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//jack becoming a programmer all on his own with out proper schooling and taught himself everything is truly something else and the fact he got good enough to ace any programming interviewers hyperion threw at him that they hired him.//
#[headcanons]: classified information#//Man i talked about this before but man- as a inspiring computer scientists idk how he did it//#//but good for him//#//wish i had that drive for this tbh//#//anyway im sick today- sorry i havent been on much but college really grab me by the throat//
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The most underrated pynch moments, specially one that kinda illustrates how much Adam cares for ronan, aren’t even like remotely romantic scenes in a traditional sense.
Instead it’s the entirety of how Adam reacts to the demon killing Aurora.
The small line once he’s seen auroras mangled corpse, and he just wants ronan to hold his gaze for ever and wake up instead of looking down to see her body always struck me as devastatingly caring. Cause he knows this is a gentle, sweet boy who was wrecked after seeing his fathers beat up body, and it’s just soo cruel that he’s going to have to relive that moment with his mother too
And then how Adam, who has generally been seen as the least shakable characters, the guy whose more a little more collected than the rest, the guy we’ve seen swear only like a couple times up until this point, drops 2 “fucks” in one scene when he’s telling the grey man about what’s just happened
And then how Adam refuses to let ronan be alone in his grief, even if it means sleeping in a car in the cold, dead of night while ronan just sits there, reeling. Cause he knows that even tho he can’t do anything to change what’s happened, just being there for ronan and not letting him spiral on his own like last time, is the best he can do
It’s just so devastating and caring and to me a heartbreaking kinda romance that makes their rough start so sweet
#the raven cycle#trc#ronan lynch#adam parrish#pynch#I do wish we had some fics exploring the in between scene#like how do Adam and the grey man and everyone get ronan to get in his car and drive to fox way#tbh I don’t think ronan got to grieve/spiral I think he straight away shut down like we see him in the car#I’d like to imagine Adam helps him wash up#but he’d be so worried about how silent and numb he was
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im back! we got first place
#i was at a competition#it was fun but im glad to be back so i can watch the new severance and 911 episodes#it's been a while since ive been on a road trip and it was really nice#to just chill in the car for a few hours#it was only a six hour drive so not actually a road trip but. my point stands#i do wish the drive had been longer tbh#finn says shit
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it’s funny how things have gone full circle with malenia. she was so hated when the game first came out, but then people grew to like her. then the dlc came out and now people hate her again lmao
#i mean it’s hardly surprising given what we now know#she did all that awful shit and wasn’t even charmed#like i see people talk about how stupid miquella is because of this plan to essentially trap radahn#but that also makes malenia look stupid af too#‘go to caelid and kill radahn so i can marry him’ ans she was like sure#miquella wanted the one guy in the lands between who loves war and fighting to be his consort for his age of peace and compassion…#what a genius he is.#makes me wonder why he even needs some heavy weight to keep order for him when he can just charm people into submission#was radahn just there as a ceremonial position?#oh wait i forgot miquella thinks he’s super kind so that’s why he wants him#miq learnt about the gravity magic horse thing and swooned#honestly still can’t get over how incredibly stupid the twins look after the dlc#i think people like to imagine malenia was charmed just because it makes it all look slightly better on her part#like they are just making excuses for her#but holy shit the fact she was all but willing to fucking die so miquella could bag radahn..#what a thing to die for lmao#and he was apparently present after the battle? but didn’t do anything to help either radahn nor malenia?#instead he was helping a random redmane?#he obviously knew malenia had bloomed but ultimately didn’t care i guess#kind of like ‘oh well if she’s still alive when I get back i’ll deal with it then’#honestly wish miquella had just died in that cocoon at this point#tbh he doesn’t really do much in the dlc anyway they could have made it more about messmer and marika#hell bring melina into it please that would have been more interesting at this point#we didn’t need the dubcon incest plot micheal you could have left that one in the drafts#i gotta get this out of my head it’s driving me nuts#seriously need to move on from this game for my own sanity
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i am so deeply emotional about sbk right now. how the hell does a server this good exist
#skyblock kingdoms#sbk#yt#txt#orig#it's like -- the good kind of heartache i guess?#i love hearing people talk about storytelling in the way sbkers talk about storytelling.#i wish more mcyt stuff had fansongs and avid is out here creating bangers i can put on my driving playlist without fear.#i love the way everyone interacts on the server <- currently losing it over milkman complaining abt cherry kingdom being hard to steal from#and it's just. wow. this is it. this is peak. i am so contented with what we have right now.#like there's things i'd love to see but. i can write those things if i really need them. i am overjoyed with what we have already.#i am maintagging this because i want people to see this. i am so full of joy right now. just. man. sbk makes me wanna Make Stuff#in so many different ways it's a little overwhelming tbh. i want to get back into making music. i want to learn how to shade metallics.#i want to write music with lyrics and i want to write fics with weird formatting and i want to do drawn-out meta analysis#i wanna make aus that are just snippets and vibes. i wanna SING i wanna COSPLAY i want charms and stuff i just. aaaAAAAAAA!!!!
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wailing at the sky I'm tired ! ! ! ! ! !
#just me hi#ik i'm testy rn and i should take a nap but ouuhhrrr#consistently on drives i've been just. dropping energy like nothing#like on the way to wherever i'm good i'm floating it's great. but then on the way back it's just. Bleugh kfshv#and then my legs get tired cuz i can't stretch !! i'm dyinggg out here#hate being tired. hate being sleepy. wish i could banish the neepy forever tbh#however the awesome embrace of sleep is pretty good so i guess it's a trade i'll have to be content with. sigh#wah. blah. bloo. ouhrr#//anyway let me tell you abt smth really nice now hfhvbsh :>#so i was just sitting down last night doing.. smth i don't rember lol and my youngest siblings come over like ':3 we have something for you#which is immediately suspicious and i was measuring the level of child-safe violence they were going to be subjected to lmao; but i asked#what it was and they handed me this little paper bag full of little bracelets and beads and hair clippies ????#and the bag said 'we appreciate your existence' And had oath's little symbol on the front dude are you KIDDING ME#if it wasn't for the fact i did not want to scare them i would have cried. it was very very sweet and i wish i wasn't so flat irl kfvshg#there were 2 bracelets n one of them says 'space buddy' (tears in funkin eyes) and the other one says 'pink space'#'pink space' has the 'ace' part highlighted Do You Understand What They've Done To Me#dude. dude. [<- big wet eyeballs staring at the horizon]#i need to like. hbwauhhhhhhhh#i love them so ??? i need to explode them asap lmfshvg#/anyway putting this here cuz i don't wanna forget kfhghfs#i don't think leo reads these tags so Lmaoo 💥 get 'Unknowing of Things'ed loser#//okey i'm gonna go melt into a puddle of ice cream now#oouuuu here i go... toodles lol :3
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This looks so fake to me I cannot believe this
I’ve got to say I’m not a fan, this feels more like a season 4 roster compared to a season 2 one. It’s way too early for M bison (considering he’s releasing in mere MONTHS), and while guest characters are AMAZING, the opportunity cost is too great to justify having two in one season. I’m sure Mai’s great but I just don’t see why she should be here, especially since there’s apparently a half a year gap between her and Elena.
The only two characters I’m truly happy for are Terry and Elena. I’m a smash fan so Terry is great, and honestly any sf3 character would be fantastic, even if Elena isn’t really in it he top half of my most wanted sf3 characters (especially considering she’ll be the ONLY one).
IMO, this season should’ve been advertised as Twelve, Terry, Elena, Q, have the Laboratory hint towards twelve instead, but then have a surprise drop of Bison in between Elena and Q. That would be my dream. Q is the weak link here I admit, Urien or Makoto are probably more deserving, but I don’t see Urien in without Gill (so I’m guessing they’ll be season 3 or 4) and I don’t really know much about Makoto, I know she’s a fan favourite but idk, sorry.
Overall I’m very mixed. Terry and Streey fighter 3 rep is INCREDIBLE, but Bison, multiple guest characters, and a massive gap between characters leave a poor taste in my mouth. Maybe they’ll take my advice and shadow drop my main man Q in between Elena and Mai, who knows.
#at least Akuma has his best buddy back#I know that I know nothing about Mai and she’s probably a fan favourite#but her inclusion feels nonsensical to me#is she just as much a face of the franchise as Terry? Sakurai even had to explain why she wouldn’t be in smash#really wish they held off on her till season 3 at least#god Q would be so much fun with the drive system#I love street fighter 3 character designs man I’m happy even one got in but we were robbed tbh#text post#randyposting#street fighter#street fighter 6
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Tron is such a fun movie man
#i'm rewatching it again after quite a few years#i'm having a blast#i wish legacy had been good#society if heteronormativity hadn't demanded two hot shippable actors in that movie#i love both movie's look though tbh#the original is so charming in its oldass effects#the pyjama costumes drive me onsane#and legacy from what i remeber is fun with the sleek reworked look#we do need more video games though with the original#kingdom hearts 2 my beloved
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Feels like they ramped up the difficulty a mite higher than I'd like for Blaster Master Zero 3.
Or maybe it's just me being really out of habit with a gamepad for how squirrely the controls are
#tbh the original NES game was the first metroidvania I played#didn't have a console of my own mind you#so only played it at friends' who did#unsurprisingly the whole driving a tank thing appealed to me#kind of wish I had the energy to make something like it myself#but mech instead of tank probably#still that whole gain new abilities improving your moveset thing#plus metroidvanias are kind of complicated#a whole lot of work goes into them#so not exactly an easy thing to just create#still...#maybe I should try to get back into pixel art#just for practice if nothing else
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If there's one thing about Colt Tanner, it's that he's going to catch feels for his bestie and not even realize it
#tbh he is not a people person overall so it makes sense that he would need a connection already befpre the feelings would become romantic#also he is out of touch with his emotions#and this boy does NOT like change#so naturally when a relationship dynamic starts changing#he just burries his head in the sand and goes lalalalala#this is just how liking people feels#he was friends with Leah for a year before they started dating#he also definitely had a crush on juniper when they became froends#then one day its passed and he looks back and is like “what the fuck was that”#meanwhile we have cash who is super duper in touch with his emotions#and chase who also is but wishes he wasnt#thinkin about the tanner brothers my whole drive home from work because of course i am#{ headcanon | colt }#not writing replies rn just lurking
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Looking at my community college's list of courses and daydreaming about taking all of them
#yes I could do auto repair and hvac certification and electrician's whatever and blueprint reading and welding and EMS and fire rescue and#forklift operator and CDL and defensive driving (fr wish they'd let me take this one without a court order. I wanna learn to drive better!!)#I could show up and just be like I'm here cuz I want to know everything :)#I wish my cc had more courses tbh. I wish I had the funds + time to actually take some of these courses
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The crackers are. Not helping very much at all.
#that was like; nearly half a full sleeve of saltine crackers...#I'm gonna have to eat something we have here I guess; it's already 8pm so getting something is totally out#probably. my mom is weird about that. granted she can't see very well at night while driving so she doesn't like to do it more than-#she strictly has to; so that's pretty fair tbh. still...... I so very badly want Something.#pizza delivers but I don't really Want that and the last time I had it it wasn't very good. tho she didn't get it from the place I wanted t#anyways; it was cheaper but recently the food's gotten smaller apparently; and it just Did Not taste as good this time for whatever reason#also I can't afford the good pizza rn bc that'd be roughly $30 minimum and that's BEFORE taxes#plus there's tipping and the delivery fee. god I miss when the delivery fee wasn't a fucking thing; that's what a fucking tip IS#or at least it's SUPPOSED to be. goddamn. we could avoid it with pickup but again; it's late; and gas money is an issue#god I wish I was rich; if only so that we could actually afford to have food in the house and good food at that#I like Froot and Joos n shit. and quality meat. vegetal. the works.#it'd be far healthier for me anyways bc I've got non-alcoholic fatty liver; and mine might be reversible
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#idk I guess maybe it’s good me and guy couldn’t get together at all later today cause suddenly I’m fairly sick#not nausea or anything gross thank goodness but very achy and cold and have a bit of cough and throat irritation and chest congestion#probably some kind of cold bug brought on by the weird weather we’ve been having around here lately cause it’s been going from warm to#freezing and then we also had a bit of a storm blowing through for the past couple days off and on#I was feeling some throat issues about two days ago and figured I’d just smoked too much but then now tonight everything is so much worse#my head and neck are super achy and I just wish I could curl up in bed and go to sleep cause I’m extremely fatigued and low energy#but still 4 more hours of work and then 2 hours to wait for my grocery pickup cause the earliest time slot is 8am and then 1 hour drive back#to my own house so I’m pretty much fucked for the next 7 hours and get to just suffer but what else is new#and on top of this I’m on my period so that is not making things any better#idk I kinda wanna tell him about this and be like ha ha so funny things didn’t work out cause I’d have had to cancel anyway#but at the same time I still feel like I might have valid feelings over him not really talking to me or making an effort or trying to make#more time for me and I kinda want to make him address these issues so they don’t continue to get worse. like sick or not it still felt like#he was blowing me off this weekend and I have so little time that lines up with his schedule that we go weeks without seeing each other at#all and that just really sucks. and I’ve been making an effort this whole time to at least keep up conversation if nothing else and I get#barely anything from that in return as it is. and tbh even though I’m sick and feel like shit all I want is to be able to cuddle up with him#in bed and watch something silly on tv as he holds me and kisses my forehead and lets me doze in his arms. that’s about all I’ve really#wanted for weeks now and not being able to get that for so long just makes me feel so lonely and even more shitty inside#well I’m babbling now but anyway ha ha I’m sick and can’t do anything anyway so guess it’s a good thing that stuff didn’t work out this time#let’s see what excuses he has for not seeing me next time or if he even manages to try and plan something later on in the first place#anyway can I just take a nap with this nice heater blowing on me for a while cause I am so damn tired#personal
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Sad cuz I coulda seen Tyler the Creator last night and I’ve been wanting to see him for the past like 5 years, AND I saw 2 tickets for $100 each but I kept getting errors when trying to buy them. Then all other tickets were like $180 or more. Even my mom was willing to go with me! Super bummed bro… I just want to do fun shit for once and have SOME cool experiences instead of rotting in this hell hole of a “home”
#I was willing to sit in the nosebleeds for a ticket that was $100 bro 😭💔#once again I would go by myself but if I was comfortable driving on the highway/at night#I mean this past Saturday we did go see Gabriel iglesias in SF#mom kinda jumped the gun and bought tickets for us tbh#while I did have fun and enjoyed the show/ I wish I could go do fun shit that I wanna do#if only money and transportation wasn’t such an issue/ I’d totally go do shit I wanna do by myself :/#tired of seeing former peers/friends going out to all these concerts/events/traveling for the past few years while I’m rotting here#speaking of that/ just saw this morning that a college peer had a baby in December and she posted pics 🙃#I muted her page finally cuz again I’m tired/jealous of seeing others accomplish shit and do shit with their lives while I’m rotting ��🙃🙃
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i have a guest coming over to my house for a couple days and i've been frantically trying to prepare my dbh drawtober drawings for the days they'll be here cause i won't have time to draw those days and I DID IT. somehow i got like the next 4 days of drawtober prompts queued up. there are some bangers in there so uh keep a look out ig lol.
#mine#starry struggles#now i just gotta clean my house and i'll be ready#i haven't had a guest in forever#tbh i wish they weren't coming over cause they're more my partner's friend than mine and my partner isn't gonna be here#so like i have to figure out how to entertain them#i also have to drive them to the airport and that's gonna be like a 3 hr round trip for me bc i live in japan and the airport is fucking fa#i offered tho even tho they said they could take the train but they're my guest i might as well drive them ya know???
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aw what??? you got it as a shirt??? man that's awesome
So uh. I went on a prom with my friend. And that was the pattern on my t-shirt.
Proof of the t-shirt existing and me wearing it on that prom
Party ambulance mode
#I wish I had more transformers merch tbh#but I don't go out that much because of transport issues#sis too lazy to drive me anywhere
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