#//they forgot their birthday ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜”
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childofwr4th ยท 1 month ago
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I just remembered I'm twenty now
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puff-poff ยท 1 year ago
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So many people forgot it was also Jinโ€™s birthday yesterday I am so heart broken ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”
its okay the manga forgot he existed too ๐Ÿ˜”
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they share everything even their birthday!! do not separate them!!!! they must combine their 1/5 of a braincell to form a single thought!!!!!!!
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cakesmelons ยท 2 years ago
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I'M SO SAD I FORGOT IT WAS INKS BIRTHDAY เฒฅโ _โ เฒฅ
I'LL DRAW SOMETHING TOMORROW FOR HIM ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜”
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perrie-edwards ยท 2 months ago
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omfg i have been living in a weird state for like weeks not knowing what date it is so i FORGOT TO WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY CUZ IT DOES NOT FEEL LIKE DECEMBER 21 ALREADY (AND ALMOST THE 22 NOW TOO) WTFFFFFFFFF I CANT BELIEVE IT so im sorry i forgot to say it yesterday but HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAYYYYYYYY ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’— pretend like it's on time...i literally thought about it a few days ago smh at myself ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’”
omg no worries!!! literally the worst time of the year to have a birthday this is the first year of my life i haven't had end of semester stress during my birthday ๐Ÿ˜ญ but thank you love you hope your birthday was great too!!!
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chososcamgirl ยท 3 months ago
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HIHIHI IYA DAILY CHECK IN HRUUUโ‰๏ธ
IVE BEEN LACKING ON MY TUMBLR ASKS LATELY BCUZ IVE BEEN GETTING MORE SUN IN (due to recent events) BUT IM HEALING AND THINGS ARE MAKING PROGRESS ๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค— IM SOSOSO SORRY I HAVENT CHECKED IN ON U RECENTLY BUT IM GOING THRU UR PAGE RN AND TRYING TO CATCH UP๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ’ฏ (UPDATE ME ON ANYTHING/EVERYTHING THATS HAPPENED ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿบ)
IM TAKING A BREAK FROM SCHOOL RN BECAUSE I NEED TO MEET CERTAIN CONDITIONS TO BE ABLE TO COME BACK ON CAMPUS ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ AND I MIGHT NOT BE ON TUMBLR AS MUCH SO HERES MY DISC (mikikoo.o) AGAIN IM SO SO SOOO SORRY FOR NOT CHECKING IN AND STUFF I PROMISE IM TRYING TO BE MORE ACTIVE ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’”
I STARTED WATCHING MOB PYSCHO AND ITS SO GOOD OMGโ‰๏ธโ‰๏ธ TBH WHEN I GOT BACK INTO ANIME I THOUGHT I WOULD ONLY WATCH JJK BUT NOW IM GETTING INTO OTHER SHOWS๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค—
AND I GOT BACK INTO ARTTTT YAYYYY CUS I HAD A HUGEEE ART BLOCK BEFORE BUT IM GLAD IM DRAWING AGAIN ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™
ALSO YES I KNOW ANON IS OFF CUS THIS IS AN ALPHA ANON REVEAL ๐Ÿ˜ˆ๐Ÿบ ALSO I WANNA GET INTO POSTING STUFF BUT IDK WHAT TO POST ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’ฏ
SO EXCITED FOR SJAP WEEKENDDDD OMFJENEBDNEJEBE โ€ผ๏ธโ€ผ๏ธ BUT MAKE SURE UR NOT TOO TIRED ITS OKAY IF WERE EDGED ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿค—
ALSO HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY TO MY BEAUTIFUL PURPLE EYED ONIGIRI SPEAKING BF TOGE ๐Ÿค—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿคค
SORRY THIS ONE IS SO SHORTTTT โ€ผ๏ธโ€ผ๏ธ๐Ÿ’ฏ ILL MAKE SURE TO DO A LONGER ONE TMRW + I BELIEVE I HAVE ONE IN UR INBOXโ‰๏ธโ‰๏ธ UNLESS I FORGOT TO SEND THAT ONE ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜”
ALSO AOTDโ€ฆ NONE TODAY ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ SORRY I REALLY NEED TO KEEP MY ASKS UP TO DATE ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜”
QOTDDDDDD WHAT ARE U GONNA BE FOR HALLOWEEN??? (Idk if I did this one alr or not if I did then sorry ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ’”)
OKOK I HOPE U HAVE A VERY VERY SKIBIDI AMAZING DAY SIGMA ILYSMMMM TAKW CARE๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค— #BLESSUP๐Ÿ˜‡โ€ผ๏ธ
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MIKO!!! <333
hi lovely i meant to answer this last time but i completely forgot and the ask ended up glitching๐Ÿ˜ญ hi hello how are you angel i hope you are well!! <3
btw NEWS GUYS!! miko is alpha anon๐Ÿ™‚โ€โ†•๏ธ if you canโ€™t tell alreadyโ€ฆ HOORAY!! another anon revealed!!! iโ€™m so glad youโ€™re healing and taking precautions on getting better lovely! iโ€™m so glad youโ€™re here with us again :) ERM SO!!!! iโ€™ve just been working LITCH thatโ€™s it. my life is so boring atm i honestly just want to start uni so i can have something more FULFILLING but omg iโ€™m meeting up with my long distance friend VERY SOON so iโ€™m sosososo excited like i miss her BAD๐Ÿ˜ญ itโ€™s been 551 days since we last saw eachother ๐Ÿ’”
OOOOO okay iโ€™ll add you on discord after i send this ask but thatโ€™s totally okay!! do what you need to do to get better๐Ÿ™‚โ€โ†•๏ธ weโ€™ll definitely talk more on there too! OOOOO mob psycho is def on my list after i finish aot and bsd๐Ÿ™ i wanna start demon slayer again TOO rahhh so many things to do!!!! YAY FOR ART BLOCK BEING OVER!! blocks in general SUCK but the relief after is SO GOOD๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ”ฅ WHOOP iโ€™m glad you can post pictures now.. hehโ€ฆ ๐Ÿ˜ˆ
IM SUPER EXCITED FOR SJAP WEEKEND AND SJAP HALLOWEEN!!! iโ€™m like shaking in my boots.. DONT WORRY ITS DEF GETTING POSTED THIS WEEK๐Ÿคซ๐Ÿคซ๐Ÿ™‡โ€โ™€๏ธ also i litch missed my favs birthday too๐Ÿ˜“ the ONE day i wasnโ€™t on tumblr it was his birthday KMS๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’” HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY THO KING!! UR FINE!! DONT STRESS!! also i do not believe i have any other of ur asks in here ๐Ÿ˜ญ UNLESS MY INBOX IS GLITCHED OUT BUT Iโ€™LL DOUBLE CHECK!!!
AOTDโ€ผ๏ธ I AM DRESSING UP AS MAXINE MINX !!!! i am sososoos excited for it to debut i did a practice run and god it looks so fire HBY๐Ÿซต
ILY TOO MIKO/ALPHA!!! <33 HAVE A SUPER SKIBIDI DAY๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜
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deepspacexavier ยท 4 months ago
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Birthday ask sjsjdjjdjdjj, sorry I have to terrorise the LADS first before giving birthday presents, it's law๐Ÿ˜”โœŠ๏ธ
CW: Lumiere๐Ÿ’”
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*pretends like a day before the actual birthday that I'm buying a ton of presents and hosting a fan event for Lumiere on October 16th and totally forgot about Xavier. I nearly said cohosting with Jeremiah but then remembered I need him alive to help the preparations for Xavier's actual party*
*on his actual birthday, first offers him the juiciest looking steak that's actually a hyperrealistic cake๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ dw he gets his actual food*
-๐ŸŒบ
All along he is holding on to a shred that she'll still want to spend time with him, just him, on the 16th. Not that it matters what they do, not really, as long as he gets to spend time with her. It's the first birthday that he's actually had her to himself in. Anything will do.
So while he's resigned to himself, muttered annoyance under his breath about the Lumiere prep, he hasn't outright been asked to make an appearance, so he's trying to count his blessings. That and he can't help but admire the sheer delight on her face. He hates how much it makes him indulge her. So he stays quiet.
And then of course none of it was real, and you had him fooled, but the relief shows through.
"You know I would have been happy with a real steak too. It's funny though. Since it's my birthday though, you do know you owe me real meat, right? Especially after all you pulled yesterday."
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lucysarah-c ยท 5 months ago
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Helloooouu this is the anon who asked to update your bio and i just saw your response๐Ÿ˜ญ Anyways I meant your age (and yes, the requests too). When I first started going through this blog I saw you put your birthday on your bio and if I could still remember, it had said around May 6 1999? (I forgot I'm sorry๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’”)
Hi! Oh, I just checked and it still says 24. It's because I need to change it from the web because I have a specific theme and I need to log into my computer and code it lol and it's so boring. So I always say I will change it and then I don't lol Sorry!
And my birthday is the 27th of May of 1999! So close! What a good memory anon!
No need to apologize! Hope you have a lovely day!
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harryfeatgaga ยท 1 year ago
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OK PAIGE PRETTY PLEASE TELL ME YOU SEE IT BUT: I think Tom Blyth is so fucking hottttt like oh my fucking god. Tbh I literally havenโ€™t been this down bad for a celeb since Harry (Harry is still my baby btw I just am no longer as big of a โ€œstanโ€/no longer very active in the fandom ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’”). BUT PLEASE TELL ME YOU GET IT!!!!! And Iโ€™ll be honest, what I find even crazier is the fact that a) Tom Blyth is one of those British guys (named Tom ofc) that is just extremely attractive for no reason, b) like Harry he just looks even hotter the closer he gets to age 30 imo, and c) obviously Harryโ€™s birthday is February 1, 1994 (๐Ÿซถ) and then Tom Blythโ€™s is apparently February 2, 1995 and fucking Paul Mescalโ€™s is February 2, 1996?!?!!!! ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ like.......what in the HELL was in that water 9 months before February 1/2 all 3 of those fucking years cause โ‰๏ธ๐Ÿ˜ญ and I truly need all 3 of these men carnally (especially Tom, Iโ€™ve been thirsting for him since I watched the new hunger games movie almost 2 months ago) they are all way too fucking sexy ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿฅต also donโ€™t get mad at me for saying this next bit Mother......but tbh I donโ€™t like Harry with a buzzcut OR facial hair ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ he low-key reminds me too much of my dad....๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ˜ฌ but Tom Blyth with a buzzcut, facial hair, curls........doesnโ€™t matter because I need him anyway I can get him ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿฅต๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’—โฃ๏ธโฃ๏ธ ANYWAYS I LOVE YOU PAIGE I HOPE YOU ARE DOING WELL ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿซถ
Anonymousย asked: Ok anon that was gushing about Tom Blyth again. I forgot to say that I've seen a few comparisons between him and Harry too and tbh I get it. Both tall handsome British men who seem really funny and sweet and cute and who have intense eye contact (beautiful eyes and dark hair too) and could literally stare into your soul ๐Ÿ˜ญ also baby Tom kinda reminds me of baby Harry from his 1D days ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’€ but now they are both in their hot as fuck eras lol
MKDNBHFHJIFNBHVJ happy for you anon but I personally do not see it he is not attractive to me kmdnjfbhghujiko and I will ignore your comments about harry at the end cause.....damn.....MDJNHBFHUVJI love you too hope your doing well <333
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miloo-o ยท 1 year ago
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231211 TaeJoon's Enlistment Day ๐Ÿ˜”
Wow, their turn is finally come. I never imagine I would witnessed this moment, Taehyung and especially my bias Kim Namjoon, entered the training center to start their military service ๐Ÿ˜ญ.
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Namjoon on buzzcut from a long time ago, him talking about their plan to enlist together at the end of this year on his birthday, it's 3 months ago. I think I would be ready and all okay on the day he enlist but guess who can't stop crying now?? ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’”
Since the original post on Weverse hasn't translated well so I'm just gonna drop the Namjoon's letter translation from ARMY translator here.
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"Wishing that this will touch you even just a little bit"
What's makes you think your letters done nothing to us, Kim Namjoon??!!! My heart start getting hurt once I got the notification ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ.
And this is Taehyung's letter:
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Jimin just did a live today after shaving his head. He said that Namjoon and Taehyung entering with smile. That info is enough. I hope they're okay in there.
I think it's around 12pm when the Twitter timeline start talked about news content that said BTS member is entering the location. Gladly there's no fans that gathered in there, just as BTS asked on live to not to go there. But some solo's sending a bus instead to cheer them up. Guess who we've been missing and manifesting to be on ot7 picture today.
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Feels like I never saw him for years. He getting more cute ๐Ÿ˜ญ. At least we can see him together with the members on the pict.
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And there they are. Bragging about their position in the military. Seokjin is a Sergeant meanwhile Hobi is a Corpral. Seokjin just shared a funny short story on Weverse ๐Ÿ˜‚:
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It's always him who dragged ARMY out from the deep sadness. He really don't let anyone cry ๐Ÿ˜ญ.
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The caption said "Don't get hurt and go safely my babies~". Yes he just called TaeJoon his babies ๐Ÿฅบ. And I just realized that they're Kim Brothers.
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The maknae line โœจ๏ธ. Jimin and Jungkook will enlist tomorrow since they registered together to the same location. Anyway I saw a video on TikTok that explain about this partner system. Apparently there are some soldiers that dead from suicide because of the pressure during their military service. That's why the government decided to created this system where people can choose to registered with one friend. But the consequences is the location might be so far away from Seoul.
Seems like so many of their friends come to send them off. Their family of course, Namjoon team, Taehyung's high-school friends. Seems like Wooga squad just met-up the day berfore on Taehyung's.
*Jungkook just started a Weverse live now by the way. I think it's gonna be short.
Forgot to mention about the song Namjoon shared on his IG story. Goodbye by Sanullim. Kinda surprise because the song released on 1986 like how did he found it? But since he's a musician and maybe the song is popular in South Korea so... The first time I listened to this song, I cried a lot. I don't fully understand the lyrics but it makes me cried so much๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”. The song is sang by kids on on the first and then by the singer. Here's the translated lyrics:
Annyeong (hi/bye)
My cute friend
When the boat horn sounds in the distance you cry without anyone knowing
Alone at night when everyone is asleep
Annyeong (hi/bye)
My little love
When the stars shine far away
you talk without anyone knowing
While crying
I went far, far away
I'm gonna listen to this song the whole night until I tired of crying ๐Ÿ˜ญ.
Man, I don't know what to do after this. Maybe just trying to survive without them? I mean I've been on this fandom since I was 19, now that I'm 25. There are a lot of things happened and a lot of thing are formed/connected. I don't see them just as idol who just appear on my screen to dance, sing, and being cool, pretty, and other celebrity stuffs. They are my biggest emotional support since before. So I don't really know what should I do the day after tomorrow until June 2024 (since Seokjin is come home) lmao.
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It's 2.33 am in South Korea now. I wish they have a good sleep and good meal ๐Ÿฅบ. Anyway I see from their live that Taehyung was excited to join the military. Said that he has a goal. I'm a little bit worried about how bulky he become after this but whatever that makes the baby happy.
Wish the baby bears a good luck on their services. They will be separate after the basic training but since they're a good people and a social butterfly I believed people around them will be kind to them.
Until we meet again!
See you guys in 2025 ๐Ÿซก๐Ÿ‘‹๐Ÿ’œ
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twistedrozu ยท 3 years ago
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Trey Clover Inspired Heartslabyul Birthday Headcanon!
I forgot to post this....whoops?
Funny story....I was pulling for Azul's SSR card and I went all the way to 100! And I got 1 SSR Dorm Outfit Trey! And 0 SSR Beanfest Azul! Yay-
Anyways....I was reading Trey's Dorm Outfit Vignette and I saw that a lot of people like made requests for Trey as soon as they heard there might be an opportunity. It got me thinking (Which is never a good thing mind you.) Thinking of a birthday headcanon for Heartslabyul!
Trey will make a persons favorite food/dessert on their birthday.
I know it sounds simple and probably a given but it sounds cute and I just love it!
Riddle - Strawberry Tart with extra Strawberries (Cause Trey is sweet like that and Riddle definitely has his own personal strawberry garden in the school greenhouse. You can't change my mind! If Jade can grow his lovely, weird, and interesting mushroom in that greenhouse then Riddle can grow starwberries. Riddle probably does (Who are we kidding- we already practically know he does) a little of everything so why not gardening too!)
Cater - He probably gets a savory food.. like a quiche! (As mentioned in the Redo Unbirthday Party, Cater doesn't like Sweets and Trey said he would make one for him at the next unbirthday party...so why not for his birthday too!)
Ace - Cherry Tart. Ace gets a Cherry Tart! (Ace has already mentioned that he loves Cherries and that Cherry Tarts are his favorite! Trey probably keeps a list and remembers when people make requests or mention their favorite foods for their birthdays...again because Trey is a sweet older brother figure/person like that.)
On a separate note....
If Ace x Riddle isn't popular we need to give them a cute ship name. And what better way to start off then with their mutual love of a kind of tart! Which is how my whole StrawcherryTartShipping/StrawberryCherryTartShipping propaganda started. I still haven't come up with a decent one....but I'll find a cute one. It's not a popular ship and it's not the biggest ship...who am I kidding it's overlooked entirely. At first glance they are just two idiots but them as well as the ship grows on you :) For newcomers to this ship. I recommend reading Ace's P.E outfit vignette โค
I'm just imagining Trey has a list of everyone in Heartslabyuls favorite foods, desserts, and or pastries. Although....because of Riddle since no one in Heartslabyul drops out or gets held back Trey's list probably covers his room and goes out the window- (Have you all seen what those NRC dorms look like on the outside.)
Back to the original focus of this post-
Deuce - Deuce is like the single most wholesome child ever. ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿคง๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ–ค (He's literally someone who canonically used to beat people up and actually...still probably does? Do I care? No. โค) In Trey's Vignette I believe he asks for a Eggy Chiffon Cake (Granted he does like anything with eggs so I guess that makes sense! Sounds good too ๐Ÿ˜ฏ) and of course ask and you shall recieve my child.
At this point Trey himself will become a fairytale story. I can see it now "The Baker Man...Student...Person!" He brings you your favorite desserts in your dreams and is basically a modern cavity creator. But sweets make you (most of you probably?) and me happy and most importantly Riddle happy. So who cares! ...I do!(I need help.)
If you took the time to read my rant! Thank you :D! And if you hated this...I'm very sorry you wasted your time reading this :(
Azul....I hate you. And I hope that your octopus pot. Breaks. Like my heart when I didn't get you. ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’”
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limach-an ยท 5 years ago
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Today was my birthday but I'm really heartbroken and sad,nobody celebrated it since everyone forgot(do you see how valuable I am ?๐Ÿ’”) would it be fine if I requested something? ๐Ÿ˜” it is totally fine if you don't want to it,really
sorry for the late response, happy belated birthday :)
and ofc you can make a request
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leejungchans ยท 2 years ago
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from: ๐ŸŽถ anon
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SOLโ€ผ๏ธโ€ผ๏ธ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’— hope you enjoyed your trip and that the holidays are treating you well~ i've been really busy with prepping for christmas and visiting relatives in the province so i forgot to send the videos from the con :,) but thankfully i remembered to save them so here they are ๐Ÿ’—
your channie <3
this video that got me all jdhdjdhcnjdj (and with mapa playing over too iโ€” ๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ’”) and here's hoshi's dad giving everyone stamps it's so funny but also so cute ๐Ÿ˜ญ
WE SANG JOSHUA HAPPY BDAY LOOK AT HOW PRECIOUS HE LOOKS
us chanting "walang uuwi" (no one's going home) after they mentioned their next perf was gonna be the last and gyu was so confused
chan's snap shoot verse got everyone going ๐Ÿ—ฃ
#LetSeventeenSingDonQuixote
also at some point 6 members just took off their jackets and everyone went crazy ๐Ÿ˜ญ i only remember gyu, shua, hao and chan but they were all insane
AND ALSO!!!! jeonghan earned the new nickname "my melody" bc of his encore outfit ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’” HE'S SO CUTE MY TL WAS FULL OFF EVERYONE CALLING HIM MY MELODY he is so precious to me
i have my own fancam of this and i watch it when i wake up before i eat my meals before i go to bed IN MY DREAMSSS i'm fr telling you this jeonghan changed me for better and for worse i'll never be the same person i was before i saw this jeonghan this jeonghan is the most beautiful thing i've ever seen just one chance pls pls yoon jeonghan be mine PLEAKSJSJSJWE
i'm still Going Through It like i miss them so much i had literally never been at my happiest until that moment me and my friends were literally SOBBING on the way out ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’” but thinking of it ending as "until next time" makes me feel bittersweet bc i'm sure i'll see them again soon and i'm so excited for that!! but also MY MONEYYY ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜”
thank you so much for the well wishes ๐ŸŽถ <3333 ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน and omg totally no worries ab the vids and i hope you have a lovely christmas w your relatives ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’– seoul was absolutely lovely even though i made the oopsie of not applying enough body lotion so my skin suffered </3
their concerts literally look like the best experience ever :โ€™)))) hoshiโ€™s dad giving out stamps is so cute and so was you all chanting โ€œweโ€™re not going homeโ€ ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ literally a mood HWJSHAJ AND OMGOMGOMG jeonghan melody ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ i love kuromi (and melody) so anytime someone gets compared to them i get so <///3 iโ€™m sure youโ€™ll get to see them again ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐Ÿ’–
also GRRRRR LEE CHAN ๐ŸงŽ๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ๐ŸงŽ๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ๐ŸงŽ๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ i miss my parasocial bf </3
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nyarados ยท 3 years ago
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final letter:
okay I finally explain the point of writing these letters was to have five done before I turned 19 but I messed up and forgot so this last (fourth) one was written april 3rd (one day after turning 19)
"oh gross I used a tilde..." (this thing -> ~)
a new tumblr friend ๐Ÿฅฐ but I have since lost contact with them ๐Ÿ˜”
asked if I remember the moment of writing this letter.... even gave details (laying in bed with damp hair) but I do not lol
recounting the things I did with people for my birthday ๐Ÿฅบ
I've doubled in tumblr followers since then lol ๐Ÿง๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ
shared my epiphany that I was no longer afraid of never having someone to love me. I found peace with myself. "It's sort of liberating honestly." ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅฐโค๏ธ
"Speaking of you, how's school? Work maybe? Are you doing your grad in *** or have you gone elsewhere?" oh past me would NOT be happy with present me
mentioning our old cat sisi and wondering if she is still around ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’”
expressing uncertainty about what I'm studying........ ๐Ÿง๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ
"I hope you've met a mutual by now." I actually did meet one ๐Ÿ‘€
"I hope you're happy, that you have a job, your career is succeeding. I love you okay? Treat yourself well and don't forget to love Mom, Dad and Carmen. [...] But yeah. You/I've done shitty things but you've done nice things too and you deserve to be happy so be happy please."
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last time I was home I found four letters I wrote to myself ~5yrs ago for when I became 25yo.... well I turned 25 not long ago I'm gonna read them now wish me luck
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ravn-87 ยท 5 years ago
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~~๐Ÿ•ฏ๏ธ~~ ๐Ÿ’– ~~๐Ÿ•ฏ๏ธ~~
My mom always said I was like the son you never had. I never felt I deserved your pride. I can't believe how much you always made me and mom feel so overwhelmingly loved...
Today your memory is sharp in my heart but the wound is still too new in it too. I didn't and still don't deserve you, Daddy, but I love you. I miss you more and more. I hope God lets me feel you all around me and mom always, and never forget the exact sound of your voice, your laughter, your smile and wink.
You never forgot to love us, to remember us in each of your actions. Always even reminding us of things even we would forget. You never talked down to anybody. You were highly-respected and fond of from most everyone who met you because of how warm you were. I could say anything and you loved listening to me for God knows what reason and never ever made me feel stupid. You always either had a plan or jokes while thinking of a plan but never gave up on anything. Our relationship and family was so strong together. You gave me 32 amazingly strong years, and my mother 35. You were too young.
I love that I got to watch Peanuts Halloween with you one last time. To share birthday Kona cake with you while you politely messed with the waiter making us all laugh. And I'm sorry I always ran like a coward whenever you were getting sick. That I was never strong when you were always strong and selfless with me when I was.
When you named me, you let me bear your own initials. Thank you for always telling me how much you loved being a father and you never let me doubt that for a second. You were always calling for me. I can't believe the insurmountable amount of privilege I had in being your baby girl. The wonder with which you loved my mother was the best gift of belief, hope, and example in romantic and sincerely devoted marriage anyone could ever witness.
With God's grace and forgiveness, May you now rest in peace. ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜” No more pain. My real best friend, my great protector, my unbelievably patient educator, my unconditionally accepting non-judgemental confidant, my high-wit comedian, my undeterrable strength, my serene peace, my unyielding rock, my unending wisdom,
My hero. Every. Day.
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You were the most selfless and forgiving man I've ever known. The things that you fought your way through throughout your life terrify me. And I'm terrified of living on without you. This world is so cold.
I hope I'm granted the very same warrior's spirit you have, and the same hilarious wit, and wisdom and incredible honorable integrity and devotion to love and unshakeable grit and determination and courage you had...
So I can keep my promise I made to you to take care of my mother as best as I possibly can. To not let her world descend into darkness when she was so used to living so abundantly in your light. To carry on in the influence you raised me in.
Your hugs were my absolute refuge, daddy, I never felt stronger than when I was in your arms. You were our Leonardo Hamato.
Happy birthday, Daddy. I wish you were here with us for today, just one last time.
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[Portrait by: Maria Denise Brebos]
Forever your "Nanu."
๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ’‹~ Di.Va.
~~๐Ÿ•ฏ๏ธ~~ ๐Ÿ’– ~~๐Ÿ•ฏ๏ธ~~
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My God, this hurts. ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’”
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The wind is rustling aboutโ€ฆ.
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