#& theyre like 'just use wireless headphones'

[straightlightyagami]

I fucking hate Apple (the company) products you cannot fucking plug your headphones into your fucking phone without the fucking adapter that I keep losing and you cannot plug in a fucking USB into the fucking computer do they make this shit for toddlers??????

[szczylpierdolony]

lost the fucking airpods case

[weirdmageddon]

hey my fourth pair of sony mdr xb650bt headphones broke. first one melted because someone put it on top of my lamp (it was not me), second and third pairs’ ear pad leather ripped and the sound wasn’t contained anymore because the inner cusion wasnt harnessing the sound. now this time the right swivel broke and im getting fucking sick of these breaking because theyre really comfortable and i like the sound

i want a good pair of wireless headphones that i can use in the house and on the go, are comfortable on my ears and head, have good sound quality and bass, and aren’t made with cheap ass materials. these sony headphones used to be under $100 when i got my first pair and now they go for $180??? and the warranty is only for 30 days which is fucking bullshit, otherwise it’s considered “wear and tear” im sorry but unfortunately my household doesnt have a soldering iron to fix this. edit: my neighbor does but still i dont know if i trust myself since ive only soldered wires like once

i never threw away my old pairs with the ripped leather ear pads and i just bought new replacement ear pads for them that i’m going to gorilla glue on when they arrive.

but because the increase in price of these and no sign of cheap manufacturing getting better im thinking of switching headphones once the old pair i fix up inevitably break again in 11 months or something

what do you guys recommend? if the price is above $250 it better be a good investment or at least come with a 1 or 2 year warranty. my budget is flexible so long as im getting a quality product. my head is also pretty small for these things

i want

wireless/bluetooth

high quality sound with good bass and good highs. i want balanced sound where you can hear everything instead of it being muddled

comfortable ear pads

use for listening to music

doesnt break in a year

if over $250 has good materials and extended warranty options; good investment

[gwiyeounsonyeon]

Everyone(Neuro divergent Writers)

i wanted to share some tips that really helped me with my writers block so hopefully they help someone else who is like me. for the longest time i thought i just forgot how to write but i didn't and i get to see myself improving every day.

this is a pretty long post, its entirely word vomit and i go on a little spiel at the end about ai

Medication.

The biggest and most unexpected thing that helped me was getting medicated for my ADHD. Before taking Adderall, i never thought that my ADHD might be why i was struggling so hard to write and it was the same with everyone else too. Id get family hovering over my shoulder every time i came to them to express my fears about my rapidly declining literacy and writing skill, all saying that if I'm struggling that bad i just need to eat better or go on a walk or get some sunshine, like my brain works like everyone else's.

I was scared at first because id been on Adderall before and it just made me miserable but I'm super determined to continue writing and when i tried it, things started getting better. i found myself actually enjoying my writing process and getting excited to wake up. I'd sit at my desk and write for hours, yeah it would take me a few hours to just write a thousand words but that didn't matter because i was writing.

Changing What I Write On.

I write most of my stuff in google docs, sometimes i dabble with notion but there's too much to customize and i just get carried away. i was reading articles to help improve my basic writing skills because i retained absolutely nothing from school besides one wale fact i learned in science in like grade six and the entire bill nye song.

if you write on a computer or phone, a lot of the times you cant think of something might be because of the blank screen and the flashing cursor. i can come up with a thousand speculations as to why but i know that trying to write on a notebook sometimes makes things go smoother. i know its a hassle transferring that but for lazy writers who don't like reading through their work its actually really helpful for editing.

Changing Where I Write

One of the biggest reasons i gave up on writing was while in school i was a fountain of ideas, constantly writing in my notebook and not paying attention to the teachers.

this is probably the weirdest one but it worked for me. usually i try to find something on youtube like an informative video or a nature documentary, hate all you want but recently i found that asmr works too. find things where there isnt a lot of stuff happening, slow talkers, David Attenborough, one of those roleplay asmr's. hide the video, especially if you have adhd. i found that when i try writing in scilence, i get more bored and overstimulated, and when i write with music too often i get overstimulated. putting on videos like these are a great middle man, its not quiet and the sounds arent too high pitched or repetitive.

ill leave you with a few of the channels i like to use.

penguinz0

theweeklyslap

[ASMR]nara_나라 shes a korean youtuber, i like putting their k-pop idol make up roleplays on. they speak korean and its really nice to put on in the background when im brainstorming ideas.

Tingting ASMR another really good youtuber, they make a lot of roleplay videos, some of my favorites are the videos with the wigs. they have a wide variety of videos so its easy to jut click play all and not get overstimulated or annoyed.

Stimuli

things like pressure or fidget toys. i absolutely can not wright unless i have my headphones on, it doesnt matter what i try or if i do something else that usually works, unless i have my headphones i cant do anything.

i personally like hyperX cloud II, i have the wireless ones. theyre light and they have a long lasting battery. theyre on the more expensive side so i apologize but they are worth every penny.

i also sort of like MOVSSOU but i dont use them a lot, they're a Bluetooth headset with a noise cancelling feature that i like to have when i sleep, but i like the pressure, i just dont like the roundness the over ear speakers have. these are still a little expensive but not as bad as the other ones.

i also found that wearing pants inhibits my writing process, as weird as it sounds, its really comfortable to just lounge and write in my underwear.

i know its different for everybody but for neuro divergent people the little things matter the most. pay attention to what you do when you wright; what time of day do you usually write in, where do you write at, what are you wearing, what are you looking at, did you eat, did you shower before. if you need to write these things down and experiment; try writing at a different time, try writing in different clothes or in no clothes. don't be embarrassed about what helps you, as long as you're not hurting yourself or other people it should be completely fine.

Drafts

like a complete moron i forgot about drafting. i didn't really forget, it just seemed pointless, i wasn't writing much so what's the point.

there is a point and its a life changer.

for some people writing is hard or it can become a burden or a chore, especially for people who share their works because theres a lot of pressure. you can say you dont care and you might not but you have to admit its a little daunting trying to figure out if your sentence is legible or not.

next time you write, i want you to stop thinking about everything else. all that matters right now is getting your thoughts on the page, fuck grammar, fuck spelling, it doesnt matter.

how do you write? do you picture the scenario? to the words just come to you? do that. if you picture things when you write just sit back and watch it like a movie, type what you see. don't worry about realism, don't worry whether or not your character has four limbs. just write what comes into your head and when your done take a break. get up and walk around, drink water, eat a snack, move away from your computer or notebook or whatever else and take a breather. when you come back read it out loud, shout it, murmur it, it doesn't matter. edit as you go, if something doesn't sound right rewrite it, if you stumble over your words try to simplify your sentence.

outside help

i really struggle with this because i dont have anyone im confident in sharing this stuff with but if you do ask for help proofreading.

if you're like me and you don't try ai. don't rely on it to do everything for you, that's lazy and youre not really writing.

use it to help simplify your run on sentences or help with grammar, if theres a sentence in your story that needs to be changed but youre blanking get an ai to help rework it.

especially if you struggle with ideas and need help, roleplaying with bots is also a good way to help get ideas organized and help visualize a situation. i know a while ago when i was struggling with feeling pressured and the stress that i felt like i was carrying the brunt of everything and i used character ai to help me visualize ideas and work out storylines i had no idea how to put into words or continue.

especially in areas where im really weak in, like plots and story pllans, ai is really good to help get your jumbled ideas out when you dont have another person to rely on for assistance. not only that but their messages are concise and organized and its less overwhelming sorting through the information.

ive been using

Creative_WritingsE on poe.ai to help me write the story guide and plot lines for the sanji fic im working on.

and i just started playing around with sudowrite to help me edit my drafts and help with my awful grammar and punctuation.

but please remember to be conscious when using ai, if its for writing or drawing. people work hard to develop these skills and get to where they are today and when people come along calling themselves artists or authors when all they did was pay for a program and type a few words into a box that most likely stole work from other people, it feels degrading.

imagine you're in school and you were assigned a project that you are really passionate about and you work really hard on, pouring over it tirelessly. not just for the grade but because its something you genuinely like and it makes you happy. then when you go into school the next day you find out one of your classmates snuck photos of your project and all they did was change how it looked but nothing else and they get the recognition for it. it feels shitty and honestly it takes the joy out of doing the thing you love.

[visualmemoryunit]

amazon sent me the wrong headphones

pro: theyre over a hundred dollars more expensive than the ones i actually payed for

con: i just. really dont like wireless headphones? so i probably wont use them because i just dont like wireless headphones

[eliasdrid]

this whole wireless earbuds research thing i had to go thru to get some ok wireless earbuds before college starts bc i keep putting my phone in my jean pockets and murdering wired earbuds reminded me i need to sit down and fix my sennheiser headphones someday because i love those beasts but one of the wires is :(

also just remembered about my "haunted" wireless headset which idk if ive ever talked about here. theyre fun! they used to be my dad's and they weren't working when I found them. i put them apart and fixed them and they have worked since but they have this charming sound effect that's like... as if you were hearing music in an empty room (slight echo)

[dykeyote]

Dearest Jedidiah and the Tonies perhaps? :)

calling him dearest jedidiah made me giggle i think its bc jedidiahs such a fancy name . makes me go hehehehe . the tonies r tricky for me to do mundane hcs for bc i struggle to have distinct hcs for them both separately i gotta pay more attention to those mfs on my relisten to form more characterization . so ill do u just a ton of jedidiah ones which is ez bc im crazy cray cray insane abt him

i think jedidiah takes seroquel when he gets on medication and gets therapy and shit . bc thats what i take and we are the same

he can play the piano because lucille got him to take lessons a lot when he was younger and he liked learning video game sountracks on them (: he hasnt played in a while but he was pretty good at it

he also can only use wired headphones because wireless ones stress him out hes constantly paranoid hes gonna drop them and break them

he has tons of watches on both of his wrists and most of them are analog but he has ONE digital watch and its a shitty little kids star wars watch that sydney got him thats always 14 minutes behind it doesnt serve purpose to help with his rituals he just likes having it on and its easy to hide the sentimental value with having it be with a ton of other watches

he mirrors video game dialogue a lot many of his go-to phrases are snatched from games he really likes and yvonne teases him for it a lot, sydney too when he catches them tho hes less of a gamer so its more rare

every time he plays a pokemon game or anything else with customizable characters he doesnt put in himself he formulates a whole oc with a general personality and feelings about things and then makes choices based on what he thinks the character he made would do

he really likes ferrets and weasels and stoats and other long creatures of that nature he researches them on occasion . he thinks theyre sweet and kinda wants a ferret as a pet but worries about how smelly they are

he collects both pokemon and magic the gathering cards . he likes collecting things if he can find something to collect and organize logically he WILL . but trading cards are a favorite because he likes putting them in binders with specific organizational styles

he listens to a lot of dnd podcasts (: hes often been too busy or shut off or nervous to join an actual dnd group but he ADORES dnd and has all the manuals and shit so its a nice way to deal w that interest . he gets very annoyed when the people on them dont follow the rules tho hes one of those types

hes tried to program a video game several times and every single time hes gotten stressed halfway through and given up on it . he randomly is like this would be suchh a cool idea but then he overwhelms himself . he does find it quite relaxing though so sometimes he works on random projects hes started so he can detense

he always wears clothes slightly too baggy for him . it started out intentional for comfort but now he just genuinely does not know what size clothes fit him so even if he wants to get something that fits him properly he wouldnt really know how

hes tried to write poetry before but hes failed every time due to being canonically too repressed for it . he just stares at the paper and then puts his pen down and stares at a clock for an hour

[horrorvampirebatbite]

i think its insane how impossible it is to buy decent wired earphones these days. i dont hate wireless ear/headphones theyre perfect for activity to me but i wouldnt wear them for like when im just sitting using my laptop. stop shoving wireless up my ass

[kil9]

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[thecampfirestory]

drawing smth again bc i have no self control and id like to know:

as someone who gets anxious around people , i like to have earbuds (headphones) in to listen to music bc if people noises too loud brain go >:(

does dee/anyone else do this and if so ,, are they on team wired headphones or airpods gang ? i will cry if one of them is a mf who disses wires bc wires gang for life 😔💔 /lh /j

i feel like dee would like wires bc they would get too nervous about losing the airpods (which is part of why i don’t like them) and also i’m hardcore projecting that they have a tic (i’m using that word loosely bc i cannot think of the right word so sorry if that’s wrong) of twirling the wire/spinning it when they’re with someone (eg. one headphone out while talking to remus and just absentmindedly spinning the wire in circles)

but yeah thank u for listening here are pictures i found that i thought u might like

i def imagine dee always wearing headphones, im fact i imagine sometimes even when theyre w the gang he has one earbud in playing music at low volume

and yes dee is def team wired headphones (for that exact same reason too dhdh) same as vee and roman

also the twisting the wire hc is So Valid im keepin it yea

remus, patton, and logan are team airpods. the first two monstly bc they excersise quite often. And i dont imagine Logan having airpods, but he does have wireless headphones

[robotpussy]

Dont do it! Wireless headphones are worse quality, less convenient, and they use lithium batteries that damage the environment. Depending on your price range i can recommend nice wired ones that would be a much better investment!

omg i didnt know that abt the batteries.... yea i was just looking i dont think id actually move on to wireless because what if they dont turn on and my music starts playing outloud... i still want like.... overhead/on ear headphones and i was considering koss porta pro because theyre wired and i hear theyre good quality considering the price they go for, but pls lmk what other headphones u think i should get!!!!

[nytfythfhtyf]

every company is bad no one is trustworthy no one cares about anything but money anymore the quality of all products is dramatically decreasing on purpose and if you want better things you have to pay insane amounts of money so the poor people buy the cheap shitty things and they break sooner and then they have to buy more now theyre trapped in the capitalism hell cycle and they dont have the option to fight back or boycott because they need those items to stay alive without going broke and all the companies care about is bleeding everyone dry and money and money and pay workers less spend less money on safe working conditions spend less money on quality materials brainwash the public into thinking company cares about them and the planet dying is their fault because theyre using straws and eating too much meat and youre fat and youre ugly so you have to buy our products to fix that but they dont work so you have to buy more and more to try to fix yourself and we made a new smartphone so were going to program your old phone to kill itself so you have to buy the new one also we took the headphone port out so you have to buy these shitty wireless earbuds and oops your phone got shattered because its made of 70% glass now you have to get another one and if you dont have enough money do do that and pay rent its your fault for spending on things that let you enjoy your life and you just need to work harder like us rich and powerful people and get as many jobs as you can and give up all your free time until you spend your whole life working yourself to exhaustion and then you die because you cant afford healthcare like a sick animal on a farm and the companies build a new store on top of your grave

[nc7dr3am]

LILY’s BIRTHDAY PARTY VLIVE

december 1st, 2020

you know the drill for nct dream birthday parties

they’re all at the long table, there’s balloons that spell “happy birthday lily” behind them

and they all have party hats (except jimin) and snacks and the cake on the table

jimin is seated in the middle, mark to her right, then chenji

to her left is renjun, hyuck, and then nomin

jimin: hiii czennies!!

and the rest of the boys do their shit yknow greeting the fans

hyuck: it’s our jimin’s birthday!!

and all the guys cheer but it’s so loud that jimin plugs her ears and wrinkles her face

hyuck: i remember when she was just a tiny baby :’)

jaemin: she’s grown so much :(

jeno: she used to be even shorter when we met her

renjun: even back then, we were all taller than her

jimin: today, i will be opening my members presents in front of czennies- we can all celebrate my birthday together!! sadly, mila unnie wasn’t able to though :(

chenle: mila noona got her an electric violin

mark: it’s so cool, seriously. and she played misfit on it as soon as she got it

hyuck: i was so shocked- she just knew it already without preparing

jisung: our jimin is talented~~

jimin: it wasn’t hard! i plan to cover dancing in the rain soon, since i helped compose it

a minute later, they start with the gift, youngest to oldest

jisung hands her a single card and everyone laughs

renjun: where’s your present?

jeno: ah, you know he’s always like this

jimin: *trying not to laugh* shh, let me read the car

jisung is just hiding his head in his hands, and the others and laughing quietly

jimin: ‘jimin... noona...’ ahhh, i hate being called that, this sounds so awkward?? anyway, ‘you’ve came a long way. it’s okay that you have grey hairs-‘ jisung!! WHY WOULD YOU TELL CZENNIES THAT

renjun then leans over while they’re all laughing and tries to count her grey hairs that actually exist. girlie’s got premature greyness 😔

jimin: ‘it’s okay that you have grey hairs and are grumpy a lot. you’re just becoming an old woman... but we still love you. happy birthday, from jisung’ you’re dying later tonight, jisung park. say goodbye to czennies now while you have the chance

once they settle down a little, chenle hands her his gift

mark: is there not a card?

chenle: she doesn’t need one

everyone’s laughing again and mark’s is super loud and cute and lily smiles while looking at him

jimin: let’s see what’s inside

everyone is looking over curiously

jisung: i already know what he’s gotten her. he wanted it to be the most expensive gift

jimin: you dummy, i don’t need- OH MY GOD

she’s holding a light grey purse and her mouth is gaped open

jeno: what is it?

yknow when they’re all confused and making those confused noises? yeah they’re all doing that

jimin: YOU SERIOUSLY GOT ME A GIVENCHY ANTIGONA PURSE?? THEYRE TOO EXPENSIVE

chenle: i know grey is your favorite color, so i got that~~

hyuck: HES TOO RICH

renjun: HE HAD TO OUTDO US ALL

jaemin: HE DIDNT EVEN HAVE A CARD

jimin: thank you so much, lele!!

and then she stands to hug him while he’s dolphin laughing

chenle: honestly, your purses all break and are too cheap... this one is supposed to be sturdy and hold a lot without breaking

hyuck: it’s funny when they break at the airport

jimin: shut up... jaemin oppa?

jaemin passes her a card and she freezes suddenly

jimin: will this make me cry? your cards are always so touching

jaemin: just readdd

chenle: she’s going to cry, i know it

jimin: ‘our lovely jimin’ WAHHH THIS IS GOING TO MAKE ME CRY

renjun: just read, it’s okay!

jimin: ‘watching you grow up has been so strange. when i met you, you were such a baby. you were someone i wanted to protect, and you still are. you’re my little sister, and it’s been an honor to grow up with you, to perform with you, and be part of your family. you’re our most precious member, and i love you so much. let’s be together for a long time. happy birthday, koala.’

she was tearing up durinf the letter and you could hear it in her voice but at the end she began to cry more and covered her hands with her eyes as the others slightly malfunction cuz they don’t know what to DO

jaemin: don’t cry, jimin-ah!!

hyuck: get her a tissue! it’s okay~~

mark: *in english* hey, it’s okay! don’t cry, lils *puts his arm around her*

chenle: i told you she would cry

renjun: *helps to dry her eyes with his sleeves*

jeno: jaemin, why did you do this??

jisung: open the present, stop crying!!

^^ and all of those are just kinda all at once it’s so chaotic

jimin: *laughing* it’s okay, i just love you. oppa, give me a huggg

soon she’s opening his gift and she gives a great big smile

jimin: i was going to buy this myself!

jaemin: i had to get it for you~~

she holds up a new camera and even though her eyes are still a little teary she looks so happy

jimin: manager noona, can you help set this up? i want to take a picture with everyone after this!!

soon it’s time for hyuck’s gift, and she’s trying not to laugh as she opens the card

jimin: i’m most excited for this card...

when she opens it she LAUGHS and she shows it to mark who laughs even more

the others all clamor to see it and CACKLE when they do. she holds it up to the camera

the card just has all of hyuck’s recent pcs in it and says ‘you’re welcome for this card which has made your birthday wonderful’

jimin: donghyuck oppa, i love you so much. you’re the love of my life

hyuck: 😳 stop lying, stupid girl

she’s already opening his gift and laughs when she sees it. it’s noise cancelling headphones

hyuck: you were yelling at us recently that we were being too loud and you wished your noise cancelling headphones werent broken

jimin: i usually only use my earbuds, but these are so nice!! are they wireless??

hyuck: yeah, since you never use airpods i thought this was the closest you’d go

jimin: thank you oppa!! i love you so much

hyuck: i love you too

when she opens jeno’s card she grins

jimin: *in english* ‘little lilly,’ *in korean* ‘happy birthday. it’s been so many years since we met, and you’re still as special as you were then. stop growing so that you can be our baby koala forever. love you, jeno’

they all applaud, and jimin is pouting

jimin: i’m only you and jaemin’s baby, stop acting like i’ll be a baby forever!

jisung: taeyong hyung says that you’re his baby too

jimin: okay. i’m only nomin and taeyong oppa’s baby

jeno gives her a large gift bag and she pulls out some blankets

jimin: ahhhh, thank you oppa!! these are so soft!! i love blankets!!

jeno: keep looking, there’s something else~~

jimin: *gasps* l’interdit?! omo, i’ve wanted to try this for so long!! you all know i love givenchy... doyoung oppa got me givenchy sneakers today

mark: it smells really good

jimin: ?! did you all try it already?

chenji starts laughing and then it’s OBVIOUS what happened

jeno: we wanted to test it!!

jimin: *sprays it on herself* ooo, it does smell quite nice. thank you, oppa, i really love it

renjun: after you read the card, i have to go get the present

jimin: ?!

mark: is it too big for the room?

jeno: huh?

renjun: just read, jimin-ah~~

jimin: ‘jimin, i still remember when we met. you looked so scared in the practice rooms, but you still smiled at us all. i’m happy we see that smile every day, even when you’re feeling bad. happy birthday, jiminnie, we love you’ awwwh, junnie oppa... thank you

she leans on him, smiling

renjun: you’re welcome. but let me get the gift

hyuck: i don’t know what it is, does anyone?

no one knows what it is, but they’re even more suspicious when a manager leaves with him.

renjun, from a distance: cover her eyes!!

mark scoots closer to her and covers her eyes, making her pout

jimin: i want to seeeee

and then all the dreamies GASP which has her freaking out

jimin: what is it?! mark, let me go, i want to see!!

when she does see, her eyes go wide.

jimin: woahhh...

when it gets brought in, even all the fans watching are like O_O

renjun’s gift is... a huge floral arrangement with... WHITE LILLIES

LIKE THE INSTAGRAM POST MYSTERY

jimin: these are gorgeous... thank you, oppa

he hugs her, smiling

renjun: you really like them?

jimin: of course i do! you know white lillies are my favorite... and the daisies and leaves are gorgeous

hyuck: we should put them behind the table, so everyone can see them

jaemin: those are really pretty, renjun

jisung: woahhh

chenle: mark hyung looks upset- that’ll be hard to follow LMAO

hyuck: *smug* i think his will be good...

mark looks embarrassed handing her the card and starts to LAUGH

jimin: *in english* ‘lils, i hope the day has been better than every other one. i don’t wanna be weird and write as long a letter as i planned, so i’ll just shorten it. you’re one of the funniest, most talented people i’ve ever met, and i knew that even when we were little, shy trainees. i’m happy about all the time we’ve spent together and all the time we will have in the future, performing and growing by each other’s sides. happy birthday, m.l.’

at that point everyone is clowning mark because he got sentimental and sweet and mark and lily BOTH feel embarrassed-ish

jimin: thank you, markie oppa. it means a lot

mark: LMAO you’re welcome... it was nothing

hyuck: open your gift!!

he throws her a small box and she quirks an eyebrow

jimin: what, no puzzle? or an empty picture frame?

hyuck: what about a bible?

renjun: or an english dictionary?

mark: ahhhh. why are you all being like this

hyuck: don’t worry, jimin-ah, you’ll like this...

she opens the present and is met with a light blue tiffany’s box

jimin: no way. this is a joke. you didn’t get me anything from tiffany’s

mark: just open it!!

jimin: *opens it and just stares for a while*

and all the guys are wondering what’s in it and they’re all like woah.

jimin: oh my god mark

mark: do you like it?

jimin: of COURSE i do oh my god

she holds up a necklace with three charms on it. one that looked like a tag and another that was an ornate key and then a sagittarius charm. she’s smiling so big

mark: look at the other side, i got it engraved

jimin: ‘happy birthday, lils. m.l.’ oppa this is so gorgeous... help me put it on?

she lifted her hair and he fastened the clasp

hyuck: i told him to get you jewelry but he thought this up himself. i was surprised

everyone started to agree because mark is horrible at giving gifts

jaemin: it’s so pretty!

mark: haha i’m glad you like it

jimin: i absolutely love it! i cant believe it- i hoped you’d be the one person who didn’t spend much money on me. you know i hate people spending money on me

renjun: you deserve it, though

mark: it was nothing... i was just scared you wouldn’t like it

she gives mark a hug from the side, eyes closed and head on his chest

they all talked a bit more, the guys taking a bunch of the snacks, before they sang happy birthday to her and served cake

jimin: thank you guys, really... it means so much

jeno: you know we all love you

chenle: totally

he tHEN SMASHED JIMIN’S CAKE INTO HER FACE AND THEIR MANAGER SNAPS A PHOTO ON HER NEW CAMERA AS SOON AS IT HAPPENS

jimin: ZHONG CHENLE-

chenle already started running, but before chasing him, jimin says goodbye to czennies

then the rest of them closed the live

[yuriphoriia]

This is a “small” vent, it’s not triggering just me talking about how hard life is for dumb reasons in all caps.

You think your day was bad? I have to do class work today because I’m doing remove learning again and I’m already behind, my wireless ear buds are broken and apparently apple couldn’t afford to put a headphone jack into their recent models, and I can’t even go to buy new ones until whenever I go back out (I CAN’T DRIVE)

And I can’t listen to music without my headphones so how am I supposed to cope with my crippling anxiety and intrusive thoughts now?? I CANNOT DRAW WITHOUT MY MUSIC THIS IS A CRISIS. I AM AN ARTIST, I NEED MUSIC TO FOCUS BECAUSE ONCE MY ADHD MEDS WEAR OFF HOW ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO STAY ON TRACK???? AND A03 HASN’T ACCEPTED MY INVITATION YET AND I HAVE TO WAIT 4 MORE DAYS. UNTIL THEN IM STUCK WITH WATTPAD. I CANT WAIT FOR A03 TO START WRITING BECAUSE I HAVE TOO MANY IDEAS AND I WANT TO PUBLISH THEM ALREADY. AND I STILL HAVE CLASS WORK FOR LIKE THREE OF MY TEACHERS STILL. (Even if I could wait till Monday) AND I APPARENTLY HAVE TO PARTICIPATE IN AT LEAST ONE COLLABORATIVE ACTIVITY WITH CLASS MATES AT SOME POINT THIS YEAR. I HAVEN’T HAD NEW HUMAN CONTACT OTHER THAN LIKE 2 PEOPLE, AND ITS OVER ZOOM AND I HAVE NEVER USED ZOOM BECAUSE I USED MICROSOFT TEAMS LAST YEAR. I’M TOO AWKWARD FOR THIS. AND I HAVEN’T TOLD MY GRANDPARENTS THAT IM NON-BINARY YET SO THEY STILL USE SHE/HER PRONOUNS FOR ME. AND IM EVEN MORE SCARED BECAUSE THEY AREN’T YOUNG THEYRE IN THEIR LIKE MID TO LATE 50’S IMAGINE THEIR REACTIONS THEY PROBABLY THINK ITS A TREND OR SOMETHING. AND I ALWAYS END UP FALLING IN LOVE WITH MY FRIENDS ONLY TO HIDE IT BECAUSE ITS WEIRD AND EVERY-TIME I CONFESS TO ANYONE I GET REJECTED AND IT PAINS ME EVEN MORE- THEN MY BEST FRIEND FALLS IN LVOE WITH ME THEN BREAKS UP WITH ME BECAUSE THEY WEREN’T READY. WHICH I RESPECTED BUT I GENUINELY CRIED FOR A FEW DAYS. EVEN THOUGHT WE’RE ON GOOD TERMS IT STILL HURTS- AND I’VE ALREADY HAD LIKE 4 BREAKS DOWNS IN A TIME SPAN OF 2 DAYS. SCHOOL STARTED 2 DAYS AGO.

anyway, how’s your life been, mine has been great 😊

[creacherkeeper]

Could you write some neurodivergent fitzdaisy headcanons please?

executive dysfunction kicking both of their asses so the tvhas gone to static but the remote is on the table so they …………. don’t move forlike an hour even though the sound is driving them nuts

fitz stims a lot by snacking & daisy basically grew upon hoarded junk food so they have Stashes hidden all over base and only theother person knows where they are

daisy just. steals all of fitz’s stim toys. always. like.let the boy have a fidget spinner, daisy. you do not need seven fidget spinnersdaisy just let him have ONE

on that note, daisy is always trying to stim with the stufffitz is tinkering with in the lab because it looks FUN and DYNAMIC and fitz isjust like pls put that down so we all don’t blow up kthx

sometimes fitz just …….. doesn’t know the line between “funfriendly infodumping” and “you’ve been infodumping for so long that im about toclaw my ears off” so they have a code word for when they want to keep talkingbut the topic needs to change. fitz rarely uses it but he does once when daisyis talking about old boyfriends and she’s like. you know what. that’s fair

theyre both sooo bad at organizing so they agree to clean& organize the other person’s room and it goes. terribly. like really bad. becauseeverything is in the Wrong spot and all their stuff has been Touched and theyboth sort of have little meltdowns and agree to never try that again

fitz really appreciates daisy sending him stim videos but ifshe could ……… not do it at 4am that would be great

daisy stims vocally a lot, especially when she’s focused alot of times she doesn’t really notice, and fitz is fine with her hanging outin the lab and working but if she makes onemore unexpected noise he might have a meltdown holy shit (he ends upinvesting in a good pair of wireless headphones)

fitz is Extremely Sensitive to things he puts in his bodyand he drinks a caffeinated tea too late in the day and cant sleep. meanwhile daisyis on her fourth red bull and is like “no its fine i’ll stay up with you” butshe passes out ten minutes into their marathon

they’ve both guzzled Respect Other People’s Triggers juiceand they are the most staunch defenders of the other’s triggers and make sureto watch for them even if the other person isn’t there at that moment

fitz’s response to other people raising their voices, evenin nonstressful situations, is to cover his ears, but he finds that embarrassingso he tries not to. whenever people are getting a little loud on game nights daisyalways tries to keep the noise level acceptable

when its one of their nights to cook, they always make sureto cook one of the other person’s Safe foods. if they try something new theyrun the textures and smells by the other first

fitz doesn’t really elope/wander much as an adult, not likehe did as a kid, but after a stressful situation daisy always knows to look forhim on the roof

daisy has always gotten sensory overload pretty easily,which is one reason she loved her van so much, so when theyre out on anon-combat mission fitz always makes sure to keep a pair of ear plugs andsunglasses in his backpack for her

feel free to add more! 

[exculis]

i really need wireless charging bluetooth headphones bc i like the mobility of bluetooth but i fucking hate having to remember to charge it. so i never use the bluetooth when i have bluetooth headphones bc if theyre gonna have to be plugged in anyway i might as well just use a cable.