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“You don’t find your worth in someone. You find your worth within yourself and then find someone who’s worthy of you. Remember that.”

— Unknown

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Im letting you, giving up your ghost

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It will never be the same again

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Missing you is like stabbing my heart over and over again until it bleeds to death.

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everytime

always worrying about everything

anxious of the things I can't control

it makes me feel helpless and hopeless

waiting for something that is never gonna happen

and now here I am

writing the things I wanted to say

for me to calm down

and wish that everything will be okay

because everytime I wanted to feel better

I wanna run into your arms and hug you tight

because you were my safe place in this world

my north star, the love of my life

but now, we're just strangers with shared memories

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fragments of you

everywhere I go

I only see fragments of you

following me around in pieces

hoping someday, I can have you completely

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To love is to hold sand in your hand

Grasping every particle, wanting to grab it

But it keeps slipping away beyond your reach

That's the feeling of loving someone that is not right for you

You blame yourself for failing to hold them

You blame yourself for all the mistakes they have done to you

You blame yourself for not being perfect for them

You blame yourself for the things that they should be sorry for

After that, you lose every inch of you

Defending them because you love them

In the process, you lose yourself

You lose your person, you

And you blame yourself again

For letting them hurt you

Because you know it's wrong

But you still let them do that to you

Because you loved them.

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If ever you find yourself, crying in the middle of the night, hug yourself. Comfort yourself and remember to be stronger tomorrow.

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Silent battles

There are moments where we don't really tell our friends everything that we want to say, or what we think. We often find ourselves alone, in the dark, comforting ourselves.

It doesn't mean that we don't want to tell them, we just want to handle it alone and be able to be back again once its finished.

And its hard wanting to be alone, because you will find darkness and silence comforting and it will never be the same anymore.

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Remember this day, the night you cried because you keep begging for someone to love you the way you wanted to. You keep on hoping that he's the one, when in fact, he don't know what he wants anyway.

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I remember, when I was a kid, I was always afraid of the dark. I hate when its night and the lights are turned off. For me, being in the dark is scary, its terrifying to know what lies in the dark. But as I grew older, I find darkness a comforting place for me. At the end of the day, when I lay in bed and the lights are off, I am in my most safest place. A place where darkness surrounds me and hugs me as I fall asleep. I never knew I would find comfort in the dark. It gives me the peace that I needed. - my safe place

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In this trying times, let us be the light in someone's life. Let's bring joy and hope to others. Life is sure enough hard, lets be kinder and be more compassionate to others. ✨

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Living gets harder everyday....

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Not my best self today

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I'm not asking too much, just some time and attention, that's all.

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It gets easier, as day passes by...