#//i know it goes without saying ofc but regardless i am also sorry about jin lMAO

[doomxdriven]

Celeste was quick for an Arrancar or Hollow who wasn't utilizing their Sonido, Jin had to admit, but he follows their movements with his eyes all the same, nothing being lost on him or overtaking his senses. Jin could have easily evaded Celeste's grasp if he wished, or if he were feeling particularly vicious, he could have seen to it that the winds tore her limbs asunder the moment she reached forth to him. Instead, Jin stands still while Celeste digs her claws into his coat; he's an immovable force, a dark presence that peers back at her with a mix of malevolence and amusement, amusement on account of what her actions spelled out to him.

"There it is, there's the truth," Jin glibly says after he dusts his coat off in the seconds following its release from Celeste, "your reaction tells me all I need to know about how you're connected to Lyric; its adorable to know they have people who care, truly it is."

Jin, his crimson eyes still trained on Celeste, looks on with a wide, and smug grin, a dismissive grin, as though he could not accept anything she said or did except as a sort of joke-- and why wouldn't he, what was she compared to him in the grand scheme of things?

"If ever you or any of your friends, bar Lyric, show me reason to take them seriously," Jin says with a short, derisive laugh, "it will be an interesting day, I tell you," there were only a few individuals of note within Hueco Mundo as far as Jin was concerned, and Celeste was not one of them, she was insignificant insofar as he could feel and see, when it came to matters of power.

"You call my words threats," Jin continues, while he starts circling Celeste, moving around her in the way a beast might circle its prey, and as he does this, the wind begins to kick up ever so noticeably, "I call them reality, because there's only two potential fates for Lyric, Harpyie, each one birds of a tragic feather."

Jin, with a hand tucked into one of his coat pockets, the other vaguely gesturing to and fro, continues on, flippant and malicious, "I do personally dream of a day where I engorge upon their Soul and make them a permanent part of my being, but equally-- no, perhaps more likely, is that Lyric succumbs to darkness like every Dragonclad before them has."

Lyric was the first Dragonclad in nearly a thousand years that Jin was aware of, but he knew the histories of their kind well, for he had walked the Living World alongside them and the Dragons, back when they were both more commonplace. Things could always change, Lyric could be a special case, but Jin was ever the cynical monster.

"When that happens, when they become an uncontrollable beast you can no longer recognize," Jin says, mockingly, derisively, "will you be able to put them out of their misery, you who are soft of heart, you who detest fighting, you who clearly care so much about them, you, the poor tethered creature?"

The wind begins to intensify now, circling Celeste and Jin in much the same fashion that he circled her, until it formed a notable cyclone.

"Ponder their destiny, and enjoy the time you still have with them, because one day you may be faced with more than their loss; one day you may have to strike the killing blow yourself," Jin flashes Celeste one more vicious, and smug grin, his sharp teeth prominent, "what a fun thought, no?"

The cyclone surrounding Jin and Celeste would then quickly close in on them both, howling and screeching as if it were a malevolent and sentient monster, but as the wind went on to die down and fade away moments later, Celeste would find that she was unharmed by it. Celeste would also be alone, freed of Jin's company, if it could have ever been called that.

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤMen. ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ Men who liked to drone. ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤAnd speak, when their partner was not interested. ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤMen, of arrogance. ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤHow she found herself tired.

LYRIC, AND SHE ; Nothing akin to them, prowled the wastes known as Hueco Mundo, and though she, herself, some form of hollow ...she was so far set aside from others, it was almost unbelievable. He speaks on, and she listens. Secretive, hardly. Untrusting, ENTIRELY. She'd never met the man before, and he did not exactly belong here, lacking a mask, lacking a HOLE, punctured through him.

Threat, that comes at the end of his droning ... threat, that she takes so seriously, was a mistake, however. Her speed is nothing to scoff at, WITHOUT SONIDO. Claws, the pair of them, fist into his clothing, their faces brought close. Her expression remains somewhat neutral, for, he was no Aizen. She had looked the Devil in his face, and served him still, and wayward demons were but trash.

❝ WATCH YOUR MOUTH, ❞ She warns, laugher soft, ❝ For I may be soft, I may detest fighting, but I detest more, those that make threats in my direction. ❞

He's released, the corners of her eyes crinkled with that smile, but pupils mere pinpricks, in a sea of mercury's grey. LYRIC WAS A SPECIAL CASE ; as close to a child as this barren body could have, and she would do all possible to preserve them, in tandem with HE WHO WOULD KEEP THEM. If she were to be cast aside, battered and bloody, the fourth would not concede, so easily. If anything ; injury, death by her hand, was a MERCY.

❝ You're a fool, if you take them so lightly. If you take us, so lightly. BE fortunate I'm a bird on a tether ... be so, so fortunate, ser. ❞

[neonwizardheehee]

Dynamite Seokjin thoughts

soooo as you know bts cb happened and I just want to get my thoughts out of my system so here goes my pressed ass: (my thoughts are a mess and so will this post be)

y’know that I was already annoyed to begin with. bts is so overhyped in my opinion which prob is caused that sometimes only bts is known around me and... i don’t like mainstream :’) and bc while they make super good music armys “only bts” agenda is not to my multistan liking.... so I apologize for being such an ass. and i still don’t know if i should be sad that I deleted most bts songs from my playlist bc imo their songs are so good hahaha

anyways: the cb came and I watched it 2h after release with my friends who are v and jk biased. tbh bc of my pettiness I didn’t watch the teasers and didn’t believe in their retro/newtro concept - altho we all know how much of a sucker I am for retro and 70s (yeah I was THAT pressed and annoyed and feel sorry).

So this def got me in the mv, also jk’s scene was SO SOOO good like... his room, the posters, his style and DID I MENTION HIS STYLE, HAIR AND VISUALS? (y’all know how hard that is for me to say but can’t deny that he’s cool ksksksks) also as usual I really vibed with hobi and rm and tae wrecked me, so I was happy for that hasn’t changed :D

in the end instead of being happy and enjoying the mv and the upbeat song... i was sad. jin didn’t have a solo scene and barely lines....again. i was so happy to see him in center position tho but no solo scene kind of fucked me up (also bc YES i love the retro concept and i was so curious what scenery he’d get - i mean barista jin come on XD). so yeah i was just mad at this point and my friends were happily vibing bc their biases fucking SLAYED (i mean THAT GREEN SUIT AHHHHHHHHHH) and then u had me who was emo. boi it was embarrassing :((( i am not proud of myself and mad at myself for ruining it for them bc the mv was so cool T.T

so yeah that bothered me and I was like “y’know what fuck bts I just.... UGH” and ignored everything pretty much (yeah I muted my twt armys even tho we’re irl friends.... that’s so sad v.v). 

today I had a change of mind tho: i checked the twt trends and was like “oh the remixes are up” (side note: yesterday elfs were so smug about kyuhyun claiming genie’s top 1 spot in the charts and i was so evil happy and BOI that it NOT HEALTHY AT ALL) so anyways it was trending and when i scrolled down i found that “BTS is 7″ is also trending. apparently seokjin was cut out from the edm remix (hobi too?) and seeing ppl being pressed and mad at bighit somehoe hit me (hahaha). I listened to the edm remix and.... boi the beat is GOOD and actually to my liking (bc yes dynamite is a bit too soft for me to hear often and like from the first listen). and to my suprise I didn’t search the song for seokjin or anything.. i was just VIBING and enjoying it SO SO much - it didn’t matter that he was not in the song :DDD bc the song is just that good and i want to listen to it :D (ironically I was into bts actually bc of their music and not through variety shows or looks like suju or my other bands hahahha)

then I thought about how seokjin is not in some bts stuf... just the same as heechul. I know heechul’s reasons (now) and understand that and ofc i am sad to not see him with suju.. i still accept it and still like suju and their music. regardless whether heechul is in the song (i mean i LOVE 2YA2YAO so much and boi doesn’t even have a single line!)

so maybe i should treat it the same way for seokjin. instead of being emo that he’s not as often seen as other members and has fewer opportunities and whatnot.... i still love him and bts still makes good music (I mean let’s be real from the voices rm and v do it for me not jin o.O) - y’know the other members are still amazing af and i can appreciate all 7 by now (big achievement for me here) - it’s ANNOYING to be a pressed solo stan... which i unfortunately turned one :(

my conclusion was shorter than expected but yeah... i should be happy for the jin content I get and also still enjoy the bts stuff (i mean ffs he’ll go to the military soon so I will have quite a few cb’s without his wonderful face anyway) and as I said I should be used to having a bias who’s not with his group rn.

seeing heechul and suju’s manager on omniscient manager did that for me. even the manager didn’t seen him and heechul wasn’t with his members for half a year!!!! that sounds so unbelievable but it’s the sad truth. life evolves and teh industry is shit (obv) - so why did I think that bts would be different? bighit is as greedy and money-orientated as sm. so why am I only mad at bighit and not sm? bc I just accepted it with sm and focus on the positives instead of how often they “mistreated” sb. 

i should be happy for seokjin to be with bts and see him and being all smiles bc i now know how much it hurts when ur fav just... vanishes. and also bc of all the hate petals got after the dating news from every side together with the suju antis (who ofc are often armys) i saw some ugly sides of kpop. and let my opinions be based on what i saw on the internet instead of real people (side effect of the lockdown bc i know my irl army friends are not like that ..but i made them like that in my head which is AWFUL AF!!). so yeah just bc I am a sad emo stan bc my biases are having hard times.... i should cherish the others hyping theirs even more and also cherish the moments i get - bc they still are there!! i mean CENTER JIN IN DYNAMITE!!!! that’s also not smth a seokjin stan like me is used to XD and its the same as HEECHUL WAS SEEN FOR 2S IN THE 2YA2YAO MV XD 

so yeah big apology here to everyone and esp armys and my friends. I know I’m annoying and u were such a support but i was just... pressed... i hope u can forgive me