suhacidal

[suhacidal]

[suhacidal]

LA TIMPA photographed by Lengua, styled by Taylor Thoroski

[suhacidal]

Cocteau Twins: Head Over Heels (1983)

[suhacidal]

(x)

[suhacidal]

Lawrence Gordon when I catch u it's on SIGHT....

[suhacidal]

[suhacidal]

well.

last night i've come to the conclusion that writing doesn't have to be this big, arduous thing, and am deciding to approach it with valor and persistence, because often times i have something to say.

GOD, living in n*w y**k has been connecting me to a certain channel of understanding i don't think i fully had access to before. the set of circumstances i'm experiencing could also be the reason. right now i'm discovering what it means to be myself, to be fearless, to be daunting, to show up in the wholeness of me. i'm realizing that this is a process that takes many forms, many instances of trial, and it takes TIME. like woah, all the time in the world may not be enough. but i'm channeling intention into the efforts of understanding.

[suhacidal]

i talk about projection so much that i didn't even realize i was using the. voices of other people to communicate my own fears

[suhacidal]

[suhacidal]

if i were to hook up with a white man in a band, what would become of me?

[suhacidal]

every time i get back on here is after a loooong period of neglect

[suhacidal]

Hody Yim by Jahulie

[suhacidal]

crumb - jinx (2019)

[suhacidal]

“If you can’t do anything about it then let it go. Don’t be a prisoner to things you can’t change.”

— Tony Baskin