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t3rritorial-piss1ngs Ā· 2 months ago
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The End of the World | John Marston
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A/N: This sht is like the first kind of ff IĀ“ve ever written so be gentle + english isnĀ“t my first language :(
Summary: Things seem to come to an end. The Van der Linde Gang isnĀ“t what it used to be. Everyone seems to be under some kind of pressure, waiting how things will eventually turn out. Between this mess, how can love bloom?
Days at camp have been feeling lonelier than ever. Everyone seems to have a stick up their ass since the boys came back from Guarma. Late at night, Iā€™ve caught myself thinking, wouldnā€™t it have been better if some of them had just found their end there?
But oh, how Iā€™m happy Arthur is finally back. Arthur... where would we all be now if he werenā€™t with us anymore? Him and Sadie are two of the strongest people I know. I just hope they both come back safely-
"(Y/n)." Oh, I know that voice... and how I missed it.
"John." I looked him directly in his eyes, maybe even staring. How I missed those eyes. For a moment, we did nothingā€”no fighting, no bickering. Nothing. The only thing you could hear was the flowing river next to us.
"Arenā€™t you happy to see me?"
Oh, I definitely am. But Iā€™m sure a certain person would be even happier to have you back.
"Yeah, definitely. A good-for-nothing who does nothing around here, finally being back. Arenā€™t I the luckiest woman in the world?" He shook his head in disbelief, his hands resting on his hips.
"You know, I... I want to be a better man. Being in Sisika gave me a lot of time to thinkā€”"
"You? Thinking? Donā€™t make me laugh. Youā€™re too brain-dead to do something like that. Iā€™m surprised you didnā€™t break the law of nature by overworking the one brain cell youā€™ve got."
I really didnā€™t want to talk to him like that, but in my despair, I just didnā€™t know what else to say. After we finally got Jack back, things suddenly changed in John. He wanted to sleep with Jack and Abigail in one room, like a real family.
Needless to say, I was jealous. In my defense, John and I had gotten very close after he left the gang for a year. We acted just like a couple, but there was always something between usā€”his not-so-serious role as a father and his almost non-existent relationship with Abigail. But we both loved each other dearly, right?
"(Y/n)... please, just let me finish, alright? Lend me your ear for just a minute, wonā€™t you?"
I said nothing. He took a deep breath and came a step closer to me. I couldnā€™t bear it anymore.
"(Y/n), I hope you know that when Iā€™m with you, Iā€™m the happiest man alive. But things canā€™t go on like this. All of this," he gestures around, at the river, the camp, and at me, "isnā€™t going to last forever. I realized that. And because of that, Iā€™ve been thinking about the future, about our future. And I... just... honestly... I canā€™t imagine us growing old together."
He took another breath. "With me having Jack and Abigail, I just... I canā€™t..."
Oh, how I wanted to scream at him, yell at him for even thinking like that. How things will turn out fine, like they always do. That weā€™ll find a way. But that isnā€™t how I feel about this situation at all. I understood him, because Iā€™d been thinking the same thing. I knew things would come to an endā€”the gang, us. But so soon?
"I understand. I donā€™t want to stand in the way of you and your family, John. Please, take care of Jack and Abigail. They should be your biggest priority in life. Treat them well. Abigail is a fantastic woman, and Jack is such a sweet little boy." I shook my head, fighting to keep my tears hidden. "Donā€™t you dare hurt them."
He didnā€™t say anything. Hell, he didnā€™t even look at me.
I could feel my tears swelling in my eyes. No words were said. No looks exchanged. Nothing. I started walking down the path that led to the camp. I turned around one last time, just to see him turn his back to me, looking at his feet. I sighed as I continued my way, wondering what I should do now. But in the back of my mind, I knew exactly what to do.
That night, I packed my things and left. Riding wherever the path would lead me.
I left nothing behind except a piece of my heart that Iā€™ll never get back.
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t3rritorial-piss1ngs Ā· 8 months ago
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REGULAR POTATOES ON TOP!!!
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t3rritorial-piss1ngs Ā· 1 year ago
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Go listen yā€™allšŸ˜ šŸ˜ 
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t3rritorial-piss1ngs Ā· 1 year ago
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t3rritorial-piss1ngs Ā· 2 years ago
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Jesse pinkman has fire outfits like I would so dress up like this man if i had no boobs
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t3rritorial-piss1ngs Ā· 2 years ago
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IĀ“m actually just a girl who listens to music all day and reads silly little fanfictions <3
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t3rritorial-piss1ngs Ā· 2 years ago
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joan jett was literally right. i wanna be your dog
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t3rritorial-piss1ngs Ā· 2 years ago
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when every fic is smut...
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t3rritorial-piss1ngs Ā· 2 years ago
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fr tho why is everything smutšŸ˜­šŸ˜­ i wanna read angst that would ruin me, make me sick to my stomach and cry like there's no tomorrow bro i want a fanfic that is so devastating that i won't be able to function for the next few months
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