#& the Joshua Colley being single was because my friend was wondering cuz now she teases me about my “love” for him😭

[jupiterisaroace]

Why is Peder so weird in my dreams…😰(why tf am I dreaming of him anyways?😭)

So a couple weeks ago I had a dream about Peder & found it kinda silly but now I’m kinda concerned😰

Last night I had a dream about Peder being dead (99% it was from a plane crash) & then I woke up & for like 3 hours or something but I was “awake” but still dreaming.

I remember waking up irl & seeing my bedroom so I was awake but I was texting/reblogging with @saturnisaroace about his death & @brokenmilkcrates was there too but I didn’t have my phone in my room & I never got up to grab it anyways so I wasn’t texting with them so this was still a dream even though my eyes were open.

I then finally actually woke up from my dream & went downstairs & found my phone & just made sure that Peder was alive (IDK I WAS STILL TIRED, OKAY!?😭)

Also for some reason in my dream he died May 03, 2023. At least that’s what I could make up of the words I saw in my dream.

WHY AM I LIKE THIS😰