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I’m sorry but if you’re a proshippers/claiming lolicon is ‘normal porn’ that is outside the scope of POCD. You should feel bad if you consume Lolicon for gratification. They’re designed to look like kids. don’t lump yourself in with POCD sufferers to hide or try to claim it made you feel bad or guilty.

People with genuine POCD do not want to act on it and are disgusted by the sexualization of children. It’s why our brains panic. If you actively consume the content. You’re not afraid of it.

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shoutout to people with taboo OCD thoughts who experience arousal from your taboo fears in dreams. yes, even if during the dream it feels like you "like it", since weird emotions are just another shitty ingredient of the brain soup that is your dream. your dreams do not mean anything and neither does your bodily response to them. this is not an indication of your "true feelings". i know that this can be one of the hardest things to deal with in terms of intrusive thoughts, and it can be tough not to internalize them. I hope you have a wonderful day.

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I don’t know who needs to hear this but if you have intrusive thoughts, especially the sexual kind, groinal responses (the twinge you get in your groin when you get one of those thoughts, if you know you know) are normal. It doesn’t mean you’re into whatever the thought was, and it doesn’t make you a bad person or a predator, I promise.

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if you identify as a paraphile do not fucking interact with me!!! i dont care if youre a "sunset para 🍐 🌇 uwu" shut the fuck up!!! theres a huge difference between people who are mentally ill having intrusive thoughts/groinal response in regards to minors and unconsenting persons, and the people that feel the need to make a horrifying and hard to deal with symptom you have part of their sexual identity. intrusive thoughts and groinal responses do NOT indicate what you are actually attracted to, think, or feel. and yes you shouldnt be ashamed of being mentally ill and having those specific symptoms! talk about these symptoms in a healthy and constructive manner, advocate for yourself and others! but holy FUCK identifying as a "paraphile" is NOT the way to do that!!! thats not advocating for people that have your illness! its just not!!! to do so is to lump yourself in with ACTUAL pedophiles! DO NOT FALL FOR THEIR TRICKS!

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I don’t know who needs to hear this today, but intrusive thoughts are basically your brain’s (sometimes very upsetting) way of saying “If there were two guys on the moon and one of them killed the other with a rock would that be fucked up or what?”

I’ve personally found that adding the “would that be fucked or what?” part in myself really helps put the more disturbing thoughts we sometimes get into perspective. Helps me say “yeah thar sure would be fucked up” and move on with my day.

It’s not not a secret desire, it’s not something that only occurs to you because you’re a bad person. It’s just your brain deciding to process the fact that it knows an uncomfortable thing exists in the world by feeding it to you in an absurd “what if” with you as the main character.

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OCD culture is sitting through “what-if” intrusive thoughts and confusing groinal responses and seeing people online completely misunderstand what you're going through and accuse you of wanting to hurt people…

…And realizing that you're gonna do this for the rest of your life.

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While I am glad people are beginning to acknowledge what intrusive thoughts really are I never see anyone discussing how it isn't JUST intrusive thoughts you can get, either. You can also get intrusive feelings and physical sensations that can range from making you mildly uncomfortable or worried to absolutely terrified about what this may mean for you. You can get unwanted urges that come suddenly and make you so fucking scared that you don't really know yourself like you think you do, or that you're going to lose control, or whatever else your fucked up brain can come up with. You can get unwanted physical arousal from something you're not attracted to. Like. groinal responses and arousal non-concordance have got to be the two worst fucking things to experience if your OCD focuses on sexual themes, i'm not even joking. And I wish more people in online spaces acknowledged that unwanted/intrusive physical responses are also a thing that can happen, and is just as terrifying as getting an unwanted image or thought in your head, and also means just as little about a person's actual desires or feelings as a thought does.

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I fucking hate tonight

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Racism in the plural community is a real problem. Racism in the medical community is a real, dangerous problem.

Pour one out for DID/OSDD systems of color that go undiagnosed or misdiagnosed because the psychiatric institution dismisses them.

Pour one out for all systems of color who feel isolated because the online community often conflates plurality with whiteness.

Pour one out for systems of color who get called racist or appropriative because their systems incorporate aspects of their own culture, but people automatically assume they must be white.

Pour one out for systems of color whose voices are silenced because of their ethnicity.

Uplift non-white systems. Talk to non-white systems, not over them.

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Evil Doctor (care-denying, bigoted, biased healthcare "professional") versus Evil Doctor (unethical lab experiments, hot, deep voice, huge cock)

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kitchen table sun bathing

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A collection of pictures I took of Arthur while he was high because I thought his jumbo pupils were so cute. Sorry bro. I know you were confused and a little scared but you looked really cute

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One of our (newer) introjects was staring at our face in the mirror for about 10 minutes. I asked him if he was okay, and he said something I thought I should share, ‘cause it might resonate with some of ya’ll. “This face is wrong. All of this is wrong. None of this looks like it should. But there’s something in our eyes that looks like me.”

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Good lord I have some weird kinks

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i’m tired of rampant antisemitism being acceptable and unchecked in public, in the classroom setting, in media, etc. i’m tired of no one but jewish people being the ones to say something and to check it. it’s a major and dangerous form of discrimination and nobody seems to notice and / or care.