#//She's gotta help him keep his strength up; after all. Esp if he tries making credit coupons via fights
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dutybcrne · 1 year ago
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Okok but
Sigewinne & Wriothesley, but enemies to friends arc in their first meeting
#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//Wrios getting peeved at her hunting him down every time he gets hurt bc he assumed the treatment would cost him coupons he doesn’t ha#//Why would she even CARE abt him; clearly there’s a hidden agenda goin on for her to be so determined. & he will NOT be indebted to her#//Sigewinne gettin real sick a’ this dude thinking he can handle himself just fine; it’s her fucken JOB to heal people goddammit#//How DARE he not take care of himself; the LEAST he could do is that much & REST a bit instead of PUSHING himself the way he does#//Then just spy-vs-spy each other for some time before she finall explodes & gives him a thorough yelling abt how worried he makes her#//And how much she’d hate to see him render himself completely unable to work bc he keeps pushing his muscles and body to unhealthy limits#//All for what? Not wanting to get treated? WHY. WHY WOULD HE DO THAT TO HIMSELF? GUILT?? PROTEST??? WHY?!#//And it’s THEN that it hits him; mildly spooked by the fact that a melusine CAN lose their chill; that she genuinely wanted to help#//Not to get him in her debt; but bc that’s just who she IS#//She would sneak him so many free meals while in the infirmary. She does already to those who get there; but his are always the best one#//She's gotta help him keep his strength up; after all. Esp if he tries making credit coupons via fights#//Absolutely helps get tips for him by innocently asking the fighters & playing their egos in pretending to be a Big Fan & bribing#//Prolly accidentally taught Wrios a whole slew a new swears bc one does not work in a prison without picking up a few things#//Then damn near cried when she heard him say them later bc WHO TAUGHT YOU SUCH THINGS (she forgor)#//She prolly also gave him some of her own credit coupons since he mentioned why he avoided the infirmary; having offered to keep his safe#in her office so no one not even the guards can steal them; esp if being punished bc he's acted out any time recently. Eventually convincin#//Takes advantage of that by sneaking more into his stash; making sure it's enough to keep tiding him over; but not TOO much it's obvious#//The Instant Wrios mentioned taking out the head of the prison bc of how cruelly he ran things; she deffo agreed to help without hesitatio#//Bc it was smth HE wanted & bc she too felt the guy needed to be taken tf out ASAP#//Bonus if she'd made a previous passing mention of wanting to & Wrios decided to make it a reality bc She wanted it first#//As a thanks for taking care of him all those years#//Shit; this got too long kjsbdg#//Might as well make it a fic#//Anywho; creative bones are working again; I see#//Idk; this was born out of me thinking how they became such good friends over the years; I can't imagine it was any easy esp on Wrios' sid#//So I will try to drafts#//If not; I will pop into inboxes with fresh ideas#//Or keep an eye out for opens on the dash
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eggscellentflan · 5 years ago
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extremely self-indulgent swsh self insert au concept (warning: horny level off the charts) @traumadotwav tagging in case ur interested
I’m sonia’s sibling, younger only by a year or two (I’m assuming sonia and leon are the same age)
as kids we both wanna take after our grandma and become professors, sonia is less dead-set on the idea tho and also considers becoming a trainer, she’s very skilled in both areas but more passionate about battling and becomes leon’s rival, meanwhile I have almost no interest in battling and just study experimental breeding and conservation
leon and hop’s family are obvs our family friends, and at some point I share with them the results of some of my breeding projects - pokemon who can absorb and benefit from dynamax energy WITHOUT actually dynamaxing (think like the legendary wolves) with the intention that they a) are more generally hardy, helping with maintaining wild populations and healthy gene pools, and b) cannot dynamax and therefore cannot cause large-scale environmental havoc as easily
Leon points out that they could also be extremely strong in battle, and persuades me to use my partner alcremie in a test battle against him, I very nearly beat him and he’s like jesus christ wtf
I realise my alcremie Really likes to battle. This sparks a significant shift in both my and sonia’s interests: I get into battling with my uniquely bred pokemon, and sonia is amazed by their strength and starts helping me more with further research on them, to the point she’s contributing more than I am
eventually we both come to the conclusion the bred pokemon (I’m gonna call them tinymax pokemon for the sake of convenience) should be tried out in the gym challenge, leon is the champion by now and is keen to endorse us both but I’m the one who ends up entering despite having less battle experience because I already have an established tinymax team, sonia supports me with continued research
obvs I blast through it pretty quick, everyone is amazed, basically canon story  events now but replace the protag w me and I have a tangible reason to be doing so well lol, and instead of just sonia doing the historical research it’s both of us as a team... hop is still also doing the challenge as well but is younger than me, so he kinda has two older sibling rivals he wants to beat
rose also gains interest in me Because of the tinymax pokemon and their  economical and ecological potential. his big plan is a bit different now because of this - he’s actually confiding in me and trying to work with me for starters, he thinks the genetic factor I discovered with tinymax pokemon is the key to controlling eternatus, if there’s some way to introduce that factor to it while it’s still in the egg thing with like gene therapy
obviously that goes wrong, prompts eternatus to wake up, just like in game as I’m about to fight leon in the finals, leon goes to fight it and gets wiped out, I come save the day etc etc
leon ftr is like having a major Time about me leading up to all this, like fuck what have I done I’ve unleashed an unstoppable battling machine I’m gonna get dunked on and I can’t decide if I hate or love that (oh yeah and they might accidentally help rose destroy the world with bio engineering if they’re not careful, fuck scientists are scary and hot)
so when he comes to and finds out I didn’t do that and instead saved everything and caught an Actual God in a pokeball he’s like ok motherfucker I am so angry and proud and ashamed and turned on and confused we gotta fight RIGHT NOW and he’s just barely awake hobbling into the stadium like earlier than in the game, a dozen people behind him begging him to go lie down, he loses bc he’s only half alive but technically that still makes me the champion, chaos ensues as he’s dragged back to bed and everyone’s reeling over what just happened and whether it’s fair/official
for a couple days everything’s kinda in limbo, I’ve been officially crowned champion but nobody feels good about it, waiting to see if once leon recovers there’s gonna be a rematch or w/e, then news gets out that he’s just gone? like just up and left, nobody knows where, there’s some panic (esp cause of his infamous sense of direction lol), hop is of course the first one out trying to find him and knows him better than anyone else so does end up finding him (with me hot on his heels) in the slumbering weald
turns out he wasn’t running away or anything, everyone was kinda panicking over nothing like w the rose tower thing, he was just interested in the legendary wolves since they’d helped w eternatus. He Does want a rematch though and is like welp I was gonna wait til I got back to wyndon to announce it but since u can’t stay away from me I guess we can do it now ; )
hop’s like wtf this is a terrible idea but we’re already fighting, it ends in a draw with his charizard and my alcremie simultaneously KO’ing each other, leon is like well... I guess that means we’re both the champion, hop now you can strive to beat both of us simultaneously (we get back to wyndon and everyone’s like um that’s not how this works KC is still officially the only champion, we end up sorta taking turns? bc we‘re evenly matched so we keep taking the title off each other,  everyone just calls us both the champion tho lol, anyway leon and I start dating and become the ultimate power couple and sonia and I keep doing research as well, hop becomes a researcher AND a trainer bc the real moral is u can do both, everyone lives hornily ever after the enD
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mirkwoodshewolf · 6 years ago
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Return of Macavity; Supernatural x sister reader
*Author’s note*
Okay guys now this idea was buzzing around my mind for several weeks after seeing all the nice comments from pt. 1 “The chain” so I decided to make a pt.2 to this and eventually just maybe either during Thanksgiving break or once I am done with school this semester, I will write up a third and final part with Alt. endings as to what happens.
Now there is the typical SPN warning of swearing, violence, fight scenes, guns (I EXPRESS THIS ESP. AFTER WHAT HAS HAPPENED NOW THAT I AM POSTING THIS) but there is fluffyness in this as I have offically caught up since 2 wks. before the s.14 premiere of SPN. Okay so now that that’s out of the way I leave you guys to enjoy pt.2 :) 
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I was running through the darkness.  I ran and ran as fast I could but I couldn’t get away.  I also kept hearing his dark and sinister laughter echoing through the darkness.  Suddenly I tripped on something and when I looked down I found roots starting to coil around my ankles.  I tried to free myself with my magic but nothing was working.  It was then I felt a foot collide with my chest and there standing over me was the demon Macavity.
His laughter and dark face glared down at me, his piercing yellow eyes sent shivers down my spine as I felt him press his foot harder against me.  I tried to scream but nothing came out……
I was screaming Bloody Mary as I tossed and turned in my bed when I felt someone shaking me gently. My eyes shot open and there stood the newest member of our little family and recently turned boyfriend Jack Kline.
“It’s okay (y/n), it’s okay, you’re okay”. I panted before looking down sadly still panting. He brought me close to his chest, my ear resting right over his heart. His gentle heartbeats calming my nerves as I tried to match my breathing with the beats of his heart.  It was then my brothers and Cas came barging in shortly after my brothers with their guns out and Cas with an angel blade in hand.
But once they saw that I was just having a nightmare and Jack was trying to soothe me, they lowered their weapons and knew right away what my dream was about.
“Him again?” asked Dean not even in a question format.  I let out a frightened whimper answering him.
It had been 2 years since that day I came back from Hell under Macavity’s imprisonment.  For those that don’t know, I was taken after a case gone wrong and for nine months I was tortured and forced to become his ultimate weapon.  For nine months I was brainwashed, whipped, scarred, and manipulated into hating my brothers until I unleashed my inner powers.
Nine months after my torment, he thought I was ready to finally to carry out my mission; to terminate and take vengeance on my brothers.  But as always, they saved the day and finally set my mind free from my brainwashed state and with lots and lots and I mean lots of TLC, angel therapy from Cas I was semi-back to normal.  But even now, 2 years later today, I still get PTSD that he’s still watching me and I can hear him telling me that he is disappointed in me telling me that I failed him.
He tells me that he’s planning on finding me and taking me back to where I belonged and this time he was going to make sure I stayed his perfect weapon, right after he killed everyone I loved and forced me to watch.
I felt the bed dip beside me and I took notice that Sammy now sat beside Jack.  I was then transferred to my brother’s arms who wrapped his arms around me tightly rubbing my arm softly as he rested his chin on top of my head.
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“He’s gone (y/n), he can’t find you here. You’re safe here. You’re with your family. It’s okay sweetie, it’s okay”.  I sniffled and buried myself into his chest.  His hand soothing rubbed my arm up and down comfortingly as I kept whimpering fearfully.
When I opened my eyes, I saw Jack staring right back at me.  He leaned forward and gently touched my nose with his before leaning his forehead against mine.  I took in his strength and felt my fear slowly slip away.
“I would like to be with (y/n) alone for a moment, if that is alright” Cas stated.
“Do what you gotta do Cas, help our little sis in any way you can. Come on Sammy, we gotta look into how we can kill this Macavity bastard”. I felt Sam kiss the top of my head before he left my side leaving Jack and I still on the bed.  As my brothers left, Cas turned and looked to Jack telling him that he needed to leave.  I felt Jack grip my hand tightly but I placed my other hand on top of his and we spoke through our telepathic bond.
‘Please Jack, I don’t want you to hear what I’m going to say’.
‘I’ll be right outside. I won’t be far, as soon as Castiel’s done I’ll come right back, I promise bunny’. He kissed me softly before wiping away a stray tear and soon he left my room shutting the door behind him, leaving Cas and I alone in my room. He slowly approached my bed and sat down at the foot of it and he said.
“What happened this time?” I shook my head and said something that I have been dying to get off my chest.
“Six months. Six months this is happened to me every night Cass and it’s not getting any better!” I choked out.
“Don’t worry (y/n), we’re starting a trail right now on how to finally end this. He won’t ever get you back”.
“Who are you guys fooling? You know as well as I do that nothing not even Lucifer has been able to kill him!” I snapped.  I turned away from the angel and I continued, “Oh Cas, while I’m grateful he’s made me unlock my true strength, I—” I began to trail off as more tears began to stream down my face and my voice began to crack as I cried out, “I wish—I wish he had just killed me!” I brought my face into my hands as I wept hysterically.
I soon felt Cas’ arms wrap around me as he brought me close to his chest.  He gently kissed my forehead and I even felt his wings wrap around me as I kept crying until I had cried myself to sleep.
*3rd Person POV*
Shortly after (y/n) had fallen asleep, Jack came right back into the room to see his father holding his girlfriend.  Castiel looked to Jack and Jack nodded softly.  He then slowly got up trying not to wake (y/n) up and transfer her into Jack’s arms.  
Jack slowly leaned up against the headrest of the bed while holding his girlfriend in his arms. He noticed the tearstains on her cheeks, the dark hollowed bags under her eyes and the still stress-like features that plastered across her sleeping face.
Even though he had been told briefly of what Macavity had done to her by both her brothers and Castiel and sometimes by (y/n) herself, he still didn’t know the trauma that still came with what happened to her.  But he vowed to himself that if this Macavity ever came back for her, he’d kill him for hurting the woman that he loves and make sure that he never hurts another person again.
He summoned out his wings and they curled up around (y/n) protectively.  His pure white with hidden bluish tint wings wrapped around her almost as if shielding her from the darkness of the world and hoping that he himself was her guiding light in her dark torment.
Castiel walked towards the war room of the Bunker where Sam and Dean were doing some research on Macavity’s weakness.  When the brothers noticed Cas’ return, Dean said.
“How is she?”
“Not good. She wishes that he had just killed her instead of turning her into his weapon. For the past six months it’s gotten worse, I fear that he may be coming for her”.
“Like Hell we’re going to allow that!” Dean snarled.
“I just wish there was something, anything I don’t care whether in Lore or the Book of the Damned that could help us find a way to finally kill him” stated Sam.
“Well right now we need to focus on one thing. What can we do to help (n/n)? She hasn’t been at her top game and she can’t keep going on like this, she’s only getting worse” said Dean.  The three men began to ponder on what they could do to help the youngest of their team (well minus Jack but anyways).
“Maybe a change of scenery would do her good”. Suggested Castiel.
“But what if Macavity is tracking her down? We can’t really ward off a beach” said Dean.
“I might know somewhere that’s safe and we’ll be able to protect her”. Suggested Sam.  Dean and Cas looked at him and Dean immediately knew who and where his brother was suggesting.
“Make the call”. Sam then picked up his phone and called the number that he wanted.  He waited for two rings when the phone was picked up and he said.
“Hey Jody, it’s Sam. Listen we need to ask you a favor…..”
*My POV*
The next thing I knew I woke up to see white feathers wrapped around me.  I recognized who it was by the bluish tint hidden within the wings, that and I could feel his body under mine.  I looked up to see Jack looking down at me and he said.
“Good morning”. He said with a soft smile.
“Morning” I croaked out.
“How are you feeling?” he asked as he tilted my chin up to look him in the eye.
“A bit better, did you not sleep at all last night?”
“No. I wanted to watch over you in case you had another nightmare. In case he—he hurt you again”.  I smiled at him lovingly and I said to him.
“Jack, have I ever told you, you are an angel?”
“Well I am half angel” he said like it was a blunt fact.  I chuckled softly and said as I cupped his face.
“I mean that you are literally the sweetest guy I have ever met”.
“Oh”. I smiled and leaned up and kissed his lips with mine before I got out of his wings and took his hand and led us to the kitchen to have some breakfast.
Once we got to the kitchen, I saw Dean with his cup of coffee and Sam at his computer.
“Hey, look who finally decided to wake up” Dean teased.  I sent him a bitch face and that’s when Sam said.
“Oh that’s good you’re up. Pack your bags (y/n), we’re going out of state”.
“What do we got a case already?”
“Nope, even better. Now go quickly vámonos chica!” Dean said in a hurry as he separated me from Jack and pushed me out of the kitchen.
“Geez hold on a sec! Can I at least have some breakfast first?”
“Ugh fine! Eat up then pack your bags!” I then took some of my brother Dean’s famous scrambled eggs and toast and ate up my breakfast.  
Once I got done, Sammy took care of the dishes and I went up to get dressed as well as to pack up my bags.
“How much clothes will I need?”
“About a week’s worth” said Sam.  As I put in some clothes as well as my bras and underwear, I then asked.
“Is there any chance I could ask where we’re going exactly?”
“Sorry sweetie, that’s a surprise” he said. I groaned and finished packing up my bags and once that was all done he picked up my bag and we both headed out to the car.
Mine, Dean’s and Sam’s bags went into Baby’s trunk and I got in my usual spot right behind Sammy with Jack in the middle and Cas behind Dean.  Dean then turned on Baby’s ignition and her purrs soon started up and we drove out of the Bunker to Chuck knows where.
As we drove on, Dean looked at me through the rearview mirror and he said.
“Hey baby girl, I know you haven’t been sleeping well on your own, why don’t you catch a few z’s it’s gonna be awhile before we reach our destination”. I looked at him and squirmed in my seat hesitantly.  I wanted to tell him that I feared to go to sleep because I knew that Macavity would show himself and taunt me as he does every time I close my eyes.  It was then I felt a hand at my knee and I turned to see Jack.
“I’ll protect you while you sleep” he said as he looked deeply into my eyes.  I smiled softly at him and he whispered softly, “Come here,” he brought me close to his chest and I nuzzled myself into him as I felt his hand rub up and down my arm.
“Now you listen kid, I better see those hands through this mirror, any lower and I’m pulling this car over and you’re walking the rest of the way, understood?” Dean said overprotectively.
“I would never take advantage of (y/n) while she sleeps” Jack stated.
“Dean leave him alone and eyes on the road and not in the backseat, besides how many times has dad told you that line every time you had a girl in here”. I snapped which made Sam try to suppress a laugh to which Dean looked at him with a bitch face telling him to shut up.
I then turned my attention back to Jack and I cuddled close to him and his arms went further around me bringing me even closer to him.  He pressed a light kiss to my forehead and rested his head on top of mine, he even softly hummed me one of my favorite 80’s songs “Take on Me” by Ah-ha which sent me off to sleep almost instantly.
I found myself in a dark forest once more all alone. Sam, Dean, Cas and even Jack were nowhere to be found.  I looked around paranoid when I heard his laugh again.  That haunting, maniacal, deep laugh that always sent shivers down my spine.
Suddenly I found myself pinned by my throat and there standing before me in all his crazed infamy was the mad demon psychic Macavity. His wildly, madden reddish-brown hair hung around his face much like a lion’s mane, his hypnotizing yellow cat-like eyes that can make anyone fall under his spell whether they be man, woman, monster, angel, demon, whomever.  
Even with these traits, his face still appears to be the most handsomest man any woman would love to bed.
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No one can resist the hypnotic trance of Macavity.  The true Napoleon of Hell.
“Oh my precious little Winchester,” I gripped onto his hand that held my throat trying to free myself before I blacked out. “You think you can escape from me? I know where your brothers and those angels are taking you. And I’m coming for you my sweet. I promise, this time when I fix you, you won’t ever turn back”.
“Please…..just kill me” I begged.
“Oh my dear you would wish that wouldn’t you? But you are just too good to kill, that’s why I turned you into my weapon. You could’ve taken your revenge, finally ended the endless hell that your brothers have put you through, yet you failed me. Your humanity just had to pop out all because of a song. Well this time that won’t happen again”.  Suddenly I felt his hand go right through my chest and that’s when I felt myself jolt up awake.
I let out a gasp and gripped tightly onto a soft, fabric blue jacket and that’s when I saw Jack still beside me and he said.
“You were trembling in your sleep, I thought it best to wake you up before anything else happened to you”. I leaned up against him and hugged him as tight as I could.
“Hey (y/n), good to see you’re up. Come on we just got here, everyone’s waiting to see yah” Dean said as he peeked in through the window.  Jack opened up his door and got out first before holding out his hand for me to take.
I took his hand and he gently pulled me out and I was soon staring at a very familiar house with some very familiar female faces that I had not seen in forever.
Welcome to Jody Mill’s hunting home for Wayward Sisters.
Jody, Patience, Claire, Alex, and Donna.  The founding members and probably the five most badass chicks besides myself that go into the Hunting business.  They all greeted me with cheers or simple waves and I was truly surprised.
“What? How did—you guys did this?” I asked turning towards my brothers.
“We felt like you could use some time off away from the Bunker, but we knew you still needed to be protected just in case so—we called Jody up and she’s allowed us to stay for the week” said Sam with a smile.  I looked at my big brother and trudged up to him and hugged him as tight as I could.
“I love you yah big moose”. He chuckled and rocked me slightly before I turned towards Dean and hugged him as well.  He proceeded to lift me up and give me a small kiss on my head.  I then did the same for Cas and Jack knowing that they were also involved before I raced up to the girls.
“Come here sweetheart” Jody said as she hugged me motherly.  Ever since the first few cases we’ve helped her with, Jody has become the mother I never really had (I’d really rather not talk about my birth mother just know there were a lot of booze and drugs) I’ve looked up to her for womanly problems and she was always there to lend me a hand when it came to girl stuff.
As we separated I was suddenly picked up and twirled around by Sheriff Donna.  Ever since that case with the weight losses monster scam, she’s basically kinda loved me and my brothers then once she found out the truth about monsters, she really became like the fun aunt that you just want to hang out with for me.  She’s definitely a hugger but you learn to get pass her hyperness because when thing get serious, you never want to be on her bad side.
I then moved to the girls who were around my age or slightly older or younger than me.  First I set my eyes on Alex; The once kidnapped girl and forced to become a sort of “Vampire trafficker” for a nest.  But the moment my brothers, Jody and I came to save her, she did the right thing and ever since then she’s been trying to clean herself up and she’s done a pretty good job at that.
Sure there were some ups and downs like one of her victims coming back to kill her and everyone else she loved but we put a stop to those dicks and I even got to comfort her of her broken heart since her supposed boyfriend only went out with her because he was told to ever since he was turned.
“Hey Alex, how you been?”
“School still sucks but at least I’ll be graduating soon”. I smiled at her and we both hugged each other.  It was then my eyes soon set on Claire.
Ahh yes, Claire Novak. The daughter of Castiel’s vessel Jimmy Novak.  But ever since that day when Cas was booted out of Jimmy, that turned everything around for her.  This girl has been through so much crap that I’m surprised she didn’t end up either killing herself or going mad and be put in a mental institution.
Sure she’s got a mouth on her and can be a real bitch sometimes but when push comes to shove, she won’t hesitate to kill anyone who threatens her family.  I stood before her and I said.
“Hello bitch”.
“Hey whore” she said to me. I smirked at her and we both clapped out hands together before bringing each other for a brief hug.  “So demon messing with you head huh? Been there before”.
“Claire!” Jody hissed. I waved it off telling her it was fine and I said to her.
“Yep, same psycho bastard that made me become Hela basically”.
“Gotta admit though, that does come in handy”. I nodded in agreement.  I then turned to the newest member of the Wayward sisters, Patience Moseley.
Patience is actually the granddaughter of Missouri Moseley, a psychic that once helped out my brothers over 10 years ago before I met them and long story short we ended up saving her from a wraith that was killing psychics.  Apparently her dad kicked her out because of her visions so Jody gave her a place in her home and adopted her as another daughter.
After the whole Dreamwalker incident with Kaia (Chuck rest her soul) I ended up on a random highway alone and that’s when I was found fortunately by Donna whom I explained everything to and I sent the call to Jody.  We all met up and rescued my brothers from the bad place, and from that moment forward, the Wayward Sisters were born. I hugged her and I said.
“So you getting your powers down at all since I last saw you?”
“Visions come up every now and then, thankfully they come up at the right time during hunts. I’ve been able to prevent more deaths from happening each time”.
“Alright way to go Raven Baxter” I teased her with the nickname.
“Okay what do you say we get you all set up into your rooms and I’ve got some steak and potatoes just cooking in the kitchen”. Jody said as she picked up my suitcase.
“Oh yeah Jody I love you right now!” my brother Dean proclaimed as he hugged her. Jody smiled and patted his back and we all soon gathered inside Jody’s place.
I was sharing a room with Claire and as I unpacked my stuff she was currently laying on her bed and she said.
“So that new guy that’s around you guys, he the one you banging?” I choked on air and I looked at her in shock and said.
“Claire what the hell!? No!”
“Hey I’m just askin. He’s been following you like some sappy puppy and he’s not bad looking, kind reminds me of a young Leo DiCaprio”.
“Yeah I guess he kinda does. But it’s too soon for all that, we’ve barely reached our 1 year anniversary”. I said.  Once I finished unpacking my stuff in Claire’s room, we both went back downstairs to see everyone sitting at the table ready to eat.  I sat between my brothers and for the first time I ate a proper dinner meal.
I happily ate the steak and mashed potatoes along with a couple of Hawaiian rolls and some green beans.  Once dinner was done, Sammy and I helped out with Jody cleaning the table up and putting any leftovers in the fridge.
It was then Patience, Alex and Claire took me outside for a little teenage girl quality time.  We were outside listening to some loud music and dancing around like we just didn’t care.  It then progressed into a dance off battle between me and Patience vs. Alex and Claire.
Alex had just gotten done with her epic routine and who would’ve thought that girl could dance so good, guess she got a secret spot on the dance team at her school or something. Now it was my turn.
The Black eyed Peas “Let’s get it started” soon came on the stereo and I just let go and let the music take control over me.  From all those years watching Youtube videos of hip-hop dancers or even watching the BEP music videos watching some of their moves I danced along to the song.
As I ended my dance with my hands crossed over my chest and tilted my chin upwards very quickly taunting both the girls telling them that while they had skills, they didn’t have my skills.  It was then I heard an applause behind me and I could hear Dean cheering and whistling.
I smiled at them and bowed as the grownups plus Jack applauded at me.  But that’s when the trouble truly started.
(A/N: TRUST ME WHEN I SAY YOU’RE GONNA WANNA HEAR THIS. This will give you an idea of Macavity’s laugh)
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Suddenly the stereo went berserk and let out a loud screeching sound and suddenly the entire place as well as any house nearby went completely black.
“What the hell was that?” asked Jody.
“Maybe blew out a fuse, stereos tend to do that”. Suggested Dean.
“No it can’t be, that stereo was recently bought last week”.  Suddenly a sinister laugh echoed through the darkness.  A laugh that I knew all too well.
Sparks from the electrical wires sparked and the stereo made the crashing sounds from the speakers once more and I exclaimed.
“He’s here!”
“Who?” asked Claire.
“Macavity! He’s found me!” I said fearfully.  I held my head in my hands and started feeling my chest become too tight as I could barely breathe properly.  I soon felt Sammy’s arms wrap around me and he said.
“Don’t worry, we won’t let him get you”.
“Alright everyone arm yourselves and get ready” stated Dean.  
The entire backyard was now pitch black, no lights were seen for miles.  Everyone circled around me protectively and I could hear either guns being cocked or knives being taken out of their sheaths. Macavity’s haunting laugh soon echoed through the night once more but he still wasn’t making himself known.
I whimpered fearfully as I tried to wake myself up thinking this was all a dream but I knew I was kidding myself.  I felt Sam stroke down my hair trying to calm me down as the circle of hunters and angels got tighter and tighter as they waited for Macavity to show himself.
Suddenly in a flash of light, Macavity appeared on the roof of Jody’s house laughing manically. He held his hands outward and I knew immediately what he was doing because I could feel his magic affecting me too.
He had everyone of us paralyzed with our arms outward almost like we were begging for forgiveness before being smite down by God.  He soon levitated down towards the ground and some of us were even forced down onto the ground in submission.
His wicked smile spread across his face as his laugh pierced the night sky before suddenly disappearing from our sights.  Once he was gone, we were all suddenly free from his power and panting softly.
“What the hell did he just do to us?” demanded Dean.
“His hypnotic paralyzing spell. With just an outspread of his hand, he can force an entire stadium of people to keep their eyes on him and become his temporary puppets while he completes a task” I explained.
“Guys….Jody’s missing!” proclaimed Donna.  It was then we finally began to notice that Donna was right.  Jody was nowhere to be seen.
“Jody?”
“Jody!?” We all cried out.
“He took her” I stated shakily.  Everyone turned to me and I said, “He told me he’d take everyone I held most dear, he probably had his goons take Jody while he had the rest of us under his spell”.
“Well we can’t wait around forever. Jack take the girls inside, Sammy you me, Cas and Donna are gonna scope out the area for either Jody or this Macavity bastard”. Said Dean.
“Oh hell no! Jody is out there missing I am not gonna stay here and hide like some helpless mouse!” exclaimed Claire in an extremely pissed off tone.
“Claire, Macavity is not like any other monster you’ve faced. He could easily end you or torture you like he’s done to (y/n). I won’t let you be affected by him too” Cas said protectively.  Claire looked at the angel and swore that she saw bits of her father looking back at her.
“Besides Claire, (y/n) is gonna need every bit of protection she can get. If you won’t do this for us, then do it for her”. Claire then turned towards me and I looked at her and she groaned and said.
“Just please bring her back safe and alive”. My brothers nodded and soon Jack, me and the girls all got inside the barn right next door to Jody’s place.
We warded off the entire barn with every signa we could think of that would hopeful ward off Macavity but I knew deep down he’d find a way. He’s been able to make both Crowley and Lucifer his bitches if he wanted to.  I was sitting on top of a pile of hay when I felt Jack sitting himself right beside me.
“He won’t get you now”.
“He’ll find a way. He always finds a way. So long as I’m still connected to him as his weapon”. I lowered my head into my arms and could hear his voice in my head taunting me. Soon I felt two hands cup my face and I was soon looking deeply into Jack’s eyes.  His eyes soon phased to gold and my mind was put at ease no longer feeling fear or anxiety.
Just warmth and peacefulness.
I smiled softly and thanked him and he smiled back like a puppy and leaned forward and kissed my nose.  Soon my brothers, Donna and Cas came back into the barn and Alex said.
“Did you find her?”
“No, trails cold. There’s not even a single footprint to even track”.  Soon Macavity’s laugh was once again heard through the darkness and I heard Dean growl.
“God I’m really starting to get annoyed with that laugh of his!”
“No shit” I heard Claire say.  Suddenly a knock was heard.  We all looked towards the door and a voice called out.
“Guys it’s me, Jody. Let me in!” My brothers cautiously walked up to the door, Sam held his gun in place while Dean slowly unbolted the door and soon standing there on the other side was Jody.  “Thanks guys”.
“Jody what happened?” asked Sam.
“Well when Macavity had you all under whatever it was that he did….I was suddenly grabbed by these cat-like demons and taken away deep into the woods. Luckily I managed to beat the hell out of them and make my escape”. She explained.
The girls soon all came up to Jody hugging and crying happily for her safe return.
But something didn’t sit right with me.
My body became tense and I started getting fidgety and only one person in existence made me this shaky. Jack turned to me and said.
“(Y/n), what’s wrong? It’s just Jody. She’s alright”. I suddenly sat up and summoned a battle axe in my hand and Dean said.
“Whoa, whoa, whoa take it easy baby girl it’s Jody! Remember?”
“Everyone get away from him!” Donna looked at Jody concerned and that’s when Alex said.
“(Y/n) it really is Jody”.
“Yeah, I can even sense that this is Jody’s aurora” Patience said.  I charged and forced all the girls to back away from ‘Jody’ and charged again to make sure Donna was clear out of the way.
“(Y/n) what’s wrong?” asked Cas.  My whole body was shaking with both fear and rage as I finally worked up the courage to jump onto Jody’s back and I roared out.
“I’LL SHOW YOU!!!” The two of us then were spinning around and around and around until suddenly a flash of light came through the barn and I held the disguised skin of Jody Mills and everyone was screaming out one name.
“MACAVITY!!!”  I rushed towards my brothers who both kept me behind them as they withdrew their guns and fired as many shots as they could. But of course for any demon, these bullets did absolutely nothing to Macavity.  He merely smirked at my brothers and lifted his hand to blood bend out a whip.
He then whipped Alex and Claire across their faces sending them down just for the hell of it and not once taking his eyes off my brothers.
“The famous Dean and Sam Winchester. I’ve heard so much about you from my prized weapon. Especially you Sam. The one who let her go and brought her to me”.
“You shut your damn mouth you sick son of a bitch! What I did—what happened was an accident and I’ve learned from that. But what you’ve done to our sister…..you deserve so much worse than Hell”. Sammy growled venomously.  Macavity smirked and merely said with a shrug.
“Pity, I find Hell to be quite a paradise”. He then pushed my brothers away leaving me completely defenseless.  He suddenly appeared right in front of me gripping my throat tightly and he said right in my face. “I told you I would find you. You can’t hide from me my prized weapon”. I was now flung over his shoulder and I was thrashing wildly like an animal.
I screamed, kicked, scratched whatever I could I even tried to summon a weapon but thanks to him, he was forcing my powers to go dormant so I couldn’t fight against him.
I felt a grip at my hand and I soon saw Castiel gripping onto my wrist tightly trying to pull me free from Macavity’s grip.  Soon I ended up like a rope as I was being pulled between Angel and Demon. I gripped onto Cas’s sleeve as tight as I could and tried to pull myself towards him but Macavity had a strong and powerful grip on my ankles.
Suddenly I was caught and held bridal style by none other than Jack.  He carried me away and raced off holding me as close and tight as he could as he fled from Macavity.
Cas stood between us and Macavity and he sneered at the sorcerer Demon.
“You. Will not. Go anywhere near her again!” Macavity chuckled darkly and said just before sending a strong punch across Castiel’s face.
“And just who is powerful enough to stop me?” With his angel grace boiling inside him and his protective nature for the Winchesters shined through, Cas’s wings soon came out and his eyes sparked blue and he said.
“Me”. He then punched Macavity hard across his face, which ended up literally dislocating his jaw.
He looked at Castiel in shock before he snapped his jaw back into place with a loud crack which made all of us cringe and he said.
“Finally, a real challenge”. Cas revealed his angel blade and Macavity summoned out an angel blade as well that he had acquired after torturing and killing an angel himself.
The two deities proceeded to circle each other staring each other down waiting for the other to make the first move.
Jack brought my head close to his chest so that I wouldn’t have to look at what was about to unfold as I felt his wings wrap protectively around me, shielding me from what was to happen.
*3rd Person POV*
Both Castiel and Macavity stared each other down, both glowing with pure and raw power and finally they charged at each other leaping in the air like a true demon and angel fight.
Macavity made the first strike right into Castiel’s shoulder with the angel blade which made Cas groan in pain but he quickly made a strike right for Macavity’s face, giving him a nice long scar from his eye down to his chin.  Both deities landed on the ground and as Cas gripped his shoulder in pain, Macavity chanted a spell and suddenly turned into a large snake.
He wrapped himself around Castiel squeezing his neck tightly trying to choke the angel but Cas managed to stab him with his angel blade making Macavity coil back and writhe in pain on the floor.  Cas gripped his angel blade tight as Macavity soon began to shapeshift back into his normal form.
He then charged right at the demon and that was when Macavity picked Castiel up and not like a simple choke-grip but like a wrestling move pick up holding the angel vertical for a good moment before literally tossing him across the other side of the room.
Everyone called out Cas’s name in shock or horror wondering if their angel friend was alright. As Castiel slowly pushed himself back onto his feet, he was sudden scratched across the face by cat-like claws across his face before suddenly going under some hypnotic trance.
Macavity was now trying to get inside Castiel’s mind much like he had done to (y/n) all those years ago through months of torture.  He wanted to put Castiel under his spell so that he could have a second hand weapon to handle the hunters while he would retrieve his long lost weapon.
But strong willed, Castiel managed to break Macavity’s spell which surprised him since no one had been able to resist his magic.  The two of them went a couple of rounds with nothing but raw and powerful punches at each other but it was then Macavity went to stab Castiel with the angel blade.
Just before the blade went deep enough to kill Castiel, suddenly a powerful force stopped Macavity midway through his attack as well as sending Castiel away from Macavity’s grip towards the other side of the barn.  Some of the girls came around Cas and soon Macavity’s eyes turned towards Jack.
His eyes glowing as he was using his power to now crush every bone in Macavity’s body.  His rage growing at the fact that this demon not only tried to kill his father, but he was now staring down the very same demon who had for years tormented and tortured his beloved (y/n).
“So it is true—the Nephilim spawn of Lucifer himself” Macavity mocked.
“You hurt my family. My friends. My. Love!” He tightened his hand which made Macavity crumble down to the ground in pain. He smirked at Jack and started to slowly rise up which shocked Jack because so far no one has been able to withstand his powers.
He then pushed Jack back using his own powers against him but even then Macavity was starting to feel weak. Which was a good sign for the hunters.
Dean leaped into action and stabbed Macavity in the back with the demon knife and he sneered in the demon’s ear.
“That was for my sister”. Macavity punched Dean right in the face sending him down to the ground. Donna, Alex and Patience soon got in and fired a couple rounds into Macavity with their shotguns.  Once they ran out as he began to back away injured and barely able to boost up his magic, Claire then came out with silver tiger claws that she herself fashioned and gave a few good deep scratches into Macavity’s side and thigh.
He then began to retreat as fast as he could.  Dean and Sam both immediately race after the demon as he was now on the top level of the barn reaching for some hidden cable wires.  He connected them together which created a powerful electrical light which ended up shocking everyone in the barn.
When they all came around after having the shock of their life, they were surprised to see that Macavity was gone.
*My POV*
“(Y/n), (y/n) come on baby wake up”. I opened my eyes to see Jack standing over me and my brother Sam holding a flashlight onto both of them.
“Sam? Jack?”
“Oh thank god you’re still with us (y/n)”. Jack said as he held me close. I embraced him back and I turned towards Sam.
“Is—is he…..”
“He got away. There’s no sign of him at all, it’s like he was never here”. I sighed solemnly and I said.
“Well that’s Macavity for you, whenever crime strikes again, Macavity’s not there”. I then looked ahead to see Claire and Dean sitting on either side of Castiel.  I raced over towards them and knelt down in front of Cas and saw the damage Macavity had done to him, all because of me.
“(Y/n), this wasn’t your fault”. I heard Cas say.  He groaned in pain and continued as Jack came over and healed his wounds, “None of this was your fault, I couldn’t stand by and watch as he took you again and tortured you as he once did. Along with your brothers, you mean too much to me and if anything happened to you—” I stopped him by embracing him.
I felt him embrace me back and I helped Jack heal Cass up and once our beloved angel was fully healed from his injuries I turned to face my brothers.  I walked up to them and they pulled me close to them and I held onto them with all my might.
“I thought he’d—”
“Shhh, don’t speak. We’re here, alive and still kickin ass” Dean said. They both kissed the top of my head and we stayed there for a moment before I finally said.
“But what about Jody? She’s missing because of me”.
“Don’t worry, we’ll find her. And we won’t stop looking until we do” said Sam.
“Perhaps I can help with that”. We all turned around and through a flickering lamp Lucifer suddenly appeared.
“What the hell?” Dean muttered as everyone drew out their weapons and Dean continued, “You got no right being here!”
“Whoa, whoa take it easy Dean-o, I come in peace baring a gift”. He then snapped his finger and soon spearing right beside him was Jody.
The real Jody.
“Jody?” gasped Claire. Jody turned towards us and nodded at us. Soon all the girls ran up to her and they embraced her and she hugged them back all of them crying in happiness. I turned towards Satin himself and I said.
“Why would you do this?”
“Sweetie-pie those minions of his are completely spineless, they roll over and show their bellies at the first sight of someone higher up than they are, you of all people would know that”. I glared at him giving him my best demon-interrogation stank eye before he continued, “Alright, alright enough with the stare already. Dad it even sends shivers up my spine and I’m supposed to be Big bad daddy of Hell. That Macavity bastard has gone too far already, not only has he refused to share magic which rightfully belongs to me, he’s messed with my favorite toys. Only I get to mess with you Winchesters, I’ve been messing with you way before he ever came into the picture. So I tell you what; if I can help you find a way to end that feline bastard once and for all, would you let me take first cracks at him”.
“First of all how do we know we can even trust you?” Cass stated defensively.
“You don’t, but like I said you all have been searching what—2 years on how to kill him and have come up with nada? That’s because he rarely makes attacks on humans physically, this is the first time in over 5 millennia’s he’s ever physically attacked human beings on Earth. So, do we have a deal?” I looked at my brothers, Cass and Jack.
I knew this was crazy, we’ve teamed up with Lucifer before and it always ends with him stabbing us in the back but now—this seems promising even more so than with the Darkness. I could tell Lucifer hated Macavity just as much as I did so I spoke up.
“Deal“.
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bluebeetle · 6 years ago
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How do you hope the castlevania show handles the other games?? it seems like they arent gonna be following curse of darkness well ...
Yeah! It does seem like theyre gonna take their own direction… i suspect Dracula might still be revived by the end of it but it definitely seems like theyre trying to be smart and not have Dracula be the main villain/end villain every season which makes sense, as to viewers it can seem tiring. 
Im hoping even if they scrap most of CoD’s story,, we still get a few story beats like 
Trevor and Hector meeting–perhaps even fighting–but teaming up in the end (And thus sypha and probs alucard too!!). pls i NEED them to met my son
isaac and trevor fiiiight. hopefully with the same amount of gay.
JULIA! Personally, im hoping they scrap Rosalee altogether bc she basically existed to die and be man pain so im hoping Julia will sorta be a mix of Rosalee and Julia–i.e. still a witch and isaac’s sister, but also being hector’s saviour in a way. 
speaking of, even if she isnt isaacs sister, JULIA BETTER NOT BE FUCKING WHITE!!!!!!!!!!!! like thats such a cop out if they do, to make her brother black but not her?? she better be black and awesome and heroic and save hector’s ass from carmilla, im just saying. also her and sypha NEED to bond.
i hope we get more backstory on everyone as well
ALSO DEATH!! even if its as Zead, id love for Death to show up. Maybe even be the reason for Dracula’s later cycle of ressurection. seriously, where is he? where is Dracula’s BFF and Best Bro Ever??????
as for the other games… I suspect they might ignore a few of em, but the main ones i’d like to see are, roughly in order:
Okay first of all, I kinda DONT want a Lament of Innocence game. I actually dont rly care for it, i think a lot of the story ideas are really dumb, Leon is lame…. etc. However he is already established in the show, so if they DO touch on his game i want either a: there to be a shit ton of focus on Joachim bc hes the best character and also less Wife Death and better focus on Mathias
or b: it to have all of those things and also be a B plot told in flashbacks and not the whole season, particularly in:
Simon’s Games! Simon has NO supporting cast, its just him and Drac really, so having the B plot saves them a lot of time making up a ton of things wholesale tbh… that said, id lvoe to see a Simon based on Kojima’s art, with a personality that isnt too much like Trevor or Richter’s… Id also love for them to do Simon’s Quest too, because while it isnt a well liked game, it would be the PERFECT drama. 
Like okay, I imagine it like this: We have this man, whose family is still not well liked by the people of Wallachia and who still have a bad wrap of being associated with evil and dark magic… hes  been raised basically his whole life to fight monsters and especially Dracula.
and he eventually does it and earns respect from the people who once hated him. Hes not sure how to handle this, since now his main purpose for living is over, but he tries his best… only for the back wound he recieved from dracula to cause him pain, almost like its not healing, and suddenly people are weary of him again as it becomes clear over time that the wound is cursed, that hes dying–or perhaps, worse, becoming some sort of creature of the night (maybe hes turning into a zombie, falling apart, or showing traits of vampires or werewolves or who knows).
One way or another he finds out he has to revive Dracula and kill him again to save himself fromt he curse. But that goes against everything he wants, to risk bringing Dracula back into the world–but is other option is to die painfully and risk becoming a creature of the night. All while trying to keep the unsteady trust he’s made with the people of Wallachia… basically, its very good drama that is a good break from having a Looming Big Bad!!
plus, i can imagine the final fight between them could be very interesting–both are weak, Simon from dying of the curse and Dracula from just being revived, so the fight isnt just about brute strength, especially as the longer it goes on, the weaker Simon gets but the strong Dracula gets as he readjusts to his new form. 
Juste’s on the other hand would be a more straight forward jaunt through the castle with monsters, with the twist being it’s his friend possessed by Dracula and all. Id LOOOVE for there to be focus on Maxim, Lydie, and Juste’s trio as well as talk about Juste being the most magic-based Belmont and what that means for them, as well as their much cozier place in the society that once rejected their family, and especially for what that means for White Haired, Magic Juste.
 Basically all I need from this part is good character writing for the three of them, but esp Maxim and Juste… Lydie wont be too hard bc she has like no personality in the games lol… give her one please. 
After that, theres of course Rondo of Blood and SotN. For the first one, I figure they can probably be pretty straight forward: Richters gotta fight Dracula, rescue some people, he meets a nice girl named Maria who helps him, etc… most of it will come fron the strength of Maria and Richters writing but theres bound to be some really cool action scenes with Richter and his skills and powers, but maria too! 
However, Id LOOOOVE for there to be more focus on Richter during his possession at some point, and his struggles with that!!! Also, Cameo from Juste his dad/grandpa pleaaase. 
As for Alucard and Maria… I hope they age up Maria a bit bc while Alucard is forever like, 18, itll nudge any romance that may happen between them outta an area of “Is This Weird?”. Anyways from there you get the usual Tepes Family Drama from Alucard having to kill his dad AGAIN and the Succubus as his mom oooo that good drama…
but I hope we get really good Maria characterization and stuff from her, like!! Please. Im also wanting her to not be white bc we NEED heroic characters of colour pls…..
I really hope they cover Order of Ecclesia bc Shanoa is great. I dont have much to say there tbh…. Idk if theyll do Bloodlines or Portrait of Ruin but there also a good way to break up the formula. Id also die if they made Sonia canon again….
Finally, i’d say the Sorrow series are the best ones to end the show on… I mean, on top of being the latest in the timeline–which means they can also do some neat stuff with modern or future tech–it also creates the best way to wrap up the series. Like, its a great way to say good bye to everyone, but especially to wrap up the Alucard and Dracula plot via Genya and Soma. 
I dont have too much to say here, other than I thin they could do some really good stuff by building up on whats already established in the show esp with Alucard and his Dad and then contrasting it with how they write Soma. 
Plus, Soma’s powers could make for some REALLY REALLY awesome fight scenes!!
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i actually don't see sanji as being opposed to being a bottom even in their earlier years of relationship, but then again when i think of zoro and sanji in a relationship is more on a built up, like they'll only have sex like what, after maybe they've been together for long. i agree that zoro is kinda ace that he won't seek sex. i don't know i just see sanji not minding to bottom, but i still see them as having sex only after years of being together... well btw, your fic is breathtaking, love it
i totally agree to them not having sex until they’ve been together a while - i can see lot of exploration, a lot of starts and stops, and a fumbling toward figuring out what works that sometimes hits and sometimes really misses. this also really depends on how old they are when they get together, too, and whether we’re looking at canon or au - that also has a lot of bearing on how i see their relationship trajectory going
thank you btw, i love thinking about this stuff and this is by no means me trying to convince you to change your mind or anything, it’s actually just helping me get more into sanji’s head so i can write more for him. there’s so many things i want to write in that 10 yr verse that i just couldn’t smoosh in with the time limit and the winter theme, but all this stuff is gonna come up some day.
and also thank you so much. i’m so glad you read and liked my fic!! i had tons of fun writing it and i’m just dkljasfjlf twitterpated that ppl... also enjoyed it... 
now for more Sanji And Sex thoughts
i think if sanji was older and had some some of the Work that boy’s gotta do (love him, but especially canon sanji, hoo boy, there’s a lot going on and it’s not all bad but enough of what is bad is yikes) it wouldn’t be such a big thing for him to get past. but if we’re talking early to mid twenties, maybe not having that much experience with guys (and lbr probably not that much with women either, given the way he is toward them) i foresee a bumpy road on the path to intimacy.
i think even just emotional intimacy would be harder for sanji with a man. taking sex out of the picture entirely for a bit, getting this boy to open up and form a sincere emotional connection and communicate those feelings in a healthy, easily understood way would be pretty tough, i feel. sanji’s very good at showing he cares with actions, and he’s also very good at distracting people from the parts of himself that would make him vulnerable. his loud and obnoxious and over-the-top flirting with women is sincere (and misguided) appreciation of the ladies, i think, but i also feel that it’s a degree of separation that keeps him from being rejected. how often do we honestly, sincerely see sanji trying to woo a lady? 
he’s so ridiculous with his effusive praise and affection that he becomes a joke, and there’s a deliberate gap there that protects him from really putting his heart out there and risking having it crushed. if a woman turns him down after he’s sang her praises to the ceiling and made a fool of himself, what’s the harm? but if a woman turned him down after he actually offered some of himself up, actually tried and had it thrown back in his face, sanji would be devastated. there’s old wounds there that aren’t anywhere near close to healed, and i don’t think he’s willing to take that risk. i think he’d be even less likely to take any kind of emotional risk with a man, at least not without a long and enduring friendship to back it up.
looking at how he was raised, the only one who provided any sort of emotionally nurturing influence was his mother, and she passed when he was young. pitted against the abuse and hyper-competitive nature of his dad’s child-rearing methods, and then being tossed into the baratie where affection is shown in very loud, brash, violent sorts of ways... take this and shove it into a very sensitive boy who desperately does not want to be sensitive, and you get someone who overperforms his masculinity, who tries so hard to be tough and badass that he trips right over into overbearing and stupid with it. he was raised in a boy’s club and it was sink or swim, and he learned to mask his soft, squishy bits behind temper and sarcasm when he couldn’t ignore them, and to equate strength with violence. sanji is such a vulnerable man -- he’s just buried it so deep that the amount of bs you have to dig through to get to it is obscene -- and he wants so badly not to be. he makes me sad sometimes. open up, you jerk!! anyway.
bringing this back around to sex, i think sanji would approach sex with women and men from a completely different headspace. with women, it would be a lot easier for him to be emotionally intimate with them and make the kind of connection that would allow him to feel comfortable branching out and allowing himself to be vulnerable in new and interesting ways. i could see sanji accepting a submissive role a lot easier with a woman than he would with a man -- not that he wouldn’t with a dude, i just think there’d be more leg work to get there. 
and setting the emotional bit aside, i don’t think sanji would be averse to physically bottoming at all once he got out of his own head about it. i see him, esp younger sanji, as having things tangled up pretty messily in his head and think that bottoming would somehow make him lesser/”the woman” i s2fg sanji. i think until sanji matures enough to realize that it isn’t a case of whoever is on top being the “alpha male” (i can’t believe i just had to type those words vinsmoke sanji) and the bottom partner being somehow on the wrong side of a power imbalance, he’d have some hang ups on bottoming. once he was able to disconnect his harmful ideas from the sex act itself, he’d have a lot of fun either on top or on bottom.
and personally, i hold a special place in my heart for a sanji who has realized he can top from the bottom, so to speak, and that physical dominance =/= who’s in charge necessarily. 
i just think that he has a lot of hurdles to overcome, but once he’s over them, it’ll be pretty smooth sailing and he’ll be happy to mix things up and try new things. he’d never admit it, but he needs that strong emotional connection, and the stability and safety to let himself be vulnerable. until he realizes that, i think he’d try to make sex with a man just about sex with a man, and if he was looking at it as just a physical thing, he’d want to be on top in every sense of the word. 
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