#//AND IM GOING STIR CRAZY
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First Thursday without The Magnus Protocol. Starting to hear computerized voices of gay people. Feeling withdrawal symptoms. How am I supposed to live. To go on. I feel dizzy.
#the magnus protocol#tmagp vague#tma#tmagp#the magnus archives#i miss my pookies#i feel like im going stir crazy#tma posting
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Okay okay hear me out here-
#rae art#little doodle#im going stir crazy at work rn#transformers#transformers animated#megatron#sari sumdac#maccadam
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dumping some thoughts about emmrich romance
I'm replaying the game for the second time and just hit the graveyard smooch scene regarding lichdom/parents and again I am romancing emmrich and I've picked up on alot of extra meaning for him.
whilst it's established that emmrich has been in relationships before, I - fail to believe that he has been in love before.
Emmrich reacts with so much fear (regardless of path) to rook dying and or outliving him (I.e., losing eachother) before the final battle. like an incredible amount and in those moments he can't bring himself to say how he feels because he's scared of primarily how stronglyhe feels for rook. And considering how sentimental emmrich is, he is an overthinker and I'm sure you can imagine the anxiety thumping in his chest. if he is a lich, he is evidently even more scared of rook dying and him having to "mourn them forever". long story short, man has a crippling case of a fear of abandonment.
keep in mind that this is a man who has said "I'm careful with the words I choose" and then is not careful with the words he chooses at all in that scene because he is just unhinged with fear of losing rook one way or another - hence the desperate plea at an apology mid battle
whilst I am replaying the graveyard scene it's so evident he cares, and do not ever chose to break up there and then because you will never stop crying, and it's so evident that he is looking for rook to go yes yes yes I want to make you happy, I accept you if you go lich king, ya know?
He is such a complex character and I love that, I love his layers, the deep, raw layers of his emotions for rook
this is a man who looks at rook and sees that he has finally met his soulmate, and is so scared of losing them and the fact that the two paths for him is either 1 of 2, 1) you help him accept the time that you will have left together or 2) you spend a potentially significantly longer period of time together but he must live with that grief forever
Either way it's heartbreaking and the only thing that makes it better is emmrich (lich) going, "find eachother in every world" aka the fade when rook passes, which royally fucked me up emotionally
I love them, and my rook will be applying for lichdom ty
#emmrich volkarin#emmrich#emmrich romance#maeve ingellvar#i have alot of thoughts and i needed to get them out#theres still some in my head but its 6am#im going stir crazy becajse i WANT HIM SO BAD#dragon age veilguard#datv#datv spoilers#dragon age veilgaurd spoilers#rook ingellvar#da4
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Leafy loss ☹️
#im going stir crazy i love paper#bfdi#leafy bfdi#bfdi leafy#battle for dream island leafy#bfb#bfb leafy#leafy
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I keep seeing fanarts of ppl's OC's being on the ship, so do you think that if there was 6st crewmember (specifically, another woman) Anya would've been more safe? Like, someone to actually call Jimmy's begaviour out, someone Anya might wanna trust? Is there a possibility something might have changed (even if a little) or it would not have mattered at all?
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I feel like the game would make it part of the commentary on where she would believe and help Anya but still be sort of dismissive? Like the whole “don’t waste time crying and being scared keep going and move on, don’t let him win”. It’s supposed to be positive and reinforcing but sometimes it does more damage in those times of mourning and grief, it feels patronizing, like you don’t understand what you’re going through but they do. Even if they did call out his behavior it’s still on Curly to act and while another voice would help, it’s still 4 against 2 on guys that don’t get it until they have to vs women who always have to.
I don’t mind mouthwashing OCs but I do get a bit bored as they tend to be borderline saviors or like Jimmy aligned. They are either more complicit than Curly or just Jimmy haters for no reason, outside of what the creators know about what he did to Anya. I am never irked by OCs but in a story like mouthwashing you really need to think about what your character adds to the commentary, especially if they are there during the crash. It’s nice to have like characters on Anya’s side more whole heartedly and interesting to see characters who placate Jimmy but sometimes it’s one note.
I can’t and don’t want to police peoples OCs it’s never my intention when I comment on trends I notice, but I do feel like the way people make their OCs interact with these two characters and especially Curly, really show a grave misunderstanding of the narrative and these characters as people vs roles in the story. Still, I know people just make up characters for fun and that’s fine. Great even, but I guys I’m focusing more on OCs that are supposed to have those serious dynamics. My favs tend to be pretty-Tulpar or post-Tulpar au OCs.
The inevitably of the crash is on Jimmy. He did that not because he wasn’t stopped but because all his means to kill Anya were taken. The gun, the axe. Even if Curly did strip him of his co-pilot privileges and try to keep him contained there’s only so many people. An extra body helps but they have jobs they have to do, he’s the only one steering the whole ship and Jimmy would likely have an out: food, bathroom, etc. He’s not new and if he couldn’t crash the ship directly, who’s to say he wouldn’t sabotage something else? A clunker like the Tulpar wouldn’t take much. An extra person helps but it’s just another thing that prolongs what a person like Jimmy is willing to do to shirk responsibility.
It’s more than just needing someone to stand up to him and think that’s what is missing when it comes to inserting a character into the mouthwashing setting.
#like again most people treat Jimmy like a misanthrope and he’s not and the way he’s just evil/rude to everyone all the time just isn’t real#like he’s snarky and rude but it can’t be 100% of the time like hes not going out his way to instigate#he’s the type to say shit and hope it stirs the pot like Daisuke likes him at first#thinks he’s a bit of a jerk but he likes him like unless you specifically make a character he’s dislike he’s not just gonna be#readily antagonistic to strangers or at the get go#not to mention it’s not just about Anya needing a friend but someone with the power to do something#a point in why she confides in Curly is he’s the captain she’s not just gonna tell the only other woman just because it’s still personal#not every girl tells their friend or another woman especially if they are new and they don’t know how they react not all girls are#girls girls some can be just as toxic as the men they are being confided in about#the nuance of the situation is not solved by having more people who actively hate jimmmy if anything it would make him escalate further as#clearly has issues with how people perceive him and being liked like another woman who hates him that’s gonna do something crazy in his mind#I think it’s interesting when OCs explore another side of the pre established dynamics as Jimmy uses each remaining crew member to fill a#something Curly provided for him and represent his dynamic with Anya and being an abuser I just feel like a lot is being missed out on#and it’s mainly cause people don’t want to make OCs that aren’t great people like it’s okay to have a grey mediocre OCs in situations like#this its realistic and helps you write more grounded characters like idk i like the ocs but eh im not like a super fan#I really should make an analysis on Jimmy cause people hate discussing him and his character is being really misunderstood#like not saying she’s innocent or an excuse but just not getting how he is supposed to work like he’s no dick fucking dasteredly#he’s a shitty guy who gets shittier like he ain’t start out an avengers level threat#mouthwashing#💀 anon#mouthwashing game#ask#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing oc#now I gotta make an oc just to prove myself but I can’t draw#so maybe not cuz what’s the point if I can’t explain the fly drip
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GUYS I NEED A NAME FOR MAX'S DAD I'M GOING INSANE NOT USING A NAME FOR THIS MAN LIKE WHAT IM NEARLY 5000 WORDS IN AND NO NAME HAS DESCENDED INTO MY BRAIN AND I WANNA GET THIS FIC PUBLISHED TODAY SO I CAN WORK ON ANOTHER ONE AAAAA
#wel.exe going stir crazy fr#im literally running out of options to NOT use a name#max jägerman#max jagerman#max jagerman's dad#max's dad#starkid#team starkid#npmd#npmd starkid#starkid npmd#hatchetfield#nerdy prudes must die#fic writing#writer problems
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Stir Crazy, A Time Travel Fnaf AU: Main Characters Master Post
Synopsis: Oswald Weathers is kidnapped by the man behind the yellow rabbit monster that haunted him a year ago. Out of his time period he's forced to be a part of the Afton family while trying to find a way back home.
William Afton:
Age: Mentally 70 (or something god help us all) Physically, 38
Amée Afton:
Age: 36
Michael Afton:
Age: 14
Oswald Weathers Afton:
Age: 11
Elizabeth Afton:
Age: 10
Evan Afton:
Age: 7
Vanessa Afton:
Age: Is not born until a few years in the story.
#fnaf au#fnaf oswald#oswald fnaf#itp#into the pit oswald#into the pit#into the pit fnaf#fnaf into the pit#itp oswald#stir crazy au#spoilers: he does NOT find a way back home <3#Vanny lookin at oz with big eyes: big brother!#oz: im going to kill myself#Will be edited with links to refs and such later or i'll just slam them all in here idk
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"Datura yellow gazing through my mind: I see the birth and death of the universe swimming around in your eyes..."
"A p-p-purring with it's poison: Should I let it lay or p-p-pluck and pull down a willing throat To lead me to the place where I have shattered? A question that I find is harmless, But at night it seeps through my eyes Arresting and caressing every fold and strand I leave too loose: I feel it pull and I unravel Singing to me, "Come and drink of my many waters" Oh, God, I am dissolving, disappearing, folding, flying, feeling every color swarming-- Slipping past my skin like snakes, they hear me waiting She sings, "I'll look into the wind, I'll look into the flame, I'll dig into the earth and swallow it again. I'll find you in the safe and quiet place inside your mind And expose all the beauty in your terror" Creating, degrading; eternal, unfading The siren is waiting, the Void is awaking..."
alternative version: [ x ]
#the colors on my computer are so broken this is nothing as i intended agh#tw for hyperventilation in the song referenced im being so fr#going stir crazy in my own mind i cant focus on anything i need to. futile warm up.#soul eater#my art#soul eater fanart#franken stein#stein#soul eater stein#professor stein
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At my funeral reading my will:
Funeral director: ...And to III, I leave my hair care products. Honey, please do a deep condish.
#sleep token#worshitposting#cab shoosh#im so sorry this joke wouldnt leave my head#it hasnt been 24 hours since the drought started and im already going stir crazy
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doodle bc im working on other things.
i did these at like 3am yesterday.
#help my sanity#bugsnax#cromdo face#wiggle wigglebottom#dont think that im going on discord anytime soon.#im considered stir crazy btw
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rough little doodle of the besties because I love them
#post let luce#dcamv#accidentally undercover#my art#was going stir crazy havent drawn much at all#long down the road still but i care them so much#the two cheery funny characters who carry so so much trauma#and yes they're wearing each others colors they're that kinda besties#now back into my cave i go im very exhausted from life rn oops
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guys i don’t think i’ve actually spoken since thursday.. like i haven’t seen another human being since wednesday at work but.. i dont think i’ve spoken in two days
#im going so fucking stir crazy but it’s too cold to leave my room#fucking shivered the entire time i was in the kitchen#almost had to put gloves on to finish making tea#justyn.txt#personal
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mr house never being able to replicate his courier six because they never let him scan them, so all he has are a few shoddy recordings he took to recreate the courier from. his replicas of courier six are flawed: none are as perceptive, resourceful and proactive. they aren't good at out-of-the-box thinking or improvising. their problemsolving, diplomacy skills and technological innovation ideas fall short of the original and are just another disappointment every time. they end up hollow shells like jane, marilyn and victor. letting new vegas go, ruin itself in pursuit of recreating his perfect right hand again, hope for another fruitful partnership and bright future of the mojave like they did before is so delicious it makes me sick actually send tweet ✌
#ulysses warned my courier house would sooner or later put her face on a robot servant and he was right!! and she knew he was!!!#but the way house went about it in my headcanon is making me sick in the stomach!!!!!!!!!!!!!#the devnotes?? that allied courier was his first true prodigy/son/daughter IN 200 HUNDRED YEARS??? sickening. i love it#add a fucked up romantic-not-really-only-pining storyline into that already crazy cocktail and im eating it up!!!!!!!!!!! YUM!!!!#my courier is a technophile but she's got a shred of self-respect and wont let (out of pride mostly) house scan her brain#she dies ensuring the continuation of new vegas setting it up to prosper only for house to let it go to shit.... the drama.........#because he cannot imagine a world without his partner who has changed the world around them so much in such a short life....#so he sets out to recreate even a shred of her glory so they may continoue to reign over the mojave but he fails miserably over and over#and his pursuit blins him to the shit stirring on the streets and the area that even his army of securitrons isnt able to stop#either the nv clans successfuly rebel/make the city go to shit while he's too busy working on the courier copies#or some outside party infiltrates and gets his ass while he's not looking. rip#either way my courier is always the death of mr house whether they are allied or not bc i love doomed narratives#personal#delete later#fallout#? technically#till we get season 2 of the tv show im able to brainstorm ideas as to what happened to nv after fnv ended!!!! SOMEBODY STOP ME (dont)#im cutting this extremely short my thought on this are pretty long i couldnt fall asleep on monday bc ulysses' words were haunting me
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ik theyre legit still writing the season but can they PLEAAASE announce who is playing Gabrielle pretty please with a cherry on top
#interview with the vampire#char.txt#im going stir crazy anusree and hannah's instagram stories arent enough i need a new face
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trivia fic readers commenting on chapter five: wow so wholesome, can’t believe there wasn’t any smut who are you
me working on chapter six hitting the ground running with 7k of smut: hold my beer
#smut is a lifestyle#was going a little smut stir crazy#things get wild when im in withdrawal#balancing the scales#wolfstar#sirius black#remus lupin#all’s fair in love and trivia#wolfstar wip
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jhope flying to la then going radio silent is starting to feel very similar to when he went to la to film the cns mv and then it came out like a month later
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