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I am too anxious to see what am running for!

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I am too anxious to see what I'm running for!

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What do we do with our pain?

If we cannot blame or take revenge

Throw ourselves an extended pity party or ruin our lives because that’s poetic

I agree, I don’t want to do any of the above but please tell me, what do I do with all this pain?

I try to wash it away like the paint from my Sunday art indulgences

Or brush past it quickly like a page of a really interesting novel that I’m reading

I let myself cry too, understand it wasn’t my fault

And it isn’t my guilt to carry around

But it still stays with me, this pain from back then

In different forms each year - anger, hurt, denial, escape, ignorance, shit behaviour, lying and breaking

I can’t seem to end it

They say you have to go through it to be over with it

but I’m not able to get past the mid point even

It feels like my pain is a route of thick, dense jelly that my paper thin heart has to move through

Tell me, when I will get through all of it?

Tell me, will I ever really?

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I am tired of knowing nothing and being reminded of it all the time.

F. Scott Fitzgerald (via quotemadness)

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Venice , Italy 💙

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اعملوا ريبلوج وهبعتلكوا مزيكا أو اي حاجه

Reblog and send you a song or anything!

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Ayasofya.

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wanna be cuddled for like 4 or 5 days

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Solaris (1972) dir. Andrei Tarkovsky

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Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster.

Friedrich Nietzsche, Beyond Good and Evil (via fyp-philosophy)

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He kissed me til the morning light.

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💙

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فاصبر