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Waist Training Blog
Hey!! So Iām starting waist training today and want to track my progress. Ā My initial measurements are 67cm and today is the second day (Feb. 26th)
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Today (March 2nd)
Hey again!! So I measured my waist right after.
Iām barely getting through 3 hours a day right now, for some reason I canāt withstand too much. :( Itās been six days since Iāve started waist training, so maybe itās the fact that Iām starting out lol. For some reason I get a lot of back pain/soreness (I donāt know why) so I canāt stand it for too long.
Iām assuming because I lack a lot of fat, molding myself will be a bit more complicated and will take longer. But I measured myself right after removing the waist trainer and I was at 65 cm, I was at 67 cm the week before.
I definitely feel like my waist looks a little slimmer in the mirror, so thereās that. :D I also tried on some clothes for my Tuesday concert and noticed how small my waist looked! So that got me pretty excited.
Either way, Iām planning on ordering two more waist trainers this month (a S and XS) so I can gradually make myself smaller and smaller (since Yanis isnāt opening up orders yet!!)
I will upload a pic for progress reasons!
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Hi again!
I usually start off with a little summary of my social media links, given that I write a lot about my cosplay growth here in general.
Instagram: 18.2K Facebook: 12K
I feel like I need to do an āoverhaulā again of my material, I really want to improve in quality... Iāve been looking at the international cosplayers and I really wanna step my game up and be able. Lately, I havenāt applied to be a guest at any convention (I feel like Iāve been a mess lately in life terms, so I decided to take some time to settle down and learn what I need to learn at my new job, do certificates, etc.). I havenāt really felt like applying to anything. I love guesting at conventions, donāt get me wrong. But right now I want to just keep churning out costumes and in general finish what I need to get finished before moving on to other things... I have a LOT of accumulated costumes here and Iād like to clean my cosplay closet out before I continue.
Or you know what? IDK, I just havenāt felt with much energy to apply to cons. XD LOL.
I have two sponsorships on the way, and I was thinking about taking on another one from miccostumes... but probably once I get those done Iāll start with another one. So I wonāt saturate myself.
In general I really want to get a move on with my stuff and be on another level!! ;_; But I want time to learn more about programming too... I guess Iāll just keep grinding and when I feel the time is right I will apply to cons. Maybe next year at the most.
I just want nicer cosplay material and just step up my game in general. ;w;
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welp well remember how i was sitting at 2.1k and struggling a shitload to reach 10k?
WELL
ya girlās at 8.6k rn, and sheās probably gonna reach 10k by the end of the weekend
AAAAAAAAH BLESS THE ALGORITHM CHANGES
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when u a straight up compulsive liar and you complain aboutĀ āfake friendsā bitch stfu
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Are you named after someone? Nah, my dad just really liked the name.
When was the last time you cried? I think last week. I was super stressed because I was rushing to prepare for a photoshoot and having a fight with my boyfriend at the same time. It was pretty sucky because I was experiencing shortness of breath so it was overall chaotic.
Do you have kids? No
Do you use sarcasm a lot? When donāt I
Whatās the first thing you notice about people? Body
Eye color? Hazel
Scary movie or Happy ending? Scary movie by far!
Any special talents? Uhhhhhhh IDK
Where were you born? ObregĆ³n
What are your hobbies? Cosplay, exercise, watching Dross videos
Do you have any pets? Two dogs and a cat
How tall are you? 1.54 m
What sports do you play/have you played? Basketball, poledance, softball
Fav subject? Chemistry
Dream job? Biotech/programmer
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welp now that iām really close to reaching 10,000 likes on Facebook, i have to get on my shit and start pushing my Instagram too to 10,000 likes. ;_; i hate instagram so much, itās really hard for me to grow and i hate that i gain 2 followers but lose like 6 -.- -.- Itās really disheartening. Right now Iām sitting at 2.1k follows, after I reach 10,000 on Facebook Iāll start pushing my Instagram so I can get to 10,000 there too... jeez why is Facebook so easy but Instagram so hard for me?! Itās always the other way around for everybody else. XD
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2018 Cosplay List
So after doing my 10 simple cosplays challenge, itās time to move on to another list until the end of the year. :3 Since Iāve been doing a pretty good job at being active, I donāt need to set up a challenge for myself so Iāll just leave this as a list. :D
1. Yennefer of Venderberg
2. Kasumi
3. Triss Merigold
4. Ann Takamaki (Summer uniform)
5. Ann Takamaki (Panther)
6. Oda Nobunaga
7. 2B Leotard Version
8. Ada Wong
9. Asuka Swimsuit Version
10. Nergigante
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welp ya girl has an event in mexico city in december (yes, again this time i am going lol) and she has to finish xayah in time!!
wish me luck iām probably gonna die
i also wanna make raiden for my bday or at least before i leave to mexico city + texas so
WISH ME LUCK x 2
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aight got my meal plan for the week and planning on hitting the gym at least 4 times this week, letās see how i do
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i havenāt even begun exams and iām already very much exhausted, i feel like all i do is work myself to the bone ;_;
tomorrow iāll go to a con with my psylocke costume and see a lot of my close friends... but before that happens I have to finish some schoolwork :(
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HYUNA for the March Issue of W Korea Magazine.
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Taylor Momsen + Nylon Photoshoots Over the Years
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For the sake of my sanity (and after talking with the organizer) I decided to cancel my appearance during May to Mexico City. It's a personal choice, and at the same time it's because they've yet to give me a definite response for my appearance as a cosplayer. I don't blame them, I don't even feel mad. Lately I've been getting a lot of opportunities for many things, so I know many will come by after this. Sometimes I honestly feel like I'm losing my mind. The other day I literally made the worst comment I ever could. And I will never forgive myself for it. All of this pressure is making me a different person. And it's pressure coming from the inside. I wish I could relax a little, not be so hard on myself...
Iāll be continuing my simple cosplay challenge (that I have no issue with). Right now Iām focusing on getting Psylocke done for the weekend.
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I just listened to TPR's "You". I remember listening to this song in a relatively dark period of my life, around 2011-2014. I was physically exhausted, academically lost in university, dating someone I no longer loved but felt trapped because I didn't want to be alone and experiencing a pretty chaotic family life. The stress of the family business was really tearing us apart. I guess I've never really taken the time to really appreciate how much I've grown. For the longest time, I attributed my growth to "Well, I just happen to be coursing the subject with an easier teacher", "This time I had more time to prepare", "This time I had friends so it was easier to get over what I was going thrugh", etcetc excuses to bring myself down. I guess I just realized how unfair that is to me and to all of the progress I've made as a person. I am definitely not the same person I was when I entered university. I am so much happier and I know exactly what I want. It's insane, I would've ever imagined myself at this point... After going through a really messy breakup and a subsequent heartbreak (long story short, I left an emotionally taxing ex-boyfriend for someone I met at my job and was left heartbroken after realizing he didn't like me the same way). The whole situation left me so broken that I was forced to appreciate myself and not depend on others emotionally. I don't know. It just feels crazy to listen to a song from such a different perspective 4-5 years later.
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