#// For v1 Xuan would probably have to face this little conflict between his life as a mob | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

phoenix-of-jade · 11 months ago

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"Let me hold you... Keep you close to me I long to hear your voice... But dearest, I know better now I must give you this choice...

I can give you everything you need Or do you want to hear me plead? Just look my way... Just look my way...

Is there something more that I don't Know? That you won't say till we've both grown cold? Just say... Please stay... Look my way!

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What can't you understand?! Let me explain! And I'm terrified... As I cry... To make these feelings true... What's left for me and my broken heart If I cannot have you?

Unless it's me... And no matter what in this world I could give... It's not enough to get through the walls you've conjured up to live? [...] Soo I'll grant you this mercy This bind on our souls needs to end...

I will try to make amends! For making you means to an end! Soo look my way! Please look my way!

And if there's something more that I don't know I'll save us both before we grow cold! If you'll stay... And just say... Look my way..." *

*OOC: The lyrics I feel are most relevant for v2's context.

#xuan vibes #xuan muse #muse playlist #// This song is dedicated especially to what he's currently feeling in v2 #Xuan is soo confused whether he should stay or go since he senses coldness from his beloved #and that's why he made the difficult decision to eventually set him free if he doesn't want him anymore #even if Xuan himself does not want to go and desperately wants to stay and change anything just to please him...#// For v1 Xuan would probably have to face this little conflict between his life as a mob #and the normal life of his partner in the ships where he's dating someone who isn't a part of the mafia.#// I think it would also fit the circumstances of some of his ships where he's not yet confessed his feeling #or where Xuan has started to realize that he's actually falling in love #but just like Stolas he has no freaking clue if the other feels the same and shares those feelings outside of the lustful desires they shar #// So he's yearning for his partner to actually show him a sign that the love is mutual.#Youtube

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