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sorry i haven’t posted in like a month and a half i had to move back in with my parents and then i signed a new lease so i had to move into my new place but now im (mostly) settled and i need to mass purchase diet coke for my fridge and LOCK TF IN lol

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i saw deadpool x wolverine last night and lemme just say, Cassandra nova was such thinspo omg

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I AM 21 BITCHES

that is all

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72 hour fast

I’m going to try to do a 72 hour fast to see how much weight I can lose, plus there’s also supposed to be a ton of health benefits so imma try it.

I’m currently 23 hours through so basically a third of the way, which means 2 more days. I’m making sure to drink 0 cal electrolyte drinks so I don’t get headaches and so I can actual do stuff, but I am doing it mostly over the weekend so I can just rot in bed if I get too weak (though I did go for a 7 mile hike this morning and I felt fine but that was pretty early on only like 15 hours in)

Right now I’m feeling a little weak but I’m also feeling super light, which I like. I’m hoping to lose at least 4lbs

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I TURN 21 IN 20 DAYS

i wish i was skinner but im just happy im 21 soon

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i'm looking for 20+ y/o people to follow or even become friends with! 🎀

please reblog this if you have an active EDBLR account as of: MAY 2024

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If you’re 20+ (and even better if a higher bmi) please interact. I need mutuals who get it. I feel so alone and consumed by my thoughts it’s so bad again.

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idk if i’m getting skinny (i doubt it :/) or if target vanity sizing is out of control because there is NO WAY i should be able to fit into a small my bmi is like 26 😭

and yet i bought a new jacket for running, like one of those ones that’s supposed to be fitted

literally this one

so i got a medium (because im usually a medium in literally everything at every store) and that shit was so baggy on me?? so i returned it and got a small and it fit like it does on the model???

but THEN i saw this bodysuit that went lowk viral and has been sold out in stores near me for so long and they finally had it in a medium so i bought it, and it’s so loose on my waist?

this one

anyway i’m a medium literally at literally every other store still? all of my other clothes are medium and they fit so i think target just has gone nuts with vanity sizing 😬 makes me feel skinny tho 🥰

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the time will pass anyway

the time will pass anyway

the time will pass anyway

the time will pass anyway

the time will pass anyway

the time will pass anyway

the time will pass anyway

the time will pass anyway

the time will pass anyway

the time will pass anyway

the time will pass anyway

the time will pass anyway

the time will pass anyway

so get to work

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can you guys reblog this if youre an 4n4m1a account active in 2024 :( i feel like Tumblr is dying and I need mutuals

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I don’t want you to just lose weight. I want you to build habits that keep you heathy physically and mentally for the rest of your life.

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i forgot how easy it is to wake up early when you don’t have a bunch of food in your stomach weighing you down

cuz i woke up at 5:30 this morning to do pilates (like i did 2 years ago at my lw) and it was SO EASY because i didn’t eat a bunch of food i didn’t need yesterday so i wasn’t sluggish or anything, i just got right up

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Restaurants Safe Foods Masterpost

Food from my master post, this is just so you don’t have to scroll through the whole thing if you didn’t want to on my masterpost

A&W

Applebees

Arbys

Bojangles

Burger King

Bj’s

Carrabas

Cheddars

Chick-Fil-A

Chilis

Chipotle

Chuck E Cheese

Cici’s

Cracker Barrel

Culivers

Dairy Queen/Orange Julius

Denny’s

Dominos

Dunkin Donuts

Fire House Subs

Five Guys

Fuddruckers

Golden Coral

Hard Rock

In and Out Burger

IHOP

Jasons Deli

KFC

Krispy Kreme

Little Caesers

Krystals

Logans Road House

Long Horn Steak House

McAlisters Deli

McDonalds

Movie Theaters

Olive Garden

Outback Steak House

Panda Express

Panera Bread Co.

Papa Johns

Papa Murphys

Pizza Hut

Popeyes

PF Changs

Red Robins (yuUUMMM)

Ruby Tuesday

Sonic

Steak and Shake

Subway

Taco Bell

Texas Road House

Tim Hortons

Waffle House

Wendy’s

White Castle

Zaxbys

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2 months till my birthday

2 months to get skinny for pictures (i’m turning 21 i am gonna take so many pictures)

2 months till i become a drunkorexic? who knows

i wanna be down to 150 again that mean i have to lose 15lbs in 2 months i can do this

my plan is to eat 1200 cal a day (i do high res i know i’m fake 🙄 i have a full time job and i live alone I’m not trying to pass out and have nobody know or get fired) and do pilates and cardio ~ 13k steps a day

no sugar

minimal gluten

fast until 12

i got this i need to be skinny and pretty so bad

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Been kinda busy lately bc I have a 9-5 job and responsibilities and i have to be an actual adult now, but I went back to my school for halloweekend to visit and yallllllll

I lost 5 lbs this weekend just from partying AND even though I'm back home now I have like no appetite??? Crazy but im super happy bc I'm eating less and losing faster. Idk what happened but whatever it is I hope it keeps happening

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uhhhhh so I'm moving out on thursday..

I AM SO EXCITED

a) because I no longer have to live with my parents oh my GOD I could not live with them for much longer

b) because I can starve myself and get the groceries i want in PEACE

I'm living in a 1bd apartment by myself so you already know my fridge is gonna be diet coke and cucumber PLUS the apartment complex I'm living has a reallllly nice fitness center with pelotons and stuff plus one of those workout mirrors, and I'm moving from a pretty rural area to a walkable major city so it's gonna be so much easier to exercise and hit my step goal and crap. I just hope I can control myself and stick to a routine once work starts. I've already made a morning routine schedule in my notes so I have enough time to workout and commute to work and stuff, so I'm just hoping I stick to it

I have all the tools I need to succeed, now the question is if I want it bad enough, and if so, do I have the discipline?

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soo I've had like 3 dreams this week where I had huuuuuuuge binges and I'm sad and disgusted with myself bc I binged and then I wake up and I'm happy bc I didn't binge??? But like why am I having these dreams????? (I'm not sleep eating I'm waking up w/ nothing in my stomach)