sweetdarlins

[sweetdarlins]

i’m genuinely gonna start smoking i cannot take this shit anymore 😇

[sweetdarlins]

im gonna cry. like seriously, i feel so sick, why is that looping in my mind. i don’t want to think about that again,

[sweetdarlins]

it’s like hell. it’s truly like hell. i wish they would lay a finger on me at this point so i could just get out of here. i’d rather be starving on the streets than put up with this. i’d rather be hurt by people who werent supposed to love me. because it’s not their responsibility to love me.

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“i’m not abusive because i don’t beat you”

yeah but you do yell and scream at me whenever i tell you i don’t feel safe and you’ve put a knife to my face and told me to kill myself if i wanted to die so badly. your husband has also slapped me in the face on multiple fucking occasions

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i’m going to scream please put effort into our friendship it’s starting to piss me off

i tell you something and you don’t even try and have a conversation it makes me angry. you’re too invested in fucking?? pinterest? your pinterest feed is more important than our friendship? holy fucking shit!!!

[sweetdarlins]

please. don’t do thag.

[sweetdarlins]

i actually don’t want boobs csn i cut them off 😐

i hate my body

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genuinely, it hurts to have to deal with such a thing. it’s a weekly occurrence, at the least; and yet i don’t have any one to talk to about how it feels. mostlg because the fear of judgement, but…

[sweetdarlins]

i just want a day off, like to just go somewhere fun. or something, i need it. i need a day to just, feel happy.

[sweetdarlins]

i’ve never felt this bad in my life. i just need like. a week away from that place but i can’t get that. but everything is so hard to focus on. everything is so bad.

i just want to be normal. why can’t i jusr be smart like all the other kids.

why do i have to have a heap of health issues and mental disorders

[sweetdarlins]

i’m gonna cry. i cant take it anymore. my mental health is so bad right now.

[sweetdarlins]

I wish I could physically be there to help you, mate. ,:(

Do you wanna talk about what’s going on at all? Don’t hesitate to dm me if you think I can help at all. [Though I may be slow to respond this late, as I do most of my tasks at night and then sleep], I’ll still check it if I see a notification. ,:3

-Doc

i don’t know what this was about honestly it’s been 13 hours but. i don’t know what’s going on so. i couldnt really tell you that!! but. yeah i need to talk to someone maybe possibly i js feel like shit if i have to dm someone bc i’m being annoying

[sweetdarlins]

i need someone to just hold me and tell me it’s going to be okay

[sweetdarlins]

mental health so bad i cant do simple assignments

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haha! NERD!!! (i am bullying myself. i still will kms if i have a b- in a class)

i am!!! avtually going to end it if i end up with a b- in a class i’m having a fucking panic attack because the fucking tests are only 5 questions and i don’t even get to know when my answers are wrong thid is making me so sick

it’s the fact school work doesnt count towards the grade either i’m gonna cry

then my gpa will be shit and then i’m never gonna get into college

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i am!!! avtually going to end it if i end up with a b- in a class i’m having a fucking panic attack because the fucking tests are only 5 questions and i don’t even get to know when my answers are wrong thid is making me so sick

it’s the fact school work doesnt count towards the grade either i’m gonna cry

then my gpa will be shit and then i’m never gonna get into college

[sweetdarlins]

kind of want to just say fuck you 50 times so you can get it through your thick skull that you’re being a dick