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Our house in my 1899 Stardew Valley dr !!

The forest near our farm is full of flowers that I like to decorate our house with.

After a day on the farm me and my family sit together. I like having time with them where we don’t have to work and can just exist together. There’s no TV so we’re all present and it feels like we’re really spending time together as a family rather than just existing in the same room.

It’s my favourite part of the day. Sometimes I’ll read to my father or I’ll sew with my mother or play games with my siblings.

My fathers the best at darts. No one in town can beat him. The door here leads to mine and Lilly-May’s room. The ladder leads up to my brothers.

(My parents room is next to ours but the door didn’t fit in the picture)

Our room!!

And my parents (it’s a bit empty I wasn’t really sure what to add 😭 I imagine they have stuff in their draws)

The twins room!!

(The original build was from a save file by antiquatedplumbobs. I just redecorated one of the houses)

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OMG I JUST READ THE SECOND BOOK AND THIS IS EXACTLYYYY HOW I IMAGINED HIM

HAYMITCH

I wish I had more time (and energy) to draw Second Quarter Quell gen characters before the book release. I’m ready for my headcanons to be smashed and burn but I want to enjoy them as long as possible haha.

How are you guys?

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Does anyone else wanna shift to a dr where everyone acts like an arouu character??

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Or when people used to say they shifted as toilet seats or chairs or food??

You guys remember in 2020 when people on shift tok claimed that they shifted to saiki k and saiki kicked them out, bro what was that all about

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I love sleeping. It’s like my dreams give me little glimpses of what my life will be like in my dr.

Last night I dreamt of the loveliest girl I’ve ever met. She accepted and complimented my insecurities and made me feel loved. She gave me everything I need and don’t have here.

I just know that’s the energy waiting for me in my dr and it’s SO motivating.

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persevering because i need to know what his eyes look like in the sun and how warm he is when he first wakes up

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icl I want a Gavin and Stacey dr after that new episode

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heyy im doing the gateway tapes and am really happy to see someone on tumblr doing them. i wanted to ask about focus 12, how far out do you visualise expanding?? sorry if this comes across like a stupid question 😭😭 but ive seen people say they expand to their room and some say theyve expanded to the whole universe, so i wanted to be confident in what im doing! thank you in advance ☆

Hiii!!

Don’t worry it doesn’t sound like a stupid question at all!

When I did it I always imagined expanding to my room. Everyone’s journey is different though so do whatever works best for you :)

Good luck! 🙌🏽

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— UNIQUELY CHARACTERIZING YOURSELF ( SMALL, IMPORTANT DETAILS )

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GROUNDING THROUGH DETAILS OF THE SELF

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justifiably, so much focus in scripting lies in who you’re friends with, who your s/o is and what experiences you have together, your house and your belongings—but what about you? not just superpowers or your vast ocean of clothes (way fun), but the littlest details of the self. let’s talk about grounding yourself in this new reality. are you glitter-dusted nail polish that catches the light, or someone with chipped black nails because it’s chic that way? does your laugh sound like a giggle, or is it that obnoxiously loud cackle everyone secretly loves?

in a similar vein to why there’s often a focus on scripting imperfections (realism, grounding, etc) these small, “whatever” details are just as valuable in the same way. you’re anchoring your energy into this version of you, “i’m here, I exist, and i know myself inside-out.” you’re not just some flat character with a Pinterest-worthy life; you’re layered, real, and unforgettable. these little things? they build your presence and make you magnetic in any reality (which you’d be anyway bffr)

HOW DO YOU SMELL? WHAT FLAVOR IS YOUR CHAPSTICK?

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what’s your vibe in this reality? are you wafting off warm vanilla sugar with a hint of cinnamon, or are you giving off expensive oud and a mystery nobody can place? your scent is a defining extension of your personality, babe, and it sets the tone for everything

chapstick—don’t brush off the details. classic cherry, elegant honey pear, or something wild like coconut-lime mojito? it seems small, but trust—this stuff pulls you deeper into your desired reality because it’s so you. smelling like the softest cashmere or tasting your own minty-fresh lip balm is an everyday, arguably mundane thing that is absurdly easy as a tool to connect you to this version of yourself, and by extension the reality that version of yourself originates in

when you can feel how your lips taste or how your perfume clings to your skin in this new reality? you’re no longer daydreaming, you’re living it. besides, being the central character to your entire narrative doesn’t just come from looking the part—smell it, taste it, own it.

TRYING ON DIFFERENT IDENTITIES

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(maybe a less compellingly whimsical reason, but something i’m championing for nonetheless.) switch it UP, babe—WHY NOT? one reality you’re in streetwear with an absolutely leveling glare, and in another you could be cottagecore princess snow white who bakes pies and writes love letters. you DON’T have to stick to one flavor when you can sample the whole menu! think of it like a cosmic dress-up game.

while it’s easy to find comfort in a familiar and ideal version of yourself (pick out a reality where i’m not violently off-putting in a very strange way but beautiful enough to excuse it. i’ll wait), EVERY version of you has something to teach, and a plethora of things you can learn from them.

it’s not about locking yourself into one box. it’s about experimenting, playing, and experiencing all the endless versions of you that you have access to (infinity, thanks)—whether that’s sipping matcha in Florence or running barefoot on a sandy beach. shifting isn’t just moving into a different reality; it’s stepping into endless versions of you.

THE SUM +/=

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don’t gloss over the seemingly inconsequential details of the self. if you’re asked about someone you love and know intimately, you probably wouldn’t be like “they have tons of clothes and make so much money” (if they do, good for them tho), the first things that come to mind would be “smaller” (read: everyday things, as a result—MORE important.)

“they talk in their sleep, it’s so funny when we have sleepovers” “they always say yes when someone asks them for help” “they have this one necklace that they wear every day” “they love this one specific poet, they can practically quote her from memory” “they wear gold, not silver”

small things. it isn’t characteristics like bravery, sense of humor, and kindness that serve as the only three blocks to build a linear vertical tower of identity. it’s tiny qualities and characteristics and mannerisms, each seemingly the size of a grain of sand, that compound into the beach that is your identity. don’t gloss over them !! don’t be shy to envision the tiniest things about yourself.

much love !! xx :^)

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It’s just a theory about how quantum computing may work. However there are other theories that say that quantum computing doesn’t necessarily need to rely on the existence of the multiverse to work. So it’s proof if you choose to believe in that particular theory but otherwise it’s just one explanation out of many. I really hope the multiple worlds theory is the right one though :)

One of the reasons that people believe the multiverse even plays a part in it is because the qubits in quantum computers can exist in multiple states at once and that this might create alternate universes with each state being a different outcome to a problem. There’s other reasons too but I don’t understand them 😭

How does the willow quantum computer chip prove that there are multiple universes— ik a guy that worked on it said that it’s working so fast that it’s borrowing power from other universes, but it’s almost unbelievably futuristic to me

Like— I didn’t think something so cool would exist in our lifetime, yk??

Some people were saying it was like an innuendo or sum shit, like it’s not actually borrowing atoms or wtv from another reality, but like… idk

Idk idk idk

Regardless, as a shifter, multiverse s tier

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Guys the American governments confirmed unidentified flying objects and that they have alien biological material.

IF ALIENS ARE REAL IS IT SO OUTLANDISH THAT SHIFTING IS TOO???

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I’ve dreamt of this place twice time to make a dr 😋

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Day 47 of the gateway tapes

(Wave 2- introduction to focus 12)

Today was went so well!!

Near the start of the video around where I entered focus 10 I could feel this movement all throughout my body. Mainly in my arms. Kinda like when you fill a bowl or a dish with water and then move it about.

After the first 10ish minutes Monroe tells us to go from focus 10 to 12 and ‘beyond the limitations of physical matter’ and at around this time there was kinda this feeling like I was expanding sideways??

The next thing I have to do was practicing going between focus 12 and 10. When I had to go back to focus 10 I could actually feel my self compressing. It was so weird!!

Your meant to do this I think three times in the meditation? I only did it once though, because there’s a long pause after you go back into focus 10 and I felt my mind wandering and after a while I fell into a very light sleep.

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Day 45 of the gateway tapes

(Wave 2- introduction to focus 12)

Ngl I haven’t really been having much luck with focus 12. I’m finding it really hard to disconnect from my physical body/ project my consciousness.

Anyway today before I went to sleep I decided to play Theta waves and try to get to focus 12 myself without Monroes guidance.

The whole thing took 33 minutes (which was honestly so surprising it felt like double the amount of time)

I went through phases where I felt like I was in focus 10 to this weird hollow feeling? Like I was just a shell with nothing inside, no organs or anything.

The weirdest thing I felt was this feeling of a wave washing over me, but it only happened once 😔

Overall I think it was a success tho!! I feel way more confident about reaching f12 sometime soon.

Day 46: I did wave 6 today. I know it’s a massive jump but I saw this person on Reddit say it’s meant to help with focus 12. And it kinda did?? I had to visualise a second body and I actually felt like I had a second body but only in my left arm?? Anyway yeah I’m glad I tried it :) I also did advanced focus 10 just as a refresher.

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Day 43 of the gateway tapes

Ok I need to stop saying that I click out because Im manifesting it into existence atp 😨

Day 44: ✅

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I ate some of the disinfectant I use to clean my mouses cage :/

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The neurological reason you "can't" persist

This is a sequel post to my brain rot post.

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You are quite literally neurologically more dedicated to your doubts than you are to your desire.

Your subconscious doesn't care what you consciously value it thinks that whatever you're doing repeatedly is what is important to you. The more you do something the more your brain will push you to continue doing it.

Every time you pick avoidance over doing the damn thing your subconscious believes that means avoidance is more important/valuable to you. If you are pulled to avoid doing the work it is because your brain values giving into the 3D more than it values persistence.

Every time you choose something else over persistence you are telling your brain it matters less to you. Every time you stop persisting it reinforces the subconscious process that believes giving in means more to you than continuing.

You repeatedly choose to engage with your doubts/choose to give into the old story, so your brain literally thinks you value the old story more.

That is why the old story becomes quite literally habitual. Your subconscious doesn't have an opinion, it doesn't know that what you're repeating isn't what you want because it thinks if you're doing it repeatedly you want it.

This is why you feel an intense pull from your opposing thoughts. Your subconscious thinks that's what you want, it's trying to motivate you to return to your negative thought cycles.

On the flip side, the more you do the work the more your brain will push you to continue doing the work.

If persisting matters to you, treat it like it matters and your brain will too. Actively choose it. If you're procrastinating on your methods, actively choose them over the part of your brain trying to distract you.

Contributing factors (brainrot)

Scientifically speaking your brain REQUIRES dopamine to create a sustained effort. You actually have a daily reserve of dopamine and highly dopaminergic tasks actually spend your dopamine

So if the first thing you do is blast your brain with dopamine (opening your phone first thing in the morning) that means you have less dopamine to spend on tasks.

Persistence is a sustained effort. If you don't have dopamine to spend you will undoubtedly struggle to motivate yourself to continue regardless of the potential rewards.

People aren't telling you to get off Tumblr just because "phone bad manifestation good" but because the more dopamine you pour into your phone the less you'll have to spend on tasks that require sustained effort.

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This post is not to give you an excuse to give up. It's to tell you that if you don't start consciously choosing to work towards it your brain will reinforce that habit to hell and back.

Keep. Fucking. Going.

Keep doing the work.

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