sydiously

[sydiously]

How long can you pretend you’re okay?

[sydiously]

This world is so cruel, so unkind

I miss your soul resonating with mine

we only had so much time

now you’re gone and continually running through my mind

I wish I could hold you one last time

[sydiously]

You used to have a face straight out of a magazine. Now you just look like anyone.

[sydiously]

[sydiously]

You cheat and you lie

but you beg me to stay

You don’t even look at me the same

Haven’t touched me in days

You don’t love me anymore but you keep me at bay

I wish I knew why I chose to stay

Because loving you shouldn’t feel this way

[sydiously]

nothings wrong with caring too much. you shouldnt be ashamed of putting your whole heart into it.

[sydiously]

I want to sleep through life and only wake up for the good parts like dinner

[sydiously]

[sydiously]

[sydiously]

“Please forget your scarf in my life and come back later for it.”

— For M, Mikko Harvey

[sydiously]

Distance is my new answer to disrespect. I no longer react, I no longer argue, I no longer dive into drama. I simply remove my presence.

[sydiously]

[sydiously]

Maturing is accepting you won't always get all the answers or apologies for the shit that hurt your heart...but you heal anyway.

[sydiously]

[sydiously]

[sydiously]

“Some days, I feel everything at once. Other days, I feeling nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.”

— o.m

[sydiously]