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//jack becoming a programmer all on his own with out proper schooling and taught himself everything is truly something else and the fact he got good enough to ace any programming interviewers hyperion threw at him that they hired him.//
#[headcanons]: classified information#//Man i talked about this before but man- as a inspiring computer scientists idk how he did it//#//but good for him//#//wish i had that drive for this tbh//#//anyway im sick today- sorry i havent been on much but college really grab me by the throat//
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it’s funny how things have gone full circle with malenia. she was so hated when the game first came out, but then people grew to like her. then the dlc came out and now people hate her again lmao
#i mean it’s hardly surprising given what we now know#she did all that awful shit and wasn’t even charmed#like i see people talk about how stupid miquella is because of this plan to essentially trap radahn#but that also makes malenia look stupid af too#‘go to caelid and kill radahn so i can marry him’ ans she was like sure#miquella wanted the one guy in the lands between who loves war and fighting to be his consort for his age of peace and compassion…#what a genius he is.#makes me wonder why he even needs some heavy weight to keep order for him when he can just charm people into submission#was radahn just there as a ceremonial position?#oh wait i forgot miquella thinks he’s super kind so that’s why he wants him#miq learnt about the gravity magic horse thing and swooned#honestly still can’t get over how incredibly stupid the twins look after the dlc#i think people like to imagine malenia was charmed just because it makes it all look slightly better on her part#like they are just making excuses for her#but holy shit the fact she was all but willing to fucking die so miquella could bag radahn..#what a thing to die for lmao#and he was apparently present after the battle? but didn’t do anything to help either radahn nor malenia?#instead he was helping a random redmane?#he obviously knew malenia had bloomed but ultimately didn’t care i guess#kind of like ‘oh well if she’s still alive when I get back i’ll deal with it then’#honestly wish miquella had just died in that cocoon at this point#tbh he doesn’t really do much in the dlc anyway they could have made it more about messmer and marika#hell bring melina into it please that would have been more interesting at this point#we didn’t need the dubcon incest plot micheal you could have left that one in the drafts#i gotta get this out of my head it’s driving me nuts#seriously need to move on from this game for my own sanity
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i am so deeply emotional about sbk right now. how the hell does a server this good exist
#skyblock kingdoms#sbk#yt#txt#orig#it's like -- the good kind of heartache i guess?#i love hearing people talk about storytelling in the way sbkers talk about storytelling.#i wish more mcyt stuff had fansongs and avid is out here creating bangers i can put on my driving playlist without fear.#i love the way everyone interacts on the server <- currently losing it over milkman complaining abt cherry kingdom being hard to steal from#and it's just. wow. this is it. this is peak. i am so contented with what we have right now.#like there's things i'd love to see but. i can write those things if i really need them. i am overjoyed with what we have already.#i am maintagging this because i want people to see this. i am so full of joy right now. just. man. sbk makes me wanna Make Stuff#in so many different ways it's a little overwhelming tbh. i want to get back into making music. i want to learn how to shade metallics.#i want to write music with lyrics and i want to write fics with weird formatting and i want to do drawn-out meta analysis#i wanna make aus that are just snippets and vibes. i wanna SING i wanna COSPLAY i want charms and stuff i just. aaaAAAAAAA!!!!
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#villareal SWEEEEEEEEEEEEP#it's boring when there's cc i wish you could exclude tags so i could see only non cc posts#but this is the fall poster and first post in the top 10 good this is how it should be 🧘♂️#the first post is my favorite post of the year and among my favorites ever <3 maybe my second favorite#i can't share my favorite favorite from my old blog bc it'd be spoilers but i'm so reposting it the second i can#and i kinda think even vaguely describing it would be spoilers bc it may have already been referenced in the story. in a way#why did you all like those paranormal investigators so much though#if i had known i would have used srwe on the full body shots they're so low quality it drives me crazy tbh lmao
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10.20.2023 // gonna get bit by that thing
also bonus crop from the desktop wallpaper because i liked it, it made me happy 🥺
#illustration#original art#ocs#oc: ren#this felt like a bit of a slog to start up and get finished which pains me to say tbh because at the heart of it i enjoy this lad!!!#but i think the character was kind of in a weird resentful place in my heart for a bit#and as much as i wanted to whip up an oc card of the golden boy for myself i also. Did Not Want To At All.#other people wanted him included which was like. kind of the main driving force. glad they wanted one of him tho.#also ive just beennnnnnnnnnn not doing too hot both mentally and kind of physically so that may have played a part in not finishing this#normally i start tanking around march and reach my low point in may and things get better a little after that into january but no dice#it was just a lot easier to zone out and play video games than try to work on things even if it made me feel bad to do that#wish i could say things were getting better but uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ✌️✨#anyway im going to probably lay down for a bit#literally or metaphorically idk#had a good rest over the weekend but i need like. at least thirty more rests of that caliber in a row i think.
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Me: *in the troes of finals week*
My brain, for some reason: *suddenly has the extreme motivation, passion and compulsion needed to work on fics and illustrations*
#i didnt write for all of break or rly do much drawing. just a bit#and then the noose of schoolwork tightens on me more#and i started working on two separate fics out of the blue#WHY AM I LIKE THIS!?!?!?!? 😭😭😭😭#its very good too like not suffering to write 😭 like its coming to me randomly#like an urge yknow like its speaking to me#BUT WHY!?!? I NEED THAT TO WRITE PAPERS NOT FIC#i mean im happy to actually be able to write fic#but why. why does it only come to me NOW when im extremely busy 😭😭#waaaahhhh a boy king au fic AND a normal fic#both things i had thought of a while ago but never had the drive to actually work on#its funny. ive been into sebnando for over a year now and it feels like the 2nd year-#is this renaissance where my brain is finally satisfied enough to write fic and draw narratively#like okay???? but where was this energy a year ago??????#four fics in the works tbh....hehehe. we'll see. in a week ill probably be head empty again LOL#but gah its seriously so fun to actually feel like im able to write/draw what ive always wanted to#just uh. wish it came at a better time 🫤#catie.rambling.txt
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wailing at the sky I'm tired ! ! ! ! ! !
#just me hi#ik i'm testy rn and i should take a nap but ouuhhrrr#consistently on drives i've been just. dropping energy like nothing#like on the way to wherever i'm good i'm floating it's great. but then on the way back it's just. Bleugh kfshv#and then my legs get tired cuz i can't stretch !! i'm dyinggg out here#hate being tired. hate being sleepy. wish i could banish the neepy forever tbh#however the awesome embrace of sleep is pretty good so i guess it's a trade i'll have to be content with. sigh#wah. blah. bloo. ouhrr#//anyway let me tell you abt smth really nice now hfhvbsh :>#so i was just sitting down last night doing.. smth i don't rember lol and my youngest siblings come over like ':3 we have something for you#which is immediately suspicious and i was measuring the level of child-safe violence they were going to be subjected to lmao; but i asked#what it was and they handed me this little paper bag full of little bracelets and beads and hair clippies ????#and the bag said 'we appreciate your existence' And had oath's little symbol on the front dude are you KIDDING ME#if it wasn't for the fact i did not want to scare them i would have cried. it was very very sweet and i wish i wasn't so flat irl kfvshg#there were 2 bracelets n one of them says 'space buddy' (tears in funkin eyes) and the other one says 'pink space'#'pink space' has the 'ace' part highlighted Do You Understand What They've Done To Me#dude. dude. [<- big wet eyeballs staring at the horizon]#i need to like. hbwauhhhhhhhh#i love them so ??? i need to explode them asap lmfshvg#/anyway putting this here cuz i don't wanna forget kfhghfs#i don't think leo reads these tags so Lmaoo 💥 get 'Unknowing of Things'ed loser#//okey i'm gonna go melt into a puddle of ice cream now#oouuuu here i go... toodles lol :3
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#my dad is starting shit with me again and just continuing fights and bringing up shit that has nothing to do with anything#and even when I try to calm the situation he just gets worse and keeps berating me#I want to get out of the house but my partner hasn’t talked to me all day or even checked our message chat#so I don’t want to bother them or just show up without them saying it’s ok#not that they’d have much problem with it probably but if they don’t acknowledge it I don’t want to startle them or something#and idk what if they are mad at me and that’s why they haven’t talked to me today? or if they’re having a bad day too?#they’re not gonna want to deal with my bullshit if they’re not having a good day either#so that’s another problem to contend with#and I’m also really tired and fatigued already because of some recent health issues and just packing my go bag is wearing me out a bit#I don’t really want to pack up the whole car and drive an hour to their house after midnight when I’m already not doing great#so I know I should just stay in my room and get some distance or do my own thing until I fall asleep#but God I just don’t want to be here anymore#tbh I do kinda wanna be dead and I wish I could do something about that#idk if I’m fully suicidal or anything but it’s like… I want to make my dad see how much he needs me and I want to get a fucking break#I want someone to take care of me and worry about me for once instead of giving up everything to him#I wish I killed my self at 16 like I wanted to so I wouldn’t have ever had to deal with any of this bullshit#I sort of wish I could kill myself now just to be done with all of this#but suicide takes too much planning and hassle these days so what’s the point anyway#I guess I’m just depressed and lonely and all that#I’m sure I’ll be fine in the morning#but right now I just really wish I had someone to talk to and cry on and tell me it’ll all get better soon#personal
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it would feel so nice to work towards a career that has meaningful impact and makes millions of people happy
#i follow this person cleo abrams on youtube and she's always talking so excitedly about scientists#and their amazing discoveries cool facts and she's so excited and starry eyed and hopeful#she genuinely just wants to educate people and has so much hope that we can make the world a better place#also like idk maybe unrelated but i saw the mv of new romantics and just. wow#say what you will about her but there's no doubt she's made an insane number of people happy SO HAPPY that they're crying#so many tours#idk i want#i wish my life was bigger#i feel so isolated and always just focusing on myself my career my health my enjoyment#what about everything everyone else#i keep trying to be completely okay with being alone i keep telling myself to not need anyone and be 100% independent#find happiness within hobbies interests#but it feels like a losing battle#i don't know i just. miss everyone 😭😭😭😭#but it hurts too much tbh always more sad than happy always more crying than laughing#i miss my bestfriend i don't know what i did wrong but she won't pick up my call she keeps saying she's busy#i don't want to be clingy because she hates that shit i don't want to drive her away but she's my only friend#i miss my fucking mom she doesn't care if i live or die obviously but i miss just having her presence in the house#and even tho my sister is here she's never fully present always on her laptop working#i wouldn't really say i miss my dad but wow it's been so long since mom and dad stayed together at home it was almost#always miserable but sometimes at the lunch table it was nice#i don't know everything and everyone is moving and changing so fast and i can't breathe under it and it's already september#but this entire year felt like a blur it's like everyone who left took a chunk of my heart with them#and i should be happy because im so close to the exam which will get me out of this house finally be financially independent#like i wanted since i was 11 i could finally start my life#but it all feels so. i don't know the whole future seems black like i can't imagine life past november 2025#how do you imagine happiness if you've never been happy?#and all these feelings are making it so hard to study and studying is so fucking important because if i don't ill be stuck here forever#and i don't want to go thru attempts fail and pass again atleast back then i had a reason first heartbreak‚ not getting to go to college#but what now why now i don't even understand i know objectively i do not have it that bad it's literally better even if i compare to my own
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This looks so fake to me I cannot believe this
I’ve got to say I’m not a fan, this feels more like a season 4 roster compared to a season 2 one. It’s way too early for M bison (considering he’s releasing in mere MONTHS), and while guest characters are AMAZING, the opportunity cost is too great to justify having two in one season. I’m sure Mai’s great but I just don’t see why she should be here, especially since there’s apparently a half a year gap between her and Elena.
The only two characters I’m truly happy for are Terry and Elena. I’m a smash fan so Terry is great, and honestly any sf3 character would be fantastic, even if Elena isn’t really in it he top half of my most wanted sf3 characters (especially considering she’ll be the ONLY one).
IMO, this season should’ve been advertised as Twelve, Terry, Elena, Q, have the Laboratory hint towards twelve instead, but then have a surprise drop of Bison in between Elena and Q. That would be my dream. Q is the weak link here I admit, Urien or Makoto are probably more deserving, but I don’t see Urien in without Gill (so I’m guessing they’ll be season 3 or 4) and I don’t really know much about Makoto, I know she’s a fan favourite but idk, sorry.
Overall I’m very mixed. Terry and Streey fighter 3 rep is INCREDIBLE, but Bison, multiple guest characters, and a massive gap between characters leave a poor taste in my mouth. Maybe they’ll take my advice and shadow drop my main man Q in between Elena and Mai, who knows.
#at least Akuma has his best buddy back#I know that I know nothing about Mai and she’s probably a fan favourite#but her inclusion feels nonsensical to me#is she just as much a face of the franchise as Terry? Sakurai even had to explain why she wouldn’t be in smash#really wish they held off on her till season 3 at least#god Q would be so much fun with the drive system#I love street fighter 3 character designs man I’m happy even one got in but we were robbed tbh#text post#randyposting#street fighter#street fighter 6
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Tron is such a fun movie man
#i'm rewatching it again after quite a few years#i'm having a blast#i wish legacy had been good#society if heteronormativity hadn't demanded two hot shippable actors in that movie#i love both movie's look though tbh#the original is so charming in its oldass effects#the pyjama costumes drive me onsane#and legacy from what i remeber is fun with the sleek reworked look#we do need more video games though with the original#kingdom hearts 2 my beloved
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Feels like they ramped up the difficulty a mite higher than I'd like for Blaster Master Zero 3.
Or maybe it's just me being really out of habit with a gamepad for how squirrely the controls are
#tbh the original NES game was the first metroidvania I played#didn't have a console of my own mind you#so only played it at friends' who did#unsurprisingly the whole driving a tank thing appealed to me#kind of wish I had the energy to make something like it myself#but mech instead of tank probably#still that whole gain new abilities improving your moveset thing#plus metroidvanias are kind of complicated#a whole lot of work goes into them#so not exactly an easy thing to just create#still...#maybe I should try to get back into pixel art#just for practice if nothing else
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As someone with short hair and a bit chubby, I love the way you draw y/n
Thank you so much, anon!!! ❤️ I've really been trying to add more variety to the body types I draw, but it's a slow process. For a very long time I didn't feel comfortable enough in my own skin to draw my body type in a desirable/attractive context, so I didn't. And my skills drawing plus size characters suffered for it.
So I guess giving in to my more self-indulgent urges (like drawing fnaf lmaooo) has also led to indulging in some self-love too. 🥰
#I'm really glad I can draw these things ❤️#for myself and for ya'll.#I wish I'd had more body positive art when i was younger#but I'm happy newer gens will have something I didn't.#ahhhhh also thank you anon#😭❤️❤️❤️#I really love getting messages!!#esp about art!#or fnaf like if ya'll wanna talk 👀#I'm hyperfixating and driving my friends insane#it's p funny tbh#anon
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If there's one thing about Colt Tanner, it's that he's going to catch feels for his bestie and not even realize it
#tbh he is not a people person overall so it makes sense that he would need a connection already befpre the feelings would become romantic#also he is out of touch with his emotions#and this boy does NOT like change#so naturally when a relationship dynamic starts changing#he just burries his head in the sand and goes lalalalala#this is just how liking people feels#he was friends with Leah for a year before they started dating#he also definitely had a crush on juniper when they became froends#then one day its passed and he looks back and is like “what the fuck was that”#meanwhile we have cash who is super duper in touch with his emotions#and chase who also is but wishes he wasnt#thinkin about the tanner brothers my whole drive home from work because of course i am#{ headcanon | colt }#not writing replies rn just lurking
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me when i have 4 hours to finish a project before submission
#watching the widows' war finale. sighing every 20 seconds#well :/ idk what else to say. wasted potential. rushed. cheap. i mean come on the green screen...did the writers forget that earth exists#like girl this isn't the mcu. drive to a nearby lake or whatever. acting like all of our bodies of water r getting seized by china#it's soooo bad omg they couldn't even take the time to edit it nicely tanginaaaaaaa HAGHAGHAGHGSHAGSHA#they el fili'd the shit w/cairo & rico. the reveal was already lacking & now they just..killed them off. easy. the thing is that the reveal#doesn't feel like. a reveal only. it felt like a build up; this is the start. this is when they're about to get to the depths of it#because the stories that lead up to it - the stories of the miners & the families - felt scattered throughout the show. as if they're-#planning to someday give the full picture. explain all of it in a bigger context. like there is Going To Be Something Else.#but now it's just....that. the killers dumping their stories. which btw i thought was so stupid bc couldn't u all have at least moved to ur#hideout or whatever b4 doing that. like why r u still hanging out in there hello??? move!!!1!!!!11!#also how tf did they retrieve amando from the hospital???? and when????????????????????#they're shit at making poison bc what did they put in there that only killed the palacios siblings & had everyone else survive it#& if jericho was so serious about killing everyone off couldn't he have shot them also?? just to be sure?? have it trace back to amando#like r u even interested :/ in ur own plan. :/ how sure was he that the poison was gonna work. bc u're bad at math dude everybody lived#rico didn't deserve that ending tbh :( like all of that just to get shot and die in 5 seconds#they had the chance to tell the most interesting story with what they had but they just resorted to 'hey revenge is not nice :('#did they learn nothing from luigi. or the edsa rev '86 /hj but seriously omg that can't just be it#i also wonder wht zig dulay feels bc dang. i feel like he'd b frustrated af w.his creative perfectionist self#& the actors as well i know they're so PR and so clean and they have to be. but i wish they'd have the chance to speak about it candidly#i feel so bad for the writers behind it too tbh i really reallyyy really feel like this isn't how they wanted it to be#I'M STILL CRYING OVER THE GREEN SCREEN ASHAGHAGSA maaaan if i had the free time to create gifsets. bc come onnnn compare this bullshit#to the iconic cinematography it was known for at first. summarizes the downfall of this show so well#filipino high school students are out here creating the best short films/film trailers for their school projects with the best film editing#u've ever seen in ur entire life. & then a tv show w a million peso budget just offered us this#i am sooo gonna do the gifset as soon as i have the free time to edit again lmfaoooooo#okay beyond the green screen thing. i don't think sam's death did anything to the narrative#ik it's like the series' trademark to leave a mystery by the end to signal a sequel but. idk. maybe i'm too fatigued by the shitty#execution of literally everything in the show but it's really just unnecessary#they rlly could've just killed everyone off like that's the only actually fitting ending i fear 💔#widows' war
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aw what??? you got it as a shirt??? man that's awesome
So uh. I went on a prom with my friend. And that was the pattern on my t-shirt.
Proof of the t-shirt existing and me wearing it on that prom
Party ambulance mode
#I wish I had more transformers merch tbh#but I don't go out that much because of transport issues#sis too lazy to drive me anywhere
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