#//I love the idea of Kae being an ugly crier; complete with big ol Ghibli years and all bc of how WELL it fits with his vulnerability
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Most people would figure Kaeya to be a pretty crier, but in reality that’s either bc 1) He’s using crocodile tears to get what he wants or 2) he’s cut himself off before he ACTUALLY starts crying
#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//I love the idea of Kae being an ugly crier; complete with big ol Ghibli years and all bc of how WELL it fits with his vulnerability#//It being such a side he HATES showing of himself; one more thing he tries to hide#//That when it finally DOES come to light; he’d practically laid bare before the other person#//Every heartbreak; every fear; every insecurity and guilt he feels; bared for the other to see#//Hed much rather they kill him in that moment than comfort him; it is just TERRIFYING#//Painful; terrifying; and all in the worst ways to him; from how hard he’s tried to keep himself so closed off#//Ofc the person he most trusts to see him like this is Adelinde#//She was the one who saw him cry the most as a child; even if a few numbered times#//But he truly feels SAFE with her; even if nowadays; he’s scared she’ll use the time to comfort him to make him come back#//Bc she KNOWS how much he misses that place; remnants of the home Crepus gave him; the fam he’d had#//In a way; he also knows he WOULD be better off coming back to them#//But then he thinks of his purpose in Mond; thinks of his fight with Diluc; and thinks ‘Not yet’#//‘Not yet’; until he can safely say he’s made his amends and ensured he will NEVER bring harm upon then; fated role or not
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