syllori

[syllori]

i liked being stuck in a mental hospital

[syllori]

I feel so out of place

and I don’t really know who I am

and half the time I don’t know how I feel until I feel like I might burst because of what I’m feeling

and I’m so tired

and I wish I never existed

and I wish I could start my life all over again

and I wish I could do everything I want to in this lifetime

and I wish I knew what I want for my future

but I also kinda wish I never existed to begin with.

[syllori]

I've actually never felt so alone

[syllori]

fuck this im just gonna daydream all day

[syllori]

getting worse is so comforting

[syllori]

wdym you have a different opinion than i do fuck you

[syllori]

i get so offended when someone speaks to me in a tone i don't like

[syllori]

please pay attention to me. please please please why won't you hug me or talk to me on your own. i deserve your attention. give me attention please or I'll rot.

[syllori]

i feel like i have every personality disorder at once😭😭😭

[syllori]

i need people to like me but when they like me i immediately start hating and pushing them away wtf

[syllori]

i could stare at my cuts for hours

[syllori]

i want more cuts. more scars

[syllori]

is it weird that i actually would like to be a housewife/stay at home mom? like bro im scared of having a job, having to pay the bills, the only thing i know is how to take care of a baby and i feel very weird for it😩

[syllori]

• IM A MINOR!! not for long but still

• if you don't like what you see just block me

𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗺𝗲

• i will post triggering things like talk about sh, mental disorders, childhood trauma etc. so if you're sensitive to this kinda talk just block me

★ i currently have 4 diagnosis: ADHD, Asperger's, OCD, and depressive behavior disorder

★ i've been hospitalized 3 times

★ i love animals >-<

★ also i love changing my pfp

★ i use any pronouns

★ my name is Caroline

for now that's about it! have a good day and if you don't want to see me again- block don't report me please!

[syllori]

my sh is not. enough.

[syllori]

that's my child. im her mother. MY BABY DESERVES SO MUCH BETTER