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Is there anyone out there that is tech savvy and knows a little about tumblr? I can’t seem to see followers or notes, it’s like they don’t exist. It tells me I have them but won’t allow me to look at them. Is there any way to fix that? Is my blog banned or something? Please help me!

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tw: sh

I’m so sorry, I broke 6 years of no self harm. I really tried, hoping that I would grow out of this god awful feeling. I replaced the habit with rubber bands then nothing. I started to pinch my skin which left bruises along my arms.

I guess today was when I couldn’t take it anymore, picking up the habit that I wanted forgotten. I am so sorry for being weak, for breaking, for being pathetic.

I hate myself.

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Is your heart okay?

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No, you aren't "behind in life".

But, it's okay to grieve the time you spent surviving. The time spent trying to figure out what was wrong. The time spent healing to become a person again.

It wasn't your fault.

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also i wonder what it’s like to not be afraid that you annoy every single person you ever interact with

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yeah i’m ok! i’m totally ok i just (takes a deep breath) (starts screaming)

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— Kelsey Danielle, from “Life And Other Things.”

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Fyodor Dostoyevsky // Alanis Morissette

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Søren Kierkegaard, Diaries 1813-1855

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everyone around me is growing up but i still feel like a child