#//Bc not matter their fallout and how much Haitham’s cutting remark abt his ideals hurt; he missed his little junior Terribly | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

dutybcrne · 6 months

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In addition to tearing apart their thesis as a result of their fallout, Kaveh had cut his hair short after he’d been left alone with the torn thesis. It was messy and extremely choppy, almost as short as Alhaitham had his.

#hc; kaveh #//Left it to grow out over the years bc he immediately regretted what he’d done #//Had longer hair reaching to his waist before that; got plenty compliments from it before #//Still misses the length; but wonders if it’s better to keep to what he has now #//zhes other same person he once was when he had it; nor does he wants Alhaitham to remark on it #//The LAST thing he wants is for Haitham to ask what the deal with his hair was #//Bc how can he admit he’d cut it in an act of grief over losing his friendship?#//No; that’s too much—surely Haitham would use that against him #//Thats what he thinks; thus will Never make mention of it #//His stomach turns in knots whenever he messes with his hair and catches Haitham eyeing him while he does #//Before they got to talking; he tried looking at the bright side as maybe Haitham wouldn’t recognize him anymore #//Maybe this would be a good way for him to meet ppl outside Haitham; even if using it as conversation starter made him Anxious #//It did work and he did start going with more and more people; but it felt terribly hollow for the most part #//Sometines he found himself wishing He found himself wishing Haitham would approach and ask abt the new look back in those days #//Bc not matter their fallout and how much Haitham’s cutting remark abt his ideals hurt; he missed his little junior Terribly #//abut also knew his heart would Shatter if he tried to approach Haitham and he hit with another harsh remark to reject him #//Bc as far as he knew; how could Haitham ever forgive the fact that he’d told him he regretted ever being friends?#//Truky; Kaveh could never fathom it #//And then we all know who approached who to kickstart their lives together anew jfbfb

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