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every time a new SA allegation of a favored celeb arises, i'm reminded of the absolutely soul-crushing experience of the depp/heard trial in which i learned that dozens of ppl i loved + respected + trusted were also willing to engage in the basest form of misogyny if the woman Seemed Crazy Enough. there was a horrifying 2ish weeks on this website + much longer irl where i genuinely felt unsafe voicing my discomfort as i relived something eerily reminiscent of the aftermath of my own assaults playing out on screen, commented on by true crime youtubers like it was a red sox game.
it happens time + time again with every new allegation + it's truly the most agonizing + exhausting part of being a survivor. i am begging you all to consider that survivors are watching you engage with this stuff like theater + it erodes our trust in all of you + compounds our grief.
#one of the only things i still have blacklisted is depp/heard#the whole ~she's a borderline bitch who deserved whatever happened cuz she was the crazy one~#schtick is smth i never expected to have to watch play out on a public stage so much so that my 50 year old acquaintances would know of it#now every time it's a new Beloved Celeb i'm like i don't trust any of you fucking ppl
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to think that 10+ years ago little me put her savings into a jar to go see taylor and now she's all grown up at taylor's sold out concert after she met her in person too 🥹
#i genuinely didn't expect any of this to happen#living in a small italian town made me think that i was never going to see her#as i couldn't afford travelling to northern italy or other countries#and then she invited me to her house AND yesterday i went to her concert#i feel so happy i deserved this so much and i wish i could go back in time to tell little me that it's gonna come true#😭😭😭😭#c.
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Skén:nen sá:sewh
as promised, here's Precious boy™ getting kissed by Precious wife™ because he deserves all the love in the world :cc
translation: Get home safe
#nobody translate the file name#nah but home girl is the strongest soldier let me tell you#imagine date/being married to an assassin fr I would loose my mind#I'm such a sucker for the friends to lovers trope ok hear me out#Girlie is an ally to the assassin's and that's how she meets Connor and they become friends because Ratonhnhaké:ton deserves more friends o#she is VERY smart knows how to stand her ground but also very sweet and funny he respects and admires her a lot and so does she#she's from another displaced kanien'kehá:ka clan they bond really close sooner than later the feeling just blooms everyone's knows but THEM#until prob the recruits and the people in the homestead get tired of these oblivious fools in love and plot to finally get them together#I headcanon Connor didn't settle down completely until they were expecting their first child like they both panicked when they realized#I mean they're already married and stuff but still our girl is all over the place bcs she's scared of something happening to him or the bby#and connor acts cool and leveled on the outside but he's just a whirpool of emotions on the inside as well it's really funny to watch#they probably broke down in tears from both laughter and fear but they are amazing parents we are certain of it :')#I want their dinamic to be like that mainly because Connor deserves some light and laugh in his life after all the things he went through#connor i'm in love with your wife#ratonhnhaké:ton#connor kenway#connor's mistery wife#ac 3#assassin's creed#oc#the way you can tell I almost never draw men just from this sketch 💀#my art
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Feyre: Rhysand is my mate and I'm telling you this to your face.
Also Feyre: If you try and break my mating bond, I'm going to ruin your life.
Also Feyre: If you drag me back to Spring against my will, I'll destroy everything you love.
Tamlin: Break her mating bond so I can drag her back to Spring and we can start over.
Also Tamlin: I can't believe you destroyed everything I love and ruined my life!
#like idk pals i feel like feyre was REALLY upfront about what would happen at the end of acomaf#but i don't expect reading comprehension from the i love misogyny fandom#like if you ally with someone to get your girlfriend back and then her sisters are murdered in the process#and she tells you this other guy is her mate and you demand the bond be broken#and then drag her back home when shes saying to your face she doesnt want to go#and she promises to ruin your life like...can you actually be angry when she does it??#its always blah blah blah consent is so important until its tamlin violating consent#and then its well feyre is too stupid to know whats good for her anyway and she needs to just listen#rhys made her dance what a monster but uwu tamlin was just stressed when he nearly killed her with his magical outburst#anti tamlin#pro feyre#youll never catch me stanning a man over a woman in these streets
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Did anyone else's favorite become Brooklynn after chaos theory? Or was that just me?
Listenn i still love sammy and yaz with all my heart but i needed a singular set in stone favorite character asap before i lose a hyperfixation too quickly 😭
#chaos theory#especially season two like HELLOO we get to see so much more of her!#and shes js so interesting and i want to hug her likee my poor baby but also whatttt 😭😭#jwcc#jwct#brooklynn jwcc#brooklynn jwct#jurassic world chaos theory#jurassic world#jurassic world camp cretaceous#camp cretaceous#brokerlynn#yes its also because of the soyona x brooklynn ship cuz i see myself in brooklynn#u didnt hav to POINT it OUTT THOUGHH 😭😭#soyona santos#brooklynn x soyona santos#i never expected it to happen to BROOKLYNN of all people though. like no offense at all but i never LOVED her#now? I LOOVEEE HERR...
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hey aabria. aabria? hey. i've got some questions. yeah, what the fuck? what the fuck was that, aabria? aabria? what the fuck is happening?
#/affectionate#so affectionate#you dont even know#but also what#my heart#i was expecting silly goofy oh he's in a healing pool oopsies vibes#these were not silly goofy vibes#i was mistaken#dimension 20#misfits and magic#mismag#aabria iyengar#misfits and magic season 2#mismag 2#mismag season 2 episode 3#kept it vague in text bc that was also my reaction to the bear last year so i expect i'll need this post again when she comes back next fall#🤞#or if another fucked up thing happens this season. you never know
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THE NEWSREADER | 1x01 "Three, two, one..."
#sorry this is very long i could not bear to cut the captain's salute#the newsreader#thenewsreaderedit#helen norville#helendale#dale jennings#a scene that completely changed my expectations of who helen was as a character bc based on gifs i thought she would be much more closed of#kind of the typical girlboss bad bitch american version of her#but then. THEN.#the way she reacts to dale's earnestness. the surprise and the acceptance of help. the way she immediately embraces him as part of her life#the way she never stops being on his side from this point on!!!!! she said I'm loyal and meant it with her whole soul!!#when she teaches him and builds him up professionally but it's never about control vs. the horrifying way she was controlled in her career#helen norville i love you so much im sorry for everything bad thats ever happened to you. im killing all men in my mind
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U zee being cool and allat... like she always is
+ two random doodles
#guess my favourite character!!! 😜 (difficulty : IMPOSSIBLE) /j#I love Uzi such a big amount she's like a daughter to me y'all will never understand y'all will neve#WHY IS HER HEAD TURNED TO THE... right?... WEST IN ALL OF THESE 😭 I swear I had drawn her from every angle possible this is a coincidence#reject medibang return to MS paint#oh yeah also what happened to my last post. Who decided it will blow up. Why is it over 800 notes- THANKS? THANK YOU??? I donno what to say#like honestly I did NOT expect that doodle to gain traction but I guess it did so- yeah! Thanks guys you rule🔥 keep murdering those drones#murder drones#uzi doorman#md uzi#uzi murder drones#my art
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I think something we don't take into account when thinking about Katniss (that people who solely take into consideration the film may not like...)
Katniss doesn't seperate (romantic) love from being married and having kids. Like at all. When she considers romantic feelings, marriage and children are what she puts into the basket to weigh. Being in love means to be married to her, to have children. Thats why she rejects them, and why they scare her. She can't be in love without linking her life to that person, without the idea of marrying them or children. That is always part of it, for Katniss.
She never considers maybe casually dating Peeta OR Gale. If she explores these relationships romantically, to her that almost certeinly means she will be eventually marrying them. Having kids. And it's not like she doesn't know it's possible. She says herself she's heard other girls talking about relationships, ones of high schools. Most of these likely without even the mention of marriage, and certeinly not children. No it's just that she's linked them in her head because thats what it is to her as a person. That's what she chooses for it to mean to her.
But oh yes. This is the girlboss, the rebel leader who don't need no man (heavy eye roll implied there).
I think the interesting question is if there is a cause to think, what is it aside from Katniss just valueing that kind of steps in romantic relationships? Part of me thinks it is simply an extention of Katniss, while not always the most confident or sure at 16-17 years old does not do what she DOES choose half way. Once she is in, she is ALL in with everything she does and to me, that could contributes to this connection for her.
On top of, while it does unravel with the death of her father she grew up with what we see even through small glimpes is a extreamly happy and loving version of this kind of family and end goal for romantic relationships. What a loving marriage looks like, what loving parents and loved children look like.
And I would like to add because I see this painfully often. No. This is not sending some anti-feminist message...say it with me: Because Katniss CHOOSES this, and it directly is canonically shown to make her happy. There are also several other female characters with diverse goals and positions. Including leadership. Just, so we are all clear.
#Everlark#katniss everdeen#Peeta Mellark#The Hunger Games#Meta#Partal character anaylsis#I like to think Peeta finds this out when they actually start talking about marraige.#He has to explain there wouldn't be any expectation of kids if they were married. They can just be married and choose not to have kids.#And that takes a hot second to set in. She never is entirely fully settled about it either. Though she is VERY happy it irks her.#Until toastbabies happen of course.
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Team Green calling Rhaenyra every misogynistic slur under the sun for the crime of having sex just for Alicent to be having sex with Criston while Blood and Cheese happened is pure comedy
#hotd spoilers#house of the dragon spoilers#anti team green stans#anti team green#team black#rhaenyra targaryen#anti alicent stans#/Rhaenyra put everyone in danger/ just for Alicent to be distracting one of her children/grandchildren's guards sdksdksdksd#rhaeni/cent found dead in a ditch too...it's a bad day for team green stans 😭#it's so funny how fans of /feminine/ female characters will come up with the most misogynistic rhetoric known to man and expect that#it's never going to affect/be applied to their fave...now we're gonna see /policing who a woman has sex with is misogyny/ takes crop up#when they called Rhaenyra the devil for taking control of her agency in a patriarchal society and having sex with who she wanted#but of course they'll only see the misogyny now that the shoes on the other foot 🙄#what happened to /where is duty? where is sacrifice?/ ? 🤨can't believe they made her even more hypocritical they really set her up
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"Narcissa your exhausted, why don't you take a nap?"
It was Regulus, but that wasn't right-
"Seriously Cissa, your exhausted, I'll take Draco for a bit and you can relax at the very least."
Then her baby cousin was coming out from behind her and taking the fussy toddler into his arms. Regulus, with an ease she never expects from the younger boy, starts bouncing and cooing at the blonde bundle in his arms.
Draco was nearly two now but was still so clingy, he would grab onto anyone he could and just hold on for hours. Normally it was just about Narcissa's favorite thing but her and Lucius have been fighting lately and she's just been so alone and-
She must doze for a while because when she wakes she sees her two favorite boys playing out in the garden. Regulus sweeps a giggling Draco up into his arms and swings him around. The youngest Black brother smiles more these days and always has a grin around his godson and Draco always smiles back at him. He sets the little boy back on his on two feet, the tot manages to stand on his own for a moment before collapsing into a pile of giggles.
Dropping to his knees Regulus blows bubbles into the squirming toddlers stomach, making a real show of it to. Draco all flying limbs and clumsy fists but still manages to escape his laughing uncles clutches and starts sprinting towards the house screaming "Mummy uncle Reggie is mean! MUMMY-"
And then Narcissa wakes up.
Draco is still screaming, Lucius is nowhere to be found, and Regulus is dead.
#'never expects from her cousin' does mean she's had multiple dream of regulus helping her with draco#she also always dreams of regulus being happy because thats all she ever wanted for him#draco and regulus parallels make me go feral and i always wonder what would've happened if reg was still around to help raise draco#marauders#marauders era#regulus black#narcissa black#narcissa malfoy#draco malfoy#lucius malfoy#first wizarding war#dead regulus black#always haunting the narrative fr
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sometimes I forget that my experience has been. um. not 'your experiences are not universal' vibes but more like 'your experiences are EXTREMELY atypical'
#red said#recent events have reminded me that my life has involved like. a LOT of other people's psychosis#like not in a way where i have been Beset By Terrifying Crazies bc that's not like. a thing.#but a lot of people in my life have had a lot of really severe psychotic episodes#and i FORGET sometimes. that actually that is an Unusual Amount Of Experience With Psychosis for someone who's not#for somebody who has not really personally ever had psychotic episodes (unless severe PTSD flashbacks count)#actually i tell a lie i have maybe had One psychotic episode but because it was very situational and i knew what was happening#i was able to ride it out. because i am literally only psychotic Inside Hospitals and so that's all fine#as long as i LITERALLY NEVER HAVE TO HAVE INPATIENT CARE. Very important to me to never ever ever require surgery i think.#i can handle the amount of psychosis i get from a 1-4 hour stopoff in hospital#as long as i know I'm leaving soon then i can just Cope with the fact that the walls are moving and reality is thin#ANYWAY that's not the point the point is i forget! that most ppl i know have experience of at most a handful of severe psychotic episodes#some people i know have experienced more for sure. especially if the episodes were mostly theirs.#but people really seem to expect me to be more freaked out by their symptoms of psychosis than i am#bc i don't think i really register it as frightening unless they're in actual danger or Currently Aggressing Actually At Me#like i WORRY about them bc it can super suck but it's not SHOCKING or WEIRD#there have definitely been times ive been frightened. one time i woke up in the night and my friend was standing over me with a knife#but also like he was still HIM he was just having a moment. and as soon as i got the knife off him he just came back and broke down.#and we were fine and he was safe and i learnt the valuable lesson that even when people seem like they wanna kill you they probably don't#tbf now I'm thinking about it it's honestly a tossup whether he was there to threaten or because he felt a need to guard us#like to be clear probably don't try and take a knife off someone having a psychotic break. i was 17 and it was 3am and i knew him very well#i probably did not make the smartest call but nobody got hurt is the point#anyway you know there's that kind of psychotic episode and my granny got very violently angry a few times. buuuut you know there's also#been plenty of other times I've been with somebody having an episode and it's been chill as hell.#my ex saw and heard monsters so much that eventually she just got sick of being scared. we used to watch TV with them#i would sometimes have to sit on a bit of sofa that wasn't haunted and we might not be able to watch certain things bc they didn't like it#most of the time she was hallucinating there was absolutely nothing to worry about we just had a few extra variables#honestly of everyone i know who's had psychotic episodes or schizophrenia the amount of times it's been a material risk#is like. low single figures? maybe low double if you include self harm but idk what the cause and effect is there.#idk why you would need to be frightened like 99.99% of the time it truly is usually just Oh No That Seems Distressing For You I'm Sorry
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I am so normal about Blood and Whiskey again,, because!!! Guinevere you're my stars, Arthur you're my night!! Lancelot you can't just,, aaah??? Like.
If there's no Stars, It's just dark.
If there's no Night, It's just bright.
You needed both for it to be beautiful, and you need both for the Maybe, Just This Once, there could be a Happy Ending
It only makes sense when it's them three!!!!!
#But also#if she's your starts he's your night#Lancelot beloved who do you see yourself to be#are you a mere human witnessing cosmic beauty a dazzling yet tender light you never expected to see#because if yes SUCH a mood yes same phLeaSe#or do you see yourself as part of the night sky with you three's souls forever tied till sunrise#what happens at sunrise?#oh#OH GOD SUNRISE. SUN. RISE. LIKE WHEN YOU FALL INTO THE FUCKING SUN#FJAJFJWJ FOR FUCKS SAKE WHAT HAVE I DONE#nyu.txt#the mechanisms#hnoc#pendragon gang hnoc
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Half the fandom thought Gabriel had standards and would never knowingly hurt Adrien
For all we know, Nathalie thought this would stop Gabriel
I mean we dont see anymore of her afterward
(this is about Chat Blanc)
YES, that's exactly it. I don't think it's fair to assume that Nathalie knew that finding out Chat Noir was Adrien would make Gabriel double down. I think it's completely plausible that she thought it'd make Gabriel... I don't know....... reconsider his actions? Give up? Maybe even just have a gentle talk with Adrien and come clean to him about everything and ask for his help?
Mayura was not present during the Chat Blanc fallout, and considering everything we know about Nathalie, I just don't believe that she was in support of the Chat Blanc thing / believed that Gabriel was capable of that.
I mean, hating Nathalie or seeing her as irredeemable is still totally fair because she's done a lot of fucked up shit, but I don't think "Nathalie, in a state of shock, informed her almost-lover that he was unknowingly battling his son" is as clearly malicious as a lot of people took it. I dunno.
#and you can argue that it's fucked up of her to be so willingly blinded to gabriel's horrible side#and that she should have known that gabriel would be terrible#and that's totally fair#but i do think she never in a million years expected what ended up happening to happen#arguably it could be up to headcanon but. idk. in that case i simply headcanon she thought better of gabriel lol
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Asriel Belacqua + his biggest weakness aka Marisa Coulter
#his dark materials#masriel#asriel x marisa#asriel belacqua#marisa coulter#a little compilation of Asriel being a sucker for marisa#its kinda funny how she's all like HE obvi LOATHES me&wants me and our daughter DeaD so F hiM and he's all like I LOVE YOU Pls LOVE ME BACk#*puppy dog eyes*#he tries and fails so hard lmao#this took me waaaaay longer to make than I expected#but it was worth it 😆#I love this idiot of a man#the subtle eyebrow raise when he says 'not just her' 😭😭#like he wants to say HAVE I NOT BEEN SUPERCLEAR ABOUT THIS OR DO YOU NEED ME TO SPELL IT OUT#these actors really gave it their best with the material they had#i still cant believe they didnt even use one good marisa line from the books in s3#we shouldve married and brought her up ourselves#what will happen to us#is this the end of everything#ive never hated you but I could see why you might hate me#i cant bear the thought of oblivion asriel#i told him i was going to betray you but i lied too well#She felt as soft and light in his arms as she had when Lyra was conceived thirteen years before#GAHHHHHH im just ���🥺🥺 whyyy#ignore all these useless tags#i wanted to add more to this set but tumblr didnt let me#mine
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natlan 5.1 was batshit insane but i won't deny cookery when i see it. last 1/3 of the archon quest is just brilliantly done in my opinion, from writing to level design to soundtrack. just genuine excellence
#sev.screams#natlan#the character centric parts were rather weak to me#ororon has an intriguing arc but i don't care enough about him to care about the arc#similarly i only felt a surface level investment with a lot of the other main cast; though funnily enough excluding citlali#she's a breath of fresh air amongst the cast and i really enjoyed her screentime#there are a lot of story decisions in this quest that i'm impressed and glad hoyo decided to take; it adds a layer of realism to natlan tha#was missing in inazuma and ultimately i believe was the reason inazuma flopped as a nation#there is real tangible weight in the things that happen in natlan; i felt moved by the story and i think that's the hallmark of a good stor#i hope in the next archon quest they don't undo or undermine these decisions in any way. they truly contributed so much to the overall tone#of the story that to remove them would be like taking the legs out from underneath it#writing aside the environmental storytelling and level design also contributed so much to crafting the atmosphere of this quest#it felt gut wrenching in a way inazuma never did. for even the briefest moment these npcs were people and you were watching them struggle#a poignant beautiful desperate struggle that i think is so incredibly human and both moving and heartbreaking to witness#also helped by the exquisite ost. hoyomix has certainly not lost their touch even with yu peng chen gone#despair hope triumph relief; all captured so wonderfully in a score i know i will be listening to for the next few weeks once it drops#i'm rambling so much but. i liked this a lot and i can only hope hoyo sticks the landing on this one#i hate having high expectations but i can't help it for this one i fear
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