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regardless of how exactly you interpret ivan and till's relationship, two things are undeniably true:
ivan is the person who cares most about till till is the person who cares most about ivan
and yet…...
#alien stage#alnst#ivantill#alnst ivan#alnst till#i may have said this exact thing in a tweet but no one reads those#(head in hands) unrequited love#it's so much worse when the other person cares too you know... if even their friendship was onesided it wouldnt be nearly as bad#does this just make ivan’s situation more sad#till is the person who cares most about ivan (but ivan is not the person till cares most about#well tbh am i not the same. thats just life sometimes
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but who told them all my distorted thoughts lmao
#miraculous ladybug#marigami#ladynoir#kagami#perfection#neurodivergent#autism#adhd#audhd#unmasking#mlb#mlb s5#mlb caps#mlb capspam#and not ladybug trying to be a CBT therapist or something lol#i think DBT might help you more kagami chan#i know distorted thoughts is a CBT term but i'm just starting to explore DBT#what's their term automatic negative thoughts or something? that does make more sense#i don't wish anyone would disappear i just always isolate myself#and used to feel sad about it but now it feels kind of peaceful#i still have my family though so that helps#but i've accepted i don't have the energy to be social right now i only have enough capacity for work and family#and maybe someday i can try to (re)build friendships again idk#just like kagami i don't know how to be : (#i do also hate being perceived and wish i could be a hermit sometimes lol#i used to be so certain about what the “perfect” i wanted to strive for was and had so many rules for myself in order to appear acceptable#but now that i know i was being excessively literal and perfect doesn't exist - i don't know what's acceptable or safe or “normal” enough#i feel like i'm in a cocoon or something trying to figure out who i am#but i'm so different from how i was when i was trying to be perfect idk if anyone will like or accept this version of me#i'm also so shell shocked from life the past few years everything is hard lol
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Sixteenth Day Event Prompt:
Dream talks to someone about the past
some short staged duo/drunz <3
It's quiet where they were. Dream found this large lake after exploring the server for a while, just to learn all the important landmarks around world spawn. He liked the way the sunlight reflected off the water, creating shimmers and sparkles as if jewels rested on the surface.
One of his first thoughts upon initial discovery was how it'd be nice to have a house out here. Perhaps something on the shoreline, where he could sit and watch the aquatic wildlife enjoy their own home.
"Man. We really are far out. Can't hear Tommy at all," Punz commented, looking rather happy about that.
Dream giggled, shoulders bouncing lightly. "Pretty great, huh? I told you I had a good spot."
"Alright, alright. I guess my tower isn't good enough for ya."
"No, your tower is great! I like your tower too, I just... I like nature, ya know?" Dream fumbled to correct them. Punz was a good friend; he didn't want to offend him.
"Nah, I get it. You're a tree hugger or whatever. Always barefoot, running around yelling about how great nature is," they teased.
Although, he really wasn't exaggerating much. Dream did walk barefoot, almost always getting his hands dirty in tree sap or mud. He hadn't even set up a proper base yet since he was too enthralled in exploring.
(Underneath the enthusiasm and excitement, there was a certain fear. The fear that one day it could all be taken away from him, so he had to enjoy it while it lasted.)
"Why'd we have to go this far out again?" Punz asked, startling Dream from his thoughts.
"Oh right! I wanted to ask you something."
"Sure, shoot. Must be important."
"Well, it's just... Do you ever have weird dreams?"
"Weird dreams?" They raised a brow. "Like what?"
"Like... Of big explosions... Or, a giant dark building? Or... being tortured?"
Punz stared at him. He eyed him, analyzed with those sharp blue eyes, probably trying to gauge if he was joking.
He wasn't.
"I... can't say I have, dude. Those sound more like nightmares."
"They feel more like nightmares... Actually, they feel like, almost like memories. Just... distant."
"I dunno, man. You're prolly just eatin' somethin' bad before you sleep. I told you about those weird lookin' berries."
Instead of pressing it like he wanted to, Dream laughed it off. "Yeah, maybe... Sorry, I wasn't trying to bring you down or anything. It's just been bugging me a lot lately and I, well, I trust you, ya know?"
"Of course, man. It's no problem. I'll always be there for you, no matter what. I'll even beat up those nightmares if ya want me to." Punz nudged his shoulder with their own, earning another giggle. Dream tilted towards them, leaning his weight against Punz's side. They easily reciprocated with an arm around his waist.
"You're a good friend, Punz. Thanks for listening to me ramble out here."
"It's nice over here. We should come out more often."
"Are you asking me out, Punz?"
"Would you still agree if I was?"
"Maybe..."
#dreblr#sixteenthdayevent#drunz#staged duo#s2 c!drunz mellow chill friendship with nothing to worry abt cures all sadness#even if previous memories might resurface sometimes they have each other forever and always <333
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Fuck it I have decided to post my silly little Cuddles sketch
I could probably do better (if it wasn’t a sketch and shit) so idk I’ll think about it. If anyone possibly recognizes my art style and connects it back to my main blog: No you didn’t, nuh uh
#marcotalks#marcodraws#I prommy I’ll still do sparklecrit stuff I’m just bad at putting my thoughts to words#And also saying literally anything that hasn’t been said before#And also having thoughts about how cool Marco and Chem friendship could be#So yeah expect to also see art here sometimes whenever I feel like it#I like Cuddles v1 and preboot design a lot#I think they look neat#I also like V3 Cuddles before he suddenly had no eyes#I honestly thought it was like Reese’s eyes where they were just like that#Also I forgot his leg scars#sad but will happen often cuz my brain forgets a lot
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Made some refs for Frankie's team! She doesn't battle with either of her pokemon, they are service pokemon.
Feebie, the Togekiss, was given to her as a Togepi while she was recovering from her amputation to help her mentally. Much like Emotional Support Animals, Feebie's primary job is to comfort Frankie and calm her down. Feebie can tell when Frankie is experiencing phantom limb pain to offer support. She will lay on top of her to ground her when she's panicking or anxious, much like a weighted blanket. I imagine Fairy types are common Emotional Support Aids in the pokemon world. Another option for Frankie would've been a Riolu/Lucario, but that evolution line has high energy requirements that Frankie wouldn't have been able to manage.
Michael mostly makes her life easier by retrieving items for her. It's helpful to have another set of "hands" while she's tinkering in her freetime or performing maintenance. She's had Michael since before she was old enough to be a trainer. The only indication it recognizes she lost an arm is the fact it will carry her prosthetic when she's not wearing it. Michael was registered as a service pokemon after Frankie's amputation not because its particularly helpful, but so that she can't be told to recall her pokemon when she travels.
I really enjoy thinking about the various ways pokemon can function as aids! I think the Rockruff line would be particularly helpful for fainting and chronic fatigue, as many service dogs today can smell when their owner is about to pass out, including for disorders like narcolepsy.
Sylveons would be particularly good emotional support and seeing-eye pokemon because they can guide their trainers with their ribbons. Though, I imagine all the Eeveelutions would be good emotional support aids. The friendship evolutions would be most common.
#pokemon#frankie tag#frankie pokemon#togekiss#magnemite#original character#pokemon oc#pokemon trainer oc#disabled character#amputee character#service pokemon#pokemon fanart#my ocs#my art#okay i think that's all the tags#been thinking about frankie lately and i love her. she definitely cried both times Feebie evolved#the first time because it was a friendship evolution and it meant her partner loved her#and the second time because togetic to togekiss loses it's arms so Frankie would've starting crying before getting glomped by Feebie#not because she was sad about Feebie losing arms but because sometimes things make you cry and Feebie was also really happy to evolve#so they were both just on the floor laugh crying after she evolved
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Do you guys wanna hear about my little au where Subject X (Skuld) and Bragi's ghost become friends?
They're the "what the heck happened to you kids" gang :3
#kh bragi#kh skuld#subject x#my art#ok organizational tags out of the way. grabs you. I think bragi calls her “star” because of her earrings. and he thinks “x” is a stupid nam#also I hc Bragi had a younger sister so even tho skuld is technically older she reminds him of her#((his younger sister was named Ava. Luxu didn't know about her </3))#he can't physically do anything to help her so he tries to just be a comforting presence. he tells her stories and makes up poetry#sometimes he follows luxu up to the surface and tries to learn as much as he can so he can tell her about the latest market drama#some days he even manages to wander into the local school and tries to learn history or math (which is very different from what he learned)#so he's not very good at it but. he tries#sometimes he's literally just a nightlight. which is good in it's own way#he tries so so hard to be a good friend because he hasn't had meaningful human connection in like 90 years#and skuld really really really appreciates it because she is ALSO very deprived of connection and friendship#she doesn't have a lot to offer him but a listening ear. but that's really what he needs#Bragi would beat xehanort's ass if he could. he watched the whole trajectory of dark road and bbs he knows what's up with him#i get sad about bragi a lot. what happened to him before dark road ): who was he ):
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#pspspsp mutuals#i want so badly to have close friendships on here :/#idk like it’s so isolating sometimes bc i know like no one here#like i talk to a couple people but only here and there#nothing like super close it makes me sad#anyway#this was a mini sad intermission#back to normal happy jess
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#feeling really lonely lately and idk why#i mean i guess this is what 5 years of complete isolation do to ya lol#but yeah... sometimes it hits me that i don't really have friends (my fault obvs) and i just sit here with no idea how to change that lol#cause i have the curse of being ok while i'm alone and feeling incredibly anxious when i'm with people#so i convince myself that i'm better alone#and i am for the most part#but then 5 years since the last time i met someone that wasn't my mom or my brother go by and i go ''hmm... i don't think this is healthy''#and i spiral into a pit of dispair#like i can't believe that my highschool years when i was an absolute emo ''i hate everybody and everybody hates me'' kind of dude#were healthier than now#because i had online friends whom i talked to for hours about just random shit#and i met incredible people in uni but i haven't talked to them in literally i'm gonna say 5 years?#and the fact that they live 3hs away doesn't help but still#and i fully know I'M the problem#cause i isolate myself and i don't text and i don't hang out when they arrange hang outs#(again being 3hs away. relying on public transport and not feeling comfortable going out at night don't help..)#but also i put waaaayyyy too much pressure on this so that doesn't help at all#and i'm waaaay to awkward and self depricating to even attempt to have a meaningful friendship with anyone...#so i'm left here (by my own actions) alone and sad lol#i might be getting my period btw so maybe that's why i want to die today#but yeah... it's been in my head for a while now and i wanted to get it out so i can move the fuck on#if only i could be a normal person... sigh#angel talks#personal
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Clawcode where Miles sometimes sends a small birthday gift to Ganke using the money he gets as The Prowler and it’s one of the only ways he allows himself to communicate with Ganke because no matter how hard he tries to stay away he can’t just let go :3 and one year Ganke leaves a small thank you note in case Miles gives him a gift again, and Miles does see it and sobs his heart out when he gets home ^_^ but he saves the note and hides it in his room along with Ganke’s scarf
#this isn’t meant to be horribly sad. but it’s meant to be like how people never truly leave you sometimes#it was inspired about a post that was like ‘ending friendships is crazy. like yes i will never speak to you again yes i think of you+#every time your birthday rolls around’ or something similar#miles morales#ganke lee#ganke m#miles g#prowler miles#the prowler#clawcode#milesganke#atsv spoilers#m&m posts
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yes, “sick of roses and horny for revenge” is a fucking banger of a line, but can we get some love out here for “maybe Camilla, at least, would figure out something was up…no such luck” ?? like. the degrees of hope and love and betrayal and disappointment contained in just that line? the thought that this woman (your friend)(you have never met) would know you? the realization that she doesn’t? auughugh im insane. it is a CRIMINAL disappointment we don’t get more about the cam n dulcie dynamic because ever little snippet we do have is so expressive. “camilla would have had to cook” “you were both so young” the drawing the funeral… eating glass. btw
#home cooked hijinks#tlt#queue gotta be kidding me#im certainly not immune to the patroclusification of both dulcie and cam but it does make me a lil sad sometimes.#like. cam is not just also there as a set piece to paldulcie. her friendship with dulcie mattered she was THEIR friend not just his !#sixth house crazy af tbh. they look normal and well adjusted from the outside but that’s only because they’re sat beside Harrowhark Georg
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I get why critical role wanted to delete all the content that had brian w foster in it but at the same time the digital archivist in me is like... you can’t...just DO that...?
#critical role#talks machina#brian w foster#I get it but...... I wish people would stop censoring history#idk maybe it would do certain people some good to know that not all abusers are obviously abusers from the start#nobody's being forced to watch those videos so please let's not delete them from existance#there is so much cast history and friendship etc in those videos let's not let him ruin it#whatever#sometimes I get sad about all the data in the world that will never be archived#like they should have put out a statement and then left the videos up in a Let's Learn From Our Mistakes moment but they chose this instead#people are saying the Wayback Machine is working but I'm too lazy to test it
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i keep thinking about how they use sonic advance 3 in particular in the one flashback in sonic prime, it's because that's where 'unbreakable bond' originates from!
Sonic and Tails' unbreakable bond is so important to sonic (the character and the series)
#sonic prime spoilers#unbreakable bond#sonic the hedgehog#miles tails prower#sonic prime#warning: i am about to ramble and the topic changes like 4 times and i am now too lazy to delete it all and make it into it's own post#i love sonic prime so so so much and i love how much it focus on sonic and tails' brotherhood#tails doesnt get much focus in the entire sonic series surprisingly#for being the literal 'luigi' of the series (little brother/player 2 to the main character)#and lots (not all) people often sideline or minimize the importance of their friendship#either for shipping reasons (invalid reason imo) or because they don't really care for tails (also invalid reason imo)#i love how much love to tails and amy prime gives. because despite how important to the series they are they get sidelined quite a bit#tbh the sidelining is worse for amy if you include fanworks too#amy is like the poster child of the main female character who gets hated on for 'getting in the way' of a fandom gay ship#and the effects of that are still felt now#people STILL act like that now and it makes me so sad!!!#i love amy so much. shes such a sweetheart. she just sometimes acts like the 12 year old girl she is and fandoms hate that#but yeah this is another reason why sonic tumblr is the best side of the fandom because i haven't seen people act like that-#- about amy here for a good 7 or so years
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i'm kind of amazed how most of the stardew marriage candidates just want you to be their manic pixie dream whatever by agreeing with everything they like and plying them with compliments or praise or whatever (which is fine but a bit. Much) but for shane his romance is just you being there for him while he figures his own shit out... dunno why i never wanted to romance him before he's so good
#i'm usually a sebastian kinda guy but i do think it's silly you have to say you like scifi to gain friendship points w him like cmon man#i will say though that. my bestie's baby daddy being named shane kinda does make it hard to like him 😭 unfortunate but not his fault#ik a lot of ppl are weird abt his recovery and his messy ass room bc they play stardew to make things look pretty or whatever#but i'm actually kind of glad he's a realistic depiction of addiction... the problem is his dependence on indulging in alcohol when he's#depressed not the fact that he drinks period... i think that a lot of ppl are unrealistic abt alcoholism (including me abt my dad's)#but concernedape did really good w him imo. anyways all this to say that i'm really glad shane never expects someone to be a certain way#i know most of the candidates are like. archetypes or whatever and i think that's fine they are very sweet and cute regardless but#i think maybe i didnt romance him before bc i related to him so badly that it hurt seeing myself reflected LMAO dead end life and being#suicidal about it like. i've never had a drug dependence but i'm not really in a position where i can ever make my own decisions anyways#but regardless. there is smth to someone who slowly warms up to you when they can't ignore your kindness any longer and have no reason to#act like an abused dog anymore which. does make me sad just to say but that is how he acts beforehand#idkkkkk idk i think people are always too caught up with his addiction and his messy room to actually see him without realizing that#getting better is a lot harder than it appears and that having a dirty room doesn't mean you aren't trying to be better. sigh#besides it's not like. the end of the world that he has a beer sometimes. have you tried going thru life completely sober? it sucks#ok im done LMAO but yeah i've found myself gravitating towards him this time around when i've romanced sebastian literally every playthru#til now. hmm!#ACTUALLY ONE MORE THING. i like how he's basically a twist on the classic useless husband trope in media where they love sports and drinking#but he's not a bad person and the only reason he's mean to you at first is because he hates himself and his own life and he makes an effort#the more you get close to him instead of the opposite. i like that a lot. ok now i'm done
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even the bravest ponies cry...*:・゚✧
♡ ˢᶠʷ ᶦⁿᵗᵉʳᵃᶜᵗᶦᵒⁿ ᵒⁿˡʸ ♡
#sorry for sad posting#i haven't done a single one of the things i was supposed to do today#but here's this#my art! ☆#rainbow dash#mlp fim#mlp#my little pony#friendship is magic#my little pony friendship is magic#i mean at least i drew something#that's good i think#sometimes you have to see your favourite characters be sad to know it's ok#if that makes sense#my pony art ☆
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2023 reads / storygraph
Sheiné łénde
prequel to Elatsoe, following her grandmother as a teen in the 1970s
after a devastating flood and loss of family members & their traditional home, she works with her mother & their ghost dogs, tracking down missing people
when a local boy goes missing - and her mother, when trying to find him - strange fairy rings (not the usual, reliable ones used for transport) might be to blame, and she and her friends, brother, and lone (unreliable) grandfather have to try find them
friendship, family, ecology, no romance, ghost bugs :)
(title pronounciation: Sheh-ee-neh lehneh)
arc from netgalley, out 16 April 2024!
#Sheine Lende#Sheiné łénde#darcie little badger#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#once again perfect and beautiful with such a quiet strength#such good friendships & family/culture#and the paranormal + ecology + fairytale logic almost#also of course the beautiful illustrations by Rovina Cai#not only the cover (which makes more sense after reading!) but also the chapter illustrations telling their own story again#I did sometimes feel like. it felt more modern than the setting? I was trying to figure out when it was set based on like. assumption of ag#(since it doesn't actually say in the book; just the acknowledgements)#the end made me cry so much and it’s not even sad#I feel like I need to reread elatsoe now...#no romance#also it has some side sapphics
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not to post about someone who isn’t here anymore but I miss bbycnt so bad that’s my fucking friend right there she was the fucking best 😭
#unimportant thoughts#woke up to the sweetest message of support from her this morning#ripping my CHEST OPEN dude people CARE about me sometimes#😭😭😭#like! im her friend !!!#she wants me to be happy and cut out unhealthy people from my life !!#she introduces me to her girlfriend and sends me cat videos and !#stopping at any sadness in its tracks from now on by asking myself ‘what would bbycnt say about this’#what am i doin dude#this year i told myself one of my goals was to stop getting so in my head about my friendships#and consciously reach out to friends more and trust that they would communicate if i was annoying#and where am i now? frustratingly alone feeling because i let myself convince myself everyone hates me#refusing to reach out to people who have done absolutely nothing but welcome me with kindness#just becsuse i decided that they dont care about me the way i want to according to my arbitrary rules and experiences#UGH#need to splash water on my face and slap my cheeks a few times#Teddy!!! be normal about your friendships and bonds with people !!!!#you cant expect everyone to understand when youre sad or lonely and want reached out to!!! you have to reach out yourself too!!!!#i mean admittedly some of my pain is that it feels like im the only one reaching out and caring and its nof reciporicated#BUT im not even giving people a chance or communicating that im just giving up cause i love self induced misery#GOING TO DO BETTER#going to do better going to do better people care about me and want to be my friend i need to be a better friend for them#🫡🫡🫡#delete later#bbycnt
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