#& made trying to talk to ppl so hard bc it was a thick mask + it was very loud in there
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
WAAAA I wish I talked more during the trans gathering there were so many ppl I wanted to talk to.... curse u social anxiety!!!!
#smudgy.txt#well its more like im just not used to having the power to simply Talk to ppl so i just. dont#there was a kid there w the coolest sense of fashion & im pretty sure they were a warriors fan but they seemed so shy and IM so shy#& i didnt want to like put them on the spot by bringing it up 😭😭#plus i had the stupid mask on for like half th3 event even tho practically no one else did so it was pointless#& made trying to talk to ppl so hard bc it was a thick mask + it was very loud in there#& as we all know the bane of the socially anxious's existence is Not Being Heard The First Time#AND I HEARD SOMEONE MENTION C*NTAURW*RLD I ALMOST LEAPT FROM MY SEAT TO JUMP INTO THE CONVO#BUT i was so introvertedly engrossed in my coloring page i didnt even move -_-#omg plus the ppl discussing marvel RIGHT NEXT TO ME i couldve cried#(I DIDNT I WAS STILL COOORING IN THAT DAMN BOOK!!!)#literally had my nose in that book the entire event. not just bc of social anxiety but bc#of my audhd need to Fill In The Entire Fucking Page#its still not done. this thing has so many details#i refuse to look at it again lest i be pulled back into that wretched trance for another 3 hours#someone pointed out how engrossed i was in the book & i simply nodded and laughed half paying attention i am not kidding i was Hooked#do not put an adult coloring book in front of an artist with a perfectionism problem they'll be stuck there as if cursed
2 notes
·
View notes