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sunggeoppang · 2 months ago

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☁️ The Studying Blues | H. Taesan ☁️

Taesan x fem!reader ☁️

genre; hurt/comfort, fluff, class president x popular boy, study dateish (?) ☁️

warnings; fem!reader, not proof read, negative thoughts/putting down oneself, academic pressure, guilt, reader cries, strong angsty vibes ☁️

wc; 1k ☁️

note; this is my first post on here T-T, I'm still learning how this all works but I hope you like it <3 ☁️

I move my hand absentmindedly, taking down the notes I need for this next test that’s just on the horizon. The overwhelming urge to stop everything and rest is fighting to surface yet the rational part of my brain keeps it at bay. It didn’t help that deep down, I knew I could never truly rest for a long, long time. A part of me always felt some sort of guilt, some sort of pressure to keep working, that if I rest it does nothing but waste time. My body, of course, knows better than this yet the thoughts that plagued my mind for so long infected my heart, infected everything else with this poisonous thought. The thought that rest will only be a hindrance to my academics, my career, my everything. I barely notice my laptop screen beginning to blur in front of me and the few tears escaping my eyes, onto my paper. Yet, I keep writing because I can’t stop. I waste time on these emotions, I can’t-

“Y/n?” An all too familiar voice calls out and I have to blink to clear my vision enough to look over to see Taesan staring at me with concern clearly written all over his face.

I clear my throat trying to get my bearings yet all that comes out is a pathetic whimpering, my voice betraying me in the moment of trying to hide my true emotions from Taesan. Why him of all people? I don’t- no. I can’t let him see me like this. This is so embarrassing. I wish there was a hole I could crawl into and then never leave. In my spiral of thoughts I miss the way that Taesan quietly takes the vacant seat beside me in this empty section of the library and his eyes that trace over the features of my face so carefully, analyzing every little eyebrow wrinkle or squinting of my eyes that only seem to be letting out more tears. He softly smiles when reaching over me to close my laptop screen and I move in protest but he just shakes his head, “I think that’s enough studying for today, Y/n.”

“B-But-”

“No buts,” he says seriously and meets my gaze with an expression I couldn’t read at all, “you already work harder than anyone I know and right now, you’re not in the right state of mind to take in anymore information in that pretty little brain of yours.”

I couldn’t deny that he was right, because he was. I most definitely was not in the right state of mind to be studying right now yet the immediate anxiety that begins to plague my mind at the thought of becoming behind causes my breath to turn shallow, “I-I can’t, I-I don’t know how-”

Taesan doesn’t utter another word as he pulls me into his arms, his hand rubbing a soothing hand up and down my back in a calming manner. He whispers sweet nothings as I just uselessly sit there with more tears beginning to well up in my eyes at the kind gesture. When was the last time someone held me like this? When was the last time someone cared for me like this? When…I let my thoughts wander to places far and wide, the urge to curl up into a ball in a secluded corner of the world is strong yet when my hands move to cover my face, Taesan takes them into his own and kisses my knuckles. My eyes widen at the gesture and most certainly a prominent blush rests on my cheeks, he lightly chuckles at this making a pout appear on my lips. I rest my head against his chest, sniffling now only every once and awhile, “you should warn someone before you do something like that.”

“Ah, maybe,” he shrugs, “but if I warned you, would you have stopped crying?” He pointed out and only then did I realize that the tears had fully stopped. Another hot flush crosses my cheeks at his statement.

“I most certainly would have,” I retorted in a weak voice, not necessarily trusting it myself if that was true, “what are you doing here anyways? Aren’t you usually at your club right now or something?”

“I was on my way but seeing the prettiest girl I know shedding tears over her notes, I was more concerned about her,” he confessed with a somber expression and I sighed heavily not wanting any pity for what just happened. But I couldn’t help my mind lingering to his comment about being the ‘prettiest girl’ but he was probably just fibbing to make me feel better.

“Well, this girl is just fine,” I say, straightening myself up, sitting back up in my chair and beginning to open my laptop, “you can go on your merry way now.”

A hand stops mine from fully opening my laptop with a questioning gaze, “you cannot be serious right now. You’re going back to your work after all that?”

“Taesan, I have a lot of work to get done-”

“It can wait a day Ms. Class President,” he says with a long sigh and then proceeds to snatch my laptop from my hands.

“Hey-”

“And you’re not getting this back until you agree to spend the rest of the night with me, just relaxing. No work allowed,” Taesan cuts me off with a serious glint in his eyes.

I huff out an exasperated sigh, “this is ridiculous.”

“More ridiculous than going back to work after crying your eyes out?” Taesan teases and I groan quietly to myself at his remark.

“I wasn’t crying my eyes out,” I mumble in defense but Taesan whistles as if he didn’t hear it. I sigh quietly to myself weighing the current options and knowing that in my right now I’d have trouble concentrating anyways so I cave to his request, “FINE! Just this once but just know you won’t ever get me to do this again.”

He smiles in triumph and slides my laptop into my bag, “we will see about that,” he teases back with the same old grin I always see on his face. I smile a little happy to see him back to his normal self than the serious Taesan and begin to pack up everything else I have laying out, glancing up in confusion seeing him reach out his hand towards me, “shall we?”

I roll my eyes but take his hand with a shy smile, “we shall.”

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sunggeoppang · 2 months ago

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boynextdoor sulking ~ headcanons

jaehyun 🐶 ...

doesn't hide it. jaehyun's not the kind of guy to hide away from his feelings nor bottle them up, instead, he'll call you and explain what's troubling him- usually ending up crying for a few minutes. he'll be okay, he just needs time to feel his emotions.

sungho 🐈 ...

does hide it. in fact, he tries to hide from it- locking himself in his room, burying himself under his duvet and taking a long nap. if the heavy weight of his emotions aren't gone by the time he wakes up, he'll slowly start to unravel what's actually bothering him.

leehan 🐠 ...

doesn't know what to do. all his emotions seem to spill into one another, leaving him a confused mess. his tears are angry, but he's not mad. his want for comfort is shouting at him, but he's quiet. he sits with himself until you join him and only after a lot of coaxing does he slowly allow you into his jumbled thoughts.

taesan 🐈‍⬛ ...

wants comfort and solidarity at the same time. talking about his feelings would be too much, but being alone would be too painful. he'd ask you to just sit with him, listening to his favorite vinyls spin as he plays with a loose string on his hoodie- later, he'll thank you for your company and pull you into a tight hug. you don't let go until he does.

riwoo 🦦 ...

climbs onto your bed, not saying a word- but you just know. he wants your comfort, he's just too nervous to ask for it. it's like a certain air hangs around him that immediately captivates your attention- something's wrong with your boy, and you are gonna figure it out. it might take a lot of coaxing, but eventually he'll tell you- with glossy eyes and a lump in his throat.

woonhak 🧸 ...

cries. he cries on your shoulder, dampening the fabric and then cries cause he ruined your favorite shirt. you assure him it can be cleaned as you let him spread out on your bed- engulfing himself in your blankets and pillows. you two stay in your room for what feels like hours, but that's okay.

sad leehan my angel ~ 🍈

the hooooes are gonna LOOOVE this! and i know, because I love it! ~ 🍓

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sunggeoppang · 2 months ago

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TOWARDS THE LIGHT : WILL TO POWER YUNHO IN COLOGNE a.k.a. the bias wrecker even for people who don't have biases

actual kpop sideblog

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sunggeoppang · 5 months ago

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‎ ‎ ୨୧ ‎ ‎ ‎ HEATHER ──── ( HAN TAESAN )

‎( taesan gives you his sweater > < ) ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ fluff , down bad taesan ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ 0.7K words ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ note ... 🗯 something quick to get me out of my slump! if you got a sweater today you are my biggest enemy. bye ^^

@onedoornet , @k-films , @kstrucknet

it was one of those chilly december evenings where the air nipped at your skin despite the layers you had bundled up in. the streets were lined with festive lights, and the air buzzed with the promise of the holidays. you had joined your friends for a spontaneous hot chocolate run, and while everyone seemed perfectly comfortable, you couldn’t stop shivering. despite the lively chatter and occasional bursts of laughter from your friends, you couldn’t ignore the biting cold that seemed to find every gap in your clothing.

taesan, ever observant when it came to you, noticed right away. he had been sneaking glances at you all night, his heart doing little flips every time you laughed or brushed a strand of hair out of your face. you were trying to be subtle about it, but he saw the way you rubbed your arms and how your fingers trembled slightly around your cup. when your teeth started to chatter, he tugged off his oversized sweater without a word, the fabric catching slightly as he pulled it over his head. the gesture was so casual that, for a moment, you didn’t even notice he was holding it out for you.

“here,” he said. his tone was casual, but the look in his eyes betrayed a quiet urgency.

you blinked, taken aback. “taesan, i can’t—”

“yes, you can,” he cut in, his voice gentle but firm. “you’re freezing.”

you hesitated for a moment before taking it, the warmth of the fabric and his scent enveloping you as you pulled it over your head. it was far too big, the sleeves nearly covering your hands, but it was undeniably cozy.

“thanks,” you muttered, your cheeks tinged with more than just the cold.

his lips quirked into a shy smile as he looked away, pretending to be focused on his cup of hot chocolate.

taesan had always been nervous around you—too nervous to speak to you or sit beside you. his friends often pushed him to talk to you, but he never seemed to gather the courage. the biggest move he’d made so far was wrapping his arm around your shoulder for a picture during a group hangout. it had taken hours for him to finally do it, and even then, his touch was light, as if he was afraid of crossing some invisible line. you knew about his little crush; jaehyun had mentioned it a thousand times, always teasing him about how smitten he was with you. at first, it was funny, the way taesan tried to hide his feelings and shift his focus whenever you were around, but over time, it became endearing.

for the rest of the night, he stayed close to you, his usual quiet demeanor making it seem like he was just keeping pace. but you noticed how he slowed his steps whenever you lingered behind or how he shifted his body to shield you from the chilling wind without making a big deal out of it.

your hands brushed as you walked side-by-side. you turned your head to look at him. his cheeks were pink, and his hair was tousled from having taken off his sweater in a rush. when he caught you staring, red crept up his neck as his lips curved into a bashful smile.

“what?” he asked, a stupid, wide grin dancing on his lips. you shook your head and turned your attention back to woonhak, who was laughing out loud at the sight of a little kid slipping on the snow and falling on his butt.

by the time your friends decided to call it a night, you were still in taesan’s sweater. as you said your goodbyes, you hesitated, starting to lift it over your head to give it back.

“keep it,” taesan said quickly, his hand brushing yours to stop you. “it looks better on you, anyway,” he wanted to say but decided against it. in return, you just smiled at taesan and murmured a small thank you before leaving to get home.

as the group dispersed, you caught him looking at you one last time, his smile lingering in the glow of the streetlights. taesan didn’t care that his friends had noticed or that they might tease him later—tonight, you were wearing his sweater, and that was all that mattered.

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sunggeoppang · 5 months ago

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Nicknames they would give you - BOYNEXTDOOR

Ot6 x gender neutral.reader

Note: All of this is just my opinion, so if you don't like/agree with it, that's okay, everyone has their own way of thinking.

Warning: Relationship established (all members), fluff.

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Sungho

↬ Cupcake: Sungho loves sweet comparisons because he believes love should be warm, comforting, and a little indulgent—just like a cupcake. He'd call his partner this because it reflects how precious and sweet he finds them. Every time he says it, he wants them to feel cherished and adored.

“Hey, Cupcake, I made us some tea. Come relax with me for a bit.”

↬ My Sunshine: Sungho has a naturally warm personality, and he’d use this nickname to highlight how much his partner brightens his life. It’s his way of saying, "You’re the reason I smile even on cloudy days."

“Good morning, My Sunshine. I can’t wait to spend the day with you.”

Riwoo

↬ Bunny: Riwoo is drawn to playful and soft energy, so he’d pick "Bunny" if his partner reminds him of something gentle, cuddly, and lovable. He’d probably say it in a teasing tone but with a genuine smile that shows how much he adores them.

“Bunny, where are you going? I was just about to make us lunch.”

↬ Cutie-pie: Riwoo loves exaggerated expressions of affection, and "Cutie-pie" lets him shower his partner with attention. It’s his way of saying, "You’re so adorable, I can’t resist hugging you right now!"

“Cutie-pie, stop looking at me like that. You know I can’t resist!”

Jaehyun

↬ Love: Jaehyun is a romantic at heart. He’d choose "Love" because it’s timeless, direct, and deeply meaningful. To him, it’s not just a nickname—it’s a constant reminder that they’re the person who holds his heart.

“Love, what do you want to do today? Anything for you.”

↬ Princess/Prince: This nickname would come out in moments where he wants to make his partner feel extra special. Jaehyun would use it to show that he sees them as royalty in his world, deserving of the utmost care and respect.

“Come on, Princess/Prince, let’s go out and have some fun. I want to spoil you today.”

Taesan

↬ Sweetheart: Taesan is someone who thrives on emotional connection. He’d pick "Sweetheart" 'cause it captures his affectionate and sincere side. He wants his partner to feel loved and appreciated every time he says it.

“Sweetheart, you’re looking amazing today. How do you do it?”

↬ Darling: Taesan has a playful but romantic streak, and "Darling" would be his go-to for moments when he’s feeling particularly close to his partner. It’s a term that’s both endearing and timeless, reflecting his deep care.

“Hey, Darling, you hungry? I’ll cook us something nice tonight.”

Leehan

↬ Angel: Leehan would choose "Angel" because he sees his partner as someone who brings peace and happiness into his life. He’d use it in soft, heartfelt moments, like when he’s holding their hand or admiring them quietly. To him, they truly feel like a blessing.

“Angel, you make everything feel so much better just by being here.”

↬ My Precious: With his thoughtful nature, Leehan would use this nickname to show how much he treasures his partner. It’s his way of saying, "You’re the most valuable thing in my life, and I’ll always protect and cherish you."

“You’re My Precious, and I’m so lucky to have you.”

Woonhak

↬ Baby: Woonhak loves creating a sense of closeness and intimacy. He’d use "Baby" as a simple but deeply affectionate way to show how important his partner is to him. To him, it’s a comforting nickname that brings them closer.

“Baby, can you pass me that? Thanks, you’re the best.”

↬ Honeybun: Woonhak has a playful and sweet personality, so "Honeybun" would be his way of adding a unique and fun touch to his affection. He’d use it to make his partner smile, often accompanied by a lighthearted laugh or a teasing nudge.

“Honeybun, I just wanted to remind you how much I love you today.”

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sunggeoppang · 5 months ago

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myung jaehyun x reader [fluff, fem!reader]

a/n - this is also kind of inspired of the phone call with myungjae’s mum in the new what?door! ep where she calls him ‘my adorable puppy’🥺🥺

10:47 - “oh i’m so nervous!”

jaehyun chuckled, cupping your face with a coo, “don’t worry, my girl, they’re gonna love you. just relax. they’re just extensions of me, really!”

you nodded, taking a deep breath as jaehyun pushed open the door to his childhood home.

“mum, dad! i’m home!”

“my adorable puppy!” jaehyun’s mum cooed, rushing from the kitchen and placing her hands on either side of her son’s face. you giggled with a loving stare, recognising the exact action from jaehyun done to you many times. “oh! and y/n, it’s so good to finally meet you!”

she rushes to you, pulling you into a hug. you smiled, hugging her back, though you’re sure not as tightly as she was hugging you.

“mum, let her go, you’ll suffocate her,” jaehyun’s older brother spoke with a laugh.

“hyung!” jaehyun exclaimed, leaping into his big brother’s arms.

“wow, good thing mum cooked, you don’t weigh anything at all!” he exclaimed, carrying your boyfriend through into the house. their mum rolled her eyes, linking arms with you.

“why don’t you go through okay? i’ll bring the food out in a minute. i made seaweed soup especially,” she said with a friendly smile, rubbing your back.

“do you need help with anything? i feel bad just sitting around!”

she shook her head quickly, “no, no! just sit. you’re the guest of honour.”

“guest of honour? it’s my birthday!” myungjae pouted.

you smiled, sitting next to him on the couch where his brother had dropped him, ruffling his hair a little, “don’t be so pouty. you told me they’d love me, anyway, hmm?”

his brother laughed, studying jaehyun’s face as he looked at you.

“where’s my puppy?!”

“dad!” jaehyun laughed suddenly at the voice coming down the stairs, running to hug his dad. his brother came and sat next to you meanwhile.

“nice to finally meet you,” he smiled, as you nodded exchanging the same sentiments, “jaehyunnie…” the two of you watched the boy in question, jumping repeatedly off his dad’s back as they walked to the kitchen to bother his mum together. his brother looked at you and smiled, “he seems happy.”

you nodded, watching after him, “things are going well at the moment, definitely. and he was crying with happiness when he found out he got this time to come and see you guys.”

he shook his head, “no, not that, he—”

“ya! get your hands off my girlfriend!” jaehyun yelled, a teasing smile on his face as you turned to look at him. he flopped down, cuddling against his brother. “how was that? i was scary, right?”

his brother rolled his eyes and nodded, ever one to play along with his little brother’s antics. “of course, hyun, you’re the scariest.”

“okay! food’s ready,” his mum announced, beginning to carry through dishes, you and jaehyun rushing to help as the guests. “stop it, you two! quickly, eat!”

jaehyun laughed at his mum, putting the dishes down on the table and quickly taking a seat, dragging you to sit beside him, “thank you, mum!”

“yeah, thank you, mrs. myung,” you smiled, watching as she sat down. she shook her head, both of you turning to jaehyun and watching as he started eating.

he moaned at the first mouthful, turning to you with a disbelieving look.

“it’s been so long…” he hummed, “here, eat this, y/n. it’s mum’s best dish.”

you nodded with intrigue, helping yourself to the banchan he spoke about, making a noise of surprise as you ate. “that’s so good!”

“right?” he smiled, giving a thumbs up to his mum. she just smiled proudly.

“here, myungjae, have some meat,” you said, placing some of the freshly cooked meat onto his plate.

“ohh, thank you,” he spoke in english for added flair. you laughed as he turned to look at you, giving you a wink.

jaehyun’s dad nudged his mum, pointing to the gifted meat with a knowing smile. she just nodded, leaning in to whisper, “we don’t have to worry, i think.”

he nodded in response, smiling at you.

“oh! i forgot the main event!” she exclaimed suddenly, the family watching as she dashed to the kitchen.

jaehyun looked at you in confusion as you just shrugged, before watching as she carried a beautifully decorated cake out of the kitchen, lit with various candles.

“for our beautiful puppy, our youngest son, who finally made it home for his birthday,” she smiled, bringing the cake in front of jaehyun. he smiled between everyone at the table, but you could see from the seat next to him as tears rose to his eyes.

“blow them out before you start crying,” you said, a comforting hand playing with the hair on the back of his head. he nodded, blowing the candles out in one go before standing up to hug his mum.

“thank you,” he whispered.

“don’t thank me! your girlfriend’s the one who bought it!” she smiled, giving her youngest son a kiss before he turned to look at you tearily.

“ya! stop crying!” you laughed, standing up and pulling him into a hug, stroking the hair on the back of his neck, “you happy?” he nodded, sniffling into your shoulder. “happy birthday, baby.”

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sunggeoppang · 5 months ago

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SAN for DAZED KOREA

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sunggeoppang · 6 months ago

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HAPPY 6TH ANNIVERSARY TO ATEEZ MY BOYS MY LOVES IM SO SO SO PROUD OF THEM EVEN IF I AM A NEWER STAN IRDC THEIR MY FUCKING GROUP AND I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

i remember first getting into them in like may when i was like rlly starting to get into kpop. and idk i never rlly saw myself listening to kpop i was kinda js trying it out.

but i remember hearing crazy form and was like “yo wtf y is this fire” and i began like EXCLUSIVELY listening to ateez 💀💀

ive been bias wrecked so hard by all of them, ended up w a yunho and wooyoung biases and a mingi wrecker. but atp imma gonna go ot8 cuz i js love all of them so fucking much

NONETHELESS, HAPPY 6 YEARS ATEEZ!!!! WE IN THIS 8M1T FOR LIFE 😝😝

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sunggeoppang · 6 months ago

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