#//this is fine

[pandorias-box]

I feel as if my very words mean nothing. I try and seek assistance yet only to be met with deafening silence. Am I truly alone?

No. I must be whole again. I need something, someone, anything. The ceaseless void within me must be filled with flame or lightning.

Both. It must be both. I must reclaim what is rightfully mine.

By the Blinding One, am I going mad?

[blindsidedloyalty]

"So you got everything scheduled?"

"Yes."

"The new merch lines are ready to go?"

"Mhm."

Mothiva has asked him these questions already, but he can't blame her for worrying so much. She always wants her shows to go right, he always makes sure they do.

It's early in the morning, Zasp is putting the dishes on the shelves they belong while Mothiva mostly talks at him, carefully brushing out her fluff as she does. He doesn't mind that she prefers not to help, their chores are something he rather enjoys. She likes to talk about her ideas and double check her plans with him, he simply affirms when he needs to. While not one for talking himself most times, he'll gladly listen to her all day.

"By the way, that creep moth isn't distracting you anymore, is he?"

Zasp nearly dropped the plate he was holding, and it took a lot to not react too visibly. He certainly knew who she was referring to, and his anxiety spikes immediately. Even so, he does his best to remain calm and looks at her in confusion.

"Leif? No, we've barely looked at each other for ages now."

"Uh-huh. I could've sworn I saw you talking to him recently."

His antennae lower, he feels cold suddenly. He grips the plate in his hands tighter.

"H...he was just trying to bother me. It's not--"

The wasp barely had time to brace himself when a brush was hurled in his direction and collided with his head, causing him to stumble back into the wall and promptly drop the plate from his grasp. Neither of them cared as it shattered on the floor.

"Don't be an idiot, Zasp! Shouldn't you know better? I told you to stay away from those freaks, and what do you do?!"

Quite clearly, Mothiva is furious as she stomps her foot to further express that. And Zasp, for his part, is visibly shaking. He thinks he should be used to this, he's no less afraid.

"I-I'm sorry..."

It was the only think he could stutter out, he wasn't about to talk back to her. Mothiva stared at him with daggers. There was a sharp ache in his head, there's a crack just over his scarred eye that she seems to notice. Her harsh gaze appears to soften slightly and she huffs as she walks right up to him. He only braces himself out of habit when she reaches her hands up to him, wincing as she gently holds his face.

"Look what you made me do, Zappy. Listen... Just stay away from him. You know he's no different than anyone else. You're smarter than this. He just wants to turn you against me. Now c'mon. Let's clean up this mess."

The wasp couldn't bring himself to respond, he only nods. Much as he doesn't want to believe that...she may be right. It was hard to believe anyone else would actually want to put any effort into him for a friendship.

The rest of the day went as if nothing ever happened that morning.

[bruinescence]

"The wounds don't heal, but they become more bearable." ------------------------------------˜”°•.˜”°• Halsin, bg3

[omegaverse-anesthesiologist]

why is ao3 is blocked on the hospital wifi????

[marisatomay]

People will claim to be a fan of some thing and then hate all of the themes and motifs and story lines and plot lines and protagonists and antagonists like man I don’t think that you actually like it here

[copepods]

crazy how 4 hours of work will literally take up my entire 15+ hour day. who allowed this

[afniel]

This is the magic lucky word count. Reblog for creativity juice. It might even work, who knows.

[stemmmm]

bad youtube clickbait thumbnail that reads "I think I just had a therapy session with a DEMON???"

[cogbreath]

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

[carefulzombie]

gf fandom in 2016: if you so much as hint - even jokingly! - about the nature of ford and bill’s relationship being anything other than platonic (and even then you NEED to give a disclaimer that bill is manipulating him!) then you support abusive relationships

gf fandom in 2024:

[some-pers0n]

Minecraft movie trailer dropped this thing looks awful my skin itches just looking at these things

[seagiri]

you're okay

[taffywabbit]

they should invent a new type of "staying in bed for 2-3 hours after you wake up repeatedly opening and closing apps on your phone" where it makes you feel awesome and energized and emotionally fulfilled

[emily-e-draws]

it’s her turn!!!