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Feeling dread since my vacation is almost over....

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The biggest thing I'm told is to get help but help isn't accessible for me. The only place I had access to, my therapist told me I should stop seeing him because I told him I wanted to kill myself so I feel stuck bc I have nothing

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I hate how up and down my mood gets because one moment im ok but another i remember i gained weight and I feel suicidal bc body dysmorphia and I feel do fat and ugly like I'm just a huge nasty monster

I lost weight and was at a weight I used to be at but ever since I started working I gained weight i just wish I can stab the fat out of my body I've been told time after time how ugly my body makes me I just want to look like a person not a horrible thing. I want to be worthy of people being nice to me I want to be worthy of love

There's no one I can talk to because no one takes dysmorphia seriously im either told to shut up or get invalidated or told to get over it i want to kill myself so bad

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Sylvanas & Nathanos except they are both women

Do you see my vision

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i started playing WoW and unlocked Nightborn so here is me and Alexstrasza

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ill see you soon

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ill see you soon

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Idk how much longer im giving myself. I can't find a painless method, my only option is the train tracks by my house.

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life doesnt matter anymore

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some comics

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some comics

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the thought of my own mortality terrifies me but yet i just hate living. the other day i went to my room to look for a belt but i couldnt find one so i just went on with my day because i just dont know what to do. i dont have a support system and my therapist gave up on me and said i should stop seeing him because i told him im feeling suicidal

ive thought about overdosing on my meds but i was told i'd just throw these meds up but even the thought of overdosing sounds painful. every method feels so painful to me and i want to go through but i just chicken out while still feeling awful all of these feelings are so confusing to me and i feel like there is no future. but then anxiety takes over and makes me scared of death in those moments, but during the day i just want to die.

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flirting

Original Post the joke is from

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Monster

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Monster