#& like damn I’m alright w/ being aroace most of the time
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Not to be touchstarved on main but I think if someone let me cuddle them I think I would probably pass away
#soooo like if anyone on here hates me & wants me to die…#tbh tho I’m honestly so jealous of the easy intimacy that some people have like the casual ways in which people touch each other#& ik we’re still in a panoramic but even before that it felt like casual touch was a language that some people understood and I just. didn’t#every time I touch someone I feel like I’m over analyzing it like#what’s the proper duration of a hug (and why do they always feel too short)?#is it okay to bump elbows or teasingly push someone or lean on them when you’re existing in the same space?#if I ever tried any of that though I feel like it would be pbvious that it Wasn’t Something I Do#& it would have connotations that I can’t fulfill#so for the most part I dont touch people#& like damn I’m alright w/ being aroace most of the time#but it fucking SUCKS seeing others get their intimacy needs fulfilled by their partners & knowing you’ll never have that#wow this is more honest than I like being. lmao.#wasn’t gonna actually post this bc I don’t want to make ppl uncomfortable but ykw I’ve been too normal on here lately#irls if you see this pls don’t feel obligated to do anything abt it I know a lot of y’all don’t like being touched lmao#I’d just overthink it & think I was being weird & y’all were only doing it for me & I’m being selfish for asking lmao#just ignore this I’ll be normal in the morning probably#personal
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