person, aside from Crow/Steffen/Trace (it's all a tie between these four), I like in the cast the MOST is Andrew, and I fucking ADORE him, and it’s just unfortunate that he might get fucked because of me on his swapped tribe, but if he makes it out, I'm going to be eternally grateful, and I'm going to need to find a way to not make a concrete deal with him at merge because he knows that I did that last time in Soloman (since he hosted me), so I just can't do it again.

Everyone's like "Crow ur fine." "Crow ur totally safe." but Crow knows better, momma didnt raise no fool! i still see the hero/villain split and i still see my ass on the wrong side PLUS no bitch seems to want to talk to me about game whatsoever but when I bring it up they're like "yea I'm down!" and its like well.....hmmm if you were really wanting to play with me, wouldn't you come to me earlier? so I can't wait to get 15th and be a victim of yet another iconic robbery. the fact that Kage is making it farther than me is honestly enough to make me nauseous

[9/15/17, 2:25:51 PM] Do m: Ok but real talk [9/15/17, 2:26:02 PM] Do m: Drew and Steffen are huge threats [9/15/17, 2:36:33 PM] Trace Demarest: yeah i think we need all 6 of us in the merge regardless [9/15/17, 2:36:39 PM] Trace Demarest: that would make me feel much much safer [9/15/17, 2:37:51 PM] Johnny (Kuang Si Host): Especially with two massive targets in our way before any of us get targeted [9/15/17, 2:38:22 PM] Trace Demarest: yeah exactly [9/15/17, 2:38:29 PM] Trace Demarest: and i don’t think either of them have idols tbh THEY BOTH HAVE IDOLS YOU FUCKING MORON LMFAOOOOOOOO

I have a lot to say since Alex has been voted out so I'm just splitting it into two confessionals because this one is going to be my explanation not only for Alex, but for everyone in the game I couldn't fully explain my motives to, because I know there wasn't a single person in the game that knew all 4 of these reasons: 1) What this vote was was a statement back to the people who had rose to power through voting out Isaac. Even if you were no longer with Sarah, it went to show that the people she tried to and succeeded in damaging weren't going to let it happen without repercussions. There's a law of returns in these games, and I wanted to make sure this was seen through to. If Isaac going was a statement to it no longer being heroes vs villains, then I wanted to make a statement that everyone wasn't just going to lie down and die, and that I could work with the villains as well. 2) That brings me to the second reason. I needed to collaborate with the villains. Junior and I had a discussion about how this tribal was going to be the one everyone on Brawn and Beauty was eyeing in order to see which directions the 5 of us (3 heroes and 2 villains) would go after such a massive blindside that redefined allegiances. Would the heroes come together and take the easy vote, would one hero flip, would villain turn against villain, or would a solid 4 come together to take out a hero? Obviously the latter was decided on. Isaac going and me being on this disaster of a brain tribe is me new slating it. I wanna work with villains. Fuck hero strong. I'm going to do what I think I have to do to survive from here on out. 3) This is one that I couldn't really disclose to people. I wanted Drew to lose possession of his idol. Getting you to hold Drew's idol for that tribal was easy enough, since you basically voiced you wanted to hold it anyway. And Drew with an idol is too much power for him. Quite frankly, I would rather go far without him, and if I want to blindside him eventually, him having no idol is fantastic. I'm sorry Drew, but I don't want this to be your 200th win. 4) This last reason could sting a little, but honestly I just didn't wanna move forward with you. When figuring out between Brian and Sarah, and then deciding on Tommy, you were very condescending through a large portion of the ordeal. You yelled at me in pms, made me and I know for a fact other people, feel stupid and belittled for thinking what we thought. For me, treating other people like that - with no common courtesy or self-awareness of your immaturity - doesn't fly for me. And if I feel that morally you don't deserve to go further in the game, then I won't have a problem voting you out. I think you're inherently a good person, but I think you need to do some maturing in those regards. There's something in Survivor about faking it till you make it in terms of social game where you really have to hold in a lot of what you want to say because it could just be social suicide. This was your social suicide.

Okay whew I'm submitting this right after my Alex confessional but hello it's vote out one of the last 4 brains day and I wanna launch myself off of a building! Because I will feel immensely guilty voting any of these people out! Basically Junior and I have formed a final 2 on this brain tribe, figuring that if we do not swap it could very well get to that point that we are decimated so much that we are left with 2 people who have to duke it out, in which case if I'm sitting there with someone then I'm playing an idol on myself to auto-survive the tribe. But now that leaves us with the massive dilemma of taking out Jonathan or PIppa. Pippa is someone who obviously I have an extremely close relationship both in and out of this game. She is one of my best friends not only online but just in general, so voting her out makes me want to throw up not gonna lie. Then there's Jonathan, who I have established a very good relationship with. I feel like we get where each other is coming from but I know he's dangerous. But then I know it's also dangerous to move forward with Pippa, unless I get in a scenario where Junior and I have to vote her out - which I will do. There's just no way I can go into a swap with Pippa, so am I banking on us losing again for Pippa to go and Junior and I to stay? Maybe so! The thing is, Junior wanted Pippa gone this round not only on the off chance I would back out in taking him to f2 of this tribe, but also because he feels like keeping Jonathan in the swap as a threat is a good idea for a meet shield. But that's only if we swap. And of course there's a problem in taking Pippa into a swap considering I would be seen as with her, and I would probably get targeted over her if people try to split us up. So idk! I wanna vote out Jonathan tonight and I'm gonna feel like shit if it happens. Or I could just be getting blindside. I'm paranoid about Pippa letting slip that I have 2 idols so that she could blindside me, but I also think if I tell her we could use these to save ourselves once we're final 2 on the tribe, then she'll wanna take me for that safety. I s2g though I do not wanna go out with 2 idols, so I might give one to Pippa to hold. And then if it's me her and Junior at an f3 scenario on this tribe I'll just say I'm playing one on her in case Junior plays an idol which I really don't think he has because I've convinced him so much I'm taking him to the f2 of this tribe. Important side note if I survive this swap however - I had a good talk with Kendall last night. We both got good explanations out of each other for why Isaac and Alex got voted out. And I think she would wanna work with me down the line. That's the other thing. Idk if Pippa would wanna work with her at this point, and according to Kendall from Sarah - Pippa and Sarah are getting kinda close. Which is a big no no for me because I need Sarah out ASAP. But Kendall wants Sarah out too, but she just doesn't probably have numbers for it on the beauty tribe right now since apparently Sarah and Tommy are super close, and Sarah has Johnny who questionably has Trace. BUT apparently Johnny has voiced to Kendall that Sarah shouldn't be around too long so I don't fuckin know. There's too many damn layers to all this and I'm just trying to survive this swap man.

I could have totally fucked myself trying to be my typical, shady self. Since I was telling both Drew and Kage what they wanted to hear, I was cautious with my words. But secretly, I wanted to keep Drew, so I was trying to come up with a possible plan that could save him. But before I even got around to doing that, I find that Drew has run to Kage to tell him that I told him I was voting him (after I specifically told Drew not to) so he made my choice much easier. I don't put it past Drew though to get close to flipping the table on me, but as long as Kage trusts me, I should be good.

http://youtu.be/SIAHbeRte3M here

#returnrevengeredemption #confessionals

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